Unironically just thought ‘I haven’t taken my meds in like a week so now is the best time to try grapefruit’
I’m a mess
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pills aren’t enough i need to destroy something
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My psychologist gave me a feelings wheel and wants me to try name my emotions but I can’t so I’ve instead created the “feelings axis”
No more unnecessary emotions only pleasantness scale
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I had two David Tennant related dreams last night. I think I might actually be starting to lose it lmao.
In the first dream I found out that besides Staged, David also had a podcast with Michael Sheen that basically had the same structure and casual cute chaos as Staged but looked very similar to the IASIP podcast and also had the transition from audio-only to full on filmed episodes.
And the dream continued with basically just me being excited to learn that this podcast existed.
The only thing I can remember besides that is that there was one double episode where they recorded a sleepover at David’s house and then a sleepover at Michael’s house.
It didn’t even turn into anything odd or perverted, it was literally just a cute bestie sleepover with them sitting in sleeping bags and bantering and for some reason they even kept the recording of them falling asleep, so those episodes where like 12 hours long and the last 4 where just footage of them sleeping and rolling around.
And the second dream was just me -for some reason - going down the David Tennant wikipedia rabbit hole to where I eventually looked at Ty’s Wikipedia page and found out that he had a boyfriend - so my dream-self just thought:
“huh so that’s why David is so sweet and protective of LGBTQ kids”
And then I just woke up??
Like what am I supposed to do with that information now? T-T
Sertaline dreams just be hitting different, man lmao.
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it sounds so small but i have just about 4 hours left of this audiobook so that means i’m going to finish it today
but i haven’t finished a book in about 4 years! i’m just very proud of myself.
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ok so i started new meds last night and so far the side effects have been 1) getting so sleepy i went to bed at 9 2) couldn’t STAY asleep and kept thrashing around in a semi conscious state 3) now i cannot stop yawning my jaw and throat actually hurt its so annoying
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In the interest of not romanticizing adhd meds, cuz like they don’t work for everyone and, even when they do, they often have side effects, I have noticed one of my more uncomfortable motor tics has gotten a lot worse, and I’m waaaay broken out
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“This character is awful and does bad things!!!!!! If it were me I never would’ve done this I would’ve acted with perfect altruism and foresight and simply done the right thing!!!“ good for you pal I would’ve killed myself by chapter 8 with all the traumatic events and lack of antidepressants
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I’m so mad rn because last night I actually had a dream that I came up with this really funny idea for a South Park comic and I posted it. But the thing is, I don’t remember the idea.
I remember it being about Tweek but I can’t remember it for the life of me oh my god 😭
WAIT IT JUSR CAME BACK TO ME NEVERMIND ART IS COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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stacey increased my wellbutrin to 300mg let’s see if i go crazy again
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Not me skipping my meds so the appetite suppressant and nausea side effects kick in
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me accidentally developing an addiction to my as-needed Valium because my SSRIs aren’t working and my psychiatrist won’t see me for another month so in order to keep my life I’m having to scran the diazepam like sweets
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