#I was spirilling

[mytardisisparked]

I got tickets to FOB. If anyone ruins this for me before next April I will explode.

#I'm so jazzed I never go to concerts #no one ever really comes all that close to where I live #so this is a rare treat #I also have never really loved a band so consistently before #FOB has been my music of choice since I was a senior in high school and we're still goin strong #And this last album of theirs really hit me at the right time of my life #My lifelong dream died #I was spirilling #I was picking up the pieces of myself that I lost #and this album reminded me that the pain is worth it anyway #that I should keep dancing #that I should keep feeling #i'm not saying that this album saved my life #or that i wouldn't be who I am without it #but it definitely helped #And so this concert is gonna be amazing #also my bff is going with me and so it's gonna be so memorable

[doli-nemae]

Warcraft: Orcs & Humans

#char: Sivarra Ravenwing #char: Omelko Kaidash #world of warcraft #warcraft #wow art #world of warcraft orc #orc #warcraft art #warcraft oc #wow oc #artists on tumblr #dolinemae #yeah I'm spiriling into wow AGAIN #i listened too much of Warcraft (2016) OST #my love to Warcraft universe began from it actually #unlike with Sequel Trilogy which killed my desire to explore Star Wars universe #Warcraft film did exactly the oposite DESPITE not being the best film everrrr #and now I know how much of a lore mess this film is BUT #it's still my comfort film and I love to return to it sometimes and rewatch it #or to just listen the OST Ramin Djawadi is killing itttt #anyway here's my and my sister's characters yeah #they're gonna both be in Horde in 30+- years bc Omelko is from Lordaeron and UM- *Arthas My Son starts to play menacingly on the background

[happylikeasadsong]

warning: ted lasso spoilers ahead!!

i guess i'm just afraid sydcarmy will be swept under the rug and just be in our imaginary when the bear ends like ted and rebecca.

they hinted their (ted&rebecca) potential several times but in the end they had just a romcom moment in the airport and that was it.

i literally died at this moment, like, my heart stopped beating!!

ugh i love them

#edited bc i forgot to warn about ted lasso spoilers! sorry #can you tell i'm spiriling? #i guess my heart is in storer and calo's hands #sydcarmy #ted x rebecca #sydney x carmy #the bear #ted lasso

[empresskadia]

If I ever do end up drawing odst!John and Raya, that's gonna be a testimony to my self-control because every time I see that DAMN drawing-

#i have a whole damn thing for these two #this is all biomecharnotaurus fault #there is seriously a note filled with my thoughts #ugh #honestly he's john in general #😮‍💨 gonna sent me spiriling again #in a good way of course #kadia chatter

[august-racoone]

wait, but also if the spider marked jon (with a guest for mister spider) at an early age for him to pass it to the next world, does that mean that this jon didnt have to go thru that? or is it an endless cycle? or was it passed to sam? is sam the next "archivist"?

#i have so many questions #ahhhhhh #i was gonna put this in the last post but i decide it needed to be its own thing #im scared for sam #also does anyone think that alice would make a good spiril avatar #i think she would #tma spoilers #tmagp #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol

[simarcana]

My mental illness is chronic but my farmer is iconic

(the bedroom is empty ignore it)

#yes ofc it's still alika #when i'm spiriling i always play stardew cause it has a freaking purpose unlike someone else (ts4 *coufg*)

[a-chaotic-dumbass]

i survived ONE month of academics and i already feel like bleaching my hair again

#baby im going through a crisis on this lovely evening #like yeah i only went blonde like. 19 days ago and that was inspired by me spiriling #maybe id rock short hair dunno dunno #chaotic but like not on topic

[tinykonig]

look how cute this picrew of me and könig is. anyways

#im spiriling tonight im supposed to be writing #i love that boy!!!!

[nyaahilism]

This is going to sound so dumb of me but I literally just realized, after Ken asked me if Makima's eyes had any hidden layer meaning, that they're literally a play on "Spiril Out of Control"

#Nah they just make her extra sexy bc women who are crazy are always sexy in these kinds of things #I literally waved him off at first with #and then BOOM #it hit me #Spiril... #Control #How did I not even think about it sooner #I always just thought they were an amazing design choice #it was her eyes in the pv that made me want to pursue the story and then I read the whole first part in a day #Off my game #Makima #chainsaw man #chainsaw man spoilers

[thebleedingeffect]

Anyway woke up with severe brainrot probably gonna be making a huge post where I basically rewrite most of hyrule warriors

#i played through the hw story mode last night and? i know its a thoughtless brain empty fighting game but GOD the ending..... #basically if you dont care about spoilers cia and lana have a naruto/sasuke relationship. im barely joking in the slightest #cia has committed heinous acts and has gotten so many people killed by nooooo lana said that shes good and we have to protect her SJSJSJS #SO cia doesnt earn her redemption at all and doesnt really make since considering her ambitions up to that point lmao #sense* #dont get me started on them not allowing link to be hesitant around her like oh my GOD please address all that AJSJJS #anyway my rewritten thing is cia continuing to spiril and the links getting caught up in it welcome to the shit show

[sparkles-oflight]

i had one of those days where I just stared at the wall instead of working on the things I have to.

I hated it so much and I need to get out of my house so desperately it's not even funny. But I can't do it alone, or else i'm scared I might feel bad.

I have a zoom meeting in a couple of minutes two and the fucking construction workers don't stop fucking drilling

#you know when you are in waiting mode? that was me all day and tomorrow morning it will be same #and then my grandpa calls me to tell me my grandma is saying she'll get into a depression because I'm not talking to my dad and she doesn't #know what's going on and she wants the gossip #and everyone keeps pressuring me into figuring stuff out with my dad and i keep having nightmares and going around and around the matter in #my head because idk what i want to do and i keep spiriling and AAAAA i'm so fucking done #if it were for me i'd have left so much longer ago jesus #i'm so tired... #maria papoila

[papus-clown-enclosure]

I wonder.....am i almost on the verge of an anxiety attack????

I dont have time for this -procedes to do nothing when i should be going over my missed notes-

#papuka rambles #i mean i should be getting sleep but its 2am and too late to go back now....i am spiriling again....when am i not #going down hill??? tbh

[satan-is-obsessed]

i think "wow I'm getting healthier, i lost so much weight, i exercise, i look way better and feel way better" and then someone takes a pic of me with the back camera 💀💀💀💀💀💀

#tell me why i look great in the mirror and suddenly i look like my 300 pound life on camera #💀 #i'm not even exaggerating #years of struggling to get out of an ed just for a picture to sent me spiriling #i just won't get my picture taken ever again i guess #it's for my mental health

[cyberparadis]

Why does everything have to fall apart all at once?

#✩ — memo #like i don't see any Silver lining #not even a spark #the family drama is always on #and then just one fine morning something nice will happen and then I've worry what's the next worse thing that's gonna happen? #it's not like fate is kind to me #tw vent #i had to let it out #i didn't want to go on my main blog since it would remind me of my plagiarism #a lot of people follow me here and I feel the responsibility to explain #not that anyone cares but i feel that I've to explain #i hate that whatever I try to do to get out of this influx of monotony it keeps spiriling all the way more

[021021-versia05]

⚠️tw: self harm ⚠️

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I recently came out to a few of my friends about my struggles with sh. it is something very personal and important to me, and it took a lot of courage to even bring it up. recently we were hanging out in a cafe and one of my friends who i *did not* tell about my sh points put a few scratches on my legs and said "i know where to those came from, you cut yourself right?". she said it like it was nothing, like all my years of pain were just a fucking joke. now i not only feel terrible about my sh but also betrayed.

#tw: self harm #tw: sh #vent post #tw: self destruction #vent in tags #i vant fucking believe i trusted her #i just want sone support #it took the worst moments in my life for me to say something and now im spiriling back into self isolation #why did i even think that they would take me seriously

[change-latwr]

so we might have just figured something out and let me tell you holy shit if this is working

#basically weve been having bad anxiety and skipping class and its been getting worse #bc ofc thats how anxiety works #anyway it wad getting bad but d has been kinda able to jump in and stop it? #like he did it once accidentally and was like... oh shit i can do this #anyway today was bad and we started spiriling a little bit abt a test we have tomorrow #but d just stepped in snd i could like #physical feel the anxiety being blocked #its weird to describe but i felt ok and like... safe ya know #cringe ah anyway you catch my drift so thats epic i love. not being anxious #🍃 #🍰