#I wanna talk more 😔

[supernovaa-remnant]

mutuals I am mentally picking out souvenirs you’d like whenever I enter the little shops in these foreign cities

(when/if you travel, what’s your go-to souvenir? mine’s magnets)

#except I don’t know y’all enough to know what you’d like 😭 #it’s the principle of the matter okay #idk I just miss my tumblr mutuals :/ #I wanna talk more 😔 #maybe after my trip 👀 #stella rambles #sorry sorry I’m very tired might delete this later it feels too forward #idk how to make friends #okay goodnight #eepy time

[factual-fantasy]

So with the no fan art of your characters thing…. It seems a bit odd and I’m sorry for saying that,but it intrigues me why someone’s wouldn’t wanna see other people draw their characters

I've been asked this 100s of times, and have had people constantly question this boundary of mine and ask me to explain myself.

I've exhausted all my energy and patience for questions about my stance on fanart. I don't feel like having to defend myself again, and again, and again.. 😞

I don't expect people to understand my stance on fanart, and you don't have to understand it in order to respect it. Just as I don't have to understand anyone else's boundaries to stay behind the line.

I am very uncomfortable with any form of fanart being made for me. Of my FNAF redesigns, my sona, my ocs, you name it, it counts. I don't expect anyone to understand it, I just want people to respect that boundary.

"How are we supposed to show our support for you then?" Comments. That's it. All I look forward to when I post art is reading all the nice comments people have left me. Truly, comments are all I want. Fanart just makes me feel awful.

#my response #i usually delete asks like these because ive already talked about it like 1000 times #but recently ive gotten several people draw fanart of all different kinds of stuff I've made #and then this ask #felt like i had to come back and defend myself just oooone more time 😔 #please guys #no fanart just comments is asking so little of people.. #and please don't send asks trying to pry into it or understand it #“does it feel like this? or like this?” #ill just delete them #i dont wanna talk about this stuff no more you get what im sayin-

[sonego]

i'm curious what's your deal breaker team when it comes to following sports blogs on here? like the person seems the coolest, funniest, sweetest, with correct opinions, supports another team you love, just someone you'd definitely wanna follow... but the thought of seeing so much of that team on your dash even if you can blacklist it and try to avoid it as much as possible is just too much?

#share in the tags or replies i genuinely wanna know!! #football #nico.txt #for me it's man utd. i just can't do it man #i follow two man utd fans but one hasn't been active in a while and even when they were it wasn't a huge amount of man utd posting at all #so i didn't even see those hideous men (not you marcus) most of the time #the other also isn't super active and more of an f1 blog when they are online so again it's not like i see much utd on the dash bc of them #both of these ppl are very cool and funny and since they're not v active/ the utd posting isn't frequent i can deal with it #but like i see a blog that seems GREAT in every aspect but they're a huge united fan who posts about them a lot? that's a no #beside them inter and chelsea too but i can be extremely honest? i never find myself wanting to follow any inter or chelsea fan lol #like i can't lie there are cool united fans on here but chelsea fans? i never see any chelsea fan who seems normal and nice enough #no offense 😭😭😭 #inter eh i don't think there's many inter fans here the only ones i've seen are italians who don't post other teams (that i like at least) #so i literally have never found myself thinking 'oh man i wanna follow them but inter...' #it's united fans that fuck me up bc like there's this milan fan who seems v cool but their main team is united and sorry i just can't. #what are you doing following the best club itw and then. manchester united ?????? 😔😔😔😔😔 #i talk too much

[supercantaloupe]

truly detest how pcos tags/forums/etc are absolutely crawling with terfs

#(okay to rb but stay in your lane) #maybe i just want to look and see if anyone else has experienced what i went through today without seeing someone going like #'you'll never be a REAL woman because you DON'T HAVE OVARIES #and will NEVER understand the TRUE WOMANLY EXPERIENCE of having A VERY DISRUPTIVE AND COMPLEX ENDOCRINE AND METABOLIC DISORDER' #like i think there are more important (read: actual) targets to direct our frustration at here than #[checks notes] getting mad at a trans woman for saying she relates to some of the problems caused/faced by having pcos #like. idk. the fucking medical system and lack of research/treatment options #(also. christ. reducing every person w pcos into the 'woman' category automatically bc 'ovary'. #even though it's literally an intersex condition. yikes.) #also i don't know about y'all but i don't wish this on anyone? regardless of gender?? #i actually don't want trans women to have to experience this in order to be considered a True Woman #because i don't want ANYBODY to have to experience this. it sucks! it's not fucking fun! #i just wanted to try and see if other people have gone through the same thing i have. not expand my blocklist by half a mile tonight. #i wanna talk about me #even though i didn't exactly find what i was looking for (😔) and i had to play fucking whack-a-terf while searching #if there's any bright side to be found it's the number of posts/people affirming pcos as an intersex condition/identity #i saw someone say 'if you don't want the [intersex] umbrella for yourself you don't have to take it #but it's nice to have in the closet for a rainy day' #and. man. yeah.

[cinnamon-bunni]

some fake twitter posts ft. my lovely oc <3

Kim's account gets suspended quite a bit, it's only a matter of time before he's permanently banned tbh

#my poor boy isnt even verified 😔 #if any of y'all wanna know more about my oc kim then feel free to ask! i love him so much and would love to talk about him #still working on him a bit though but ive done enough work to answer a few questions about him #bunni mumbles #punch out #punch out!! #punch out oc #punch out wii #don flamenco #super macho man #disco kid #bear hugger #little mac #oc kim

[owl-tastictimes]

being silly here , how would u guys feel if i show my tadc oc eyes emoji

#ender talks #i have yet to make a reference sheet actually #but i made concept stuff about him #im just wondering if u guys wanna see him if i DO make his ref sheet #the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc oc #the amazing digital circus oc #edit: i wanna have more moots about tadc + tadc oc 😔 #i NEED to be silly abt tadc to others and not just my friends i think theyre sick of me /j

[padfootastic]

hey, so i've seen you lean into the cold arrogant black heir version of sirius lately, and i agree to an extent, because he was pretty intimidating and arrogant and didn't really care much about the public other than his people, but that doesn't really mean that he's this stoic, serious guy either right? he's pretty funny, definitely a troublemaker, and way too charming to stay in trouble for long. but at the same time, people know he's dangerous and should not be messed with because under all the charm, there absolutely was an element of 'fuck with me and i'll kill you'. and i know this sounds super contradictory but that's the whole point about sirius' character. he's a walking talking contradiction. he's so beautifully complex that turning him into this heir version is contradicting his entire character. what do you think? i would love to see you elaborate on this.

also, what do you think his humour is like? i've always thought of it as super sarcastic and dry. he def has a dark sense of humour, and he's so so sharp witted. anyway sorry if my ask was too long, i can talk for hours and hours about sirius.

no!!! anon no ask is too long when it’s about sirius. i can do the same (i have, in fact, done the same) it’s so valid.

i don’t think it’s such a contradiction at all, actually! i personally see sirius as this: a guy with a lot of masks, partially bc it’s been trained into him & partially bc he’s had to be. and i think he defaults to this cold, arrogant one because it’s the one he’s had longest—but around the right people, it fully melts away. the marauders and lily, yes but especially james and harry. that’s why i keep mentioning the outsider pov of it, people getting shocked when they see the difference in his behaviour. it’s why i wrote the patronus fic lolol.

i actually think that he had a lot…issues with the ‘heir’ version of himself (and yes, that’s a fanon concept i’ve absorbed entirely bc i love) because of what it represents and he tries hard to break away from it at all times. he probably went through an entire phase of teenage rebellion where he was doing everything against his family’s teachings bc it felt good. but, i love it when people can’t run away from their nature as much as they want to, so i always end up giving him some traits that basically make him hate himself looking into the mirror lmao

as for his humor, oh for sure!! this one’s definitely canon—he has a dry, sarcastic humor. (funnily, this is where i see a lot of similarities b/w him and harry for some reason) i think it can tend towards self deprecating sometimes. he’s also—hm. u can see his class in his words, and i think that might be true of his humor as well tho idk how to explain that better lol i think he’s the kind of person who’s so good at passive aggressiveness that you’ll never realise he insulted u to ur face (we have a phrase for it here—kaat ke haath mein dedi; i think sirius would be ace at that). and going off that, i do think his humor was also based on…belittling? other people. or rather, at the expense of other people in that way popular kids do sometimes. like him w the rat in swm, i think. casually cruel. a little mean.

#sirius black #sometimes i feel like i’m mean to sirius #and then i remember he’s my comfort character actually so it’s all good #i can never be mean to james tbh he’s too…paavam #but sirius? such a good character to mess around with #but like—if you’ve read my dark sirius fic—it’s kind of based on this premise of sirius and the heir being two sides of the same coin #and how he struggles with it but end of the day if he NEEDS to it’s not hard for him to wear that mask #idk i wanna okay around w it more #bc i think that balance of like. ruthlessness and tenderness is so so based #and i think sirius would really mail that #nail* #but yes. massive agree that sirius is made up of so much nuance #it’s so funny bc he genuinely gets a good well rounded characterisation lol #it’s mostly coherent too i’d say #but then She had to go and ruin it all 😔😔 #ugh anyway #come talk to me about sirius anytime anon! he’s my fav boy <3 #pen’s asks

[whewchilly]

Media Day at the Saudi Arabian GP | 16 March 2023

#more pr damage control after the spitting and throwing up 😔 #c2 #jeddah 2023 #charles got his hands on hair gel and carlos well i don’t even wanna talk about it #do better!

[grgie]

bro the work xmas party is looming ever closer and idk if free food and booze is gonna outweight having to hang out with my coworkers for hours with no quick escape home

#i dont mind my coworkers but they all have people they will more like wanna hang out with #also the seating plan got dropped and caused arguments apparently #i could care less im just grateful im not on the table for the 80 yr old (i cannot carry conversation with him 😔) #also just. ugh #i would like to skip it like a cutscene #i dont need to be aware of it #helena talks to the void

[oneshimaru]

it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair!! I wanna be dorito shaped 😭🥺💔

#talking #dood #I like girl clothes way more but I want the male body underneath like gimme gimme gimme #I wanna be sexy like a man in a crop top or a tight gym shirt!! why is this not me!! 😔💔💔 #I don't go to the gym for one thing but still! I'm joining the miguel lovers on the side of the gym boys

[running-in-the-dark]

it's like. I'm tired. but also not the right kind of tired. but really really tired though. except I won't be able to sleep yet so I have to stay awake. it is stressing me out.

#I have already taken my medication and it's making the brain feel sleepy #but the body isn't yet #or something #I don't know what those two are doing it's just too much to ask #I need like an assistent or something to manage them for me #just like a little guy living in my head talking to my brain and my body and figuring out what the fuck I've done to piss them off now #and it's *assistant with another a. damn it guys this is English not German #I wanna watch more Dan I mean night court but jellyfin doesn't wanna work right now 😔 so I'm just watching the loading symbol going round #and round and round #kinda hypnottiyyifkfngbf #← keyboard didn't get it so I gave up. jypngotisingg ← but it did get that one?? what the hell. okay here it is. hypnotising #I'm a sleepy boy rn #so so sleepy #maybe I should paint actually #hmm

[weird-dere-writes]

Via an IRL’s instagram story

So true

So real

#SOBS #I wanna draw more but I am always afraid of disappointing myself 😔 #twyla talks 🗣️

[zecoritheweirdone]

me when i think about vagabonds by scorpionoesit for too long

#zecori rambles #my art #realized that this is my blog and i can post whatever the hell i want here. you all have to suffer L /lh #idk if i've talked about this fic; like. a Lot here. but know i am so so so normal about it #(i am vibrating in place as i say that) #i wanna talk about it so so soooooooo fucking badly #i need to ramble to someone about this fic #i also feel the need to make more art for it #unfortunately a good portion of the characters don't actually have mentioned designs; and i am. bad at making them myself sknddknsks #mainly the outfits; the outfits is what trips me up #this goes double for superhero/villain outfits. and guess what fic is a superhero/villain fic;;; sksnwksjks #i'm also bad with poses. tried drawing that one scene where tommy finds masquerade on his couch and. it is Not Good. #shoving it in a closet and never speaking of it again. #(didn't know. how to draw karl on the couch 😔. tried looking up the pose he was mentioned to be in; but uhhh– #–let's just say there were no good reference pics;; fkdjksjs) #anyway. holding this fic so gently. it lives in my mind rent free #mx. scorpio if you're reading this. o/. #you know; next time i get motivation to draw; i should make digital art of v!michael. haven't done that yet;; dkdjsksj #or i could also continue drawing vagabonds dragons designs like i did yesterday;;; skdjskjsksjs

[everybodyknows-everybodydies]

going to bed but first I'm thinking lots of thoughts about my twiggy lil elf girl. decided tonight she has a tooth gap and it was a genius decision she's the cutest thing ever now

#Mouse talks! #prepping for AF early this year bc I'm NOT IN PAIN 24/7 so I wanna participate full force!! #going to make sure I have ref sheets for my three TES girls and at least the SilMil inners #ideally + Neptune and Uranus but I've gotta study more bird anatomy for her #anyway this means I have been getting to develop each of them further and I am having just so much fun #cannot WAIT to share these!! trying very hard not to just OC blab bc I know absolutely no one is here for that lol #but please trust I have invented some very excellent women 👌😔🤌

[volos-wish]

I wish I had the disc for Dissidia 012 so I could eat it.

#emulator 😔❤️ #i love dissidia so much i cant stop thinking about it #like me wanting to inject ffxv into my bloodstream but i just wanna eat the disc that i dont have #i need play it more and even re play it #so much grinding rn though... for confessions of the creator #y talks #ff #dissidia

[neonsbian]

just had to make a huge purchase a couple days after paying my credit card bill 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

#i need to move out so bad so my father cant force me to practice hinduism istg #i dont even wanna look at my bank acct rn ik im gonna be miserable #another month of no little treats i suppose 😔 #thank god i work at a cafe or else id be even more miserable #vinnie talks