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Lady with an Ermine Iterator with a Slugcat
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#Ultrakill#Rain World#Sisyphus Prime#V2 Ultrakill#Slugcat#Artfight 2023#Based on the Da Vinci painting. You know the one. Maybe.#Artfight has just become me drawing copious amounts of rw/utkl crossover art and I'm okay with that tbh#I'll probably continue some after AF ends too just because I'm having too much fun with it#Maybe I'll draw the canon RW characters too... eventually.#(If I do that I'll probably just open requests for them lol)#And more Ultrakill too obviously but I haven't stopped drawing Ultrakill and don't plan on it anytime soon#I'll draw the canon Prime souls first though because I've been flooding their tags with scugs. Sorry to old man likers... slug be upon ye#RW UTKL#Hrokkall Art
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A Comprehensive list of my outsider POVs or; a list of people who have Suffered™
NAMI - Good friends (don't) kiss + Revelations (we could do without)
PENGUIN - A Burst of colour (happy birthday)
SMOKER - Just a quick supply run
NPC - Boyfriends (do) kiss
LAW - See no evil (zosan)
BEPO - This is my BDSM dungeon
COBY - Not so bad
USOPP - The (s)we(e)t taste of revenge (lawlu, zosan)
KID - At the bottom of the sea
CAESAR - Minding his own evil business
SHACHI - Please don't ask + The Power of the revolutionary army top executive
ABSALOM - HIRED! (icepaulie), 'WHITE KNIGHT' CAVENDISH IN TROUBLE?! (bartocav)
PEDRO - Bringing dawn
SANJI - Princess Monster
YAMATO - Drastic Measures
BIG NEWS MORGANS - World Economic Journal: Grand Line Edition
ONIGIRI - Hopeless
ACE & SABO - Menace
KOTATSU - The Plight of the (not) house cat
NDA, WIP, planned:
NDA
Tate
Jinbe
Yamato
Sanji
NDA
Honorable mention: not in his POV but SENGOKU suffered the most hands down - Take out as in on a date, right?
#one piece#lawlu#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#luffy#monkey d luffy#opfanfic#lawlu fanfic#outsider pov#zosan#icepaulie#katie pretends to fic#everything is lawlu unless stated otherwise#i honestly thought i did more but then again#i do have a bunch planned and/or ready to go live..#this post will be continually undated btw#three of the NDAs are gonna be revealed pretty soon too#which one is your favourite?#i have a soft spot for the until we drown series so At the Bottom of the sea is like. right there#but i have to admit i might like Take out as in on a date right? the most#tho it's not really outsider pov..#so At the bottom of the sea or The sweet taste of revenge..#tho i do like bringing dawn for different reasons#and Minding his own evil business was so much fun to write#ceasar is so slept on#he was a great crew pet#ahh idk#so glad i can finally say i can't decide which fic i love most instead of 'which one i hate the least' ahahaha
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Fe Aspec Week Day 7: Free Day -- Legacy
This one took me forever to settle on something I liked -- I was toying around with some ideas about Lukas's epilogue text and the idea of legacy, as well as a bit of meta impact. A few scrapped drawings and 1k words later, I've got this 😂
As always, thank you so much for running this week!! 💜💚 I always have so much fun with the pieces, (it's been the only event week that I can regularly commit to because I always have a blast haha!) and seeing others' amazing work! It's been such a great time :D
Forsyth stepped back from his canvas. He wiped hair from his forehead, hoping he wasn’t smearing any paint there. He studied his work, then his model, then his work once more. He gave a decisive nod.
“Well. I tried.”
Python choked back a laugh. “That’s not quite the confidence you want to hear from your portrait painter, you know.” He walked up to the canvas, but Forsyth was quick to angle it away from him.
“Oh, hush, I wasn’t even painting you! I’ll have you know, it was rather difficult trying to paint something without having it in front of me.”
“What are you talkin’ about, Luke was sitting right there for hours!”
At his mention, Lukas perked up. He’d been lounging in front of Forsyth, his eyes lowered to sift through a pile of student writings. He’d been scribbling notes in the margins, absentmindedly angling his face this way and that when Forsyth requested.
“And I am incredibly grateful for his presence. However, I did not want to capture him looking like a sleep-deprived schoolteacher –”
“– but that’s exactly what he is –”
“– so I attempted to recreate my personal favorite expression of his.”
Lukas smiled. “Oh? And what would that be?” He placed the papers aside, giving Forsyth his full attention. Lukas nodded to the canvas, encouraging him to reveal it.
“Well… you see… the point of this whole project…”
Forsyth searched for the right words. The point of the whole project actually struck him months ago, back at Rigel Castle.
He and Python had sat for their own portraits, which would later be hung in the great hall to commemorate members of the Brotherhood. Forsyth could have cried seeing he and Python’s likenesses full of dignity and chivalry. The whole time, though, he couldn’t shake the feeling of injustice that boiled in his stomach: Lukas would get nothing.
Sure, his name would appear in the records as the royal family’s right-hand advisor during and after war, but his image would disappear entirely. He left the Brotherhood to fulfill his dreams long before the kingdom was stable enough to commission a professional painter. With his brother furthering the bloodline and becoming the major focus of the household, Lukas was relieved of all marriage obligations – and opportunities for a couple’s portrait. Paintings alongside any future children were out of the question, as well.
“It’s terribly unfair!” Forsyth had cried. “Are war and romance the only means to remember a man? Is he any less worthy because he will never marry?”
“You’re overthinking things, Fors.” Python had hardly spared him a glance. “Plenty of good people don’t get their paintings done.”
“And that is just as much an outrage!”
He brought his concerns to Lukas, who seemed at peace with the situation, as Python was. The pair’s disinterest only caused Forsyth more urgency. After a bit of deliberation, he knew there was only one path forward.
“I shall take this into my own hands.”
They would find out he meant this very literally. He showed up at Lukas’ schoolhouse with various brushes clutched in his hands, an apron thrown over his chest. He pulled up a nearby seat, propped up an easel, and got right to it. It became their routine: once classes dismissed for the day, Lukas would busy himself with reading through his school materials, and Forsyth would busy himself with work of his own.
He’d done his research beforehand, but had never actually painted anyone’s portrait. He looked again at the finished product.
“I was hoping to capture… er… the point of this work is to commemorate your independent situation… and thus… I remembered the days after you first told me, you were the happiest I’d ever seen you. The face is still a rare one, but after that night, I’ve seen that side of you more and more. I just thought…”
He gave an audible huff. Screw it.
He turned the canvas around.
“I am sorry. Perhaps I should have gone with a more dignified look, like the other knights’ portraits. I am aware that I have yet to accomplish a professional’s level of –”
“It’s perfect.”
Forsyth blinked.
Lukas stared at the canvas. He appeared to be working out his next words. Meanwhile, Python let out a long whistle. “Lookin’ good! Not too shabby, for your first masterpiece.”
“‘Not too shabby’ is an understatement.” Lukas stepped closer to the piece, his voice full of warmth. “Thank you, friend.”
In the painting, Lukas wasn’t sitting straight-backed and stiff; it was focused on his bust, leaning a bit in relaxed movement. He wore casual clothes, none of his usual professional garments. He smiled. His mouth was a little lopsided, a little odd, pinching his eyes a bit, showing some teeth, but not all – and it was a perfect replication. This was Lukas’s true smile, not the one he put up for others to view.
Python gave him a poke. “So, now what? Where are we gonna do with it? We can’t just smuggle it into the royal gallery. And I don’t think Lukas is the kind of guy who wants to stare at it here in the school all the time.”
“Well, I… er….”
“I mean, we can certainly just go and hang it up somewhere around town, but I don’t think he’s looking for that, either.”
“I just thought he’d want it! For his legacy!” Forsyth huffed. His eyes shone with The kind of determination that the others knew not to overstep on. There was no stopping him now. “It’s important that he’s remembered through the ages! I think of all the heroes that inspired me – the way I gazed at their images in my fathers’ textbooks, gaining hope from their stories…”
“You’re hoping that Lukas ends up in some dusty textbook someday?”
“Indeed!” He beamed, not realizing that Python didn’t see it as a grand victory. “Just imagine: centuries from now, some harrowed scholar, crushed under familiar struggles. They get a hold of a secondhand book, and suddenly, bam!” He gestured to the painting. “They look upon his face and see that everything will be alright. They’ll think, ‘if Sir Lukas of Valentia can do it, and smile so purely at the end of it all, surely I can too!’”
He clenched his fists, caught up in his own excitement. His gaze was somewhere faraway, imagining this incredible future.
Python scoffed.
“It sounds like they’re just as much of a hopelessly sentimental dreamer as you are. They’ll probably think, ‘gods, now I need to study up on this guy too?”
“Python…”
“Or, if they’re like me, maybe they’ll think, ‘mmm, that is one fiiine –”
“Python!”
“Alright, alright. I think it’s a real nice gesture, Fors.”
Lukas had been quietly taking everything in for a while. Now he spoke. “I truly believe this is perfect. As you said – this is an expression only saved for rare occasions. It’s difficult for me to smile so genuinely. I… I never really see it myself.”
He placed a hand on Forsyth’s shoulder. “We can hope it reaches others someday, but regardless, I am grateful to have seen it right now. It inspires me about the future. I… I cannot thank you enough.”
#fe aspec week#fe lukas#fe forsyth#fe python#oop i had this ready but forgot to queue.... posting it super quick before i have to run#hehe guess which tired and hopelessly sentimental scholar got her hands on a secondhand copy of echoes 👍#it was supposed be a little thing and ended up like three times the length i planned#but i feel like it could even go on a bit more! it stops pretty suddenly because i needed to just find a stopping point but it could#definitely continue...#and YEAH thank you for putting on the week and to those who participated! ✨✨✨#there were such fun prompts and i absolutely loved seeing everyones stuff ;--; it was all beautiful!!#drabbles#soon ill post these in a work on ao3 with my prev years stuff!#i was supposed to do that this weekend and forgot id be wicked busy lmao
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ppl will go “i’d notice if society was going to sacrifice a marginalised group of people and if they said that it’s ok that a bunch of people would die then i would stand against it” and then they’ll hear people saying “well only disabled and vulnerable people will die of covid” and go “yes this is normal and ok and fine”
#first of all it’s not only disabled people who are dying and also covid can disable you real quick and make you part of that group that#people are fine with dying#but also do y’all hear yourself bed sometimes. the amount of people who claim to be allies but with throw others aside as soon as it#interferes with their comfort#also there have been so many studies and reports and articles on how covid disproportionally affects poc. not to mention inequalities in#healthcare that come into play too when you’re dealing with a pandemic#but as soon as y’all have to stop going to parties or restaurants or isolating for two weeks when exposed or confirmed positive or even if#you suspect you have it. or any of the millions of other things that at this point are important facets of community care and protecting#yourself and others from a disease that has been proven and continues to be proven to do a lot of damage to the body#y’all just balk. you don’t drop your claims but that doesn’t mean you’ve dropped your allyship#I’d love to go back to normal. i’d love to go out without a mask and eat in restaurants and do all the things i did before covid#but i won’t. because i know that isn’t safe for me or my friends/family/community and also quite literally isn’t possible now because we’re#still in a pandemic. if you claim to be an ally to disabled people then prove it and mask#I can’t speak as fully on allyship to other communities who are disproportionately impacted but not masking harms everyone and if anyone#does want to speak on allyship to their communit(y/ies) feel free to go ahead#covid tw#fired up about this because i’m doing radioactive iodine treatment in a few weeks and my mother is taking no precautions. not only am i at#risk if i catch covid but if she gets sick i either have to postpone my treatment to care for her (which risks giving my cancer more time to#metastasise if there are cells left) or i have to figure out another plan for treatment since my current plan hinges on her help since i#have to isolate#im just tired and frustrated. a pandemic doesn’t stop just because you get bored#vent tw#this is not as eloquent as i wish it was and the lack of punctuation and tone can make parts confusing but i think y’all get my point
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Hey, Andy anon here following up about that idea I mentioned in the DMs! So what I picture is all the sexual tension and teasing finally getting to Pete and he has to find a way to relieve some of his pent up feelings. Based loosely on that pic I sent, but I'm imagining Pete spread out on the bed with one hand handcuffed/tied to the post, heels flat on the bed, skirt hiked up, fucking himself on a toy while thinking about Patrick. (Un)fortunately for him, Pete's being a little too loud, and Patrick just so happens to be passing by Pete's room and hears all of the filthy things Pete's saying.... Pete might have forgotten to close the door all the way, too... 🥰🥵
Love you and your art! Thanks for all you do!
Andy Anon
#because this one was a bit similar to the shirt sniffing one i kept it a bit short but still wanted to draw it!#also we are now using every inch of this sketchbook lol#i really wanted to try this panel idea tho of the camera panning across several diskointed shots#the next panel eould be patrick grabbing his#ANYWAYS#i hope you like kt and i do plan on continuing the shirt sniffing one sometime so we will explore the concept more soon!#pete#Patrick#peterick#ask#anon#doodles#request#andy anon
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Hi hi! Hello! Hey yo!
I think ALTA MODA has changed my brain chemistry. I'm just squealing (in my mind) and cannot stop having Izumi as well as Izuann thoughts. What if i randomly dropped some of these thoughts? I probably might anyways if I don't forget but still...
It hit me so bad that I've even started hoping for him to appear in my dreams... I feel down bad for him. Or even down horrible... The Izumi hours are too strong right now.
#Nimue's Rambles#Nimue's Beloved#Ironic Blue#Like I cannot stop thinking about him. I wanna write & draw more Izuann! Help! Send help!#We do not need more Izuann content after all! ... Right?#(Also I still need to port Part I and start publishing Part II soon I will try doing that today while continuing to write Part II)#(And finish planning something Ritsu related... And start something !!!-Era related for Ann... Ah so much plans! My brain is on overload!)#On top of that reserving my Ritsu hours for next week... 4 days... I will start it soon. I still need to finish planning. Soon... I better.
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I've got a couple of days left in September when I want to squeeze in some time to finish a couple of books I was reading this month, and Inklings Challenge starts in a couple of days, so of course this was the perfect time to get obsessed with Victober and download a bunch of obscure Victorian books.
#i was in waiting-around situations today where youtube was a justifiable distraction#and unfortunately fell down a rabbit hole#i actually climbed out and threw together an october reading list i was pleased with#a couple of new things but also some things i was planning on reading anyway#some things to continue#some that need to go back to the library soon#almost all very short#i was stupidly proud of myself for coming up with a way to fill all five victober prompts with three books#including two i was planning to read anyway#but then i fell down the rabbit hole again#and downloaded a few more books#see the dangerous thing is that they're all free online#you can pick up books on a whim#and i have so very many whims#the idea is to have them available for future but be aware i likely won't read most of these#but of course now i'm excited for all of them#i need to put down the phone and go to bed and clear my head#but in good news i got the inklings teams posts formatted#i work the next two eves so i had to get it done now#and it's a good thing i was on the ball#because i always forget just how complicated that process is#everything in triplicate#this year all the software worked well thank goodness#no trouble with lost names or lopsided teams#it's just that there's a lot of sections of three different posts to pull together#so it's always more work than i'd expect#i'll still add names if people jump in btw#i just need to have the vast bulk of the work done in advamce
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i miss akechi goro so much. maybe even enough to finally finish that ladue chapter 3
#speculation nation#ladue shit#listen hes such an asshole and i NEEEEEEED to channel his voice for a bit again#if this urge persists to tomorrow i'll crack open the fic again. for a little reread.#this will satisfy only approximately 53 people (the total subscribers to that fic)#which ok that's actually a good few people when i think about them as actual people#but it's the least amount of subscriptions i have out of most of my multichapters#EVEN STILL. it's a matter of pride and self-satisfaction.#and god fucking damn i have 18k for chapter 3 already written. i literally just need to close the damn scene up#it's been over a YEAR NOWWWWWWWWWW like holy fucking shit. i need this OUT ALREADYYYYYYYYYYY#ladue chapter 3 i will free you into the abyss. i cannot promise more than chapter 3 but i can promise a chapter 3 at least.#i had a whole plan for the fic but idk if i'll ever be able to write it#considering it's taken like. ... years. between chapters.#it took me 2 years to post chapter 2 and it's been a year now since then. ugh.#see the thing is chapter 3 closes the initial arc of them starting to date. and then there's more stuff.#maybe i'll keep it open just in case the urge strikes me to continue it eventually.#and if it never does. i might make a 4th chapter that outlines the eventual plans i had for the fic. so that people know at least.#ive seen that a Few times for discontinued fics.#....but the thing is i dont want to mark any of my fics discontinued!!!! theyre all my darlings!!! i want to go back to them all eventually#i'll just have to see. if a chapter 4 ends up taking several more years. well. maybe it'll be time to call it there. who fucking knows lol#i'll try to get chapter 3 finished sometime soon though. i really want to have it out already.
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while november 20th did cause me irreparable damage it was much less than i expected and i think there should be more. look it hurts when canon has a bunch of angst but it hurts more when canon SHOULD have a bunch of angst but DOESNT.
#i say shit#persona 5#WHERE is the. sojiro being really worried because he didnt know. where is the completely glossed over fact that joker probably has several#broken bones a concussion and is high on experimental and probably illegal drugs and has been tortured underground for A WHOLE DAY then had#to remember their elaborate plan while high on drugs had his whole life riding on whether or not he could remember it and VERY NEARLY FORGO#but no. he comes back and sojiro mentions being worried but BARELY and ryuji just throws his arm around him like he isnt probably in extrem#pain and really out of it because sae had to keep him awake and conscious in the interrogation room and as soon as they get back theyre all#just like. yeah hey dude do you wanna go into another palace tomorrow? takemis messages if you have her confidant maxed literally seem to#show more concern for him than anyone else?? and hes just perfectly fine even though there is NO WAY he is#and you cant even tell them youre not fine when they ask you. its just “it isnt a big deal” which is so. man get therapy#there was so little pain compared to what i was expecting. well. time to continue scouring ao3
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there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn
#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon#although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great#whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time#kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’#or at least triggers that i can plan around#the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one#the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni#and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis?#but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal#i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months#so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically)#so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point#obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again#i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time#BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT#‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately#personal#but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12#so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’#and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes#wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health#and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder#so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test#i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing#might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained
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This year's just... yearing.
#So tired of folks thinking they can play in my face + continue to be disrespectful with little to no consequences in return#I am NOT the same girl I used to be#I'm not just gon sit on my hands + take it AND that infuriates them SO bad#cause it's like... 'who do you think you are??? you think you allowed to take up for yourself??? defend yourself?? set BOUNDARIES???'#and that shit blows bc then they feel like they can challenge me to see if I'll fold or not which is even more disrespectful on top of the -#- shit that was already going on in the first place#like if I gotta go through AAAALLL that for a weak ass connection then I gladly let it go but don't let me say that -#- bc then it's an even BIGGER showdown bc I be letting em know that if they gon keep disrespecting me + my folks then they need to get tf on#very simple terms imo but mfs want to fight + be passive-aggressive all day like.... ain't nobody got the time nor the energy for allat fr#and as soon as me and my sisters stand our ground we magically become the villains and the bad guys#and this shit is spread to whoever is willing to listen and this shit irks so bad sometimes ngl bc idfw ppl lying on our characters#this year has completely SUCKED in terms of my connections with ppl and that makes me real life not want to talk to anybody ever again bc#ppl always pretending to be something they not to get what they want out of us#+ as soon as we fall short/make a mistake/unable to do a thing then the mask falls off + they become the most disgusting person ever!!!!!#and it's like... who tf is this person???? this aint who i befriended???? hello?????#and the lamest part about all of that is that we are always 1000% ourselves so we automatically expect folks to do the same with us#and maybe that's our fault for thinking like that idk but at the end of the day the shit is wack#and I just plan on being in hermit mode for as long as time permits + until i get a sign/message to do something else#if anybody read all of this: thanks for reading + sending you so so so much love + kindness into your life! We for sure all need it 🫶🏾✨️✨️#abtme#4:26 pm
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miss ur fics :(
I appreciate that 🥺 And I promise I miss them too! I've unfortunately been dealing with some heavy personal stuff lately that has been taking up all my physical and mental energy. But! The good news is that a light at the end of the tunnel has finally appeared for my situation and I'm starting to let myself be hopeful that I'll be in much better shape in the coming weeks and can start easing myself back into the swing of things! 💙
#i know I'm being vague lmao i just don't want to bore people with the ins and outs of how shitty chronic illness is 😂#if you've followed me for a while you've probably heard me complain about it before ✌🏻😌✌🏻#so basically I've barely been a person for the past couple months bc people don't know how to do their jobs or show basic compassion#but thankfully it seems I have finally ended up in the care of someone who actually gives a shit about my quality of life#and actually wants me to have a say in how my care is handled 😍#we stan autonomy in womens health care - a rarity these days 🇺🇲#so I'm already feeling better as the stress of finding care is lifting#working on the psychological fallout in therapy weekly ✌🏻#and hoping I physically continue to feel better as i settle into the agreed upon care plan for the conditions I'm dealing with 🤩#i would love nothing more than to return to writing with renewed energy and consistency omg#fingers crossed it happens soon!#in the meantime thank you for your continued patience and support it truly means a lot 💙💙💙💙#ask#anon#kh4f writing
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bold theory but im like 80% sure that the spiderman 2 story was a little lackluster because the dlc is going to be doing a lot more of the heavy lifting this time around
#i mean theyve definitely got dlc planned already… they had no idea how well the first games dlc would sell but this time around they do#i mean. okay heres my thought process here#1.#we know that norman is going to become the green goblin soon. the ‘’g-serum’’ he talked about was for harrys cure after the symbiote failed#but norman is probably the one who becomes the green goblin. how? idk yet maybe he tests it on himself first or something#i think thats going to be one of the storylines in the dlc#2. in this game they introduced ally teamups for the crimes in the overworld#two for the spidermen respectively and one for wraith. but during the period where harry is agent venom he has an ally teamup as well#his own animations and voice lines and everything. and thats a very short part of the game#so im actually convinced that harry will wake up from his coma in one of the waves of dlc and fight with the symbiote again#black cat had special finisher animations with miles too so maybe shes an ally teamup too? 👀#maybe wishful thinking but tbh i could see it happening considering the black cat threads from this game havent been entirely wrapped up yet#and also theres a severe lack of ally teamups LOL so im p sure harry at the very least is coming back#maybe to help fight norman somehow for when he turns into the goblin ?#idk. anyways#3. we still have the rest of kravens family to worry about and since they were tracking felecia maybe thats where she comes back ?#4. obviously theres going to be a dlc about the flame/cletus cassidy + carnage.#the flame even has a cult in this adaptation and their gatherings would make great bases which this game DESPERATELY needs more of#also going back to the ally teamup thing yuri still has one post game#and theyre definitely continuing her story given how open ended that questline was#im like. pretty confident in this even though i know its kind of iffy#if they save harry + the goblin for spiderman 3 i wouldnt be surprised but i think it has a solid chance of being addressed in the dlc#tldr there were WAY more lose ends than the first game
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You killed me on a Wednesday
But I got reborn on a Sunday! 💋
Basically; I won't let this bitch ruin what I have worked so long to create. Yes I had a meltdown but that doesn't mean she is worth it to be ruined. Yes. I dedicated it to her. As I gave her a universe.
A universe with so much backstory and so much emotion, so much fantasy...so much of everything.
I wasted money. I wasted time. I made her a Norwegian dictionary written by hand. I showed my country. Where I grew up. I shared her secrets. I have wasted my creativity. My devotion. Wasted so many whole 24 hours and nights just to write for HER. And this bitch even gave the main character of my story, a perfect name. It fit with the story. Of what this character would become. Of what the purpose of the charcter was going to be. I even found the perfect backstory to why she got the name. It fit with where the main character was from. From Argentina. It was perfect. But she now needs a new name. As that french bitch screwed me over. I now have to rename the main character of Liebeslied. It will be similar to the old. Because I am lazy. And she is mentioned in several hundred pages already. Don't care to edit away all the first name and replaxe it with a brand name. You can't complain on me for that!
But it's scary isn't it? How you can dedicate your entire self to someone. And then with a single "yeah sorry..." they can brush you off. As if you never happened. Like 3 weeks ago I was happy. I was actually editing the chapters I already had, instead of making new ones. I was going to give my universe. My work for 4 whole years. 24/7 for 4 whole years. If I didn't wrote. Then I thought about it. If I didn't thought about it. I acted it out (but alone because I am not the kind to be talking to myself in front of others). My whole life for 4 years (almost 5) and this bitch would get it all for x-mas. For FREE. But no. That's not what happened.
I had to ask her. It had to be done;
hey? Are we still friends?
And she had to shoot me down.
"Yeah Sorry...should have told you long time ago.."
"Yeah sorry..." as in "yeah btw..." our friendship to her was just that..."yeah sorry." " Yeah btw..."
Because she "grew up". She got a bf. A career. "I'm not the same".
No. She weren't. But that doesn't change the fact that
I wasted 4 years for something that died about 2 years prior to this. And she knew it was dying. And I was naive.
I dedicated A UNIVERSE for her. I don't think she will ever realize this!!
A whole UNIVERSE. It had people in it. People that to her was pure fiction but I myself saw them as my children.
And she doesn't want me to give it to her. She never replied to my "could I still post you Liebeslied once its all done. As a form of closure. You don't have to contact me beyond that. Just for closure. Beyond that I wish the best for you aswell".
She never bothered to reply.
Well you know what?
I have had 3 weeks. To think this over. My conclution?
She doesn't deserve what I gave her. She never did. I was just a way to "pass time". So she could get a bf and a career.
The time. The effort. The money. My creativity. My writing. My enthusiasm. My PASSION! My dedication and lastly even my tears and sanity. She didn't deserve ANY of this. She made her choice! She gave me up. Just like that. I wasn't even worthy of a
"hah no thanks I don't want Liebeslied anymore."
She gave this up. But I won't. I won't give up.
She will never know how Liebeslied ends. And that'd ok. She doesn't deserve to know how it ends! It's not for her anymore!
And so I wipe away my tears before they fall. Always before they fall. Because that french bitch doesn't deserve them.
Her friendship to me was simply to her a way to "pass time" until she got a bf and a career.
I am worth more than that!
And so is the Universe that I have created. That I have breathed, every day for so long! Which is why the first fic of the Liebeslied series will be published in 2023 as then everything about this bitch will be in the past.
Tania as the main character is dead.
And Thalia has risen from her ashes.
And with that minor change. Liebeslied will live without that bitch. That french whore that left me for a man and a career. Nope! Screw that!
I will have the first story done in 2023. That is a promise! And it will be good. It is (if I'm gonna say so myself and I will!) way too good to be given up because of something as lousy as her! And I know. Deep inside my still somehow shattered heart. I do know. That some of you yes you; you lovely, amazing, kind, wonderful, beautiful beings...SOME will love it. Some of you will love that universe that I have spent so long making! I am sure.
And unlike that bitch, you all actually deserve this universe!
I have risen. For you! Because of you! My wonderful followers and mutuals, I have kept the little drop of my sanity left. It is the thought of you all that have kept me going for these 3 weeks and more!
I know now that I am better than that bitch. Why? Because I know the meaning of friendships. And that lying bitch obviously doesn't!
So hail to me. For I have risen!
Hail to Liebeslied. For this universe and it's children will go on!
And I promise I will impress and scare some of you. I will make some of you angry. I will make some of you you smile. And some of you will cry and wish that my children would exist and I will have to remind you that they DO! THEY WILL BE BACK! You just as much I breathes life into them! All my followers and mutuals and especially those of you that have wanted and longed for this Universe ...for MY universe to carry on, I am doing this for YOU! And it WILL carry on! Next year. It will all break loose! And I hope you are ready!
Because guess what mothafxahs?
I am back bitches! The gothic viking is stubborn. It's in my name. Viking. And so it's in my blood to be stubborn and keep it going.
I am back! And I oh my have I missed you all! You lovely fxers, you!
🖤⚔🖤
As my fic Richard would say:
Let's go, Honey! We got this! 💋
#hey all you lovely people...I am alive but barely..#i will post a little video soon or more likely several videos and address everything...am I still a mess? yes#will Liebeslied continue? yes. but not this year as planned...because this year is fk for me..i am waiting for the next#i will have to change the main characters name and so i have to edit several hundred pages..but i have to#please be patient with me.#please know that I love you and you are all a big reason for why i keep pushing on so thank you❤
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First chapter of the fanfiction coming SOON... 👀
#and by soon I mean like tomorrow#forcing myself to write at least 2 more chapters before posting the first one#so I'll have the second one ready beforehand and so on until all the chapters are done#I've only written the plan for 9 chapters though so at some point I'm gonna have to continue that plan 💀#the only things is... 9 chapters in and we're not close to the climax yet 😐#THIS THING IS GOING TO END UP BEING 50 CHAPTERS LONG#THIS FANFICTION'S FINALE WILL BE IN 2030 HOPE TO SEE YALL THERE 😁👍
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i am having a terrible time at work and my schedule is wild as per usual but here is a small plotting call until i have enough free time to actually get something written here <3
#i'm planning on replying to/continuing some things from my multi here so i hope ppl are cool with that hehe#ofc i have to actually write them first. but soon!!!#aiming for a little more activity over here than on the multi <3#ooc tbt.#i will be in your dm's within 5-7 business days
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