#I picked her up much to her cries

[virgilisspidey]

Chloe: Can you please play with me?

Rise Leo: What? Sorry, kid, but i'm kinda busy and...—

Chloe: if you don't play with me I'm going to cry. Mr. Turtle doesn't like it when I'm sad, you'll make him mad. I know how much you find him very cool like i do, i bet you would hate seeing him be mad because you made a sweet little girl cry.

Rise Leo: yousonuva— Fine!

Chloe: Yay!!

#tmnt 2012 #rottmnt #tmnt 2012 incorrect quotes #rottmnt incorrect quotes #chloe knows she gets what she wants when she cries and she's not afraid to use it #this is how i think they'll interact if rise leo met chloe in 2012 #rise leo ends up enjoying playing with her a bit too much lol #his brothers come pick him up and he has a tutu a tiara and some sjarpie drawn on his mask like eyeliner #he is slaying

[asterbats]

drew my new kitten as a “warmup” but have to stop here because shes being a rascal

#her name at the shelter was pog btw. like the game but now her full name is cricket pogchamp #cat #cricket #pets #artists on tumblr #drew some blue in her eyes. bad at picking colors from irl that much but shes got a very small blue ring in there still #though shes close to having her regular eyes. i think they will be yellow? #i love her but whew cant wait til shes big......... will probably update what she looks like #tried to make her look deliberately worried with her whiskers btw. she seems sad but she was abnormally snuggly on day 1 #she cried in the carrier and hid under my drawer for like 5 minutes then instantly got to exploring and 1 hour in she showed her belly #which. im a first time cat owner but im told thats absolutely insane for a kitten on day 1 #shes already sleeping on me and stuff and snuggling next to me.... playing w her is the hard part bc lack of energy #idk if itll ever be enough for her but i am trying! i want her to be happy. also i think rn she mostly likes me when im sitting #otherwise she darts away when i walk around. i think bc im like this weird giant to her #oh also shes apparently just tiny? bc her mom was small too so she'll probably grow up to be a small cat #everyones going on abt how my aunts cats were bigger at her age sdklfjsdlfds (8 weeks almost 9!)

[rescuefield-arch1]

do you ever think about the fact that everyone from the fbc was moved to the bsaa after it got closed but neil decided to join terrasave because breaking through claire's defences was probably easier than do all that work with chris

#the fact that he showed up in her life around the time the harvardville scandals and that penamstan fuck up happened #swinging in like a hero and getting close to her to climb the hierarchy #and sure she never told him about the chip as we know BUT she was obviously vulnerable due to all the guilt #he took advantage of her in the vilest of ways then tried to switch the record when he didn't have any leverage left #she never cried for him. she didn't even care that much #i find it interesting that in the jp dub she respects him on some level but doesn't think much of him #meanwhile eng dub plays heavily on that angle that she was strung along until the very end #personally i cherry pick a little from both but oof i wish we had the whole picture #it's so messed up to me that the one time she trusts someone as blindly as she does with neil #not only he sends her to die but leaves her to live with a virus that has no cure because #it works on a different level than anything that's existed before

[bookishjules]

the 12yo i babysit made me a little book for my birthday featuring, among other things, a short narration of a typical afternoon--what it's like for me to pick her up from school from her perspective. and i just.. i'm a mess. if this wasn't already my favorite time of the day..

I know how today will go. I will slog through the day and no matter how good it is, the afternoon will allow aimlessness to creep into my mind. I will be shoved by a sea of evermoving students at the end of the day. Ideas about everything and nothing all at once will weigh my shoulders down. And with each step I will descend into a state of empty fog. And with each overheard word my heart will grow a little heavier. But then, I will look up to a woman, standing in a corner of the sidewalk. I will see the chipped black paint of the waist high gate and behind it I will see yellow high tops rooted firmly on the cobblestone, strawberry blonde waves and a splash of freckles. I will meet blue eyes and my feet will gain energy to keep moving. You will begin to pull out one earbud to listen. (Thank you,) You always seem willing to listen. But before you manage to pull the earbud away I will be stumbling, and I know that with a "hey kiddo" I will be in the embrace of Julia.

#i cried again while typing this up #i don't even have words.. i just can't wait to squeeze her when i pick her up and tell her how much hers meant to me #edit: have asked her permission to post <3 #babysitting woes

[orcelito]

Another morning another day

I've been thinking a lot about going to the animal shelter

#speculation nation #there r many cats there and i have an aching spot available for one #passively thinking about getting a kitten. just bc id enjoy getting to raise a cat for once #and i think tally would be a good big sister given how much she groomed cassy #at the same time tho i wanna adopt a cat that might not otherwise be adopted so quickly. aka an adult cat #& also like with tally. i very purposefully picked out the loud black cat bc everyone was passing her up #but she was YELLINGGG at me from the cage. and i was like 'oh alright' and took her home #and now shes my sweet darling girl. she just needed like a year to chill out so she is no longer a chaos demon lmao #it's also hard to know what youre getting with a kitten. and it's a lot of resposibility. so like. idk. #but also. Kitten Cute... 🥺 #i'll have to see what they have when i go there. still not happening for at least a few more days. #it feels too soon rn. but im thinking about this all to cope lol. i hate having only one cat. #i keep wanting to go out to greet Cat Number 2 in the living room. but. nope. so i go back to greet tally on my bed #she's a loving cat but she does Not like to be smothered. and im kind of smothering her lmao #that's another reason to get a 2nd cat. yes i want tally to have company when im gone at work #but also i need a second cat that is very affectionate bc I Want My Hugs And Kisses Dammit #idk when im getting his ashes back. probably somewhat soon. id estimate tomorrow? they were rly quick with sammy's #idk what im gonna do if they call while im at work lol. cry probably. #tho i havent cried in almost a full day!! been like 22 hours. i have been Trying to cope. mixed results. #ah well. c'est la vie and all that shit. #animal death ment/

[gensokyogarden]

I found this Twitter thread discussing Reimu and Autistic traits quite interesting. As someone both with Autism and in the process of getting my master's degree in clinical psych, I both found it relatable and think the OP made a lot of good points in their analysis (though I will note that you can't really diagnosis a fictional character but it's all for fun). So I thought I'd share it.

#beyond the border ~ ooc #They mention later that some folks on Reddit accused them of cherry picking information but in my opinion with how Reimu has been depicted #Across over a dozen games and a dozen manga where ZUN ... tends to be (intentionally according to interviews) inconsistent with how he #Depicts Reimu you kind of have to look at specific instances if you want to assign Reimu much of any character at all #And really the stuff they highlight (such as Reimu seeming to have AP issues) are WAY more consistent than most other traits for Reimu #As someone with Autism I picked up on a lot of those littler traits as I iconned the different mangas but since that's been over a drawn #Out time it never really clicked all together until I saw it laid out in this thread #I'd notice things and be like 'wow that really feels like an Autistic life experience to me' but then just kinda move on but seeing it all #I would say it definitely fits (of course my interpretation of Reimu always has been Autistic but most of my muses kinda are because I am) #Honestly what I found most interesting was them pointing out Reimu's insistence on keeping her upper arms/shoulders uncovered in every #Outfit which is a feeling I can deeply relate to #I highly favor shorts even in inappropriate weather because I strongly dislike stuff touching my lower legs #Also the point about how much Reimu loves reading is something I had not caught before but it's honestly quite interesting #Though it makes me think. With how much interest she's shown in detective mysteries in FS and WaHH I'm shocked they didn't have her be more #Involved in the opening mystery of FDS. You'd think she would have been all over there. She and Satori could have even slightly bonded over #Having detective interests (and the fact that Satori is IMO probably the strongest Autistic coded character in the series) #Though honestly when you consider the idea that Reimu could be Autistic it makes sense why she seemingly uncharacteristically cries so much #At the thought of her shrine being threatened. Being very defensive of special places and getting more upset than would be warranted over #One being threatened is a very common trait and I find that quite interesting to think about

[scattered-winter]

woe another tag vent session be upon ye

#one of the girls in my class looks just like her. oh my god. #like im not being dramatic i literally thought it was her in my peripheral vision. #literally almost burst into tears in the middle of the room lmaooooooo #and then for the rest of the day every time i saw someone with her hair color i just saw her. #this shit sucks fr y'all i have never almost cried in public this much #and then i had to drive to pick up some groceries and fuck. #ive never been an anxious driver. i quite enjoy driving actually. #but i literally almost had a panic attack when i first pulled onto the road. i was so fucking anxious the entire time i was behind the whee #someone came up behind me pretty fast and i legit had to pull over to calm down it was so bad #so uh. not gonna be driving for a while lol. gonna kill myself or someone else doing that. #idk. idk i think this has me pretty messed up and i probably will be for a while. idk #my roommates and i finally decorated our living room and it was . fun. we laughed and made jokes and it was fun #but well. predictably i am feeling guilty over having fun now. which sucks ass from every angle #should i probably maybe make an appointment for therapy ???? probably ??????????? #idk. might be good to talk all this out out loud yk. but also i Know i will cry and i dont want to do that. #sigh. anyway. #also predictably i cannot sleep. couldnt last night either. #i might go paint in the living room. i dont know. #anyway if u read this whole rant ily ur earning the veteran's pass to Winter's Breakdown Sessions #winter speaks #personal #grief tag #<- once again if u need to blacklist. will not hold it against anybody i prommy #tw death #tw panic attack

[novathesheltie]

we did it! we moved back to France!!! Nova did great at every step of the way, I'm so so proud of him. I can't wait for him to discover my country and see where this next chapter takes us.

#dogblr #sheltie #shetland sheepdog #nova #2022 #i do however miss Koa very much already #cried like a baby leaving her #BUT ITS OKAY #she will also make the trip #at some point just dont know when #i was really impressed w nova though #obviously idk how he did in the plane etc. but before/after- #-he showed signs of stress of course but it wasnt to the point where he wasnt accepting kibble #when i picked him up i kinda expected him to be way over threshold after all of That #but he was readily accepting my treats and was just looking around #in the CAR however.....he got spooked by the back windshield wiper when it started pouring raining. AND THAT was too much for him?? #he wouldnt take my treats and INSISTED on seating on my lap #(so he did) (i wasnt about to force him to stay in the back after all of That^tm) #so yeah #everything ended up going well #I however SOBBED for like a good hour after taking off lol #i may have been Not So Happy in the states..it was still my home for 6 years and i met some pretty cool people along the way.

[mielgf]

just finished my first read of little women and i will never be the same

#literally cried so many times it reminded me why i love literature so much #the book felt like a warm hug it made me so happy from start to finish #watching the 2019 movie rn and crying profusely once again #new personality trait acquired i can’t #it was such a perfect fall time read for me like it just gave me so much comfort and joy #beth march… my sweet girl i have cried over her character repeatedly throughout the day #also it was for a class and my prof has been telling us all how louisa may alcott was prob a lesbian and been encouraging us to read #the book with an open mind to the idea of jo being queer/gender queer and i just… love him so much for that #he is a cishet man but the most fierce ally ever #anyway that’s all i have to say for now but i might have more as i think about it in the coming days #talk time #also timothee chablagoo as laurie… makes him so much more naturally charasmatic than what i picked up from laurie in the books #like laurie in the books at least in part 1 feels like such a fumbling mess of a boy #but in the most endearing way possible #but timothee makes him charming from the first time him and jo meet #maybe it’s cause he’s objectively attractive idk 😭 or maybe that’s just him but yeah that’s just a lil not #saoirse as jo… oh my god she is so beyond perfect i can’t handle it

[cheekblush]

my head hurts so much from crying :(

#i think i'm so sensitive today bc of the lack of sleep from the last couple of days #i cried so much that my hands were even trembling... #now i wish i would've handled the whole situation differently i should've just ignored it.. #i get upset so easily but i have the right to be upset when smth hurts me #my family doesn't understand that though they always think i'm being childish #like if you hurt me i have a right to be upset! why do i always have to be the bigger person & ignore things that genuinely bother me?? #the fight with my mom ended with me apologizing for being such a burden... #why am i always the one apologizing even though they hurt me?? they don't even know how to say sorry tbh... #i always end up apologizing to deescalate the situation otherwise the fight would have no end #but they NEVER apologize or take any accountability #my mom called me crying saying she's been depressed herself & that we always pick at her & want smth from her even though this situation.. #wasn't about her AT ALL but like i said she has to make everything about herself #i really can't stand geminis.... my mom and my brother are so alike #let me take an ibuprofen and calm down my head is killing me #☁️

[lukasagitta]

Too many anime boys had excellent hair and that’s why I didn’t find out that I was gay sooner

#I remember in middle school there was this boy #who had these gorgeous blond hair that was silky as fuck #I was obsessed #I would stare at his hair throughout math class #but I didn’t care much about the rest of him #so when my mom picked me up from school one day and I saw him getting on the bus I told her #‘look that’s Aaron’s hair’ #and she was like ‘don’t you mean Aaron’ #and I was like no just his hair it’s so important #he got it cut later and I was fucking devastated #actually what I’m referring to here though is tai from digimo/n and go/ku #I literally 100% cried in my bed when Goku got body-switched because I was sad that he didn’t have his cool spiky hair

[cloneboywonder]

I said “oh swag ?” to a cashier at the mall today 😭

#I went shopping w my mom and it was very fun even tho I feel like I take advantage of the fact that she likes to spend money #every time she got me smth I’d get like money or gift cards and get her to take them 😭 #traded a 50 dollar gift card I got from a customer group for 2 bras I almost gutted myself over trying on #and I traded a Starbucks gift card for stuff from lush but we went crazy in there #the girl helping us was so cute every time I was like omg this smells so good she would take it and be like okay I’ll get you a sample #to take home :-) GIRL I DONT WANT TO GET YOU IN TROUBLE 😭 #I hope lush girls make commission on sales she deserves it #and then we went and got a shower shelf thing I needed it so bad and then we went to her house and picked up my brother and got food #and I paid for all of it bc my mom spent too much on me and my brother is unemployed 💀 #and then I cried on the way home bc someone hit a cat :-( like almost had to pull over sobbing but I didn’t I powered through 🥴 #and then I immediately went home and tried to out my shelf up and got mad so my dad helped me dear god I am begging to become independent #so then I cleaned and changed sheets and took the best everything bc shower in the world #and I think we get to cook at summer school tomorrow I love being able to do fun stuff w my students #I wish I got to **** ** ***** but that’s okay I will soon I love being delusional #I love everyone I love people I love my friends I love you #I love my personal diary #my posts

[bloggirl8842]

My psych says I don’t like my mom or my ex because they make me vulnerable but I think it’s because they are/were both serial boundary violators. Well serial boundary violators sounds serious but I mean they are just good kind people who would not leave me alone when i ask(ed)

#i mean so am i so i dont exactly blame them but like. my mom doesnt knock used to hold me down and epilate my body doesnt take no for an #answer ever on anything unless youre MEAN to her and i dont mean anything serious i mean she asked me to go to the store with her to pick #out paint for her walls i said no she asked again i said no she asked again i said no so she went on her own and facetimed me so id help her #pick. my ex had a similar thing where if i was like hey lets not talk tomorrow im burnt out hed be like okay and then the next day early #morning he’d send a good morning text and then several more throughout the day and then we’d call at the end of the night #people do who not let you fucking breathe. i hate it. if i saw my mom less often id probably like her but her so much as sitting next to me #on the couch will have me tense and pissed. she also takes glee in hating things i like and its not a conscious or serious thing but its #really weird. ive done the same for her since i was little i dont know who did it first. like ok we’re moving our new place had wallpaper in #my room i wanted to keep it she wanted to remove it she agreed to keep it and then made plans to remove it bc she was going to get rid of it #at some point later on anyway for the house’s value or something. they removed it recently and she showed me a vid of the place and when she #gets to my room shes like hehehe its goneee like girl what the fuck is going on with you. she wouldnt let me change the decoration of my #room as a child it had to be the way she liked it. even my body had to be the way she liked it dude the epilation thing shed laugh as i #cried (in a shirt and underwear man) bc i was finally hairless. my ex was nowhere near that bad but again ZERO breathing room and whenever #id try to take some hed be like ‘’i just worry that if you take this space you’ll come back and break up with me’’ uh. yeah with that #attitude the breakup’s coming either way. he’s a good guy though just 24 and a man (both sad afflictions) he’ll shape up. or not. idk im no #t invested #he did listen to a lot of what i said just not the basic things of ‘’leave me the fuck alone sometimes’m #im annoyed that my therapist framed this as a me issue but shes right when it comes to me having trouble w vulnerability and i should just #clarify my pov here so she can change her assessment #my ex leaves me alone now. he does a great job at it i thiiink hes moved on which im happy about #i dont know if id ever want to be friends again though idk if either of us can do that #i cant. rn #i understand why he wanted so much from me though. i get it

[bumblingbabooshka]

Was trying to design a telepathic alien child that is the embodiment of ‘kills you with my mind’ - and I succeeded! So here’s my daughter, Jeepers!

Alt Color(?)

#My main design influences were 50's sewing guides on pinterest - Jake Sisko - and The Jetsons #This alien telepath child with the urge to hurt others is me fulfilling a promise (by which I mean random post) I made a while ago #saying I wanted to give Tuvok and Lon Suder a violent girl ward - so here she is v_v #her race does not have arms! Nothing bad happened to her arms - she was just born like that as are all her people #My thought is that Jeepers was abandoned on a planet by her people and the shock/trauma of that abandonment + having no one to guide her #led to her basically taking over that planet and banning all adults from it as she views adults as untrustworthy and terrible! #When any ships with children aboard enter into the planet's air space she uses her powers to disorient/distract the adults and sends #her little army of children aboard the ship to cause havoc and bring whatever children were on it back down to the planet #the planet is full of crashed ships because if anyone tries to go down to get the children back she disorients them enough to crash the ship #I have an entire episode idea but long story short is that Tuvok - the ultimate dad - fights through all attempts to scare him away in order #to rescue the children - and when he sees that their attacker actually IS a child herself he wants to help her as well #and she desperately probes his mind for the hatred/anger/fear she's felt from all the other adults but finds none #and then she cries and he picks her up and soothes her like any good parent would v_v #I think they eventually return her to her people! Tuvok and his telepath daughters whom he has to say goodbye to v_v #Jeepers cannot actually telepathically influence people to do things - she can only make them hallucinate but she's VERY good at doing it #however as a child she often has trouble keeping the hallucinations realistic or logical #which works for fear but not so much for trickery #also she'll bite you! So watch out for that #bea art tag #star trek oc #Jeepers #Her eyes go spiral-y when using her telepathic abilities #her people also age very slowly so she's probably pretty old in human years but she's still a child if that makes sense #like - say her species lives to be a thousand years old. 200 years old would still be a small child. #she remembers her parents being 'really tall' and when you ask her how tall she says 'outer-space big' #her name is from Jeepers Creepers by the hi-los: #jeepers creepers where did you get those peepers? Jeepers creepers - where'd you get those eyes?? #How did they get so lit up?? How'd they get that size???? <- it's a pretty disconcerting song

[monstriiss]

.

#guys i created a monster #i held sasha up to the light shade and she has been obsessed with it since #so much so she sits beneath it and cries until i pick her up to look at it again #or she will literally CLIMB ME to try to reach it #and now maggie is jealous because sasha was getting ✨️special time✨️ but shes not interested in the light #AND I LITERALLY JUST ABOUT LOST MY FACE TO SASHA TRYING TO CLIMB ME FJENDKFNFKD #;; ooc. #;; tbd.

[kiwichaeng]

When I was 8 I fell on the road outside my school and skinned my elbow and my mother yelled at me for crying and said that other kids get hurt worse and don't cry. I was so confused and in so much pain.

Anyway I had to be taken to the ER.

Can we stop telling little kids that they're pain is invalid and they're overreacting. The other thing that sticks out to me from that day is the ER doctor being so gentle with me and giving me candy.

Maybe the wound wasn't "too bad" but I was eight. I was a child.

#our driver picked up my doctor aunt before us so she took me to the er in her hospital #i dont like talking to my mother much these days because somehow it always turns into about her #I'd ask her if she wants to watch a movie with me and suddenly she's talking about the drama and the plot twist in it #i dont mind it i love people telling me about their interests. but sometimes #sometimes i just want my mother to sit with me and watch a movie or read the book i keep on screaming about #this is just one instance and like...i feel so bad talking like this about her. she did so much for me #and how can i forget since she's always saying how i ruined her life by being born 😊 #not my words 🙂 #she always yells at me whenever i get hurt and i can be very dramatic when I get hurt so I do deserve it #but i just take care of myself when i get hurt #i wish she wouldn't scream at me every time i got hurt or cried. #i miss my aunt #vent #are y'all sick of me yet? #evie's random shit