#I need to go to bed it is 4am.

[blackwaxidol]

I do not know what my problem is.

#So neurotic and overemotional it breaks down and turns me into a deeply disturbed apathetic husk. #I woke up with clear intentions but as the day progresses I get worse and more hopeless. #And I can no longer tell where one part begins or ends and so my intentions grow useless. #I cannot understand what will help me if I cannot even identify what makes up this ''me'' currently. #I don't know why I find it so difficult to live with myself recently. #I imagined I was above this. #What is wrong? Am I anxious? Insecure? Worried? #All of those things I suppose. #Whenever my only desire becomes ''make it stop'' I think I am letting pent up emotion burn a hole through my stomach. #I can fix this by slumping over and trying to find Ares. I did this yesterday when I was freaking out. #He bit me in the ribs but was otherwise attentive. #I don't know why in my mind his domain is a field of snow. #I suppose typing it out I can more easily grasp my feelings. #He will come back to me. #I started typing with capitalisation like this because I am deeply insecure and jealous of him. #That is something I will share before I forget to ever say it. #And I would want to say it at all because it feels crucial with the new problem I am having. #It festers a little less if I at least say it aloud. #I need to go to bed it is 4am. #My sleep schedule has been destroyed and I imagine that is part of what is making me so unwell now.

[justgleekout]

Sunday morning sleeping in <3

#my art #glee #klaine #kurt hummel #blaine anderson #fanart #I almost didn’t wanna colour this one but I like the way it turned out #a good little lighting practice #honestly I have no clue if the light beam from the blinds is actually correct but iiii don’t care #you get the vibe #also I should really follow their example and catch some zs #its 4am what am I doinggg #thats what happens when you start a drawing at 11pm #smh #they are so soft thoughhh #I really missed them #and I’ve been wanting them as close as possible #also ive been loving the watercolour look lately #it actually makes me hate colouring a lot less haha #I can be messier #and it looks so softttt #and I like them soft <33 #(well.. apart from like… ;) #okay I need to shut up and go to bed #good night and enjoy foks! <333

[alena-draws]

Friend is reading Trimax liveblogging first time and I read along. This is me coping with Vashwood doodles.

#aaaouauouuuuh #that's us two screaming into the night #fanart #trigun #trigun maximum #trimax #vashwood #vash #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #it's 4am I really need to go to bed now

[getosugurusbangs]

that boy is a monster

#my wife. my husband. my girlfriend. my lover. my everything. #it’s almost 4am for me lol #and i’ve just been drawing. him. #i need to go to bed 💀 #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jjk art #jujutsu kaisen fanart #geto suguru #suguru geto #geto suguru fanart #suguru geto fanart #digital art #my artwork

[slavicafire]

I hate waking up so early but the lady at the registration desk for the medical check was a bit too beautiful so when she said "is 8am tomorrow okay :-)" I just said yes please thank you

#żmija gada #that means I have to wake up 6:30 JUST to go there. which means I need to try and go to bed before 4am #and that sucks. #but the moment I come back home I am eating a small breakfast and NAPPING.

[homosexualmorelikehomiesexual]

like dont get me wrong natasha lyonnes acting is stellar too. everyones is. but theres something about clea duvall...idk. she plays it differently. she carries herself differently. she acts differently. she plays graham like its not a satire movie, she plays it with every single ounce of raw pain and grief and fear and tragedy that would come about were this situation real. and everyone else plays it as a heeheehoohoo camp comedy, (and it fucks!) except natasha lyonne who starts out closer to the satire end of things, but after she meets graham, she quickly and subtly begins playing it more seriously as grahams understanding of reality rubs off on her to the point it changes the way she carries herself through the narrative, she stops seeing it as this pastoral greeting card and sees the reality. megan is lucky, by the time it fully clicks for her and shes sent packing, she already has somewhere to go. graham (at least in her mind) doesnt. graham is alone. she has no friends. even if she passes her parents may very well cut her off anyway. shes constantly berated and seen as the poster child for evil butch bulldyke but shes *so* vulnerable and so hurt, moreso than anyone else there. (besides jan for the 10 seconds she realizes shes trans. youll get there, man) and its...man it makes me ache. and megan coming through in the end with all of...herself, everything that came across as ditzy and silly and just a performance of comphet, comes through in making the ending beautiful and *sincere*. at the end of the day, shes still a cheerleader. thats *her*. her genuine, kindhearted sincerity and optimism, and grahams raw, aching trauma, is the beating heart of the movie. without the sincerity and the undercurrent of real hurt, the satire would fall short into vapid parody. its so well balanced, i love it.

#finnposting #but im a cheerleader #i need to go to bed its nearly 4am #i really said i was going to bed 2 hours ago and then watched this movie instead

[why-the-heck-not]

woke up at 4am to be productive but u know what the thing about calm quiet mornings is? It’s too calm. how am I supposed to get anything done if I’m not 5 seconds away from a stress induced heart attack???

#been on-off waking up at 4am for like a year now so it’s nothing new but still #now it’s 6am and all i’ve done is skincare & drank coffee in bed #(weekend favorite; nothing’s cozier than making coffee & going back to bed to drink it even tho all sleep specialists would probs yell at me #for that like do not!! BED IS FOR SLEEPING ONLY no wonder u never sleep well u idiot !!!!!!) #but anyways can u see im rambling bc im pricrastinating? that’s bc there’s none of that imminent chaos bc it’s too early #and i need that threat of ’’ohmygod ohmygod what the fuck im fucked’’ to do anything #september 2023 #2023

[son-n-heir-of-nothing]

Absolutely insane with the thought of Mobius sitting down and Loki on their knees in front of him with their head resting on his lap as Mobius combs through their hair with his fingers

Bonus points if this is post-angst

#its 4am i need to go to bed #i just have a lot of feelings #and its great :) #i love them #lokius #time frost #time husbands #loki x mobius

[sodrippy]

i love waking up early but going to bed early??? is there no joy in this world??? must i be denied even the simplest of pleasures????

#honestly in an ideal world i wake up at 4am fuck around for 2 hours workout second-breakfast then office hours #unfortunately that means i have to go to bed at 6pm and thats insane behaviour even if i didnt finish work at 6 #we should have evolved out of needing so much sleep its really lame. except when its awesome #not to mention i have absolutely no energy living like this which is also so fucking sucks #like i want to DO stuff after work i want to read and paint and embroider #instead im so fucking tired i just die #anyway its fine ill adjust i just have to fahking soldier through. i think this week might be a washout though :/

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I want to take a 100 year nap, Wild, move over.

#ok maybe 100 years is a little excessice #I’ll do a 7 year nap instead #*shoves Time aside* IT’S MY TURN TO SLEEP IN THE SACRED REALM #UUGGGHHH #my body can’t figure out when it wants to sleep #Tired at 4am? Sweet let’s go to bed around 5 that’s cool #oh but we’re gonna wake up at 8 #and now you can’t go back to sleep #But you can still be tired as a treat :) #thanks body love that for me #my days off my days off and I get to spend them exhausted #I’m just grumbling I’m sure I’ll take a nap in the afternoon or something #I should go walking in the woods while it’s pretty and shut up #now I’m craving sleepy snuggle fics #WOW I need to shut up LOL #random rambles

[milkflavouredchair]

do you have any nomighoul hcs

I SURE DO!! (I love talking about them wayyy too much, and this is like all fluff)

- When it comes to kisses, Ghoulian tries to be more “gentleman” like and kiss places like NomiRandy’s hands, cheeks and forehead. While NomiRandy just grabs Ghoulian’s face whenever he can and just starts smooching.

- Ghoulian sleeps like a statue while NomiRandy is like a very cuddly octopus and just won't let go of him, especially in the mornings.

- I think when Ghoulian first turned cyborg he would feel a little lost that his hand doesn't fit so perfectly against NomiRandy's anymore.

- NomiRandy is cyborg Ghoulian's shoulder devil.

- Their idea of “dates” is just going around and making the lifes of the people around them miserable. They are professional public nuisances.

- NomiRandy's love language is physical touch and words of affirmation, while Ghoulian's love language is quality time and acts of service.

- They'd 100% have at least ONE talk about how they don't feel like their own individual/like a real person.

I'd love to hear yours though, I'm in love with them, they've been injected into my blood stream!! :D

#rc9gn #nomirandy #rc9gn nomirandy #rc9gn ghoulian #ghoulian #nomighoul #nomighoul my beloved <3 #i need to go to bed its like 3am #but thats scary hour so i need to wait till 4am :(

[formulafics]

in my oscar feels, thinking about being logan sargeants sister and having a crush on oscar from literally the DAY you meet him. and who doesn’t love a little brothers best friend scenario 🤭

#i love oscar so bad #i need to go to bed #guys my mclaren shirt gets here today (it’s 4am.)

[clits-and-clips]

Going to sleep is so fkn hard I just want to call him and tell him I love him and ask for cuddles when will that stop

#waking up is worse i break down immediately #if i had a fucking friend i wouldnt need to keep going on and on about it in txt posts so im sorrrryyyyy if im annoying #but fuck it hurts so much #does he even miss me? #does he crave cuddles like me? #i just #ugh #we are different ive always hated sleepi g alone #like when i was really little up until i was maybe 15 i would go into my sisters room at night and sleep on the floor #in our old house i had a bed set up in her room #thats how often i went in there in the night #so im just #reaaalllllyyy struggling #he worked night shift up until last year and i was always waiting up for him till 4am #so now its like #really super hard #at least im waking up early enough to pass out at night #plus i do have some sleeping tablets if i need them #i just fucking want cudddlllesss #i want to trace his skin #i want to hold him #ffmmmllll #txt

[7yd1a]

THANK FUCKING GOD

#dragonfable #dragonfable spoilers #convergence part 2 #book 3 finale #they spared her #thank FUCK #I literally do not care what happens next the babygirl is ALIVE #also that bossfight was cool as hell #also also alex fireballing akanthus as he shit-talked jaania is my new favorite thing #i need to go to fucking bed i was fighting that boss till 4am #good fucking NIGHT JAANIA IS ALIVE

[b1mbodoll]

did u guys see soobin’s puppy day tiktok im insane

#♡.gabi barks #i need to go to bed its 4am!!!! and i have brunch plans tmr!!!!!!! #but hes so cute ��� puppyboy soobie… #i saw the tiktok n i was like aw my sweet prince <3 n then immediately had pup soob thoughts 😓 #where r all my moas at!!!!!! r there any dark content txt enjoyers?! #should i tag this to find them #txt smut #tomorrow x together smut #come home…

[otrtbs]

now is the time when i come out and say that i hate the term “fix it fic” so very much

#this is about ahb! actually yeah #like i get it fixing canon or whatever #cool. fine. whatever. #referring to other people’s alternate endings of art heist they wrote as ‘an ahb! fix it fic’ ? #not cool! not fine! not whatever! #THE ENDING WASNT BROKEN?? #it didn’t need to be fixed ?????? #HEY MAN LISTEN #ITS.NOT #ITS NOT BROKEN #and it hurts my feelings 😔👉👈 but that’s secondary #like wdym ‘this is the ending we deserved’ ??? #‘this is how the end should’ve been’ #like hey now! cut that. out. #and also …ouch?? #i stand by the original ending + i won’t write an alternate ending so i don’t mind when people do!! #BUT MY ENDING WASNT BROKEN THERES NOTHING TO FIX #s(he’s) br(ok)en 😔 #okay i’m done it’s just almost 4am and i’m upset #i just need 2 go 2 bed #nat speaks #art heist baby!