#I miss when they were boyfriends

[kennyomegasweave]

Wrestling will always be my favorite BL show, actually.

#njpw #yoh #sho #I miss when they were boyfriends #I've used that tag for them #and it seems Yoh has also missed when they were boyfriends #yes I know this was so he couldn't get the whiskey blown in his face but like #I wasn't expecting him to just grab Sho kiss and tackle him #there was no need for that #there was no need for Yoh to close his eyes #there was no need for Yoh to grab Sho's hair and neck and head #but he did it #he did it for me specifically #my boy Yoh

[mangokabuto]

they miss him :(

@the-orion-inexpirience you couldn't just drop what is one of the best usopp outfits in onepiece and expect me not to do anything about it

#my art #usona #sanuso #sanami #sanusona #completely only implied because i said so. you could read it as platonic if you want to lmfao #remember in Whole Cake when Usopp and Nami were complaining abt being hungry and missing their boyfriend while luffy tried to eat chopper #cause i do #ORION THIS IS NOT THE LAST TIME I WILL DRAW UR WCI USOPP. GODWILLING I HAVE MORE IDEAS #YOU HAVE FED ME GREATLY TY #AH FUCK I FORGOT THE GLOVES i'll get them next time

[cirrus-grey]

My BOY!!!

#did you miss your boyfriend colin. were you worried freddie would get hurt without you. #...hm #the show is going on hiatus for a month #i wonder if theres going to be a month's jump in-universe time too #because colin successfully broke the computers (for a time) #we might be locked out of the office #(of course if were listening through tapes again... i dont necessarily believe that whats listening through the tapes #and whats listening through the computers #are the same thing) #the magnus protocol #tmagp spoilers #my magnus protocol stuff #original post #10 saturday night #colin becher #queue cause i'll be at work when the episode airs

[hyacinth--girl]

down bad and clara bow !!

Hi Milo!!!!! <33333

Down bad - do you believe in aliens?

Oh my guy we are so NOT alone in the universe there are so many other guys alive and thriving out there

Clara bow - which celebrity do you get told you look like?

I honestly don’t think I’ve ever been told I look like one so just gonna go with the totally random answer that my boyfriend’s cousin’s fiance looks EXACTLY like me it’s bizarre hahaha

ttpd asks!

#thank u always sweet Milo #I miss binickmiller but Quinni deserves the limelight too I will concede hehe #the cousin and fiance live in nz so I’ve never met her but we were both on a wedding livestream during covid which was funny #and the last time my boyfriend went over he sent me a photo of him and her and it genuinely took my brain a few secs of like #when did he and I take this photo lmao #asks

[moregraceful]

Heavenly father, can I call you daddy?

#behaving normally abt arkells coming to san francisco!!!!! #i was gonna fly to VANCOUVER last year to see them at rogers arena and then my passport got fucked due to the name change #so i just gave away my ticket for free on twitter lol. they should play ''all roads'' for me specifically for being nice #big conversation in the leafs gc about what to wear. ''i have a hyman leafs jersey and dermott leafs shirsey. which do i wear?'' #''does he even like the leafs anymore? max was a traitor at the asg. dermott shirsey'' #''HYMAN JERSEY!!'' #''too bad i don't have a raptors his jersey'' ''I MEAN THEY FIRED HIS BOYFRIEND THERE TOO'' #''mlse hates max'' #''the fact that his boyfriends were fired in the offseason ;('' #are you normal or do you and your friends have an intricate au in which max from arkells is dating kyle dubas and nick nurse #''intricate au'' it's not an au it's just a fact #the running joke is that is bc nick nurse ended up with the 76ers and kyle is in pitt bro is just moving to pennslyvania #is it a joke....we don't know.... #the amount of kyle dubas/max arkells twt fic i've written should get me put in a home i think. there was more than one #dark days...i think my friends are glad i am off twitter frankly #i'm missing the cuda homeopener which sucks but i see the cuda 500 times a year. this is the first time the arkells have come to sf #in like. SEVERAL years. they never come to the usa west coast they only ever go to new york when they come to the us #biggest band in canada that no one has ever heard of in the usa lol. i'm not missing this shit #posting too much bc i. do not want to edit my fic #beryl gave me their beta edit notes and i melted into a puddle and rolled into the sewer drain and floated out to sea #me: ''this fic SUCKS i need HELP'' beryl: ''here are my beta notes so you can edit'' me: 😨😨😨😨 #fuck around (write a bad fic and send it to your trusted beta for help) find out (receive beta notes and now i have to edit) #(in two days)(help)(it needs so much editing) #they said i could go up tot 12-15k if i needed. small mercies. ''10k limit was so you don't write 30k again'' ok fair!!!! #fresno oilers.txt

[thebirdandhersong]

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#as a side note i had a moment of horrid irony when i thought suddenly that I WISHED mr knight were there #because he was at the vigil last year and used to be a part of my church. and i suddenly missed all my old housemates #who were here last year! went to hug people during the peace and a good friend asked if i was okay #i was like 😭😭😭😭 not really and then turned around and SAW the boy and was like well this is a twist in the plot i truly dont care for #anyway all's well i just cried buckets more my heart's been wrung OUT #he lives fae away. he was not supposed to come. anyway he did and i shook his hand formally because he offered to (???) #*far away #it was totally bizarre #he did not stay for long which. thank God. i wouldve been so much more tired if he had #but he wished me happy birthday which irked me because we'd had an unspoken agreement to not wish each other happy birthday (for fear of #mixed signals) which. happened i guess #it was INCREDIBLY bizarre. the safest ive ever felt in my life was when he was holding me #and now he's a familiar stranger i know too well whom i dont WANT to know #anyway it has been a heartwrenching and soul draining Lent and past six months or more and i was ready to cry #and so i did. bawled like a baby after certain readings and songs. cried and cried and cried #re: reasons for that concerning the ex boyfriend: it is SO weird and i dont know how to deal with it #like. i still have so much love that it feels like grief and the grief bleeds into that love too #but that love isnt for HIM anymore or at least not the person i found he was. so now it really does have nowhere to go #ANYHOW IT'S LATE BUT THE POINT IS. HE IS RISEN AND THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS #THAN SEEING YOUR EX BOYFRIEND AT CHURCH AND BEING LIKE ?????? HUH????????

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP

#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI #hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA #(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING????? #my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??)) #like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent #he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy #cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me #its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird #idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on #a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but #STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also #i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it #look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could #make me worse <3 I Want Him #and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3 #i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER #OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS) #might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really #GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3

[futurewife]

at this point I could orgasm just from kissing fully clothed or like having my back stroked or hair tenderly rearranged something. I'm ill

#yes i am a member of r/foreveralonewomen. where did I go wrong in my life to get here #when we were 12 my friends all thought I'd be the first one with a boyfriend and I missed the boat ig #sometimes I think this is like a personal evolutionary failing and it is actually making me lose my grip on sanity lol #IM CRACKING

[thegirlwholied]

Charmed (1998) rewatch but only seasons 1-3 and then treating the season 4 premiere as an open-ended finale 🤷🏻‍♀️

#charmed #charmed 1998 #charmed wb #i remember what comes next all too well #honestly I am sorry to miss out on some of the phoebe/cole scenes of early s4 when they were still fun #but i don't think i can take the s4 plotlines again let alone the reminder of s5 looming #going back as an adult is fascinating though #1 - so much of the fashion is back in #season one especially #also wow preteen/early teen me was really oblivious to fashion though i did wind up thinking leather pants = cool from what i absorbed then #2 - i can absolutely see the change from the original showrunner and really wish i knew what constance m burge intended next #3 - the inconsistencies. the inconsistencies #not just the mythology they were making up on the fly #(how long are you a ghost v moving on to next life since past lives are a thing but also visitors from the afterlife etc etc) #but the timeline #how old was phoebe when victor left (thank god they recast victor absolute glow-up) #why did leo have a past life in the 20s when he should have been already growing up #cole refers to 'mornings waking up next to you' about his ADA apartment when it's very pointed that he & phoebe only hook up there once #4- fascinating how sex is treated in the early seasons v the latter #(it went over my head back in the day but) they very much make clear which boyfriends they're sleeping with v which they *aren't* #(i.e. they spell out that prue only sleeps with andy once & never with jack & that piper never sleeps with Josh etc) #5 - biggest mistake the reboot made was doing the half-sister storyline in episode 1 #it gave them no wiggle room when a sister DID leave the show but #more importantly you lose the original grew-up-together-push-each-others-buttons dynamic that is so good #not many siblings shows on that level (supernatural is the only comparison coming to mind) #6 - I'm so Team Cole still #talk about dropping the ball on character - his half-demon backstory motivated by saving his father's soul is great actually AND DROPPED #still about phoebe/cole but the prue and cole dynamic makes more sense knowing they were dating IRL #and shoehorning in paige out of the blue distrusting cole mid s4 as replacement for that dynamic just will never work for me #anyway as my sister is now my roommate in the old house we rent Charmed (early seasons) hits different and holds up better than i expected!

[kimberkingrivers]

It’s nights like tonight where I miss you, when I’m making dinner and it’s the recipe we learned together and both of our favorite foods. When I’m listen to my playlist and a song that reminds me of you comes on. When I see a stupid Halloween decoration that I almost get because it would have made you laugh as Christmas present.

But on nights like to night when I miss you, I think of the things I would have done differently, or how I should have said something else. But when it comes down to it.

I’m okay with being the bad guy in your story, even if once I was one of you’re biggest supporters. Even when I miss you and I want to be mad at myself for walking away, when I open your chat to send you a message, the chat that use to be pinned at the top of my page.

I walked away because I wasn’t doing you right, and I’m not going to fight for someone that doesn’t care I walked away. You once told me you hoped I would walk away. You got your wish. I walked away.

Even when it hurts, when I want to cry.

I realize I’m the only one hurting, you don’t miss me, you don’t even seem to care that I left,

and that’s why I walked away.

I was supposed to be the one beside you on your wedding day,

I was supposed to be the one you called after a long day at work,

I was the one that was supposed to be there when you got pregnant and it was the right time,

I was the one he was supposed to ask for your ring size and how best to surprise you,

I was the one that sat with you in the closet floor when you thought your life was falling apart,

I was the one that across from you in a burger joint when you poured your heart out and your fears,

I cheered you on when you walked the stage to get your college degree,

I was there for the breakups, the falling in love, the fear, the midlife crisis,

And then suddenly I wasn’t, I went out of town for a week, and you were in the hospital not bothering to tell me until you’d been released, and somehow it was my fault that I was upset you nearly died.

When I heard I need you to communicate with me you heard “cut all contact”

So now I won’t be the one that helps you get ready on your wedding day,

I won’t be the one waiting in the waiting room excited to meet the little one you carried,

I won’t be the one to celebrate when you get a raise

And I won’t be the one you call when you have a bad day.

But you also won’t be the one to stand by my side when I say I Do

You won’t be waiting to meet my baby,

You won’t be one of my calls when the test is positive,

You won’t be my call when I finally get the job of my dreams

You won’t help me get ready for a date

You won’t lay beside me and watch another movie on tv when we’re supposed to be sleeping

You wont be the person I stay up late talking to the night before the school dance,

I know I didn’t do everything right, there’s things I wish I could do over, things I wish I would have said, and things I wish I could take back. But even when I miss you, the hurt I feel now, doesn’t feel like the frustration and loneliness I felt when I was with you.

#why do best friends suck #fuck this shit #I miss her #I miss you #I wish I could do things differently #but I can’t #wish I could take things back #I’m less lonely with you gone than I was when you were around #but for the record 85 of the drama and problems or situations you delt with you got your self into #texting your boyfriends ex girlfriend and then ending up in a fight with him and her and her cousin #you never should have ducking texted her #that was supposed to say FUCK #the friends that stopped talking to you… yeah I know why #the fights you get in with you mom and friends I’m not saying that didn’t deserve some of it but damn you instigated a fucking lot of it #the amount of boyfriends you had in the few years I knew you #yeah that stems from attachment issues #those come from you family #your parents #your brother #sad when I feel like I need to apologize to him even when I know he doesn’t want to here it and he’s probably yell at me over it #you were supposed to be by my side forever but I knew you wouldn’t be #that’s why I kept you at arms distance #I’m glad I did #I know you’re secrets #secrets I will have to take to my grave #secrets I can’t talk to anyone about #the secrets I have to grieve #and you don’t know me as well as you think #because you can’t see past yourself to see anyone else #maybe one day I’ll meet somebody that cares about me as much as I cared about you once upon a time

[clowngremlin]

i have been sooooo depressed these past two days.......not entirely sure what's going on with that because it could be a number of things but i really wish i was still on vacation or at gavin's house rn </3

#upset gremlin noises #went from being in sunny warm l.a. to cold and snowy [redacted] #and i am being left alone for the entire day again which i know makes me feel shitty and insane #but also i was so depressed yesterday when my dad and brother were home too so i really can't win #i've cried like twice already today and i feel like i'm gonna start crying AGAIN #there was a brief period of time today when i felt like fine but for the most part i have been soooo depressed #idk if this is the bipolar disorder or the january blues or being sad i'm not on vacation anymore #or if it's being isolated in the woods again #or if it's because i need to do my shot because i missed last week's shot cause i was on holiday and didn't want to have to bring my stuff #with me because it's a hassle #or if it's because i miss my boyfriend so terribly.... #literally just feel so fucking awful rn and idk why

[volfoss]

This movie is a lot in a bad way so far...

#twist rambles #^ guy thats like hey. we need to kill shitty boyfriends soooo bad and the mental illness stuff is a lot in a bad way so far... #i am not gonna liveblog but know i am so far a bit 🤨 abt this... i don't remember if this is a super hyped or super shit on horror movie in #terms of like... what my mutuals think or what my friends think but we will see... nearly 3 hours i miss when movies were shorter

[boxwinebaddie]

do you ever start blocking dialogue that makes you really upset <3

#nina speaks #they were being too spicy when they were making out so i decided to ruin everything and make them fight :) slay! #or more like stan yelling which is already sooo awful #because he Never EVER does #but he was so sad and upset and confused bc he misses kyle and wants to run back but he knows hes not supposed to :( #and kyle just goes from extremely smug and satisfied to completely devastated because he realizes he took it too far #and he always takes it just a little too far #because he doesn't know how to back down or go gentle or go halfway and it always has to be this huge production #and it makes him feel so big and brilliant...until its not #so in doing this stupid selfish self indulgent thing bc he knew it would work it actually didnt work bc it just Shattered stan #and pushed him further away and stans almost crying :((( #anyways...i'm in hell and i hate my life is the gist #jerseykyle also hates his life #he was like so fun seducing your ex boyfriend on set until you remember he is a sweet fragile sensitive lovely thing #and you are a fucking monster #anyways! so fun <333

[dirt-str1der]

Do you consider any of the non protagonist yakuza girls well writen?

I think none of them had rights

#Thanks for the ask ! #like you have to actively like girls to notice them theyre inconsequential #also who is this why are you sewing discorse in my inbox #i spelled discourse wrong. my mom ordered the dog trainers to train ollie right now because he is insane and hes eating soo many treats #not because hes a good boy but because they are tossing that shit at him #they were literally almost there with yasuko #i thought her story was so fucking interesting ... #like its really not a fault of the girls they are all pretty good characters in their own right #like we have a variety of them too. we had miss tatsu who was out there turning guys inside out but she randomly had to go get kidnapped in #order to complete kiryus training arc. like how funny would it be for the whole thing to be staged and miss tatsus like Lol good job kiryu #for passing my test. oh this guy ? yeah he did get the better of me but i kicked the shit out of him then roped him into my schemes. dont #you think practical application is more effective than training ? anyway theres nothing more i can teach you but you can come train whenevr #we didnt even get an in game appearance for yuko but apparently she was a massive troll but too cute to get into any real trouble #mirei was. . . i literally said ‘are you kidding me’ when they revealed what happened to her like seriously ? is this real ? they did #that ? like literally she should have been living it up in cahoots with katsuya and being so sexy and divorced forever. she should have #faked her death because every single parentsl figure haruka had leaves her. and god haruka like honest to god i love that she just ran off #like that i thought it was so kiryu of her to be an absent father. but also my friends have all brought up very good points which is that #haruka should NOT have gone back to morning glory like she should have stayed in ono michi with her loser girlfriend whos a boyfriend with #her new extended family and only go back every now and then to see her siblings honestly i hated that .... like girl spread your wings .. #choose where you want to roost stop going back !! just get out !!!!!! its literally okay to tell the rest of your family ‘i dont wanna wipe #your asses forever i love you guys but im out of here’. and god i .. as much as i loved y0 makoto should have left her shitassed husband #girl had a whole ass baby with him ... find someone better im sorry ..!!! like whatever i know that thst was the ‘best’ option for her and #she deserves financial stability and a rich doctor husband but she also deserves crazy sex with a girl with one eye #i think what yumi did was awesome but like. actually i have no complaints about yumi. wait no i do. kazama was a shitass for marrying her #off to that politician because he couldnt stand having a woman in his house. im now thinking of that unecessarily hot doctor from y0 wtf was #her deal. and god the unnecessarily hot cho-han lady from y5.. oh wait ako had rights. she fell in love with kiryu at first sight then got #over him which is literally the best thing a girl could do for herself. PLUS she throws molotovs and is generally awesome #i cant remember any other girl. oh yeah god reina. .. reina .... god milky though .... i think she was fantastic and i want her badly. and #yayoi fucking disappeared after a certain point in time and ran off to another city with her baby daddy and sugared him to open a bar #well its not canon but im certain thats what happened because she literally went radio silence like girl where are you ....

[majimassqueaktoy]

Yuki and Majima had a more believable sibling relationship than half the actual siblings in the series. And I love them very much.

#like they were both so mean to each other in such a brother sister way #reminds me of my brother and i lmao #but then theres the fact she genuinely had missed him all those years and clearly worried for him and still thought of him #and he quite literally said he thought of her as a baby bird leavin his nest and shit as a like. 24 year old. #he wouldnt have gone to follow her when he thought she had a boyfriend unless he cared #went about it a bit weird but that def was genuine affection #also when she said he looks like he eats crickets. #anyway I love those two #and he better still be pals with her. #I also loved the fact that Yuki would really be like Shut the hell up you fuckin bitch #and hes like Oh yuki chan you wound me #but he absolutely needs that! he needs someone to banter with and put him in his place #good for him i think #anyway <3 god bless yuki chan and shes a babe #she'd be in her fifties now #i hope she got that girltoy girlfriend from k2

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#when i was growing up my mom Only gave me incredibly inappropriate advice lmao. #i was raised by my toxic high school best friend-- except she was like that my whole life lmao. #she told me once to corner this girl i had problems w in the bathroom during class one day&beat the fuck out of her #&if i did to call my mom before i did it so she could call school&tell them she was taking me the period before so i had an alibi lmao. #she gossiped about me to my friends when she was angry w me-- something that actually ruined my life in a real way #when she was angry at me so she told a friend of mine i was cheating on my boyfriend at the time so that 'friend' told him #(she just wanted him to know he deserved better&she was there for him if he needed someone to talk to :)) #&he beat me almost to death+threw me off the back of his motorcycle lmao. #when i mentioned that he thought i was cheating on him to my mom bc of a friend telling him i was my moms immediate response was to #deny vehemently that she has anything at all to do w it-- something i had not thought of until right then&realized the time my then bf #thought i cheated on him my mom was the only person who knew i had gone out. shed actually threatened to tell him herself #bc i was out bc i was arguing w her at the time lmao. #every memory i have of that woman makes me feel queasy lmao. #every time she yelled at me&told me i was depressing&i ruined everything w my horrible attitude. #the time she told me she didnt want to wait for me while i was limping up stairs bc she was in a bad mood&we were late for a movie #she wanted to see so she literally stomped her foot before yelling at me to hurry up lmao. #every time she called me selfish&cruel&insisted that the problem in every relationship i had was me #ESP the relationship i had w her. #i miss my mom sometimes. i hate my mom a lot of the time. #but more than anything i am just so fucking grateful she's out of my life. #i dont think ive changed a whole lot at my core throughout my life but im absolutely positive cutting her out of my life made it possible #for me to be a better person just in general.