#I know it’s cancelled now but man

[arcanegifs]

#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT #ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO #personal tag #dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl #because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol #i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives #these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive #ik we're getting new stuff in a few months #and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like #i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly #i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times #binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol #i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo #I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL #I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane #but like..... idk man i miss content lmao #iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed #so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now #anyways im gonna go bye bye

[multifandom-lesbian09]

The day Sadie Sink, Walker Scobell, Brady Noon, Ethan Cutkosky, Emma Kenney, Noel Fisher, Dana Heath, Havan Flores, Luca Luhan, Terrence Little Gardenhigh, or Sophia Lillis get cancelled is the day I just end it all and bury myself alive in my backyard

#i don’t want to live to see the day everyone starts hating any of them #everyone i used to love is just getting cancelled and we need to protect all of these people #please i can’t have this happen pls gods don’t let them do stupid shit #sadie sink #walker scobell #brady noon #ethan cutkosky #emma kenney #noel fisher #sophia lillis #havan flores #luca luhan #dana heath #terrence little gardenhigh #if any of you know something i dont pls don’t tell me i won’t be able to handle it #this noah schnapp thing is getting to me man #now i’m worried any of them are gonna go and do something as stupid as him

[coolauntlilith]

So I finally watched Sense8. I regret not watching it sooner for a couple reasons. But I'm so glad I finally watched it.

#i dont know why it got canceled #but it ended well for being canceled #AND ITS SO QUEER. ITS SOOOOO QUEER #two confirmed bi women. amanita had bi colored hair but being exclusively wlw the whole show she could be lesbian. a trans lesbian!!!! #all the men are queer. they are. i love how comfortable they are with each other. and RAJAN IS A GODDAMN KING. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN #sun and mun 🥺🥺🥺 omfgggg i love them. i kinda headcanon sun as demi- or gray-aroace and mun 😭 HES A FUCKING KING TOO #and diego 🥺 and felix 🥺 and Rileys dad 🥺 and Caphaes' mom 🥺 and amanita's parents 🥺 nomi's sister 🥺 and Kala's parents 🥺 #SO MANY CHARACTERS WERE AMAZING!!!!! #also lowkey still in awe that there was a polycule through the whole show and then in the end theres a second one??? whaaaaat!!! amaaazing #ALSO ⚠️ BEFORE ANY YELLS AT ME FOR MAYBE MISSING A DETAIL ⚠️ Im human. maybe i got up for a drink and didnt pause. #bc thats a crime i commit often lol. so if im misinterpreting something dont chop off my head ok? i saw polycules you didnt have to #i saw an aroace reading. i dont totally know if i sit by that any more bc i think sun x mun is built well. like dont attack me over musings #ok. done for now #sense8 #aunt posting

[spacedlexi]

sooo glad we live in the universe where twdgs4 was rewritten to be about saving the school instead of the original lis2-esque on the road each-episode-is-a-new-location plot. really dodged a bullet there

dont know if it was due to the cuts and collapsing work environment (no budget for all the assets needed) or what but the school plot is just like the perfect setting for her to end her story. and we really almost got a plot about her.... just trying to make it back to her original house? oof

#my biggest problem with lis2 is that being on the road made a lot of your choices essentially meaningless #like wheres the threat of consequence when you know youll be gone by the next episode anyway? #the kids were originally gonna kick them out permanently.......Nightmare Scenario #the plot of her trying to get back 'home' is so silly honestly like its Just nostalgia/fan bait. convince me otherwise you cant #it makes no sense....she lived right outside a major city... that place is Not safe anymore #it wasnt even safe when she left it 8 years ago girl why would you go back #her finding a place to MAKE a new home and having to fight for it? with a community of her peers who love and respect her? so much better #shes a community leader now :) of a bunch of kids living secretly in the woods just trying to make a safe home for themselves #in a hostile world that wants them dead #love that for her #shes been managing adults since she was 11 and even before that tried to be a voice of reason. at 8 years old. community leader makes sense #s4 is just so narratively sound to me for clems character that i cant believe there was ever any other direction they wanted to go in #every time im thinking about how good s4 is i remember what it almost was......... and i am so grateful we got what we did #not only do we live in the universe where s4 is about the school but we Also live in the universe where s4 was un-cancelled :) yay #shit makes me so happy man. i remember clem is living happily at ericsons and my day is Immediately improved #these little fictional bitches in my head giving me free serotonin on command #it speaks #twdg

[theloveinc]

sometimes you wake up and just want to be fucked by a big man

#LMFAOOOO #I’m having emotions I can’t fully articulate right now #I think I must be ovulating bc I never feel like this. ever #but also … I usually know when I’m ovulating and I’m pretty sure it was last week #but I want a big man to notice me and be attracted to me and be a little animalistic in trying to get to me and then be all sweet after #I’m trying to think what I could write or read for this I feel so insane #anyway #my first class was canceled… #so I’m home for another 3 hrs basically wow #caitie blabs

[brainrotdotorg]

i am going to throw up apparently the imaging place my doctor referred me to for my radiology appointment (getting a scan and checking for PCOS) is NOT covered by my insurance and instead fucking. will cost $855. i guess I'm just not gonna find out if i have cysts on my ovaries because i can't pay that shit.

#god. godddddd #i knew today was gonna be a bad day and it started getting better but then that shit fucking happened. so. fuck! #fuckkkkkkk me running man. fuck. fuckkkk #i donteven know if i should bother linking my paypal to beg for donations becausemy appt is tomorrow. #i may just have to cancel. we'll see if me and my parents can figure something out . #but as of right now its looking like im gonna pay out of pocket. so. shit #fuck my life forever

[ayrennaranaaldmeri]

i’m fucking screaming sophie holland showed her entire ass with this huh. 

#anti witcher netflix #witcher negativity #YEN WAS NEVER DESCRIBED AS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD THAT WAS FRANCESCA FINDABAIR #you know the char played by that biracial actress who you tried to make as white as you possibly could #STOP LYING THAT YOU READ THE BOOKS YOU FUCKING CARROT. #YOU WANTED TO CHALLENGE BEAUTY STANDARDS BY NOT EVEN CASTING A WOMAN WHO WAS AGE APPROPRIATE TO PLAY YENNEFER FUCK OFFFFFFFFFF #and you just really picked someone who is conventionally attractive literally what about this actress challenges beauty standards #conventionally attractive woman over a decade younger than the male costar playing her love interest. groundbreaking. #yeah it sure did give me a powerful feeling #of fucking despair bc connifer literally just looks the same age as ciri now #on top of the utter bastardisation of yennefer as a character #man I hope all these mfs continue to show their ass and this rancid show gets cancelled as it should have been

[tariah23]

These people place fictional tv shows and characters over humanity. Some of these people going this hard for ofmd are well into their 30’s and up… hell, 50’s, 60’s. They are not children who don’t know any better. I feel like if you’re engaging in media that’s wrecked your brain to such an extent — to the point where you place your special interests over the lives of real people than it might just be too late for you.

#it’s over man #rambling #fandom can be fun (only participated in fandom when I was younger but what do I look like doing that now in my late 20’s when fandom is so #vile and full of people who I’d rather not even know) #these #people treat minorities like trash and think they aren’t little demons just because the character they like is a poc #so they use excuses like these in order to stave off criticism #and when their favorite shows get cancelled they pull an ao3 and raise so much fucking money it’ll have your head spinning #I wouldn’t be surprised if these ofmd mfs have started to raise funds actually #I’m getting off topic but man #Zionism

[seithr]

if this garrus figure does not ship soon i may have to cancel it i'm sad man

#q1 2024 my DICK its MID MAY i wont be here forever man..!! #cancelled duckarian because fig was pushed back to q2 and i was nearing the due date to ship duckarian. and i wouldnt ship em separate #due to customs/shipping CA pain. i wanted to save. but the delay! so i picked the other. but still not ready. i have a month still here top #graaaah. RAAAAH. I CAN CHANGE ADDRESS BC ITS NOT SHIPPED BUT NOW IM ALL. PLS DONT SHIP HIM WRONG PLACE WAHH #I dont know where I'm goin still!! Not till we're sold here and have money to look. So its cutting awful close i have to stay on top of. #All very high-priority in the grand scheme of legal and family health things being endured but. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; let me bitch a bit #Im impatient and nervous only bc hes technically a gift from someone and was meant to help me feel better over this. Feel like a mama hen #DO U PROMISE GARRUS IS OK IN THE WAREHOUSE.. THAT HE KNOWS HIS WAY HERE... NEW ROUTE CHANGE..PLEASE AND THANK YOU #armour clanking

[nightfallsystem]

ALSO I ACCIDNETNATLLY BOUHGHT A 9TH NITNEDNO DS . HELP.

#I DIDNT KNOW WHEN I CLICKED THE BUTTON IT WOULD ACTUALLY PROCESS THE ORDER??? #fuck. now im getting a 9th #whatever man #im not gonna cancel it im shy #just gonna wait until it arrives i guess #i mean it wasnt too pricy #its like 40 dollars including shipping for a original ds #and it works and looks like a beauty #i talk about the nintendo ds the same way people talk about boats/cars #shes a beauty and she works perfect. she looks incredible. i love her #<- this is about a nintendo ds

[cursedskull-666]

Gonna start screaming from the depths of my very soul I think.

#Life yknow. Just. Life #Cant downgrade my phone for a cheaper contract bc even the downgraded options are more expensive than my current contract #Have to cancel my membership to local pool bc they raised the monthly cost so now itd be cheaper just to pay at time of visit #Trying to find a place to move into is hell bc single occupancy places are going like mad #And i am at an incredible disadvantage as a disabled person who cant work landlords do not want that even tho i know how much i can afford #And trying to get on council housing list? Even more hellish and the wait time is years long anyway #Trying to get taken seriously by doctors as an autistic trans man? When im trying to see them about my chronic issues? HELL #Throw in that im also fat and its just awful #Trying also to get the GP to bloody REFER ME ALREADY to the gender clinic #HELL #JUST DO IT #and thats just the top of the list #So yeah i think im just gonna scream about it #Oh and cost of living in general AAAAAAAAAUGH #People not masking when they should and ignoring that we are still very much in the middle of a pandemic AAAAAH #I feel like i am actually going insane #Personal #Vent #Im gonna start chewing the walls #Maybe ill try biting people and hissing again like I used to when i was a kid #Because i might as well #Fuck

[widevibratobitch]

moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love

#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy #cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS #is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now #actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen #when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell #your* #but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you #cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year. #imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc #dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august #and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright #like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life #but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore #christ. okay. #anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af #but i genuinely dont have any other advice #like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas

[imflyingfish]

Aggh feeling super proud of myself like im getting on so well atm im learning to drive and im learching french and my art is going really well and ive been enjoying spending time with myself and ive been organising more things for my future and now it feels possible and i hit that deadline and ive been more equiped to deal with things that definetly would have given me a breakdown in march and like. This year is going to suck and im not getting everything i want done but its not going terribly either

#ive had a lot of anxiety issues this last week #i dont have anxiety but i do get anxious most days but im able to get past it #but idk i had a session today and it was positive and it was good to catch up after last weeks was cancelled #theres some things i want to do more of like i want to learn more guitar and i need to do more revision but im also. im improving myself a #lot more #like after learning blender (althpugh ive forgotten now lol) anytime im like man i wish i could learn ____ im like... well i learned blende #its cheesy but its given me a LOT more self confidence in my skills both academic and creative #i sometimes feel that im fucking stupid but like. im also not #idk i just dont think im as far off as i thought #and im SUPER syced to be learning french and spanish #its a LOT more work than it was like last week but honestly i think im going to settle back into it #and im like. okay if i spend 4 years learning french/spanish. i may not be fluent #but i sure as hell wont be any worse #also i know like LOADS more spanish than i thought #anyway im super proud of myself for kicking myself into this #I watched a youtube intro in french and UNDERSTOOD IT IMMEDIETLY TODAY #well it took a bit of concentration but u know #and im watching and listenimg to french/spanish media and its really interesting and fun #my endurance in spanish is not as gpod as in french #and usually id type this out in either blog but my energy is just out for today #but i'll be listening to music and just hear words and its insane how much i can pick up while doing coursework or whatever its amazing #i feel annoying when i talk to other people about it but. oh well i sometimes just get so excited about it #im NOT good. but hey its been 4 months learning french and. about 3 days learning spanish lol

[llycaons]

tour got cancelled 😔 we rescheduled for later in the week but ahhhggg

#cor.txt #this system is so slapdash and haphazard I'm going to developa stress ulcer or some shit #HOW is the system to find housing so unreliable???? #I've been cancelled and rescheduled on multiple times from other places too #the last time it happened my lady cancelled WHILE I WAS EN ROUTE then cancelled AGAIN for an emergency #and the guy who came instead literally could not answer my questions bc he didn't know the property. like man. get it together #<- directed at management not the guy in particular #also the deadbolt wasn't working 🤡 I was like you gotta fix that and he was like oh haha if you move in we will #bitch no! you fix it NOW! #nobody should need to specifically ask!

[partyinthemysterymachine]

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[warriorfujoshi]

angela… shes less like a blorbo and more like a best friend to me. a best friend who got cancelled for being toxic as hell but a best friend nonetheless … like ill always defend her idgaf.

edit: I forgot I have the perfect picture for this post

#like idk she’s done 109028101 crimes and is banned in 23 districts but she is my friend #(she glares at me) SHE IS MY FRIEND !!! #its funny bc in lobcorp I was baselessly like Angela’s my bestie (angela actively swinging a crowbar at the players head) #and now in ruina im like ANGELAAAA SHES MAKING FRIENDSSS #i cant help but feel like :/ hey thats MY bestie? roland? but also. SHES MAKING FRIENDS 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 #I stand with my cancelled bestie. #SEEING HER FUCKING BACKSTORY OVER RUINA IS LIKE OH MY GODDD I ACTUALLY DONT WANT TO FUCK THAT OLD MAN ANYMORE EVEN #LIKE U KNOW ITS SERIOUS. IM LIKE OK PEEPAW YOU WERE GAY CAN YOU BE A GOOD DAD #pills I took like 5 hours ago still feel like they’re stuck in my throat hello? get them outta there… #she’s just so crazy and I love seeing her be crazy but also babe we are getting you to THERAPY I PROMISE !!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #if she doesnt get her happy ending im actually gonna vomit