#I just want them to be happy 💔

[aceamri]

Frenchie and Kimiko definitely watched La La Land together

#this is true because I said so #I just have a feeling that Kimiko would love la la land #kimiko miyashiro #frenchie #the boys #I just want them to be happy 💔

[ao3screenshotss]

GUYS LOOK I WENT TO A CON TODAY AND LOOK AT ALL THE STUFF I GOT!!!!!

#IM ACTUALLY SO OBSESSED THEYRE ALL SO CUTEEEEEEEEE #i didn’t get to get yuumori and bsd stuff though 😭😭💔💔 #i saw some that i wanted but they were too expensive and i couldn’t find them when i came back #omg there were these bsd charms and i was struggling to choose one cause they were all so cute and then i just didn’t get them 😭😭 #i shouldve at least got the chuuya one #also the yuumori stuff 💔💔💔💔💔 #lightningstrikes-art had some but it was only 3 for something and i wanted 4 so… #but either way i’m happy!! it was all so cute!! i’m esp obsessed with the tgcf ones omg #me :)

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

um hello again hk community <3

I AM NOT BEATING THE KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR ALLEGATIONS .....

thank you to the number one superfan bestie @lovinglin for enabling me so bad she made hollow x ivie content faster than I did <3 please follow her <3

#WHERE DO I START WITH THIE #WHERE DO I START WITH THIS #the unpredictable events that unfolded after i uploaded that jil fights thk battle 💔💔💔💔💔 #AKSJHDJSJSS MAN WHERE DO I START #HOLLOW IS SUCH . A WILD CARD #i didnt expect myself to like them i swear..... #bjt... it just happened. #coupled that with the ABSOLUTELY TRAGIC LORE THEY HAVE????? I CSN FIX THEM GUYS I CAN FI #BFBDBDHGDGDGDHDRD I AM SO INSANE ABT THEM <3 #i initially didn't want to pair ivie with hollow but after i confessed this to lara. IMMEDIATELY DREW THESE TWO WITHOUT A CARE AND I EXPLODE #SHIT HAPPENED SO QUICK AND NOW IM SO UEUEUUEUE OVER THEM #these drawings are like half of a week old #WELL WHATEVER 💔💔💔 #shrhfmfkssj eermrmtb yes anyways I Like them So much #i wouldn't be surprised if like half of my mutuals guessed this because HALF OF THEM PROBABLY FOLLOWED MY MAIN BLOG AND GO INSANE #NOT MAD DW I JUST FIND IT HILARIOUS #anyways ujuhm im rolling on tje floor and crying they dont deserve pain and sadness only happy ness and uh Flower a Nice Flower #also hollow is canonically genderless so i just simply go they them but i also dont mind he him either ahehe #STILL. THRY ARE SO GORGEOUS<3 #~ art #idk if i should tag this or not LMAO

[sysig]

I hope you blink before I do (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #DAX #Blood #Fuck you *reinjects romance into your song about love-lost* #It's the ''I want to be the one to lay you to rest'' of it all #Or if not that then at least to be the last one suffering #See him off - make sure he goes knowing that he's not alone #I'm Fine just Don't Look at me and I'll Be Fine #Schrödinger's Fine lol - I am simultaneously Fine and Not Fine until I am observed #I simply subsist largely off of angst and then whatever small scrap of comfort that can be coaxed from there hehe #I am very mean to them considering how much I want them to be happy lol #Honestly I think what would be meaner is seeing ZEX off and then somehow DAX survives alone #Night ends just as he's about to blink out and oops you're still stuck here sorry about that <3 #But I wouldn't do that to them would I? #:3c #I also think it's interesting that I started doodling this before I actually read ZEX's death - I finished it after but still! #Does he just give off gutted vibes? Canonically he's eviscerated so #And not just in the eye way - in this case it's enucleation #Did you come here for eye removal surgery puns? I don't see why you'd expect anything different *b'dm tss* #I've done way more research on eye removal than I ever expected to but now those two terms will be forever seared into my mind haha #Hhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I'll talk about it more with its accompanying doodle but really 💔 #I wanted an honourable death for him - and if not that then a death where he wasn't alone - and if not that then to rest #He got one of the three ;;

[sorrelpaws]

kinda obsessed with my smartest diane au's rick and morty

#rick and morty #smartest diane au #ive been doodling them a lot #sorry diane💔💔💔 #i promise i draw her as well #but rnm are my little guys #ive also revamped their designs slightly #mostly in terms of colors bcs i still want them to be the i guess iconic blue/yellow duo #and umm also morty is a lot more happy golucky and rick is just a chill old man :3 #i'll probably make a more fleshed out reference for them bcs to be honest i wanna commission peepo to draw them #i love them sk much

[vyibunni]

this was supposed to be part of a set but that didnt work out so if i dont post this now its just never getting posted

#beyond evil #jwds #i made this soooo long ago but im still happy with it #bc i did the skin rendering completely with the default round brush so i think it rlly pushed me #i hope i got the likenesses down well enough jfdjdjfkkf #it was something else to try to find a screenshot of juwon with his head slightly tilted like this #at first i wanted to draw them walking together but i couldnt get juwons body into the right angle #so lets just say theyre waiting and standing in line or something LMAO #i still wanna do the set bc it was a cute idea but i think i can improve the stylization then! #AAAAA i wanna rewatch so bad but i know i need to save it for a better time 💔

[plasky]

I just keep on staring at like my and a few others ppl's oc's and just go like:

"What if they were happy? What if they had nothing bad happen to them?? What if the trauma they endured was erased and instead replaced with the joyful moments they had stripped and stolen from them???"

#GRAAAH I JUST #LOVE THEIR OC'S SMMM.. #I WANT RHEM TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE PLEAASEE PLEASSEEEEEE #give them more happy moments that aren't just empty space to be filled until the next traumatic thing happens 💔💔 #they're never gonna get that stuff though 💔💔💔💔 #ocs #stares #also I feel like this post is cringey but tbh I'm cringey so I don't think it matters much

[juunebuugs]

[Image id, screenshots of the transcript from the penumbra podcast of the following conversation;

LORD ARUM:

    And finally, this: 

I granted two of the most beautiful blooms in the world their freedom — the freedom to do what they most wished, no matter the pain or consequences to me. It is not even half-forgiveness for what I’ve done, but... I did what good deeds I could when I saw the opportunity. That is all.

JUDGE:

    Two blooms?! You had... Did you have two Moonlit Hermits, Lord Arum?!

LORD ARUM:

    No. It was just a metaphor.

JUDGE:

    Well, what did it mean?

LORD ARUM:

    I choose not to say, takatakataka.

In the bottom right corner theres the "live slug reaction" meme which depicts a big slug looking at the conversation with no specific expression on its face]

#he fell in love 💔 #THE 2 MOST BEAUTIFUL BLOOMS IS RILLA AND DAMIEN GOD I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY #×text pots× #×gay penumbra× #the penumbra spoilers #the penumbra podcast #tpp #penumbra podcast #tpp spoilers #lord arum #second citadel #tpp rilla #tpp damien #tpp sir damien #sir damien

[maddy-ferguson]

Ngl, I really think that these bylers that are crying 24/7 about "purity culture" or whatever, are playing dumb when they start with their "but Nancy and Steve were 16 and 17 in that scene of s1!!!1" like... We got introduced to these characters at that age and the people playing them were already adults. So yeah, sorry but I think it's easy to see why most viewers would be uncomfortable with a more sexual scene of Mike and Will and it's not automatically homophobia, I think that would be the case with any of the kids since we got introduced to these characters when they were 12 and the actors were babies as well. We literally saw those kids grow. And I'm not saying byler should only get to peck or hold hands, It'd be cool if they have their epic kiss or whatever, but Will hasn't even had his first kiss yet and some of these people are already talking about sex scenes, like... Be for real 😭

funny you should say that...because i've used the nancy was 15-16 in season one argument (last tag) before while also saying that i understand why people find the sex part of their sexualities uncomfortable to discuss. and i wanna reiterate that, again, i totally understand that people feel like they've seen them grow up etc etc and that they still think of the actors themselves as children even thought they're not anymore.

i don't think it's all homophobia because like you said, people would probably feel the same about lucas and max and discussions of sex (i don't know if anyone is discussing that because there's much less discourse to have there and you can't argue that people are homophobic if they disagree with you) but i don't think it would be justified either. the "but we knew the characters when they were little" argument makes me think me of an ancient disney channel/abc show that old people and girl meets world fans who watched it for the first time in the 2010s will know, boy meets world (1993-2000). classic comic of age show, look at these kids. and eric in the back (he's fifteen).

they're eleven at the start of the show and then, what happens in any coming of age story happens, you guessed it...

they grow up. this is them in the later seasons, when the main characters are still in high school i think. they grow up, they talk about sex and about having sex at prom in season five and then they don't have sex right away because they figure it's not the right time yet or something like that, and then they have sex later and get married, the details don't matter. but my point is, who watches a show for five seasons, over years and years and gets upset at the main characters having sex because "this is crazy they used to be children"? isn't that the point of coming of age stories that cover multiple years or that focus on the latter years of adolescence, that they're not children forever and that at one point the characters "come of age" which usually includes their first sexual experiences?

i don't think the having sex part is particularly important in stranger things but also it doesn't have to be for it to be portrayed (see jonathan and nancy), teenagers have sex, it's just the way the world works. i'm not advocating for sex scenes of any kind especially because stranger things isn't a show that features a lot of sex in general, the only "explicit" sex scene being nancy and steve in season one with cuts to barb dying, but i genuinely don't think the duffers would have any qualms about portraying teenage sexuality in general with the party. if they did, they wouldn't have included erica threatening lucas to tell dustin what she found under his bed (it wasn't the communist manifesto) and they wouldn't have had max looking at a shirtless steve for an amount of time that's supposed to make the audience laugh. it's been 7 years. if they do a time jump, the babies will be about 17, played by actors who will all be around 20, the age natalia was when filming season one. the characters are teenagers, babies grow up. it happens to the best of us. i get why people would find it uncomfortable and maybe i would find it uncomfortable too but i wouldn't be scandalized. the duffers had no problem having a child actor portray everything will goes through in seasons one and especially two, i really feel like sex is fine and...not traumatizing or hard to watch compared to every single thing will's gone through lol. and again, i'm not even expecting them to have sex lmao, but i wouldn't cry myself to sleep if they revealed that everyone in the party actually knows what sex is.

last question: do we have any indication that jonathan had talked to more than one other girl (the girl at the halloween party being the one girl i'm counting for him) before he got together with nancy. i'm just asking because of your last sentence, because if we don't he should have slowed down also😭

#yes i'm back to calling people old for no reason. <3 #saying that they will all be around 20 isn't a stretch because noah's turning 19 in 4 months and they haven't begun filming yet. thank you #i'm not mad at you anon sorry for not really agreeing with you and again i get where you're coming from and i don't even expect them to #have sex and if they did i would expect it to be implied like jonathan and nancy but yeah #what i mean when i say it's not particularly important in st is that i don't think they need to have sex for will's arc to be complete or #anything😭 #i would've been happy with jonathan and nancy only kissing in s2 like idc yk it's a detail #i'm not advocating for sex scenes means HERE in this case i'm not anti-sex scenes in general lmao #i didn't watch bmw over years and years i watched it in like. a month and a half maybe i really was not crying when cory started wanting to #have sex and i was 15...an impressionnable kid who knew what sex was...disheartening i know💔 #<- that wasn't me making fun of you anon lmao again i get where you're coming from i just respectfully disagree #i looked up the episode where they have sex and (spoiler alert lol) cory and topanga end up only having sex on their wedding night i think? #and that's not the episode in s5 i'm talking about but they consider having sex and talk about it so still bringing that one up #i found an article about something rider strong (shawn) said about not liking this episode because while they talk about sex at length they #never talk about safe sex and he even talked about his concerns to the showrunner because he thought it was irresponsible since yk young #viewers and all that and he was like maybe you don't get it different generations mine grew up with aids and everything this is really #important and he brushed him off! i thought that was interesting. this has nothing to do with st #ask

[mrsfitzgerald]

i'm sick of anxiety. i can't remember when i've been this worried. after last year's concerts, watching richard ignore everyone is just awful. knowing how great and fun it was and comparing it to this indifference... i just can’t. if a few more concerts are like this, i will probably stop following them, doing gifs and most likely stop using tumblr at all. that's how sad i feel about the whole situation. i understand that we are all human, we all have bad days, i would even put up with them removing the kisses altogether. but seeing this indifference is the worst. i love them for almost 25 years and i have probably seen all their concerts, but i have never seen such indifference in richard’s movements and it breaks my heart. anyway thanks everyone for these few happy years, we really have so many good things to remember 💔

#If I disappear it's for this very reason #💔🥹 #i just watched auslander from rehearsal and this is horrible #maybe i’m a drama queen too 😁 #i will love them forever #but I don't want to look at this indifference #I have almost no hope that tonight's concert will make me happy #but maybe things will still get better 🥹🙏🏻 #I've been sober for almost 5 months and now I just have this incredible urge to go out and buy vodka #I hate myself for getting so attached to things/people and worrying so much #sorry for all this I had to write this somewhere so I wouldn't have to go to the store and do something stupid

[jisungshotfirst]

vity being the cutest little family:

+ family portraits

#I saw that tweet about mini today and it reminded me so much of what ruby sent on pm that time #it Genuinely warms my heart how happy they are watching the other members be loved .. #and it truly shows how much they love eachother they way they can empathise so well with any one of their fans #they r all in love with eachother and so they're like to luvities ?? Ofc u love that other member ? he's so wonderful ? #sometimes I just think about him saying 'they deserve to be loved' and cry so hard I die #and jungmo has said similar to juni there^ #4th gen is this kinda odd group who grew up on kpop in a time where friendships in groups are so forward and it's inviting #so jungmo being a lil army .. literally watching bangtans family relationship as a fan and said 'that's what I want' and it was a main #reason to become an idol #he wanted that second family and he got it and I'm so happy for him and jun 😢😢😢😢 #and their classic family portait fjjddj #the others switch around but it's always seri woobin parents and their pet dog jun 💔 #I love them ........ so much #there's no reason for this post I'm just feeling vity feels 😭 #I'll go back to this for warmth<33 #cravity #vity

[milkbreadtoast]

just gonna rant a bit....

fucking crying rn bc my skin hates me so much... i get an allergic reaction to literally everything so i cant do skincare... even tho i desperately want and need to... i have rly oily dry skin (my forehead and nose area is super oily all the time and is slick w oil like 10 min after getting out of the shower) (i get acne too and my skin texture is ugly and i recently started getting acne scars...) and i knew I needed to moisterize it to fix it but was too lazy to buy one... so finally my friend rec'd this moisterizer and i bought it

and I tried it out starting yesterday and it!!! worked!!! amazingly!!! it felt great and i immediately noticed my skin was producing less oil and felt less oily... I was so happy... my skin felt smoother too and looked healthier... but in the back of my mind I was nervous bc I have a history of getting a reaction to literally Everything including stuff that is supposed to be hypoallergenic eg aquaphor(?)/vaseline... and today my face started feeling a little itchy in some areas.. but I ignored it in denial hoping it was just acne or smth... but now by the end of today a bumpy red and itchy/painful rash has broken out all over my face....

I was so fking hopeful bc it was actually working but now I cant use it bc I got a reaction as I feared... I COULDNT EVEN ENJOY THE BENEFITS OF SKINCARE FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS... and it also burns and itches rn and I can't even TREAT IT bc my skin has also reacted to hydrocortisone cream in the past ROFL...

I have no idea wtf is wrong w my skin and I've never gotten answers...

#SO YEA IM JUST CRYING RN.... (im on my period lmao) #I actually really want to take care of my skin but it wont fucking let me bc im allergic to everything #and idk what to do anymore 💔 #I feel like i could keep buying moisterizers and testing them out #and end up reacting to all of them and wasting a ton of money #im just so sad..... #IT. WAS REALLY WORKING TOO.... I WAS SO HAPPY.... I THOUGHT THIS WAS A TURNING POINT IN MY LIFE #BUT NOW MY FACE IS BURNING AND ITCHY AND I FEEL HOPELESS

[starlooove]

ok I'm NOT much of a DC reader but your dukeblogging has convinced me. but do you have a reading list (DC has more crises than I do. it's intimidating) by any chance

YEAHAHSJS

Ok so like Im not a REAL dc blogger so I don’t really have my own reading list; I basically focus heavily on black characters across the board and then dive into wherever they’re from but I usually use other reading lists to do it and go at my own (slow ass) pace. For DC i started fandom only and then moved on to actually reading comics which is why my opinions are so strong there bc I KNOW WHAT YALL ARE LIKE!

Sorry but now for Duke specifically I KNOW there’s a specifc blogger who’s list I followed down to the T but I cannot remember their url rn so here’s a list/chart that has like. Listings for him specifically

That’s mostly to follow timeline but for me I think to get his character down u could do all star Batman, Batman and the signal, the outsiders, WAR and then branch out from there (but also saying this as someone who’s read most of it so like maybe I’m biased and missing or forgetting smth). I’m sorry if this isn’t helpful but as SOON as I find that reading list I’m posting it bc I swear I literally went down that list one by one.

Edit: the tags are part of the answer but I ran out of room so post tags;

- tbh when it comes down to it I personally try to absorb character by character and then put them all together at the end; it’s what I’m currently doing with green arrow (I know it’s been months y’all don’t call paw patrol I’m STUPID) and my plan for moving forward but also fully acknowledging this sucks as a way to interact with other established fans however. Other established fans have proven to be racist and misunderstand characterization and character interaction on a fundamental level SOMETIMES (BC y’all get mad) bc they’re so focused on their faves so in conclusion If I don’t find the specific lists I used I’d get them from stan blogs and then be careful cause u know everyone’s using their faves BEST comics so just remember this is what THEY think is the best or most accurate Interpretation and u don’t have to agree (RR the road home and YJ98 sorry to be shitting on them again. Not even them but how ppl read them. Diff story tho)

-but also despite me obviously shitting on certain characters runs or interpretations I think the best thing you could do is give everyone a fair chance. Blank slate in ur mind if ur JUST starting and see where u go from there but also remember to check ur biases and think about WHY certain things get included or retconned or explained away bc that’s where a lot of ppl falter in thinking their fave is just misunderstood or smth.

FOUND THE LIST sorry this has been in and out for the drafts while searching so in conclusion FR;

I hope this helped but I think I sound insane just please read these <3

#Oh I assumed u meant Duke reading list specifically #if more general Im a older era kinda man so shit like YJ….yj98. sorry yeah #i shit on it but I’m ALLOWed #NTT PLEASE READ NTT ALL OF IT LIL OUTFATED IN CERTAIN ASPECTS BUT PLEAAAAASE #sorry im so scattered on like timeline shit bc I literally just read integrate in my psyche and move on #like watching a show or smth i don’t remember episode names but I can tell you how it made me feel 💔 #Yall Im the worst to ask for anything specific for ask my mutuals my memory is SHIT #im just gonna tell u how I got into it fr #i went to like specific character fans and literally asked for their personal reading lists for that specific character #and then i read through em (slow as hell mind you) and formed MY opinion from there #pros with this is if ur character driven and wanna flesh each person out fully before u interact with their dynamics as a whole this is 👍🏾 #and u get small personal relationships that aren’t really spoken about when it’s the whole fam there (1)8 #(which is actually pretty rare like do not be fooled u don’t get the whole bat family storming in usually) #shit like tim and cass pre Jason revival fucking shit up with Helena #or steph and tim being the most toxic 13 yr olds you’ll ever find etc. #cons if ur memory’s like mine it’s GOING to fuck up timeline for u #like finding out bludhaven was being bombed and dick was having the WORST time of his life while Jason’s doing his red hood shit? changed m #‘where was bruce while tim was being tied up and almost assaulted?!’ he was dead! kind of!! #also genuinely get happy batfam outta ur head they have their moments there IS love there but going in with the view of a normal family #dynamic is gonna be worse overall. if u want happy family times honestly even more recent heinous shit like Gotham war has them more #familial than most other things even if it’s just to fuck it up. I’m never gonna Rec WFA but if ur gonna read it read smth with Duke and #Damián before that please. #ALSOOOOO as a prev fandom only remove everything from tim and Damian specifically from ur mind these bitches are lying #tim is fun and interesting when u approach him newly. finding everytime he drinks a cup of coffee is gonna drive u insane #YEAH THATS WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY don’t let what u already ‘know’ impact how u read #timeline wise dynamics wise etc. walk in with a fresh pair of eyes bc imo that’s how u get to fully appreciate characters like Duke #SMTH U DO NEED TO KEEP IN MIND IS THE BIGOTRY! there will be in world explanations for why x is not misogyny and racism. we as readers #need to be able to dissect that and discuss it genuinely. like so much of tims first meeting with Damian or all of Stephanie in Gotham war #or even killing off Orpheus has in world things that make ‘sense’ but like we do with Catalina Flores #we use our critical thinking. actually smth i ALWAYS can talk about is the racism like that’s where my memory serves me ALWAYS

[seowoobins]

221229 : 🪐 pm

#so I may have honest to god gasped .... #as is my right but AH #those are his new glasses .... and he couldn't show us them coz of his hair which he was sorry for 💔 he's so cute #he's so ... he ...:(((( #glasses ruby ..... #I love clear frames so much I'm obsessed #.... he's just so pretty ............ #might have a little cry #he's just SO CUTE #he was so happy to get compliments ..... #and just so happy that we like his hair ..:((( #he's so cute he's so cute #whenever he does anything he wants compliments on he's so cute about it and so sweet :((( #I'm in love with this boy I am :(((( #woobin #seo woobin #ruby #cravity #🪐 pm #selca #glasses ruby #221229

[singsweetmelodies]

this season has something against you writing any happy piarles moments 😭

APPARENTLY IT DOES, my dear anon 😭😭😭 apparently it does. i don't even know what to say anymore at this point, so here, have a sexy but also exhausted-and-depressed-looking pierre gif

anyways im starting the next (angsty) chapter as we speak 🙏

#asks & answers #anon #😭😭😭😭 LITERALLY... f1 2023 has something against sexy people i swear to god #they just DO NOT want piarles to be happy #well fuck the LOT of them *spoken through tears* #maybe i'll take up canon au writing and just rewrite the entire season at this point 😭😭💔 #anyway. i love you anon. this message made me smile even though i still want to kill myself a little bit #kisses to you 😚😚💗 #wip: 2023 kisses

[cheekblush]

just went through the exo tag and saw the WORST take 🙁

#someone saying exo should disband bc they're past their prime #and that love shot was their last good comeback... #excuse me but did you miss the masterpiece that is obsession??????? #so many people seem so happy about cbx leaving sm & of course it's great they're standing up for themselves #i just wonder what this means for exo as a group... if this is really the end for them i'll be inconsolable 💔 #maybe this will be like the loona situation & the other members will also sue if cbx are successful with their lawsuit? #i honestly don't know i'm so confused & have so many questions i just want them all to be happy but i also don't want to lose exo 😭 #they're my comfort group i really didn't see this coming not with all this anticipation for their long awaited comeback #all the members seemed so excited to finally have a cb as well.. especially bbh giving all these spoilers so this really is so unexpected #and of course sm is already denying all accusations... this will get so messy i can feel it 😭 #i just hope everything ends well for all the members and they can remain together as a group if that's what they want of course 🥺 #i remember during obsession era junmyeon said that the members already discussed leaving sm together & remaining a group #god i hope they stay together i'm honestly so scared 😭😭😭😭 #i'm sure the other members support the cbx lawsuit and were aware of this beforehand so hopefully everything gets resolved in their favor #but sm is soooo vengeful to artists who sue them like what if they blacklist them like they did with jessica.. 😭😭😭 #i'm honestly so so scared i know i sound dramatic but like i might as well kms if exo disband 😭 #☁️