#I have never and will never gaf

[closetnerd62]

One of my friends has started to use “gaf” (as in give a fuck) as a verb and I highly recommend this to all of you.

#gaf #I have never and will never gaf #you will never catch me gaffing

[imaybe5tupid]

Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)

Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.

#laishuro #laios touden #i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings #as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes #but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred #not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life #are so compelling to me #and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons #and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience #whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that #when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know #this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night #and on toshiros side umineko said it best People are riddles. They want someone else to solve their riddle #they live life wanting someone to solve the riddle that they are #the most difficult riddle in the world #without love the truth cannot be seen sighhhh many such cases #sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always #but WHATEVER #i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol #which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga #so i became obsessed #and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf #and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ #now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life #with laishuro. and its great! #my comics

[todayisafridaynight]

whatever og text i had in mind for this post about ko shibasaki looking like sayama in this movie is completely cancelled on account of utsumi (this character)'s first name being kaoru and i only found this out cause i was looking up her name just to be sure when making this post

like jesus christ i legally have to make this post now

#snap chats #they literally never say her first name in the movie. i think lol LIKE WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS JUST 'NO FUCKING WAY' #i do have to be tbh and say her face /is/ a little more round than sayama's #and its absolutely predominantly because of how her bangs and wardrobe are so close to sayama's that i think she look like her #BUT I CAAAANT THE WHOLE MOVIE I WAS JUST THINKIN ABOUT SAYAMA... i miss her... #OH RIGHT THE MOVIE THOUGH noooo fuck you this movie was so good it actually made me want to write a summary for it LMAOOO #LIKE I LIKE WRITING SUMMARIES BUT IVE JUST BEEN SO LAZY ABOUT IT WITH THE PAST FEW THINGS IVE SEEN BUT GOD. #ignore the fact i finished this movie two hours ago i was too busy fiddling with a card holder kit but. ill make a post about that next-- #THIS MOVIE THOUGH NOOOOO IT WAS SO GOOD //SCREAMS AND YELLS AND DESTROYS A SNOWGLOBE// #god the part where ishigami and yukawa are walking by the homeless and it just lingers on an empty spot.. LIKE I THOUGHT I WAS WACK #CAUSE I WAS LIKE 'hang on wasnt there a guy there last scene' and obviously there was since the shot lingered right #BUUUUTT WHEN IT WAS REVEALED DOWN THE LINE SHUT UPPP I LITERALLY YELLED IM SO GLAD. my roommates arent home.. #on god i thought the movie was gonna end with utsumi and fukawa's convo from the beginning #and i was gonna make a gaf about how fukawa was acting irrationally because he was too in love LMAOOO #BUT THEN IT KEPT GOING AND. im so glad it did. ishigami valid tbh #id also cover up and take blame for AND ACTUALLY commit murder for a girl if she said hi to me and made me lunch while i was trying to kms #while fukawa and ishigami were talkin that first night tho i just thought of after the rain.. lol... maybe the mangaka was inspo'd by that. #anyway. this movie was great. it reminded me of sherlock but if it was directed well and actually let you solve the mystery too #CAUSE WHILE I WAS WATCHING THERE WERE POINTS WHERE I TOO WAS JUST 'hang on' AND I JUST POCKETED THE INFO FOR LATER #i kicked and screamed when ishigami was talking abut how he formats his tests LIKE I SAID 'oh you fucking slipped' #when ishigami called and told her he had a white envelope in there bitch i knew it was gonna be the stalker letter i YELLED #LIKE I LIKE HOW THE MOVIE SETS THINGS UP SO ABUNDANTLY. IT'S FUN SEEING IT FIT IN THE MOVIE LATER ON #the twist of there being two bodies was so fun tho cause at the start of the movie i was sure two murders happened the same night #so when it was played off as just one i was like Oh. Ok. im still stumped on how he snuck a body out of the apartment #but yk what one detail is like. whatever in comparison to the rest of the movie being fun to watch #god im running out of tags POINT IS. PLEAAASE watch this movie if you got two hours #ive left some minor warnings on my Watchlist doc but there's nothing. TOO extreme ?? #i mean there's an aforementioned suicide attempt but aside from that it's nothing too grotesque. for an rgg fan ig #ok bye i have to ramble about the card holder i got <3

[aropride]

if a psychiatrist ever pisses you off remember that there is a high likelihood they were once a neurotypical psych major, which explains everything

#text #never forgetting going to the ed clinic when i was 12 and showing clear signs of being an abused child and they just really did not gaf #like yeah sure that wasnt their specialty but idk maybe if u ask a kid if theyve ever experienced a traumatic event or abuse #and they say they dont know and have a panic attack. THAT'S NOT NORMAL PROBABLY..! #anyway they then proceeded to do everyything wrong for my specific situation and made everything a billion times worse. <3

[prisonpodcast]

Gonna be honest MCC used to just be Drama Weekend of the Month for me in like 2022 bc I never liked watching it and half my dash would just be discourse for days because blah blah blah how dare Dream blah blah blah

#I never payed attention to that discourse sorry #all i know is fuck buildmart #I didn’t like watching the event and techno wasn’t even there so what’s the point ☠️ #my tumblr dash would be so boring for days bc of all the discourse I did not gaf about #I even had MCC muted but tumblr still puts muted posts on your dash #they were still taking up space #on my screen #so irritating I’m glad Dream left that event so I don’t have to hear about all that anymore #.___.

[popstart]

Am I the only one who feels like the way this fandom talks about female characters is always so like???? Omg girlboss but also a girlfailure I support women’s rights AND wrongs she was robbed!!!! Idk it’s always the same few phrases lol I don’t get it.

OHHHH I AGREE SO HARD💀 seeing the same 3 phrases used to describe the female characters bc they think its a diversity win. ok.

Female character is independent or strong etc -> omg shes suuuuch a girlboss teehee🙈 step on me. other weird and annoying sexual comments bc girlbossery is sexy (or something) and thats the only appeal female characters are allowed to have for a lot of people Female character is kinda cringe sometimes and doesnt succeed at everything -> omg my silly girlfaliure girlloser shes so sillystupid i love her Female character has dimension -> omg??? shes like a girlboss and a girlfaliure at the same time???

ignoring the fact i hate so many things about tacking on the prefix girl to random shit as something that feels like a negative connotation (or something degrading), there is 0 critical thinking people have for female characters and its like. ok man. people come up with 600 random headcanons and backstory elements for every single male character they like but designate the female characters they like to "oh ummm shes a girlboss so i like her😊" AWWEEESOMEEEEE. LOVE TO SEE IT🥴

and to people that dont see that or say that doesnt happen....... it does. i see it with my own eyeballs every damn day. eg; in fanon noah has 8 (or 9? i forget) girlboss sisters and is an expert hacker and speaks 300 languages and knows everything and makes 0 mistakes and is always calculated all the time and has 20 boyfriends while in canon he got kicked out of the opportunity of 100k dollars because he was reading and hates everyone and plays video games all day and is a massive schmuck for 1 single person that being emma. sorry noah fans thats just how it is. headcanons are fine but it gets to the point where its like hey guys what are we doing here.

and ok whatever. say we all stop talking about noah bc god knows he did nothing to deserve it. where do we go from there? the amount of people i see saying they wish there was more f/f in fandom they just dont wanna write it or people that say they wish they wrote f/f more its just too hard has me :I i think it really just proves how little fanon there is for female characters. since generally fanon is what fandom bases its fanfiction and general characterization on and f/f famously contains only women, it makes sense that if its "hard" to write for f/f pairings it means that people just dont care enough about the women to make wide spread fandom interpretations of them.

and it reaaaaaally sucks. total drama has what i consider a pretty good cast of diverse female characters. And sure, a lot of the time the show doesnt do them justice (they were robbed as many many MANY people say) but a lot of them have so much potential and all of them have at least SOME potential. but ofc, due to how theyre treated in the fandom, no one really cares about them outside of them being paired up with men. and even worse, people will just straight ignore them outright a lot of the time because they 'get in the way of their mlm ship' or some bs.

am i saying its inherently misogynistic to write mlm ships? HELLLLLL no. im just saying that the heavy apathy or visceral anger many many many female characters get unless theyre paired up with a man or because they 'get in the way of' a mans love for another man is quite frankly laughable when you consider what actually goes on in the show. this shit was made for kids, these people are kids. its just so weird just how obsessed people can be with a fictional character to the point of these overblown reactions to other characters of the same god damn show

#anyways this post got kinda sidetracked from the og idea of we should let female characters have depth so remember that #LET FEMALE CHARACTERS HAVE DEPTH. if youre only capable of describing a girl with “girl(adjective)” work on your vocab and critical thinkin #i should probably have a tag for fandom misogyny but idgaf #i mean i kinda gaf but i dont wanna go back and tag everything. bleh. #i kinda just assumed no one would ever listen to me or care or whatever so ive never tagged properly #but i appreciate peoples thoughts and feelings on MY thoughts and feelings ^_^ yay :D #ask

[sefirots]

auh. final fantasy 7 oc moment.

#final fantasy 7 #ffvii oc #i realize i never talk about vitale here but i post a lot of out of context things about him. my bad chat. it will comtinue to happen #i get so nervous sharing stuff abt him and still have yet to shake off that embarrassment #ik ppl dont gaf but cringe beam still hits me #anyways where am i #sefirot ocs

[hussyknee]

White Jews stop whinging in the Palestine tags challenge (impossible).

How is one supposed to have solidarity with this level of Caucasity I ask you.

#i don't gaf you're jewish i care youre sucking up all the air in the room being Hwhite #the trouble with white people suffering from oppression is that the rest of us never hear the end of it #the white Christians are that-a-way. go bother them #mfers deadass think we have some kind of systemic power over them #that Scooby Doo meme where the ghost is 'antisemitism' but when Fred raises the sheet it's 'white anxiety' #lmao #free palestine #white people

[macbethvsromeo]

I just want yall to know that the tkc movie cancellation is a blessing in disguise bc it really should be a 3 season tv series 🥱

#thinking about how the first book is literally the longest out of the trilogy #bc it’s a lot of info and a lot of movement for the first installment #as glad as I was to have tkc content in the wild #I also figured they would be cutting a massive amt of info and scenes lol #first like six (?) chapters can be episode 1-2 alone #establishing the family dynamic then the museum blowing up fiasco and the police interrogation #and then Amos’ officially arrival #like so much shit happens in like 1-2 weeks it’s kinda insane #also u truly have to give time for the audience to gaf about the characters #coz Amos’ possessed by Set and then Zia’s reveal as a shabti wouldn’t hit nearly as hard if it was crammed into 1.5hrs #there’s also more things that require subtlety and more care to get it right #like the physical appearances of the Kanes and why it matters #idk I’m hoping for a tv series rather than a movie deal so that this is all able to be shown #ya never know #the kane chronicles #tkc

[ashmp3]

my hater moment for the day yes it’s 8.30 in the morning but whatever like if you have a skinny narrow nose from the front in my head your nose is not big like at the very least it’s at the bottom of the big nose pyramid

#i’ve been thinking about high school me going to the plastic surgeon and like if my nose was narrow but with a bump i wouldn’t gaf like if #it looks small from the front but no mine is so 3D from every side truly has mind on its own #anyway doctor said he never saw a healthier better developed nose so naturally i cried #in the hospital with my dad calming me down and then taking me shopping anyway hwerwedkdk idk why this turned into a t(eo)mi #anyway if you have a wide nose i think you would understand where i’m coming from 🙏 #also i woke up from a weird dream that prompted this but also made me wanna die and also delete tumblr but i need to go on a walk with boni #and relax like 😐 Whateverrer #tt

[xbomboi]

i know there’s a case to be made for daring suffering some character flanderization in his later appearances, but i like to think the break up with lizzie was just THAT bad.

#bro really did fumble #getting caught cheating with duchess is insane #of all the times to gaf about duchess too #like never once did he care about her existence before #daring man come on you had it in the bag #i’d like to believe there’s an explanation hidden somewhere #that deep under all the hurt caused there was a misunderstanding that got lost in the height of things #but just imagine her dumping him leaves him so broken that he just decides if he’s gonna give his heart to anyone #then it’s gotta be himself right #because he can’t break his own heart like that #plus he’s gotta act like hot shit right #or else someone might realize the great daring charming had his heart broken as a result of his own foolish actions #and that’s the last thing he’d want #and then you know the story #it all comes crashing down in dragon games #and he has to reconsider his own position in life in epic winter #but after everything #i think that maybe someday #hopefully #he and lizzie can reconcile #and friendship can be possible #but until then she’ll always be the one that got away for him #or the one he let go #yeah now that i think about it cerise is the one that got away #and lizzie is the one he should have never let go of #rosabella you have your work cut out for you #eah #ever after high #daring charming #lizzie hearts

[imaybe5tupid]

Sexual healing (Marcille x Rin)

ft. Rin and Kabru’s decade-spanning, poorly communicated,and poorly defined open situationship

bonus

Part 3 of my postcanon dyke drama cinematic universe

Part 1

Part 2

Interlude (read before part 3)

#rin dungeon meshi #rinsha fana #kabru of utaya #kabru dungeon meshi #kabru x rin #kaburin #marcille donato #rin x kabru #my comics #postcanon dyke drama cinematic universe #rin will always be like the most important person in kabru’s life imo #but they will never have any kind of monogamous domestic nuclear relationship #dungeon meshi spoilers #Mickbell and Kuro only know bc mickbells halfling senses and kuros sense of smell mean they pick up on the reasons for kabru disappearing #Not bc they particularly gaf also kabru was mainly focusing his effort on hiding it from rin #Genuinely not for any sinister reason but bc of the deeply personal reasons she wouldn’t approve ALSO HES NOT CHEATING I HOPE THATS CLEAR #Kabumisu

[airenyah]

it's the way thailand really does only have like 10 different filming locations max. lmao

#it's not even the first location i've recognized in this series #pretty sure the house from kinnporsche where porsche and his brother lived showed up as well #though i can't remember it that well anymore bc i never finished the show and have had it blacklisted for a year now #airenyah plappert #tol #mts: gaf #adrm

[become-a-robot]

The variety of distances attendees are from concert venues is so funny. What do you mean this place was just down the block for you, I had to drive 12 hours to get here

#not even mentioning the people who fly in from different countries because the band never goes there lmao #the one time TMBG played in MY city was in 2011 and it was literally like 7 min away #but i didnt gaf about tmbg at the time. what ever #I have to do a several hour drive to the two detroit ones in like a week. its not so bad road trips can be fun in their own right w family

[mysteryposter]

not art but jesus christ it is SO SATISFYING to get good at this game.

i spent maybe a couple hours grinding out p-rank attempts on this level when i did my original playthru on Standard Rank, many of the attempts dying due to baaarely not enough style, and now I'm replaying the game on Violent for more of a challenge and I got the p-rank literally first try with about 4,000 more style than my winning Standard attempt.

My Standard win was only a P-rank because I got a couple more parry points from a landmine to squeak over the S-rank after all the enemies were dead LMFAO

i'm not really an fps guy so this is the first one i've really sat down and played but DAMN the synergy between your weapons and aresnal and learning enemy attacks and weakpoints (most of my standard prank attempts died to guttertanks i swear to god) makes you feel godlike being able to perfectly cut through every enemy.

i am the first to admit that i am pretty shit at video games LMFAO but this is one of the few games i've ever played that made me want to get better and to practice and master all of its mechanics... i'm nowhere near top tier play but i love this game because you don't have be a god-tier speedrunner sweat to feel empowered by it :^D

#nobody gaf but i LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH I NEED TO YAP ABOUT IT!!! #dude im almost at 100 hours on steam dont. look at me oh my god #i have never played an fps before this but i am imploring you to buy it or try the demo because it changed my life brah #i dont think i'll attempt a p-rank brutal file though erm. shit looks too hard for my peabrain #i have been doing a lot of cybergrind as well- shits addicting but for some reason swordsmachines r kicking my ass LOL #ULTRAKILL #naya rambles

[munamania]

also ok maybe had a weird little freak moment yesterday :/ i was with lydia and needed to eat my godawful shitass sushi before going to the library so anyway who do i spot but the roommate with some random guy naturally and im like lydia pause i need to be a stalker but so casually for just like a sec. (this is in a downstairs like cafe/hallway/elevators area) so i stall and then we go to check for a free room to sit in and when there r ppl in it we just go back near the cafe area and theyre over in this little. alcove. of a sitting area. lounging. and im so normal and rlly naturally glanced over a couple times hoping to god the guy didnt see me cause luckily roommate was faced away. anyway. but lydias screenaging it up so im just sitting there awkwardly. and i have to walk past them at one point to get soy sauce to drown the sushi in and maybe that made me look like a weird little stalker too. well again this is if the guy even knows who i am and prob not so whatever its like fine. but like yeah and then i def saw them getting up and then on the elevator to leave so i think my skittish little creature tendencies scared off the vibe from across the room even... and i didnt just wave like a normal person bc i wasnt sure they saw me but we've spotted each other at much greater distances there's simply no way. i was treating them like what the kids call an 'opp' kinda... me when im an anxious little beast...

#and me when i type up a long paragraph abt like nothing happening! <3 #um. and i am overthinking and in my defense. ill lament one more time. HAVENT HAD MY ANXIETY MEDS IN DAYS. so plz be nice.. #and lydia joked abt how i was a little weird. which i was. but now im like fuckkkkk man we're never hanging out again... #they also went back to like one of my stories theyd seen this morning so its like wowwwwww so youre literally obsessed w me.. #anyway. still being so strong and leaving it to them to make a rain check plan if they wanna. and if not thats so hashtag chill #also ive barely seen sam this week which is like nice but i found out they last second saw the eclipse together #and again not that i think i would come up or w/e but i did have sam off my close friends for a while bc he was stressing me out. yk. #and im not sure if um... that would have become evident... doesnt actually matter who gaf #but yeah also naturally hes seeing one of the coolest most beautiful talented creative etc girls in the film major rn #on top of his little fuck buddy. and im not being a bitter little incel abt the fact that hes got bitches and i dont. #bc its like. whatever. too much going on rn to have bitches. tho ill stick to my guns in saying some good sex could fix me a little #yayyyy i love talking #abby talks