#I have a meeting early tomorrow morning

[arsonist-chicken]

Aha! It's been less than 12h since the fight about "I'm not giving away my key as long as I still pay rent here", and we're already at the next one! At 8am as I'm on my way out the door to a class I hate that I have to get up too early for.

It was just the more annoying one this time, and apparently they've decided now that it's okay if I keep my house key, but I am not allowed to keep the key to my room because... of reasons, I guess. Something something I can't just lock the room if I don't live there anymore? And when I said I'm keeping both keys until the next renter has taken over my contract and is paying rent for the room and then that renter gets them from me, she yelled after me as I was walking out the door about what's wrong with me.

Of all the things we've had fights about so far, this is the dumbest one yet I think - why in the world would I give up my keys if I might still be paying rent for another three months?? Regardless of if I never show up there again because why the fuck would I want to, or sleep there or let my parents or friends sleep there every weekend, that's none of their business - it's MY room that I pay rent for and I can do with it whatever I want.

#also she asked if I'd already cleaned my room for the showings tomorrow #ma'am i am not a toddler who needs to be micromanaged; you don't tell me how to clean; and it's my room and I clean it when and how I want #I was thinking hmmmm. what if the new renter takes the contract from 1 january? #say I'm not taking everything this weekend because I'm not up for the fith but it turns out I'm allowed to take the table etc #how petty would it be to drive there early on christmas morning; because they surely won't be there then; and just take away the furniture #they don't own? and give the keys to the new renter without meeting those two again and block everyone's number? #now that's a theoretical scenario of course and probably would cost me more nerves than it'd be worth #i just hope they'll decide on a renter in the next two days with the many showings they have #that they told me I can't be here for because they'd be embarrassed about me #i mean i won't be here because i can't be bothered but it's so fucking stupid they think they have the right #to kick me out of my own home and room #jess' flatmate rants #she 'informed herself' about if i can just take furniture. on juraforum dot de. a german forum. where anyone can write anything. we're also #in austria not germany #i'm going over to the rental advice place tomorrow and at this point it's out of pure spite #i'm so fucking sick of them #and if they want to be more annoying tonight they can reschedule all their showings because then i'll insist that #no one is looking at my room unless i'm there and they schedulded stuff for when i'm not there #so if they want to be annoying they can reschedule everything to times when i'll be at homr

[ghoulodont]

this 4pm coffee will allow me to finish this fic and definitely will not have effects on my sleep schedule

#i will have no problems atttending early morning meetings tomorrow

[lyxchen]

Gotta love when your friend cancles your meeting that you planned a while ago because she had an appointment at the nail salon :)

#i LOVE that Really :| #(not) #like i'm really trying to be understanding #and not pissed at her because it's fine i don't need to make a big deal about this #cause the thing is we were supposed to meet and have a sleepover from today to tomorrow #but she thought it was from yesterday to today #and we realized it early enough on monday #and i told her that i can't do from tuesday to wednesday because i have work on wednesday morning (today) and i don't want to have to get up #at like 6:30 am at her house just because i have work #and she said from today to tomorrow is okay too she just had to move another thing she was doing #(which is totally okay for me) #but then she said it wasn't gonna work so maybe we could just meet up for the day without the sleepover #which is sad but it's still fun #and then she said that actually she can't meet up because she has an appointment at the nail salon today #so we didn't meet up today #and like it's fine but also it's not #cause really?? #nail salon? #also this is just extra sad for me too because we were gonna do the sleepover with one of her other friends who i met at her birthday party #and who i really like and so i was really excited to also see that girl again #and now i won't :( #and i'm too scared to just ask her to meet up because like i've met her Once #anyways #this kinda reminds me of the time i was trying to meet up with my best friend and she canceled on me last minute three times in a row #which to be fair wasn't her fault at all that was her mother's fault but still #soo yeah #lea's random thoughts

[comradedanipedrosa]

How am I supposed to sleep now 😐

#have the Longest day tomorrow can't wait for it to be over this week really so much work #wake uo early to travel carpool with a friend which means no music 😭 presentation first period then prepare for presentation at 5 #extra class from 3-5 for. entrepreneurship like brother i came here for social work class what even #and then meeting from 6 for conference on Thursday friday 😭 #this is why i hate later races morning ones are sm nicer i can go about my day after that #gn

[pocketramblr]

don't cry because summer vacation is over smile because now you get to wear balam-sensei hair again

#me to me as i set my early morning alarms #cuz we got meetings starting to tomorrow for summer work stuff #and yes i could have done the balam rose bun at any time but. one im not doing that on vacation lol two it hits different at school #ok good night #we'll see how many ask game answers i can throw up around summer work meetings

[erikahenningsen]

In pain because I'm stressed stressed because I'm in pain

#had to leave work early because i literally couldn't sit at my desk and type but now i just have more work to do tomorrow 🙃 #me to my supervisor: yeah idk why i'm in so much pain #my supervisor: i was also in that meeting this morning i think i know why #the devil works hard but my heating pad works harder #i'm gwen and i approve this message

[dirt-str1der]

Love the thought of kiryu losing nishikiyamas lighter fucking instantly after he gave it to him. Like he leaves it in the car and nishiki is nice enough to re-gift it to him when they meet up again and then two weeks after that whole fiasco kiryu loses it again and nishiki just buys him those cheap packs of like fifty plastic lighters because this is why they cant have nice things and he hates (loves) him so much

#Yakuza loveblog #like as sweet as it is to have kiryu hold on to that thing forecer (his lighter now) i think he really has a problem with commitment. its #not like he doesnt treasure it. he just does a lot of backflips and jumping around and things inevitably fall out of his pockets #i believe in my heart that kiryu is always losing shit and taking nishikis without permission and breaking it sometimes. like yknow #younger brother behaviour. thats why nishikis always hounding him because hes suffered greatly from kiryus whims #his whimsicality. his ability to wander literally everywhere. i think kiryu played truant in school a lot #like very early on he knew it wasnt for him so hed stalk the streets in his school uniform and climb up or under fences and rip up his skirt #and knees and then when he meets up with nishiki and yumi again hes like hey wanna come lepak in this abandoned building i found ? and theyd #be like YEAH !!!! and bring yuko along too because i love her and she should get to cut her arm open on a rusty metal screw and have to be #sent to the hospital as little girls are prone to doing. i love talking about kiryu in his school uniform god .. i really ... like i just #know he would use it to its fullest like i have a very clear image in my minds eye of kiryu as a kid all covered in dirt from climbing into #gardens and dusty old buildings morning to afternoon and carrying cool rocks around in his skirt and when he gathers them all in a pile he #just dusts off his skirt and its literally still covered in dirt and mud and dust but he does not give a shit. like it would literally be #ripped up the back because hes always sliding down concrete slopes and banisters and im sure hes cut his leg open before and just bled. #all over his nice boue uniform and then limped home and soaked it in a bucket to wear tomorrow. like i see kiryu with a lot of free time and #he never does homework and is failing all his classes by choice because he alrrady knows what he wants to do. like hes only failing because #he doesnt show up for exams and hes literally the bad boy that the girls always ask nishiki to introduce them to like omg is kazuko your #sister ?? can you give her this letter ... and nishiki opens it and reads it first and its a love letter and he just gives it to kiryu like #there are hot girls in your area who want you desperately and kiryus like oh. neat. im skipping school again tomorrow btw do not tell oyasan

[arthur-r]

i have a job interview tomorrow for a babysitting job i don’t even want….

#an irl friend used to babysit for this family #and now they really really need a babysitter. they pay $7 an hour according to tara which is even less than my job that rips me off #and i get that babysitting is different but this is the kind of job for someone who isn’t old enough to work a minimum wage job yet #like im professionally employed and if im getting another job i want it to actually make a dent in paying for college #and actual life expenses and all of that. not a little mini subminimum wage side hustle #i literally already have a subminimum wage main hustle. if im working somewhere else it’s going to be a grocery store goddammit #but anyway basically just. i never texted those people about babysitting because i didn’t really want to. but then my irl followed up #and says they really really need a babysitter and i should really get in touch with them. so i did #i introduced myself as ari and we’re meeting up tomorrow at 2:00 pm. so that’s fun #like i won’t object if this becomes what i do with some of my evenings every week i won’t be upset or like. say no #but i just wish i didn’t have to reach out about it in the first place. like. yes im looking for a second job. but please understand it’s #i already have a job where the terrible pay is made worth it by a loving and not-too-busy workplace environment #i really don’t need another one of those…. like i love kids but it’s just. when i say im looking for a second job what i mean is a $16/hour #fast paced grocery job within biking distance four or five mornings a week #then i’ll actually be getting somewhere. i don’t want to set a whole night aside for $21 when i could be with my own baby sister #but anyway yeah. that’s what im going to be up to tomorrow. 2 pm mark your calendars arthur will be out and gone #im so tired i need a hug #also i think im heading to bed any minute because my mom gets home on tuesday and i have to get my room clean before she sees me and so i #need to go to sleep early so that i can wake up early so that i can go for a walk with the irl i mentioned and then meet that family #idk i’ll just get the babysitting job and my pizza job and add a grocery job and all of a sudden i’ll be a millionaire or something #might as well make the most of my time this summer all it’s going to be otherwise is family time and i miss my baby sister but still #anyway i also might still end up making and selling jewelry before this summer is over. i might be able to buy a car or something after that #….or a limited edition used fender stratocaster in fiesta red with gold hardware. but um. here at arthur inc we spend our money responsibly #however if i buy that guitar i can sell my current guitar which my dad got for free from a friend…. which means…. turning a profit (kinda) #anyway idk. my main focus is always college but i want to have fun with my life too. it’s getting harder to budget responsibly #man this post is going to be a minefield of bots. hate talking about money and jobs on tumblr dot com #but anyway just. i should probably sleep but yeah im getting another job most likely. and then probably another one #but im probably logging off of tumblr now. just had to take a second and say all that i guess #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[do-rey-me]

i have a doctors appointment tomorrow that im kinda nervous abt could everyone send me those "tricks for making ur dr believe u" posts?

#rey rambles #medical mention #i have some of my own classic tricks ofc but i am. nervous #and kinda desperately need this meeting w a new dr to work lol #the good news: ive been walking around all day so ill feel like shit tomorrow #the bad news: ive been walking around all day so ill feel like shit tomorrow and its an early morning appointment #anyways yeah send me studying materials please #my posts

[fagrackham]

classes are interfering with my ability to do work for my classes

#im going to the gym tomorrow morning and then i have to shower. and then. read a shit ton of paradise lost #im meeting w my creative writing prof over zoom n then immediately after i habe my #paradise lost class. n then two hours and my #screening for my film class which im gonna duck out of early to go to rehearsal. #n we’re doing the sex scenes n im nervous mostly bc brad and janet are both seniors lmao

[orcelito]

When u have so little free time already and what little free time you Do have is ruined bc someone isn't coming in so you are going to be staying an hour later :') :') :')

#speculation nation #so basically what my schedule today has been like is like #12-1 ish (let out early) class (i am here) #1:30-2:45. class. 3:30-7:30 (instead of 6:30) work. #8-9 ish. work meeting! and 9-12. dnd. #and then i have to go to bed Immediately bc i have pt in the morning and then i will be going to work Immediately after that #i legit am not going to have Any free time until like 6 pm tomorrow. i barely even know when im gonna have time to Eat #this fucking sucks lmao. hating the fact that i chose to be responsible today.

[headedoutleft]

The thing I love about working a closing shift is getting to enjoy my morning before work but the thing I hate about working a closing shift is working the closing shift

#if the day requires me to do any actual work past 7 pm I feel outrage #and then I have to get up at 6 am tomorrow morning for an early meeting #suckssss #.txt

[spacebell]

yesterday morning I was very productive, today not so much

#the meeting we had yesterday morning was cancelled but today we did have another meeting #that might be i but I’m not sure #it’s 10 am and I logged on at 7:30 am #I had a meeting from 8 am to around 9 am and then I got up to make myself some breakfast #and now it’s 10 and I still haven’t started working #and my back hurts so I’m not sure how to sit so that it doesn’t hurt #and I’m thinking that tomorrow I have to go to the office and that means getting up extra early #but that also means that I get to see my friend #and that I am closer and closer to vacation time and time to actually rest and disconnect #mariana.txt

[binnie]

venting real quick

#tw alcohol #sooooooo I feel nothing lmao #i'm hollow and emotionless and empty #spent all day just wasting and waiting for time to pass #my heart is tired. my soul has been drained. #going to bed and calling it a night to escape this wretched state is an option #but i'm not sleepy in the slightest and i don't want to go lay down #and it's still pretty early #so if i go to bed i'll just be wasting even more time and feeling miserable #and if i fall asleep i'll wake up groggy and sickly and miserable #so me - being a very rational human fully in control of herself - ams seriously considering just getting a bit tipsy to pass time #maybe watch some dumb show to forget about my misery for like an hour or so #i know i shouldn't cause health or whatever #plus i have a meeting at 10am tomorrow and i've been having trouble getting up in the morning #PLUS tomorrow i'm finally gonna meet up with the student's office to discuss my special needs status #and what options I have to not have this school year completely ruin me #oh yeah right this september i applied for and got accepted to have special needs status for mental health reasons!!!! #(my university especializes in psychology and they - on paper - can grant the status to students with chronic mental health #that suffers from a chronic mental illness that's considered very severe that is frequently debilitating) #that significantly affects their academic experience) #both of which are my case. it's not very common tho so I'm fortunate they accepted me for the status!!) #anyway the council was supposed to inform my raging bitch of an advisor that i have the status #so we could write down a schedule that would better fit my needs #thing is she seems to have no idea #and I haven't brought it up yet #because 1.) i don't know how to #and 2.) i'm constantly scared she'll think i'm like. leaning on my status too much or throwing a “pity party” or something #which - objetively speaking - is a bit of a silly thought because my uni has given me the status because (cont.) #they felt it was fair and reasonable and that I have the right to have an uni experience that better fits my needs #BUT THAT'S THE THING LIKE there's this looming feeling in the back of my head that gives me massive imposter syndrome

[daz4i]

i woke up early for nothinggggg this is the saddest thing ever

#well. early for me 🧐 #i rushed through my morning stuff bc she said she's gonna come earlier too!!!! #but now!!!! she said her car isn't working!!!!! so she'll come over tomorrow!!!!! aaaaaaaa #she also feels passive aggressive to me i don't like her that much 💔 i always come out of meetings feeling not great #(normally bc of rsd tbh. and i told her i get hurt easily ig she just thinks she needs to toughen me up :( ) #it's not like i get to be picky here tho 🥲 I'm lucky to have even found like. anyone who'll take me really

[sleepymaddy]

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#me.txt #cannot listen to anything that’s being said in those meetings #incapable of doing the work I’m supposed to be doing #incapable of doing anything else #feel like I should be crying or tearing up but I can’t even do that #I’ll need to go to bed early bc today is a write off and that means I’ll have to do all the urgent work tomorrow morning #why the fuck can’t I just be a functional person