#I dunno I really had no idea as I still really

[crescent--crow]

Finally drew OG Wally art

I eventually wanna draw him accurately but I still struggle unfortunately

Changed a few things last minute on the finished piece cuz it didn't sit right .

I've had Dr Sunshine is dead stuck in my head all day and I went you know that song hits just right for Wally lmao. At least to me it gives the equivalent of The Tornado by Owl City. Just me?

I'll never not be able to get this man out of my head it seems. After drawing him every month since last year I wanted to give myself a break. Why? Why ? Why? Tbh I'm not sure , I adore his design and I love all the efforts Clown puts into Welcome Home. Tis why I've supported as much as I could. (And still do)

I don't really follow everything that happens in the fandom cuz I don't have the time to dwell on dramas that happen in every place it seems. I'm too old for that stuff.

This is as close as I'll ever get to drawing Wally lmao. I don't think I'll ever stop. And funny enough I've never really been a fanart kinda artist. But with all the beautiful AU's and dedications everyone put forth on this lil dude.

I also want to thank this lil dude in particular because he's helped me develop my painting style since day one of drawing him. You can see my development and new experiment ideas that didn't always turn out good. But I'm so damn proud of myself which is hard to say even for me. Why? Self doubt bears my arms despite spending countless hours on pieces that I try to make better the more I settle on it. He wears his heart on his feet and is a silly lil dude. But we know the cool aspect of Welcome Home is the spooky factor. I wanted to give it a try. I'm not quite sure what kind of artist I am because I want to do everything. Horror has always been my one thing I wanted to give a try. But I'm always scared it might be portrayed the wrong way. So maybe surrealism is the way to go? I dunno I'm ramblin

Anyway 🐦‍⬛💕 have a great weekend I have a con to get ready for. I'm utterly tired 😭

#digital art #digital painting #digital illustration #welcome home #wally darling #wally drawing #fanart #welcome home arg #welcome home fandom

[virune]

i hesitate to call fandom a "community" anymore because so much of the culture now is to just. block people you don't like (usually for petty/insignificant reasons) and stick to your own bubble. and i mean, i DO think that's helpful advice when it comes to navigating a space with so many different ideas and opinions, but there's also definitely this air of like. one strike and you're out. something you said gets misinterpreted or twisted and you can't get people to listen to you once they've made up their mind. people harassing each other over, like, ships? not even objectively bad ships, just like. crack ships or rarepairs that are definitely not and never will take the popular ship's crown or anything but oh man will they vaguepost about you for liking it! how can you even be sure you know who to block when you never really give anyone a chance?

i dunno man, i just. it's all so ridiculously petty, y'know? last time i was here, back in 2022, i got swept up in it too. i had a private blacklist of people who were unpleasant to/about me, but had to bite my tongue when my friends interacted with them because i didn't wanna be That Guy and my problems shouldn't affect my friends. i blocked people who "annoyed" me for literally the stupidest reasons, like i was SEEKING to be annoyed by people just so i could press that block button for a weird, twisted sense of satisfaction. i definitely carried with me some unhelpful thinking patterns. i was an asshole. i feel terrible for it now, so i'm focusing on being a kinder, more patient person.

and then i had to step away due to a health issue. this was in december of 2022. i chose to delete my blog to remove the temptation of coming back while i was recovering, and it definitely helped. i had planned to come back sooner, maybe sometime in 2023, but i needed more time than i realised and didn't come back until about a month ago. and you know what? my perspective has shifted. i think spending so much time out of this digital box really helped reset my brain. i don't block people now, not unless they're actually nasty. i just don't care enough anymore. i don't even have a problem with the folks who were unpleasant to me in the past. instead i'm choosing to be empathetic because i know what social media addiction can do to you - i've been through it too! it can make anyone worse.

i wouldn't say i'm a part of fandom anymore, not like i used to be, but i still enjoy sharing my art with all the wonderful people in it. i still enjoy chatting with my friends, and even making new ones, hopefully. but i have to stick to my own proverbial island, for now, and hope the right boats sail by.

#watch out my brain's doing a big think right now /lh #just needed to vent my feelings on fandom stuff and why i don't get as involved as i used to #i think fandom is a very different experience when you're young versus when you're an adult #because you just get so fatigued by all the high school-esque nonsense once you have bigger responsibilities in your life #i have to worry about finding livelihood with a learning disability i don't care that two made up guys are kissing or whatever #i put this under a read more since it's longer than i expected haha. you don't have to read it if you don't want to!

[misc-obeyme]

AJSJD THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED SATAN'S ANNOTATIONS IS HILARIOUS, I LOVE IT

I really need Lucifer to show me step by step how to cook because man 😭 My mom's way is mainly verbal listed instructions and basically being told to measure with my heart

I know like two actual dishes (spaghetti and picadillo), and then random stuff like beans, macaroni, chopped pork, fideo and carne (in theory), and hamburgers. These boys are getting repeat dishes !! Also I have the opposite problem where I don't know how to cook small portions 😅

If I'm alone, I like to play music while cooking and sing along. That's what I was thinking about the other day, the brothers pulling up barstools to hang out and listen. It'd probably take forever for me to even try singing along if they're sitting in because I'm so self conscious about it aksjdj.

But once I do, I'm in my feels. Especially if it's in Spanish, because they're all sad or romantic songs my parents liked to play. I dunno if any of the brothers know Spanish, I like to headcanon that Mammon does and I didn't know because it never comes up. I also like to think Lucifer and Satan know Latin, so they could technically pick up bits and pieces. I'd definitely be cursing and muttering in Spanish if I didn't think Lucifer understood me in an attempt to get away with it and avoid being scolded.

anyway I keep thinking about some romantic song coming on Darte Un Beso by Prince Royce would be so good for this and I point to Mammon while singing it, and why are his ears suddenly turning red ?? Why is he a stammering mess and saying he's got something to take care of before he runs out of the kitchen ??

Cue whoever was also hanging out asking if the song was in Spanish and if I knew Mammon understood the lyrics. Now I'M flustered and mortified, and dinner is at risk of being burned as i curl up on the floor in embarrassment. I shall never recover. Knowing my luck, Asmo was recording because it was a 'cute moment'- IMAGINE HIM POSTING IT TOO 😭 IT PROBABLY GOES VIRAL AND OVERANALYZED AND NOW THERE'S GOSSIP COLUMNS SPECULATING WHAT'S GOING ON BETWEEN THE HUMAN AND AVATAR OF GREED

This is what happens when you have two tsunderes falling for each other </3 one of which who is going to deny her feelings to hell and back because she's scared of love lolol. Asmo and Beel would totally be the one's to team up and stage an intervention (I say Beel bc he DID call out how Mammon was snooping through MC's room but wouldn't have it in him to sell their belongings in early season one, something like that)

also unrelated but I got complimented on my rings today !! I started wearing a couple more along with my obey me one's. I feel so cool with them, lmaoo

- ✨ anon

Listen here, ✨ anon. One of you guys is gonna hafta 'fess up!

Honestly, that is another really adorable scenario. I've always liked to headcanon that Satan has taken the time to learn all the human languages because it just feels like a very Satan thing to do. I think Lucifer probably picked up a bunch just 'cause he's himself.

But I love the idea that Spanish is like... one of the few languages Mammon bothered to learn. And I see him as being the type to learn languages because of necessity. I also like to think that the demons have all spent a certain amount of time in the human world. So Mammon probably lived in a Spanish speaking country for a while and had to learn the language while living there.

Fast forward to you singing to him in the kitchen~ and he understands every word~

You know, actually, I kinda think if this happened, Mammon would eventually ask you about it himself. He's a tsundere, sure, but if he knows how you feel? I can't imagine him holding out from you for too much longer at that point.

I've always felt his tsundere ways have to do with him thinking it'll mess with the cool guy image he's always aiming for. And he only does that because he's a little insecure (not like Levi, he's on a whole other level). I mean, he probably still has a little bit of self deprecation going on in his head due to the whole Michael not being able to handle him thing... then add the whole fall situation and...

He's afraid of rejection, but if he knows you already have feelings for him, then what's there to be afraid of?

Don't get me wrong, he's still gonna be nervous about it, but I think he'd act on that once he had a minute to adjust...

And if he doesn't, there's always Asmo or Beel to help things along~

Yesss I love that you got a compliment on your rings! I bet they look cool, too!

#anyway these are just my thoughts lol #but this is a cute scenario #obey me #obey me mammon #✨ anon #misc answers

[demonwield]

     A breath leaves the APPARATUS as the KING’S HAND waves the guards away, his SWORD AND SHIELD retreating at his command as he allowed his lips to CURL to match the unsettling VISAGE of the mask against his maw: tone gentle yet DISTORTED as he regarded her calmly. 

           ❝ Do forgive my RUDENESS for the mask, Miss Sokolova, but whether you already know or not, it is but a PRECAUTION for my kind and myself. A CUSTOM even, if you would. 

               I’ve heard STORIES about you, and it is WONDERFUL to meet you in person. . . ❞

@zorkaya​ ||  Starter Call!

#zorkaya #A King Of A Foreign Land || A Freak Amongst Freaks (Guest Muse: Kaneki Ken!) #I dont know why they are meeting uh --- #Maybe she came to Tokyo and he came to her? #She summoned him to meet her? #I dunno I really had no idea as I still really #Barely know anything about her own world;;;

[front-facing-pokemon]

#goodra #accidentally pasted a link to a duolingo tweet in this post at first #anyway. this used to be my favorite pokémon. to the point that i still have its natdex number memorized‚ 607 #wait that's litwick. never mind i forgot it wahey #706 yeah. i had it backwards #i dunno. i really like the idea of a big slime monster that wants nothing more than to hug you. but nobody wants to hug it back because #they'll get all goopy. i would hug them though. i would do this

[betweenblackberrybranches]

This is just an idea for an au

Idk the name would probably be something like the "(not so) imaginary friends au"

#my art #(ns)if au #??? i guess #moondrop #sundrop #fnaf dca #daycare attendant x reader #i actually just doodled myself when i was small and then had the idea #atleast i have an au for the moon design i liked now #its a super cozy au #dunno if i will make more of it #not to sound dumb but i still have my imaginary friends from when i was small so this au hits home for me #i know that i wrote that they are real but maybe i could play around with how real they really are #maybe its a mystery if they are actually real or not

[1tsjusty0u]

wow this has such majoras mask vibes! (guy who is currently playing majoras mask)

#this is about botw (an au for it) #just. if you take it as ganon hurting everyone else like hes been hurt (being trapped under tbe castle forgotten for ages and ages with nob #ody but himself and the people who trapped him directly above him. also corrupting the sheikah tech used against him (thats a stretch consi #dering the only way he was able to do that was that the king 10000 years ago was awful and buried the tech UNDER THE CASTLE while chasing t #he sheikah out)) + the eye motifs? (majoras eyes being indicators for bosses weak points and ganons malicw eyes) it just. huh #though in botw link doesnt really. well he sort of calls out to people (the champions which could be interesting for character arcs) but ot #herwise its kind of just. three people having a 2 v 1 in a ruined world that just ended up hurtinf all of them #literally nobody can turn back to what they had. not ganon in the past. not link (though i Do have feelings about pre cal link but thats al #l hcs so im not putting that here). and not zelda #and not the champions either (though the only ones grief we really see is miphas. maybe revali?) #its just. literally everything Is There Still. #the guardians. the older ruins like the forgotten temple. the great plateau #on one hand i see the destruction of the castle/monarchy great and will lead to good. but also People Died #deya village. the tabantha village. the characters couldve seen the time before the calamity as Great (even if it wasnt? it all depends! bu #t nostalgia and all that) #so. yeah. #i dunno what the thesis is here i just think its neat #also that one image i can stretch botws theme as much as i can concieve #this also gives me a fic idea. however i feel like i would be doing characters dirty in it

[wild-at-mind]

I get why people like the whole queer existence is resistance thing. I don't personally, because I think it puts a tonne of intracommunity pressure to exist in the 'right' way, I.e. the way that is 'radical' to the person currently scrutinising you. As a person with OCD that manifests in self scrutiny that I have to constantly concentrate on to avoid it becoming self hatred, I'm never going to be a fan of that. I kind of feel this way about any kind of assimilation conversation with regards to queerness really. I think it's an important conversation within irl communities who already care for each other- who shows up for others outside of their own interests and who doesn't, etc. But the internet makes things so impersonal and cold. It encourages people to make very serious snap judgements about others who they don't even know, and to encourage others to believe that about them. None of these people are in community together in any meaningful sense, or they wouldn't treat each other so ungenerously.

Anyway I had a bit of a realisation earlier- I think we have to tell ourselves our existence is inherently radical all the time because we're always getting the subtle message from our community and the wider activism community that having a good time or enjoying yourself is somehow bad, or insulting to people in dire straits. But instead of challenging that idea we say no it's OK because I'm doing activism simply by being here. I think it's fine to feel that way and in many ways existing as a marginalised person really is radical. I just want to make sure we aren't internalising the idea that we can't ever be happy or having a fun frivolous time without justifying it, and passing that idea along to others without meaning to.

#as radio 1 used to say: you only get one life- love it #i try and tell myself that when i get bogged down in the 'my misery is activism somehow' thinking #that so many people on here reinforce #i feel the 'pride is a protest' conversation constantly turns into this #because while pride's origin is in protest on the anniversary of the stonewall riot #most prides now are parties with a march and some information stalls #and...that's fine! If people have fun at it! #not everyone finds pride fun obvs its usually boiling very overwhelming and loud #ive had some shit times at pride but had a blast at my last one #it was post coming out as trans and I'd just started drinking more regularly #after abstaining for my meds for so long #i went alone had some drinks and a dance and went home #loved it best day ever #anyway the idea that in order to do activism you have to constantly disrupt #bring your 'queer liberation not rainbow capitalism' sign #i dunno...i dont think anyone really likes rainbow capitalism but the sponsers keep entry free #thats the case at my main one anyway #i struggle because i only just started having fun a bit more and enjoying things #i hate being hit with the message of 'actually this fun time is wrong ' #even in the most subtle ways- but maybe im oversensitive #i will say that if misery is activism ive more than paid my dues #why do they think people wanted to get into stonewall inn anyway??? #eta- i know not all prides are free and the ones that aren't still have corporate sponsors #i just don't feel it ruins pride personally #it's mildly annoying and that's all #eta: i put activism instead of capitalism in the slogan in the tags for some reason

[hibiscuslynx]

been thinkin . Yknow.

anyway, angsty rambles under the cut

thinking about the states being reckless as teenagers. impulsive, seeking thrill, adventure, plunging headfirst into any situation imaginable and making it out alive from situations they should not have lived through. thinking they were just lucky, absurdly lucky. falling in love, and having a family, and having to bury them. and realizing they’re going to outlive them far more than they thought, than anyone could’ve thought. having to bury kids and grandkids turns into resolving to never love again. to never get close to anyone again. they cannot bear the thought of grieving like this, over and over. and as the decades pass they still grieve. as the decades pass they still mourn and cry out into the night. they’re still here. their loved ones are not. and the decades keep passing and a new type of grief takes hold; the grieving of a memory lost. forgetting voices, laughs, faces, names. never forgetting the feeling. and they vowed never to love again and yet they still fall in love, because at the end of the day they’re still human.

the original 13 are bitter. bitter because they had to figure it out all on their own. they’re protective. protective because they don’t want the rest to figure it out like they did. and they warn, they warn the new states as soon as they can- they warn with weary eyes, burnt-out voices, rude personalities be damned.

#wttt #wttsh #welcome to the table #welcome to the statehouse #headcanons #lynx rambles #lynx writes #i think new england is so bitter sometimes because of this #colonial new england was so family-oriented and tight-knit #iirc the first grandparents in america were in new england #and how religious they were! #im not gonna get into it but #yknow #that grief had to hurt like all hell #Im still really torn on the whole . the states grew up as 'mortal' kids at first . #dunno! but hey #its fun to entertain the idea #they had normal names at the beginning #you think they were attached to them or qas there some sort of detachment from it? #like dysphoria type beat #do they mourn who they were when they believed they were mortal? #or did they always know that their name was not their own? #that they were something more (or less depending how you look at it) than human? #shouldve made another post for the tags maybe. Oh well

[gothamcityneedsme]

tbh, sort of thinking of an isa/t fic idea. this was something i thought about while i was playing, but it reminded me a little of the book 'heir apparent', and in that book, the protagonist isn't quite in a time loop, but she's trapped in a video game, typical 'will die if you don't beat the game in x amount of time' sort of thing. she makes lots of attempts, tries several different routes, figures out what she thinks will be best, etc. then, at the end, her brain starts overheating and so she's basically dying and the characters of the game go from being focused on their own gains/possibly turning on her/etc, and instead become super helpful to her and help her complete the game.

when she gets out of the game, the programmer explains that the characters are programmed to act more helpful when a player breaks down. she didn't show any signs of weakness until she was literally dying, which is why the characters weren't overly helpful until then.

and i find that really interesting, it's still stuck with me, that being strong isn't always the way to find the answer or to win a situation.

anyways. i don't have a specific idea on how to apply such a thing for isat (and like. yes the game itself sort of does), but I feel like there's a way to lean more heavily into the concept, perhaps across several loops. of sif breaking down in a way where suddenly everyone seems way more helpful and things actually progress. i think that'd be really interesting for. probably a short fic, nothing too extended.

#shitpost #weirdly the heir apparent wikipedia doesn't actually. describe the end of the book properly #which is QUITE odd to me! #anyways. idk this isn't really a coherent 'idea' because i haven't had one yet #the comparison is still lingering with me though #heir apparent was one of my favorite childhood books. i haven't read it in like probably at least 15 years #maybe more like 10 though #i dunno. anyways. the comparison lingers

[maligniti]

there are some 2010s dance songs i simply cant listen to because of my um. my senior friend in highschool when i was a sophomore. we had introductory weights class together. and she would always dance to the songs instead of lifting . to this day when i hear ridin solo by jasoooon derulo i picture andy doing the standing worm.

#i also mentioned the idea of moving into an apartment in northern ca or something w friends after school #and then when she broke up with her fiancee she messaged me on tumblr asking if i still wanted to do that #so i blocked her. um. #i had that idea purely from brockhampton. and thats highschool! #v #her astrology chart was um interesting. i cant find it now but #aries with Sagittarius asc and Sagittarius moon + pluto conjunct ascendant #and at the same time my male highschool friend was aries sun leo moon sag rising #what did i do to deserve this? dunno #on the moon conj ascendant bit it was funny cuz her head literally was almost spherical. really circular head #conj from 12th house for both if im not mistaken

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

fuck it i’m writing a thing for the fusion au

#the nemesis speaks #this is really just setup for a different idea i had that i dunno if i'll ever actually write #(''what if you fused with a frenzied noble?'') #i still don't know how i'm gonna write lady sneasler we're learning as we go baby #warden fusion au

[noxtivagus]

random thought usually i kin characters that i love the most or characters i rather hate in a way (hate is too strong of a word though hmm)

#i usually don't exactly share things outright or directly abt myself to others. if you go out of your way to do so or analyze me you're #always welcome to do so ngl that intrigues me a lot. i do that w others often n the idea of the same happening to me just feels too foreign #i know hmm why exactly i'm like this rn n i don't care enough anymore to rlly write about it anymore #each time i think i write too much or say too much that's usually when i get worse n worse #earlier this year this summer when i was doing pretty well but then.. 'i talk too much' #n then part of me just disappeared since then #it hurts when it always feels like a part of me is just always hidden in a way. not that it's my intention bcs #i really want to just be myself n be authentic or wtvr but #this.. loneliness that has always been with me that i #hmm. thinking abt it n i haven't had any good dreams lately huh. despite sleeping early i still haven't rlly slept well #n the real world feels like a dream too. n then #this emptiness that's just always there despite all the things that have made me happy lately. it all feels like a dream #the past feels so far away. the sight of the stars the dawn on the horizon. the clouds yonder over the beach #all of it slipping out of my reach. the chill breeze hugging me n how free i felt in all those moments #reaching out.. reaching out wld leave me be to either fall or drown #in a literal sense n. also metaphorically #in hesitance for either outcome. perhaps everything's just taken away by the wind instead. #every trace taken away by the rain that floods my mind? #dunno what i'm writing. i just can't feel that i'm.. living properly. despite all of this #that disconnection or wtvr along w the regret n guilt n wtvr that just. piled up or wtvr #i lost a part of me that night. all these reflections confuse me so much n just warp my mind to other worlds #dilemmas so many dilemmas n these thoughts n emotions just contradict so painfully n #i'm fine. but. i don't want to forsake my progress or my younger n future self n #who am i? what do i want? why can't i.. reach out? incompetence on so many levels it gets hard to hold unto myself #but still i'll hope i guess. still dream n wish n write. but i'm just losing my energy n motivation to connect w reality #i'm sorry. for everything. so much i can't write.. but everything's crammed in my head or smth. but i'll be fine i'm fine #this is my fault. i'll do this on my own. i'm sorry #it's so confusing bcs i love myself more than i hate myself n i know what i need n should do but. yeah #i'll be fine eventually. with wtvr i'll do n wtvr pain so long as i still live even if i lose hope so long as i hold unto tomorrow.. #i'm too tired to reach out for others n for myself anymore. i'm sorry. i'll be fine though i'll just think of other stuff for now

[junepegbert]

brndnelas smmlsaaal

#ksospspspsuygsgdhdh…….&.&.$: #so anyways. #it’s soooooooo. unfortunate. #how much i hate the idea of being cared for #or well i don’t hate it #it just feels. wrong on every level #like all day today whenever one of my buds tried cheering me up i ended up wincing cause it felt so wrong #and like i love it and i appreciate it because it’s more than i could kindness than i’d ever dare ask for or much less wish for #but i still can’t get over the idea that i haven’t earned it or don’t deserve to feel bad or whatever #i mean part of it’s also how i struggle actively helping myself #ie there are things i know make me be better. but i actively chose to avoid doing them #because well on some fundamental level i don’t really want to feel good. like at the core of my being i do deserve to feel awful constantly #but i rarely do feel bad because i get used to whatever problems too fast #so i dunno. i guess i just hold onto whatever sadness or anything i get because it’s the closest to me ‘getting what i deserve’ that i’llget #and i don’t want these people i love to worry about me or even think about me in the context of someone who needs help but i’m still just. #like. some dumb kid y’know. and it’s so upsetting all the time #and i dunno i guess i could go on about my dad #and say something like ‘ah with him i had to earn love and respect! these people just love me no matter what and it feels wrong’ but that’d #simplify this way too much. i’m just kinda miserable at the core of the concept of ‘me’ #so i dunno. it’s hard. i don’t like it. and i don’t think i realistically can get better from it #because well i only ever day dream about getting *worse* #and getting everyone around me to finally see me for who i think i am and so they all leave me #but it’s so. i dinno. #vent

[swankpalanquin]

listening to other people talk about their library school experiences and early archiving careers makes me just realize how i've done everything absolutely wrong lol

#like i Literally fell into my job lol i'm convinced i was only hired cos i didn't have to move and could start basically immediately #like i did no archiving classes and no internships and like no research that is actually useful #i feel like i've had too much of a late start to actually have a career in the field so that sort of immediately means i can never move #up into a faculty position which like... not even sure if i would want that... #but i also still secretly (not secretly? lol) crave prestige and money and like being stuck at a staff position til i retire #will not achieve that.... but like i dunno... i really like rare books so maybe should look more into that than archives #but that is like a whole field i have no idea about.. so. hmmm #i'm trying to figure out too many things with my life this year lol i need to choose a struggle

[dan-crimes]

I might not have social anxiety but man I gotta tell you having perfectionism sure makes me FEEL like I do sometimes like it's always the build up like I need to make sure it is PERFECT before I do it or else I am a FOOL but like I also don't fucking give a shit? Like I do not care if someone doesn't like me or something that I made cuz they're a dick if they talk shit so like that is NOT my problem but then also just thinking about showing my art to someone of THEIR character and getting it WRONG just makes me feel like I'm gonna spontaneously explode cuz like I have tons of stuff drawn (or that I have planned to draw) that I can't even show off bcuz I feel like I will die

#😭😭😭 #like I really do not have social anxiety like I know this for a fact it is just when it comes to my own perfectionism #it causes me to act like this where I simply cannot do anything #but like as soon as the person sees it like I'm cool or whatever it doesn't feel like I'm getting stabbed in the heart anymore #I guess it's just the unknown of it all 😭😭😭 #I dunno man I have no idea 😭😭 #the thing is like I have made mistakes before with drawing someone's character #and they told me and like I had absolutely NO PROBLEM WITH IT 😭😭😭 #LIKE THERE WAS ACTUALLY NO PROBLEM?? I JUST WENT OH THANKS FOR TELLING ME I DIDN'T KNOW #AND THEN I FIXED IT AND IT WAS ALL GOOD!!!!!! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THE IDEA OF IT STRIKES FEAR IN MY SOUL !!!!!! #like someone help me man I got no idea what my problem is with this specific thing 😭😭😭 #and like sometimes I can just do shit with no problem like after a while I can just send my art and it's no problem #like it has a time limit. if it's new art I will die #but after a while like a few weeks or a month then I just casually send it like Oh yeah I drew this a while ago #no problem #I guess cuz it's newly made and I'm still like attached to it cuz I just put the work into it??? I dunno man 😭😭 #I'm trying to do the brain stuff man I'm trying to work it out in my brain