#I discovered quite a few more medical issues I have and the christian crowd is getting on my fucking nerves about it

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I've got a personal situation going on that I want to eventually talk about here, but in summary transphobes and fundamentalist christians hate women and can suck my spiritual dick about it

#idk maybe I'll go into more detail eventually #but essentially I'm very tired of the christian and terf narrative of 'don't get gender affirming care your body is healthy and perfect' #'the lord made you the way you should be :)' #and I know terfs aren't doing it based on jesus but they can still go fuck themselves over the same rhetoric with a 'fem' sticker over it #because I want to get top surgery but that's 'mutilating healthy tissue' #but I have a family history of early onset breast cancer which means getting preventative surgery is one of my best options #so what now? am I mutilated because it's gender affirming and technically not cancerous? or am I brave because I went under the knife to #prevent cancer I know Im likely to get? #You can't tell if I got top surgery to affirm my gender or a double mastectomy to prevent cancer unless you ask me #So right now Im very angry about the concept that I was 'beautifully and wonderfully made' by some deity that wanted my mom to die at 45 #I discovered quite a few more medical issues I have and the christian crowd is getting on my fucking nerves about it #'let me pray over you' pray over this dick my mom and her mom already got got and I was gonna chop them regardless #ex christian #religious trauma #parental death tw