#I can’t pick now lmao

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Welp I’ve done it again.

I have about twenty shiny new ebooks in my library. I read two of the short stories (“2 B R 0 2 B” and “The Beach Scene”). I definitely liked the latter better. It was very good. (Unreality and paranoia warning on that one for sure though). The first one kinda left me with a bad taste in my mouth; which prompted me to read the second lol

#Will I ever read Crime and Punishment? I hope so… because I don’t think I can watch the film adaptation without reading it first #without feeling guilty because IT’S RIGHT THERE #I also found the V for Vendetta comic and downloaded that 👀 #And I still have The Invisible Man from… ages ago whoopsie #Anyone seeing a trend here because I sure am ahaha #I also got a book where some dude turns into a giant bug called Metamorphosis… it was listed under horror but the premise sounds hilarious #And another book I downloaded at random because it had an instrument in the title and was also listed under horror #I also found We (1984’s granddaddy) for free <3 #And a whole bunch of other stuff #I can’t pick now lmao #I might start with V for Vendetta though that seems fun (and it looks like a quick read)

[withdenim]

Lullaby <3

#one day I’ll learn to draw feet/shoes lmao #anyways they’ve been killing me the last few weeks #I can’t think about them and be normal I have to pick one #Kai RAISED her guys…. they were both so LITTLE #when Nya said my brother was always my hero #god. what if my heart shattered into one billion pieces #now imagine this is after a game of countershot #they’re eepy!!! they’ve been running around!! #ninjago #my art #lego ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago Kai #ninjago nya #Nya jiang #Kai Jiang #ninjago fanart #the scars are just burns amassed over time as Kai tries to figure out blacksmithing with literally no guidance #he was like five. rip girl

[rowanisawriter]

i took the song of achilles down off the shelf today

#mom come pick me up i'm scared #i read galatea and was craving more of her work but i….. am not strong…….. #idk if i can inflict even more brain damage on myself tbh but i did take it down today and now its on the table lol #can’t wait to liveblog my descent into complete fuckin madness lmao goodnight

[animalsandskyyy]

apparently there’s a daily limit on how many blogs you can create?!?!?? whyyyyy

#like I know why #but i’m trying to come up with a blog name for something and i do that by making a bunch of blogs and picking the best but now I can’t #aaaaaahhhhh #I just want a blog to reblog text posts to lmao #also apparently i’m up to 55 blogs now so that’s fun lmao #also fyi the limit is 10 blogs #grace is dramatic

[the-raging-tempest]

I am thinking of her (Lariel) she so tiny…

#oc: lariel #my hamster wheel #I feel like shit and I can’t tell if I’m sick or it’s something else #woke up with bruises I don’t remember getting #I really really really need to resent my sleep schedule #because my meals are also fucked with this medication I’ve barely eaten the past few days #may just be unconcious for a few days LMAO #will feel better imagining Lariel getting treated nice #💕 #she is so…. pick upable #I feel like I need to draw that but also I need to chill #LMAO #but imagine… large man pick her up… #now you understand #😌 #*reset

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[puppyeared]

Look at you, strawberry blond

Fields rolling on

I love it when you call my name

#guess who finally managed to get a Mitski song stuck in their head 🫡 #I remember I used to really dislike eating strawberries when I was a kid but I really like em now.. crazy #I really like rolling em around in sugar and it makes the sugar turn pink it’s so goooood #my mom used to try growing strawberries back in our old house but she gave up cause squirrels kept eating em #before she could pick them LMAO.. maybe I should show her the painted rocks trick or something #but yeah whenever I see strawberries on anything I’m overcome with the urge to grab it. I saw a flower crown with strawberries and I melted #which is why I drew this ^^ and the fact that I managed to get mitski stuck in my head by listening to strawberry blond enough times #ALSO I managed to cover my entire room in glow in the darks and surprised my mom ^^ my rooms painted very very light yellow so the stars #end up camouflaging in the walls during daytime but when I turn the lights off they all glow ITS SO COOOOOOOOL #I feel so accomplished. sadly I can’t show pictures because it doesn’t come out well in photos 🗿 #my art #myart #my oc #oc #Augusta #mitski #strawberry blond by mitski #strawberry blond #strawberry #original character #character design #pink

[saturno-sol]

Yknow maybe it’s not a good thing to have kids with a ten year+ difference between them.

#vent #just. a lot of realizing stuff that has been gnawing at my brain for a while #for those who dont know all kf my siblings are like over 19 years older than i am #which at face value isn’t inherently the issue #but it starts digging in that out of all of my sisters #im the odd one out #because im the youngest #and it always felt like they were less my sisters and more extra parents #treating me more like one of their own children than their sister #and at first it didn’t bother me/i didn’t care enough to be bothered #but now its just #im 21. i wanna be apart of the in group #i wanna get to relate to my sisters because now im an adult and im on their level #but im still not #im still just this weird awkward little girl #and its frustrating #knowing that they dont take me seriously #that im not #idk sister enough because i was born much later than they were #and my dad being always irritated by the fact that he has to come pick me up from college #and how he never acts this way if we go visit the girls (same amount of travel time) #doesnt help the alienating feeling at all lmao #i think the straw that broke me was the fact that they all have a groupchat #my dad and my three sisters #but never was I included or even asked about it #idk. maybe im thinking too hard about this but its just like #i want to belong. what do i need to do to belong. #what is wrong with me that I can’t be seen as an equal as their sister too #its #hard

[deus-ex-mona]

when you can never forget… _(:3 」∠)_

#mad cringe 3am rant incoming pls stand by— #…so i found my enstars screenshots from 2018 and i don’t even remember half of them happening h e l p #there’s stuff like spamming for repayment fes event nazuna niichan till i had 0 dia left… #…and making ship birthday board things for the 2019 birthday events. i made leokasa and subahokke ones s o bs #and i think i saw a makoizu ss from the librarian event? the outfit + blushing seaweed head sure looks like it’s from that event #(tfw you’re the only one shipping this problematic ship lmao) #also speaking of enstars hi are there any other hokke recasting rejectors out there👀👀👀 #hokke’s current va has been voicing him for much longer than his previous va ever did and i *still* can’t get used to his ‘new’ voice lmao #i remember benching his 5☆ so fast the moment i heard his ‘new’ voice post-recasting. sad times. initial hokke was my first 5☆ too… #but the most cringe memory i have of enstars is… downloading it thinking it was a haikyuu game bc subaru lowkey looks like hinata. #in my defence i couldn’t read japanese back then ok. i was so confused when they told me to pick an idol unit bc ‘where my volleyboys at???’ #i really should’ve realised something was up when i saw hokke (or as i thought he was back then: haru from the swimming anime) appear smh #it took me like 2 months to get through the tutorial bc i was so confused. 0/10 experience; should’ve quit enstars on the first uninstall #but lmao i still have the og enstars app unupdated on my old phone. it still has the dumb 4th anni thing on the icon. time flies… #and well if you read this for some reason or other… go listen to ‘crush of judgement’ or ‘sei shounen yuugi’👀 they’re the best songs (imo) #also nazuna niichan is the bestest boy and prettiest boy and the cutest boy and have you seen his frozen ice card it’s so cute and aaaaaaa— #also now that that’s done can i talk about my 3.5 year long love live phase— #ok i think i got enough cringe out of my system for now. #tune in in a few hours for (maybe) more cringe tag blubbering about shin jidai this time (provided my dvd comes in today dhl p l s—) #it is suiyoubi my dudes #inedible blubbering

[ferromagnetiic]

10. Go tell your partner you love them! Now! Go on!!

                    【 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄'𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏. 】                    @gumpistol    @snowdrcp

         ❝ What, so ya can watch me bein' all soft with yer nakama? I ain't doin' that shit in front of ya, don't be a fuckin' freak. ❞

          There's no way in hell he would willingly let Luffy hear something like that, he would never live it down. He would immediately perish. He would die of humiliation on the spot.

     He's just going to literally kidnap her and take her to his own ship instead so Luffy doesn't have to see.

     Don't tell him what to do, he'll tell his missus he loves her because he wants to, not because Straw Hat told him to.

#gumpistol #snowdrcp #【 ⚙ ˊˎ | GET OUT OF MY WAY | ask. 】 #【 ⚙ ˊˎ | RECKLESS TONGUE | ic. 】 #【 ⚙ ˊˎ | IF YOU CAN’T GET WHAT YOU WANT ; WELL IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF ME | gumpistol : luffy. 】 #【 ⚙ ˊˎ | LET THE SPARKS FLY BABY | shou. 】 #VALENTINE'S DAY 2024 #// thank you lala now i don't need to send this ask to myself lmao #// picks up shou under his arm like a caveman and angrily storms off with her #// sorry luffy -1 crew member

[akkivee]

NAGOSAKA MANGA IS BACK!!!!!!!

#this is vee speaking #YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!🎉🧡💜🧡💜🧡💜🧡💜🎉 #no new story like i was hoping but we’re lined up with the other publications so i can’t be too upset lol #the chapter was a lot of fun!!!! we got to see nagosaka’s pre chuuoku departure!!!!! #sasara was hamming it up on tv rosho got pranked by his kids and it cheered him up (🥺🥺🥺) #rei was relaxing with other old men in a bar kuukou was meditating on the upcoming battle (as shakku watched over him 🥺🥺🥺) #jyushi went to go talk to his grandma (😭😭😭) and hitoya played a guitar after doing his hair lol #the thing about hitoya tho is that kuukou (dragging jyushi along lol) came to pick up hitoya to head out #and hitoya looked like he exited an apartment complex lmao #i think hitoya might be living in like a really expensive condo or something lol #i hope it’s soundproof since we also now know he plays his guitars when he’s feeling angsty lmao #c: rapping boys

[harrylights]

.

#update that nobody needs on guitar playing lmao but i genuinely do wanna track my progress #figured out the funky little finger plucking part in timezone and it’s???? so much fun it sounds so cool??? #i’ve been playing guitar for over a decade but never rly did any picking at all just strumming n shit bc it’s way easier #and my tiny ass hands don’t help lol #but i can just make it work w this and i can’t wait until it’s not a struggle anymore and i can play it w my eyes closed #all i wanna do when i get home now is practice and i love that feeling sm #my hand hurts tho so i gotta take a break and try to finish some fanart teehee #ty for the art grind while everything else is shit haha:) #rowyn rambles

[secondlastk]

wait how long has this been canon??

#are they just announcing this now??? lmao?? #bc the next tweet is tracer 76 and light weaver who are already canonically gay #every time Overwatch does something like this all I can think of is “’in case of PR disaster break glass’ #I can’t believe they didn’t pick lucio tho #lesbian pharah has been canon in my heart since 2016 #jean baptiste augustin #fareeha amari #pharah #baptiste #secondlastlife

[peapod20001]

Anyways before I forget again,

Does anyone else have meanings behind oc color pallets? Both for an individual character and when they’re part of a group??

#random post #I can name a couple I think #not in these tags lol I can’t #and I don’t mean like!! ‘they’re all pink cus it means they’re family :>’ I mean like #they all have a certain aesthetic and colors that both 1. fit together nicely and 2. give an idea of their character #hmgmgmhgfjn someone ask about it so I can fucking. talk about it not in tags I am *claws wall* my mind is very active and I need to tone it #the FUCK down fhiddbd #anyways I’m thinking about the blandamores..and fruit dads..poly boyfriends (August) #thinking about the Grimm fam (al and beauty and the rest) al and his triad friend thing #uhm. kinda Séb and fam a bit #god now I’m. thinking about design choices as well as colors #I have thoughts I swear I just. I need you to eat my brain to understand #I need you to ‘warm bodies’ open my skull and slurp my brain meats to pick up what I’m trying to put down #lmao now I’m thinking about how Ozzie. Goose & Blondee (and some of their kids) are practically my only ocs with like. legit clown paint on #well it’s not PAINT it’s their faces but like!! OH THERES CHINTZY THEY HAVE A WHITE FACE #and!!! I can’t think of any more of the top of my head they’re all kinda just. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ solid colored (sad) #lmao where was I uhmmhhg uh #anyways uhm. if I’ve colored an oc before pls ask why I colored them how I did I promise it’s not entirely ‘cus it looks nice :>’ I had at #least some thoughts about it 😭 #oh and maybe 👉👈 design bits too perhaps #god watch me creatively crash in the next ten minutes lmao ah

[fingertipsmp3]

I really think I only get by at work because I look a bit pathetic all the time and people take pity on me

#people really let me get away with insane levels of incompetence and for what #case in point: the phone rang and my immediate reaction was to say ‘oh god why’ and then pick it up before i could second guess it #i babbled ‘hello; [name of workplace]; ellen lastname speaking?’ and then i was so anxious i didn’t listen to what the person said #i understood enough to realise we were either being auditied OR asked to make an order. both of these options made me panic because girl #i am not even CLOSE to being equipped to do either of those things. two seconds ago i was disinfecting a shelf and now i’m talking #to someone who seems to be welsh. i’m confused #so i said ‘uhhhh i’m going to get a manager sorry. it’ll just be a minute’ and i leave the phone on the hook #coincidentally the retail manager (NOT my manager but A manager) appears with a joiner who he is showing around and explaining some work #that needs to be done; and i hand him the phone and am like ‘i have no idea who’s on the phone but they need to speak to a manager’ #he takes it from me and is like ‘[name] here. someone will call you back’ hangs up and looks at me like i’m some horrendous pleb #‘it’s a wholesale frozen food company. tell [assistant catering manager] they called’ and i’m like ‘okay sorry. thanks’ #i felt soooooo stupid but nothing bad happened! and the assistant manager said we don’t order from them anymore because their stuff isn’t #good lol. so that was funny #this is why i don’t answer phones girl. #i was expecting it to be someone calling in sick (aka the only thing i was equipped to deal with) that was why i picked up tbh #because like who else has SPECIFICALLY the catering number. why do these people have it. so weird #but yeah. i really think i only got away with this because i’m so deeply pathetic looking lol #like gerry could never get away with this sort of thing #there’s a reason our boss’s boss asked gerry if he knew how to cash up yet and didn’t bother asking me. like. i OBVIOUSLY don’t know #i can’t even be relied upon to answer a phone lmao. i MOP FLOORS WRONG #world’s most incompetent barista over here ✨ #personal

[thecoffeetragedy]

I should read the ronan/dreamer trilogy because I care a lot about adam parrish but tbh I probably won’t because I only care about adam parrish

#text #can’t bring myself to care about what it’s about tbqh #except adam and that’s a lot of commitment for what is probably #just a small and frustrating part #i think he only shows up in the last book even #i don’t hate or even dislike ronan at all #but knowing a character is the author’s favourite always kinda ruins it for me tbh #at least when they aren’t my favourites too lmao #i think I’m grown up enough to admit it now ahah #i will probably reread the raven cycle maybe in a couple of years #with fresh eyes #maybe find out I care more about ronan’s story than I thought I did #and then finally pick up the next trilogy #will probably happen actually!! #so I don’t want to force myself until then