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gayorb · 2 years

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#velma dinkley #scooby doo #scooby doo trick or treat #trick or treat scooby doo #lesbian character #coc Diablo #lesbian representation #love wins tonight #I am still crying my eyes out

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 1 year

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First of all, I just want to say. I called it lol

Finally an sskk face off since the sacrifice. I am going insane. I can’t articulate all my thoughts rn but something about the way Atsushi aimed a kick at Akutagawa that he fully expected the guy to block (because they know each other’s usual fighting styles!!!) only for it to connect and hurt him; Atsushi begging Akutagawa to recognize him because even if he still can’t consciously admit it, Atsushi has become convinced that Akutagawa wouldn’t be attacking him like this if he knew it was him; pleading for him to snap out of it and demanding to know why he saved him aghhhhh I’m going feral we know the reason Atsushi we know whyyyyy

I can’t believe it actually. We are at the point where sskk do not want to genuinely hurt each other. Atsushi attacked only out of self defence and was taken aback by actually breaking his wrist. Akutagawa refused to kill Atsushi in the Fukuchi fight and Atsushi is now convinced he’d stop attacking if he recognized him. Holy shit. Oh my god.

And Sigma badass moment! My boy, he pulled through! Either him or Chuuya had to break the stalemate; hell yeah, validation. Wasn’t there a meme someone made? “Prison arc -> prison arc if Sigma still had a gun”? Well Sigma’s got a gun and things are picking up babyyyy! His retort to Fyodor was quite possibly the funniest thing he could’ve said in response. Just completely shut him down. Using what he’s learned running the empty home Fyodor previously tried to buy his trust with. Beautiful. ADA Sigma real??? (I think the story will have to acknowledge his very public involvement with Taneda’s shooting and the acts of terrorism the Hunting Dogs now know he is responsible for… so I’m not sure how that will go but I’d like to see him end up with the Agency tbh… so long as it makes sense.)

Things I did not expect:

Mysterious note left in Russian??? It could be Mykola I suppose but… why? What happened? If he’s actually in trouble I doubt he’d need help escaping. Is it a trap? But what for? Alternatively… could it be Pushkin? He was in Meursault initially right? We never found out what his connection was. It could be a new Russian author too! Intriguing! There’s also the matter of it being written in Russian in the first place - who is it meant for? Sigma specifically? Or is it meant for someone else who speaks Russian?

Dazai is actually injured! I was certain he had something ready to get out on his own but I like this much better. Tbh I know this sounds bad but I’m actually way more invested now that Dazai has a broken leg and Fyodor was just shot. There’s higher stakes, you know? Damn though. I think Dazai’s injuries are. Worse. He’s being terribly self-sacrificial, and is apparently going to face off against Chuuya next time we see him. I do think now the stakes would be too low if Chuuya was completely free of the brainwashing tbh… I’m hoping for a double “I know you’re in there” fight between skk and sskk. Not that Dazai can do much physically but his strength has always been with words anyways, and I am certain Chuuya’s already fighting back. And I know Atsushi will reach Akutagawa. Manifesting sskk reunion where they challenge Fukuchi again and win this time via the power of unbreakable trust (delusional).

Sigma asks Fyodor “WHAT are you?” Which is interesting, and I’m hoping will acknowledge the way Fyodor doesn’t seem to age… but also intriguing is the “getting closer” part on the side which implies he’s not quite right. I think Fyodor will still turn out to be human tbh (it’d be weird otherwise, thematically), but now I’m starting to lend a little more weight to that theory about a Fyodor double…

Well anyways. This was a lot. I’m going to helplessly whir about it for a bit now.

#bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd chapter 107 #storyrambles #I just want an incredibly homoerotic showdown between skk and sskk where Dazai and Atsushi snap their partners out #of the brainwashing so Chuuya can wreak havoc while Dazai watches him with stars in his eyes as he’s crumpled on the floor #and Akutagawa can immediately go off to fight Fukuchi so he doesn’t have to answer Atsushi who is behind him #relieved and irritated and asking him why he chose to save him on repeat #‘I am asking you a question here!’ ‘I cannot hear you jinko we have more pressing matters keep up’#aya leaning over to bram: ‘he-he’s dodging the question!’#I take my theorizing very seriously thank you very much :P #wait. Hold on. What if. What if dazai can nullify the vampire curse but only when he’s in contact.#what if chuuya has to carry him everywhere while dazai is in physical contact with him constantly. think of the comedy. think of the gay.#actually I’m going to cry that’s so funny to me. they’d be complaining about it constantly #meanwhile you just know chuuya is worried about the extent of dazai’s injuries and dazai is still livid about the mind control #hi this is unbelievably funny to me

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lunarharp · 5 months

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qifrey's birthday and silly stuff

#witch hat tag #orufrey #excerpt is from my 30k failing eye fic (link in pinned) which has a birthday scene. i revisited and edited it again and it is now 30k :)#kerplunk thing is because of a mysterious game that shirahama has drawn orufrey playing before and to me it looks like Kerplunk.#a kids' game from this 'Real World' which we live in. card game is Cheat from neopets. but it's a real game. i want to play it for real....#you lie and cheat in it..hence the name..and 'branston the eyrie you are a bold one' classic neopets tumblr post...no....ok then.....#'hey qif i know we're obsessed with witches' kerplunk but we used to play cheat all the time what happened to that??'#'oh. i just..don't like lying to you. i don't like how it feels.' 'oh haha i guess that's a good thing. ok let's play kerplunk instead ^_^'#'mm. *dying inside crying in the rain in my soul*'#i dislike trying to illustrate my writing. i resent myself for having described oru's captivating mysterious smile so perfectly #i can't draw that. i know what it looks like perfectly in my mind and i am right there on that roof but i can't draw it satisfyingly enough #writing comes from a different part of my brain. there's different things in there. i'm glad i wrote out some of what i can't draw.#then there are things that i don't write or draw but which are still a crucial ongoing facet of my orufrey mindscape.#the Written orufrey the Drawn orufrey and the Unspoken orufrey... three faces of a beautiful irreplaceable jewel in my heart...#could a depressed person do THAT.

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layalu · 8 months

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hey guess who just finished EotE and is feeling So Very Normal about it

#i wanna paint this properly at some point but i needed to get this out of my system #my art #id in alt #outer wilds #outer wilds eote #outer wilds spoilers #(idk if this says anything without context lol but i'll probably ramble in the tags so imma give it a spoiler tag anyway)#i will admit i only watched a walkthrough instead of playing bc i am a wuss :')#would def recommend playing over watching any part of ow but still. hhhhhhhh #the thematic contrast & parallels of the strangers is so gooood #also the atmosphere (it is great in the entirely of ow but i love how eote keeps it up while making it distinct from the main game?)#also also solanums and the prisoners theme together is the best thing. btw. so pretty but it makes me cry #but ye. i love how it starts with one eye and then every species that gets involved has progressively more #which idk if there is supposed to be any meaning to that lol but it sure is cool for Imagery TM

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significant-ace-nnoyance · 1 year

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any 'wait for it' girlies out there? nice nice just wanted to drop by and let you know that you are mentally unwell!! me too :) we can unpack why you latched onto those lyrics as a kid together <3

#elli i am staring at you 👁👄👁 STARING DIRECLTY AT U #i relistened the other day after our convo and HOLY FUCK NO WONDER I ATTACHED TO THAT SONG AS A CHILD BJADLSFDJKSL #the lyrics BRO ARE WE OKAY #I DONT THINK SO #anyways heres a very niche off brand callout post . if this speaks to u hmu #we can do some group therapy #aka play that song on repeat and sing all the lyrics still embedded in our brains from 5th grade #thats a lie we all know u didnt stop in 5th grade #hamilton #i guess #im always scared to tag outside the byler tag/my mutuals because 🥺people on the internet are scary and need to calm down most of the time #wait for it #almost said wait for me originally because thats ALSO another banger and i need to add hadestown to my intro post bc BJAKLDSJKLJVS #formative middle school experience frfr #that musical slays omg #and i actually went and SAW that one #the flashing lights directly aimed at audiences were absolute HELL for me but its okay bc i could just close my eyes and recite the lyrics #this is way off topic my b #hadestown girlies stand up and hmu #we can just jam out to way down hadestown and chant and wait for me reprise and also cry to flowers together #ok thats enough tags

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nandermoenthusiast · 23 days

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oh my god i got so emotional SHUT UUUUUP

#911 #911verse #evan buckley #so this is what crying about a character is actually like #like i do be crying at times dont get me wrong #but i just love buck so much. i kept stopping the episode and going. omg omg omg #omg its happening. omg idk if i can actually watch this. omg its happening !!!!!!!!!!!#jesus christ JESUS CHRIST #like i know we throw the word around a lot but this is MY SON #and everything that happened in the episode. it was like it was happening to me #i felt actual physical damage and actual butterflies as the kiss moment approached #like theY DID THAT #THEY MADE MY BI SON CANONICALLY BI #idk to have this shift in a characters perception this late in a procedural….. 911 you gods #i really hope they can somehow make more seasons cause they would deserve ti #it. and like. this doesn’t have to be the end of buddie??#they could get them together at any time bc buck realizing hes into men is a lot other worm can than buck realizing hes in love with #his best friend. i just dont know how they would do it with eddie bc they would have to pull a lot of focus over there too with a big #chance of feeling repetitive with their narratives #maybe they just show them together after a timejump and say they worked some stuff out idk lmao #ANYWAY I AM STILL CRYING BECAUSE BUCK MY SON IS A CANONICAL BISEXUAL JEALOUS DISASTER JUST LIKE HIS MAMA ❤️#THIS IS WHAT REPRESENTATION IS ACTUALLY ALL ABOUT (and i mean his horrifying handling of the feelings of being left out of course lmao)#THE LOOK EDDIE SHOT HIM TOO #i am too frazzled rn i just need to scream i think #hi. im sorry this is me coming out of the 911 closet now that wwdits is on hiatus #evan buckley!!!!!#SON OF MY SONS #LIGHT OF MY LIFE #APPLE OF MY EYE

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baeshijima · 3 months

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i fucking hate this gane

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#sophie’s idle chatter #i just finished chapter 5 meaning the end of season one and its safe to say this game has destroyed me in a million different ways #some of which being my emotions and my bank #what the fuck was the entirety of chap 5….. lunar games i cannot do this u have actually made me cry so much why did u have to make the #writing so so good and all the characters so compelling in their own way 😭#im abt to start chap 6 where we can unlock yuye and jihans routes from this chap onwards #sighs im not emotionally ready for this bc seeing glimpses of the bad ending illustrations in the archive makes me wanna jump out my window #and then after i unlock all their routes theres still season 2 thats locked…#hwal and eunhan…. throwing up …….. shitting tears …… banging my fists against the wall ….. punching air …….#fuck #at least this game is the kind with ads to replenish bc im used to these kinds of games #stares at lord of heroes and all their reward ads 🧍‍♀️#anyway my bank is always open for this game rven if it forces me through emotional trauma #baek jihan my beloved…. my love…… my life…… ourgh #AND SUYEON WAILS I LOVE U #man the devs have me in a chokehold for their amazing lore and writing…#anyway its 2 am and my eyes are puffy and my nose is stuffy and i should sleep but what is sleep when u have been emotionally damaged 🫡

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im-still-watching-anime · 1 year

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the reason naruto has so much filler and flashbacks is for bitches like me who would cry too much and die of dehydration if exposed to too much successive canon content at once

#naruto #naruto shippuden #always take breaks while having long cry sessions😤#anytime it flashes back to obito’s childhood my eyes dry immediately out of frustration #very good and very sad the first time you watch it #but GOD i’ll never recover from the bombardement of obito flashbacks towards the end #the way they stretched out his (final) death an entire episode JUST to show basically every clip we have already seen OOF #completely killed the emotional impact and im still lowkey pissed about it #but at least i am HYDRATED💅💅💅#also something poetic about me still watching naruto at 3am during my last spring break ever

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leadersguilt · 6 months

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CAN WE JUST? CAN WE JUST?

#out of.#not to go insane but. first picture (sans connie) is picture of my brain every day. jean and reiner have been my main boys since 2018 and #honestly? seeing it all animated. seeing whats happened im so (woman who knew what was coming still finds herself crying #i literally watched the last 45 mins of tht with tears in my eyes so migght have to rewatch it #anyway much love to jean the man with the LOOKS #the fact that reiner is now smiling despite everything hes been through #them all managing to joke despite their lives on the line #the ending seeing it again rlly hasnt hit me rn but all i can do is just (weeps)#theres a lot to discuss but lord am i still processing it #jean looks so good. he even looked good as a titan ITS NOT FAIR #spoilers /

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tiredassmage · 11 months

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Your honor: bisexuals.

#bc in case i didn't announce ofc au!tyr was also like [shoves me out of the way] 'that one THAT ONE'S MY HUSBAND' so #'dot romancing theron again' your fuckin right i am #swtor #swtor screenshots #theron shan #vs: king and lionheart [smuggler!tyr]#the 'shh pretend tyr and theron are on more dates' was too strong an argument to resist #the two first frames are just. doing me in man i'm. i love them.#that bitch is IN LOVVEEEEE #sorry derailing into on god when tyr is in love it is with every atom of his existence and that's just fuCKIN BEAUTIFUL of him anyway #i'm normal about my oc #[lies she tells herself crying over the keyboard]#kisses #still mad tyr rocks the fuck out of these gloves btw #i have two weaknesses: eyes and hands #if you're still reading this i love you and also i'm slightly sorry

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cosmojjong · 9 months

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i'm seeing shinee today !!!!

#kind of pissed because the organization is a mess #ppl have been queueing up for the past 2 days and the organizers said it's against the rules #but didn't do anything to stop those people or make them leave physically #so there are already long queues and multiple lines of people who screwed everyone else over #by camping ahead and not following the rules #it's also very hot. not a humid kind of hot but still very hot #i don't understand how people can put themselves through like 12 hours of queueing and then 4 more hours of show #this is a rant because i am done with ppl for real #anyways negative things aside i am so excited to see them #i hope they've all had a lovely time out here in madrid and i hope they'll feel our love tonight #i don't think i have realized it yet though 😅#when they get on stage i will probably cry my eyes out #didi rambles

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supercantaloupe · 6 months

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apparently i'm already halfway done my musicology degree??

#i wanna talk about me #between the course i did in undergrad and the frankly ridiculous number of courses i'm taking this semester #apparently i'm over halfway done already #i know the musicology portion is a smaller load than the library science portion but like #man it was weird walking into my advisor's office and him looking me in the eye and saying like 'oh you're almost done'#three courses is all i have left for a master's. Man #well i'm gonna spread those out over the next year and a half...and probably pick up an extra elective here or there while i can #cause idk man i like studying music history...even if i don't Have to i like taking the classes and learning #(esp if it's gonna be paid for by my fellowship as long as i'm still here)#well i need to figure out. how the hell to get in touch with a library science advisor now.#i emailed yesterday and haven't heard back #but i don't know what i'm doing for that degree going forward rn #other than. i guess taking 552. but i KNOW there's other specialty and elective courses i'll need to take too #and i want to take stock of what shit i'll have to take in summers too cause i know some of the courses are only offered in summer #(need to find out if any of my fellowship scholarship can go towards summer courses. i'm guessing not...)#weird. it's weird. i don't know what i'm doing here #anyway #meeting with my advisor went okay i at least know what i'm doing now re: the music stuff #didn't cry which is good but man i hate how my voice started to break more and more the longer i was in there #and when i talked about how i put too much on my plate this semester and am struggling to keep up with all the work #and he asked me if i've been reaching out to anyone for support. or if i had people to reach out to #and i just had to sit there like. uh #define. support?#i have a couple friends at least that i chat with about stuff like that sometimes but not always cause i don't want to bother them too much #but like. it's not like i can ask someone else to write a research paper For me #or it's not like i can control when my coworkers get sick and i have to cover their time in the office #and this didn't come up at all (and i'm glad for it) but jeez it's not like i can control global political conflicts!!#it's hard for me to focus on getting enough work done in small chunks of time in the best of times #let alone when my fucking hamster brain is on high alert for getting hate crimed in public if my necklace is too visible or something #idk. it's a lot man. i bit off more than i could chew this semester even before the world fell apart

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humbleowltrash · 2 years

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Whatever you do don't think about the Ghost crew holding each other after Kanan's death- Don't think about Ezra full on sobbing curled up on the floor because he just lost the man he has viewed as a father for years, his mentor, his master, someone who has done nothing but be there for him and help him through some of the darkest times in his life and Hera not being able to comfort any of them because she just lost the love of her life, a man who has been with her through thick and thin, a man she just finally confessed her love to only to have him taken away from her SECONDS later, How Chopper just tries his best to keep her company and comfort her, reaching for her hand and trying to calm her down in between sobs, he doesn't know what to do since he hasn't seen her like this since her mother died. and definitely don't think about Sabine not knowing how to process his death in a healthy way so she just destroys whatever is in sight, just pure rage about the loss of a father figure, a man who helped her through so much guilt and pain, and don't think about Zeb trying to stay strong for all of them and only breaking down behind closed doors because Kanan was like his brother, and he lost him- just like he lost his people.

Just don't think about it, because all there is left once you remember is pain.