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the Cohen’s of Golders Green and the Mankovitz’s of Finchley?? they tell me...

FORTY NINE THIEVES

you know, said Jacob Cohen,

the present jew at the lab (You are blocked now)

note --not all jews are dishonest one scientist in America asked to help the lab upon inspecting their intentTHE replied to them: no, it is too much like Camp 5 Camp 5 was the experimental section of Auschwitz

I feel that Jews have one disadvantage they seem to expect to see some sign

from and of those who are evil a sign about evil present and don't yet after two thousand years realise that evil can be silent and sunny as clear as gas

do you know how charming some of the most evil people of the world really were

or Black Magic which we Christians understand well the lab St Barths began this trial with sexual filth over Synagogue services with sexual filth over Mass with the same dirt of Protestant services something they called a 'debasement programme' which a woman psychiatrist put on for them Pardon me you real ladies, but I have learnt that some english ladies are no ladies, not even women in truth and I am not talking about sex about which I have a fairly relaxed attitude as long as it is consenting adults and no kids after all, we all have our obsessions mine being writing and painting- but evil uses sexuality in a nasty, spiteful way they also used debasement at my University lectures and twenty four hours of the day in every part of my life

I coped by turning off which I do constantly in life, to think about a line

even though they must know that as the sun rose and it shone and apples blossomed people died daily in their great horror they call the Holocaust as did ours.. some of the greatest evils have no outward signs

as this evil at present rampant on this little isle of rocks called plainly 'the Trial'

so Anna of the lab St Barths Research, you call that an experiment having her house broken into all her paintings and writings stolen and the most nostalgic things she has and also the homes of her aged mother robbed of anything good thieves jumping into her bedroom window to steal Christmas money Care assistants who steal silk cloths from China and the houses of her relatives robbed of the books she has written and sent Just a by-line of the experiments answered the evil bossess

so Anna of the lab St Barths Research how many thieves have you created?

It wasn't just me all the staff sent thieves into her home the Indian, the Pakistanis, the Germans, the We give them permission to hack into anything if it is hers to take out her poems to use as their own to change her computer folders to syphon money from all her bank accounts to change her power bills to huge ones it is a total experimet of all crimes by us

actually forty nine we have created forty nine new thieves

and the torture continues sensing the gum for three years now over the tv programme the actors said ''shredded fragments of skin continue'' all is included in the tv and said so nothing needs saying as all has been said by the evil lab of all evils

stop shouting about the jewish dead will you, the real truth will come out with all that shouting

The real truth is in plenty of books in plenty of literature for students I never knew students get passes and think so little before I myself went to Uni They are told to repeat and all they do is repeat Monkeys are taught to repeat so don't look to academia to give answers maybe just the few who are thinkers

The truth just needs translating with the head not with film-plastic emotion and nostalgia

In literature I learnt that sentimentality is a second class emotion It is so... though Anna of the lab St Barths Research actually did have an evil smell but that was down to Chemistry too much protein meat mixed with fags and sex in the afternoon with Ministers and civil servants cause a whiff which caused her to use activation not just of cancer cells of victims but also of the smell cells in their brains

so it has gone so far you lock on and can do -- ought--

Amerca said: anything is possible now! Believe them, they are many things but not generally liars as the Brits their forefathers were and still are. The lab uses tuned neighbours to do the thieving no matter where we live it makes the victim feel isolated as in Nazi and Communism no one can seems to be trustworthy and they get extra people on their machine to play with at will..

a dying Empire writhing for new life?

DEFLECTING

Spinning their daily attrocities they like to pretend is a sort of science pressing the gut causes air to be pressed out comes from one jewess worker of the lab who, as her bloke was licking down below let out a great blast of wind in his face for which she was given all my poetry to publish as her own jewish work I hate to say it but jewish work is dodgy dodgy man real dodgy

with victims on the screen and the lab friends too done by satelite and other stuff they surround the victim on the screen surrounding means all those around the victim are also on the screen making the means to mess humanity even wider also activating the senses and bodies of those around so it works like this as I sit next to a pupil working or stand next to someon they put over the other persons smell to me, intensified they don't know and we all have smells then the other person is given any smell intensified this is done by activating their smell senses remote of course from the lab so they then think I stink though I bath daily and change clothes daily it is one of the things done to destroy my reputation which is good as I am a quiet person and a good teacher either way I lose If I tell them they smell they hate me then they think I smell of what ever has been activated but don't want to tell me Once activating the other persons brain whether they get cancer or not depends upon whether they have the cancer gene dodgy man real dodgy

but as this group has activated Royals her own lovers kept rigid at the Ministries and anyone else at all so sure is she of never getting caught with the total power given her misused by her constantly that she does as she pleases she does not do any good for the good dodgy man real dodgy

the Minister Arnold had the smelliest feet ever so lately they have activated feet smells then a new product will come over the tv for smelly feet and smelly feet will be included in some programmes it is called circling and is crude and nasty.. Anna should know as, did he, we don't know took his shoes off in their love den at the office as he took her rear regularly (I gave that lot my body in any way they desired so I deserve to get what ever I want) with the civil servant lovers floating near by dodgy man real dodgy

from whence cometh the file of lies? each member of the staff and that circle had their nasties put onto the file then that file had to be translated onto the machine that machine then had to remote put my body on for each nasty somehow which the sadists of the lab call testing it thoroughly but shouted the Americans it had all already been tested thoroughly if more humanely over here and put under cover as unworkable in the slow destruction of lives and work dodgy man real dodgy

'We, our system, destroy the spirit as well as bodies and lives don't forget, though few know who we are -as the media dwells on the past without the truth deflecting on what is going on now and here saving the lab any embarrassment or bother though we are the same system which killed in the concentration camps they all blanch at so regularly and never check out properly the war trials are long done why do those trials go on and on the the new ones not start on the toys brought back from Belsen developed in the American way added to in the British way and used in the jewish way... dodgy man real dodgy

photos of dead bodies, any dead bodies always do the trick and the media plays for the lab also used by the system some raised some played as the lab makes excuses we do this depravity for the Queen we do this horror for the Prince we do this torture for the country we destroy this talented family for the Ministry actually it is because the lab were all due to go down for at least seven years each this was one way out and everyone fell for it, can you believe saved the Ministries being found out.. dodgy man real dodgy

we the lab, raise our failures to great height for our future as we the lab, kill those with true talent without a sigh any excuse will do any stupidity by our stupid is qualifying for each act any lie on the file of lies acceptable as reason by our idiots this is the underground mental health group anything goes with our group besides her rump there are no rules and no restrictions research is without any restrictions to save themselves cleverly worked out by that jewish Minister Arnold and the civil servant lovers of the bossess dodgy man real dodgy

any and how many attrocities now, my sadists Steven former boss had asked dare anyone count now? does Edwina really think that we think she doesn't know what fools they must think we are but then it doesn't matter as long as the lab don't get the prison sentences due to them in government playing with them. In some countries we would hang them immediately said some of the paid guests here they play footsie at the Ministries.. dodgy man real dodgy.

HANK THE YANK

said Hank the Yank thought Gus it's truth

said Tex you are seriously dodgy Anna of the lab St Barths in London

seriously dodgy, proper dodgy please help us, just this once

so we all had a roll in her hay but you really are seriously dodgy Anna

we'll go down for a long stretch if you don't help

just this once open pandora's box

and mayhem was started the good destroyed with every evil

decade after decade without relent every misfortune and ail possible

and brought on high by the lab St Barths every failure and all 'sexual women'

not in my words but those of others every whore who wanted to come on high

putting my brain and work and person onto the lab machine used so often

and giving new ideas per remote to all the failures the country had who whore

it is not often I predict but so has begun the end of the beginning

though they think they have flags flying now and the box still has its lid open

said the bossess Anna of the most evil lab ever as they track and monitor they call their thieving and torture

given permission by the old lecher of the Health Ministry There is no doubt that we will pay a price for all this one day

but I am here now so I rise I would destroy the whole country for my own prize

as the Ministries lie and cheat the people of the whole land and create a new model of depravity

for this country to follow from henceforth Hank and Gus shook heads and Kit groaned from over the Pond

YODREL BANK AND EMLEY MOOR

It's all going through the most powerful receivers the whole world over for twenty four years now

every word I write and say the BBC Directors watch as it makes its way over our two big receivers

tonights cook programme had some copiers of my work look alikes..every programme has copier llok alikes

all the programmes have parts of my life each one has parts of my work every one has some selection of my study and creativity

which is why they started this horror. they copied that is what happened before, the lab gave away my work to mates

Even Buckingham Palace picked them up the Military in America and others hospitals are finely tuned receivers

so Royals were given my paintings to copy and some Royals were given my work to use

The New York lab, mostly jews, got jewish friends together as the whole system is run by jews here and there

and decided they would use everyone they would use REAL Nazis and Jewish hating Muslims to destroy us who had saved jews

and there was absolutely no need one man said I thought it was just some programme

but being Brits they had to make sure that all would be dead who might be involved

so Kaspar and Kissinger gave them their blessings did we help their cousins I wonder for this death sentence? but tonight Emma look-alike of four books of my work, cooked

and Lucinda sends my art work to Marks and Sparks got a gold has a look alike on an Italian advert

that was to spoil your love for Italy of your gt grandmother Bertodi and they asked an Italian painter to copy your work now the lab bossess is looking for a collector

to collect all the copies she has sponsored of my work she never ends with her crimes

a nation of Pirates they were a nation of Pirates they remain a nation though drowing still continuing to Pirate from the helpless

TALL STORIES FOR SMALL FOLK

write this one out said she bossess of the lab St Barths, Anna

but this is about her life she wrote it at Sheffield University English degree and all have read it there..and forgotten

Makes no difference, most of what we have copied came from Sheffield University work of hers of some sort or another, degrees and Writers groups

It tells her story of New Zealand as she stood one morning on Auckland's steps over looking the green of greens

the tale she wove from the Museum out of the maori carved boats she had seen of the lists of dead on the board above

a tale of the Maoris she had met and made friends of her delight of that place she so loved of Princesses and warriors

of how she sighed with the one drooping tree on top of One Tree Hill following a three-legged dog to the top

I cannot copy that one Then write another round it.... and now write:

There is a great disruptive force in the world. We put these women into severe stress then put men in their way when they seek stability

I, Anna, of the Mental Health group, now have total power and Francene the copyist of your work I didn't know how much power I had..............

EMAILS AND LETTERS

It was Reinhardt one of the germans paid to come and experiment on Brits who told us how to connect your computer to the lab

we changed your spellings in your emails none of us are language experts and took things out of your letters to use in our stories and added rubbish of our own

we wanted you to be seen as some sort of oaf with big ideas

will she come out of this alive no, we will sit on her till death as we are her mother with occassional respite from the torture

death is meaningless to us now here at the lab St Barths Research

Micheal talking now press their organs like this so that is what the great West has created I feel sick at what is being done

we take each thing and place in turn all of us twenty four and more and destroy it for you and yours nothing will remain of your work or words

The Chinese will do it all our way or no way at all and our young teacher lasses are all on our screen

You are abused beyond all hope and redemption yet still you keep your head? My own father walked about with his uniform in Bratislava after he deserted the german army

and laughingly saluted german soldiers in sloppy uniform as he went shopping with his black haired, black eyed wife

no one caught him out, he kept his head to the end a jew who was lying cut him down after the war years after the war ended- we do not lose our heads

I keep to the Ten Commandments and though I am not a good Christian

I do not attend Church regularly merely because it is too far nor do I pray with fervour as I ought and question things too much because the lab St Barths used all religious services I attended for their debasement programme which was sick and filthy (similar to Black Magic I noted, filth and bad smells)

we at the lab are not religious was their answer odd the only good doctor I ever had here was very religious I trawl regularly through the confessional rules if in my bed in the silence of my room

It is hopeless in the England of the Royal problems I could not lie in the confessional if asked difficult questions

nothing is sacred to the lab St Barths even listening in surgeries and it is permitted to make confession this way as I am not given work in this country, orders of the lab so I have to find my own private employment

and as was said in Pakistan by the good Sister about the Catholic Schools also many a good Muslim has paid for this Christian family's lives

Maybe I am wrong, maybe it is arrogant and yes I do fear these people are maniacs and sadists who do not think properly but I cannot do more than stick to what the nuns have taught me these rules for mankind are eternal and leave my soul free...

asked the americans watching now you have used the little family to the full, what now with them?

answered the rotten apple lab as they are called by some in Gov.: please go elsewhere somewhere new, then we can put that country onto our screen in a sort of legality and we can rule and subdue them in our diverse way...

FLASHPOINTS

got it now, 'course, got it- added the new researcher- they are testing everything absolutely everything and anything

and Mugabe is a flash point too so reverse psychology reversing all the wrong doings done to tune...

INTENSIFYING AND ACTIVATING

I loved the London of my area the East End is full of characters and this happened whilst living in Plashet Road my house was number thirty nine, there in Upton Park

one day after returning from teaching at the East Ham College or from East London Uni I bought the usual buns at the High street to take to my friend Goo

Goo was an elderly cockney who had kids and grandkids but no one ever visited him so I used to go and visit regularly

I like Goo though he was getting on I get on well with Cockneys on the whole though when first I came to London from Yorkshire I was shocked at how openly honest they were

he told great tales, loved chatting and telling me he'd been a prisoner in Germany and spoke some German and often sang a song and had learnt German beer songs in the camp

told me how he'd been the British POW who went with the german soldier in the mornings taking the Beer waggon to Pilsner to load up every Friday nightfall, they both sang their way home drunk as Lords

but when he died his grandkids were in that house in a flash though they didn't even visit him in hospital but that's how the brits live I've found

I took the cakes, he made the tea he'd even take me down to Woolwich in his car though I wasn't sure about his driving and told me all East London's history

The lab staff St Barths being psychi lunatics themselves these so called quacks often put on little set ups which got mixed up with the ordinary folk around but being lunatics they still continue this practice

so as I wandered down to Goo's with two cream eclairs three men, I had realised that was a call sign stood talking outside Plashet Road Harrods a few doors down called that 'cause we reckoned he was that expensive

said one in a loud voice to the other: you don't think I'd be scared to go into her house and pinch her used knickers from the wash bin so we can intensify the smell and so they did

knickers were pinched regularly, almost two decades later Plashet road 'Harrods' has gone to live in France 'cause he couldn't stand what they did to the old town and Patrick over the way has been chased out by the council

and still they activate smells from the lab it works like this, their idiot RMN's and 'students' have to smell the intensified smell then as I sit teaching, talking or what ever

they activate the smell sensors of those around me so that they think I smell to destroy my standing in the community How did this come about? Dan one of the New York Research group can't tell you if Anna bossess had him for a lover too, probably

it is the mental health lunatics by the way supposedly having trials Dan had been out all night on the ladies and with the drink and stank like a pole cat by morning's light so that went onto the file of lies along with the M.P.

who has little boys and visits them, known by all I still love Plashet Road to death and visit at times and my heart sings to be there and then weeps it's no longer my home though all have gone except one...

oh and I don't smell I bath far too often what weird minds these mental health doctor peoples have

GERMAN LOYALTY?

said the axe man of the lab this jewish family from Redbridge -yes, we lost everything to save jews back then- whose wife is the liberal synagogue congregant and stole my refugee stories printed with the labs guarantees and help as jewish stories and whose daughter uses my art to be an 'artist' oh woe is when we gave all we had to jews in their need from Hitler which they now copy

Israelies were asked to come to the lab you can get six hundred but turned the offer down

(the second drunken yob calling himself a fine artist they gave my work to now put over the tv you have made me an artist I even sketch now-- so, the lab has put you onto their machine wonder if you will get the cancer your work isn't worth a farthing man)

said the axe man from Redbridge who should wear a black uniform with skull and cross bones he would have been far better than most of those he is naturally sadistic not just the result of the grinding into the muck of Germany by the allies put over yesterday

(we cannot release the advancements until they have been tested said the lab St Barths lying swine it has been tested to death but they like to keep the power for the gov and themselves so I use the must easy to use language to explain)

We have noted just how loyal the germans have been to you harranguing you at the university though you continually state their case for them they have robbed you more their banks happily complying with our requests for cheating and thieving kicked you more their 'researchers' not questioning anything and now that we asked them those we paid hurry back to the lab St Barths with undue haste to perform the last tortures on you and yours for us..

Auschwitz lives on....

THE TWENTY FOUR

twenty four were asked into the lab each had to rob each was given work to copy as their own (will you please burn the work you copied to ensure only the lab has the only copy)

WE HAVE NOT TO TAKE YOU (that is me to you) SERIOUSLY THIS WAS OUR FIRST ORDER WITH WHICH WE MUST TUNE EVERYBODY WHICH WE USE FOR EVERY ACTION NOTHING YOU SAY MUST BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY NO COMPLAINT MUST BE LISTENED TO WE DO NOT ROB YOU THOUGH WE DO WE HAVE TO SAY YOU GAVE US ALL WE HAVE TO SAY YOUR OLD MOTHER GAVE US ALL WE DO NOT TORTURE YOU THOUGH WE DO WE MUST SAY YOU ARE TOO SENSITIVE DR MEYER SAID WE DO NOT DESTORY YOU THOUGH WE DO IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY WE ARE BACKED BY THE GOVERNMENT

ISN'T PSYCHOLOGY A USEFUL TOOL A FILE OF STRAIGHT LIES AND THAT IS ALL IT TAKES TO COVER ALL OUR CRIMES FEED EVERYONE LIES THEN PRETEND WE ARE HELPING THE VICTIM

MAKES YOU WONDER JUST HOW OFTEN THE BRITS HAVE USED LESSER VARIATIONS INCLUDING WITH THE PRINCESS DEAR, DO COME INTO THE LAB SEE WHAT I HAVE FOR YOU BIT THIS GOLDEN APPLE...

each had to repeat each torture time and again each had to destroy a little part of the nation time and again each had to cause havoc time and again

Pandora's box at St Barths research american research had tested it all put it under covers too calous to use the british added to it making it monstrous so monstrous no one would believe it from the sweet, smiling faces

I for one do not believe people who are too sweet or who smile too much and now the Muslims are not happy with the deal they have got out of it and the old witch, bossess Anna still sits there handing out horror and terror...

IF YOU GO TO AMERICA WITH ALL YOUR FAMILY THINKING YOU ARE GOING FOR SAFETY FROM US THE LAB THEY ARE GOING TO KEEP YOU IN A SORT OF PRISON FOR US JUST A DIFFERENT SORT OF PRISON.....

THE WORLD BANKING SYSTEM

we have a problem we have used the world banking system to syphon off her savings anything invested the lab Pakstanis have taken off at source they will each be given a private pension from Britain for their crimes

no problem we will never admit we have used the world banking system what the world doesn't know can not pain the world just keep telling the lies and more different lies till there are so many lies spinning about the spin will be safe

the lab has had fifty conspiracy theory stories written by its stooges all failures now turned to writers and their very own painters (do you remember the paintings which Hitler had commissioned during the Third Reich I do, I studied modern German History identical to what happens here only with added british cunning and nasty Pakistani thieving and torture they took a thousand each out of the old ladies accounts

those old refugees were asked her to rebuild us they have outlived their use for us so we had found a new use following our system's leader Mengele from back then in the camps

the world banking system can be used by us when ever we wish we follow no rules we are a private lab law does not apply to us....

CURRY’S

Curry's aims to keep down not just now but always....their t.v.

another circle another take-off

Edwina Curry had been in the lab: is this true what her poem says-

but yes, she has studied at many Universities many of the historians have said it too

so it is all to keep them down and out and how many other lies

now it was the B.B.C. itself which had informed me of a great deal infact, but of Churchill making this law

any lie, however evil could be said or made into film about the germans for the war effort

so Curry's the electrical appliances shop put on an ad tonight about their t.v's

and tomorrow there will be some sort of newspaper report and it keeps on circling and circling

and you are supposed to not notice, I just bow my head or I am supposed to not notice and you don't notice

but we've had all this before, all of it.. had it all before, different dictator, same procedure...

I could write up the circles, the spins and their sins I have seen and noted and at times, even laughed at, ironically

THE NATION

as sitting by the window teaching mathematics to a young pupil a muslim born over here by the way perusing the mosque built onto the methodist church over the way across from the massive, empty C. of E.

three cars sped by this is the call sign of the lab St Barths Research

they put over this message The nation will never be told what we have done the nation has been told what we have done but has not realised that they have been told and you and those like you, the nation does not listen to

who made the decision about the Princess and the machine at the lab of extremes Anna, lab bossess herself

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takenene · 5 years

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Light/L time travel (sort of) fix it, because I’ve been digging for weeks, but despite being over a decade old, there are basically no fics in the DN fandom that suit my tastes.

I’m extremely unsatisfied so I’ve made my own.

#death note #fanfiction #lawlight #l/light #scribbles #t writes #mine #and before you come at me #yes i know how english language works #dis here is a little self-indulgent experimet #t says

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minkyulee · 3 years

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Brief #9: Interaktive læringsmidler - Start

“A lot of studies found that music could help our memory sytems to work, help us to learn language.”

Our gruop agrees that music and language would be an interesting work, when we put them together and make a learning method for children who have a little problem with studying language. As a foregner who lives in an another country where a totaly different language is used, I have struggled to learn foregn language always. I hope that this project could be a good method for children and for me.

We choose 5-7trinn (10-12 years old) as the users.

Competence goals for Norweigan :

1. Students can explore and convey texts through conversation, writing, play, movement and other creative expressions.

2. Students can combine different forms of expression in compound texts.

Competence goal for music:

1. Students can experimet with rhythms, melodies and other basic elements, put together patterns for compositions, also using digital tools, and describe work processes and results.

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ververa · 5 years

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‘From Eden’

That’s just a little experimet of mine 😌 Sorry if this is shit 🙏 Also sorry if there are any mistakes,but I’ve written it on my phone.

Ally Mayfair-Richards x Ellie Steple

Ellie was beyond annoyed when she was asked to go to the masquerade ball. It was a charity event and she was supposed to be a representative of the organisation for which she was working. The psychiatrist didn’t like the idea from the very beginning. Who could blame her, she was a doctor not a party animal after all. However, since she didn’t really have a choice she took the trouble and made a splash.

Since the moment she got off of the black Aston Martin everyone was looking at her. It’s not that she wanted to be in the spotlight. She just liked looking smart and stylish. And she, for sure, did in a long, white dress with a V-shaped low neckline and a white, lace mask on.

Ally, who was a host of the event, was entranced since she had laid her eyes on the other woman. The mayor had no idea who the beautiful lady was, but she got lost in everything about her. There was about a million people in the place, but Staple was the one who had Ally’s attention. There was something about her. She was like a fire. The power she was emanating made the politician got out of her mind. She wanted to play with that fire even at the price of getting burn.

The psychiatrist didn’t really socialise at the party. They were all too boring for her, but she couldn’t leave just like that. She was sitting at the table, tied down with a boring conversation, when she spotted Ally. Ellie could feel the woman’s gaze and she couldn’t deny it was giving her a tingle. She kept on talking with the group of morons, who acted as if they’re experts in her field, but actually knew nothing. She was fighting the inner need of punching the man, who was constantly speaking However, since Ally had come into view she had a nice distraction and the whole conversation became more bearable. Ally came as a mysterious and excitative creature. She was like an unexplored object of study. An undiscovered case that cannot be decipher just like that. She was one in a million. And Ellie as a psychiatrist wanted nothing more, but to see the rest. To examine. To touch. To taste the secrets that were hidden behind a black and white mask which the woman was wearing. Yet she wasn’t going to do anything about it. She didn’t have time for all that. Besides romantic relations weren’t for her – she kept on telling herself.

Ally was waiting patiently. She knew already that the other woman noticed her, so she was hoping the beauty would make the first step. But as she spotted a man hitting on her ‘haul’ she couldn’t wait any longer.

“What is somebody like you doing in a place like this alone?” the man asked Ellie

“Go away, darling, if you don’t get a death wish” the psychiatrist said not looking at the stranger

“I see, you like to play hard to get”

“No” she shook her head “My tolerance for stupidity is just limited”

Ally – who was right behind them – couldn’t help, but smiled at the other woman’s response.

“I’m sorry for leaving you alone for so long, baby” Ally said embracing the psychiatrist in attempt to deter her potential rival

Ellie was taken aback by a sudden touch, but she didn’t let it show. She only smirked at the man and decided to play along.

“That’s alright, sweetheart”

“I’m sorry, are you lost?” Ally addressed the man

“I… well no. I thought… I mean you shouldn’t leave such a beautiful woman alone. Someone may try to steal her from you”

“You mean a person such as yourself? Well, I think that my dear darling wouldn’t fall for a lowly and boring type of a man like you” Ally moved even closer to Ellie

The psychiatrist leaned into Ally’s touch. She couldn’t stop herself from smiling widely amused by the man’s face expression.

“Right. I’ll… I should check if they’re not looking for me”

“Oooh definitely” the mayor agreed

“That would be a shame if they wouldn’t be able to find you” Ellie added sarcastically

Finally the man left them alone, though Ally didn’t move. She was still having her arm wrapped around Ellie.

“I really appreciate your help, but I’m not your baby” the psychiatrist shifted trying to escape Ally’s hold

“You could be though…” she was cut off by Ellie’s intense gaze

“Could I?”

“For sure”

“I’m not that easy, dear darling”

Ally smirked

“Do you enjoy the party?” she asked sure that she would be able to take the pride of being the one who organised it

“Honestly, I do not. It’s the worst party in my life. I mean no offence, I don’t like such events in general, but it’s just horrible. The food is awful and cold, but the worst is probably limited range of alcohol. I mean well the bartender is visibly not qualified enough. They could have found someone better, who wouldn’t try to flirt with every moving creature. He clearly is desperate. I’d say a bit obsessed. Probably has some kind of mental disorder. That should be checked before they hire anyone…”

That was pretty a lot of information for Ally to take, but she did it as good as she could.

“Well, I’ll keep that in mind next time”

“Wait” Ellie looked at the other woman intently examining her features “It was you… You organised the ball. You’re Ally Mayfair-Richards? Oh shit, sorry… I didn’t realise…”

“That’s okay. I do appreciate honesty”

The psychiatrist smiled awkwardly.

“So, since you don’t enjoy the party, would you like to go on a walk? I’d like to somehow compensate you for all the inconveniences… And hopefully, maybe you’d like the garden that I designed”

“Actually, I’d love to. Anything is better than those imbeciles and their retrograde way of perception”

They kept on talking about everything and nothing. Ally still knew barely anything about the other woman, but was taken by the conversation piece. There was something magic about Ellie. Something wholesome and precious. Something in her had such a power that Ally could barely tear her eyes away. And when she looked into her eyes Ally got out of her mind.

“Oh no” Ellie sighed spotting two men going towards them “Here we go again” she rolled her eyes causing Ally to chuckle

“Do you know what I like about men?”

“What?”

“Their girlfriends” she said and kissed her

It was a gentle and rather a short kiss, but it left the psychiatrist breathless

“Well… that definitely compensates for all the flaws of the party” Ellie smiled

“Why don’t we see where it go?”

“Let’s figure it out”

That’s all it took for them to end up in Ellie’s hotel room.

“You’re mine. All mine” Ally whispered kissing down the other woman’s neck and slowly taking off her lace bra

“I’m yours tonight…” Ellie moaned at the feeling of Ally sucking on her collarbone

Ally had her mind made up from the very beginning. Since she saw gorgeous doctor she wanted to feel her body and couldn’t resist it. And she got what ahe wanted.

Seeing Ellie like that – dishevelled and completely lost in lust – she felt as if she was watching her groovin’. She was moving so naturally that Ally was in awe. She enjoyed every second. When Ellie wrapped her cold fingers around her throat and let her head fall back Ally was on the edge of glory. She couldn’t feel anything, but pride that she was a part of that incredible rite. She was moved more than ever before by anybody and wanted the moment to last forever. At that moment Ally knew that her new desire was to praise Ellie as if she were a goddess, because for her she truly must have slithered on eart from Eden.

@misssmephisto

#let me know what you think #part 1/?#ally mayfair richards #dr ellie staple #ally mayfair richards x ellie staple #ahs #glass #sarah paulson imagine

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Oh you're a fast responsder. I want the simulator so I can test how to talk to a friend so she can hear me well. She has mild hearing loss on lower hertz but really dips to moderately high hearing loss on some higher hertz. I'm trying to lower my entire pitch range but sometimes it's not so great still and she actually says too loud while other parts are too soft.

Oh and also I’d love to find some music that she would enjoy and not sound awful with her hearing loss, but that bit’s a little extra over talking but it’ll be nice if I could try to listen with her hearing loss.

Hello,

in this case I think you are better off experimeting with her directly instead of using a simulator. Simulators are never 100% accurate and every ear is different. Sit down with her, try different pitches, make notes.

But… your voice will probably never fit her ears perfectly, because our voices aren’t “designed” that way. Normal hearing is a straight line on audiogram, while hearing loss is a jagged line. Our voice chords evolved to speak based on the straight line, if that makes sense.

Also, she should get hearing aids if she doesn’t have them already and they are available to her. Modern hearing aids are able to amplify the frequencies you need to hear, based on your audiogram. I have severe hearing loss and with hearing aid, I can usually compensate even the frequencies I am almost deaf on.

As for the music, hard to say. Its very variable among people with hearing loss. From my experience, the best music is one with clear simple tune which is sung by one voice/played by one instrument. As soon as more voices and instruments come into play, especially if they play different melodies, its harder and harder to listen to. Folk songs for example are usually easier to decipher than hard rock or metal.

And while you didn’t mention it, have you both considered using a communication system that isn’t based on voice? I assume she likely doesn’t use sign language, since you put emphasis on voice, but you could learn it both.

Mod T

#Anonymous #deaf #hard of hearing #hearing loss

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cure-to-writers-block · 5 years

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A/B/O Verse: Introduction

I always struggle with the thought of ABO worlds where alphas and omegas exist since the very beginning, and people still act like they're in the Dark Age. But think about it:

What biological reason have the second genders to be if a regular beta woman is totally capable of bearing childrens? Was the environment so adverse that mother nature response was create more resistent humans that were twice as fertille? Thats why those instincs are animal like, to survive in the past? Or they are genetic experimet or something?

Why would betas obey alphas or form a society with them at the pinaculum of power if they are majority? They're not affected -mostly- by any voice command and its expecified that omegas heat and scent doesn't affect them the same way in alphas does. The physical superiority? The natural leadership? Why?

A&O are described as instintic beings, you know, like: if i'm hungry i'll eat; i'm honry, i'll have sex; this fella scented this thing/that person, i'll respect they territory or suprass it intencionally. They would not hold back for any socially acepted behavior. Sex is a natural instinct, and society have estigmatized it for centuries, so: woldn't it be scandalus to betas if omegas or girls just go and do what they want whitout shame for what is acepted? I don't think beta man would be happy if patriarchy is still the way the world is ruled.

If second genders existed since ever, a LOT of stuff surely would be diferent, religion and traditions especially: the power behind the monoteist institutions are based in a family unity with specific roles, in wich the man is in the piramid's top. He's the first God made in his image and likeness, the woman was created to fill his loneliness, therefore inferior to him. Male omegas and female alphas are the nightmares of these systems.

Or the clothes, you're in a world were you are categorized in binary roles by society , but because of this an omega men can't wear the same clothes as an beta men or alpha can, just to put an emphasis on inequality, to point they're not the same, neither have the same rights.

Alpha woman too: they have a dick, they mere existence it's a contradiction to the system in which the world is governed. Just imagine how infuriating would has been for those men to realize they D was little than the D's of a person whom seems phisically a woman.

Wich relationships would be homosexuals? Most of the religius could say that it can't be man and man or woman and woman, but they argument is "They're not meant to be togheter. cuz god created Adam and Eve to have descendant and populate the earth", but in ABO verse, the pairs cosidered homosexuals will be the ones that can not produce a child? Or the 'but-both-of-you-have-dicks-is-sin' issue still be a thing?

I'm convinced the old civilizations surely have all this issues resolved in their time, sumerians, egyptians, mayans, incas, indians. But all that knowledge was destroyed. The crusades ruined everything.

An the last but no least, The FCKING BATHROOMS, still no way to resolve this, a litlle help pls?

In the second part i’ll give my version, but i need to traslate it first, maybe in a few days.

#a/b/o dynamics #abo #A/B/O verse #A/B/O au #my post #my writing #fic prompt

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giant-cerebrums · 3 years

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Summary, Reading III Materiality of Design, Veera Kemppainen 111021

After our group meeting we had conversation about standardization in different kind of perspectives. We talked about for examble clothing sizes and how they are standardizied differently in different coultures. In Amerika sizes are bigger and in Asia smaller. So even there is certain standards and measurements, culture is determing still the big part of our standards in actual use.

Raff writed that ”artifacts are delegates of humans” and it is also very much relevant in digital world. For examble in resent years there is this new standards for web materials. WCAG - Web Content Accessibility Guidelines are made for that all people would have same rights to consume internet. If designers don’t follow those guidelines it tells the message to world that this content is not for everybody.

In text there was said that grapic design is “beholders sale”. And also we could say that we society is graphic designers quality controller.

Cute cucumbers

Also we talked about the fact that standardization makes world more boring in many ways. For examble EU directives standardized curvature of cucumbers. It was matter of making cucumbers transportation more easy and effective. But in a way it is sad to not to see more little bit wraped little cucumbers in world.

Posters in action

I have intrested about polish poster art and how they got so big role in communist times Poland. It is so interesting how artists made effective posters in such censored and regulated country. Those posters are full of allusions and hidden meanings, criticism towards countrys situation. But if you are not polish person living in that era you would not see those posters in that light. So it is interesting how actually all desigining is depending so much about place, culture we are living, situations we are and experimences we had experimeted.

Memory is not reliable

Memory can be easily externalized. Also memory is not always reliable. For example I have twin sister. When we were kids we both remember having exactly the same dream. Every detail of that dream was same and we told this to everyone. I can still imagine that dream today. But is it really our boths dream or is it some kind of combination of out boths memories?

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pokemonheroine · 6 years

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According to the informations we find in the games, Lusamine was once a kind and compassionate woman who genuinely cared for her children. Lusamine’s fixation with the Ultra Beasts started when her husband (and Lillie and Gladion’s father) Professor Mohn vanished during his study of the Ultra Wormholes and, in an ill-fated attempt to find him, she grew obsessed with the Ultra Beasts to the point of monomania.

How it happened? It was probably a mixture of two elements. Firstly, the pain of Mohn’s loss developed in an increasing “possessive” attitude of Lusamine for the rest of her family: her children and her Pokémon too. That’s why she started to be ossessionate by the idea of control, by the desire to “frozen” her children (not accpeting their growt). This is reflected in her actual habits to frozen her Pokémon. All of this became even worse when Gladion ran away from home to free a Type-Null: losing one of her children for real increased her fear to lose the things she loves. But here comes the second element: this big, terrible change in Lusamine was possible because of Nihilego’s toxines, that probably infected her during the experimets she (and Mohn) did with Ultra Wormholes. Nihilego is a parasitic organism and, by latching onto one’s head, is capable of injecting a neurotoxin that subtly alters the thoughts and actions of any human or Pokémon that becomes its host. This neurotoxin stimulates intense feelings of excitement while causing a loss of inhibitions, which acts to forcibly bring out any latent potential within the host while wearing away at their minds. Lusamine’s problem was that when Nihilego infected her, her “latent potential” was the love for her family and her fear to lose her beloved ones. So basically, Nihilego amplified at a “unhuman” level these characteristics of Lusamine. That’s why she became such a “monster”. Nihilego did that following its instincs, that are merely self-preservation instincts: Nihilego used and distorted Lusamine’s love to redirect it towards it: Nihilego itself. When this dangerous Ultra Beast does this, the host starts to lack of will outside his focus on Nihilego.

So, Lusamine’s story is the very sad story of a woman that while was trying to find her lost husband became infected by a creature that transformed her in a monster at its service.

“Just leave. I don’t need you here… I don’t need you any longer! Look around you! Look at this beautiful world that I’ve finally come to! You want me to go back to that world? That’s what you’ve come to bother me for? Even you cannot be that stupid! (…) I can live here in a world filled with only the things that I love! And I will live here! I don’t care if you are my child or not! I don’t care if you were loyal to me or not! I don’t care if you’re the rarest Pokémon there is in the world or not! If you’re not beautiful enough to be worthy of my love, then I don’t NEED you!” -Lusamine

Why Lillie resembles Nihilego? Problaby this is what happened: Lillie was a little child when Nihilego met Lusamine the first time, and the child was probably dressed like a doll because of that, because of her young age. Lusamine loved her daughter. Nihilego infected her and transformed in what she loved: in Lillie. All the Nihilego are blatantly mind-connected, so, all the Nihilego transformed into Lillie. Then the situation reversed: Lusamine started to “love” Nihilego, and so, she started to force her daughter to keep dressing like that, in order to make her resemble her “beloved” Nihilego forever.

Probably Lusamine looks so young even if she is almost fourty years old because this symbolizes her desire to keep things around her “frozen in time”, because she is afraid of her beloved ones leaving her, she’s afraid to see people, to see her children, growing up.

Lusamine, aesthetics

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mariahmarfil · 4 years

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Postcard Design: Mind Map & Mood Board

When developing my concept for the Postcard Design, I decided to create a mindmap distinguishing different Filipino Desserts that can influence the creating on my Postcards. I listed out a bunch of desserts that is both well known within the culture and those that I am aware of, and additionally made notes on the colours, ingredients, the type and even what time of the day these dishes are served.

Mind Map:

This allowed me to pinpoint the four desserts that i wanted to replicate within a postcard design and this was influenced by the: colours and whether they can be broken down into an analogous colour scheme, popularity and my own opinion on the dessert.

With this in mind, I then created a bunch of mood board that can help combine different inspirations and images that can build more of my understanding with these Filipino desserts.

This included the colour scheme that I can consider, the letters that I can use and more information about what makes these desserts unique from one another.

Mood Boards:

After formulating these moodboards, I then moved on to creating some drafts and sketches of how I wanted to lay out the letters within the postcard.

This was with the gestalt principles in mind as well.

In the end, I wanted to create a postcard that intertwined the letters in some way and with different colours laid out next to each other. This was influenced by my desire to showcase both the letters and colours that can represent all the ingredients embedded within each dessert.

I wanted it to be abstract from a design perspective but also successfully reflect the concept that I was going for. With this in mind, this influenced the experimetation with the positive and negative space and playing around with the colours of the letters and background to suggest the gestalt principles of Closure, Figure and Ground, Continuity, Reification. This can direct a viewers eyes from one point to another and allow them to analyse the design from different perspectives but all combining to the same concept.

Final:

Reference List:

Abigail. 2011. “Ube Macapuno Cake Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 5 October, Available at: https://cuddlesandcrumbs.com/2011/10/05/ube-macapuno-cake-for-fias-cake-a-thon/

Baked Happy. 2018. “Ube Macapuno Cake Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 26 December, Available at: https://www.bakedhappy.net/2018/12/ube-cake-recipe.html?spref=pi

Floured Frame. 2020. “Buko Pandan (Filipino Coconut Dessert)”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 11 June, Available at: https://flouredframe.com/buko-pandan/

Foxy Folksy. 2018. “Filipino Fruit Salad”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 8 December, Available at: https://www.foxyfolksy.com/filipino-fruit-salad/

Foxy Folksy. 2017. “Leche Flan”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 20 February, Available at:

https://www.foxyfolksy.com/leche-flan/

Herath, S. 2020. “How to Make a Ube Cake Roll”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 24 May, Available at: https://cookmefoods.com/how-to-make-a-ube-roll-cake/

Jolina. 2019. “Ube Cake (Filipino Purple Yam Cake), Viewed on 2 September 2020, 11 January, Available at: https://theunlikelybaker.com/ube-cake-filipino-purple-yam-cake/

Kitchen Butterfly. 2020. “Buko Salad (Filipino Fruit Salad), Viewed on 2 September 2020, 23 July, Available at: https://food52.com/recipes/83510-buko-salad-recipe

Little Miss Joy Ceann. 2015. “Filpino Fruit Salad”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 12 March, Available at: https://littlemissjoyceann.wordpress.com/2015/03/12/filipino-fruit-salad/

Manalo, L. 2018. “Buko Pandan Salad”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 28 November,

Available at: https://www.kawalingpinoy.com/buko-pandan-salad/

My Blue Tea. “Try This Refreshing Buko Pandan with Sago using Pandan Latte Blend”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 16 February, Available at: https://www.mybluetea.com.au/post/try-this-refreshing-buko-pandan-with-sago-using-pandan-latte-blend

Newman, Y. n.d. “Purple Yam and Sweet Coconut Cake”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, Available at: https://www.cooked.com.au/Yasmin-Newman/Hardie-Grant-Books/7000-Islands/Desserts/Purple-yam-and-sweet-coconut-cake-recipe

Panlasang Pinoy, n.d. “Over Baked Leche Flan Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, n.d, Available at: https://panlasangpinoy.com/oven-baked-leche-flan-recipe-dessert/

Pinay Cooking Corner, n.d. “Ube Macapuno Cake”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, Available at: http://www.pinaycookingcorner.com/2012/04/ube-macapuno-cake-for-clarises-10th.html

Quirino, E. 2018. “The Happy Home Cook: Instant Pot Leche Flan”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 4 December, Available at: http://www.positivelyfilipino.com/magazine/the-happy-home-cook-instant-pot-leche-flan

The Peach Kitchen. 2017. “Buko Pandan Salad (Coconut Pandan Dessert)”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 1 March, Available at: https://www.thepeachkitchen.com/2017/01/buko-pandan-salad/

Today’s Delight. 2018. “Filipino Fruit Salad Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 30 December, Available at: https://www.todaysdelight.com/filipino-fruit-salad-recipe/

Venerarcion, C. 2020. “Leche Flan (Filipino Creme Caramel)”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 23 March, Available at: https://www.thespruceeats.com/filipino-leche-flan-recipe-3030303

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k00252909 · 4 years

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Little bit more on Gaia's revenge....... I did some casting and experimeted with wax to try and give a vine-like effect......

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storm-derby-college-blog · 5 years

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Thoughts On Project

My current major research findings have been mostly based on ways to make designs for characters such as using masks or animals. I have also been mostly researching techiques and ideas in order to ensure I have plenty of ways to develope my experimetations. I want to have very diverse ways to work with materials to get a good grasp on what I might like, and even if I dont like the process, I have something good to write about and can always use what I've learnt to inbed it into something I've become familiar with. My Current experiments have been disappointing to some extent, not every experiment has worked well since animation is a little harder than others depending on the technique and the frames and different ways to stylize can be difficult to get across strongly. I have found that techniques I've done before in previous projects are more successful than techniques I'm introducing now. Pencil animation is more successful than Stop motion, currently. Which is troublesome as I did write my first statement of content for stop motion but I might have to change that to pencil animation. I'm trying to achieve a short animation or animatic (or even mixed) to help portray a story about 'SCREW' (a child who represents all young victims of mental health problems) and how they cope with several problems who are disguised as animals to make it seem more like a positive than scary essence. I want emotion and symbolism to be shown throughout, using colour, movement and expression to tell a narrative rather using vocals (however music may be added depending on the length of the GIF) I hope the audience will take away a positive reaction to this and understand that mental health doesn't have to be lonely and scary. Make it seem like it's not as bad as it's being portrayed or dealt with. Even if we can't help these problems medically we can at least show some support.

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intanthinks · 7 years

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Darwin’s Notes on Marriage

First note [after 7 April 1838][1]

Work finished[2]

If not marry | Travel. Europe, yes?[3] | America????

If I travel it must be exclusively geological United States, Mexico Depend upon health & vigour & how far I become Zoological[4]

If I dont travel.— Work at transmission of Species— Microscope simplest forms of life— Geology. ?.oldest formations?? Some experimets— physiological observation on lower animals[5]

B Live in London for where else possible[6] in small house, near Regents Park—keep horse—take Summer tours Collect[7] specimens some line of Zoolog: Speculations of Geograph. range, & Geological general works.—Systematiz.— Study affinities.

Work finished

If marry—means limited, Feel duty to work for money. London life, nothing but Society, no country, no tours, no large Zoolog. Collect. no books. Cambridge[8] Professorship, either Geolog. or Zoolog.— comply with all above requisites— I could not[9] systematiz zoologically so well.— But better than hybernating in country, & where? Better even than near London country house.— I could not indolently take country house & do nothing— Could[10] I live in London like a prisoner? If I were moderately rich, I[11] would live in London, with pretty big house & do as (B), but could I act thus with children & poor? No— Then where live in country near London; better, but great obstacles to science & poverty. Then Cambridge, better, but fish out of water, not being Professor & poverty. Then Cambridge Professorship,—& make best of it, do duty as such & work at spare times— ¶ My destiny will be Camb. Prof. or poor man; outskirts of London, some small Square &c:— & work as well as I can

I have so much more pleasure in direct observation, that I could not go on as Lyell does, correcting & adding up new information to old train & I do not see what line can be followed by man tied down to London.—

In country, experiment & observations on lower animals,—more space—

The original manuscript is in: Cambridge University Library, DAR 210.8:1

Second note [July 1838][12]

This is the Question[13]

Marry

Children—(if it Please God) [14] — Constant companion, (& friend in old age) who will feel interested in one,— object to be beloved & played with.— —better than a dog anyhow.— [15] Home, & someone to take care of house— Charms of music & female chit-chat.— These things good for one’s health.— [16] but terrible loss of time. —

My[17] God, it is intolerable to think of spending ones whole life, like a neuter bee, working, working, & nothing after all.— No, no won’t do.— Imagine living all one’s day solitarily in smoky dirty London House.— Only picture to yourself a nice soft wife on a sofa with good fire, & books & music perhaps— Compare this vision with the dingy reality of Grt. Marlbro’ St.

Marry—Mary—Marry Q.E.D.,

Not Marry[18]

Freedom to go where one liked— choice of Society & little of it. — Conversation of clever men at clubs— Not forced to visit relatives, & to bend in every trifle.— to have the expense & anxiety of children— perhaps quarelling— Loss of time. — cannot read in the Evenings— fatness & idleness— Anxiety & responsibility— less money for books &c— if many children forced to gain one’s bread.— (But then it is very bad for ones health[19] to work too much)

Perhaps my wife wont like London; then the sentence is banishment & degradation into indolent, idle fool—

It being proved necessary to Marry

When? Soon or Late[20]

The Governor says soon for otherwise bad if one has children— one’s character is more flexible—one’s feelings more lively & if one does not marry soon,[21] one misses so much good pure happiness.—

But then if I married tomorrow: there would be an infinity of trouble & expense in getting & furnishing a house,—fighting about no Society—morning calls—awkwardness—loss of time every day. (without one’s wife was an angel, & made one keep industrious).[22] Then how should I manage all my business if I were obliged to go every day walking with my[23] wife.— Eheu!! I never should know French,—or see the Continent—or go to America, or go up in a Balloon, or take solitary trip in Wales—poor slave.—you will be worse than a negro— And[24] then horrid poverty, (without one’s wife was better than an angel & had money)— Never mind my boy— Cheer up— One cannot live this solitary life, with groggy old age, friendless & cold, & childless staring one in ones face, already beginning to wrinkle.— Never mind, trust to chance—keep a sharp look out— There is many a happy slave—

The original manuscript is in Cambridge University Library, DAR 210.8:2

Notes

[1] The note was written in pencil on the three blank pages of the letter from Leonard Horner, 7 April [1838].

[2] Presumably CD is looking forward to the time when he will have completed his work in hand, or else he is considering how much work he would be able to finish if he followed either of the two options here set out.

[3] ‘Europe, yes’ circled in pencil.

[4] ‘If I travel . . . Zoological’ circled in pencil.

[5] ‘If I dont travel . . . animals’ circled in pencil.

[6] ‘for where else possible’ interl ink.

[7] ‘Collect’ before del ‘some’.

[8] ‘Cambridge’ before del ‘¶’.

[9] ‘not’ interl.

[10] ‘C’ over illeg.

[11] ‘I’ over ‘l’.

[12] The date is conjectural. The reference to the ‘Governor says’ suggests that a discussion of marriage took place during CD’s visit to Shrewsbury in July. From the final line it seems clear that he had no definite prospect in mind at the time of writing, but in a letter to Charles Lyell, [12 November 1838], informing Lyell that his cousin Emma Wedgwood had accepted him (on 11 November), he says, ‘I determined, when last at Maer, to try my chance’. That visit took place at the end of July (‘Journal’; Appendix II).

[13] ‘This is the Question’ circled in pencil. The whole text is written in pencil.

[14] ‘it’ interl.

[15] ‘(& friend in old age)’ and ‘—better than a dog anyhow.—’ interl.

[16] ‘Forced to visit & receive relations’ deleted.

[17] ‘My’ after del ‘W’.

[18] In the MS there are four preliminary lines that have been cancelled by CD. They read ‘No children, (no second life), no one to care for one in old age.— What is the use of working [‘in’ del] without sympathy from near & dear friends—who are near & dear friends to the old, exceptrelatives’. CD probably realised that his ‘Not Marry’ column had begun with the disadvantages of not marrying rather than with the advantages.

[19] ‘for ones health’ interl.i

[20] The heading and the following text are written on the verso of CD’s note on marriage.

[21] ‘soon,’ added.

[22] ‘(without . . . industrious)’ parentheses added over ‘—’.

[23] ‘my’ over ‘one’s’.

[24] ‘A’ over ‘I’.

Source: University of Cambridge’s Darwin Correspondence Project

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