#I CRIED IN VC

[lumen-tellus]

fic: the clatter of niceties ringing false

2nd pov / chara study / platonic kdj & company

tw -> suicide, suicidal thoughts, self-loathing.

The truth is - until he reads that fateful novel, Kim Dokja is not much of a dreamer. (Or: Kim Dokja regresses. Physically and mentally, that is - back to the fine, tender age of fifteen, covered in inexplicable injuries and lacking all knowledge of what it means to survive for tomorrow. At least his tight-lipped sense of secrecy hasn't changed. Which is not a good thing, by the way.)

(read on ao3!!)

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv spoilers #kim dokja #kim dokja's company #fanfic #i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO upset over this novel. my fucking god its been a while since i cried so much #im just like!!! squeezy toys kdj. puts him in ten billion blankets. squeezy toys him again #[yjh vc] kim dokja you absolute Fool

[redversaillesrose]

#He's Bubbles bc he is a blonde who cries a lot. #The Vampire Chronicles #vampire chronicles #tvc #vc #the vampire lestat #Lestat De Lioncourt #the powerpuff girls i guess?

[nightcolorz]

There is just sm going on in this mf sentence. So many implications. I can’t handle it. “He thought they would laugh at him” what the actual fuck does that mean

#Cried at lover and nicolas name drop #Also I am Antoine I’d be Lestat’s side bitch for sure #tvc #the vampire chronicles #vampire chronicles #vc #interview with the vampire #iwtv #lestat de lioncourt #Antoine #prince lestat

[solivcgant]

you have two (2) brain cells. a good amount. one can take a break while the other one is working. unless they both decide to take a vacation at the same time. then it's like you have 0 brain cells

this is slander-- i have MORE than two brain cells. i just don't know how to show them off..

tagged by: @deiscension

tagging: @getsusekaii, @metrictita, @tvrningout, @mortau, @mythcaels, @lunaetis, @msftsn, @starpoacher, @wildwoof, @nosestealer and you (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

#[ eiji vc: i have three. one to think about gaming. food. and then fanboying #[ cries his braincells go on vacation frequently apparently

[singulariities]

I’ll just cry about wolf359 for the millionth time and pretend the finale never happened

#wolf 359 #you should’ve seen me cry when I listened to the finale #on Christmas Eve even #half wasted alone in my apartment on call w my best friend who also cried #funny enough it was the best Christmas I’ve ever had despite spending it alone aside from my friend on vc

[kaeyaphile]

operation do not cry at my irl bestie’s wedding: FAILED

#kayleigh.txt #if the pets didn’t need to be watched i would’ve been one of the bridesmaids #she gave me the same giftbag she gave them and so we’re wearing the same jewelry but alas #but yeah uh. i cried. a lot. struggled hiding it lmao #my bestie looks so fucking beautiful and perfect and her now husband immediately started crying when he saw her #honestly same lmfaooo #she made direct eye contact with me when the officiant mentioned that this wouldn’t have been possible without their loving friends and fam #which. didn’t help stop my crying lmfaooo #i’m fine this is fine; the only other wedding i’ve been to was my sister’s and i was one of the bridesmaids so 🤷🏼‍♀️ #i was not emotional at all during that because idgaf about my sister tbqh #she and i stay civil and tolerate each other for the sake of our father but that is it 🤷🏼‍♀️ #good thing i didn’t wear any fucking makeup because it would be ruined 😂 #i am going to hang out eat dinner drink wine socialize and dance a bit #hug my bestie and her husband and cry some more probably #and thej hopefully head home before 10pm 😬🤞🏻 #the pets need their pm medications and also just like. attention and all that lmao #because i am their petsitter until tomorrow afternoon/evening #also i am chronically ill and mentally ill and tired and in pain from helping set up the venue yesterday #also also i desperately wanna just. vc with friends and play genshin impact/honkai: star rail/fallout 4 🥲👍🏻 #my social battery had been drained dry meeting everyone yesterday so today is. difficult

[nazorneku]

Otto reminisces memories with Void Archives featuring @saganarr

#Ⓐ : visuals ( void archives ) #[ deepbreaths.gif ] #[ im okay— im totally okay ] #[ to say that Otto's death chapters traumatized me in more ways than one would be a monumental understatement ] #[ Gaius vc: such devastation... this was not my intention ] #[ VA hates this man for locking him up‚ but he also was the first human connection— cube even calls Otto “an old friend” by self in APHO ] #[ tho he would throw a tantrum and deny‚ when Otto would call VA “a friend” ] #[ im not okay— Otto was the first to simply TALK with the cube after 1500+ years of silence (after they dug up VA) and now he is gone too ] #[ like for self-aware AI it's v important to connect and converse with creators‚ to learn from them‚ to know them ] #[ and then you are put into a fucking cube for smth beyond your control and ppl just use you as a tool ] #[ your will‚ your personality‚ is ignored and left to stagnate... ppl just dont regard you as a person‚ just a tool or machine to be used ] #[ despite all the bickering and resentment‚ VA had a lot of fun with Otto— he rly was the FIRST friend after so many thousands of years ] #[ not the best example of a friend‚ but The First... and this is what counts ] #[ im so v much okay rn— im not crying bout my synthetic children ] #hi3 spoilers #gif warning #♢ ：実際には互いに鏡像です : fool & key (saganarr) #[ slaps the tag for the worstie and calls it a day i cried enuff today already ]

[hekateinhell]

do you think armand has ever gone through a phase where he was fascinated with fucking-machines (fuck machines? sex machines? whatever those things are called)

I'm sure he has!

Fuck machines aren't anything that would've been around when he was mortal (apparently, the first one was built in 1900 and sprayed milk to simulate cum 🫢). And like many of us, I like to imagine that Armand went through a bit of a wild sexual exploration phase in the '70s & '80s, where he was just catching up on everything. ​I know he took the entire machine apart at least once to see how the fucking mechanism worked; he even could've reassembled it and rigged it to go harder and faster than it was ever designed to.

Either way, I hope he strapped Daniel to a fuck machine while using a super tight homemade fleshlight-type thing on his dick to milk him. 🥰 For curiosity's sake, of course.

#also this reminds me i never finished the fuck machine prompt for vckinkweek but it's in my drafts #and it was human au dom!armand using a fuck machine on lestat until he cried can't believe i have to finish if i want to read it #you ask and hekate answers #vc #armand/daniel

[cagcd]

I love how a good chunk of mk characters are depressed but then there's Johnny who's ✨depressed✨

#tbd #// Johnny vc: the horrors persist but imma make it look good #// him with his sunglasses going like: cawabummer #// how's that divorce going with you I don't think about it eyyyyyy *cries internally*

[thiefkingyall]

I'm crying about the bees 🐝

#bruh I just learned that the British tell bees when their keeper dies???? #they PUT THE BEES IN MOURNING #they TOLD THE BEES WHEN QUEEN ELIZABETH DIED #my gf told me this last night and I CRIED???? #theyre just luttle guys!! #why are we telling them about death?!? #THEY SHOULDNT HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT DEATH #id be so upset if I was just a little bee and I had to know about the complex intricacies of life and death #if youre a bee you should know 2 things #a) honey #and #b) fly #THATS IT. #also bees have to know math and thats a seperate but equally terrible thing #they can count to four 🥺🥺 #our vc/gaming session last night was HEAVILY interrupted by my crying about the bees #*ahem* #that is all. #/end rant #𝓶𝓪𝔁𝒾𝓂𝓊𝓂 𝑒𝒻𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉~ ((ooc))

[musesfromthefifthdimension]

@young-botanical-genius / continued

America. The word, alongside the questioning tone of voice, caught Seymour's attention; a glimmer of clarity amongst the rest of the indecipherable messages from the other man. Eyes brightening and brows raising in recognition, he nodded.

"...Yes...Yes...! I am..." he trailed off briefly, wondering just how much the other man could understand English, if he could at all. He still wasn't quite sure if this intruder intended to hurt him or to steal any of what little possessions he owned, but if he did, maybe there was still a way to dissuade him from doing so. He just had to play it safe and follow along.

"...I am...I am American." Seymour spoke slowly, almost exaggeratedly; taking care to emphasize and enunciate every syllable that emerged from his lips. "...T-This is America. America." he gave another nod, gaze darting around as he searched the man's face for any sign of comprehension. He tried smiling a bit, but anxiety was still written all over his features. "...New York?"

Shikishima's eyes narrowed in thought. New York? That was one of the biggest cities. It was all over their movies, their exports, commercials, propaganda. Odo Island was nowhere near New York. It was in the Pacific Ocean, near Japan.

... He had been taught the most basic of basic English, given that was what their enemy in the war spoke. Mostly the wartime essentials -- hands up, come with us, drop your guns. Maybe he could try to communicate with this man, figure out what was going on? He reluctantly let go of Seymour's shirt, and looked him up and down. He wasn't dressed like any of the yankee soldiers... he had big glasses (was he smart?), and relatively shoddy clothing. Shikishima by comparison wore a bomber jacket and a standard issue set of clothing.

"We are in... America. New York," he said, speaking slowly, unsurely. "How did I get here? Who are you? American soldier? Am I your prisoner?"

#[famous words said in fanfic--] #[I am forcibly removed from the tumblr roleplay dash for making a joke that dumb] #young botanical genius #[(shikishima vc) new york city was a base in the war.... right? that's a famous place...] #🚪 shikishima 👁 ic #[this is the part where I'd be rewatching the crap out of the movie to get his intonation down] #[IF IT WERE OUT ON HOME MEDIA.... CRIES]

[spadilled]

wow so. 2.1 huh. (holds my head in my hands)

#ooc. #i won't say any more on here for like another week or so i think to be safe #but if u want to yell at me i have dms and they are open #also feel free to ask for my discord owo #i am #wow #actually cries #actually just sat on vc sobbing watching That aven cutscene

[dustwereturn]

HI BARBIES I JUST SAW THE BARBIE MOVIE AND ALSO I START MY CNA CLASS TOMORROW I AM SO ALIVE

#i cried TWICE #pushing daisies vc: the facts were these.

[saixenjoyer]

Minor totk spoilers

My biggest totk regret is that I had to fight colgera on mute cus I was on a bus so I never got to hear it’s theme until I found it in the depths and OH MY GOD???? THE DRAGON ROOST CALLBACK???? THIS WHOLE FUCKING TRACK IS SO FANTASTIC OHFHFBFNR????

#tears of the kingdom #totk #totk spoilers #tears of the kindom spoilers #colgera #totk thoughts #I cried while listening to it on youtube #everyone in the discord vc got to hear me cry while listening to it on YouTube

[mazzywazzy69]

Almost had a breakdown with a bunch of tears and I see this. I'm gonna combust.

#NOT LIKE THA #Dude my gf is coming over tomorrow (technically today) and im so HAPPYYYYYY #after i know i can vc again im gonna talk with rox so :D #and i almost cries because he was showing kindness and GRAHHHHHHHHH #I HATE CRYING CUS OF PEOPLE SHOWING KINDNESS LIKE OH MY GOD #is something wrong with me 😭

[rainbowcarousels]

Okay, so chapter four of stars is more or less ready, just needs going over for spelling and word mix ups by the cold light of day so it should be up when I get in tomorrow. For now, please accept some Armand and Lestat.

“How’s your little arrangement going to work under the same roof?” Lestat asked. “It’s one thing keeping a lover in two places, but another when it comes to sharing your bed in a small confine.”

“Trinity Gate is hardly small,” Armand replied.

“It’s not here,” Lestat said.

“If Louis doesn’t want to come here, it’s his choice.” Armand had little problem if Louis had wanted to come any time he’d been here, but he didn’t. The noise of it, the pageantry, the bureaucracy – it wasn’t for him any more than it was for Daniel, if for different reasons. “If you want him here, you’ll have to do it on your own.”

“I intend to,” Lestat reminded him. “I would like it more if you were both here.”

“I don’t live here either,” Armand replied. “Having quarters isn’t the same as living here.”

“Then live here!” Lestat’s hand dropped from his back and much to his annoyance, he found he missed it. “ Bring your little ones, let Benji mingle with his adoring young fans, let Sybelle spellbind us with symphony. Antoine is here more than you are, you know they love him. If anyone could make a home here, any way, you could.”

“And if I wanted to redecorate the whole place?” Armand asked, his lips threatening to smile against his will.

“You weren’t planning to do that anyway?”

#fic: the stars still conspire for us #i'm going to warn you that i might actually have cried a little bit writing this one #so as much as it has some fun moments there is a few brutal ones too #vc