#I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE BRUH

[headroom-moods]

#FORGIVENESS. AGAIN. #THERE IT IS. #THE FCKEUN F WORD. PLEASEEEEEEEEE #I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE BRUH #THIS IS THE 3RD TIME THIS HAPPENED #PUT. ME. DOWN. #IM GONNA BITE SOMEONE #fellow travelers

[hamfuccer6000]

I had a dream that Jeff the killer was in call of duty so I brought my vision to life

#cod mw2 #call of duty #call of duty modern warfare #call of duty modern warfare 2 #how the fuck do i use this app help me #am i even doing this right LMAO IDK #i tried so hard to find the artists for the fanarts i used but theyre so popular you cant find the og artists anymore #creepypasta #jeff the killer #CODMW2 #CODMW3 #idk bruh help

[suiana]

where is my huacheng when i need him

#i need a huacheng bruh #i cant do this anymore atp im gonna become a scrap collector

[postergadorart]

i said i love zelink

#why do these mfs have so many details in their clothing #bruh drawing this was a nightmare #na dont get me wrong i love them but wtf #zelink #zelda totk #zelda botw #zelda #link #lmao tagging link feels so unfair dude why do u have that nameeeee #anyways i love zelink #i did minor changes to zeldas boots and collar? what the heck is that called. anyways i changed some of it bc i can #and bc my eyes get confused by the lighter tone in her boots like. at first glance i always think her legs are exposed #like shes wearing capri pants or whatever the name #i cant read nor write #i could write an entire paragraph here like those AO3 authors about what happened in my life during the making of this piece #but theres a limit in these tags and id rather just laugh about it #i referenced the ao3 authors bc their life seems cursed and thats exactly how i felt during my own said events #but its ok im back again #until im not anymore #expect more drawings of them from me -needs the pressure

[pavlovers]

the jjk leaks...

#jjk 219 #gege akutami try to write a female character without including the most nonsense contrived thing youve ever read challenge (impossible) #no cuz girl died 5 seconds after MEETING sukuna?? really?? #and that was enough for her to do all of whatever this was 💀 #and she needed tsumikis body because... yes?? #im so tired of taking so many Ls for the girls... like we literally only have maki nd even she gets sidelined as a toji clone constantly 💀 #the way i cant stand sukuna anymore too bruh... not just bc of megumi crying but like he literally lost all flavor 💀 #like hes not even cunty in a fun way anymore like he used to be hes been so fucking bored this entire fight 💀 #actually begging gege to go on break so i dont have to see this shit on my timeline every week bro 💀

[cowboy-robooty]

imma be real with u guys i actually unironically love danganronpa but only the source content i hate 99.99999% of fan content so fucking much.

LISTEN THIS IS A HETALIA BLOG NONE OF US ARE BETTER THAN DANGANRONPAERS AND EVERYONE WHO IS UNAWARE NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND DANGANRONAPERS TREAT KOKICHI THE WAY HETALIA FANS TREAT ENGLAND. EXCEPT WORSE. SOMEHOW 100000x WORSE

#AND IM 20 FEET UNDER IN THIS HETALIA SHITSHOW I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT PEOPLE BEEN DOING TO ENGLAND SINCE 2008 #DANGANRONPA IS REALLY FUCKING GOOD ITS HILARIOUS #ALL THE CHARACTERS HAVE SWISS CHEESE FOR BRAINS #THE GAME IS FUN I LIKE THE MINI GAMES I THINK IT LOOKS GREAT YES I LIKE THE FUCKASS DANGANRONPA STANCE ITS FUNNY #THE FIRST GAME IS THE BEST ONE BECAUSE NGL THEY WERE NOT PUSHED THAT HARD TO KILL EACHOTHER LOL #AND ALSO THERES AN ENTIRE PART WHERE U GOTTA CONVINCE ONE KF THE CHARACTERS THAT ANOTHER ONE ISNT A GHOST #AND ALSO BYAKUYA TELLS TOKO TO STOP TALKING AND SHE STRAIGHT UP DOESNT FOR LIKE 2 DAYS AND NOBODY CARES LOL #toko is actually an incredible acomplishment because she is so genuinely insufferable and awful and everybody hates her for half the game #and then somehow by the end of it she hasnt changed but you just like her now its an amazing phenomenon #i cant think of a single other character that ive thought to be the actual worst and then later i like them so much even tho they havent #changed at all #bruh in universe shes hated too like theres that part where junko kidnaps everyones loved ones and we see peoples families n shjt #and then toko only has her goddamn pet stink bug #now that nobody likes danganronpa anymore (thank god) ill make my clearing kokichis name post one day... BECAUSE OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE YOU #PEOPLE DONE TO HIM #HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HIM HE DOESNT SLIT HIS WRISTS HES A GAMER

[w98pops]

Still cant believe a fucking terf is in fallout fandom intecacting with trans creators and drawing her ugly stereotypical twink transmasc character. You should be ashamed

What is even happening to my inbox anymore. Idk if it's the same person that asked about Sharky or not, but it really makes me uncomfortable.

I don't know where the TERF stuff even come from, but I'm very open with my political views and yeah, I was a radfem in 2019 or something. I also was a very vulnerable sad russian teenager. I know not a lot of people on tumblr aware of all the intricacies of russian internet scene, but I assume you, anon, have some knowledge, because you called me a TERF in the first place.

There's an internet phenomenon called "alt-right pipeline" and I fell in the simular thing called "TERF pipeline". This shit is inevitable for every single afab person that speaks russian. It's a really big thing. I don't say it's an excuse to be a bigot, but I was 12 when i first touched the internet. I was insecure, very fucking poor and spiteful. Also I had and (still have) some hormone problems and was generally a pretty ugly girl so coped with it by drawing ponies and hating on elusive and mysterious "men in skirts" these smart twitter girlies always talked about.

To be perfectly honest, I genuinely don't understand what russian TERFs are fighting for or against, I was in this shit for solid few years and still have no idea. I mean, now it's illegal to be transgender in Russia (a real law), but it wasn't a win for these angry teenage girls, it was a win for genocidal bigoted russian government, the same one that legalized domestic violence (also a law. its officially not a real crime in this country). I went off the topic and started ranting about my frustrations with the government again FUCK 😭

I tried to say that russian internet is genuinely a fucked up place, but I lived in the middle of Siberia in a village, ideologically only had my orthodox grandma, racist older brother and TERFs on the internet. I only started to learn english a few years ago, so i didn't have enough options before that. Or, to better words, didn't have enough knowledge to be a better person.

I'm really really and sincerely fucking sorry for that. Like, truly. It was really fucked up and I'm ashamed of stuff I said and supported blindly. I now have resources and have some media literacy in my disposal and basic understanding of english to educate myself about the topics I'm talking about. I'm trying my hardest to show support and love to all my queer friends and mutuals, and as an artist I do all I can to be inclusive, not because I feel the need to, but because I want to.

I have no right to speak about trans people and their issues and I won't. I don't know if Sharky is as bad as anon described, because I'm biased (this is my character after all) and not educated enough to acknowledge all the stereotypes associated with transmasculinity. I would really enjoy to hear opinions of my fellow transmen. To address some of my choices regarding his design and writing:

- He wears pink, because it's a quirky color that doesn't show up much in Fallout. Never meant to de-masculate him or to ridicule him. It's my favorite color, after red and brown, which are the primary colors of Wendy.

- He has a silly personality and a carefree attitude because 1) I'm projecting and 2) Wendy needed a character to balance out her awkward and moody autism

- He's a girl's boy and has wives. I didn't have the reason to make him not like girls. I wanted him to be an example of positive masculinity and solidarity. He is a straight dude who loves women. Not just sexually attracted to them or sees them as pets. They are his partners. With their own personalities and lives. Also I wanted to make a full circle 😭😭😭 I'm asexual and bi-romantic. I like boys, girls, all between and beyond boys and girls and don't really think sex is a big thing for me. Aletus likes boys, Sharky likes girls and Wendy likes when there's no sex. Pretty simple, I think.

Hope this explains why Sharky is the way he is. Would still really appreciate an opinion from a trans person. Or any kind of feedback really, because I've been feeling really fucking bad lately and can't objectively reflect on my choices. Also more questions about my OCs are very much welcome. There's a lot of stuff that made me feel like I've been misiforming people, including this anonymous message, and I will specify anything you want to know. Thank you all a lot.

#at least i got this little rant of my chest #but i dont know anymore #ive been feeling shameful for a lot of my posts here lately #i feel like no one really wants to see me post stupid ass oc sketches for another gajilliomillionth time this week #i know its not true but im angry at myself that i just cant draw shit anymore #considered taking a break but what will i do bruh #in moments like these i truly fucking wish i had friends #<- cringe emo shit I prohibited myself from saying

[ohblitz0]

depressing ramble under the cut

i seriously don’t get you. i gave you all of me. my love, my time, my heart and soul— into us? and it was like nothing to you. you said you loved me but you clearly didn’t show it anymore. i realized this pattern of love bombing you gave me and that maybe it was just because you were bored and wanted someone to toy with. i still message you, still listen to you vent, im still there whenever you pop up out of the blue needing someone but when i need you where are you? you don’t love me, not like i loved you. now i see you posting about being alone and missing all your friends— im always there but you’re the one who pushed me away. i just can’t handle it anymore. i never want to speak to you again. you’ve completely ruined love for me. i will always doubt myself because of you and i hate myself for it.

#why did you do this to me #bruh i cant do this anymore

[softdavidrose]

it's monday tomorrow again???? wasn't it monday tomorrow last week?????

#iole.txt #bruh #i cant do this anymore

[mango-shpango]

hating my manager rn

#no cause why does she not cover my break if someone calls out #but she happily covers night shift #LIKE THE FUCK !? #i get night shift gets busy BUT SO DO I BRUH 😭😭 #and i cant eat in the back anymore #so i get out of work starving sk often 😭😭

[ozlices]

btw it is our little's chosen birthday today since it's also emu's bday & not a single person has wished them happy birthday even with them being devastated in our discord status so 🙃it'd mean a lot to them to come back from their sad nap to ppl wishing them happy bday

#mine #we're not saying their name or alias publicly on our acc that's pushing it #but like. i got permission from our primary protector to say smth bc they're genuinely devastated & we're all fucking pissed. #like they literally. told multiple ppl when they picked it out. & were already hurt when they didn't wake up to anything #& then made our status a vent & still. not a single person has said anything. like. idk. im rly pissed idek what to do w myself. #they've been put through so much bullshit this yr w being treated like shit & made to feel just as shitty as we all do. it sucks. #we're all pissed & hurt on their behalf & our own & each other's. i just. idk. #like they say u know who ur real friends are when ur hurting & it's like. damn not even our little has anyone who can be arsed #to give a genuine damn & say anything to them when they're crying on their bday they excitedly chose???? & looked forward to??? #they literally were begging & praying to get attention today but instead it's been mostly me & our protector out bc they're so devastated. #idk what to do or say anymore i cant even bring myself to say anything directly to anyone. #im sick of watching not even our little be spared from being treated like shit for being depressed considering the circumstances bruh. #ANYWAY... they're in the back of the headspace taking a nap w another protector to try to cheer up a bit. so. #wish them happy bday and wish them well smth idk just take the load off all this loneliness bc it's suffocating for ALL of us #but it def hurts them the most and it sucks. and im tired. and pissed.

[limelocked]

you forget how fast your mood can be ruined by the smallest shit

this post brought to you by me, someone who due to upbringing hoards snacks because if i didnt then others would eat My Things before i had the chance to want to crave them, living in the same home as my mother who is the first of four siblings and eats anything sweet whenever she want

#i was fine (if anxious about something else) and started craving a chocolate bar that suddenly didnt exist anymore and now im just #bruh #THE WORST THING ISNT EVEN THAT SHE ATE IT #the worst thing is that i keep trusting her to honour shit so i can keep snacks in the kitchen and she keeps not doing it #thats not actually the worst worst thing #the thing im actually mad about is that she doesnt tell me #if she had come into my room and said hi im taking this thing then at least id have known #i would have had an option to say please dont i was planning to eat that #but its just gone #and shes asleep so i cant even be mad at her about it #vent #ig #i love my mom so much but like i hate this and feel like trash

[scarletiswailing347]

bruh wtf is going on with princezam and delilahdied

on one hand delilah is accusing zam of being abusive and trying to ruin delilahs career and on the other hand delilah is being accused of being abusive and a doxxer meanwhile zam is radio silent

#mine.txt #tw abuse #i dont really go on twitter much anymore now that i have no reason to #but i do still go sometimes to check on my friends #so i decided to check out delilahs alt for any updates on whats going on with her #and an update there was #i cant even rely on their friends' reactions cause i dont know if theyre trustworthy! #and unlike the cmc situation where he was dropped by everyone in this situation it seems both zam and delilah dropped connections #and its not like you can rely on spotting toxic traits cause 1. any trait can be toxic #2. they both have traits that can easily be turned toxic #and 3. we dont know them personally! only their friends do and i cant tell if theyre trustworthy or not! #for now im gonna support delilah but still wait for zams side of things #also gonna put all my stuff that involves zam on pause #on the bright side we got subz saying ''you both are fucking goobers bruh'' lol #allegations #zam-delilah allegations

[nvoc]

head hurts, been living inside xEdit for the past 4 days wtf man

#(skyrim modding talk) #going thru my bugs & to-do list #literally doing anything and everything but playthru skyrim Lmfaoaoddslfsdmfdslfcamsdlsdf #i made like 20 patches so far bruh #two of those patches have like #......................... #so much shit (trees) i had to manually remove #i think i took like 600 screenshots showing what i need to delete 💀💀💀💀 #thing is u cant like delete-delete it.. u gotta make a duplicate of the problem item in a separate plugin #then set it to be disabled/deleted in-game #i mean u can delete it from the main mod but what if the mod updates??? my work!! gonee.......... #the cons of using a very old mod that no one makes patches for anymore #hey at least my trees look so good and no clipping trees thru structures :d #still got more stuff to patch out wahoooooooooooooo #that's for monday i can't #there's prob a quicker way to do this but hey im learning how this tool works even more #.ctxt

[g4m3z]

gonna try and sort out my ipod finally. trying to do the whole media preservation thing and download instead of stream music. wish me luck because i found this ipod on the street and it has hundreds of songs i dont even recognize

#when u think about it #you can buy like 5-8 songs each month instead of giving money to spotify #im on a student plan so im already giving them less than i would if i wasnt #im just tired of spotify #and the fact i cant listen to certain songs because of issues with music labels or whatever l #like what that gotta do with me bruh #telling me i could listen to this song last month but suddenly i can’t anymore ?? #media preservation for the win

[painfully-unoriginal]

if ur mainly a digital artist i recommend getting a little sketchbook and some pens/markers whatever (anything non-erasable) and just going crazy doodling whatever u want. its very freeing & low-stress imo and helped my artblock

Oh i have plenty of art supplies. Just no time or energy lmao

#ask #i have like hundreds of sketchbooks hundreds of pens pencils colored pencils paints and brushes #just no time energy motivation etc to use them #i even have clay bruh i used to sculpt all the time #cant bring myself to do that anymore either #i doodle all the time and never post any of it and idk it helps but also at the same time #sometimes it makes it worse bc i feel like the doodles arent good enough LMAOOO