#For the record no I am not ok

[damiemontclair]

My sister has done it this time. I'm moving my stuff to my parents bathroom. I am sick and tired of her shit and I am outta here.

#I hate hate hate that I am once again the one being pushed out of my space #And once again I am being given platitudes for it #But my mom 'will talk to her'; and 'its not that bad'; and 'the poor dear has it rough lately' #I get that but if this was a hotel (which is the way she has been treating this; barely doing *anything*) she wouldn't be this messy #And the one who will have to clean when she leaves is gonna be me #Love the hypocrisy of my dad going 'I don't want her in my apartment' but then no one ever doing anything when she fucks up my shit. #Sorry for the rant guys #I am just so tired of this shit and the only one taking me seriously on this is my bff #Every time she is here its the same shit and the same platitudes and NOTHING EVER CHANGES #When shes not here? Life is great. When she's here? I wann throw myself out of a window. #Well. Not quite. But the bad drinking habits are trying to push through again and thats... V not great. #Anyway.... #damie talks #For the record no I am not ok

[mildmayfoxe]

drew a single line flower with a marker and then carved it in a block 🌼 // shop | patreon

#art tag #printmaking #block printing #linocut #relief print #block print #this is really strong it would make a good tattoo #i think i am going to make some like. spongey watercolory background and then print on top… i have to experiment #photo record #carving the little flyaway edges didn’t work exactly right but looks good enough #it doesn’t help that my process is to trace and then transfer lmao if i did the printer thing or drew straight on the block it would’ve been #better. but that’s ok

[bizarrelittlemew]

i was hoping to make a post like this under happier circumstances, but here goes.

as some of you know, everything with the cancellation and renewal campaign has happened right on top of the worst part of my mom's cancer treatment (plus the show was cancelled on my actual birthday 💀). i won't go into details, but it's been tough. lots of ups and downs, mostly downs, luckily ending (for now) on as much of an up as circumstances allow. the whole thing has been weirdly tied to the cancellation for me, kind of amplifying every feeling. the grief got mixed up, and there was so much of it - mourning the loss of the kind of future i thought i'd have with my mother and the time we might not get, mourning the end of a show that means so much to me and is such a big part of my life. different types of grief, sure, and of different magnitudes, but in one big ugly swirl. i sort of had a breakdown right at the start of february, and it was because of news about my mom, but it morphed into my brain telling me everything i'd ever written was shit and wanting to delete it all. stuff like that, spilling over.

anyway. i was holding off on writing this post to see if the show got picked up by someone else. but i still want to say it. because what also spilled over was the support and community from this fandom, and being in this space (despite the rough times and high emotions) helped me through it, because of all of you here. whether we talk regularly, or you left a comforting reply or simply a like on one of my posts about having a hard time (i tried to keep them few), or wrote a nice comment on a fic, or said something funny or nice or insightful in the tags of a gifset, or was active here (or on twt) in any way, talking/sharing/creating stuff about the show - THANK YOU.

you all helped me through all the ups and downs, and i am so grateful. thank you for being here, listening, distracting, helping me feel some joy despite the horrors. i love you and i love this incredible show and all it has brought and will continue to bring and inspire, and although it should go without saying, i'm not going anywhere. just do me a favor and give yourself a big ol' hug from me, and know that you made a difference for some random guy on the internet (but in reality for many more, and for this fandom as a whole, just by being here and being you) 💕

#🐭📓 #oh wow this got long #i grieved so much in january and never truly got my hopes up even though i of course wished something would happen #that the second “cancellation” message did not hit me as hard as it did for others - like i'd already absorbed that reality #but no matter what. all the effort was worth it - even for just the slightest chance of renewal and showing the cast and crew all the love #and seeing the fandom rally and all the fun moments we found along the way in a shitty situation none of us wished to be in #and for the record - i don't think this means there is no possibility of anything happening in the future #i just think the current/immediate negotiations fell through due to the current streaming landscape #you never know what can happen even if nothing happens for years #it's just that it's not happening right now and we shouldn't be at the edge of our seats. but instead settle into long term fandom mode #instead of constant campaign mode. keep showing all our love for the show and letting it inspire us and move us #and keep supporting the cast and crew in their next works #there is so much more to come from the same creative minds #and i for one am looking forward to experiencing it with you all 💗 #ok i will stop rambling now skdjfhdjks

[todayisafridaynight]

journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit

#snap chats #im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE #my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did #i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn #thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway #i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so #im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that #when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right #i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer #ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is #cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan #didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT #my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit #and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait. #point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3 #ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE

[divorcedfiddleford]

it is friday my dudes (little hearts added by @tazmiilly)

#sorryyyyyy for not posting ... please accept these as compensation #gravity falls #fiddleford mcgucket #artwork of the damned #tales of the wild zeep #ummmm ok context for the first one should be mostly self-explanatory #i purposefully left the person he's calling open to interpretation #however for the record i will say i am a 'fiddleford was divorced before he came to gravity falls' truther #but that does not mean he would never call back to cali to check in on his son or anything #so take that as you will #uhhhh everything else is pretty silly and doesnt require much explanation i dont think?? #i dont draw pre-college fidds a lot even though i literally have a whole backstory written for him LOLLLL #also i have a whole complex where when i draw a character pre-transition i feel embarrassed #sort of like i've walked in on them in the bathroom or something. like 'whoops sorry' and i politely look away #want to make it VERY CLEAR i dont think theres anything wrong or bad about drawing someone pre-transition!! #it's just a weird thing ive noticed about myself that i'm trying to deal with #and it literally only happens when i'm drawing. not when i'm writing

[foxaoxarts]

BEE KISS TOMORR- *dead* /j

If anyone wants to watch me drawing this like a little victorian child then the timelapse is below the cut 🤣

(FLICKER WARNING. It's all through out so be careful!👍 )

#RWBY #Bumbleby #Blake Belladonna #Yang Xiao Long #Foxarts #YOUR HONOR I HATE THEM (that's a lie actually) #I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS FOR 3(?) DAYS NOW AND I'M SICK #Technically this doesn't contain spoilers but let me know if I should add the tag! #In reality I think cloud scene will happen episode 7-ish BUT being delusional is what being a bee fan is all about- #This is the first time I've actually tried drawing a kiss sooooo hope it turned out ok xDD #I am the one who looks away when anyone kisses for more than 2 seconds so. #Kisses aren't very photogenic that's all I'll say (I had 3 tutorials open and 5 references pulled up) #This was so messy- I forewent line art because I hate it and I thought it wouldn't be bad to just clean up the sketch. I was kind of right. #Watching back the recording is funny because I've always known I'm disorganized but just watching it play out is hilarious. #Enjoy my little notes and doodles 😌😌 #They're so soft I want to scream. #I SURE HOPE I DIDN'T FORGET ANYTHING 😭 #Risking my livelihood for these stupids since 2020 *strikes pose* #Anyways that's enough of my rambling. #HAVE A NICE DAY Y'ALL!!

[spocks-kaathyra]

do u think that um. yk Julian was having a rough time in the later seasons. and ofc he wants to talk abt it, wants someone to help him process it, wants someone to just listen. but it's not easy to talk abt. and he wants to talk to Garak, wants Garak to know what's going on in his life, wants to be vulnerable and be met with support and care. but Garak is so emotionally unavailable and so unwilling to break his pleasant facade and so unwilling to deviate from their little social script. he was taught never to show care or vulnerability. and Julian gets so tired of playing their little game when, god, there's a war going on, his life is falling apart, can't Garak even acknowledge how bad things are for both of them? he doesn't need witty retorts, he needs sincerity. and Garak can't give him that. so he withdraws from their friendship. and it's not that Garak doesn't care. it's not that he doesn't want to help. but sincerity and vulnerability were beaten out of him a long time ago, and he doesn't know how to take off his mask. even just acknowledging genuine emotion is practically impossible for him. and maybe that's why ASIT is the apology that it is. it's saying, here, I've learned to be honest, I've learned to be vulnerable. I know the harm I caused you by refusing to acknowledge pain, so here's a whole book of me acknowledging pain.

#this is entirely projection idk if this is at all supported by the text #for the record I am garak here. gosh who knew it could hurt the ppl u love when u refuse to be emotionally vulnerable at all? #god I don't know. it's so hard. how do I look someone in the eyes and say I care. I love you. I want you to be okay. tell me what's wrong #I don't know how to deviate from the pleasant little social script we've rehearsed so many times #even when I know it's all a facade. when we're both refusing to acknowledge the emotional undercurrent of it all. #I want to help you. but that would require me to confront the impossibly big feelings I have abt it. and I can't. I just can't #I'm sorry #sigh. god knows if garak can overcome his repression then I can too. give me another few years. if you're still alive by then #ok to rb LMAO #narcissus's echoes #ds9

[front-facing-pokemon]

#alolan graveler #i always felt that out of all the alternate forms‚ this one was the closest to its “source material‚” per se #it's Basically just a color swap with some big eyebrows. all of the alolan geodude line is kinda like this #just with some big facial hair for some reason #i guess alolan vulpix is kinda like that too. it's basically just a palette swap. but it's Going for something #i wouldn't be able to look at alolan geodude and tell you that it's fucking. ice/electric type or whatever the hell this thing is #ok rock/electric fine. yeah i wouldn't be able to tell you that. but alolan vulpix Looks like an ice-type. also it's cute and this is not #alolan vulpix is a valid palette swap. i don't think this thing is #also for the record i am not being MEAN to the alolan geodude line #i just didn't know what else to comment on besides the eyebrows. i don't HATE them i just think they're palette-swaps #if you disagree with me on that then. well. i guess i am going to get the reputation of being a jackass to every pokémon

[whaliiwatching]

the shore was kissed by sea and mist… tenderly

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big inspired by this post <3

#spider man: across the spider verse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #record from the future ;) #i was so close to using ‘it only takes a moment’ from hello dolly. but it didnt fit the vibe #ella fitzgerald’s tenderly tho? perfect #noir’s world is a sensory heaven its like a weighted blanket on your entire soul #i tried to draw a gramophone myself. be thankful for free stock photos #drawing kissing is so fucking hard ugh but this turned out ok #i am. proud question mark of it #gods i fucking love them. theyre sharing music theyre dancing to soft jazz #hobie brings records from the future and noir gives him records from the past…………. dont touch me #they’re in LOVE in love do you UNDERSTAND ME

[crescentfool]

does anyone else want to stick these two in the same room together or is that just me... i simply think they are adjacent in vibes... (+a bonus thing???)

get u a fictional guy that makes you feel like this... seeing these guys just evoke a Similar Kind of Brain Chemical and Response. Help Me.

also have bonus yosuke doodle featuring the same brushes used here...! from january 23rd, lol.

#fe3h #sylvain jose gautier #persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #crossover #lizzy does art #umm... hi.... (looks away) this is cringe but i am free. what is life if not to draw your favorite characters together on the same canvas #for the record i do not intend to conflate these two as the same character because they are NOT #'lizz. what on EARTH do you see in these guys.' you know. i wish i could answer that. (actually. i can.) #experiencing both of these characters sent me into an absolute spiral of denial when i realized that i enjoyed them #Words Hard but Basically i think its fascinating how both sylvain and yosuke have like this happier front that they project outwards that- #masks the struggles that they don't want others to see... and while both of them do cringe shit thats incredibly stupid #both of these characters have shown themselves to have like?? actual braincells? (re: yosuke at the start of p4 + sylvain support convos) #granted the kinds of themes and messages each of them is meant to convey varies bc of the setting and stories they are in #the sylvain + yosuke pipeline.... oh also i think the fandoms tend to rationalize both of their behavior towards women as like. #a closeted bi case. it's kinda strange to me why they overlap in certain ways hm hm... #but its just so funny to me that like. idk. they're both unbearable. they irritating for a reason /s #i should really draw these two more often (in like separate illusts) they are so fun i love their color schemes and designs it sparks joy #ok ok god i had a lot more to say about that than i thought oops. um. yeah. i learned how to draw for stuff like this. worth itTM

[writingsbymo-mo]

The one thing Ran will miss as a dad: sleep...any kind of sleep

He loves his kids...but also sleep....

Has Rindou watch them when he really needs that nap in on occasion and doesn't wake up for two days worrying the shit out of his little brother and the kids...he makes up for it in the end, spending all of his time with them and taking off work

Rindou had to explain to them the many times their dad would sleep for hours on end and the one time he slept for a whole day straight. Even the dreaded time he woke him up...

#it's canon and we know it #being a dad broke his sleep record #ran haitani #haitani ran #haitani rindou #haitani brothers #rindou haitani #tokyo revengers #tok rev #dad!ran haitani #ran haitani headcanons #ok why am i fixated on the dad headcanons rn? 😅😅😅 like pls help lol #writing this out instead of the other fic #brain be uwu today and not fuck me up buttercup like idk

[mamath]

A commission for Birbloom ☄️

Tried some new things with this one and probably went a bit overboard. ^^ This was my second attempt at this comm too bc I wasn't happy with the first.

#commission #furry art #ink drawing #sometimes i am a very slow artist but it is because i am putting my whole ass into it ok!!!!! #i recorded some video of this one but the camera kept cutting out so idk if there's enough to try cutting a vid together #oh well #learning how to record things!! hopefully i'll figure it out for 2024

[meowydoe]

I am a Ride the Cyclone high school edition defender

#“Why did they remove ___ 😭😭😭😔😔☹️” IT’S A HIGH SCHOOL SCRIPT?? IT’S GONNA BE CENSORED???? #a good 50-60% of the rtc fandom on tiktok doesn’t know that the uncensored script has changed since american tour #“apparently a-wiggity wiggity wack wasn’t school appropriate 🙄” that hasn’t even been in the regular script since 2016? #sorry i have very strong opinions on this #it’s the “fall fair suite should’ve been on the cast recording” drama all over again #adding onto that i am also a uranium suite defender #ok enough ranting #ride the cyclone #rtc #ride the cyclone musical #rtc high school edition #dolly’s dialogue

[fakewaves]

You must forge past obstacles three times to succeed on the fourth.

#genshin impact #genshin scenery #genshin gifs #genshin impact gifs #tsurumi island #ok they look rly scuffed im sorry...i rly liked how day 4 on this island looks and wanted to gif it #anyway i tried ig thats what matters. i like making gifs but i am so bad at actually sitting down and doing it #i adore tsurumi island #time for my own tags #genshin #aster makes gifs #i recorded these in streamlabs like the cringe streamer i am

[brifdi-daily]

DAY 1: Tissues & Record !

Source: BURNER [Sacri]

the spinner i put together for these just said to draw record... but... i couldnt separate her from her buddey.... i like these two and their silly outfits so much im gonna be devastated when they inevitably lose a challenge lol

#burner #tissues #record #sacri #contestants #dailies #1 #burner osc #i rewatched ep3 while i drew this theyr so cute #'haha ok bri day one lets not spend much time on thi(SPENDS AN HOUR ON IT FOR NO REASON #why am i so SLOW!!! anyway. hi

[monstertreden]

everyone with Leonidas (me included) ✨💅

#Leonidas can I please s- #He's like am enormous teddy bear ok😭😭 #leonidas #Leonidas record of ragnarok #record of ragnarok #ror #snv #shumatsu no valkyrie