GENMUI [RANT?] HOLY SHIT I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST
LIKE FUCK?!?! I DONT GET THE HATE. I DONT GET WHY THE FUCK YOU DONT GET IT. I MEAN IT'S FINE IF YOU DON'T SHIP, JUST FUCKING IGNORE? SCROLL DOWN? tHeY aReNt gAy LIKE BTCH IT WAS THE ANCIENT TIMES HOW TF WOULD WE KNOW WHAT THEIR REAL SEXUALITY IS?!
IT'S RANDOM?! IT'S RANDOM?! I'M GONNA ASSUME EITHER YOU'RE AN IDIOT OR YOU HAVEN'T READ THE MANGA BECAUSE AS SHORT AS IT WAS, IT DEFINITELY HAD MORE EMOTION AND MEANING THAN WHATEVER THE FUCK THEIR INTERACTIONS WITH OTHER PEOPLE WERE.
I'M TELLING YOU IF THEY'RE NOT A BOY X BOY PAIRING YOU WOULD BE QUICK TO JUMP INTO THIS AND NOT CALL IT WEIRD.
AND TO ATTACK AN ARTIST AND CALL THEIR ART MEH BECAUSE IT'S GENMUI?! BIIIIICH FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU
oh so yknow how people normally dont know their chromosome makeup?
bc it’s not a thing you know unless tested for so you could be XX/XXY/XXXY/XYY/XY or some other combination
welp turns out im fully XY, and I know that bc my mother tested to make sure I wasn’t a baby with downsyndrome
Not me still awake at 3AM, tired but not sleepy, cozy but freezing, starving but unable to eat, bored but not motivated. Must be a different bitch.
CW: talk of unintended weight loss and disordered eating
But really, this not being able to eat thing is getting ridiculous. My future MIL saw me without a hoodie on for the first time in months and she was immediately concerned and asked if I was okay because while I don't have a scale, based on the way my clothes fit and the new measurements I had to make for my dress, I'm probably back to 150-160, which is a pretty big jump from the ~180 I'd been chilling at for a while. I can't even really make myself concern about it tho?? I'm just like, meh, it's probably aite. And like, it's not like I'm doing this on purpose, it's deeply frustrating for me, but also fuuuuUuuuUuUUUUUUUUK!
Ugh I just want to fast but my dad is now on my absolute ass about eating all of a sudden and I’m not a happy camper of course he has to complicate this process more than it already is