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env0 · 5 months

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If you didn't take silly photos in your silly little outfit before going about your silly little business, does it count?

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anothermonikan · 1 year

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#Low effort meme for today (Except not really cause it took me wayyy too long to find the Fluffybird claim)#I'm a little bit more willing to believe the Fluffybird one over the Natsuri one #Because people involved in that show are aren't shy about interacting with fan content #But Dan Salvato has explicitly said he doesn't like getting involved in the fandom of his game. Which is why I've always been skeptical #It just doesn't seem like the type of thing he would just say. But then again he said the Sayori and Monika TShirt thing. So idk #I'm pretty skeptical on both tho. Pics or it didn't happen /hj #DHMIS #dont hug me im scared #Fluffybird #DDLC #doki doki literature club #Natsuri #Android.txt

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kingsmoot · 4 months

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what are your all's thoughts on whether/how theon was castrated because i'm undecided

#i'm leaning towards Not Castrated actually because the allusions in the text are like.#i mean some if them are certainly convincing #but i don't see a good reason for why we would get every last gritty detail about which fingers and toes he is missing #and how he came to miss them #the exact manner in which he lost his teeth and why #but then grrm would be coy about if he was cut root and stem or elsewise #like it just doesn't make sense to me that everything would be quite horrifyingly straightforward EXCEPT for that #and i know since george wrote the bratwurst episode of the show (A FAV) people take that to mean that it's the dame in book canon #but i dunno i just think that... grrm wouldn't be shy or coy about describing theon's genitals #he has described plenty of cocks on page to my eternal chagrin i just don't feel like he would be all flirty about this one aspect of #theon's torture but so straightforward about everything else

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ladyramora · 4 months

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Fic authors self rec! When you see this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers (◠‿◠✿)

Tagging all my writer followers~

Rec your fics ❤️✨

#self fic rec #saw this as an ask but i thought it'd be cool to reblog so people could see all the fic recs in one placs #I'm already doing an author interview thing where I'm linking favorite fics #so I'll post this & pass it on #i miss feeling connected to the writing community #i was part of that big discord for a while but i was too shy/anxious to really talk in there except when I was tagged #sorry my brain is too fried to remember all the @s

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snoos-tattoos · 3 months

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I am this 🤏 close to starting an emancipation movement for bassists

video link: "[Engsub] Xdinary Heroes’s Jooyeon and Gaon debate for the leader position of string line"

#its ok jooyeon I hear you 😔#I've been slowly picking up my bass again recently #still gotta record that Freakin' Bad cover someday #but also I'm hella shy about it so it probably won't ever happen #probably the only thing I will ever be shy about tbh #I have no shame #except for my bass skills #oh and being a Seungwoo stan is pretty embarrassing too #xdinary heroes #jooyeon #bassist

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born-to-lose · 7 months

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"No more giving my number out to random people who flirt with me at work" I say as if I'm not going into the next shift with a pen and tissues in my pocket

#sunday i woke up to four messages from different people and half of them i don't even remember giving my number lmao #i wish i had given it to that drunk girl who kissed me in the bathroom 💔 i hope i'll see her again she was so cute #and another dude was parallel flirting with me immediately after she left #sadly i didn't get to/forgot to/was too shy to give them to the two funniest guys but the dj is there every week so there's still a chance #fingers crossed the one who flirted with me who funnily enough has the same name as my ex comes back soon when i'm working #it's so much fun tho!! i have the two security guards hitting on me in a lighthearted way #one of them always insists on walking me to the car in the morning and i'm still waiting for that dance he promised me on a busy night #4th edition of living my best life on saturday 10pm 💅🏻#jack daniel's birthday party with go go dancers is gonna be wild i'm so excited!!#said guy also dramatically sang along to the chorus of münchener freiheit's ohne dich when he ordered a drink #but i told him we're not serving anything after 4:45 and he kept begging but i still said no bc it's the boss' order #n i don't have the power to make exceptions but it was so funny n kinda sweet i would've given him a lil drink if security wasn't watching #mel talks #i think i need to make a separate tag for bar gushing #the bartender chronicles

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robinsnest2111 · 6 days

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idly wondering with what experts would diagnose me if I was 100% truthful and could remember every single thing that happened to me and every single quirk I developed because of it <3

#like esp. at the start my mother would sit in on all my therapy sessions #and i didn't yet grasp what therapy was for at age 11 so i just talked about my day #and showed the nice lady my latest drawings orz #all that got me was a 'oh that kid is just shy and a little scared going to school just force him to go it'll be fine <3'#never said anything about the nefarious bullying or the things going on at home #because at that point i was so naive i thought it was NORMAL #and other therapists later on only ever focused on my weight and how sloppy i dressed. never addressing all my other issues so i gave up #never talked about all the other stuff for a while.#also that ONE situation i can barely remember but that fucked me up the most i think back in kindergarten... never told anyone about it #except a friend last year. wondering what therapists would say about that if i ever opened up about that to them #after a bit of thought it'd also explain my aversion to being touched/examined by doctors in that area. great.#ANYWAY just wondering <333 #also all the 'negative' feelings i immediately throw in the repression bin. like jealousy frustration anger annoyance entitlement etc #been told one too many times that these things are ugly and shouldn't be displayed. should stop acting like a spoiled brat #never learned how to handle any of that <333 #recently have taken to being overly analytical about it all. trying to find what triggers these emotions and then rationalising them away <3 #they do still fester deep in my soul tho <333 #good thing i'm so good at repression that i forget about it all eventually until something makes me remember and then i suffer #but then i repress again and i can live in blissful ignorance again <333333 #wish i could be a dumb silly billy more often and not think about things too much like i usually do haha #maybe that's why i'm so drawn to and fadcinated by the bimbocore subculture/movement...... 🤔#anyway anyway just thinking haha

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m4ruk4ts · 8 months

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in contrast to angie, i like to think andrés is more reserved when it comes to yao, a bit intimidated maybe, but still shy nonetheless lol it's not that he's ashamed or anything, he's just conflicted;;

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icantalk710 · 2 years

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Hotel lighting amirite 😌

Also, being able to walk to/from my home gym while living in the area for two days (and not just walking over from work) >>>>>

#ore no kao #staycation is a go 🤪#also this very cute guy and i noticed each other as i walked to the locker room and he was leaving #gave me a cute smile and he had these nice blue eyes and he was looking back at me from the stairs as i rounded into the lockers #and he was a redhead 😩#hopefully i'll see him if i go back on Saturday after checking out of my hotel lol #anyway #[also ngl a bit tempted to grindr a guy over while i'm here 😅 except not tonight since it's 2am and i want to do stuff tmrw lol]#[so shy about it though lol it's been so long]#[guess we'll see 😅]#bye #gay

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snowddeong · 1 year

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I just started reading the spiderryu ryeji thing on twt because of you and it’s??? So good???? I know smau's are really easy to read through but I just read like 200+ chapters in half an hour?? And it's making me SICK because it's SO CUTE pls drop more recs if you have any more

Ayyyyyy glad you enjoyed it, that au is SO GOOD. Like slapping myself crying into my pillow and giggling type good I love it so much

And okay recs let's go I'll try my best

For starters, Ryeji Fake Dating is the ryeji au that convinced me to start planning and writing my own. I really love the humour in this

Op's off twitter and Ryeji exes is currently incomplete but imo what they posted is well written enough to just read and suffer with even if it's not done

Then the goat of goats Ryeji dance au, anyone who has not read this please do yourself a favour and jump on this it's so well written and so 🥺 you won't regret it. And if you've read it just read it again adskjh it's so good lmao. Op is off twitter as well but they also made a tiny Valentine's au that's very cute

Another fave, I haven't read it in a while but I remember it just getting better and better as it went on

This hasn't updated in a while and idk if it'll get an update any time soon but I really enjoyed the tension between our girlies and I just wanna know wtf happened in the past lmao like why aren't they friends anymore goddamnit

Another ggsmaus au, VERY GOOD (though I have some issues with the resolution to Ryujin's whole family trauma. I feel like it wasn't handled very well but that's a personal thing for me I haven't seen many people complain about it and I also don't think it subtracts from how good this au is)

This account rts ryeji aus and has a thread of some finished ones in eng and tagalog. I haven't read everything on there but they're a good resource

Then there's another one that I don't remember and still can't find cause I think Op is off twitter too so if anyone knows of an archive of that Ryeji au where Ryujin calls Yeji "my girl" all the time please share it's really good 😭

Also last but not least, not ryeji but this Chaerlia au changed my life lmao. It's very silly and cracky lowkey but it's basically the basis of how I view Chaerlia in Jacket lmao

Not sure if you also want some fic recs but in case you do there's this unfinished masterpiece by rexwrites (still deluding myself that there'll be a chapter 3), everyone's fave ryeji fic that you've probs read but leaving it here just in case you haven't, and then everyone's other favourite ryeji fic and imo the undisputed goat of ryeji fanfics period

#not shy ask me (itzy)#recs that no one asked for #except this time someone actually asked me for them lmao #i only added the ones I think about way too often #but I have other faves that I'll maybe add to a list somewhere if anyone else asks for recs #also lemme know if you want non ryeji recs?#I don't actively read their other ships much cause I'm singular in my brainrot so I can't rec non-ryeji itzy stuff unfortunately #BUT there's loads of fun twice stuff out there that I love #and I used to write for deukae so I know quite a few deukae aus that are worth everyone's time #anon

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florallylly · 2 months

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so CLEARLY the stobin big brother au brain rot had to come out some time and tbh this is going to be so scatterbrained bear with me

based off of my favorite season ... bb4 with jun song like well yes....like yeah i LOVE this season but also like. i have to think about this because i want to open up the possibility of there being a pre-established stobin relationship.

like OKAY clicking from the first day creating a final 2 alliance immediately ... i see it. initially enemies becoming begrudging allies using a final 2 alliance to keep each other loyal becoming genuine friends who honor that final 2 alliance despite knowing it wouldn't help their game. LIKE.... i am Sick to my Stomach. BUT some type of x-factor WOW.

if they go in as exes, i think i could only see them purposely bamboozling producers into thinking they would never work together when they have a shared google drive of strategies for their game or like fuckin... idk i don't strategize u tell me

OKAY BUT maybe a home town high school reunion type theme, where they make sure to include duos that would have been in the same high school at the same time blah blah. so there are two steves that could possibly have applied for big brother.

one steve was encouraged by His Boys (and carol) to try out bc he's athletic AND good at the social game. king steve is in it to win it, but as time goes on, steve harrington's bleeding heart prevents him from being as ruthless as he planned to be.

stobin seeing each other ep 1 and just the most evil glares toward each other, but actually they're nonverbally setting a meeting to discuss their alliance. they don't know it but it's their strongest, longest lasting alliance and the one they are ultimately the most loyal to. thinking jun and jee picking fights to throw people off their scent.... robin and her you suck/you rule board like. YEAH.

i think that in this scenario, steve is more jee in using his physicality to prove his worth to the team and winning comps. and robin is more jun in that she (unfortunately) is not the most liked in the house bc she has smth of a "floater" strat. WHICH not a coasting strat. a floater strat. okay. she is instigating and she is lying and she is scheming.

however also steve being jun with the kitchen strat like YEAH like yes. using cooking as an excuse to stay in the most central part of the house and eavesdrop like well yes. have a neutral reason to always be present for drama and make people not want to eliminate you bc if they do, they lose ur cooking too.

i think that like robin would win in this season, but only because steve didn't make it to the final 2. both of them knew that steve would have jury. like he just played the social game so well that even people he beat and blindsided wanted him to win. like he proved to be loyal while still pushing his game and he was on good terms with everyone in the house. steve threw the last hoh so he would be eliminated esp since he knew that robin would be the obvious winner against the other contestant

the Second steve would be a post-demogorgon or bullshit kind of checked out steve harrington who doesn't have it in him to fight for his crown. maybe he Did apply before the upside down and unlucky enough to have a life altering experience right before appearing on television. or maybe he was just throwing shit at the wall instead of applying for college thinking whatever. face card never declines.

picturing a taylor hale-esque journey where robin hears that King Steve is joining the house. and she has her preconceived opinions about him and obviously it's beneficial to her game to completely undermine a good social player before he even gets a chance to speak. so she starts turning people in the house against him but not in a paloma way me think. less intense, but still just as detrimental to steve's game.

but steve is able to make a couple solid connections in the house, and despite being put on the block, he's not eliminated. the first month in the house is pretty rocky for steve, and he's put on the block nearly Every Single Week. now he starts giving a jag performance and winning comps left and right like. power of veto every week baby and that's why he will Never Be Eliminated. people are beginning to look at steve differently now

they're like okay he's a bit of a free agent, and obviously a strong player. he could be used as a shield, he could be used as a buffer, keeping him could be beneficial to my game. robin is still iffy about him, but she sees his merit.

just like taylor, steve is one to one in convincing people to support him in his game. he appeals to them so effectively that people who were vehemently against him just boom.... appreciate. like robin is not immune to the harrington charm and she's already the worm in his brain

thinking some Big Drama involving steve though and literally daniel's tirade on taylor (which was SO undeserved and like? insane?) yeah.... and then the turn around and calling out of his previous treatment like. YEAH. that's what i want...

robin taking the longest to come around to steve, but being the most ride or die. they're like jag and matt just. ur my minute man baby.... i know i'd have a better chance against this guy but. we made a final 2 alliance and i'm not going to blindside you.

and steve would win in this case. he's just so strong with the jury and really good with comps like okay... was there a q.... robin argued her social game was more refined (it violated constitutional rights or smth)

but yes yes stobin big brother au... of course after the season they become the platonic soulmates they ARE in every universe. and like. people don't expect them to stay friends for so long after, but at some point like. okay now they're a duo. like that's bert and ernie.... acshually the old man muppets who sit in the nosebleeds and criticize the show loudly (was this only a thing in disneyland idk idk)

#platonic stobin #steve harrington #robin buckley #big brother #big brother au #reality tv au #steve walking into the house full expecting to use his body to further his game #his former coworker from scoops ahoy robin buckley walking into the house and his libido just. gone #she saw him eating ice cream straight out of the tub in the walk in while crying bc a mom yelled at him #but he also saw her pee her pants so #i'm more partial to the jun/jee route for stobin #only bc i was literally livid for taylor throughout her season #like it had me punching walls #my jaw was so tight fr fr #now you may ask why does robin ever apply for big brother and in every universe the answer is the same #actually she never expected to get accepted she just had a hypomanic episode where she thought that she would murder bb #based on Me thinking i would have killer strats and be good at the social game #me to me: u r fat and u r shy and u can't run.#except robin is charming in that clumsy bow-legged deer way

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hollyand-writes · 11 months

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Hit a milestone today: gathered a total of 4,500 kudos across 56 works for Dragon Age 2 posted to Archive Of Our Own on my “hollyand” account 🙌 54 fanfics written and 2 artworks drawn! 😁

Thank you to all of you kind and generous people who have supported me and my writing over the past 9 years (and a bit), you’re all awesome ❤️

#trying to focus on something positive today as i've had a really horrible week IRL and a bit of a tearful day tbh – i'll be fine but #just needed to let it out with several bouts of crying today it seems. i'll be OK in due course i'm sure. thanks everyone #the last kudos celebration post i made like this was when my account hit 4000 kudos on march 23rd 2022 i think #thank you so so much everyone for all your support!#i like to celebrate milestones and think we all should #it can be tough being a writer and we've all wrestled with low confidence at times (no exceptions) so i think one SHOULD celebrate things #whatever big or small thing makes you proud as a writer - celebrate it! don't be shy! you should be proud! anyway - this is mine XD #tagging this as #AO3 kudos #4500 kudos #fandom appreciation #hollyand rambles #hollyand writes

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 1 year

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Hi there! If someone were to do something with Kross, as a gift for you, what scenario would you like to see?

honesly?? i would like anything tbh!

but- if i had to choose...maybe something sweet and fluffy (and cross HAS to be smiling please please i just need this man to be genuinely enjoying the other's presence hhh xD)

it could be anything silly really- something adorable and nice that would make you 'awwe- these dumbasses<3 (affectionate)'

you can tell i thought about this before but man i just want them to be happy

(bonus if killer is just goofy and ->