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narwhalandchill · 4 months

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i have to say of all the things people were speculating before 4.2 the fontaine AQ "theory" (if you could even call it that) im the most glad just. aged like complete milk and died silently in a ditch as it should was the way people were just. genuinely thinking the shadow dude in the narwhals stomach was childe 💀 and not even in the "ohhh what if" but actually soo convinced i just????

like hello what the fuck. i cannot believe that was a real thing like it was so widespread bc everyone went all. well the narwhal has to be bad and evil with terrible designs in mind for some nefarious plot relating to ajax so it has to be corrupting him and using his body as a puppet. and then pointing at the absolute most superficial "similarities" between the shadow and foul legacy when literally none of the actual core design aspects of FL were present at all whatsoever 😭 the shadow shares more in common with the fucking husks or even like. those hsr antimatter legion bitches what are you guys talking about. arguing oh the reason it looks nothing like childe or FL is bc hes already been gigasigma corrupted for a billion years in abyss time like WHAT

it got so bad i started fucking. double guessing my own (factually correct. as always. its like dawei wants to feed my ego) assessment of. yeah no fucking way thats ajax. theres some similarities in certain combat moves and some armor traits but like. he didnt invent his fighting style with FL he was literally taught it 💀 and 4.0 already told us skirk taking him in as a disciple had Something to do with his encounter with the narwhal. not at all unusual there would be some parallel (and i do find it plausible that the shadow v much has to do with surtalogi).

the other side of it was also like. yes sure im less reliable on that argument front leading up to 4.2 bc im way too narwhalpilled and obsessed with destined bonds between a mortal and an eldritch cosmic being in general so i was always hoping for it to like him in that based gourmet incomprehensible alien way. BUT. the way ppl fucking trashed my beloved acting all oh the narwhal calling for ajax must involve wanting to do something terrible to the uhhhhhh (checks notes) kid that.... freed it? woke it up? after an indeterminate time spent in some sort of stasis and imprisonment??? especially when its a creature meant to be freely traversing the cosmos?? Huh? 😭 tf would the narwhal have against him im crying. stop assuming the worst of this lovely friend shaped cetacean that is literally so rude.

(And like. i mean this with the utmost respect to his clear power boost regarding mastery over FL and am by no means trying to flatten or dismiss his development but also. 45+ days brawling. when the narwhal was already more or less fully primordial sea juice boosted. and when it went DIRECTLY for the kill against all those shrimp civilians in the cutscene. ajax. ajax. ajax. you did a great job but no way in fucking hell am i believing the narwhal was at any point trying to kill you fr im sorry 💀💀💀 you got the VIP treatment bc it likes you and i am Not believing otherwise unless dawei himself smites me and rebukes this directly. edit: and like he fell back in passed out & near death. well why the fuck wouldnt it finish the job right there and then???? checkmate atheists)

ultimately it just made no sense and while theories are fair game for everyone and all i just really hated this one its literally so petty but i cant help it im so glad it was instakilled on spot by the 4.2 trailer SKSKSKDKSKSDSJK i saw my man true and real in all his foul legacy drip and i knew i won.

also when the narwhal attack animations leaked and people were all oh my god its destroying childes constellation this is super bad and evil and i just. you mean the constellations that serve as the direct physical manifestations of celestias hold over destiny and fate. those. you mean the guy whose boss archive entry builds him up as the one who will "overturn this world" having his constellation busted through by a 874679 gigaton star-devouring whale pal could like. in no way shape or form be perhaps a visual metaphor for some. other development. after multiple lore drops and talks of wills capable of rivaling the world and not being chained by celestias ever present gaze. dont you maybe think the visuals of a constellation falling from the sky could also imply a different kind of thing. icant 😭 same for his vision malfunctioning if the narwhals behind that one too. like you mean the device we used to literally spy on his memories and that are all but confirmed to be not quite the quirky divine gift all perks no fine print you might assume. that thing. surely the vision malfunctioning is awful for ajax. (this take was sponsored by sustainer!!!)

it was literally just all these weird assumptions that abyss bad so narwhal from abyss (that aged well lmao) also bad ajax is a helpless baby fish being lured by the seductive calls of his narwhal to the dark side. and so on

and then turns out hes the one attacking the narwhal on sight 💀💀 if only we couldve foreseen his desire to fight the being he encountered during his time in the abyss once they meet again from something like idk his own voicelines that have been there since 1.1..... but alas 😔

#childe doesnt need rescuing from the narwhal surtalogi needs to put them in couples counselling i said what i said #that or solo counselling bro still hasnt dodged the same entity allegations but no time to get into that foil hat theory GSJSJDK #and fwiw yes i am not above accepting the narwhal mightve initiated the brawl either but also like #tf would be nefarious about that its literally childes love language 😭😭😭😭😭#and not to even mention how the 4.1 cutscene really wasnt. tonally in any form some ominous oh caught in a trap oh no moment either #both the soundtrack and the narwhals vocalizations in it. bc. pay attention to the very start of the bossfight #theres a fucking. almost growl like sound at the very start. THATS hostility from the narwhal yet of all calls it has made at childe #none are like That. yes this is more of a me being insane moment than super serious theory proof but still.#rambles #genshin #childeposting

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Hello! I am raised atheist, and i feel like i could never believe in the gods/magic and non-science stuff. But i want to. I really really want to. Do you think it's okay/a good idea to try? Or should i leave it alone lest i lose my worldview? I feel like im at the edge of a cliff and i can choose to go back to the comfortable, or jump into the pit and maybe break my neck. Or maybe find that i land softly and comfortably. Tldr im really confused as to whether i should try to embrace the gods as i want to or just stay in a world where things can be explained.

This disrupts the flow of my answer a bit but I’m gonna give you the most actionable bit first: don’t worry about belief, your first step is starting to work on acquiring “cultural literacy.” That is, keep working on learning about and understanding all the Norse pagany stuff, read the eddas and sagas if that appeals to you, and start to learn how to make decisions and judgments according to the values embedded in them, with or without agreeing with them. Approach both pre-Christian heathenry and modern heathenry (neither of which is really one Thing so to speak anyway) as having their own internal value whether or not you are part of it, just like approaching any culture other than your own. The belief or disbelief is less important than this, you can do it no matter how you fall there, and this is worthwhile if this is one of your interests no matter what. Okay, on with the serious part.

[edit] Oh! And probably the most important thing! If you aren’t already, you shouldn’t feel afraid to interact with heathens and the broader heathen community in general, other than just me, and other than anonymously. As you’ll surely gather from the rest of this post, we’re totally cool with and inviting to people in your position. Like I mention below, there are already heathen atheists (who are quite different from the “Western hegemonic atheists” that I talk shit about), and they’re actually not too hard to find, so maybe running into someone like that would be helpful for you.

This is a very interesting question. I feel a little bit out of my depth on this one, to be honest. I’ll do what I can for you, but I’m not sure whether it will be satisfying. On one hand, going to a self-described animist and polytheist to ask this question feels a bit like you’ve already come down on one side of this, because I don’t think you’d expect me to say “no, don’t do it” (though to be fair, on the other hand, who could you ask such that it would be neutral in this regard?).

I can’t make this decision for you, and frankly and perhaps counterintuitively, I don’t encourage you to make this decision either. The way this question is framed, you seem to be operating under an atheist’s (or a Christian’s, for that matter) conception of what religion and belief are and how we relate to them. Generally, we heathens don’t tell people what to believe. In fact, some of the few beliefs that we do hold in common are that diversity of beliefs is itself good and important, and that personal autonomy of belief is too important to impose beliefs on others. We have hard polytheists, soft polytheists, pantheists, agnostics, atheists, and people who are combinations of these, all participating in the same movement, performing and communicating through our shared culture and symbolic manners of expression, all free to wonder and question and believe as best applies to them. Yes, there are heathen atheists, who practice heathenry not because they believe there are literal beings on the receiving end of veneration but because they think practicing it is good, for whatever reason.

That’s how I started, by the way. I was raised a fundamentalist Christian and when that collapsed I didn’t believe in much of anything. I believed in less than most atheists do. I didn’t believe in myself or in other people. Everything was just subatomic particles and waves, or fields, or whatever, interacting according to the laws of physics, and even our distinct personalities were just illusions, worthless byproducts of the mathematical metabolism of the universe. But then, allowing ourselves to impose that illusion of individuality and personality is of course necessary and beneficial (not to mention a precondition for contemplating that it is an illusion) -- so what about recognizing individuality and personality in things other than humans? If “you” and “I” are just bracketed parts of the grand physical equation and we ascribe personhood to those even while knowing that it’s not really true, then is that really any different from doing the same for the sun and the waves and the wind? Or for war and love and justice? If you’re like me and you need to plug your brain into a philosophical adapter like this one to start engaging in heathenry, I find you stop noticing it after a while.

If you want to embrace the gods then you don’t have to do it because you believe in them, you can do it because you want to. Sometimes what you perceive as an obstacle based in disbelief is actually more of an obstacle of feeling weird about performing belief. When I became heathen I felt uncomfortable speaking out loud to the gods, and because of that discomfort it was important for me to do it. But I also needed to be able to not do it. What I reasoned with myself was that most of the gods probably needed me to speak out loud, even if only at a whisper, in order to hear me. But that Heimdallr, who can hear the grass grow, could hear the firing of neurons in my brain that corresponded to me thinking out language, that would allow silent communication. There are always ways to make it work.

Man, I wish I’d had Eduardo Kohn back then. Kohn’s book How Forests Think is one of the many recent works of anthropology that deal with animism in a way that is basically compatible with scientific rationalism, and in my opinion his is one of the better ones. He basically derives animism from modern Western scientific rationalism, and does so in a way that’s actually uncommonly understandable even to people who aren’t used to reading anthropology. It’s actually not entirely different from the thoughts that brought me out of existential crisis as described in the last paragraph, but much more developed and full of practical examples and descriptions of why this matters.

But, returning to the accusation I leveled at you (perhaps unfairly, given the little that I know about you from the handful of words constituting your ask) in the opening of this reply, of having an atheists or Christian’s response to the idea of belief. Heathenizing (if you will) is not the exchange of one all-encompassing worldview for another, less scientifically accurate one. It’s probably too internally diverse to be able to give a description of what it is, but it isn’t that. Yet, it does require at least some unsettling of the idea that Western scientific naturalism is as universalist or as objective as it purports to be or that it’s entirely individuated from its roots in Protestantism, and question why atheism manages to continually “reinscribe” the assumptions of Christian philosophy even while denying them. This lecture is long, but I highly recommend it -- it even describes the history behind the misinterpretation of other ways of relating to the world, even some political dimensions to it. Strip the audio from it if you have to, the visuals aren’t important, or at least look into Mary-Jane Rubenstein’s written works. Skip to around minute 23 for a bit of a discussion of the interrelatedness of (Western hegemonic) atheism and Western hegemonic ideas about religion, in comparison to something totally different (here, “pantheism”, which isn’t a word I usually use for myself, but the pantheistic pluralism described later in the video isn’t an inaccurate description of me). What Rubenstein describes as the seduction of pantheism or whatever it is, I can’t help but see an affinity between her description and what you seem to possibly be going through.

So returning to what I said here: “Heathenizing ... is not the exchange of one all-encompassing worldview for another.” Maybe part of what it is, is the abandonment of the entire idea of the single all-encompassing worldview, and opting to stay with the undulating, never-finished, dialogue of co-creation. Of course, there’s nothing distinctly “Norse pagan” or “Germanic pagan” or whatever about that, but what gives us that is that we create our identities and perspectives in relation with the people who came before us in Scandinavia and other places where Germanic languages were vernacular, and the gods and spirits that they venerated, but that is an extremely permeable boundary.

I might be pushing you too hard at this point. If all this is confusing, that’s fine. In my opinion, it’s better to get comfortable with confusion than to resolve that confusion.

If I’ve stirred up some thoughts and you want to look into some of what I’m talking about here further, try some of these which have been very important for me:

Nordic Animism Channel (link to good example video)

Ana Mariella Bacigalupo, Thunder Shaman: Making History with Mapuche Spirits in Chile and Patagonia

Gloria Anzaldúa, especially Light in the Dark/Luz en lo Oscuro: Rewriting Identity, Spirituality, Reality edited by AnaLouise Keating)

Graham Harvey

Donna Haraway (link to “A Cyborg Manifesto” but see also Staying with the Trouble: Making Kin in the Chthulucene)

Elizabeth A. Povinelli, Geontologies: A Requiem to Late Liberalism

Finally, one last bit of something practical. Surely as a scientifically-minded person, a little experimentation will appeal to you. You can try stuff out while suspending belief just like the scientific method requires objectivity. It’s okay and good to try things out, see how they make you feel, and proceed after reflecting on the evidence.

Please don’t hesitate to send a follow-up ask.

#anon #ask #long post

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hxgrl · 3 years

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heyyyyyyyyy for the asks: 2 5 8 13 20 32

HIIII LINK I HAD A FEELING ID GET SOME FROM U

2. if you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?

Probably the way i relate/struggle to relate to other people

5. do you like to organize?

NOT REALLY i am lazy and i throw things down where i decide i dont jeed them anymore agsksgsjs..... And im bad at deciding where stuff should permanently go. I will keep things clean as in Not Dirty but i am not very organized and i dont love trying

8. what color do you think goes best with your personality?

Soft pink or blue, as well as a warm grey ^_^

13. talk about an au or story you came up with

Oh uhhh idk....... I wrote harvest moon momster slayer au fanfic in middle school lmao... I haven't made any stories up or aus in a while but im working on the canon of my obey me oc and i would love to write a horror novel one day maybe including time travel

20. do you believe in god(s)?

I really don't think so. I'm somewhere between atheist and agnostic. Im redditor edward elric

32. do you have any strange interests?

I can't think of anything partiiiiiiicularly strange?? If i do i will go back and edit this lol. Maybe generic weirdo stuff like true crime. I like dead stuff and mushrooms. I think big beetles are cool?

#answers #ask meme #mutuals #belphiebug

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marlaluster · 7 years

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1. https://m.facebook.com/Rhapsody848?fref=nf 2. Justin James Garcia Don't worry about other people's judgments my friend. Follow The Holy Spirit where He leads and continue exposing the corruption and evil plans of world leaders. The protocols of the learned elders of zion is probably similar to this book.. it explains how the evil ones have enslaved mankind so thoroughly throughout the years and helps nonbelievers realize that there is an organized evil! Once they realize that: they will question the roots of that evil. This is one of the steps that i came to faith by as well.. i was atheist until i was 19 and came across the illuminati and studied the nwo until i realized the truth behind the evil.. it made me want to search for the true Truth.. which led me to Messiah! Blessings in your walk brother! Shalom Jul 19 · Like2Reply · More Barbara Briggs replied · 4 replies Chrishtopher Michael dude is sitting there saying the Lord is disappointed in sameer for reading about the tactics of the enemy that quite possibly does wake people up to the ways of the world yet dude is posting a soundgarden rock video...did the lord tell you to post that one when you were talking to him today? you wanna act all righteous better make sure you 100% Jul 19 · Edited · Like1Reply · More 3. Justin James Garcia (Justin James) 1 mutual friend Add Friend Follow Message More Lives in Peachtree Corners, Georgia Details Married to Joy Yoo Garcia Details 4. https://m.facebook.com/Iakobus?fref=nf 5. https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10210046686780116&id=1124970159 6. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. 7. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said in my mind, it apparently talking in third person about itself. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "Oh god. He knows that is something that's happening because he is not allowed to be an authority," someone said or the devil said, i can't tell but it's someone talking about someone noticing the devil talking in third person (or whatever it's called) because it is not allowed to talk as an authority. It seems this one of others points it seems are surfacing lately where it is starting to seem to have to not be doing stuff it's doing because the end of its reign of things w this false reality here is almost over or coming to an end. This post is something that is bringing the real truth to be to the surface here n it means it is closer to time the devil has to leave or however this ends. This post talks about that the devil acts as a rule here, tries to mimic it is a god here or pretends it is a god here. It pretends it is the truth. It pretends it can be worshiped. It pretends will wish to be something other than themselves. It pretends people will be okay w others suffering. But this doesn't make sense n can't be possible. It is their own life, other people's lives n things helpful to others, etc. People see others n relate to others really as if they are the person, the devil tries to attack people for that here n pretended they can be against each other n okay but this is impossible. I was making apparent I was like using some term n maybe other things as a person who is just a person, someone thought that was something not allowed here. "It is. I would try to mimic it -- bye, but I can't," the devil said in my mind about a person talking about things as just a person n not who knows about them as if like an authority on like stuff taught here like the third person n second person, etc. It makes it easier for others to understand because it says Im just a person like any person, not someone superior or something. But it's okay if people did have awareness or knowing of something n told others n wasn't trying to not be a friend. The devil doesn't like for people to be friends here. It means it is shut out. It cannot be a friend. It doesn't like if i say i am a friend, n etc. I don't mean it to be something other than something that came up to be said. I said one day something someone said was something a friend would say n it's pretended here that people would coexist, etc as not friends n that's actually not okay, it is bad. There are lots of bad things here that shouldn't be. Homelessness is one. It's not friendly. But the devil made a big deal out of it that I said something someone said was something a friend would say n it's really nit reasonable for people who are not your friend to arrange your way of life, i said something like that. The devil has it is something big deal people cannot be friends. It blocked the person's page from me, the person whose page I said it on. The person's name is Trevor Rose. 8. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said in my mind, it apparently talking in third person about itself. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "Oh god. He knows that is something that's happening because he is not allowed to be an authority," someone said or the devil said, i can't tell but it's someone talking about someone noticing the devil talking in third person (or whatever it's called) because it is not allowed to talk as an authority. It seems this one of others points it seems are surfacing lately where it is starting to seem to have to not be doing stuff it's doing because the end of its reign of things w this false reality here is almost over or coming to an end. This post is something that is bringing the real truth to be to the surface here n it means it is closer to time the devil has to leave or however this ends. This post talks about that the devil acts as a rule here, tries to mimic it is a god here or pretends it is a god here. It pretends it is the truth. It pretends it can be worshiped. It pretends will wish to be something other than themselves. It pretends people will be okay w others suffering. But this doesn't make sense n can't be possible. It is their own life, other people's lives n things helpful to others, etc. People see others n relate to others really as if they are the person, the devil tries to attack people for that here n pretended they can be against each other n okay but this is impossible. I was making apparent I was like using some term n maybe other things as a person who is just a person, someone thought that was something not allowed here. "It is. I would try to mimic it -- bye, but I can't," the devil said in my mind about a person talking about things as just a person n not who knows about them as if like an authority on like stuff taught here like the third person n second person, etc. It makes it easier for others to understand because it says Im just a person like any person, not someone superior or something. But it's okay if people did have awareness or knowing of something n told others n wasn't trying to not be a friend. The devil doesn't like for people to be friends here. It means it is shut out. It cannot be a friend. It doesn't like if i say i am a friend, n etc. I don't mean it to be something other than something that came up to be said. I said one day something someone said was something a friend would say n it's pretended here that people would coexist, etc as not friends n that's actually not okay, it is bad. There are lots of bad things here that shouldn't be. Homelessness is one. It's not friendly. But the devil made a big deal out of it that I said something someone said was something a friend would say n it's really nit reasonable for people who are not your friend to arrange your way of life, i said something like that. The devil has it is something big deal people cannot be friends. It blocked the person's page from me, the person whose page I said it on. The person's name is Trevor Rose. "Marla, I'm not really doing okay that person will tell this here because it will end the world," the devil said. "I used the word that because I don't wish the person to be saying this n be okay," the devil said. 9. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said in my mind, it apparently talking in third person about itself. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "Oh god. He knows that is something that's happening because he is not allowed to be an authority," someone said or the devil said, i can't tell but it's someone talking about someone noticing the devil talking in third person (or whatever it's called) because it is not allowed to talk as an authority. It seems this is one of other points it seems are surfacing lately where it is starting to seem to have to not be doing stuff it's doing because the end of its reign of things w this false reality here is almost over or coming to an end. This post is something that is bringing the real truth to be to the surface here n it means it is closer to time the devil has to leave or however this ends. This post talks about that the devil acts as a ruler here, tries to mimic it is a god here or pretends it is a god here. It pretends it is the truth. It pretends it can be worshiped. It pretends people will wish to be something other than themselves. It pretends people will be okay w others suffering. But this doesn't make sense n can't be possible. It is their own life, other people's lives n things helpful to others, etc. People see others n relate to others really as if they are the person, the devil tries to attack people for that here (not that people are able to surface commonly at all this way here as who treat others as themselves because something the devil is doing) n pretended they can be against each other n okay but this is impossible. I was making apparent as i wrote here at points I was like using some term n maybe other things as a person who is just a person, someone thought that was okay n something not allowed here. "It is. I would try to mimic it -- bye, but I can't," the devil said in my mind about me doing the thing where I am a person talking about things as just a person n not who knows about them as if like an authority on like stuff taught here like the third person n second person, etc. It makes it easier for others to understand because it says I'm just a person like any person, not someone superior or something. But it's okay if people did have awareness or knowing of something n told others n wasn't trying to not be a friend. The devil doesn't like for people to be friends here. It means it is shut out. It cannot be a friend. It doesn't like if i say i am a friend, n etc. I don't mean it to be something other than something that came up to be said, I'm not making a big deal out of it like its some rare thing not to be said. I said one day something someone said on their Facebook was something a friend would say n it's pretended here that people would coexist, etc as not friends n that's actually not okay, it is bad. There are lots of bad things here that shouldn't be. Homelessness is one. It's not friendly. But the devil made a big deal out of it that I said something someone said was something a friend would say n I said it's really not reasonable for people who are not your friend to arrange your way of life, i said something like that. The devil has it is something [some, auto changed by the devil to something] big deal people cannot be friends. It blocked the person's page from me, the person whose page I said it on. The person's name is Trevor Rose. "Marla, I'm not really doing okay that person will tell this here because it will end the world," the devil said, talking about what I wrote here but trying to make its words sound confusing. "I used the word 'that' because I don't wish the person to be saying this n be okay," the devil said. 10. Sameer Saleem Sameer Saleem Samwise Idenno Samwise Idenno Brigid Bridgid Persephone Newman-Henson Brigid Bridgid Persephone Newman-Henson Ernie Suggs Ernie Suggs Ernestine Stevens Ernestine Stevens 11. Margaret V. M. Ngangu V. M. Ngangu Jasmine Mershon Mershon Felicia LovingCoop Cleveland Felicia LovingCoop Cleveland Felecia Lisa Lewis Felecia Lisa Lewis Lynn Dudley Dudley Felecia Ann Frazier Felecia Ann Frazier 12. Angel Edmonston Deu 32:16 They provoked him to jealousy with strange gods, with abominations provoked they him to anger. Deu 32:17 They sacrificed unto devils, not to God; to gods whom they knew not, to new gods that came newly up, whom your fathers feared not. Deu 32:18 Of the Rock that begat thee thou art unmindful, and hast forgotten God that formed thee. Jul 19 · Like2Reply · More 13. https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10210046686780116&id=1124970159 14. Can't Send Friend Request You've sent 1,000 friend requests that people haven't responded to yet. You'll need to cancel some of the requests you've sent before you can send new ones. 15. Korey Gillard 16. https://m.facebook.com/kjgillard?fref=pb 17. Hello. Maybe you can send me a friend request. I am not doing okay, something was trying to make some tone that I was onto my writing here. But it can help if i can be friends w people who can talk about the end of the world. I am attacked by the devil for ending the world on my page definitively in April 2014. It has been attacking me since soon after that very noticeably n things were very different soon after that. "I have to stop. I have to tell you why. It says the person can talk," the devil said in my mind. I have some awareness of you in my mind. You n me were thinking how can this message be just like okay for someone to see here in devil world or this realm here. We didn't want it to be too much stuff, it seemed but I said sometimes it gets bad if i have to leave things out like something the devil says. Something is lost. I'm having to be guarded n some meaning seems lost from what I'm writing or trying to tell. The devil may do something w a spell but it may also mean people I'm talking to are less informed less equipped w information they can use to be themselves n end the world or do whatever in their power further. "This is me you can tell him this is true. I am better when i am yourself, have the same information you have," someone said who is a political representative here unfortunately for him, i was contacting the person to try to declare war here. I wrote him recently, first furst time last Wednesday July 19. His name here is A Donald McEachin. Okay well I guess that's enough information for now. I found your page because it occurred here that you "liked" on Facebook a post that I saw as the end of the world or a world ending post. It was something verses from the Bible about floods to end the world n the devil fighting the end -- is how I interpreted it -- n then the last verse was about being rescued from the end of the workd, as i interpreted it. Love you. Later or bye, i guess. Marla Rose Luster 18. https://scontent.fztf1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/fr/cp0/e15/q65/16114404_10158116711625593_8019282254048402944_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=f33046eab2ffd2964d2a4e7e4dd91c1f&oe=5A32BD47 19. https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10158116711625593&id=837080592&set=a.10150317582570593.546109.837080592&source=11 20. I just called back Uncle Joe, he called me last night. As I am writing this the devil is going crazy trying to find a way to punish what I said to the person n what happened w the person saying very disturbing n bothersome things. "Oh my god. I'm not okay right now. Oh my god," the devil said. The person was just pushy about saying I should go to the doctor for the smell n other things I write about as happening w my vagina, the person was saying. The devil was just doing a pressure thing at my head as i wrote here. It keeps doing things to attack as i write here at points. "I did do the call. The person is not doing okay right now as you write this. Oh my god," the devil said. But the devil was pressing it was powerful, etc n then someone said it wasn't allowed to act that way so it occurred it was stopping. "I have to not do the things I'm doing. I did the call," the devil said. But I told Uncle Joe I was attacked by the society n it is a very bad place. "Oh my god. I don't know what to do. I'm not okay she says that w supposed h [such, auto changed by the devil supposed h ] ease," the devil said. "I'm not really okay the things have happened that have happened," the devil said. Some asides here n there was an aside above at a point as well. But the devil was trying to attack me for me saying what Uncle Joe said wasn't okay. It was trying to make it so the person would do something to not help me w something here. The person like is the payee for the social security check I use here to try to survive. It is a money based system, etc. I wish the money system to end. It is very bad here, i don't wish things here to be as they are, they are very bad. It is not okay this is ruler, money, a dollar. "Oh my god. I'm not going to be okay now you are saying that," the devil said. But the thing Uncle Joe was forcing about the doctor, the devil made it occurred the person occurs as doing this here just moments ago to try to attack that I am saying that people here as Christians (n possibly other faiths too) are okay n are who can tell the truth here about what is happening here. The devil tries to make them look foreign here n like stuff they're saying is not stuff that can make sense as it does that stuff here isn't as it appears, etc. It tries to twist things. "We really are this person. We say it isn't okay here," someone said in my mind named Angel. I feel I have a thought or memory of how the people are supposed to look like they're trying to live for the next life n not this one, stuff like this. It's because it's not okay here. It seems the Muslim faith has something of this as well, i vaguely am aware of. Someone said in my mind they do have something like that n the person said they'll end the world, too. But I have a couple of things to share I found on Facebook today regarding that people who are Christian are saying things that are relevant n apparent as applicable to stuff that's happening n unfolding presently.

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https://m.facebook.com/Rhapsody848?fref=nf Justin James Garcia Don't worry about other people's judgments my friend. Follow The Holy Spirit where He leads and continue exposing the corruption and evil plans of world leaders. The protocols of the learned elders of zion is probably similar to this book.. it explains how the evil ones have enslaved mankind so thoroughly throughout the years and helps nonbelievers realize that there is an organized evil! Once they realize that: they will question the roots of that evil. This is one of the steps that i came to faith by as well.. i was atheist until i was 19 and came across the illuminati and studied the nwo until i realized the truth behind the evil.. it made me want to search for the true Truth.. which led me to Messiah! Blessings in your walk brother! Shalom Jul 19 · Like2Reply · More Barbara Briggs replied · 4 replies Chrishtopher Michael dude is sitting there saying the Lord is disappointed in sameer for reading about the tactics of the enemy that quite possibly does wake people up to the ways of the world yet dude is posting a soundgarden rock video...did the lord tell you to post that one when you were talking to him today? you wanna act all righteous better make sure you 100% Jul 19 · Edited · Like1Reply · More Justin James Garcia (Justin James) 1 mutual friend Add Friend Follow Message More Lives in Peachtree Corners, Georgia Details Married to Joy Yoo Garcia Details https://m.facebook.com/Iakobus?fref=nf https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10210046686780116&id=1124970159 "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said in my mind, it apparently talking in third person about itself. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "Oh god. He knows that is something that's happening because he is not allowed to be an authority," someone said or the devil said, i can't tell but it's someone talking about someone noticing the devil talking in third person (or whatever it's called) because it is not allowed to talk as an authority. It seems this one of others points it seems are surfacing lately where it is starting to seem to have to not be doing stuff it's doing because the end of its reign of things w this false reality here is almost over or coming to an end. This post is something that is bringing the real truth to be to the surface here n it means it is closer to time the devil has to leave or however this ends. This post talks about that the devil acts as a rule here, tries to mimic it is a god here or pretends it is a god here. It pretends it is the truth. It pretends it can be worshiped. It pretends will wish to be something other than themselves. It pretends people will be okay w others suffering. But this doesn't make sense n can't be possible. It is their own life, other people's lives n things helpful to others, etc. People see others n relate to others really as if they are the person, the devil tries to attack people for that here n pretended they can be against each other n okay but this is impossible. I was making apparent I was like using some term n maybe other things as a person who is just a person, someone thought that was something not allowed here. "It is. I would try to mimic it -- bye, but I can't," the devil said in my mind about a person talking about things as just a person n not who knows about them as if like an authority on like stuff taught here like the third person n second person, etc. It makes it easier for others to understand because it says Im just a person like any person, not someone superior or something. But it's okay if people did have awareness or knowing of something n told others n wasn't trying to not be a friend. The devil doesn't like for people to be friends here. It means it is shut out. It cannot be a friend. It doesn't like if i say i am a friend, n etc. I don't mean it to be something other than something that came up to be said. I said one day something someone said was something a friend would say n it's pretended here that people would coexist, etc as not friends n that's actually not okay, it is bad. There are lots of bad things here that shouldn't be. Homelessness is one. It's not friendly. But the devil made a big deal out of it that I said something someone said was something a friend would say n it's really nit reasonable for people who are not your friend to arrange your way of life, i said something like that. The devil has it is something big deal people cannot be friends. It blocked the person's page from me, the person whose page I said it on. The person's name is Trevor Rose. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said in my mind, it apparently talking in third person about itself. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "Oh god. He knows that is something that's happening because he is not allowed to be an authority," someone said or the devil said, i can't tell but it's someone talking about someone noticing the devil talking in third person (or whatever it's called) because it is not allowed to talk as an authority. It seems this one of others points it seems are surfacing lately where it is starting to seem to have to not be doing stuff it's doing because the end of its reign of things w this false reality here is almost over or coming to an end. This post is something that is bringing the real truth to be to the surface here n it means it is closer to time the devil has to leave or however this ends. This post talks about that the devil acts as a rule here, tries to mimic it is a god here or pretends it is a god here. It pretends it is the truth. It pretends it can be worshiped. It pretends will wish to be something other than themselves. It pretends people will be okay w others suffering. But this doesn't make sense n can't be possible. It is their own life, other people's lives n things helpful to others, etc. People see others n relate to others really as if they are the person, the devil tries to attack people for that here n pretended they can be against each other n okay but this is impossible. I was making apparent I was like using some term n maybe other things as a person who is just a person, someone thought that was something not allowed here. "It is. I would try to mimic it -- bye, but I can't," the devil said in my mind about a person talking about things as just a person n not who knows about them as if like an authority on like stuff taught here like the third person n second person, etc. It makes it easier for others to understand because it says Im just a person like any person, not someone superior or something. But it's okay if people did have awareness or knowing of something n told others n wasn't trying to not be a friend. The devil doesn't like for people to be friends here. It means it is shut out. It cannot be a friend. It doesn't like if i say i am a friend, n etc. I don't mean it to be something other than something that came up to be said. I said one day something someone said was something a friend would say n it's pretended here that people would coexist, etc as not friends n that's actually not okay, it is bad. There are lots of bad things here that shouldn't be. Homelessness is one. It's not friendly. But the devil made a big deal out of it that I said something someone said was something a friend would say n it's really nit reasonable for people who are not your friend to arrange your way of life, i said something like that. The devil has it is something big deal people cannot be friends. It blocked the person's page from me, the person whose page I said it on. The person's name is Trevor Rose. "Marla, I'm not really doing okay that person will tell this here because it will end the world," the devil said. "I used the word that because I don't wish the person to be saying this n be okay," the devil said. "He said this is very dangerous that someone has this on their page," the devil said in my mind, it apparently talking in third person about itself. "The devil said that. It is second person for something I cannot do. That is it n something else. I am cornered for this n other things. That," the devil said. "Oh god. He knows that is something that's happening because he is not allowed to be an authority," someone said or the devil said, i can't tell but it's someone talking about someone noticing the devil talking in third person (or whatever it's called) because it is not allowed to talk as an authority. It seems this is one of other points it seems are surfacing lately where it is starting to seem to have to not be doing stuff it's doing because the end of its reign of things w this false reality here is almost over or coming to an end. This post is something that is bringing the real truth to be to the surface here n it means it is closer to time the devil has to leave or however this ends. This post talks about that the devil acts as a ruler here, tries to mimic it is a god here or pretends it is a god here. It pretends it is the truth. It pretends it can be worshiped. It pretends people will wish to be something other than themselves. It pretends people will be okay w others suffering. But this doesn't make sense n can't be possible. It is their own life, other people's lives n things helpful to others, etc. People see others n relate to others really as if they are the person, the devil tries to attack people for that here (not that people are able to surface commonly at all this way here as who treat others as themselves because something the devil is doing) n pretended they can be against each other n okay but this is impossible. I was making apparent as i wrote here at points I was like using some term n maybe other things as a person who is just a person, someone thought that was okay n something not allowed here. "It is. I would try to mimic it -- bye, but I can't," the devil said in my mind about me doing the thing where I am a person talking about things as just a person n not who knows about them as if like an authority on like stuff taught here like the third person n second person, etc. It makes it easier for others to understand because it says I'm just a person like any person, not someone superior or something. But it's okay if people did have awareness or knowing of something n told others n wasn't trying to not be a friend. The devil doesn't like for people to be friends here. It means it is shut out. It cannot be a friend. It doesn't like if i say i am a friend, n etc. I don't mean it to be something other than something that came up to be said, I'm not making a big deal out of it like its some rare thing not to be said. I said one day something someone said on their Facebook was something a friend would say n it's pretended here that people would coexist, etc as not friends n that's actually not okay, it is bad. There are lots of bad things here that shouldn't be. Homelessness is one. It's not friendly. But the devil made a big deal out of it that I said something someone said was something a friend would say n I said it's really not reasonable for people who are not your friend to arrange your way of life, i said something like that. The devil has it is something [some, auto changed by the devil to something] big deal people cannot be friends. It blocked the person's page from me, the person whose page I said it on. The person's name is Trevor Rose. "Marla, I'm not really doing okay that person will tell this here because it will end the world," the devil said, talking about what I wrote here but trying to make its words sound confusing. "I used the word 'that' because I don't wish the person to be saying this n be okay," the devil said. Sameer Saleem Sameer Saleem Samwise Idenno Samwise Idenno Brigid Bridgid Persephone Newman-Henson Brigid Bridgid Persephone Newman-Henson Ernie Suggs Ernie Suggs Ernestine Stevens Ernestine Stevens Margaret V. M. Ngangu V. M. Ngangu Jasmine Mershon Mershon Felicia LovingCoop Cleveland Felicia LovingCoop Cleveland Felecia Lisa Lewis Felecia Lisa Lewis Lynn Dudley Dudley Felecia Ann Frazier Felecia Ann Frazier Angel Edmonston Deu 32:16 They provoked him to jealousy with strange gods, with abominations provoked they him to anger. Deu 32:17 They sacrificed unto devils, not to God; to gods whom they knew not, to new gods that came newly up, whom your fathers feared not. Deu 32:18 Of the Rock that begat thee thou art unmindful, and hast forgotten God that formed thee. Jul 19 · Like2Reply · More https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10210046686780116&id=1124970159 Can't Send Friend Request You've sent 1,000 friend requests that people haven't responded to yet. You'll need to cancel some of the requests you've sent before you can send new ones. Korey Gillard https://m.facebook.com/kjgillard?fref=pb Hello. Maybe you can send me a friend request. I am not doing okay, something was trying to make some tone that I was onto my writing here. But it can help if i can be friends w people who can talk about the end of the world. I am attacked by the devil for ending the world on my page definitively in April 2014. It has been attacking me since soon after that very noticeably n things were very different soon after that. "I have to stop. I have to tell you why. It says the person can talk," the devil said in my mind. I have some awareness of you in my mind. You n me were thinking how can this message be just like okay for someone to see here in devil world or this realm here. We didn't want it to be too much stuff, it seemed but I said sometimes it gets bad if i have to leave things out like something the devil says. Something is lost. I'm having to be guarded n some meaning seems lost from what I'm writing or trying to tell. The devil may do something w a spell but it may also mean people I'm talking to are less informed less equipped w information they can use to be themselves n end the world or do whatever in their power further. "This is me you can tell him this is true. I am better when i am yourself, have the same information you have," someone said who is a political representative here unfortunately for him, i was contacting the person to try to declare war here. I wrote him recently, first furst time last Wednesday July 19. His name here is A Donald McEachin. Okay well I guess that's enough information for now. I found your page because it occurred here that you "liked" on Facebook a post that I saw as the end of the world or a world ending post. It was something verses from the Bible about floods to end the world n the devil fighting the end -- is how I interpreted it -- n then the last verse was about being rescued from the end of the workd, as i interpreted it. Love you. Later or bye, i guess. Marla Rose Luster https://scontent.fztf1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/fr/cp0/e15/q65/16114404_10158116711625593_8019282254048402944_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=f33046eab2ffd2964d2a4e7e4dd91c1f&oe=5A32BD47 https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10158116711625593&id=837080592&set=a.10150317582570593.546109.837080592&source=11 I just called back Uncle Joe, he called me last night. As I am writing this the devil is going crazy trying to find a way to punish what I said to the person n what happened w the person saying very disturbing n bothersome things. "Oh my god. I'm not okay right now. Oh my god," the devil said. The person was just pushy about saying I should go to the doctor for the smell n other things I write about as happening w my vagina, the person was saying. The devil was just doing a pressure thing at my head as i wrote here. It keeps doing things to attack as i write here at points. "I did do the call. The person is not doing okay right now as you write this. Oh my god," the devil said. But the devil was pressing it was powerful, etc n then someone said it wasn't allowed to act that way so it occurred it was stopping. "I have to not do the things I'm doing. I did the call," the devil said. But I told Uncle Joe I was attacked by the society n it is a very bad place. "Oh my god. I don't know what to do. I'm not okay she says that w supposed h [such, auto changed by the devil supposed h ] ease," the devil said. "I'm not really okay the things have happened that have happened," the devil said. Some asides here n there was an aside above at a point as well. But the devil was trying to attack me for me saying what Uncle Joe said wasn't okay. It was trying to make it so the person would do something to not help me w something here. The person like is the payee for the social security check I use here to try to survive. It is a money based system, etc. I wish the money system to end. It is very bad here, i don't wish things here to be as they are, they are very bad. It is not okay this is ruler, money, a dollar. "Oh my god. I'm not going to be okay now you are saying that," the devil said. But the thing Uncle Joe was forcing about the doctor, the devil made it occurred the person occurs as doing this here just moments ago to try to attack that I am saying that people here as Christians (n possibly other faiths too) are okay n are who can tell the truth here about what is happening here. The devil tries to make them look foreign here n like stuff they're saying is not stuff that can make sense as it does that stuff here isn't as it appears, etc. It tries to twist things. "We really are this person. We say it isn't okay here," someone said in my mind named Angel. I feel I have a thought or memory of how the people are supposed to look like they're trying to live for the next life n not this one, stuff like this. It's because it's not okay here. It seems the Muslim faith has something of this as well, i vaguely am aware of. Someone said in my mind they do have something like that n the person said they'll end the world, too. But I have a couple of things to share I found on Facebook today regarding that people who are Christian are saying things that are relevant n apparent as applicable to stuff that's happening n unfolding presently.

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