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coldandforbidding-blog · 5 years

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Task 001: Questionnaire

Tell me how’s the way to see; show me all that I could be.

APPEARANCE.

Hair colour: Blonde Eye colour: Steely blue, rather round. Glasses or contact lenses: Contacts. Fun fact: being quarter Veela does not make you impervious to having astigmatism. Height: 5′9″ Weight: 135 Build: Dainty frame, slender arms, perfect posture; a dancer’s body. Scars: None, though she will acquire them over time. Birthmarks: Pale brown birthmark on her cheek. Of all the features that she was blessed with, this one is her favorite. Tattoos: On her left side, rib cage, she has a small vine of Lily of the Valley flowers. Distinguishing features: Her ethereal aura is the first thing everyone notices about a Delacour girl. Being a quarter Veela, one look at Fleur and you are simply captivated; she radiated allure and charm, though whether that comes from her genetics or upbringing, it’s a rather blurred line. Though separate from her silvery voice or the darling way she walks, when she lowers her guard and lessens the Veela charms, her defining features include her intense jawline, large eyes, and pale blonde hair that frames her face -- and most of her torso.

PERSONALITY.

Bad character traits:

Blunt; explicit; straight-forward; curt. In how many words can one say rude as hell? Fleur doesn’t understand why people get upset with her honesty. She tells men when there isn’t going to be another date; she lets girls know when their boyfriend should be dumped. She doesn’t sugar coat the frivolous day-to-day; it’s rather black and white. If you are unhappy, why stay that way? Many simply write Fleur off as rude, spoiled, and inconsiderate. Look to the way she speaks of the Boy Who Lived. Little boy, this. Scrawny knees, that. All she sees Harry as is this tiny, skinny boy who is constantly being circled by wolves. Her efforts to draw attention to his short-comings in conversation is her way of saying that he needs to be left alone, be his own person. Clearly he won’t live up to all of the myths spoken about him. And she doesn't feel the need to explain herself at all. She thinks that him being a “little boy” makes it all clear. On top of that, the language barrier makes her blunt opinions even more boiled down. Stubborn; though Fleur will always listen to reason and logic, she will not waver from her heart. As a Taurus, Fleur is incredibly practical and can be swayed with the right facts in front of her. On the flip side, it is incredibly difficult to change her mind once she believes she is morally in the right. You cannot sway her in a political conversation; not in the pureblood debate, not on magical creature’s rights, there’s very little point. Her convictions are just like her wand; inflexible. Materialistic; vain; over-indulgent. This is how people see Fleur. She loves the good life, and will work her ass off to see herself remain there. One can always find this Ravenclaw done-up for class; it is very rare to spot her not indulging in the finer things. She wears clothing like armor, she must be impenetrable. God for bid she loses her voice in an argument without her pearl necklace or someone find her Achilles heel without her powder blue pumps on. For Fleur, it isn’t enough just to be pretty, you have to be the full package. Though she tends to play her cards close to her chest, there is clearly some deep rooted insecurities muddled in all of this. She sets impossibly high standards for herself, for that’s the best way she believes -- at least at this point in her life -- that people can take her seriously. Intimidation visually, respect verbally.

Good character traits: Loyal; supportive; unwavering. I based a lot of my writings and musings based on the star sign that I assigned to Fleur; Taurus. It just simply fits so well in my opinion! The ruling planet being Venus alone is explanation enough; “the planet of love, attraction, beauty, satisfaction, creativity and gratitude.” Like…that’s homegirl right there. Her loyalties are fierce and LOUD. And her reaction to betrayal is that much stronger. There is no question regarding which house she belongs to -- for someone who doesn’t care for Quidditch all that much, she still manages to boast her house pride. My best example from canon is her loyalty to Harry once he saves her sister in the Second Task. Absolutely floored by his selflessness, wanting only for Gabrielle to survive the horrid fate she was nearly resigned to. Fleur promised that she would never forget, and she never lost respect or loyalty towards Harry or the causes he rallied behind. Affectionate; doting; romantic. @riss come back before you post from drafts Bright; capable; humorous; savvy. In the time between her departure from boarding school and her enrollment in Hogwarts Academy, she spent that buffer primarily teaching ballet to young children at the studio she grew up in. Though she threw most of her childhood into the craft, dance isn’t exactly her life’s passion. Fleur, much to the dismay of others, has political savvy. More than that, she had an activist’s spirit. She feels as if her mind, body, and heart must share worth and cultivate strength by working off of one another. Despite her own struggles, she knows how fortunate she is to have been born a Delacour woman. And that isn’t something that she often forgets. Beauty and charisma yet, strength and uncompromising will. And despite keeping her emotions close to her chest, she does NOT by any means keep her opinions to herself (unless there’s a reason i.e. not disclosing which side she favors, as to not make herself or her family targets). “Wit beyond measure is man’s greatest treasure,” damn right it is. She’s blunt, penetrating, and a down right riot if you catch her at the right time and place. Optimistic or pessimistic: Optimistic. Introverted or extroverted: This is cheating but, she is an introverted extrovert. Good habits: Exercising her mind, body, and soul. Keeping on top of herself -- always trying to improve as a person. Don’t you know that only fools are satisfied? Bad habits: Speaking before thinking, judging others upon surface features -- despite how much she loathes when people do that to her, drinking too much too late into the evening. Pet peeves: Being interrupted, people assuming she’s heartless, disrespecting teachers, chapped lips, people snorting their snot when they should absolutely have blown their nose ten minutes ago. Guilty pleasures: Speaking about someone in French, proving that she has brains to back up her beauty, the finer things™. Fears: Falling from high heights (hence her distaste for Quidditch), bringing shame to her family’s name, and as the war brews, she will fear her family being targeted due to her efforts involved with the Order. Secrets: I would like to spend more time with Fleur to figure this out <3 Political views: This will have its own post when I get to it. It truly is a dense topic for Fleur. What do they consider an overrated character trait: Being polite. Nice is different than good. What do they consider an underrated character trait: Humor. She is putty in your hands if you can make her laugh. What would they change about themselves if they could: Her relationship with women. Fleur is this ethereal entity, adored by men. And this negatively impacts the way she extends a hand to other women and vice versa; her insecurities versus their’s. Fleur is imperfect – at this point in her life, she fears and resents other women at times though struggles with also wanting to uplift them and stand strong as ladies should. It is hard for her to get past the way people judge her. She has issues with wanting to be liked and pined after -- she cannot deny that she loves the ego boost. Though if men she is attracted to pine for someone who is not her, Fleur becomes very cross -- she’s basically won the genetic lottery! Let’s say for example she has feelings for Viktor, who has feelings for Hermione. Fleur’s jealousy would flare up and her instinct would be to tear Hermione down -- how could he pick her over her? Comparing her to the other, trying to poke at Hermione’s flaws, only to gradually begin tearing herself down; do I bore him? Am I not his type? Am I trying too hard? Why does she have to not even draw a iron to her hair and he’s all over her? However, she knows that this isn’t healthy for her or anyone else involved. Improving her relationship with women -- and inadvertently men -- is a big goal this school year.

PAST AND FUTURE.

What does their family consist of: Her mother, father, and her baby sister. Do they find family important: Intensely. Do they have siblings: Her dear Gabrielle, whom she constantly dotes on. What was your character like as a child: Believe it or not, there was a brief time when the little Delacour girl was not a blunt, spunky – oh, how she hates that word – force to be reckoned with. It’s true; there was a simpler, quaint, and fucking quiet Fleur that existed before she reached her prime. Despite being greatly opinionated as a young girl, she normally kept defiant feelings and all of those snarky comments she wished she could make to herself – she didn’t need to be known as the troubled daughter, now did she? No, no, Fleur was supposed to be a simple girl – taking piano and “young socialite” lessons like her parents had greatly encouraged. She loved her mother and father dearly, wanted nothing more to be a good role model to her sister, the least she could do was play the part. Being part-Veela, the Delacour beauty was rather renowned. As she got leered at and comments from men from a very young age, Fleur was timid and hid herself in defiance. Large sweaters, the loosest slacks her mother would allow, only baring her shoulders in the comfort of the ballet studio. What was your character like as a teenager: The older her and Gabrielle got, the more she used her assets and genetic aura to her advantage. She became solid teflon. Sharp tongue with quick wit, wore clothes like body armor, lowering her guard to very few people. Fleur felt the need to protect Gabrielle from feeling as insecure as she did growing up. What advice would they give their younger self: The quote that I will use for Fleur until the day that I die: There are two things a man is always willing to believe about a woman. One, that she is weak. And two, that she is attracted to him. Best childhood memory: Helping her mother and father construct baby Gabrielle’s nursery, who was still in Apolline’s tummy. They didn’t allow her to do much heavy lifting in the process, she was still quite little. She can remember that day with such distinction; all windows were wide open, natural light baking the room to such a perfect golden brown that she hardly wanted to paint over the wall with the baby pink color that she had helped her mother pick out only hours before. She can recall buzzing with excitement in her chest as she spoke to Apolline’s tummy, peppering it with kisses, hoping that Gabi could understand and feel how much Fleur already loved her. And the unmistakable feeling of her heart breaking whenever her papa would remind her that her sister wouldn’t be coming home for a few more weeks. What are their future ambitions: Fleur is still figuring that part out. All she knows is that she wants to make a difference, as cheesy as that may sound. Aside from her occupation, she’s at a loss. She is at a point in her life where decisions are starting to matter. What do they want to be ‘when they grow up‘: Working for or with the Ministry’s Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures is her biggest passion at the moment. She’s partial to the Beast Division, though the Spirit Division would be a close second.

MISCELLANEOUS.

What are their hobbies: Ballet, staying up late, reading and researching, dueling, partying with friends. What is their patronus: Upon taking the “full” patronus test with Fleur in mind, her patronus is a Unicorn! Which I feel is very fitting; unicorns are rare and sought after creatures, who are classically depicted with feminine qualities and they have a stronger affinity towards women in general. What place would they most like to visit: At the moment? Muggle London -- though truly any Muggle-populated metropolitan. What is in their purse or wallet: This could really change for any occasion but, I’ll go with a casual day at school. Her wand, an exact-o blade in case anything should happen to her wand, her glasses anything should happen to her eyes, compact mirror, tinted lip gloss, a rather well-loved note pad, a blue pen, and her latest copy of the Wizard newspaper in France -- her mother always send an owl with the latest copy, sometimes with notes in between columns. What is on their bedside table: Her glasses case, whatever book she was reading the night before, her diary, and her casual jewelry tray. What do they value the most in a friend or partner: Trust. Mutual trust. At the end of the day, Fleur doesn’t have time for instability. When she needs to lean on someone -- which doesn’t happen all the time -- she doesn’t have time for ulterior motives. Though she holds loyalty to a high degree, there is no loyalty if you have done nothing to gain her trust or display that you trust her entirely. If they could have one magical skill perfected, which would they choose: Non-verbal magic. It is a skill that her father and mother have mastered with such ease, and she simply wishes to follow suit. What would they ask a fortune teller: Likely about the crossroads she is in right now. Should she just return to France once her time at Hogwarts Academy is done? Or stay and fight for the causes she believes in? To be safe or to be free?

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glassy-star · 7 years

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Virgo Risings 🌾

Those with Virgo on the Ascendant have taken upon themselves to always look smart and resourceful. When meeting a Virgo Rising for the first time, we instantly have the feeling that they're clever, intelligent and helpful. Virgo Rising people set high standards for how they project themselves into the world. It is certainly not the easiest task to always appear like you're informed of everything and ready to be of some use, but such is their instinct. Everything must be in order and every task must be done carefully, with full attention to details. Such is the impeccable image they're instinctually bound to portray. It is how they feel themselves as individuals.

Virgo Risings are perceived as detail-oriented, balanced and practical people. Projects and changes are approached methodically and carefully. They're restrained and may be shy; this is a reflection of Virgo's search for perfection. They may not achieve their own excellence standards regarding their image or physical body, and thus may become shy or arrogant. There may be problems with self-esteem. Moreover, Virgo Risings are honest and very clear about their values and intentions, although some things can change depending on one's Mercury conditions and position in the natal chart:

Mercury/1st house: a skilled painter sits by their canvas, drawing rather anxiously; their eyes move nervously along the blooming figures. The search for perfection and the instinct to be quick combined. A not so fruitful combination most of us would say. This is someone who's very active and who pays attention to every single detail, never losing on dexterity. Mercury's blessings on the Ascendant may produce a rather small and lean body. There are strong instincts to take care of one's own body and health.

Mercury/2nd house: a storekeeper smiles gently at a customer that leaves satisfied with their orders. This is someone who's all about work. And, in this case, work must offer a possibility to be recognized and valued for the services that've been made. This Mercury enjoys dealing with money and is in search of stability. Tranquility and composure are outwardly expressed.

Mercury/3rd house: an intelligent psychologist pays careful attention to what their client is saying; every phrasal structure is analyzed deeply and thoughtfully. An active mind, no doubt, keen on details, specially to those with emotional connotations. This is someone who loves mysteries and enjoys going deeper into every subject. There may be shyness. Utterly powerful, this Mercury is discreet and has the ability to transform other people's minds and thoughts through communication and also the ability to see easily through smoke and mirrors.

Mercury/4th house: a meticulous historian reads a large book on ancient history; how did it all began after all? This Mercury is rather shy or drawn to oneself. There's much curiosity about the subjects surrounding one's roots, country or family history. This is someone who's gentle and kind. Matters of the unconscious and hidden feelings are of much interest. There's probably the need to actively demonstrate the greatness of one's knowledge.

Mercury/5th house: a weary student walks tiredly down the stairs to meet their parents and show them a table of golden "A"s; they're restless in their eyes, yet content in their lips. Hard-work always pays off, right? This is someone who works exceedingly hard to meet their own expectations. An exhausted battle to be approved for one's toil and hardships. There is a need to be true to one's own heart. This Mercury is actually creative and joyful, although it may be hard to see it.

Mercury/6th house: a young designer draws his latest ideas upon a sheet of blank paper; they hold the key to the next generation of technology. This is someone who is organized in their own mess. Ideas are brilliant and revolutionary, but rather inconsistent. The mind is genuinely active. There's the ability to manifest one's ideas into the world, thus changing people's lives forever. There is a need to comprehend the brilliance of one's own mind.

Mercury/7th house: from an open window, a person observes lovingly as their spouse tends to the rose-garden down below. There's the instinctual need to penetrate into the other's world, thoughts and feelings through one's sensitivity and ability to communicate. Expressing one's will and ego may be a difficult task. This is someone who may be selfless and has the ability to completely understand other people's reality. Feelings and logical thoughts are intertwined; for other people, one's thoughts may be difficult to grasp. There's a need to develop tranquility and peace with one's self. Everything will become clear in time.

Mercury/8th house: a therapist considers their client quietly; the room is silent and submerged in dark layers of water. The ability to actively dive into other people's minds and intimacy. People may feel intruded by this Mercury. This is someone who's sincere and utterly attentive to subtle details.

Mercury/9th house: a wise alchemist studies the properties of an unknown elixir; they're delighted in its fragrance and colour. There's much interest in other people's lives and habits, specially those connected to religion and culture. This is someone who loves being in touch with the things that give them physical pleasure, like fragrances, flavours or sounds. They'll try to understand the mechanisms behind these things as much as they'll enjoy being in touch with them.

Mercury/10th house: a famous professor talks to a large group of new students; they're late for their next appointment. This is someone with a most agitated agenda and that is probably famous for their ability to communicate and exchange information. There's so little time! Yet, all duties are performed seriously, always in a quest for perfection. There's a need to develop calm and to find time for rest.

Mercury/11th house: a popular cook hosts a banquet in their own house; they drift from one group of friends to the other, always attending to their wishful needs. This is someone who's very popular and well-known for their ability to provide love and solutions for others' troubles. Loving and gentle as they may be, they'll feel the need to be recognized by all their toil by the end of the day, rightfully so. Affection is delivered by talking. Compliments are received with the happiest smile ever.

Mercury/12th house: a film director sits alone and studies their own film in search for anything that should be improved or eliminated. This is someone with the greatest gift to translate art's subtle language into technical, objective matters. Being an individual in this case means organizing the realm of arts or even spirituality. This is generally well appreciated in society. Leadership positions in these fields are favoured. This Mercury is of great help. As shy as this person may be, this is someone who glows brightly and humbly and for that they're deeply admired.

Thanks for reading! <3

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zhannabelle-eng · 4 years

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How to get rid of the spirit of trauma?

Interview with Zhannabelle

The Universe provides each of us with everything necessary to become healthy, happy, successful and loved. We have it in us originally. But most of the time it is as if something prevents us from fulfilling our predestination and revealing our abilities. So why does not everyone can become happy? Zhannabelle will answer the question in this article.

- Zhannabelle, let us start with the main question: what prevents us from being happy?

Zhannabelle: Basically we are disturbed by the influence of the spirit of trauma.

All of us are gifted with unique talents and skills since birth. There are a lot of them in us. It's a really proven fact - the universe is designed in such a way that it never deprives any of its children. It is us who reveal the minimal amount of all our talents.

Some people might compose beautiful poems in their spare time (but keep it a secret!). Others grow incomparable flowers in their garden (any communication with the plant world is a special gift from the Higher Powers). Still others draw beautifully (but do it for their own pleasure).

These unique talents, which we usually designate as hobbies, can be improved. New, no less wonderful abilities, can be also revealed.

- For some reason, we don't do that...

Zhannabelle: Suppose you are going to present your business project, demonstrate a presentation or ask your boss for a new position. Your hands start shaking, your heart is sinking and you can't squeeze a single word out of yourself. It's a fear.

Or a girl, coming back home from school, shares happily with her parents her success at math class, excellent grades, or just a story about an interesting day. But her mother is busy doing her house chores, her father can't get away from the football match on TV, and the child is just being given up. The girl locks up in her room. That's resentment.

Or a woman waits for her loved one after work. And he doesn’t come back for long. The woman starts to suspect him of cheating! That's when her chosen one is having fun with another woman. The woman's blood pressure rises, she has tachycardia and dizziness, she gets sick, even physically. That's jealousy.

Or you get a tempting offer, any kind of it. You could be offered a promotion or a marriage. But this event, one way or another, will involve a major change in your fate. You may have to change your place of residence or even your country, learn something that you have never done before.

It's very difficult for you to decide whether to agree or not. You're try to play for time and.. a wonderful perspective eventually passes by and someone else gets it.

It's a doubt.

All these situations and the feelings they cause are just variations of one single phenomenon - the spirit of trauma. It is he who fills your consciousness with various suspicions, uncertainty, who takes away your life force.

- Where does this spirit of trauma come from and why is it dangerous?

Zhannabelle: The spirit of trauma is specific features of our environment and they are transmitted to us. For example, if you are surrounded by rough people, hustlers, you will become the same. If your parents didn't show a special love for you, you will surely be indifferent to your children as well. If your mother tortured herself with being jealous all the time, you’ll be jealous too.

Have you noticed that the spirit of trauma is like an infectious disease?

Someone coughed next to you, and you have a high fever and a runny nose at once. The difference is that the spirit of trauma is not a physiological manifestation. It's an energy component. It affects our emotional state. If someone next to us starts hysterics and fighting, we also start having temper tantrum and quarrelling.

- So what's the big deal if I scold my cat for misbehavior? Or I say something rude to someone who pushed me on the subway. It happens to everyone...

Zhannabelle: Don't you forget that the spirit of trauma is like an infection. When you get influenza, for example, it is unlikely that your body is able to function normally. You have headaches, weakness, you drop off.

The same way the spirit of trauma prevents the realization of your predestination, revelation of your talents and abilities. It prevents you from becoming rich, successful, happy.

It is the cause of all your problems at work or in business, constant quarrels with your husband and children, general condition and health problems. The spirit of trauma blocks all the unique abilities that the universe gave you at birth! The more influence the spirit of trauma has on you, the less chance of discovering your talents you have. You will not have a free minute to write poems, because you haunt your cat with a duster in your hands or torment the phone, calling your chosen one, who had just stayed late at work!

- What should we do then?

Zhannabelle: What do you do when you get the flu? Start treatment, of course! There are various ways to get rid of the spirit of trauma. First of all, you should seek help from someone with superpowers. A normal person will not be able to cope with this spirit. It penetrates deeply into our consciousness and there literally absorbs into your energy.

- We know that you are this special person, Zhannabelle. How do you help at this stage?

Zhannabelle: Higher powers have given me the unique ability to see the spirit of trauma, to communicate with it and to clean aura of a person. Therefore the most effective option will be to sign up for an individual consultation with me. I will carry out a special diagnosis of your Aura and perform a ritual of purification, create a protective cover for you. And I'll pick a magical amulet with a guardian spirit it is that protects against disease and misfortunes, guiding your mind and intuition in the right direction.

- What about our environment? After all, people around us will continue to show aggression and negativity.

Zhannabelle: Well, the principle of infection control also applies here - you just have to isolate yourself from such people.

Avoid the infected ones, reduce communication with them. Their nervous system is already poisoned by the spirit of trauma, which means they can infect you too.

Naturally, if the source of the negative is in your family, it is difficult to avoid communication with those you love. The rule of stalking will help you in this case. This is the art of gentle conflict avoidance. I explain how it works in detail at my seminars.

I recommend turning for help to the Higher Powers in the most difficult problems, which arise due to the spirit of trauma. For this purpose, I conduct retreats at the Places of Power. Their incredible energy gives an opportunity to conduct energetic practices and rituals on a different spiritual level, to fill the aura with the most powerful infusions of energies.

Journey to the Places of Power with me cleanses aura, changes the destiny, reveals talents and even superpowers.

- Is it possible to get rid of the spirit of trauma independently?

Zhannabelle: Of course! It's not easy, but where there is a will, there is a way! You can start getting rid of the spirit of trauma right now. For this, I recommend a special ritual "Circle of protection against the spirit of trauma ". In order to protect the subtle energy bodies from the penetration of evil entities, you need to create 7 spheres. Each of them will be the embodiment of a part of your life.

Immunity and health.

Feminine power and intimate relationships.

Material well-being: income, career and success.

Love and friendship, charity.

Talents, creativity, skills.

Intuition and willpower.

Special closeness to the Higher Powers that help us and protect our lineage.

Performing this ritual, rub your palms 7 times on all 7 spheres, using special mudra and music of transformation at the same time.

- It is quite difficult! What if this is the first time a person performs the ritual and it does not work, what to do?

Zhannabelle: If it doesn't work out, be sure to make an appointment for a consultation. Together we will understand all the details of this ritual. It must be performed every day, in the morning and in the evening. It will help you tune in to the working day in the morning. And it will clear of stress and negative in the evening.

- How do you know that a person has been attacked by the spirit of trauma?

Zhannabelle: It's different for everyone. One of my students, Rachel, decided to travel to the Places of Power in Vietnam on her own. She didn't tell me about it. Although I always say in my classes that it is an absolute rule not to go to the Place of Power without a mentor, or at least without their blessing. Another important condition is that a person must wear a protective amulet.

As a result, her trip did not go well from the very first minutes.

Her plane was late. The transfer from the hotel did not wait for her. And when she got to the temple, Rachel suddenly felt such an unaccountable horror that she fainted.

To be short, she came home barely alive, smashed. She had nightmares and panic attacks during the day. Until she came to me for an individual consultation. I was just terrified! The energy of my student was enlaced by one of the most monstrous spirits of trauma I'd ever met.

It turned out that a lot of people died during the war in the places Rachel visited. And her aura attracted an ancient spirit that gladly sucked into her energy envelope. I performed a cleansing ritual and drove the spirit back to the Lower World.

Everyone must remember his rule - never go to the Place of Power without a professional, without a mentor. Otherwise, you'll be in trouble.

- We are sincerely glad that this story had a happy ending!

Zhannabelle: That's why I do seminars, individual consultations and retreats at the Place of Power. I have already helped and continue to help thousands of women around the world discover their true predestination, realize their unique inborn abilities and fulfill their cherished dreams, to start a happy full life. Write to me right now, sign up for a seminar or consultation and your life will change!

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