prize
synopsis: hopeful to spark some romance between you and your neighbor, suguru, whom you've been crushing on for a long time, you knock on his door. however, he has different plans for you.
note: hello! this is my submission for @toji-bunny-girl 's kinktober collab! hope you guys missed me!
[this post contains dark contents. please don't proceed if you're sensitive]
warnings: mdni, dark content, ghost face suguru x afab reader, bloodplay, knife play, degradation, killer/victim relationship
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it takes a lot of courage to be where you are right now. a tight, black dress wraps around your body, your face lightly sculptured with bold, blood red lips to fit with the 'halloween theme', your knuckles out and up high. just two knocks, and that's all. why so nervous? it's just suguru, your lovely neighbor. it's not like he isn't interested in you either, it was just a matter of time one of you made a move.
okay. here goes nothing.
your knuckles make contact with the wooden door while your other hand is occupied with tightly (and i mean tight enough to give you a hand cramp) holding an expensive bottle of wine. although you're not much of a wine person, you tried to match suguru's intellectual appearance at least. and who knows? it might look sexy too. why is he taking so long to answer the door? should you knock again? you nervously look down to check if your shoes- wait, what the fuck? are those high heels on the mat? why didn't you see-
"oh, hi! suguru! hi! uhm, i didn't interrupt anything did i?" fuck fuck fuck fuck you definitely walked in on a date.
"hey... uh, sorry, i kinda had someone over." suguru looks messy. his long, black hair that is usually gathered in a stylish bun is now fully on display. strands of his hair cover his eyes, he truly looks beautiful, but unordinary. he's fully clothed, so it mustn't be anything sexual. could he perhaps be drunk?
you quickly hide the bottle behind you.
"right, sorry. i was just wondering if you had any... coffee?" dumbass, who asks for coffee at this hour?
"sorry, not much of a coffee person." suguru's sweet smile seems forced this time, the warm face that usually greets you is gone. you feel so embarrassed too, you just want to get the fuck out of this situation and chug that bottle of wine.
"ah alright... thanks anyway, i'll... see you around"
"good night" suguru quickly closes the door. it's weird though, did you actually interrupt something? why did the place seem so empty? anyways, you've had enough with poking your nose into suguru's business tonight. too bad you spent two hours shaving, bathing and prepping up. at least the courage shot you took helped you get through the thing.
another long shower, a two hour film and a bottle of wine later, you finally make your way towards your bedroom. you force yourself on the bed and wait a moment for the dizziness to disappear. the wine works like magic and you manage fall asleep way earlier than you'd anticipated.
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the sudden breeze in your room doesn't bother you, but the sudden shift of energy in your room is enough to wake you up from your sleep. your room is merely lit by the full moon up in the sky, which is now fully seen with your window suddenly open. you take a glance at the dark room, everything seems normal. it must be the wind. before you get up to close the window, you check the time on your phone. it's only 3 am. despite having a guest over, suguru's side of the wall is painfully quiet. your walls, which are normally paper thin, seems to have thickened. maybe it's for the best, best for you.
once your feet touch the ground, you feel a sudden rush of adrenalin. what's this strange feeling? the breeze must have gotten you sick. you wobble towards the window. only the sound of your footsteps can be heard. wait, don't you have a rug here? how can you hear your footsteps?
"good morning, princess"
stiff, thick arms wrap around your neck with a sudden move and you freeze where you are. you can only make out the thin, black cloth around his body and the shiny knife that is pressing against your cheek. you try to speak up, but neither your brain nor his arm is letting you.
"did you sleep well?" the voice is eerily close to your ear but it's slightly muffled. you can feel that his frame is way larger than yours, you are in complete disadvantage here. struggling is unnecessary, you can easily get yourself cut. so you just let your body loose and let him guide you.
"this easily?" he chuckles. "i thought you would put up a fight." he loosens his arm just a little for you to breathe again, and maybe to respond. or, maybe he's just rewarding your submission.
"who... are you? what do... you want?" you pant. the breeze directly hits your face now. with the corner of your eye, you see his faint reflection the window.
it's a mask. a white mask. though you can't make out what he really is, he is truly much larger than you, that's for sure. maybe it's the wine that helps you stay calmer than anyone else would. maybe it's just who you are. who would have thought you would be a victim of a halloween murder?
"what do i want? i don't know." he walks backwards towards the bed. "i got bored." he releases you and throws you towards your bed. once your dizziness disappears, you finally take a look at him.
a ghost face. he wears that mask from scream and a thin, black robe. his physique shines underneath the fabric, you would call him slutty if he wasn't pointing a big ass knife towards you right now.
ghost face leans over you, that's when his robe slightly exposes his chest. why, on the brink of death, do you want to fuck this man? is this adrenalin? the alcohol? maybe you have always been a freak. or maybe he just seems familiar.
you rest on your elbows. ghost face is intrigued by your courage, but stands his ground. he lifts your chin up with the tip of his knife. that's when you get a chance to fully look at his face, up close. although there is not much to analyze, you still hold eye contact with the mask. ghost face tilts his head to the side as if he's challenging you. you still stand still, heavily breathing. your heart is about to explode before he gets a chance to stab it, honestly.
as he tilts his hair, two strands of hair fall over the porcelain white mask. huh? they look like bangs. do men even have bangs? men that are this tall? the men that smell like that?
"suguru?" you gasp. you truly feel terrified now. god, maybe you shouldn't have exposed him like this, always best to play dumb.
ghost face lets out a very loud, cynical laugh.
"you're smarter than you seem, huh? or maybe should i say brave?"
you make a move to sit back, but the edge of his knife presses harder. a sharp pain down your chin holds you in place, a pain that is followed by a fast warmth that trails down your chest. ghost face doesn't move an inch. "oops" he says like a little bitch he is.
"why are you here? what are you going to do with me?" you grip the sheets under your palms. your eyes are watering, you can't help it. but you hold yourself, you won't shed a tear at all.
"i felt bad for rejecting your little date offer, so i came here to surprise you! i must have been late though. look, i'm all dressed for you! now where's your slutty vampire costume from earlier?" his voice becomes very clear to you but in a completely different tone. the sweet, respectful and genuine suguru you know (or thought you knew) is absent. this man is psychotic and demeaning; his voice, his stance, his moves...
"that's it? be real."
"ooh, courageous i see... did you drink that entire bottle by yourself?" fuck. "nah, you just saw too much."
"too much? of what? i don't understand."
"my little date! the one you walked straight into? you came before i could even throw away her shoes! you should've seen how much you scared me!"
"i don't understand anything suguru..."
he laughs again.
"do you always need everything to be said straight away?" he mocks you. "i killed her, doll."
your body freezes. sure, you could have guessed it, you have guessed it. but hearing it straight from the man?
your tears escape, not in a sob, they just escape. tears wet your puffy cheeks and meet the thin trail of blood on your neck.
you move your hand up to cusp ghost face's cheek. you move slowly and carefully.
"i don't care if you killed her." he halts. surely you must have surprised him. hell, you surprised yourself too. but hey, nothing to loose right now.
"i don't care. suguru, do you know for how long i've been dreaming about you?" you rub small circles on the plastic with your thumb and slowly work your way under the mask. "i want you so bad. i bought a dress for tonight, one that i will never get to wear again. i bought a fine bottle of wine to look intellectual to you. i did all of these for you."
you flick the mask with your thumb and move it above his head. there he is, suguru geto, with all his glory. shock in his eyes, thin brows high, mouth agape. you brush your thumb over his soft lips.
"if you want to kill me, kill me. but at least give me the courtesy of pleasuring me for one last time."
"you want me to fuck you? what kind of a maniac are you?" he laughs.
"what do i have to lose?" your face is stern, you don't laugh along with him.
"i want to see you bleed." he warns you.
"i'll let you do anything to my body." suguru sees the flame in your eyes. if he didn't know better, he would think you want to kill him.
suguru thinks for a second. his eyes wander over your messy hair, naked shoulders, your bloody tank top, your panties.
"lay down and do as i say." he orders you. you do so, while holding eye contact with him.
you lay flat beneath him, your feet dangle off of the bed. he leans over you and starts moving the knife over your body lightly. it almost tickles. feels like small needles all over your body, the feeling is surprisingly exciting. the knife runs over your collarbones, neck, arms... you wonder how the sharp, cold metal would feel further down.
he stabs the point of it on the fabric of your tank top, careful to not cut you. he drags the knife down and cuts the fabric like it's butter. the tight tank top bursts open. the coldness of the room embraces your bare chest now. suguru can't help but be amazed at your body. such a shame, he thinks, it will all go to waste.
he presses the flat side of the knife right on top of your nipple. the sudden sensation makes you shiver and the stimulation makes you let out a small gasp. suguru is entertained by your reaction, so he repeats the same process on your other breast. your eyes shut close for a moment. your pussy is throbbing with excitement, waiting for its return.
"open your eyes." suguru's face is painted with a smug smirk. "be a good girl and don't move." he orders and you stay silent. he looks right into your eyes as he throws away his mask and (painfully) slowly slides his robe down. he's now left with his tight black boxers and usual bun. the moonlight behind him outlines his muscular figure perfectly. his pale skin shines like a pearl, and you can trace every single muscle on his body with your eyes. his gigantic figure, to anyone else, surely would be terrifying. and had you not known him beforehand, everything would have been different.
suguru rests one of his knees down to the bed to balance himself. he lays the knife down to the side. he grabs you from your hips to adjust you, he brings your entire body onto the bed. he does it as if you weight nothing.
his soft lips roughly dance on your skin, almost as if he wants to bruise you with his lips. he moves around your neck, your bare chest but never your face. hungry for at least a bit of intimacy, you rest your hand on the back of his head and gently pull him closer to your face. suguru's thin lips form a smirk. he knows what you want exactly, but he doesn't want to please you; not yet, not unless you deserve it.
he stops you until you've brought him closer to your face. your lips stay apart in anticipation when suguru starts whispering. his hot breath hits your cold face and his low, demonic voice sends shivers down your spine.
"do you think you've earned it?" he asks you. "why would a needy slut like you deserve a kiss?"
tears start rolling down your cheeks in frustration as you manage to let out a silent "please kiss me"
you yearn so much for some sort of warmth right now. any kind. you want him to hug you, kiss you, call you beautiful names. that's what you always wanted, to be his pretty little partner. you always imagined him as an old school romantic boyfriend, but it looks like you were wrong big time.
"kiss you? so needy!" suguru gets on his knees above you, he looks down on you. his lips and cheeks have blood smeared on them. his black boxers are bit tight and you're upset that you couldn't even get him fully erect yet. "want me to kiss you?"
you hum in response.
"then suck me off." he commands. without even waiting for you to react, he lifts you back up. in an instant, suguru has you on your knees on the ground, his palm gripping on your head tightly. you look up at him, suguru can read your neediness in your eyes, your eyes that are big and glassy. if everything played differently, he probably could feel butterflies in his stomach at the sight.
"the fuck are you waiting for?" he growls. his hands grip on your hair tightly and he earns a small moan from you. you try so hard to not be as aroused as you are now, but you can't help it. you want him to fuck you until you bleed. you will let him do anything to you.
with suguru's hand on your head guiding you to his crotch, you're suddenly eye to eye with his black boxers. he's getting hard, but it's obvious he's not completely there yet. still, the bulk is frighteningly large. before you can even see it properly, you're anxious if you'll be able to fit it in your mouth.
you finally gather your courage and release his cock. it's pink and veiny and as anxiety inducingly big as you had anticipated. you're amazed and slightly embarrassed at how small your hand looks on it.
you play with his length with your fingers, slightly dragging them from the base to the tip. your touch is soft, unlike suguru's hand and overall manner. you dance your fingers around his tip until it gets harder. you then get your lips closer and start leaving pecks around where your fingers were just now. suguru is surprised at your approach, he likes how gentle you are. he can feel that you're completely in control of him now, though it's better for you to not know it now. he'll just let you play for now to see how it will go.
your soft kisses turn into long licks. you run your tongue around him, especially a big vein that gets more apparent with every lap of your tongue. you slow down close to his tip for one last ride, after which you lock your lips around his tip. you suck on the flushes tip with your plump lips until suguru's hold gets tighter. he throws his head back, eyes shut and panting heavily. it takes a second for him to realize he's slowly giving in, after that, he opens his eyes and forces your head to fully take him. he smiles at the sight. oh how pretty you look with your throat bulked. he should have fucked your mouth on the bed to watch this glorious view.
you yelp at the sudden move. his cock is throat deep in you and he doesn't wait a second for you to adjust to him. he moves your head up and down, up and down, up and down... he pulls you up until his you can feel his tip on your tongue, until your neck starts to hurt. you can't move or do anything else other than swirl your tongue in sync with his moves. suguru goes feral every time you swirl your tongue around his tip. the room is filled with wet noises, followed by the painful moans you let out. your eyes tear up, both in frustration and pleasure. god, you need him so bad, you need him deep inside you until your guts hurt. you rub your legs in an attempt to feel friction but the arousal is too much for a small friction to satisfy. you look up at him with furrowed brows as he continues to fuck your face. suguru gives you the courtesy to make eye contact. his eyebrows are furrowed with a bitchy smirk to go along with it. it's impossible to guess what he wants to do next, when he will get bored. maybe it's better for you to stop before he cums, who knows what he'll do after he cums?
"ah, fuck... you're not as pure as i thought." he stops you at his base. "do you want your kiss? do you think you earned it?" you hum.
he releases you and throws your head back. you fall behind your back, but quickly get back up. you try to catch your breath. god knows how you look right now; mouth covered in spit, hair messed, tits out, cheeks flushes, god you're probably even crying right now.
"come here." you crawl back to him. he pats the bed. "come here, dumbass. how else can i kiss you?"
you crawl back on the bed and reach your face to him. suguru cups your cheek and tugs some loose strands on your face behind your ear. he looks heavenly. his hair is also messed up, lips covered in blood. his face truly didn't fit his behavior. for an angel face like this, he is the devil.
he comes closer slowly and slowly. his lips graze yours. you're impatient. just when you're almost about to plant your face onto his he pinches both your cheeks with his long fingers and laughs at your face. he laughs manically, loud and insultingly.
"did you think i would do something like that? are you fucking dumb? i'm not your fucking boyfriend." he forces you back down on the mattress, this tame face down. his sheer strength is frightening. he could move your entire body with just his fingers.
you moan in frustration. face down, ass up, eye to eye with that dumbass mask of his. at least he'll finally fuck you.
suguru rubs two fingers over your panties. "god, you're so fucking wet. all for me, hm? you like being treated like a little whore?"
suguru grabs the knife and starts running it down your back. this time, the feeling is different. it doesn't tickle, it stings. surely, the hot feeling that follows can only mean that he's not playing with the dull side anymore.
"it's so bright, so red. do you feel it?" he runs his finger on your back. "ge...to... there you go. now everyone else will know who you belong to." a bright red geto paints your entire back. the wetness is unbearable, on both sides honestly.
"maybe i should carve it too?" he stabs the point lightly on your back, the pain makes you tug on the sheets. you can feel your white sheets get wet under you.
"nah, maybe later." he runs the knife through your panties, finally freeing you. suguru grabs the panties and squishes it into a ball.
"are you scared?" he asks, and you could swear he was sincere.
"no."
"it will hurt a lot." he tells sweetly again. "you know i care about you, i wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you."
you stay quiet.
"ah, i see. you don't buy it anymore, huh? well, in that case..."
suguru presses the dull side right on your clitoris. the cold, bloody metal sends shivers down your spine. you want to close your legs around it but you know you'll cut yourself. you can only wait for his next move.
he presses it down hard and rubs small circles with the knife. you tug harder on the sheets and moan into the sheet. your walls clench on emptiness. the blood has now reached your arms, your view is red. you open your eyes to the ghost mask that watches you. you want to see suguru, but it's impossible when he presses your head down.
"please... suguru... fuck me..." you pant. suguru laughs again.
"don't tell me what to fucking do." he screams and you shut your eyes. he can be scary when he wants to.
suguru makes a ball out of your panties he discarded and stuffs it on your mouth.
"that's what big mouthed whores get."
as much as he wants to resist, with your bare pussy right in front of him, he can't wait any longer. one hand grabbing your ass firmly, the other presses the knife on your hip. suguru grabs you until his knuckles turn white and you yelp from pain.
"fuck" he breathes as he aligns his tip with your entrance. he enters with one harsh thrust. your back arches immediately. finally, you feel full. it hurts to feel him inside, he stretches your walls like they've never have before.
suguru slams his hips violently, so much that with every thrust, your body moves a bit further. he fucks you like he wants to punish you. he lands slaps on your ass until it gets red. his hands are covered in blood, your hands are covered in blood. he hits your uterus with every thrust. he has incredible stamina, he doesn't halt a second, even when you start spasming around his cock.
it takes only minutes for you to finally reach your climax, but you're too occupied (and unable to) warn suguru. he knows, of course, but he's not in the mood to let you orgasm properly. he leaves it to you, while he keeps fucking you violently, you shake and scream under him. his grip only gets harder to keep you still. your eyes get blurred with tears that you can't control anymore. you moan and scream with each hit, which drive suguru even more crazy. your walls shut close around him, and he manages to pull until he almost gets out.
"fuck, you're so fucking tight. will you cum again?" he hisses as if he's insulting you. "yeah, i'll make you cum again." you can feel every vein on his cock, with each rub, each stroke. and suguru loves the feeling of your insides, you welcome him so warmly, your velvety walls make him feel things he has never felt before.
he never stops after you've come and the overstimulation is painful, but you know you like it. the thought of suguru causing this pain arouses you so much. you want to see how he looks, how his godly body must be sweaty, his hair all messed up and his cheeks red and puffy.
you clench your teeth on the wet cloth once you feel your insides shake again. the knots in your stomach tighten until you scream out. suguru gets the signal and gets even faster than before. he loves seeing the tears on your face so much. he cusses under his breath, god, you arouse him so much.
you let out a scream as big waves crush you from the inside. you shake violently around suguru. your knees get weak, you're about to fall back to the bed. you can almost feel suguru in your stomach, god, how long will he go?
suguru, you try to scream but he only manages to hear muffled nonsense.
"look at the dirt you made" he calls out for you, but his voice seems so far away. you try to gather your consciousness but it feels impossible. suguru lands a slap on your ass once again, the sound echoes in your room. "so dirty."
he notices you're not responding and leans closer to you without skipping a beat.
"oh please, don't die on me yet!" he laughs to himself.
your eyes are open, but you're barely holding on. suguru's cock leaves bruises inside of you and he seems to not get tired at all. your eyes fix on the stupid mask. it almost mocks you, the stupid eyes and mouth. you wish you could see suguru's angelic face instead.
"fuck" suguru curses once more. "shit" the low curses continue until he releases himself from you. he starts rubbing himself on top of you. you can hear him grunting and panting behind you. soon, it's followed by suguru letting out the prettiest moan you've ever heard and unleashes himself. suguru shoots thick ropes of cum on your bloody back. he plays with himself until he's breathing normally again. he takes a moment to admire the painting he's made.
"finally pretty again."
kiss, you mumble to yourself. kiss me.
"aah, this was fun!" he cheerfully exclaims. "did you have fun?"
hum.
"i'll take that as a yes!"
sharp.
a sharpness is what you feel on your back. it doesn't even hurt. it just stings.
i had fun
your last words, as your vision gets dark, and the last thing you will ever see is that damn ghost mask.
for suguru though, it's a much more pleasant view. it's a bummer that his fun had to end quickly, but this view is irreplaceable for him.
he takes the bloody knife out of your back before he fully turns you around. you lay on your back, eyes empty and lips parted. your cheeks are wet and still has some flush in them.
suguru leans over you and brushes his thumb on your lips before kissing you softly.
"you deserved it, doll."
thanks for reading! i know i've been gone for a long time, but school is really killing me right now. i wrote this after submitting my 3rd essay of the week T.T i forgot how to write smuts on god all i know right now is academic english
halloween might be over but thanks to me you can feel like it's halloween days after. you're welcome ( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧
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