#Dany and sas

[venusintheblindspots-blog]

Comparing Two of My Favorite Characters :

Sasuke Uchiha

Daenerys Targaryen

PARALLELS

Questionable brother figures who became victims of their circumstances and eventually their abusers…

The loss of their family all together, with Daenerys never meeting most of hers, being the ‘last’ of their bloodline…

Being responsible for the restoration of honor to their family name,-Targaryen and Uchiha…

Secret family members, with questionable intentions…

Connecting with people who were/are in similar positions as them/they were…

Now as for where they diverge, the perception of their family, and how much it is bound to change.

Rhaegar Targaryen and Itachi Uchiha are one in the same to me. Both elder brothers with good intentions but terrible execution of their plans.

Sasuke spends the majority of the Naruto series believing that his brother was a power hungry, deranged and narcissistic man who committed genocide on his own family in pursuit of a stronger dojutsu.

He learns from Obito Uchiha later on, after he kills his be, that his brother was a victim of the adults around him,-that convinced a thirteen year old that the only way to retain peace was to wipe out his own people.

Sasuke then declares vengeance against the Hidden Leaf village, and abandons his brother’s intentions of restoring honor to the Uchiha.

Relating this to Daenerys, she hears of her family mostly through her elder brother, Viserys, and knights like Ser Jorah Mormont and Barristan Selma. The memories they share of Rhaegar, Aerys and Rhaella are often hear-say or second hand information. The stories usually paint Rhaegar and Aerys as noble, while in canon, a lot of their actions (especially Aerys’) are horrifying. Daenerys herself serves as the antithesis of House Targaryen, she’s everything but nothing like her ancestors. I reckon that after finding out the works of Aerys, Daenerys, unlike Sasuke, will continue to rewrite the wrongs of Old Valyria.

To touch on another similarity between the two,- they are both the narrative heirs of the two ancestors that came way before them, The Amethyst Princess, and Indra Otutsuki.

Amethyst Princess - Dany

Bloodstone Emperor - Viserys

Indra Otutsuki - Sasuke

Ashura Otutsuki - Naruto

Sasuke and Daenerys’ approach is very different when opposing these two characters.

Naruto is the protagonist and the hero of the story, whereas Sasuke is deuteragonist. Daenerys is the arguably the protagonist of a Song of Ice and Fire, and Viserys exists in her story.

After her marriage to Khal Drogo, Viserys’ rage towards Dany stems from jealousy of her status and the agency she now has as Khaleesi. She grieves his death, yes, but had he survived, her dragon eggs would’ve never hatched. She wouldn’t have become Azor Ahai, the Mother of Dragons, etc. Daenerys does what the Amethyst Princess and even Targaryens before her couldn’t do, by restoring the balance between ice and fire magic through the birth of dragons, thus creating a new era.

In Sasuke’s case, Naruto had good intentions for him. Naruto’s jealousy for Sasuke was merely boy-envy. His pursuit of Sasuke comes from a need to understand his grief and loss. Sasuke does what Indra Otutsuki and Madara Uchiha couldn’t,-he moved pass his need for vengeance, and ended the cycle of hatred for the Uchiha Clan.

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #game of thrones #daenerys stormborn #daenerys targaryen #Naruto #naruto anime #shippudden #sasuke uchiha #Sasuke #Daenerys #Dany and sas #who wouldve thought #daenerys targeryan #queen daenerys #pro sasuke #sasuke deserved better #daenerys deserved better

[sunny12th]

"The Undying were all around her, blue and cold, whispering as they reached for her, pulling, stroking, tugging at her clothes, touching her with their dry cold hands, twining their fingers through her hair. All the strength had left her limbs. She could not move. Even her heart had ceased to beat. She felt a hand on her bare breast, twisting her nipple. Teeth found the soft skin of her throat. A mouth descended on one eye, licking, sucking, biting…"

The Warlocks attempted consumption of Dany is very sexual. They're stealing her life (her fire) and grrm has remarked that sex and passion are a part of life. In taking her fire, they're gaining passion and sexuality. Or, perhaps this is just how one steals another's life-force in this world. Or, they're just a bunch of horny and rapey old Warlocks.

It also reminds me of how Viserys would molest Dany and she was powerless to stop him. This is another moment when Dany is powerless to stop her assault and Drogon (fire made flesh, her child) saves her. Dany also found strength in her husband (for whom Drogon is named) and her unborn child and this pushed her to stand up to Viserys for the first time.

#might try to write some more on this later. im just on my phone rn getting some thoughts down #drogon being dany's strength and salvation from rapey guys but also being named for her first rapist. #drogon is not drogo - he's everything dany wanted drogo to be!! pulling up that post i wrote about the dragons and their names #daenerys targaryen #mine #asoiaf #sa mention #rape mention

[asteria-argo]

womp womp I made myself sad with my own wip so i'm subjecting all of you to it as well

“are you sure mi amigo?” Dani asks, and suddenly he’s right beside Jamie and he’s got a hand on his shoulder. Dani’s nails are blunt but Jamie feels the phantom of nails on skin, tracing sharp, gentle patterns on his shoulder and he can’t even place where the memory is coming from or why he has to force down a gag because of it. He just knows he wants the sensation gone, wants the fucking hands and eyes off him. “would you just fuck off?!” he snaps, pushing Dani away with enough force it sends him stumbling. Everything stills, when Jamie’s palm connects flat against Dani’s chest and shoves, the locker room going quiet in shock. Jamie can’t find it in himself to feel bad about it, even as Dani looks at him with open, cracked hurt split across his face.

#wip stuff #jamie tartt #ted lasso #dani rojas #tw sa mention

[dissociationdude]

leafcrowns/luciiid/sockbois/dani

LEAFCROWNS ON DEVIANTART, CREATOR OF CLOCKWORK (Creepy Pasta) raped me in my grade nine year and sexually abused me for the remainder of the relationship. He was 2 years older than me.

A lot of people probably wonder why leafcrowns doesn't post as much anymore and assumably, it's because I have called him out now on several platforms for his sexual abuse. Initially when I posted this news, I posted it with my poetry project about it, and I only posted it to instagram, facebook, and deviantart. I also shared it with someone who I thought would be safe, and they turned out to be his roommate at the time. They both talked me into taking his name out of posts, but it was not because I wanted to, they made me feel like I had to. Dani attempted to take accountability for his actions but did nothing aside from justify what happened with his own abuse story. He saw what he did as wrong, but still tried to play things off like he didn't do any wrong to others after me, he didn't know that's what he was doing at the time, he was mentally ill, etc. So I did, initially take his username out of the posts, as I was confronted by LeafCrowns to do so, and manipulated into thinking he has grown, changed, and healed. After verifying what he said to me with other sources, including talking to another person he had abused similarly, I have realized he has not changed. I found out he had drawn FERAL pornography and sent it to a minor https://twitter.com/safomeART/status/1417941354110402561 and honestly that is just enough for me to put his name back onto posts.

LeafCrowns is a chronic manipulator and victim blamer. He will do anything to make himself seem like a victim in these scenarios, including me calling him out, evidently, as he tried to claim I was attempting to profit off of the abuse with making my poetry project available for a dollar. I had the paywall for safety reasons, to make sure my poetry doesn't get in the wrong hands.

I can't stand to see so many minors on this site worshipping him for creating Clockwork. I don't put it lightly when I say he is sexually coercive, manipulative, and uses healing as a front for everything he does. He wants to keep himself painted as a soft person, and I won't allow him to do so. He sexually abused me for 11 months of my adolescence, confronted me about this project apologizing and claiming he did no wrong to anyone but me, and lied to me to keep his image up. He is dangerous. Do not interact with him if you're under 18.

If you're interested, the project is here. I guess it's my proof. I also still have the conversations we had saved of him telling me to take his name out and just manipulating me.

TLDR; Daniel is an abusive piece of shit, you can like his characters, but make sure to keep in mind who's content you're enjoying.

#leafcrowns #luciiid #clockwork #sockbois #dani #clockwork creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #tw sa mention #tw sa #tw sex assault #tw sex abuse #call out post

[dani-anon]

Well, bonjour ami.

You look kind of familiar, have we met before?

@sa-jolie-chatounette

Hello there, met before? I don’t believe so. If you do think you remember my face from anywhere, I might be in trouble.

You seem like a lovely young woman, although I’m not so sure about the people you keep company with. You aren’t bad, right? You couldn’t possibly be…

#dani replies #sa-jolie-chatounette

[wiildhearrted]

To Do List on the blog for the week:

Make Lucas icons

Make Nairissa icons

Get them all on a banner/graphic to update the pinned post with

Catch back up on drafts/replies/asks/starters and refill the queue

#i'm adding the border to danis icons rn and then she's done #she was in far more of the manga than i realized and i ended up with just shy of 200 icons #198 to be exact sa;lkdfja

[tittyinfinity]

I have been in these kids lives their whole life when their mom abandoned them so I was thinking about adopting them as my own but you're telling me adoption costs between 5k and 40k??!??!??!

And now I'm 10x more pissed off about abortion not being legal when people say "just adopt!!"

Fuck you pay me 40k and I'll be able to do just that

These kids can NOT go into foster care

#dani #tw for SA in the tags #but their mom is engaged to the man who r*ped my bf's daughter at 8 years old #and their dad is in jail for something he didnt do #he talks to a judge on tuesday but if he doesnt get released that means i have 3 kids that i cant afford #and that i have to hide so they dont get taken #fuck my fucking life fuck

[sranye]

This world can hurt you It cuts you deep and leaves a scar Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart And nothing breaks like a heart

#nothing breaks like a heart #mark ronson #miley cyrus #music #ono kad jednom u godini upalis radio i cujes pjesmu i moras stat sa strane da se isplaces i nastavis dalje #takvi dani jbg-treba sve izac iz mene sto ne valja #Spotify

[thenetvvork]

We added a blorbos section to our simplyplural profiles for those of us who are uniquely strongly attached to a fictional character

-Alison

#ali #so its like. me and dany and san sa have it filled out LOL #us and our soggy men in their 30s and 40 #s with the energy of a man in his 60s

[sunny12th]

Dany's names for her dragons, and her reasoning behind them, are pretty interesting. What I find most interesting though is that she ends up claiming and riding Drogon, the dragon named for her first husband who bought and raped her. We aren't given any reasoning behind his naming but I believe it must come from Dany's dragon dream. In this dream, her physical and emotional pain is burned away and she is then able to reconnect with life and those around her.

"'Khaleesi,' Aggo murmured, 'there sits Balerion, come again.'

'It may be as you say, blood of my blood,' Dany replied gravely, 'but he shall have a new name for this new life. I would name them all for those the gods have taken. The green one shall be Rhaegal, for my valiant brother ... The cream-and-gold I call Viserion ... His dragon will do what he could not.'

'And the black beast?' asked Ser Jorah Mormont.

'The black,' she said, 'is Drogon.'"

Viserys is another of Dany's abusers but her explanation for naming a dragon after him makes some sense. All she ever wanted was for Viserys to take care of her as a brother should, now she has a chance to fulfill that need in another way. She'll care for Viserion as his mother and eventually Viserion will care for her.

It also might offer some foreshadowing for Viserion's fate. If I had to guess which dragon would die, I would predict it'd be Viserion dying to protect Dany. This would fulfill Dany's wish that he 'do what [her brother] could not,' which is to say that Viserion will protect and care for Dany. I'm not totally convinced any of the dragons are going to die but, again, if I had to guess then I would say Viserion will shield Dany from some danger and die as a result. Viserys died because he threatened Dany's unborn child, Viserion might die to protect Dany (and possibly another unborn child).

This might also be foreshadowing for whoever ends up riding Viserion. Viserion's rider will do what Viserys could not - they'll protect and love Dany. I've always thought Jon should bond with Viserion (if he gets a dragon) because 1) Viserion is cream and gold which matches the colors Jon is usually associated more than Rhaegal's green and bronze and 2) Jon will do what Viserys couldn't. That's pretty much a given, Jon will love and protect Dany. Something Viserys never could. Viserys also planned on marrying Dany, something he couldn't do, and it also seems likely Jon will marry Dany.

Based on the above passage alone, one might assume Dany would eventually ride either Viserion or Rhaegal. Viserion will do what Viserys could not, he'll love and protect Dany. Best way to do that is as her mount. The bond they never had as brother and sister will manifest as rider/mother and dragon. Rhaegal is named for Dany's "valiant brother" whose memory gives her strength several times throughout the series. She even has visions of herself in Rhaegal's armor, fighting men in ice armor on the Trident - foreshadowing future battles against the Others in Westeros.

Yet she ends up riding Drogon first - the largest and fiercest of the three. "Balerion, come again." There's foreshadowing in that as well. Balerion was the Conquerors dragon and Daenerys will be a conqueror in her own right. She'll be known as "Aegon the Conqueror with teats." With this, it does make sense that she would eventually ride Balerion's reincarnation. Drogo also was a well-renowned warrior, he never cut his braid, and had a khalasar of 40,000 mounted warriors. Naming Drogon for Drogo might be a way for Dany to keep some of Drogo's strength with her. His strength had been her protection when he was alive.

She named her three dragons for "those the gods have taken" but Dany could just have well named Drogon after another member of her family. Her father, mother, or even Aegon the Conqueror. She could have named him after Ser Willem Darry, the only real caretaker she ever knew. There's no explicit explanation given in the text for Drogon's naming so we're left trying to piece it together. Or, I'm left because this is has been bothering me for years now. Let's look at the dragon dream that I believe is the catalyst for Dany naming Drogon after Drogo.

"She would kill herself rather than go on, she decided one night … Yet when she slept that night, she dreamt the dragon dream again ... There was only her and the dragon. Its scales were black as night, wet and slick with blood. Her blood, Dany sensed. Its eyes were pools of molten magma, and when it opened its mouth, the flame came roaring out in a hot jet ... She opened her arms to the fire ... let it cleanse her and temper her and scour her clean. She could feel her flesh sear and blacken and slough away, could feel her blood boil and turn to steam, and yet there was no pain. She felt strong and new and fierce. And the next day, strangely, she did not seem to hurt quite so much...

She touched one, the largest of the three ... Black-and-scarlet, she thought, like the dragon in my dream...

From that hour onward, each day was easier than the one before it. Her legs grew stronger; her blisters burst and her hands grew callused; her soft thighs toughened, supple as leather."

The dragon dream is the turning point for her. Riding her Silver becomes easier and she "began to notice the beauties of the land around her." The dream manifests in reality when Dany's physical pain alleviates and she begins to grow stronger each day. Her experiences with Drogo begin to change as well - she begins to experience pleasure during their sexual interactions, just as she begins to find pleasure and joy in life with the Dothraki. Drogo does nothing to help her, these changes come from Dany (and her dragon dream) alone. She even begins to take control in their sexual encounters (or as much control as a bridal slave can, I guess). Their relationship changes and they become more affectionate to each other. All of this stems back to her dragon dream - cleansing her, tempering her, and scouring her clean.

Dany seems to realize it is the black-and-scarlet dragon she dreams of ("Black-and-scarlet, she thought, like the dragon in my dream..."). This specific dragon is reaching out to her, despite not yet being alive, at her lowest - when she has resolved herself to suicide. This dragon transcends death and life to connect with Daenerys and burn her pain and weakness away. Dany may have claimed Drogon in the fighting pit but it feels like Drogon claimed her first. She claimed him as a mount but he claimed her first, as his mother.

Since she recognizes her black-and-scarlet as the dragon from her dream, the dream that took away her pain from Drogo's rape and led her to gain some control in their sexual encounters, Dany associates this specific dragon with Drogo. With the pain he inflicted on her, the resilience she needed to survive, and the flames in her dream that didn't burn but left her stronger than before. She also places the black-and-scarlet egg by Drogo's heart on his funeral pyre - a place of intimacy and love but this also reminds me of Dany eating the stallion's heart to give Drogo's unborn son strength.

I've always wondered about the dragons breastfeeding from Dany when the pyre was ashes. Maybe, before they started breastfeeding, they ate Drogo while he burned. They do eat cooked meat, after all. This will probably never be confirmed but I love the idea of Drogon eating Drogo's heart to gain his strength.

Drogon specifically is the dragon Dany recognizes from her dragon dream. He burned away Dany's pain (inflicted by Drogo) and made her strong enough to change her relationship with Drogo. He woke beside Drogo's heart and possibly ate his heart too. Dany fears and loves Drogon, as she once feared and loved Drogo.

#fuck it! we post! #it's not confirmed but I choose to believe the dragons woke up and immediately started Feasting on Drogo #they eat cooked meat! and he was right there! #just thinking about what it means that dany named drogon after drogo #something something about healing from trauma #idk ill revisit this someday to try and get my thoughts together into something more coherent #mine #daenerys targaryen #khal drogo #asoiaf #long post #asoiaf meta #rape tw #rape mention #sa mention #suicide mention #drogon #rhaegal #viserion

[ignietsanguine-arch]

People out here really saying you don’t get to criticize Dany’s ending in GoT if you’re looking forward to HotD. God, people need to shut up, go outside and touch some grass.

#( ooc ) i serve her satanic majesty. #( am i skeptical about parts of the show? #yeah absolutely #and the remarks of the showrunners about sa and dany's ending #are fucking ridiculous and disgusting #but people are still allowed to enjoy things and be excited for them #critical consumption and enjoyment aren't mutually exclusive )

[mazamba]

Baby Steps

Dani slurped her milkshake noisily as she shifted back to the visible spectrum, interrupting the argument between the so-called adults. It'd been a hectic week, she'd been part of Young Justice for less than a week, yet they already had a crisis in the form of a maybe-evil clone.

"Do you mind?" growled Batman.

"Try a different word."

Superman raised an eyebrow.

""Father" is too heavy, try "brother" instead," she continued, "I mean, Phantom's technically my dad, but I don't call him that. He's my 'cuz!"

"What we call each other isn't the problem."

"No, but it's less scary isn't it? Danny was fifteen when I met him. Imagine if I'd called him dad. He'd have freaked out!"

Batman nodded, seeing the logic.

"And even then, I kinda needed some time to put my head together, you know?" she rattled on, floating crisscross applesauce in midair like a balloon in the breeze, "It's the real reason I left the first time. Maybe some time apart would be good for them? Microdose in family!"

"What we call each other isn't even half of the problem," sighed Superman, "you're a clone too, right? You once told me it was weird to know things you didn't remember learning. Clones are made and programed, sometimes with sleeper programming."

"True, but that's what we're here for," she figured, "I mean, I can't take you on, but Superboy's a different story. If he does go nuts, he has the whole Junior League to take care of him."

"I can't ask you to put yourself in danger."

"You're not, I'm volunteering," figured Stray, finally floating down to the ground, "look, Phantom and I work because we took the time to figure out who we are to each other. You two need time to figure out what you are, not get shoved together and hope for the best."

Batman grunted.

"This is a shock, it was a shock for Danny too. Sa- A mutual friend told me he had a panic attack an hour after I left. Started looking into childcare and stuff. She had to stop him from running after me with a diaper bag and they both crashed into a tree. Tu- a different friend sent me a picture."

"Your point?" sighed the Bat.

"I just said it? Forcing things helps no one. Just... put them in general proximity of each other and let the cards lay where they may. I know what you want to help Superboy, but forcing them into a get along shirt is just gonna hurt them both. You have to think of Superman too."

"And if he does go rogue?"

"Then we stop him."

"That easy?"

"That easy."

Superman sighed. As much as he hated to admit it, the whole situation was a lot less scary by simply changing the word. And what Stray said made sense, in a roundabout sort of way.

For his part, Batman was mentally kicking himself for hyper-focusing on Superboy's needs without taking Clark's feelings into consideration.

"We'll go with your plan," he agreed, "Superman, I'll need you to have a word with Black Canary. She will mediate with you and Superboy whenever you wish to meet, but I need you both to agree to this before we move forward."

"And if we can't?"

"Then he'll have to get adopted into somewhere else," figured Dani, sitting in midair again, "nothing good will happen if we just dump him on you. Neither one of you deserve what happened."

---

I'm sick of people dumping on Clark. Considering how he and the others live, I can't blame him for being suspicious.

Some other guy got replaced by a clone that didn't even know he was a clone. It wouldn't be that weird for Connor to have sleeper programming.

If anything, this is on Batman and the others for trying to force a relationship.

#dp x dc #dani phantom #batman #superman #superboy #clark kent #bruce wayne #connor kent

[dani-anon]

I feel like maybe we should have a girls night, ami. We don’t talk enough.

@sa-jolie-chatounette

I absolutely agree, darling. And I’ve heard we have much to catch up on. Let me know when works for you, I’ll provide the champagne 😘

#dani replies #sa jolie chatounette

[asongofstarkandtargaryen]

There is a popular post saying that if you hate Alicent and Sansa who are feminine ( whatever that means) and also victims of SA you can't claim to be a feminist.

And most people who reblog it are Dany antis who say she is a parallel to Nazis.

The hypocrisy of those people.

#pro daenerys #daenerys targaryen #a post of salt and salt #got dumb fandom

[its-time-to-write]

i know now it’ll pass - ch. 3

This chapter talks about SA! It does not go into explicit detail, but it is there and it is unmistakable. Just be aware!

haunted house nobody lives in

You and Isaac are deciding if the coffee in the café is actually coffee or if it’s just heated-up mud, when Jamie comes bursting in like a tornado. 

“You alright, mate?” Isaac asks. The words are barely out of his mouth when Jamie says, “Fuck Richard,” with so much vehemence that you physically step back. He takes note of the slight burst of fear in your eyes and tones it way down. He blows out a breath. “Sorry,” he says, “he’s just a prick.”

Isaac shrugs. “Pretty sure that’s your own fault, bruv.”

You’re confused, but Jamie must know what he means because he deflates a little more and says, “Yeah, alright man.”

Isaac claps him on the shoulder and walks away leaving you and Jamie alone.

“Shouldn’t you be on the pitch?” you ask.

Jamie shakes his head. “Nah, the lads are still changing. Plus Ted’s doing something with the strikers and won’t be ready for another fifteen.”

You sip the coffee and shudder, making Jamie realize what’s in your hand.

“Oi!” he says, “You’re not supposed to be drinking that!”

You shrug. “No one stopped me so it’s fine.”

Jamie isn’t having it. “It fucks up your brain. Give it here.”

“One more sip,” you plead.

“Absolutely fucking not,” Jamie replies. “You said I’m allowed to knock it out of your hand, so you’ve got three seconds before I do that.”

He’s got you there. You did say that. You love coffee, but it does not love you. Jess, Evelyn, and Sarah used to keep an eye on you when you all shared a flat, but since you’re on your own… well, restraint is not your strongest quality in this area.

“Fine,” you reply. “Here. Tastes like dirt anyway.”

You hand him the cup and his finger brush yours, but he’s not moving to actual take the cup; he’s just resting his hand on top of your fingers. 

The words, “What are you doing?” get stuck in the back of your throat because Jamie is tentatively reaching up to brush a strand of hair from your face. He’s leaning in ever so slightly and you’re pretty sure he’s going to kiss you, when he abruptly pulls back and clears his throat.

Ah, shit. This is absolutely embarrassing. Of course he wasn’t going to kiss you.

You laugh nervously. “You alright there?”

“You want to come over for dinner?” Jamie blurts out.

Oh.

You say, “Yes!” before he has a chance to change his mind.

“Richard will not like that,” says Dani. You and Jamie both jump a little bit. You hadn’t noticed him in the room, but he must of been there the whole time. He’s beaming at both of you. “I am so happy you two have found love. It is a beautiful thing, no?”

You think it’s too early to label it love, but Jamie nods and gives your hand a squeeze before heading to the pitch.

—

Jamie’s flat is not a flat, it’s a proper house. It’s like three times the size of yours, and you wonder if maybe you’re underdressed. Yeah, you’re wearing a dress, but it’s a day dress. You shiver and ring the doorbell.

The door swings open to reveal Jamie, nicely dressed in a button-up and slacks. He’s not wearing shoes, just socks, so you slip yours off in the entryway and follow him as he pulls you into the kitchen.

It smells amazing, and you’re a little surprised that Jamie can even cook. Not something you would have expected from a 25 year old Premier League striker, but it seems like Jamie is full of surprises. He explains each dish he’s making as well as what he’s put in the salad, and you can’t help yourself; you grab his face and pull him down for a kiss. 

He breaks away with a smile. “Oi, what was that for?”

You grin back. “I just like you a lot.”

“Thank fuck,” Jamie says, “otherwise this date would’ve been fuckin’ awkward.”

Any tension you were feeling before is gone as you laugh and settle into comfortable conversation. You pass a pleasant, giggly evening together full of lingering touches and brushing feet under the table. You decline the wine Jamie’s brought out under the excuse that you haven’t had enough water. He doesn’t seem to mind, just grins and pours himself a glass saying, “Don’t tell granddad, ey?”

There’s a lull in the conversation, and you decide to fill it with a burning question.

You ask, “Why do you wear two headbands?” and Jamie gives you a strange look. 

“How the fuck did you notice that? No one’s ever asked me that before.”

You shrug. “I dunno, I noticed during one of your post-match interviews. Thought it was funny.”

Jamie’s still looking at you weird and you’re worried that you’ve said the wrong thing, but he bursts out laughing. 

“Fucking hell,” he says through gasps, “You really are something else, ain’t ya?”

You’re not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing and the worry must show on your face because Jamie controls his laughter and pulls you in for a kiss.

Altogether, it’s- surreal. Surreal to be sitting here with Jamie Tartt in his house as he looks at you with those blue eyes and twirls your hair so softly between his fingers. You wonder if someday you’ll get used to the way he can switch back and forth between cocky self-assurance and the quiet, thoughtful boy you have sitting in front of you. You’re not really sure which side of him you like better.

As far as first dates go, (or any dates, really) it’s a hit. It’s calm and silly and comfortable, and it’s exactly what you need. Jamie walks you to your car and kisses you against the car hood, one hand settled on your hip and the other tangled in your hair. You vaguely notice he’s not really grabbing you, just resting his hand, which makes you kiss him even harder. 

Later, you fall asleep faster than you have in a long, long time.

—

Jamie takes you on six dates in two weeks and you’re not entirely positive where he’s found the time or the energy. You’re not complaining. He stops by your flat on his morning runs and kisses you if you’re awake on the porch. If you’re asleep on the steps, he’ll make Roy wait outside while he carries you to your bed. Roy, god bless him, never makes a comment outside of a grunt or the occasional, “For fuck’s sake,” which you know he doesn’t mean. 

But now you’re on date seven, and you’ve stumbled your way up your stairs and onto the bed. It’s cold outside, which means you’re in a thick navy turtleneck and trousers. His kisses, however, are warm against your mouth and he’s shed his shirt and trousers, with your help of course. You’re straddling him on the bed and absolutely devouring him when he slides a hand under your shirt to touch your ribcage.

His hands are cold, freezing really, and it makes you gasp and then go completely still, forehead pressed to his.

Jamie’s hand is out from under your sweater in an instant and he’s using them to brace himself in a sitting position, careful not to touch you.

You on the other hand, are taking in ragged breaths as your heart beats a different erratic pattern. The bad kind. You’re not sure you can move because all you can feel are the sheets and the cold and the fact that you can’t breathe. 

“Babe?” comes Jamie’s voice, “you alright?”

You’re sure your eyes are vacant, but you can’t bring them into focus. Everything’s just too cold and too much and it doesn’t matter that it’s Jamie in your arms, all you can feel is another set of hands. Less forgiving ones.

Jamie’s sliding out from under you but has a gentle hand on your arm like he’s afraid you’re going to tip over. It’s not entirely unreasonable.

Jamie’s touch is soft and so fucking kind that it breaks something in you. His blue eyes are far too sweet and far too earnest for the fact that he’s almost naked on top of the sheets while the only skin you’re showing is from the neck up.

He asks, “Do you need to go back downstairs?” and you shake your head, not trusting yourself to speak.

He’s just sitting there and looking at you so sweetly that you think maybe you can do this. 

You open your mouth to tell him that you can do this, but instead what comes out is, “It’s why I can’t sleep.”

This was not how this was supposed to go.

Jamie doesn’t seem to mind, because he’s still just looking expectantly, in no hurry to resume prior activities. So you keep talking because the night’s already fucking ruined, so why not ruin the beginnings of this relationship as well?

“We were dating,” you say, voice flat. “So it’s not like there was much I could do about it. And it was so cold. His hands, I mean. They were cold. And I felt like I couldn’t breathe because of the pillow. Nothing-nothing even really happened because he finally heard me say no, but… I mean, there were still things. I dream about it every night and it’s complete shit.”

You’re not crying. There’s no point.

Jamie slowly gets up, disgust in his eyes. 

It’s ok, you tell yourself, it’s ok, it’s ok, it’s ok.

It’s not ok because you can’t stand the way he’s looking at you, all repulsed. He probably can’t wait to go home and take a shower and scrub off all traces of you.

You think you should just let him go, but you’ve apparently lost control of your own will because you reach for his hand and beg, “Don’t go, please” in a small, sad voice.

Jamie’s eyes shutter through several emotions at once before he sinks down on the bed.

His face has gone soft again, but his eyes are still stony.

“I’m sorry,” you say, voice still small. “Please, I’m sorry. I- you can shower here, if you want. I know it’s gross and- I understand that you don’t want to stay. I really, really do because I’m all disgusting-”

“You’re not.”

Jamie’s voice interrupts your plea. It sounds like yours, oddly. Like it’s breaking. 

“You’re not disgusting,” he continues. “Whoever the fuck made you think that way- fuck them. They’re the disgusting one. Wasn’t leaving anyway. Just thought you’d like me to put on a shirt.”

Despite yourself, you let out a little laugh. “You don’t have to be so kind, Jamie,” you say. 

He jerks a little. “I’m not being fucking kind,” he says. “It’s basic decency and whatever fucking twat made you think that’s the same as being kind doesn’t deserve you. Or anything.”

It’s interesting. He’s saying everything that your brain had been wired to disbelieve. Everything you were taught was a fantasy. It’s interesting that he’s saying it all with the same calm, gentle tone and that you’re not afraid of him actually, but of losing him.

“Babe,” he says, “I love you so you’ve got understand that this comes out of love, but you have got to get some fucking therapy.”

You shrug and he says, “No, I’m serious. Dr. Sharon is on staff for shit like this and you don’t even have to pay for it. It gets scheduled into your regular hours and she’s fucking brilliant.”

“Yeah,” you reply, “right. I’ll- I’ll see about it.”

Jamie nods. He’ll take it, for now. Not fair that you should be here, all snapped while the bloke responsible is out walking somewhere without a care in the world. He can’t think about that now, otherwise he’ll get the murderous look in his eye again and he does not need to scare you like that. So instead he asks, “What do you need from me?” and accepts as you wordlessly fold his arms around you as you sit back against his chest. 

You fall asleep like that.

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DEFENDERS OF DANI DRAWS!

TW: RAPE, SEXUAL ASSAULT

This threat does not show any images! The proof is in the linked post below!

Bro, even if the Blitzo one was a legit CSA story - that does not delete the art drawn about "ValAngel" is literally the ship name of Angel and his abuser! Hello? Is weird to draw fetishized rape and then do another one of rape where apparently is not?

It is all these things together, what makes all of them worse.

I made this blog to show people things that Dani Draws did that I thought were awful. They are the one that want to "Pop people in the mouth" when they were drawing redesigns. What is this thing about dog pilling, I made a treat of gross behavior! I am also a victim of SA and other stuff, that why I pointed it out so much is gross... also I saw this? You can find the tweets of the pillow. Even if the pillow is fully SFW (all body pillows aren't inherently sexual) but why did you post it in the NSFW??? Also, I saw the cloaca one (I did not want to see that today bro)

#vivziepop critique #vivziepop critical #helluva boss critique #helluva boss criticism #helluva boss critical #hazbin hotel critical #hazbin hotel criticism #hazbin hotel critique #tw rape