#Be honest - do i look gay?

[tarufai]

#spiderman #deadpool #spideypool #comic #I did this for a class #an ENGLISH class #but we're learning about comics as literature and for the most recent paper we had an option to make a comic #and the main theme we're studying this semester is power so i made this #anyway I forgot how goddamn hard these two are to draw #I hate how complicated their costumes are like its so unnecessary #but I also think this is the most accurately I've drawn them #and they looked consistent through this whole thing #so I'm really proud of myself #and yes this is gay but i'm imagining that in this scene they don't realize they have feelings for each other yet hee hee #some of these were fuckin hard angles too what was i doing to myself!!! this was hard af!!! wtf!!! #and to be honest i drew all of this yesterday and today!!! that was so much drawing!!! og my god!!! #but it was fun he he #except i will always hate the webs on spideys costume. hell world #they have to look such a specific way and it is not easy #enough rambling. enjoy #also sorry im reuploading this because i had accidentally colored in one of spideys speech bubbles as yellow

[chiricat]

june

#happy pride #cat’s art #akitoya #vbs #vivid bad squad #shinonome akito #aoyagi touya #colorful stage #prsk fa #prsk #project sekai #do you guys think toya is gay be honest #i had to color correct this fifty billion times and it still looks too bright. whatever man

[girl-bateman]

wildest first day at work tbh

#be honest do u guys think micheletto had a little crush on his boss? bc i wouldnt blame him #its funny bc normally this is where i would be calling cesare gay bc like... babe.. #but tbh he really is that intense and in close proximity to everyone so its hard to tell #i mean just look at how close he is with his sister #its probably just bc hes european #the borgias #micheletto corella #cesare borgia #cesare x micheletto

[the-toasted-teacake]

Um. The characters in this ad look strangely familiar? 🤨

#well that definitely made me do a double take in my scrolling 😂 #what the hell asdfghjk #au in which close friends lando and carlos discover that a photo of them together has been nabbed from the internet #and used in an advert for a gay dating app in another country #they laugh about it. their friends definitely laugh about it. #the thing is. the photo WORKS. now that lando really looks... they DO look like smitten gay success story #if he's honest carlos can see it too. #...or something like that 😂 #ANYWAY #carlando headcanon #i guess

[cyellolemon]

Lewis and Roman in some cool outfits <33

#THESE HAIRSTYLES LOOK GOOD ON THEM I THINK... #let's be honest while this is close to Roman's usual clothing style #it isn't at all for Lewis and uuh #well he's probably thinking something like woah i look like shit but i have the hottest man ever on me god what am i supposed to do #he's obviously half wrong #mlm art #mlm #gay art #trans artwork #trans art #my art #oc art #digital art #trans artist #oc artist #Lewis #Roman #tiny tearful demon

[maria-ruta]

I've been to my first ever gay pride parade today!

I had a lot of fun!

It hits you so strong, when you lived your whole life in a place where you were punished for just existing, and now you finally can celebrate your queerness and see others celebrating freely as well... I was happy💖🏳️‍🌈✨

Also special thanks to @tench for buying my first ever pride flag! I'll find a decent place for it to hang in my room, i promise 💖

#It's very crowdy and loud and I haven't stayed for the concert haha #But I think I'll happily take a part in such event few times a year #EVERYONE AROUND WAS SO COOL AND BEAUTIFUL! #THE COSTUMES! THE LOOKS! AH #i gotta find some way to look gayer fjfkshsjak #Not very often you get to see Ruta 's face! Enjoy lol #Be honest - do i look gay? #I sure hope i do... #Me #My life #Personal #Lgbt #LGBTQ #Lgbtqa+ #Pride

[fluffypotatey]

ok so. i already told you about the task gimmick for secret life smp, and the lives gimmick for the whole series, right. the episodes from recording session 7 came out yesterday and im so normal about it

the session starts out pretty normal, pretty casual. everything seems fine. sure, some people are acting a little off, but this is the “people being secretive and acting weird” series, so most people just brush it off.

and then people start dying. and then they start hanging out with the people who killed them, and don’t seem that upset about it. and then those victims start hunting down other players as well.

about halfway through the session, the players start figuring out what’s going on: someone got a task telling them to essentially start a zombie apocalypse. the remaining survivors (about half of the server) band together and hole up at probably the most defensible base on the server, belonging to the Roomies faction

(the Roomies being the players ZombieCleo (yeah, ironic), Etho, and Grian) (i don’t think that’s their official faction name but i also don’t think they have one) (also, all three of them are at that point uninfected)

the zombies attack, and grian attempts to trick them into looking at an enderman. this backfires, and directly leads to etho’s death and subsequent conversion to a “zombie”. (they’re actually called “Boogeymen” after a mechanic from some of the previous seasons, but i like zombie better)

during his whole time on Team Zombie (not the official name), etho did not attack grian or cleo, his factionmates, once, several times risking his own life to cover for them and sabotage the zombies’ efforts to kill them (sometimes subtly, sometimes not so much)

after you die and join the apocalypse, your task changes to become “infect all non-infected.” etho chose to actively fail his own task rather than attack his team.

about a quarter into etho’s episode, he had a chat with bdubs (the first player to be “turned,” and who was infected at that time), where they talked about the game (note: bdubs and etho have been friends for over a decade, and within the life series have a really weird gay thing going on). bdubs confidently declares that he’d choose to fail a task if it involved killing etho, and etho said he probably wouldn’t go that far for bdubs.

but he did for cleo and grian. do you understand how insane i am abt this

in the end, both cleo and grian survived the apocalypse without becoming zombies, and while im not sure how much etho’s actions specifically had to do with it (there was one point at the end of the session where he Definitely saved their lives), it’s just. he tried. he failed in his task but he succeeded in his goal.

(also, right after etho got infected, he went back to the Roomies base/survivor hq (don’t remember why), and cleo warned etho that she Would kill him too. except in their episode, she has a little subtitle that pops up on the screen when they say that, and it says “I won’t.” like even if he turns on her, she wont follow through on that threat and do the same. these block people make me go crazy)

they had a zombie au episode 🥺🥺🥺

#ok but was etho lying to bdubs about ‘not going that far’ bc he’s proven that he CAN fail his task for others #is his reason for telling bdubs that bc bdubs was the 1st turned and therefore untrustworthy at the moment to be honest #gay things between them be damned???? #again i’m on the outside looking in (even more than that tho bc y’all are the window wavers meanwhile i’m the one getting the info 2nd-hand #asks #secret life smp #gumy-shark #also i do find the ZombieCleo thing super funny #imagine making that name for funsies and then find yourself in a zombie apocalypse trying to NOT become a zombie #edit: i got the names wrong and i’m sorry T^T #smp 101 with gumy

[milf-harrington]

its so fucking disheartening realising that no one actually sees me as a guy, they just pretend to - and yeah its great being called theo but its less great being lumped in as one of the girls in the same breath

#i dont mind being the only non-girl invited to something (like my sisters hens for example) bc that just feels like a Gay thing yknow #but when the invite is 'hey girls' its kind of hard to consider that you see me as anything else #and i think the worst part - and this is probably the part of me that lacks self respect - is that i get it. #i have long hair i dress 'fem' and the only steps ive managed to take in my transition are wearing a binder and going by a different name. #so sure. but its still gutting and makes me feel fucking /gross/ makes my stomach hurt and my skin crawl #because like. theyll call me theo and a brother and an uncle and a son but?? do they even mean it?? #do they actually believe what theyre saying or is everyone just going along with it because they dont want to look like assholes? #i almost prefer my uncle whos at least UPFRONT about not understanding it #like at least hes honest at least when he calls me a girl i expect it #i just wanna curl up w my nephew and read bc at least he doesnt even understand gender yet #to him i AM just his uncle and thats all he cares about #captain speaks

[rainywithachanceofstars]

look I don’t know how incentivized it is compared to the US or if it is even possible in Japan but I just. really want kazuki and rei to at some point consider getting married for tax reasons

#buddy daddies #kazuki kurusu #rei suwa #kazurei #buddy daddy spoilers #mostly in the tags #because HOLY SHIT THAT EPISODE #that ‘laundry and taxes’ eeaao quote has been floating around AND one of my artist friends and their wife had to do taxes recently #and made a comic about it so I’ve been thinking about this #and they opened a diner together! a legitimate business! and I doubt either of them has done honest taxes before in their FUCKING LIFE!!!! #you can’t deduct clothes with bullet holes as a business expense in a country where very few people have guns! #plus I hear (haven’t looked into at all) that Japan is encouraging family starting #so there might be on-paper benefits to be a family as well #but would those benefits come if the parents aren’t married? #fuck it just do a veeery slight AU of ‘gay marriage is legal in Japan’ and roll with it #in which I babble to the world #rambling in tags

[detectiveaire]

That's crazy

" I'll show you... "

Me tying my hair before I go ahead and beat up the person who got the toy in the claw machine that I wanted but didn't get.

#sona art #sona stuff #my sona #digital art #Do I look gay be honest #Slash jay #WAHAHHAHAHHA

[nyxi-pixie]

i know other people have pointed out the whole 'everyone else fighting demons and mikes fighting the gay thoughts' thing but seriously

every other plot is like fighting the creepy demon thing from a different dimension, fighting the other creepy demon thing from a different dimension plus russians!!, confronting past trauma in order to regain superpowers!!!

and the cali gang is just. weed and homosexuality. and that is very special to me

like obviously theyre trying to find el but idk it doesnt even feel important like the emphasis of their storyline is the fruitiness😭😭😭

#byler #stranger things spoilers #stranger things season 4 #just??? Lets have a bunch of different subplots!! #the characters are split up and struggling for their lives #but despite the split its still connected sorta to the main upside down story #except these 4 mfers theyre doing their own thing actually #mike really does have to battle the gay allegations #and im gonna be honest #my man is losing #lemme just do a triple take at my bestoe over this corpse we are burying together bc i noticed him looking at me and got flustered!! #okay michael. u. u figure that shit out at some point okay bestie?? #just checked my tags it says bestoe at some point this is so embarrassing for me but i cba to change it pretend i spelt it right pls guys

[miodiodavinci]

(head in hands) man.

#i’m laying in bed trying to sleep but suddenly got the urge to look for that old render of crevan using warp.exe #but to find it i had to dig through my entire crevan tag and just #really hit me just How much i don’t like crevan sgkfgdsjfk #like not in a ‘aw man this voicebank could be so much better :(‘ kind of way #but in a ‘i am physically no longer the same person i was when i made her’ kind of way #in a ‘i don’t know if i ever really liked her or if she was just one big running bit i had because i was so scared of being cringe’ #kind of way #because let’s be real #there are very few moments in that tag where i’m not purposefully distancing myself from the things i liked #and being unnecessarily mean and snarky instead so i’d somehow ‘be better’ for not ‘giving in’ #whether to the temptation to be honest and genuine or the temptation to do the sorts of silly things i actually wanted to do #maybe a huge portion of it is also that i hadn’t figured out i was gay or trans yet #and felt the need to curate this horrible she/her creature to try to rectify the gender dysphoria i was feeling #but yeah #doesn’t feel great honestly #i love being open and kind and honest with what i love #and i don’t think i can ever really relate to crevan’s old ‘purposefully mean and cruel and antagonistic’ schtick #now that i’ve gone about that change #anyway sghlfsfjdg

[toucandrawz]

Two commissions I did for someone on discord! I’m so proud of these, even if I hate the buildings on the first one, the first one took about 13 and a half hours (for 100$) and the second one took almost 8 hours (for 50$).

These were really fun and I’m very grateful to the commissioner for willingly paying me for my art! :D

#toucan’s gay shit #artists on tumblr #artwork #digital artist #original art #art #commission #art commission #YouTube banner commission #my artwork #my art #digital art #commission art #commissioned art #the second one was so hard cause I had to draw real people #the first one was so hard because it took so long #I dont Like the buildings If im honest #but the sky and dragons are my favorite parts #and the planets were so fun to do and look so good #they make me so happy #tumblr killed the quality #but it’s fine #they’re still really cool

[altruistic-meme]

decided to look at the meetup groups in the nearby Big City instead of the ones in the city i live in and it was... something.

cus there were considerably more like, queer groups which was cool!! but then like 80% of the things i read the name and went "oh hey that might be cool" the groups were named things like "women and girls group" "ladies only" "men group for men" "ladies ladies ladies" "group for women only no boys" "manly men things" and stuff and it's like.......... ok fun question are any of you normal about trans people.

#i would feel instantly uncomfortable about signing up for any of these groups. #yeah i present as a woman bc im not out but i don't want to be part of a group that's name is basically #'woman group for girls and women ladies only no boys cus they suck ew' #cus like hey. that's me you're fucking talking about. #but on that same vein like. i present as a WOMAN so the liklihood that my tiny feminine ass walking into a group that's name is #'men doing manly things for men cus women are gross ew' #would... probably not be received very positively. #but honest to fuck that was like 80% of the fucking thing #and then even the other lgbt ones were 'gay men' which im not really but am and 'lesbians' which i am in a very convoluted way #but all of them gave off the vibe of being 'looking for a partner' type things which im not for various reasons #and the few that WEREN'T were exclusively for COUPLES #SO ?????????? HELLO??? #once again asking. are you fucking normal about trans people. #shh ac

[maddy-ferguson]

Do you know why Kendra (causeineedu) was cancelled on twt?? Like what was the reason because if it was something actually weird then I don’t feel comfortable seeing her on my timeline but idk what it was

she tweeted a video of mike sitting on will's bed in dear billy and described it using the following words: Mike sits at the edge of the bed, bites his lip while checking out Will.

#to be completely honest with you i think people just thought she was cringe and that her theories were reaching and were like okay this'll #do #i had to look for this #i was gonna say bedroom eyes but that was the other one joanimal #byler twt is the place that was like you need to listen to minors when they tell you that gay kissing in a fic is distressing to them so #unless someone's reputation is bad everywhere i would assume that it's not that crazy #that the thing they got cancelled for isn't that crazy i mean #ask

[wild-at-mind]

I wonder if there is a particular loneliness in being a trans person who transitions within a relationship with someone who never considered themselves part of the LGBTQ community at all. :(

#it's not about getting partners in this position to change their identified sexuality FYI! That's not something i'm interested in #cis bi and pan people in 'straight' relationships go through something a bit similar i think #i would know i was in that position for a while before coming out as trans #it's so boring and shit to constantly overthink everything and everywere i look i see something else to make me feel bad #about whether i measure up whether my relationship measures up to some arbitrary standard #do we matter? am i worthwhile? is my straight socialisation tripping me up?? (/joke) #how can i gain the boundless confidence of someone who never stops talking about being queer with joy and happiness #and how can i bring my boyfriend into the queer world in an accepting and loving way for him #when he is part of many groups ostracised in any community #and we live so far apart it fucking sucks he's never even met my lgbtq meetup group friends! #and even then they have a no allies rule so it's like is he even an ally now? does dating me and i'm a trans man count?? Can i bring him??? #honestly i barely want to talk to them about it i don't want to go there :( #i preferred it when my extremely cis and straight friend asked me 'so are you and bf gay now how does it work?' #that felt honest y'know?