#BACK IN THE FUCKIN 90S

[todayisafridaynight]

thought of ichi as a streamer for three seconds and nearly burst a lung

#snap chats #only stream knows where im going with this NO LISTEN #i just think ichi should be a streamer and his chat's like Normal for three seconds #until sawashiro kicks his door down for Whatever Reason and then his chat should light on fire #and ichi's too busy getting bitched at to read everyone post That Bullshit #going back in time to make streaming possible in the 90's. or fuck it we can do modern times who give a fuck #ichi streaming fro his fuckin storage unit of a home on the roof and jo gotta drag his ass to the airport #anyway the urge to draw this stupd shit is so strong but its not that funny so youre all just gonna have to imagine it and laugh

[eleanorfenyxwrites]

The Romance of Anonymity

Part 1 / 2

@polyshipweek 2023 Day 1 - Road Trip

What universe is better for road trip vibes than the 90's strip mall AU? As per usual in this universe there's virtually no plot to this, just flirting and Vibes™. Part 2 will be 'Bed Sharing' for day 3 of the prompt list ♥

--//--

Sunlight flickers red and burning orange against Meng Yao’s eyelids, the searing heat of it tempered slightly by the intermittent ruffle of the breeze through his hair. Under the monotone rush of the wind past the cracked-open window and the hum of the asphalt beneath their tires, he can just barely hear his boyfriends talking quietly together in the front seat, a soft, safe countermelody to the road noise that had lulled him to sleep some indeterminate amount of time ago.

“I can’t believe he’s short enough to lay across the seat like that,” Mingjue marvels, snagging Meng Yao’s pleasantly wandering attention away from contemplating a second nap.

“Well darling it’s not like he doesn’t have his legs curled up as well,” Xichen laughs quietly. “He only barely fits on it better than you or I would.”

“Still!” Mingjue protests, on the verge of laughter that Xichen quickly shushes through his own chuckling. “I feel like I always forget how small he is and then he pulls shit like this.”

“I may be asleep but that won’t stop me from kicking your ass, da-ge,” Meng Yao pipes up, smiling blindly up at the roof of the car when his boyfriends laugh without muffling themselves, all of them a little giddy from the hours they’ve already spent in the car over the last day and a half.

“A-Yao, sweetheart, you’re going to get a crick in your neck,” Lan Xichen frets with a soft hand laid on his bent knee. Meng Yao cracks an eye open and turns his head enough to squint through the sunlight on his face at his boyfriend turned around halfway to reach over the top of the front seat of Mingjue’s Cutlass. “Do you want us to pull over and get the pillow out of my suitcase?”

Meng Yao stretches his arms straight up towards the roof before he turns onto his side to face the front seat with a sigh, one eye still stubbornly shut against the early-afternoon sun cutting through the window above his head. Lan Xichen lifts his hand to allow the movement but puts it back the moment he’s settled, palm rasping pleasantly over his jeans as he rubs it back and forth, calf to knee to thigh and then back down.

“Mmm maybe. How long did I sleep?” he asks around a yawn.

“About an hour and a half,” Mingjue tells him, head lifting a bit as if to look at him in the rearview mirror though Meng Yao can’t see the mirror well enough to meet his eyes at this angle. “A-Huan and I were planning to switch at the next rest stop in about ten miles, so we’re pulling over anyway.”

Meng Yao spends another long moment indulging in the sleepy lassitude of the hot sun, the rumbling of the car, the road, and the attention of his boyfriends before he lets it slip away in favor of waking up properly.

He sighs again, mutters a grumpy, “No, I’ll wake up it’s fine,” and props himself up with a hand on the seat beneath him, forcing himself upright with the promise of kissing Xichen for a reward. Xichen smiles and goes up on one leg to lean back over the bench seat and accept his kiss easily, the both of them ignoring Mingjue’s grumbling about the unfairness of being the driver and why doesn’t he get any kisses just because he has to pay attention to the road.

“Ten more miles, da-ge,” Xichen soothes when they break apart. Meng Yao gives himself a little shake to wake himself up properly as Xichen turns to lay his head down on Mingjue’s shoulder, beseeching and teasing as he tuts over Mingjue’s many hardships and how he’s so brave to endure them anyway just to get him riled up.

Smiling at the familiar tune of his boyfriends’ banter, Meng Yao reaches down to the beat up igloo cooler from the gym down in the footwell behind the driver’s seat to rummage around for something decent to snack on. (The problem with dating two health-conscious gym rats is that they think grapes constitute a snack. Which…fine, maybe, but Meng Yao is of the opinion that cheap, filling junk calories of any kind are far superior, and he’d insisted they pack accordingly.)

“A-Yao?” Mingjue calls when they seem to notice his foraging up front.

“Hm?”

“Did we bring beef jerky?”

Oh of course, how could he forget the only other acceptable snack for the non-vegetarian gym rat boyfriend?

“I could never part you from your one true love, da-ge.”

This time he’s in the perfect spot to look up at meet Mingjue’s eyes in the mirror when his boyfriend sighs and raises an eyebrow at him, unimpressed.

“Sassy. Go back to sleep, you’re still grumpy.”

Meng Yao withdraws the package of teriyaki jerky and pinches it delicately between thumb and forefinger to slowly drape it over the middle of the seat between Mingjue and Xichen, wiggling the package back and forth a bit to make it crinkle.

“No thank you, da-ge. You’re going to eat what you want of this, brush your teeth at the rest stop, and then we’re going to make out in the back seat while Xichen tries not to run somebody off the road from trying to watch us.”

Nie Mingjue’s eyes in the mirror crinkle up as he grins widely enough Meng Yao is sure his dimples are as deep as they can go.

“A-Yao,” Xichen doesn’t quite pout but it’s close, turning to look at him again to better hit him hard with his best pleading eyes. “Can’t we stop somewhere for a while so we can all…relax?”

Meng Yao offers Xichen a sweet smile and stands up a little, hunching over to avoid hitting his head on the roof (though his hair still rubs against the microfiber lining) and leaning over the seat to bury his face in the crook of Xichen’s neck. He presses a few kisses to one of the spots that makes him shiver and punctuates them with a little nibble.

“Of course, er-ge, that’s why we’re stopping at a motel tonight,” he purrs. He’s still getting used to so many things: being wanted – by two handsome men – and telling one or both of them ‘no’ (even temporarily) are probably the biggest ones. But he hopes he never gets so used to the effect he has on them that it becomes mundane. Xichen tips his head to the side to give him better access and swallows thickly, turning into putty even from such a light touch.

“The faster you drive when it’s your turn the sooner we can make that happen,” Mingjue adds, always his partner in crime when driving Xichen up the wall is on the table. Meng Yao feels Xichen shiver again and he peeks an eye open to see Mingjue’s taken one hand off the wheel to rub it slowly up and down Xichen’s thigh with clear intent. “Just, you know…If you need an incentive to drive faster than the average 90-year-old.”

Meng Yao snickers into Xichen’s neck, effectively ruining the sexy vibe he’d been going for but he doesn’t mind. He smacks another kiss to the skin under his mouth before he sits back down again and resumes his hunt for his own snacks as Xichen sighs and opens up the bag of jerky to start handing pieces to Mingjue while he drives, the 5-mile sign for the rest area flashing by the window just as Meng Yao sits up with a triumphant cry for having found his bag of goldfish tucked safely in a separate bag where they wouldn’t get crushed.

--//--

As all motel rooms are, theirs is dingy and unimpressive. Meng Yao lugs his suitcase in first with a grunt, sticky in the small of his back and under his arms even just from the short walk from the parking lot up to their room on the second floor. He steps aside to let Mingjue and Xichen through, relieved when Xichen immediately heads for the AC unit under the window to flip up the lid and start fiddling with the dials. Mingjue barely even bothers to kick the door shut behind himself before he yanks his shirt off over his head by the back of the collar and rolls his shoulders with a sigh of relief.

“Mingjue, darling, you have got to get a car with a working air conditioner,” Xichen whines from where he’s draped himself over the humming unit, cold air fluttering the strands of his hair hanging damp with sweat over his forehead.

“Can’t hear you!” Mingjue shouts back from where he’s soaking a rag at the bathroom sink to scrub over the heat-flushed back of his neck. Xichen rolls his eyes at the blatant lie but seems a bit too wilted to bother arguing. Meng Yao drops a kiss to his sweaty hair in consolation before he makes what is, objectively, the best decision out of the three of them and goes to monopolize the shower.

“There is absolutely not room for two in this shower, da-ge,” Meng Yao hums a few minutes later when the man pulls the curtain back about halfway, enough to lean against the wall so they can chat without the floor getting soaked.

“Could be, you don’t know.”

“Considering what happens when we shower together, yes I do know.”

Mingjue smirks at him and gives him a long, appraising look down the length of his body while Meng Yao turns to grab the complimentary bottle of shower gel that contains enough soap for roughly half a grown man’s body.

“Fine, suit yourself. We’re thinking about ordering pizza from that spot we passed on the way in, A-Huan’s too hot to pretend like he doesn’t want to be spoiled with junk food. I’m assuming you have no complaints?”

“Not a one. Don’t let him order mushrooms though, he doesn’t have to pretend to like them for our sakes.”

“Sure. You want soda?”

Meng Yao shrugs and preens under the way Mingjue’s watching him attempt to stretch the shower gel as far as it can go to clean the sweat-salt off every inch of his skin, looking very much like he’d absolutely be the one doing it for him if Meng Yao would let him.

“Coke’s fine, or there’s always water from the sink.”

Mingjue nods, pushes off from the wall with a sigh, and finally looks up to meet his eyes again, clearly unembarrassed by his own brazen behavior.

“ ‘Kay. Hurry up, that looks really fucking nice and I think A-Huan’s actually going to fuse with that air conditioner if I let him lay there too much longer.”

“Him you can send in to share,” Meng Yao turns his face out of the spray to say, earning himself a heartfelt, “Oh fuck you,” that makes his laughter bounce off the walls of the tiny closet of a bathroom when Nie Mingjue turns to head back out into the rest of the room.

Xichen, when he arrives just as Meng Yao is finishing his rinse, plasters himself to his back and crowds him under the weak spray with eager kisses along his neck and shoulder that make Meng Yao laugh, quieter this time, as he reaches back to pat clumsily at Lan Xichen’s thigh.

“Hi, Huan-ge,” he hums. Xichen nuzzles into his hair and wraps strong arms around his chest to hold him close as he turns them around with shuffling steps to sigh as the cool water hits his back. Meng Yao chuckles again and leans his head to the side to pillow his cheek on Xichen’s bicep, eyes drifting shut to better appreciate the contrast of smooth, warm skin and the cool slide of water between and over them both tangled up together.

They stay there like that for long, quiet minutes, just standing together under the water, swaying ever so slightly as Xichen hums something that they’d had on in the car earlier under his breath. Meng Yao relaxes his (yes, sore) neck a little further until his cheek is fully smushed against Xichen’s arm, lazy and utterly unconcerned with how he looks. He’s just held and comfortable in the too-dim bathroom of a Motel 6 in some tiny town where no one but his boyfriends knows him.

They’ll be gone in the morning, a few strange faces in a rotating cast of them through this place, a battered blue car on the road going somewhere no one around them will care about. Meng Yao feels the weight of years fall off his shoulders in the anonymity of it, secure in the knowledge that he won’t be lost, he’s still known by the most important people in his life and they’re right here with him, but outside of his partners no one else cares.

It’s more freeing than he would’ve ever expected.

They get out of the shower when Xichen decides to unstick himself from Meng Yao’s back with a few parting kisses tender enough to make Meng Yao’s eyes sting. Xichen pats him dry, smiling, with the scratchy motel towels that smell of strong industrial bleach. Meng Yao returns the favor with another identical towel, ruffling up Xichen’s long hair for good measure to stop it dripping on his shoulders and making his boyfriend wrinkle his nose at him when he emerges from the towel, rumpled and soft around the edges.

“Hi,” Meng Yao says again and earns a kiss to the tip of his nose for it. The careful brush of knuckles against his cheek.

“Hi, sweetheart.” Not fair not fair not fair. Meng Yao tries not to melt at the tenderness in Xichen’s voice and realizes immediately that that will be impossible while stuck in this tiny bathroom looking up at him and his stupid kind eyes. He needs Mingjue.

He returns the kiss to his nose with a smacking one to Xichen’s bare chest and then he’s wrapping his towel around his waist to head out into the room again in search of something sharper to force him back into the shape of his body.

Mingjue’s sitting on the edge of the bed nearer the door still in just his jeans, hunched over enough to rest his elbow on his knee to better hold the room’s phone to his ear. Meng Yao climbs up onto the bed behind him and knee-walks his way across the slippery (stained? Ew) bedspread to drape himself over his back the way Xichen had done to him in the shower, arms over Nie Mingjue’s shoulders and his cheek resting against the back of his head.

“I told you Xichen left food in the fridge for you to have for dinner,” Mingjue snaps in the way he only talks to Nie Huaisang – beleaguered and affectionate in equal parts. Meng Yao has been reliably informed that that’s simply the curse of having a little brother. He privately thinks his own brother wouldn’t feel like that if they were on speaking terms. (Or...’acknowledging each other’s existences’ terms.)

Nie Mingjue covers his eyes with his free hand at whatever Nie Huaisang says in reply. Meng Yao ghosts his fingertips up and down the familiar contours of Nie Mingjue’s chest as he focuses more on the vibration of his boyfriend’s voice thrumming through him where they’re pressed together chest-to-back while Xichen putters around them, getting dressed and turning down the covers on the other bed for the evening.

“Okay, fine, whatever, but if you spend all of your allowance eating at every restaurant in town I’m not giving you more. It’s your choice, money for the arcade for the week or dinners with your boyfriend.”

Meng Yao smiles a little as Nie Huaisang whines on the other end of the line, too garbled up for him to hear from here, and brings one hand up to card lazily through Mingjue’s hair, brushing it back from his too-warm forehead.

“Alright, A-Sang, whatever! Did you go help Zonghui with the gym today like I asked?”

Meng Yao ducks down a bit to start pressing featherlight kisses along the shell of Mingjue’s ear, smiling when his boyfriend leans his head further to the side to allow it as well as hold the phone receiver between his shoulder and his head to grab Meng Yao’s hands in both of his to squeeze his fingers, raise them to his mouth to nip at his fingertips in between his own little kisses in return.

Meng Yao sharpens his kisses into little bites the longer Mingjue spends hemming and hawing to his brother on the phone, until finally he’s gnawing on his boyfriend’s earlobe (much to Xichen’s entertainment where he’s pretending to meditate on the other bed) and Mingjue gives up with a huff of irritation, sitting up straight again abruptly and catching the receiver before it can fall away from his ear.

“A-Sang I have to go, we need to order dinner and get to sleep. I’ll call you tomorrow night, okay?”

Meng Yao smirks in triumph as Mingjue practically slams the phone down to turn and tackle him to the bed, teeth bared as he lunges in to return the favor with hard bites up and down the expanse of Meng Yao’s entire neck.

“No fair!” he gasps around breathless laughter, “I only went for your ear!!”

“I’ll order dinner,” Xichen offers, reaching for the phone and the laminated page of listings for restaurants that deliver in the area off the nightstand. Meng Yao doesn’t even have time to chide him for this betrayal in not rescuing him before Mingjue is kissing him hard and dirty, fitting all the too-soft parts of him that Xichen drags out into the light with barely an effort back under the surface where they belong.

For now.

Xichen orders dinner and Meng Yao makes Mingjue leave him be long enough to get dressed in lounge pants at least before the pizza arrives. They all pile into the bed they won’t be sleeping in to eat, sitting cross-legged with knees knocking and toes brushing ankles, dinner piled up between and around them on the bedspread that has absolutely seen worse than some stray pizza grease. Meng Yao lets the feeling of it settle into his bones, and he decides that before this road trip is over he’s going to tell them both that he loves them. Out here, where it’s just them and the road and a string of motels they’ll never see again, he feels like this is the way he can say it first.

Unwatched.

Unmonitored.

Just a man who loves his chosen People.

One of many.

#the untamed fanfic #PolyshipWeek23 #The Romance of Anonymity #3zun #90's strip mall AU #Meng Yao #Lan Xichen #Nie Mingjue #fluff #Tales from Jianghu Shopping Center #<- universe #NMJ's car (for those who are curious) is a 1994 oldsmobile cutlass which is the car my sister and I learned to drive in as teenagers #It was a GREAT car it drove like a fuckin tank and it had a bench seat in the front that was tilted at the back #so it felt like driving while sitting on a couch #in the notes of the fic on AO3 I've got a link to an article about one that was being sold last year that's got some good pictures #so you can appreciate the beautiful 90's yacht of a station wagon that it is

[netripper]

actually now that i think ab it johnny wouldn’t get pissy over vic’s driving. he strikes me as a joyride kinda guy. i’m like 100% sure he grew up around a bunch of car rednecks with these crazy ass hotrods in the 90s, then hotrod culture died down, then he got to NC and lo and behold it’s fuckin flourishing

#johnny silverhand #vanta rambles #source: both halves of my family have car rednecks #they regale me with tales of street racing and souping up these beautiful cars in the 80s #i think partly the 90s too #there was such a rich and vibrant road culture back then in FL and i’m kinda sad it’s all been sterilized #good to be safe on the road but ykwim #it’s like the death of malls to me…… #the proximity of the cyberpunk setting to the 80s is what makes this whole thing work #ok i’m gonna ramble more ab florida roads hi guys #there’s also more ppl here than ever (Stop it. Don’t move here! It tooootally sucks!) #so it’s just untenable to do some crazy shit on the road like u could 30 years ago #i can’t even pull out of my neighborhood without having to play fuckin frogger waiting for the right moment to go #even going out the BACK is rough #if it was as quiet here now as it was when my parents moved to this neighborhood we wouldn’t have a problem #now literally the car line for the elementary school reaches our neighborhood AND ppl park in our neighborhood to pick up their kids #WHICH IS EXPLICITLY NOT ALLOWED #anyway. point is god i wish the roads down here weren’t a fuckin nightmare #driving is fun and i like it even if it exhausts the hell outta me #wouldn’t be so exhausting if all the dang ol orange groves weren’t squashed to make way for subdivision no. 287

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

i wish i was a man tbh

#i dont HATE being a woman i just dont. feel like one. #mannnn the stupidest thing fuckin triggered me abt this too #idk if u guys ever heard of everymanhybrid but its this old online horror series/arg from back in the day #i was just studying listening to a video abt it in the background and THE GUY THAT PLAYS EVAN???? im so so so jealous of him #esp later on in the series when he gets kinda jacked and starts wearing baseball caps WHY CANT THAT BE MEE??? #like wym i cant be a short skinny early 20s man in new jersey in the early 2010s???? #him and that frank iero dude. dont show me dudes from new jersey i cant take it. #idk im probably never gonna do anything abt it bc its not THAT strong 90% of the time #i mean honestly i can try looking more masc i just dont think id look good at all

[ujuro]

Thank you gay zendaya movie this is the most I’ve seen people talking about anything nin related in years its like i just started my tumblr in 2013

#granted the last actually promoted lp was in like 2018 but STILL #words of mine #but like the scores getting praised for a good reason it just fuckin bangs #understanding the assignment since 1989 baby! #we are so back…my emotional support old 90s rockstar has emerged from the crypt… #(the crypt being the various side projects him and his platonic life partner do to keep from feeling washed up)

[softgrungeprophet]

may as well put this here—moving across the state, but moving is expensive, etc. and some family made a fundraiser for us.

#it's not my decision and i don't particularly know what to say other than i guess we need $5000 #i am not mentioned in the description because we don't need people asking stupid fuckin questions #nadia rambles #man i am truly gonna have to find a way to buy a humidifier and nasal spray too cause i cannot fuckin deal w/ dryness on my meds #it's bad enough *here* and since it's been 15-30 degrees all week my nose is the sahara desert in there #and now i gotta go to the *literal* arid desert? ugh #w/e i just want a two bathroom apartment #without fucking MOLD #did you know there is mold on my bedroom walls?? pretty sure the walls outside are letting in water #and it's only getting worse.... two corners and it's started to spread to the floor #mom cleaned it w/ bleach a week or two ago and it's already just as bad as it was before she cleaned it in at least one corner #we told the landlord and the maintenance guy was like Yup this is a problem from outside and you know what the landlord did? #nothing but the maintenance guy cleaned it w/ some heavy duty stuff in the summer which lasted a while since it was summer #but now that it's winter and (except the past week or so) humidity is up to 90% it's come back with a vengeance

[quirkle2]

wow they weren't kidding abt the gen 1 legendary catch rates

#qktalks #articuno caught in 90 ultra balls. im glad i fuckin bought that many #that was supposed to be my stock for like . literally the rest of the game but guess im going back to the pokemart now VGEIYAVA

[lupismaris]

Reasons to stay alive - the softness and colour of the first real November frost at dawn.

#i feel like im in a fuckin joe wright period drama but its the 90s in Baltimore or something jfc. #pastel cool tones off set against rusty rich reds and golds strokes of green pine and the foggy white of the heavy frost. augh. #i have to sleep a bit more but i really want to just sit out back and smoke while the sun rises #also im fine i just like saving little reminders of why getting up each morning is worth it. in case anyone ever needs them myself included.

[todayisafridaynight]

when aoki ryo gets a tiktok account to appeal to the younger generation and get higher approval ratings, what kinds of videos do you think his pr team would post?

i cant answer this ask seriously cause all i thought about was hillary clinton going 'im just chillin in cedar rapids'

#snap chats #HELP I JUST REMEMEBRED BESTIE AND I WERE JOKING ABOUT BLEACH JAPAN RUNNING THE CRINGIEST TOK EVER #aoki's screaming from his office but he cant do anything about it #who's making fancams of the governor #onea them bitches watching all of aoki's tv appearances and making official fancams idc #my god these fuckin noodles are so good hang o i have to interrupt this ramble #ugh anyway what the fuck was i talking about #aoki's cringe ass tiktoks #i want to live in a reality where tiktok exists in the 90's just so soemone can unearth aoki's cringe thirst traps #but back on topic uhhh i think theyd just post like. funny interview moments or moments that make him likeable #yk the usual

[agayconcept]

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#oh my god the 90s movie channel is playing Fly Away Home jfc this movie was Everything to me as a child #young southern ontario girl raises orphaned goslings displaced due to construction ??? #her father helps build her a goose shaped plane to lead them south ???her step-mom is Good for once ??? #the whole fam/community gets in on it to save the geese including the disabled gosling ???? #when the cops / rangers steal the geese in the middle of the night their ragtag crew responds in kind by stealing them right back ??? #she finishes the journey alone at age 13/14 w her band of geese like a fuckin badass ??? #and flies the geese to their new winter home just in time to stop another development starting there ???? #all w the saddest & sweetest soundtrack song at the time ??? #goddamn. i Imprinted on that movie as a kid the same way the geese imprinted on her lmfao #maybe thats why as a canadian i was never bothered or scared of geese #bc i saw this shit and was like BUT THEYRE BABEYSSSSS #i mean. they will try to bite ur finger off dont get me wrong. but also. babeys ?????!!!! #anyway #idfk how i forgot abt this movie it was a huge part of my identity for Years as a child #they had us watch it in school all the time (i think we did a project on it???) #anyway. dang. im remembering bits of my childhood now wow lmao #(if u know me u know thats a big deal bc my brain trauma-erased my entire childhood i legit dont have memories) #(but now im remembering sm. i had a fantasy of doing exactly this. rescuing an orphaned baby animal and keeping it in a drawer to release) #dang #what even is a brain and why do memories work this way (trauma. trauma is the answer lmao) #anyway looking back that was prob one of my first hyperfixations. movies abt kids saving animals. Fly Away Home + Free Willy + Flipper etc #plus anti-authority / fuck the police messaging #ya i knew what i was about. lmao #v on brand.

[jessiesjaded]

Everyone always talks about those girls who drastically change their hair whenever they're havin A Moment but I don't see anyone ever talk about the bitches like me who haven't actually cut their hair in any noticeable way for at least 7 years and will go into an absolute feral headcase moment if the hairdresser takes anymore than 1.5 cms of hair

#two different sides of an insane coin #but actually though I wish i was the other way #just erratically changing my hair whenever i feel like it #rather than being So Fuckin Weird about the smallest change #like ive been thinking for 2? years now maybe id like some kinda long fringe/curtain fringe type situation #bc ive just had a single length of hair #but i cant dimply cut it bc the potentiality of me freaking the fuck out is Likely #doesnt help that 90% of the time i have ever got a hair cut they ignore what i say #and I end up with something I didnt ask for and dont like #and my hair never grows #its been the same length for years and i want it to be longer but i guess it breaks or something #idk i have psoriasis my hair was a bit thin for a minute #so its like well if i cut it what if it just doesnt come back #what if it takes 6 years to grow back #anyway yes here are some tuesday night ramblings 🥰 #i feel a bit off my nut today #like high strung or something

[loftwinglullaby]

every day im tortured by the knowledge that spike chunsoft is... withholding a really good and fun library of games from me. remaster and rerelease them you cowards!!!! i don't want danganronpa!! i don't want the fate series!!!!! i want more of those weirdy sorta experimental ones you developed in the 2000s!!!

#Imabikisō was 15 last year and thEY misseD THE FUCKIN BOAT FOR A NICE ANNIVERSARY VERSION #im burned cus we got 428 as a '“yay 10th anniversary pc port” #and it is now my fav game and. i Know they got other good shit. I Know They Do. #then again same company that was like “mmm uchikoshi u don't deserve money sorry sweaty” #and then camE CRAWLING BACK to get him to direct AI!!!!!!! #im biting and clawing at these mfers #i KNOW anime tiddies and stupid hijinks sell but PLEASE #some of these things are verging on lost media in japan as is!!! #they got good shit from the 90s!!! pLEEASE

[fooltofancy]

just went to write the vaguest of discrepancy reports for why the entire radio went down at midnight cause i hadnt heard back from the engineer, but HE WROTE THE REPORT!!!!!! THAT NEVER HAPPENS

#i take back everything ive ever said abt u not answering your phone colton youre a real one #we were standing here watching the automation at shift change and the radio schedule just fuckin disappeared lmao #a bitch said bye! and then didnt come back #90% of my job is just watching computers do things that defy logic and then pretending i know why they did that

[fceriestcrdst]

my autistic ass avoided watching the x-files because i knew it would consume me....

& now here i am fully consumed even though I've only watched the first few handful of episodes of s1 (i'm regaining spoons needed for media consumption), but let me tell you w h a t!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so excited i started crying because it combines unbridled pining, a skeptic & her believer husband partner, true crime, weird mythology, aliens (which i already knew abt obvi), unlikely besties who are prepared to square up at all times (re; scully being cold towards the agents mocking mulder & mulder being ready to fight g o d whenever anything happens to scully).

i just love the show a lot & i expected this but goddamn!!!!!! it's wormed into my spin category & now my alien spin is returning along with my 'unexplained happenings spin!!!!! i'm being consumed i tell you!!!!

#i'm excited to watch the movies as well!!! #i'm a little nervous for s10 & s11 due to the time jump etc etc #so i may not watch those--but i intend on watching 1-9 & the films #tho i'll probably watch s1 - 5 & the watch the first movie. watch s6-9 & watch the last movie #i knew i would be consumed by the autistic coded FBI agents & their ufo sightings but DAMN YALL-----i started going bonkers #on dya fuckin' one & now they're all i can think about #maybe this is to fix the void i have due to w*tcher being a mess (I'm season 3 is good--i ma just petrified dfghkjldfh) #if this end sup in tags no it doesn't <3 but also if it does---don't follow me due to this post #i post a mishmash of stuff! #kylo rambles #kylo's audhd/disability posting #<- putting this there bc it just feels right to do so <3 #the reminders im getting of like--the fucked up alien shit i know & ALSO 2 OF MY FAVORITE ALIEN CENTRIC MOVIES- #(those being close encounters of the third kind & starman) #i've gotta rewatch those now & c r y because those movies remind me of watching them in my grandmother's livingroom while my mom played- #-games on her pc. they also remind me of the summer nights i'd watch them back to back for days on end #god--for a 25 year old i talk like someone who gre wup in the 80s when i--alas did not---i grew up in the 200s but my parents #showed me a lot of 80s & 90s media so i feel more at home with those films & early 2000s films then i do most things from the 2010s #i'm talking a lot in tags--if you read all this--i'm so sorry. i don't know the art of shutting the fuck up #anyways; once again--if i end up in tags no i don't & don't follow me solely due to this post because i post a lot of stuff that's unrelate #to this (also please be above 18 if you're gonna follow me <3)

[clementimetodie]

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#no I don't want my ass crack showing when I pick something up!!!!!!! #and you know what I had a baby my tummy don't look great!!!! #and as much as I think there needs to be a graphic tee revival #this ain't it!!!!!!! #I fuckin lived thru the 90s and the shitty fashion I don't want it back!!!!! #make something new and beautiful for once!!!!!!!

[and-i-said-fewer]

ok ok ok ok ok but like where. where do i find the fics that go 200% on the ‘jaskier and geralt don’t know how to communicate healthily (read: communicate at all) on issues between themselves’ angle

i NEED them i need them soooooo bad

#witcherteevee #ramblin n stuff #i’m not tagging this lmao #jaskier #…..jk i went back and tagged it #sorry i need like one [1] person to pls acknowledge my unhinged consipiracy theories abt blorbo’s characterization #but like #this is So Important To Me Actually #no bc it’s strange bc i believe it so hard and i think other ppl see it as well!! #but like it’s not the main point of exploration!!! and i wann see that shit!! #like how many fics have i see that have the “they don’t talk about it.” line?? #and that shit fuckin SLAPS okay #but it’s like #not the point of those fics like probably at least 90% of the time i feel like #which is fine!! no shade #but *does weird jaw things and makes grabby claw hands* i Want. #ok bc even in like the fwb fics #where this does get to be Somewhat A Thing #at the end they eventually just. talk #yknow? #and like it’ll be awkward or angry and frustrated etc etc which is great but they just get there #which again! not saying it’s bad writing or anything!! reread lots of those fics lmao #it’s just…… i have a NEED #and the need is Someone Please Specifically Explore This Specific Aspect And Its Ramifications #begging on my knees