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tiredgoodomensfan · 24 days

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Ive decided after a year on tumblr that nows the time to make friends bcs i made 1 (one) and it was the best feeling ever so WOO heres some stuff abt me

Im grace! I'm 15 and im English. I identify as bi-gender (both enby and female at the same time (is that smth you can do? bcs I feel equal parts both and I feel like that's what best describes my identity IDK AA)) and I'm a big fat lesbian WOO love women, (well one woman, my gf, love my gf, she's the best) and I'm asexual (no I won't change my mind, no I'm not "just waiting on the right person) and NO IT ISNT WEIRD ELIZABETH FFS) Im chill with you using any pronouns with me, as long as it's not he/him go for it! be as funky as possible! why tf not! I'm also autistic and get really passionate about my interests so lmk if I'm waffling too much I just get V V excited

Interests: Britcom, James Acaster, Good Omens, David Tennant, Man Down, Taskmaster, Fleabag, and the Marauders

(also the hetty feather books, do you lot remember them? fucking wild, I ate that shit up as a 7-year-old they're my roman empire)

Bands/Artists i like: Bowie, queen, mitski, cavetown (yes i still like them i am still in my 2020 "phase" tyvm and im HAPPY HERE), Car seat headrest, the cranewives and alot more but i could go on for ages so ill shush (also if you have any album recommendations from literally any genre PLS give them to me. even if yiu read this whole thing and have decided you hate my GIMME im branching out for the funsies)

My pronouns page! (i love these things theyre so useful): https://en.pronouns.page/@GRACEWAHOO

thats it! if you dont liek this stuff then wompwomp ur on tumblr literally why do you care! im having fun and not hurting anyone!! :3

#good omens #james acaster #taskmaster #doctor who #marauders #should prolly put more tags but its 2 am im tired

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mitchiegonewild · 2 years

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aot: the mitchie cinematic universe

okay so im just gonna write down some of my aot headcanons in a modern setting bc like...im right. anyways:

eren and armin met on reddit

erens a reformed brony but it’s still a comfort show of his

armin defends furries (as he should)

he also got sasha and connie to go to furcon and at first he was nervous abt taking him because they thought that they would be mean about it but they ate that shit up, none of them are furries but they fuckin love them

connie gets wasted and eats baby food

jean got his license first and never stfu abt it

marco unironically prefers the cafeteria food to home cooked food

levi went to jail for a really long time when he was like 17. nobody except erwin knows why. whenever anyone asks erwin he just goes “you shouldn’t have asked that.” and stares at you until you change the topic

additionally, levi’s mugshot is single-handedly both the hottest and scariest thing ever

moblit is saving himself for marriage and volunteers to teach sex ed to hanges class

hange has not yet realized that moblit would stop waiting for marriage if they approached him in that way

eren is an AVID redditor. i’m talking 4 out of the 6 hours of his phones screen time is the reddit app. he used to be obsessed with 4chan too

historia runs a pretty popular fashion instagram account

some random guy (possibly reiner while he was in his closeted era) left the funniest hate comments when historia posted a picture of her and ymir together for valentines day. ex: “WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE TOGETHER” “MY HEARRRRTTTTT. I LOVED HERRR”

bertholdt spam reported his account so he would stop bc the second hand embarrassment...my god...

jean loves drake and it’s everyone’s problem

the way mikasa figured out that she was bisexual was by kissing eren and annie, and then saying, “so it’s definitely not a problem with either gender, i think it’s just you guys” and that’s how two hearts were broken that day

annie and armin were each others beards but armin actually started to love annie and so she had to hit him with the “im glad you know youre pan, but im still a big fat lesbo. love u”

they broke up and then annie met hitch on a cruise, now theyre cute long distance gfs which is better for annie bc she doesnt like people hanging off of her

connie thinks he can breakdance. key word is “thinks”

sasha eats bits of everyone’s lunch

sasha also films tiktoks in the middle of class. her “we not hump1ng” dance with jean went viral and so that's how 900k people have seen jean miming sucking a shlong in the middle of honors calculus

armin is surprisingly good at dancing, he’s most definitely a quirked up white boy

mikasa has a candle collection

hitch runs the school confessional account

eren started to 'come out' as bisexual because jean found him on the r/lgbtq subreddit asking if they thought his feelings about a specific guy friend was bordering on romantic. jean ss’ed it and sent it to him, eren called him, and then jean became a god of a wingman

marco is catholic but like is super chill about it

ymir pulls over to take pictures of vultures for historia

historia and jean got high as motherfucking kites one night because they ate out of the wrong brownie pan at a party and the whole time they were just staring into each others eyes like “i love you. why dont we hang out more. you are so cool. we are divine love from the universe. we should be best best best friends.” they karaoke'd piano man together that night

ERWIN WAS A DRAG QUEEN IN HIS COLLEGE YEARS!!!!!

erwin and levi met when erwin visited prison for a psych thesis he had and they just hit it off. literally. levi thought erwin tried to insult him and then he tried to punch him (erwin was trying to ask him on a date to the commissary🤞)

mikasa and annie are autistic besties

connie is an ipad baby turned teenager

zeke is in a shitty garage band and pulled the “hope you guys like weezer” conversation, verbatim, with eren when eren was in sixth grade and he was an angsty sophomore

that was probably erens downfall tbh

one time there was a lice outbreak in their little group and armin and historia (bc theyre definitely siblings and their parents are erwin and levi) brought it home to levi. he rented a hazmat suit

also, everyone got it, INCLUDING LEVI, except for hangë because their hair is so dirty. levi switched to tea tree shampoo that day

hangë is the leader of the schools gsa

moblit used to be a church camp counselor before he realized he was queer and also an agnostic

eren and armin started dating because while they were smoking together, high off his ass, eren let it slip that he does...questionable things to Imaginary Armin during his alone time and wanted to make sure it was okay with him. armin, also high off his ass, replied that yes, it was, because he ALSO does that

historia has a crusty little white dog named bella thats her pride and joy and it fucking hates eren

reiner cries to tears for fears. slay

reiner also has an addiction to saying “you just got slayed”

bertholdt cries almost every time he gets #krissed

ymir knows this and purposefully sends him #kirssed videos

for one last #krissed hc, reiner was sobbing over his mental health issues at 2 am and decided to record a tiktok with the Space Song audio but then it turned to him being #krissed so he just started screaming (tiktok: )

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ugly-sweater · 2 years

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its like 1 am and for once im not having insomnia i haven't even tried to sleep. took some edibles earlier - i do this all the time, don't usually have epiphanies tho- and had some kind of big beautiful butch gender revelation. like. i don't know how to put it in words. both nothing and everything has changed.

i now feel like it is extremely important that i value myself. i think if you don't carry the weight of being a kind of outcast just for being your authentic self it's hard to understand what the lack of self worth is like. like it's not a conscious thing. i valued myself beneath others, not always and not extremely.

i told my gf that if anything she is the protagonist in our life. and we talked about that for a while & then she went to sleep in the other room (so i could stay up in the bedroom, nothing is wrong sometimes it's just nice to get a bed to yourself) and then i like. watched some videos of butches on tik tok & thought about how if i could love them and feel these indescribable feelings for them i should be able to do it for myself. like if my gf looks at me and feels the things i feel not when i look at her but when i look at other butches, sort of (i wanna be clear i do love her but its different than the way i need to be loved). she looks at me and sees the person that i wanna become, and who is worthy and deserving of love. like all of the things i think are stacked against me aren't. theyre actually bonuses.

and i am starting to believe it, because i can believe it about other people, because other people like me exist.

i am not explaining this well. this is the third time ive tried to put it in words its not coming out right but it's like a combination not just of my girlfriend's love but of the way she views me and the way i and other butches view ourselves and also like. ok joy said something about me having confidence against the straight world like my lack of self worth comes from the fact that i exist in a world that fucking hates most of the things i am. im a fat ugly gay non apologetic gender non conforming autistic woman. and even if i logically believe im valuable i have internalized the belief i am not because butches are so demonized. and i can know this and not be able to untangle it. but my revelation was the beginning of me pulling the thread and unraveling these beliefs.

like currently i wear sweatpants and a tshirt with no bra every day. there's nothing wrong with this really abd i mainly do it because its comfortable sensory wise. i also wear outfits for several days in a row. and so maybe i look masc but i look sloppy (hence why im sloblesbian on most platforms). but i don't look how i wanna look. and like i always think well when i get my life together ill start dressing well. but i can do it now. i can just put on the clothes i have nicely and try and be the best version of myself that i can currently be.

like what the fuck. i have literally given this advice to others!!!! bitch the fuck. you know this on multiple levels but haven't applied it to yourself?

this is the kind of shit I read and think i have already overcome but I haven't. there's always more room in your heart from loving yourself.

now i just need to get permanent residency in canada so i can take care of this weird little butch girl in my bed. (its me lol)

#butch tag #writing tag #don't let being afraid of being too weird and unacceptable stop you!!!!!!#they're never gonna respect you no matter how much you tone it down!!!!

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pufferfishguy44 · 1 year

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*taylor swift song title*

yes that’s the title

LI: love interest

MC: maine character

MC-H- hero identity specifically

MC-C- civilian identity specifically

sorry about typos, there will be many

*taylor swift song title*

in which a long standing city superhero must learn how to trust and love after losing many of the people in their life, and living a dual personality for decades

nb/nb

first person/switching perspective

angsty adult is seen breaking up with someone, walking out of the room, jumping out the window and flying/swinging/zooming/kachowing superhumanly away

switch to

mind-numbingly angsty teen is seen losing

parental figure/lover/someone important and absolutely losing it.

flash back and forth from adult to teen until their stories converge into one person, now u have backstory

LETS 👏 DO 👏ABANDONMENT 👏 AND 👏TRUST 👏IISSUUEESS 👏 HELL YEAHH

pt. 2

adult hero with A👏BAN👏DON👏MENT issues is bitter and stuck in their ways. sure nothing is going to change, especially since the death of their soulmate, they’ve lost all hope, becoming more and more brutal in their methods of vanquishing villains and criminals. morally grey, only stopping crime bc they feel its their job

NEW POV enter: well meaning, but clumsy, ND, love interest, who is a new hire at the workplace of the civilian identity. CI=head of big company maybe? high ranking big job bro? possibly assistant to MC-C. bubbly and naïve, but also demonstrates incredible information recognition skill, proves to be cool under pressure, VERY STRONG SENSE OF JUSTICE, biggest fan of MC-H

slowly grows on MC-C, despite annoyance at first

fluff scene, fluff scene, daily routine, fluff scene ALTERNATING POV’S THROUGHOUT

holy shit look LI is cAtChiNg fEeLiNgs and

MC is too, but is super scared and wont admit it. no no no i always hurt ppl, etcetera, im a burden blah blah blah, keeps trying to distance themself yadada bUT LI keeps pushing the two of them closer, even if it’s totally by accident and LI’s just autistic lmao.

PART THREE!!!

LI, finds out the secret identity of MC by accident, confrontation, omg its you aaahh!!! my hero!! holy shit!! MC takes this as disgust (?? gay ppl are dumb dont ask me), panicks and distances themself, and in the panic and lack of control, trauma from losing first love, breaks up and leaves. 😮. noone physically sees them for two, three agonising weeks

LI’s bsf has to listen to this, she’s the bisexual fat POC icon who runs the goddamn world while providing comic relief for you poor sluts out there

annnnd thats the end

just kidding!

angsty angsty angsty angst intensifies, both of them torn up, its my fault its my fault waaah i have the mindset of a 15 year old who failed drivers ed aeaeaeaeaeaeae

MC: mumford & sons i fucked it up this time

LI: youre hot and youre cold youre yes and youre no, but i cant stop loving you oh whoa

youre in and youre out youre up and youre down, but needless to say im hooked. *epic pop-punk ballad*

LI’s perspective:

theyre never coming back theyre never coming back theyre never coming back theyre never coming back theyre never coming back oh shit wait they came back

*apologies*

BUT WAIT! THERE’S MORE!!

“im so sorry it was all my fault i never should have fallen for you in the first place. i always end up hurting more people than i save. you should forget all about me and go on to live the best life you can. i do nothing but wrong people, please just walk away whilst you can. i-

*gets kissed*

“what are you doing??”

“what you told me to.”

“i said to go live your life!!”

“you are my life”

“why?”

“because i really like you, dummy. was that not obvious??”

“you what?? but all i’ve done- i’m not- you like me??” (a/n: this fuckin teenager)

“of course. i know you havent been perfect, but neither have i. we’re human-“

*look of objection*

“dont start, alien. just because you can kachow around doesnt mean you have to have everything figured out. you need time to figure out how to love again, and im willing to be there for the whole journey, be it the good, the bad or the extraterrestrial.”

achievement unlocked: therapy

montage of fights, and makeups, smut and breakups, both loving with their whole broken souls, each trying to heal the other, until the day they die

post credits scene: we find out LI ran a blog about MC-H’s activity, analysing every fight, rescue and recovery to see the evolution of the hero.

new post about how the MC-H fighting style is much different than anything else theyve seen in the past, maybe the MC-H finally met somebody ;)

and fucking scene jesus christ my wrist hurt and ive been writing over an hour holy shit this was supposed to be a two sentence idea for a plot

#fuck gender #ocs #superhero

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askanonbinary · 6 years

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Questioning and Resources

Hi, I’m the anon, who asked about resources for fat and/or autistic questioning people. Thank you, mod Sock! They were helpful and pointed me into new directions for my own research and I want to share some of that. [Note: english ist not my first language, so I hope, the following is understandable.] But first some things I noticed about questioning. Maybe someone can relate to this or it helps someone with their own self discovery. It helped me, when I asked myself “why” about gendered (as in society assigned a gender to) acivites/spaces/things. “Why do I hate it?” “Why do I like it?” “I feel [feeling]. Why could that be?” Two personal examples (I’m AFAB): 1. I switched birth control and it made my hair fall out. It’s now a bit shorter and very thin, and I’m very unhappy about that. But it also got me thinking. “Why did I like having long thick hair in the first place?” I like how it looks and like to twirl/stim with it. But I only do the minimum effort on my hair, and I think I would have cut it long ago, if the maintainance bothered me too much. So a more precise question was needed: “Did I keep it long because women are supposed to?” No, I don’t think long or short hair belongs to a certain gender. So I don’t feel that long hair makes me more feminine or rather I don’t care if others think it makes me feminine. In the end, I concluded that I just really like how it looks and it is a great stim toy. So it had nothing to do with my assigned gender! Others might see this differently for themselves of course, and conclude that their hair style makes them feel more like a certain gender or not. I just wanted to show my thought process as an example. 2. I sometimes feel weird when I’m in a public womens space (for example a public womens bathroom). The feeling increases when I wear revealing clothing. “Why could that be?” It could be “I’m fat so I’m not allowed to show so much of my body”. Or feeling like an impostor, that I’m pretending to be someone I’m not. Haven’t figured out a definitive answer for this, so I continue to ask more specific questions. “Could it be mixture of both?” Yes, it could, but still not sure. “Why does this feeling only appear in womens spaces but not in general public spaces?” Maybe I’m not a woman. Being fat and AFAB did always feel like I was an automatic failure at feminity. So maybe being in a womens space reinfores that feeling. Still not sure. If no answer is satisfying, you can try to find more questions. But sometimes you can’t, and that’s ok. Then leave this topic and try a different one. Writing might also help you. For example I made a list which I keep with me with the sections “Fatphobia”, “Autistic”, “General”, and “Conclusions” (more like “more questions” :P ) and add notes to it when I get a new thought about questioning my gender and how it could fit into any of the categories. And in a different file I wrote my thoughts down as if I was explaining them to someone else. I deleted the writing afterwards, but It still helped me to express and organize my thoughts better. Of course you can keep your writing if you want to. Thanks again for running this blog! :) ———— Resources Fat: https://www.autostraddle.com/fat-queer-tells-all-on-fatness-and-gender-flatness-175110/ Fatness flattens gender expression http://marginaldialogue.blogspot.de/2014/10/thinness-and-gender-fluidity-breaking.html Thinness and Gender Fluidity https://ravishly.com/2015/07/17/im-transgender-and-i-need-body-positivity-too transgender body positivity http://archermagazine.com.au/2017/09/fatness-not-bravery-queer-fuckability/ Fatness is not bravery https://www.them.us/story/navigating-masculinity-as-a-fat-queer-woman Navigating Masculinity as a Fat Queer Woman https://www.bustle.com/p/20-trans-people-talk-about-the-beauty-standards-theyre-so-tired-of-46301 trans peoples thoughts on beauty standards *** TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorder! *** https://thebodyisnotanapology.com/magazine/my-journey-to-eating-disorder-treatment-as-neither-a-man-or-woman/ Personal experience of a trans person with eating disorder ———— Autistic: https://strangerdarkerbetter.com/2016/12/02/intersecting-pain-when-gender-meets-disability/ When gender meets disability Includes other disabilities. This site has very good autistic resources in general. https://commentsfromthepecangalleryblog.wordpress.com/2016/06/16/autism-gender-identity-and-autisgender/ autistic person thinks about autigender The last two (big) paragraphs are really interesting! https://www.them.us/story/queerness-and-autism exclusion from queer spaces ———— Questioning: http://beyondthebinary.co.uk/questioning/ AFAB person questioning http://dragonheartftherpays.tumblr.com/post/154272125479/i-did-a-very-quick-sketchy-comic-because-i-was comic about finding out if you’re ace/aro But it’s also about “trying to find the absence”. I related to this, because it feels to me like I try to find the absence of feeling a gender. http://dragonheartftherpays.tumblr.com/post/154255993369/pinkdiamondprince-pinkdiamondprince-trying same post, but in text form. https://reggyjester.tumblr.com/post/168534765045/zeequeeraspie-reggyjester-my-personal autistic person questioning I relate to this a lot! https://www.reddit.com/r/NonBinary/comments/7574zq/the_difference_between_intrinsic_and_extrinsic/ Types of dysphoria The first comment thread is especially interesting. ———— Agender: http://findchaos.tumblr.com/tagged/agender Agender comic artist They even made two comics explaining agender both in general and their personal experience. Tag includes asks from followers about being agender. https://www.quora.com/What-is-it-like-to-be-agender What is it like to be agender? Multiple people answer. ———— on femme presentation: https://www.dailydot.com/irl/femme-invisibility-queer-community/ Femme presenting people talk about their experiences.

#plus size #resource #autistic #submission #anonymous please #presentation #appearance #questioning #this is AWESOME #thank you soooo much for sharing your thoughts and some more references #i'm sure a lot of people are going to find this useful #<3 #mod sock

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