#AND SUGAR IS ALSO TRANS

[sugaroto]

Ok so I was in class and the teacher had us write our names and αριθμό μητρώου on paper and when we were done he read all the names and asked us stuff like "Where are you from and what school did you finish?"

And so he calls on a kid at some point by their full name and all

And this person responded "I don't use that name. I go by a different one. And also I use different pronouns."

Which, was the first time I actually heard someone saying that in greek and irl

(Διαφορετικές αντωνυμίες sounded so official)

And the teacher goes like "I support that, and you need to write the name you're using here so I don't get confused." And he went back to the kid to give her the paper and explained how he will be calling her by her chosen name, and I think he said something among the lines 'sorry if I ever get confused and use the wrong one'

Like . Wow. The teachers here are cool

And this wasn't the same teacher I posted about the other day that used different pronouns when talking, that was a different one

#i just dont remember how exactly he said it #υποστηρίζω αυτες τις ιδέες? αποφάσεις? επιλογες? καπως ετσι #δεν θυμάμαι #also I've seen that girl around the past few days and i couldn't understand whether she was a girl or boy or anything else #and when the teacher called her (dead)name i was like oh so its a guy #but then she goes like #well. actually no. #AND THE TEACHER IMMEDIATELY WENT TO THE BACK OF THE CLASS TO GIVE HER THE PAPER SO SHE WOULD CORRECT HER NAME #sugar uni life #queer #trans #trangender #lgbtq

[boxwinebaddie]

Hi Uncle Nina !!

I don't wanna clog your ask box with stupid shit but this is stupid shit but it was also my bday on the thirteenth so shjdjdjs

As a fellow Monster addict ( I got a flat of Monster for my bday and collect the cans I have 30 diff ones so far <3 ) I need to know what Stan's favourite is

And on the less stupid side of things I was also hoping to potentially hear more about Stan's trans journey/Kyle finding out Raven is trans

Also I'm sorry your job has been so stressful lately :(( I hope you have a good day 🧡

- Stan 🧡

hi orange heart stan! <3

it's so good to hear from you, baby.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHSLAY, MY LOVE! i'm sorry i'm a little late, but you know me -- everything i do is fashionably late, darling. ;)

but also!!!!! call your wonderful, lovely ask message stupid shit again!!! see what happens!!! i'm gonna frown So WIDE, i'm gonna look so Upset. i'm going to hold you up to the sun!!! JUST WATCH!!!! >;/

my sweet stannie; you are a gift, a treasure. and your ask memes are a pleasure. i don't find them stupid in any shape or form, be nice. conversely, they are extremely special to me and it's why i put off writing this message for a little while because i wanted to respond to it thoughtfully, seeing as though it's your bday message.

which, *cracks knuckles* to get the ball roooollling.

i can absolutely tell you what monster energy is stan's favorite, but as a bday bonus, bc i wasn't sure which stan you wanted to know about, or if you wanted both: i'll give you both my style's fave monster flavs

and i was going to go into some ravenstan trans lore after that, but i feel like that info should go in it's own ask, yeah? i just don't want it to get cluttered. so if you feel so inclined, would you mind sending me a second anon where i can drop that info? thank you, baby! mwah

but now, w/o further ado...

please enjoy the most Refreshing part of your day <333

for context ( and actually because i got an anon once who wanted to know whether i drink energy drinks ), i don't really know that much about energy drinks/flavors because i don't really drink energy drinks.

i mean okay, i'm not really sure if it counts as an energy drink, but i will chug a guayaki yerba mate like it is the elixir of life. ( also i fully maintain that pep stan drinks the enlightenment flavor and ravenstan drinks the raspberry one -- crunchy eco kings ) my favorite one is the passion terrere one. it's like the only one that doesn't come in a can and only comes in a glass bottle...that ice cold passion terrere mate in the glass...it hits so different than the can...oh my god. so good.

and as far as monsters go, i pretty much only drink pipeline punch bc i'm a pretty pink princess and that's what hot girls drink <3 but other than that i drink black coffee because i am an exhausted teacher girlie, but that's purely for fuel. to be honest, i rarely drink energy drinks just for fun, i only have caffeine to stay upright.

which isn't a great idea...but...i am not a role model....

speaking of:

so i told riley this story the other day, bc i needed to get her brilliant genius girl insight on energy drink flavors because she is the sugar free energy queen ( riley's answer was kyle x ultra strawberry dreams and stan x ultra mango fiesta, which, everyone say thank u riley <3 )

-- also god if you are real, bring back the watermelon lime venom you discontinued, you sick fuck, it was riley's favorite, thank you for giving us lovely orange heart stan, and fuck you very much for making ME, bitch! come on down, king! you won't! why the fuck would you extend my coworkers vacation! fight me, ugly!!!! --

and i was telling her about how i am the chaotic kenny friend, i make really bad, chaotic decisions, have no self preservation, hype and gas up my extremely bad ideas and convince myself i'm big brain, wow.

and...oof. so like 2-3 years ago during finals week, i had a fuck ton of essays and projects due ( i was a very bad student btw which is funny bc i'm a teacher ) and no idea how i was gonna do them, so i had the Brilliant Idea...to buy three Random bang energy drinks...

AND SHOTGUN ALL OF THEM BACK TO BACK LIKE BEER CANS.

ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god, party girl nina. help. crying.

and yknow, i thought this was such a good idea! i was like wow i'm gonna be so awake, i am going to b invincible.

i....was not Invicible. i was...very, very sick. i was like almost catatonic and shaking on the floor of my dorm bathroom, lmao. i had to have my roomate take a picture of me on the floor and text all my teachers what happened, which, thank god they were all really nice and laughed but...i feel like that tells you everything you need to know about me...people who think i'm their hero...i am a fucking idiot.

but!! BUUUUTTT! just for You, baby. i deep dived a lot of forums and read a lot about the flavor profiles and think...i made a pretty accurate assertion of what my kid's energy drink preferences are <3

me: paris hilton pipeline punch bc i am bad as hell ;)

stan the man with the plan: okay, so i think that pep stan is definitely that ultra paradise monster energy. it just seems really crisp, clean, earthy. stan also doesn't really care for sweets or sugar, so it makes sense to me that he would be drinking a zero sugar monster ( kyle is disgusted ) idk the kiwi, lime, cucumber flavor profile just feels like pep stan. please tell me you can see the vision, help.

kyle pile: hmmm...so what i've concluded with my research is that kyle pile probably likes that pacific pipeline monster that seems to taste like fruit punch <3 it has to be the full sugar ones because of his blood sugar and stan does kind of scold kyle for drinking them bc he's not really supposed to and he gets really cracked out ahdslkshd like he's really cute but stan is like oh my god bro you gotta lay down but yeah i think that one or the orange dreamsicle one, which is hilarious because the only foods stmwtp canonically does not like are pickles and artifical orange flavoring...he really loves kp.

raven: soooooo i know that i said pep stan was the mango loco monster energy, BUT RAVENSTAN IS LITERALLY THE MANGO LOCO MONSTER ENERGY LIKE HELLO??? also i feel like he is like those mexican dads that put a little tajin in whatever they're eating and act like they've invented fire heeeeeelp ravenstan is so the dad that cuts u up fruit into little shapes and pus tajin on them and feeds u them when ur sad <333 luv u raven ;-; <3 but yeah i feel like he full on turns it into a raspado its so unserious sometimes theres a shot in there, it's usually the spicy tamarind smirnoff vodka,

...what can i say my man is a visionary and i see it

jersey: oooookaaaaay. so...sigh. for Obvious Reasons, pre and during rm, because of kyle's ed, he only drinks the sugar free monsters. for energy because he's exhausted ( my baby </3 ) but i also do think he thinks they taste good. i think he fucks with that ultra watermelon flavor that just tastes like the most beautiful, delectable, mouth watering liquid watermelon candy ever. i also think he could rock with the strawberry or the peach one sounds dank.

if the watermelon one isn't there it does stress him out, but he has a mental list of what one is next on the tier list, and acts accordingly. its kind of a nice change of pace but...his brain does not think that. however, when kyle is healing, weirdly enough, i think he ACTUALLY LIKES???? those coffee flavored ones??? which is Insane and everyone including tweek points and laughs at him

i hope...that suffices? you're totally welcome to offer me what you think is the right answer: you're the monster expert, after all. but this is what i feel in my heart! i think it feels accurate but, lmk! :')

and also...speaking of my job. UUUUUUGH. thank you baby. :((( i am actually criminally depressed because my fucking HOE-WORKER fucking extended his vacation ONE MORE WEEK! so i have to cover all his shifts for an extra week while he's on vacation. so that means i don't get to watch my testing accommodation kids who i miss very much, i still don't get his kinder reccess shift and literally??? spring break is next week like he couldn't WAIT???? holy fuck i'm Sad. :(

but i will be fine darling. but it's actually why i wanted to see if you could send me another anon so i can use that anon to talk about trans stan journey stuff? i just don't want it to get lost in this post and also, i'm not in great spirits rn and don't want to answer it until i can write something that's not flaming garbage.

but happy late birthday baby, i'm so glad you were born. <333

-uncle nina, monster shot gun queen

p.s. what is your favorite monster energy? :)

#BB IF YOU CALL YOUR MESSAGE STUPID ONE MORE TIME #I AM GOING TO PUT YOU IN SO MANY BLANKETS AND FEED YOU SO MANY SNACKS AND BRAID UR HAIR #KNOCK IT AWHFF!!!!!! #you are so loved and this was no stupid at all and i actually had a lot of fun reading all about all the monster flavors #i'm sorry if its not totally accurate i did my best #i'm sorry the green one is so much more pep stan #and the mango loco one is actually raven #like thats just the right answer #ravenstan drinking the mango loco monster w the tajin rim...like he's kind of a genius oh my god #him turning them into a cursed mixed drink is foul tho i just know his head hurts after that #i cant believe i had jersey likes the coffee ones that is so foul #but him drinking the no sugar ones and drinking the candy flavored ones bc he is like 7 years old #theyre so cute lkahdkshd also kyle pile also likes the cherry blade lemonade bang energy that feels right to me #BUT YEAH I HOPE THIS MADE YOU SMILE #TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK HAHA #also sorry i didnt give you the Serious answer in that post but ravens trans journey is really important to me #and i really want to honor that and not rush it or write it when i am in a bad mood...ill make it worth it for you my love #but uuuugh no im in such a bad mood like im actually so frustrated like this is just not fair to me #me n the older kids are starting to kind of be alright but it kind of ebbs and flows like its better somedays and worse others #but they are stuck with just me for another week so were managing tbh my coworker was dad and im mom basically #im more like stepmom and they dont really like me bc ur not my real mom but like at least im nice lmao #but yeah happy birthday baby hope you enjoyed this and i will get you the answers you seek very soon mWAAAAH #also not me shotgunning 3 bang energies and throwing up and having to have my friends email my professors #when i tell you im not a role model i mean that i am a joke i make such bad decisions #live fast die young bad girls do it well

[primelinchen-the-second]

Get yourself an employer who not only has the train schedule memorized but also ends meetings in such a fashion that you can get there on time

#In other news today went super well #I'm gonna work there a couple of days in May to see how it fits and then I'll probably work there next summer! #At first I was scared she clocked me as trans because she went on this spiel about how they're accepting of all people no matter their race #Or religion or sexuality and told me about their lesbian sugar baker #Because I had mentioned my partner. My boyfriend. I am a man. She wanted t make me feel accepted as a gay man not a trans one #That made me really happy #Also doesn't really need mentioning but this job has much much better conditions than what my d boss was offering after my apprenticeship #Like a Euro more and yearly pay increases and more vacation days and 5 day weeks instead of 6 day weeks #So like. Bingpot!

[sharkieboi]

I almost hate that the Fionna and Cake series versions of Finn and Fionna are both my exact type of man and woman

#shhh sharkie #big buff kind himbo and stocky scrappy silly aggressively kindful soft butch #tbf my preference in that across genders is basically the same criteria it’s just how the person IDs #if you’re big and confident and assertive but also sweet as sugar itself I’m gonna fall for you sorry #grown up Finn has such hardcore transmasc swag and i’m D Y I N G #also farmworld Fern and Little Destiny are definitely T4T #Fern is confirmed trans he’s wearing a binder when they rip open his shirt #and also in my heart it’s either a he/him wlw and a trans guy and/or it’s T4T there’s nothing in this relationship that is 100% straight

[asexual-vampire]

I don't even need a sugar daddy I just need one (1) date with a man who makes an obscene amount of money who will take me to one of those fancy suit stores and buy me something pretty and then make me repay him by going down on him in the back of the most expensive car I will ever get to see in my life

#although a sugar daddy would also be cool. wouldn't say no to that obviously. #edward speaks #mlm nsft #nblm nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #t4t nsft #sub stuff

[cl0wn-republic]

Do people remember the lesbophobic shitstorm these to “caused” by fucking existing??? Like people were so pissed the guy was feminine they either yelled about that or how he/him lesbians weren’t real/valid

Like the community used to be so homophobic im so glad this has changed over the years that people either don’t remember or never knew this was an issue

#there was also like the big 3 queerphobic blogs #one of snow sugar cookie #another drew p*rn of the kid cookies #and the last one was some teen people thought was homophobic but than started drawing gay stuff so idk about them #like shit sucked back than #if people didnt like it if you made the cookies gay #but lord help you if you made even one of them trans #lesbians and trans hc got the most hate #ALSO the snow sugar cookie blogger eventually accidentally deleted their blog and got it stolen by a bunch of queers #that was hilarious to watch in real time

[pansyfemme]

true fantasy surrealism is fanfictions when a trans guy is like a camboy or pornstar and is famous and popular and making lots of money and no one misgenders him

#i actually. havent read enough fanfics like this to know if its a common trope its been a while since i was in fandom but i know ive read 2 #or 3. but i think ppl underestimate what it is like to be a trans man in that industry #every once in a while i see a guy online being like. maybe i should just become a sugar baby and its like. well. you can try #but the truth is there rlly isnt recognized demand for trans man in adult entertainment its not rlly a thing #its not impossible. #but its a lot of work and tends to only be a very specific kind of trans guy #(skinny and white) #also not an industry to go into if you’re looking to not be constantly spewed with transphobic bullshit online and offline

[daimonios]

the thing about the trans joke in the barbie movie (when shes talking to the construction workers, not at the end cuz i dont rly consider that a trans joke) is that IF the rest of the film felt like it existed in a world where gay/trans people were more than a punchline/gotcha, it could have actually been funny

#but instead the other gay people in it are: the gays who ogle ken when they go into the real world. earring magic ken. and sugars daddt #which are like. only gay jokes like haha isnt it funny that they seem gay #im also not totally sure that the trans joke w the construction workers would have been funny otherwise just bc like #that situation they are in when she says that is like too real and scary for a lot of people. like barbie even says outright that #the way people are treating her feels violent #anyways just my two cents #personal #overall i thought the movie was fun and enjoyable but not. groundbreaking or whatever

[blackkewpie]

not to expound upon the political implications of fandom every chance i get but noel gruber is revolutionary gay representation because he wants to be fucked up and evil and it is so disheartening to see transformative works where they act like his wants and personality are character flaws. roadblocks in the way of the most conventional and milquetoast gay romance story ever put to word document. which isn’t terrible but the fact of the matter is noel gruber exists to say not every gay person wants to be normal or wants to have a normal easy heteroimitative life. marlene dietrich was a bisexual woman who endured mountains of hardship on every level and did important things and made important art. jean genet was a writer and activist who lived on the fringes of society doing survival sex work for most of his youth. liberace was never *out* out and was torn apart relentlessly by tabloids about his life. these are the people he canonically admires, he wants to be a starving artist and live a fantastic, queer, risky life that offends and challenges the mainstream. not because he is too naive to want a normal quiet life, but because he was raised in the bosom of the most banal, sterile, conservative small town existence he could have possibly been in and knows for a fact he wants the complete opposite. queer assimilation to the heteronormative standards of life has been a powerful tool in our survival, yes, but the point of that is to survive to make a world where that isn’t necessary anymore. the ease straight white cis abled society offers is one that exists at the expense of those who do not fit it. that is why the girl is fucked up. in a perfect world she shouldn’t have to be any other way.

#idk I just started reading a massively hyped transformative work in the fandom and jfc #it doesn’t hurt anybody and I know why it’s there #but dear lord #the amount of times they go out of their way to either implicitly or explicitly #punish or contort the aspects of Noel that make him fucked up #it’s just interesting #esp because they also make him trans which is why I’m reserving judgement #obviously they’ve done some of the work bc they’re not being weird about his gender expression #but OOOF you’re so close come on come on you can do it #also my other favorite character is constance and I can talk about black joy and radical acceptance with her for hours #but understanding what is oppressive about small conservative hegemony is crucial to understanding noel #and tbh thats his flaw to overcome by the end of the show imo #going from take me up and away above this small town cliche #to befriending mischa and sharing Constance’s joy during sugar cloud #realizing he did challenge people and was tragic and counter culture in his own way #in his own silly little small town #that’s the mountain he scales #to stop reducing his own accomplishments #but that has nothing to do with changing the fact that he doesn’t want to be like everyone else #and would have taken his queer rebellion further if he could have #ride the cyclone

[sugaroto]

I told my mom my friend is trans and the next day she was like "I'm confused she is a boy who is a girl who likes boys so she's gay or likes girls" or something I'm not sure she confused me and I'm like sexuality and gender are completely different things, she's bisexual I don't know what the fuck you're asking me it doesn't matter

She said some dump shit like oh bisexual, cool shit if the one doesn't work out they go to the other (yeah bc I am such a player I have bfs and gfs here and there😎)(she doesn't know about me)

And then she's like "oh that means you have a friend who could like you and you're friends 😱" MOM I AM NOT A STRAIGHT GIRL MY REACTION IS NOT OH SO YOU LIKE ME

"I had bisexual friends before, remember T who has a girlfriend? She didn't like me, she has a girlfriend"

"She's bi so she goes with boys too?"

"Well not currently she has a gf😐"

Like. Mom ffs I have like one straight friend. And like even some of my "straight friends" had a gay crush at some point, even if they still identify as straight and this might have been an excitement or something idk I'm not labeling people

#ps my friend kind of told me to tell my mom shes trans i didn't out her #she wants to meet her at some point and she was like have you told her im trans and im like no? like she knows youre a girl and she said #something like better warn her. and also i did a whole talk with mom before i told her. i was like did you see what happened to Thessaloniki #then if she saw my style rocks we talked about the trans player and in the end it was late and i was like i tell her another time #but i mentioned i had a cake my friend's mom gave me and she was like oh why didn't you tell me what is the mom like and i was like shes #cool but she does some things that bother my friend and she was like oh we mothers are so awful what do we do and i explained that shes #trans and her mom misgenders her #sugar uni life #sugarenia has family

[mars-ipan]

i just exhibited SO much self-control you have no fucking idea

#marzi speaks #y'know that aita post i rbed earlier #the anon made a sideblog to try to defend themselves #and continued to dig their grave further #comparing bpd to psychopathy. saying the mentally disabled couldn't be trusted to decide their identities #'he only refused to date me bc i'm cis. also i'm better than everyone' uh huh uh huh #i was SOOOOO tempted to send an anon. but i stayed strong i told myself no i don't do that #but ooooh my god. just laughed my ASS off #like dude you are a pos. accept it get over it lmao #still not over 'binary nonbinary and neopronoun trans.' do u know what a non biney is #i find it so funny when people know so little abt smth (and it shows) yet they act like they know everything #'what is the litmus test for real vs fake trans ppl' 'hi trans person here! there is none bc it's not ur business' 'no but there is one tho' #GOD. so glad their ex-friends got that restraining order LMAO #anyways i did NOT send anon hate/bait today i am proud of myself i am going to reward myself with Sugar

[starbirdaltair]

me after refilling my dad's sugar container because I saw it was getting low: ah yes I'm going to get a good grade in Son, because that's both normal to want and possible to achieve.

#the funny part is I'm transmasc and my parents don't use my proper terminology or pronouns #so this is also a #trans #shitpost #my father will most likely not know I even did it #I meant the sugar container thing literally btw #it's not just another term for drugs it's completely literal he puts it in his coffee

[calicosrei]

kaoru has definitely tried to learn guitar before and absolutely failed. still a firm believer that the only instrument he can play is the recorder

also yeah nonbinary kao real <3. her gender is really fluid in my eyes but today she feels very girl to me

kaoru is so adhd if you believe hard enough hey wait hey wait h eyfjdsjdsjFJZDF OH GOD I HAD A THOUGHT LET ME DM YOU anyway

this girl is so pretty. she lost her gloves in the winter and needs someone to hold her hand

#i think if kaoru went on e it would destroy her emotionally #like she'd be so happy #and also Uweh uweh uweh #trans hcs🌸 #sugar gray eyes #gives her a cappuccino #lav🏖️ #silly chats #sidenote just saw a kaiz bot post im gonna go insane #'kay good luck with the rest byebye!' ' #'sheesh kao-kun' #ffffff

[octobergraves]

the thing that really put it all into perspective was when i told my friend i wasn’t sure if i was nonbinary or trans and she said “well if you woke up as a guy tomorrow how would you feel? do you think you’d still be nonbinary?” and i haven’t known peace since

#dismiss the bis #a part of me really doesn't want to be trans because i just. don't want to go through all the fucking hoops of getting meds and getting #surgery and coming out to people and etc etc #i literally can't even get meds for my 18 mental illnesses and now im gonna get hrt? in THIS neighborhood? #i couldn't even get my family to call me a far more feminine name than my birth name and now im gonna tell them im trans and it'll be okay? #unlikely #also my 'friend' group is super uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bigoted so i doubt they'd be chill with it either #so it'd. definitely be easier to just live out the rest of my life as a woman. but god it Sucks lol #sorry i drank a like 20oz frozen mocha w/ brownie bits earlier and i think all the sugar broke my brain and is unlocking Extra Emotions #so tonite is Gender Night

[arthur-r]

[longwinded rambling nothing to see here]

im actually really close to being an adult though and its kind of really exciting. i feel a little bit sick and awful, and my present moment isn’t going very well, but i feel like it’s going to be possible to feel satisfied? and idk that’s an exciting idea. like one day i’m gonna be forty and bearded, and i won’t think about oliver anymore, and i’ll be in a band, and i hope i’ll be less sick or i’ll know how to deal with it, and i’ll be publishing writing one way or another, and i’ll be a connected member of my family, chosen or otherwise, and i can watch over the garden wall every day if i want to, and i will bring my very own broom to everywhere i live, and i’ll have a good electric guitar and a full sized acoustic cello, and i’ll make jewelry all the time and if i’m healthy enough or i have a friend to help with walks, i can have a dog. and there are a lot of big and unrealistic things that i want in life, but one day i’ll be able to see clearly, and sleep as much as i need to, and people will recognize me and i’ll help as much as i can, and i will make art and love so many people, and maybe i can cook.

#i came out to my dad today as trans it went better than i could have ever imagined he’s skeptical but not angry #i told him i’m going to start hormones soon. he thinks i’m going to regret it cause i’m autistic but he accepts that he can’t stop me #(because i will be eighteen in a couple months and testosterone is SOMETHING I CAN DO. i need my dad’s insurance is why i finally came out #and i knew that he was getting ready to tell me he has a girlfriend so i kind of weaponized the moment shdhdf) #anyway i’m going to take folklore classes next semester and learn about cultural revitalization and public folklore #and i’m learning latin and programming and i’m doing a research project on the mexican american community of st paul in the 1940s!! #(which is around when my family settled in minnesota permanently after they had did the sugar beet cycle for a while) #i’m also doing research on ancient roman textiles and dress but that’s more stressful than anything even though i like both components of i #i finally made a breakup playlist and i think i needed to. and i’ve been writing a lot of music #can’t believe i spent four months dating somebody who doesn’t even obsess over cannibalism as a literary motif…. #i ordered glasses online over a month ago and they haven’t even finished processing my prescription…. #i really want a tarot deck and to get into astrology again and maybe even start making spell candles again #i’m interviewing for an entry-level library position tomorrow afternoon!! $12 an hour but also it’s a job that i’m competent for #anyway. all this to say hello i want to be present in the world and make something of myself #and it’s hard right now but there’s a lot of potential out there. anything could happen #anyway i hope everybody is doing okay and let me know if you need anything!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[sundayinthcpark]

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#i feel sick rn #i’m currently in my car looking for my missing blood glucose meter #after enduring a couple of uncomfortable hours with a man #who managed to make me uncomfortable about a) being a lesbian b) being trans c) being asexual d) using they/them pronouns e) being poly #f) being into my friend g) being autistic oh my god why was i just sitting there and enduring this #(actually i wasn’t i tried to a) walk away b) start reading a book and c) start watching tv but he literally kept following me around #and i’m just. i wanna cry i think i might cry #he also literally !!! sauf ‘too bad im not a girl’ when i told him i wasn’t into men ??? MATE IM NOT INTO YOU ANYWAY UR MAKING ME SO UNCOMFY #*said #anyway i feel sick and wanna cry and can’t even tell if my blood sugar is okay rn and i wanna go home. #fuck #luke rambles