i think i figured out another factor to the EXTRA bad mental state yo-yo-ing
i think my brain is straight up rapid-cycling through every alter and each one is having to individually process the new reality of things, which is already rough, obviously, because it's still a nigh-total rather than partial wheel-yanking, followed by their equivalent to getting bodied by a semitruck, and that is the mental exhaustion of like a dozen plus hypothetical people being taxed on one brain physiologically, if that makes sense, that's what it feels like anyway
but on top of that, the mentally regressed, hypervigilant "traumatized into perpetual deference" chihuahua syndrome crybaby that much more often now keeps getting hot potato'd the controller by accident is Never going to be coping well with it (though hopefully that alter will go to sleep for longer periods/indefinitely again? once i get away from here, since mom's the one who violently woke it up after it had been successfully put down for years and totally de-stabilized the entire system in doing so)
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in honor of november 5th ie destiel day, whats yall's favourite finale fix-it destiel fics? or just any destiel fics tbh.
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You don't have to be the victim... you can take responsibility for your own actions...
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