#100 plus things about me

[modgirlyreposts-revamped]

I don't really go here, but all the members in The Amazing Digital Circus are in a polyamorous relationship methinks

#yes this includes caine an' bubble cry about it- /lh #i have a disease that makes me hc any group of characters i like as bein' in a polyam relationship wit' eachother- #ok but srsly tho i mainly headcanon this cuz the theory that the circus is a hell of sorts really got to me and idk why- #an' even though things could be better between many of them so far i still ship this cuz the way i see it they're all stuck there- #-but they're stuck there together an' instead of lettin' it get to them all they choose to defy their situation by embracin' eachother #like they prove the whole saying 'hell is people' wrong by embracing the fact that they may not click 100% wit' eachother in every way- #-an' that's ok since at the end of the day they do have one thing in common which is that they're stuck there- #-but they're stuck there together instead of being hopelessly alone wit' their own thoughts or in the basement #plus no relationship is perfect an' sometimes it can be a bit messy jus' like theirs since they may be stuck but they're stuck together #an' i jus' think that's beautiful in a weird poetic way #holy fuck i was ramblin' sm in here does anyone actually read these anyways- #the amazing digital circus #tadc pilot #tadc #tadc pomni #tadc jax #tadc ragatha #tadc caine #tadc gangle #tadc kinger #tadc zooble #tadc bubble #i'm tagging all the ships cuz fuck you lol- #tadc pomni x ragatha #tadc ribbun #tadc royalteeth #tadc caine x pomni #tadc funnybunny #tadc bunnydoll #tadc showtime

[turtleblogatlast]

omfg did you have any content on that post you just posted? the one about leo never shutting up until hes in real pain? because you are very much Correct for that one holy hell it gets me every time

[ cw: violence mention / self sacrifice implied / ]

No content, just something I thought upon when thinking of the movie (something that is on my mind so very often.)

Just, thinking of Leo, when he’s separated from everyone and everything, being completely silent. Even being so horrifically beaten as he was, even being in a true nightmare scenario, he is silent in his suffering. Smiles through it, even.

At the moment where it would have been more than justified to make any noise, he stays silent.

#non au ask #violence mention / #self sacrifice / #I stg there are more instances of this in the actual series too but I can’t remember the actual details from the top of my head #I’ll have to do a rewatch someday #but yeah make no mistake he’s still that joking boy that’s legitimately who he is as a person #but silence meets him like an old friend the way only a Leo would know #side note but I also think the theme of him and silence kinda ties in to how- #he’s the best one at stealth plus the one who’s most likely to go off on his own #silence and isolation are two things that go hand in hand with his character #and what makes rise leo all the more interesting is how much he fights against that #his inclination toward talking and joking and his dependency on being with his brothers as a team works in tandem with his root nature #djjdjdj okay I’m getting pretentious now but I could write a lot about my personal interpretation of Leo as a character #(even though it 100% is prob me just looking too far into things lol but that’s the fun of fiction analysis huh)

[cheriboms]

doctober day 12: train tracks

fact: their favorite bedtime story is 'how mom, dad, and clint eastwood stole a locomotive and saved the space time continuum'. source: dude trust me

#back to the future #bttf #doctober #doctober 2023 #verne brown #jules brown #my arts #my sketchy wip arts #would you believe there are no good references for that GODFORSAKEN MODEL ?????? bc there arent lemme tell you #i was pausing and screenshotting that blurry ass video so much T_T it was insane. and i done even think its 100% accurate #BUT YK what its fineeeeee u get the idea. PLUS whos to say some pieces didnt change throughout the years !!! ^^; #anyway this was brought on by me wondering what happened to that thing and i decided the boys play w it bc like. they would #i personally think verne would be chucking that wooden car off the track so hard. chaotic king <3 #side note i love their outfits uwu theyre so dapper. def claras fashion sense (also bc theyre in purple lol) #also also i think theyd always ask what happened after the crash. like dad was marty okay??? did he make it back to the future??? :0 #and doc having to just be like... idk but i hope so #:((( #bc like he literally DOESNT KNOW and obvs marty doesnt ever return to the 1880s so uh? did he not come back on purpose or did smth happen?? #i think there should be more angst about that #time-train-building time skip my beloathed </3 #anyway i didnt mean to talk about all this LMBOOO i got really off topic but yeah #(also my hc the reason the boys dont say anything in that last scene is bc theyre starstruck. marty is an celeb/action hero to them irl) #okay im stopping now sorry

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneepy cozy....

#cats #(medical stuff mention for tags) #poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe #I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse #your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just #literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea #so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar #event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems #normal so... aa....... #Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me #since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you #if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol #the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing #vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder #my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone #ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such #I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol #feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation #and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am #last night and it's 2pm now.. #thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers... #And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially #My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc #and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff #... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest #so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I #supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar #AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas.. #I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left #alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....

[sonic-adventure-3]

“he roller skates!” “they’re air shoes.” is designed to kill me specifically because firstly that’s so fucking funny and the presentation and the line delivery is fucking amazing and also secondly shadow’s shoes are originally based on inline skates NOT roller skates (well technically inlines are a kind of roller skate but in a broader context “roller skates” are almost exclusively used to refer to quad skates. inlines have their wheels in a line, quads are quadragled) and his animation is 100% based on quad skating in prime BUT SHADOW IS AN INLINE SKATER ORIGINALLY HIS SHOES ARE BASED ON INLINE SKATES SA2 WOULD NOT EXIST WITHOUT INLINE SKATING I CARE IMMENSELY ABOUT THIS

#NOT EVEN JOKING ABOUT THE LAST BIT #THE GRINDING MECHANIC OF SA2 AND SOAP SHOES ARE BASED ON INLINE SKATES #PLUS ​THE CULTURAL CONTEXT OF THE TIME OF ITS DEVELOPMENT WOULDVE JUST BEEN CATCHING THE TAIL END OF THE ERA OF AGGRESSIVE INLINE SKATES #skateboarding but inline skating as well are crucial components to what sonic’s very personality and the tone/aesthetic of sonic adventure #also inline skating way way faster than quad skating #genuinely genuinely i’m not mad i’m not mad i’m not mad #prime is great this bit is great the animation of prime and shadow in prime is great shadow is great #i’m not even angry!! it’s such a good bit!!! it’s animated well! roller skates are more well known today!!! #BUT HAVE THEY CONSIDERED THAT I CARE IMMENSELY ABOUT SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG AND INLINE SKATES AND SHADOW ON INLINE SKATES?!? NO!!! #his animation in sa2 and heroes and shth is based on inline skating also #his animation in 06 is quad based but it also sucks complete ass so it doesn’t exist to me #most other skating animations of his are mid and i haven’t analyzed them enough to tell #theres a large grace area i give cause i don’t expect animations to be 100% accurate to real movements #plus the air shoes while based on inlines are their own thing and i think it’s nice when they embrace that #BUT FUCK QUAD SKATES #i don’t hate quad skates inlines are just cooler by an order of magnitude to me and them being the default makes me sad :( #rambles #prime #action sport posting #<- yeah. thats a tag. it will be used more in the future

[fogwitchoftheevermore]

sorry i’m so fucking normal about hivemind!decem being basically confirmed with the latest installment. do you ever think about how legundo’s greatest want in this prison is a friend. do you ever think about how the one request that he ever made of decem was that he not be alone next time. do you ever think about the noble saying she worries about him forgetting himself and the fact that he collects the “unique” (pink sheep) to try and have a friend in these worlds because it’s all he’s got. do you think about the noble saying she could make him thousands of his most desired companions. do you think about the fact that they want their brother back. cause i do. i sure do.

#space rambles #100 days multiverse #i wasn’t gonna maintag this cause it’s embarrassing rambles but. whatever. i want to. #cringe is dead we’re all minecraft fans #plus like half of the 100 days fandom is following me already so. #like i cannot stress how much i do not like decem. i cannot stress that enough #i think they’re shitbags #HOWEVER #i sympathize with legundo and as a side effect i sympathize with his terrible sibling hivemind #doesn’t mean i like them or think they’re the ‘good guys’ in any way #i just think they tell us the things they do because they KNOW it makes them sound sympathetic #but there is So Much they aren’t telling us #and that really only the warrior scientist+philosopher have given us hints of #philosopher because she seems to genuinely think One Big Hivemind is a good thing and we’re just brainwashed for not agreeing #warrior+scientist because they also seem to think it’s a good thing and because they kinda give no shits about doing bad things from what i #can tell lol. scientist will do unethical experiments to their heart’s content and warrior will destroy entire realities for fun. yknow #this got off topic #point is. fuck decem fuck one big hivemind #but i will admit your pleas for sympathy worked their magic on me

[im-smart-i-swear]

webby would have LOVED mystery flesh pit national park

#my funky guys #shed be sooo fascinated w it #shed be pissed about the comercialisation of it n shit BUT. at the same time if she could take a hike in there? #she would. 100%. and shed be having a blast tge whole time #like. shed have a love hate relationship w the whole national park thing and how irresponsible the whole situation was #bc it WAS shitty and sketchy as hell #but on the other hand she just really really loves the idea of being able to walk around the insides of a colossal beast #so shed be like 'ofc nobody should be allowed to fuck around in there like that wtf dude thats so dangerous and irresponsible #.except for me. they should let ME fuck around!!! fuck the corporation and tourists i would treat her right!!!!!! #*I* would be careful and wouldnt exploit the resources and keep distance from the fauna unlike SOME PEOPLE' #ok well. i mean weblums exist so i suppose she COULD walk around the insides of a giant organism #but still the mystery flesh pit has that certain allure. a vibe. weblums are cool as hell but theyre not an eldritch underground horror #weblums are cool space whales but the mystery flesh pit is .well the mystery flesh pit. cant rlly compete w that #anyway. the pit may be a deatrap but not for her. shed survive. shes special like that the giant lobsters wouldnt eat HER #also webby would be very much on the pits side. its not ITS fault people are stupid?? its just chilling!!! its not evil!!!!!! #'ohh but those arthropods are scary!!! WELL. theyre WILD ANIMALS DIPSHIT ofc theyre hostile. and plus theyre cool as hell'

[caramiaaddio]

hi how does it feel to be an internationally acclaimed composer for a hit 1973 movie

its pretty surreal to find out I’ve been composing music since my parents were infants but I never really watched mafia movies growing up so I guess it’s on me for not figuring it out beforehand. honestly im just hoping we don’t find anything out about me that renders the movie unwatchable in hindsight…can’t trust older people in the industry yknow

#main theme from goncharov #for real tho it’s so cool everybody like my music so much! #I wasn’t trying to like…compose for serious I just wanted to be a part of the joke o #so it actually is kind of overwhelming the sheer amount of people telling me what they think about it #considering printing out some of the sweet things people have said and putting it in my office at work to look at #for when my students are being real difficult and I get kind of demoralized about myself #plus its a real nice lesson for my anxiety brain that’s always like DONT PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU #cause like :) no actually everybody is really nice and human beings are not naturally cruel #you probably did not want to hear all of that lol #hello strangers welcome to my blog this is what about 100 people have been watching me do for a decade lol

[seventh-district]

i just wish i could tell all of my friends, past and present, that i’m sorry for being the way that i am and that it was never, ever personal. it’s always been me and it always will be. it’s not your fault if you’ve never heard from me again. it’s on me. it’s all on me. i’m so sorry.

#cw personal #not rlly a vent post more of a very depressing PSA #i’m so bad at being a person. let alone a friend. #something’s wrong with me. don’t know if i can fix it. makes me a bad person. bad friend. selfish selfish selfish. #i don’t blame anyone but myself. i have the worst case of Never Socialized As A Child known to mankind #plus about 100 other things that make me insufferable #*** was right. should’ve listened to her. no one will ever be able to handle me. i should live this life alone. better for everyone. #maybe another decade of isolation will fix me :)

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

So about poly ships in ORV. Yoo Joonghyuk at some point in time was with a character called Lee Seolhwa, and Kim Dokja was on friendly terms with Yoo Sangah (which might’ve led to something if scenarios didn’t start who knows), so i thought a poly ship with all of them together would be great. I haven’t seen a single soul that thinks the same way though 😭 The name for the poly ship I came up with is Kimyooyoolee because it sounds silly and makes me giggle . Will you boo me for liking this one

kimyooyoolee is very good dhjdhdhsg

also fwiw it seems a few ppl include seolhwa and sangah as an extension of yoohankim, the asks i got before seemed to pair sangah w sooyoung instead of kim dokja tho

that said like, its totally valid to have a rarepair u can start this new niche ship gotta make ur own content!!! fully supporting you

#polyasks #this reminds me of how i felt when i found out not as many ppl shipped fruity four stranger things the same way i do #apparently ppl just see 2 couples who are friends even tho u got stancy to be the glue that makes it poly right there!!! #their chemistry in season 4 was so good also steve and robin would 100% be fine w having the same girlfriend #ALSO steve and robin are qpps to me so that can also make it a polycule even ifu dont ship stancy #plus robin and eddie have so much bestie potential they're gay in the 80s they're both weird they would have a lot of fun together #eddie and robin would watch cause im a cheerleader together and have so much fun #anyway this aint about my ship sorry #be strong anon

[ascel-vibes]

aUGh- being dealt 10000 damage from a gen|der|bent poll i voted on....... *despair emote holding head in hands*

#vent #<<< tagging just in case- but nothing serious on a personal level #long tags #ascelchat #(for clarification before i delve into tag rambles- this is about the internet gen|der|bend trope-) #(not to be confused with trans headcanons- which are cool and awesome) #(anywho anywho-) #damage is mainly from finding out the op had to turn off reblogs/comments due to threats and anon hate 😬 #apparently from ppl in favor of it h #to anyone curious on my take and/or know the poll im talking about- #i voted hate them 100% sweep o7 #ie not a fan of the mindset that a 'girl/boy' has to look a certain way and be placed in a construct/box- #especially considering the fact that not every culture has the same views of gender expression #(mainly ones not affected by westernization) #plus after finding out about the harassment op received is making me dislike the trope more honestly 😬😬😬 #on a realistic level tho i just try to avoid seeing the trope when i can and move along- don't want to fuss too hard over online things #and i'd rather use the web to support cool ppl and uplift voices hkdjfg #if any mutual happens to read this lmk if u want to see the poll o7 #that said on another note- hopefully brain funk i've been in is ending soon AA #been wanting/needing to do things like respond to msgs and finish commission stuff !! plans in the brain- yet energies missing :pensive:

[calamitydaze]

long tag ramble below u have been warned

#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again #but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags #(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now #but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao) #so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t #anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable #and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it #her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night #but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt #or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort #and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person #and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal #as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward #i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer #but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been #either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing #i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever #also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway #sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation #i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me #but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still) #plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down #so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again #but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to #anyway. i think that’s all i have to say! #i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open #love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶 #bella talks

[magentagalaxies]

on the note of my tags on the last post (re: me being purple-coded especially if people know aubrey) i thought i'd share this incredible dm i got from bruce last time i was in toronto:

#literally no idea if he was referring to me or my character aubrey with the purple hair thing lmao #bc the aubrey wig is 100% purple but my hair is like. probably mostly purple but with blue and teal and pink and green in there too #i love my hair so much tbh i just got it re-dyed recently and like. yes it costs more to get it done professionally but it's so worth it im #it's such a confidence boost and it's so funny when it's the first thing people notice about me #plus little kids and sweet old people both look at me like a mythical creature lmao #have i posted a picture of my hair in good lighting on here where you can actually see the colors? #i should do that at some point

[simptasia]

mum and i were almost not able to buy our house because a real estate lawyer heard us casually say i'm autistic and alarm bells went off in her head, because she believed that meant i wasn't mentally capable of understanding what i was signing up for

#and she demanded a doctors note. which not how any of this works #theres no policy that works like that AND gps are not the people who are like #''yup this person sure is a person alright'' #she just had heaps of prejudice and she let it affect her job #so a lady from one of those places that advocates for ND and disabled people tore her apart #she lost the 4000 dollars she was gonna be paid. and she got fired #and everybody else from that company that we spoke to was either appalled or pretending to be appalled about this #either way it worked out #i was so upset at the time because it was literally a week before it was time to move??? #and i was so afraid of us losing all our progress #plus. yeah i was hurt by the insinuations and the attempted disrespect to my agency #also even if i was cognitively disabled... i think cognitively disabled people deserve to own houses too #i was a fucking adult and i managed to get to every gosh forsaken appointment to sign forms #and then do it all again because what i was signing didn't match what was on my birth certificate! #...not my fault - turns out the nurse wrote my fucking name wrong #anyways. i was exhausted but i did it damn it. so that bitch trying to rob us of our home??? fuck her #6 years later and the house is now 100% mine instead of 50% #and im gonna assume that bitch never got a job in real estate again #she was totally cool with me until she heard the word ''autistic'' #and clearly pictured somebody... how do i put this... somebody with vacant eyes who smacks the side of their head when they're upset #not a bad thing by the way! hell i've been that flavour of autistic plenty of times. we contain multitudes!!!! #don't mean we don't deserve to own property. we live in a society!!! let us be a part of it #but yeah that was the most serious case of me being dehumanized due to what i am

[paleode-ology]

spent the last solid couple of hours going through my old tumblr likes in order to have things better archived... unfortunately didn't make a note of how many I started at but it was probably in the mid 2000s and I've only cut it down to 2000 now. this is gonna take so long

#ode by ode #spring cleaning ig #there are so many things I should be doing instead!!!!!! #but I've been trying to just get more into my computer and browser setup #we started off making sure calibre was set up the way i wanted since i'm 100% gonna be an anna's archive bitch now that i've heard about it #and then I've been making reading lists #and organizing my bookmarks and bookmarking all of the sites i had saved in liked tumblr posts that i wanted to actually look at #set up my rss reader but haven't put anything in it yet #idk the onset of me realizing how much i do love archival management #and then the fact that my gf is sharing her vpn acct with me #sort of added together into this internet weirdo vibe i'm actively cultivating #and i mean i already lowkey had it going on #like i've been a firefox girlie since high school #and i def do a lot w privacy and the firefox qol extensions #plus i've been... how shall I say... well versed in the usage of shadow libraries for a couple years now as well #but fringe web things haven't been on my radar NEARLY enough #and i've been meaning to make actual lists and compilations of advice and book and game recs for eons #so just. continuing with that #even if i don't do anything else for a couple months i'm glad i made a decent dent in the tumblr likes bc they've been eating at my soul

[t4tdanvis]

Laurence wants to hate Dante and fully stop caring but he makes it damn near impossible for him because he won’t argue with him. Laurence already has to grapple with the fact that Dante is a child, him agreeing that he’s horrible just makes Laurence feel even worse for him.

plus dante really looked up to and cared about laurance (and still does). laurance is convinced that dante doesnt anymore until he finds out that dante is always carrying around a picture of him, laurance, and garroth even though laurance and garroth both hate him and laurance is just like. stop making my feelings Complicated i just want to Hate You

#❄.txt #ask box #'fuck you youre the fucking worst' 'i know im sorry' '... stop fucking AGREEING-' #dante doesnt know how to fix things and is terrified of trying. plus hes decided that hes irredeemable and fully believes that he doesnt #deserve to go back to how things were #laurance is trying Very Hard to just 100% hate him and stop caring about him. unfortunately anytime laurance yells at dante dante just nods #and apologizes and goes back to his room #laurance keeps finding that dante has already done all his chores for him and cleaned up his room and bought him stuff #laurance is just thinking 'stop being so fucking nice to me im trying to HATE YOU'