#*seething* FUCKING MONEY.

[lotus-pear]

i wish all people who use others' art as a means for financial profit a very fucking kill yourself. i mean it.

#just found out that this one motherfucker was making my skk art into stickers on redbubble and selling them online? with success? #like they were actually making a fucking money from it? money that should be directed towards ME bc those were MY blood sweat and tears #that went into the work. MY talent and skill and experience that i have cultivated over the years to produce something #where does one get the fucking audacity to even COMPREHEND DOING this #i am literally bitter beyond words. absolutely seething with anger #i just. i have no words. this a new level of vile #bsd fandom is absolutely HORRID when it comes to miscrediting and stealing and just overall treating artists like SHIT #i NEVER had a reposting issue when i was in genshin. or persona. or anything else ever #but NOW i have to deal with every other ask in my inbox being like “oh lotus your art was reposted :(” #IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT

[iamasimplesimp]

it's times like this that i HATE with a FIERY PASSION my ADHD

i want to work. i NEED to work. I did everything I need to do to be comfy. i even ate some chocolate to boost my mood!

but brain-machine broke :/

#i am talking #not fnaf #seething currently #mental health vent #i just need to work for about 2 hours and I get paid enough for me to have money again #but brain machine is fucking broken #i wish the ritalin helped me focus. but I get to be awake #so i guess there's pros of this med #BUT STILL #i need to be able to focus. and it just ain't happening #i HAAATE forcing myself to work #forcing myself to do anything is like sandpaper on an open wound #i hate forcing myself to dissociate just to work #im going to have to though

[baishouqijia]

guess which bad bitch is at risk of redundancy 😜

#fuck the games industry #soulless. #so i have a lot more free time now until they’re done deciding if my position is necessary (spoiler : if you want your games to run then #it is) #5 years at this company. bought a house from this job. could just be gone overnight. #im seething. #it’s so fucking humiliating. #cashing out my shares and looking elsewhere. cunts #negative / #it’s not even about the money. I’m good at my job. #I could get another one no problem. it’s having to reapply for my own position. #so fucking degrading.

[landlordevil]

I feel vindicated once again bc i really knew eins and asty were going to be poor adventurers together. They'd count their gold post-game and see like two coins and a cockroach scuttle out of their bag. Eins is used to it cuz they're old poor and asty is also used to it obviously so they make do but it really is 2 broke girls for the forseeable future. Eins stuffing as much food as they can from the epilogue party into their sack. A guy's gotta eat and then also get eaten by their boyfriend or however the saying goes

#sorry i know a lot of people have genuinely interesting dynamics w their tav and him #but eins and him... just two blokes that like to kill for money. and do fuck all. and fuck nasty every once in a while #they don't enable each other's worst impulses but they certainly enable their weirdest ones. #i think the general consensus among the party is 'well um. at least they're happy' #god!gale seething bc eins broke up w him to stay with this poor bitch in his DIY OOAK fits. the audacity

[theseancekid]

LOSING MY MIND Adam Godley, the actor who voices Pogo (who is actually immensely talented and whom I have adored for ages ever since I saw him in the Lehman Trilogy which he won the Olivier Award for) was in the Broadway show I saw tonight and the entire time he was on stage all I could think was “Damn......that’s Pogo”

#i felt so bad too omg this guy is a MASTERCLASS ACTOR and the show was. garbage. G A R B A G E #holy shit i'm seething that i actually spent money and time on this show but i wanted to support it #because it transferred to broadway from the theatre company i used to work at before the pandemic #so all of my friends worked on it! my best friend in the world was costume design assistant! #anyway what a fucking night lmao can't believe i saw Pogo on stage asdfgghjkbsnfkv #*【 ☂ ┊ ❛ Just need to sober up ❜ 】 ➤ OOC

[fstbmp-a]

What is the universe cooking today?

#my kingdom ;; ooc #vent // #negative // #deadnaming // #so i didn't get my groceries the order was cancelled and refunded #which means i wont get food and i wont have money for potentially A Few Days so #nothing to really eat for days now thanks to that #and to top it off my housemate is on a deadnaming spree despite my many corrections #that it absolutely positively feels intentional i'm fucking SEETHING RIGHT NOW #wrong pronouns and all i'm just. oh my rage cannot be put into FUCKIN WORDS #whatever i just gotta. find some shit to do to calm the hell down i guess #sorry if i'm not on much today that. well needless to say i feel like hot garbage and lava

[carcarrot]

who needs five hour energy when you have rage

#back at work 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #i really need that 'i really wish i weren't here right now!' badge. i need it #i hate my job!!!!!!! i hate everyone here!!!!! #EVERY SINGLE TIME i am off whether its for a day or my one week of vacation whoever fucking covers me rearranges everything #and i have to work to get it back to the way i left it on top of the normal work i have to do #like i had it the way it was for a reason!!!!! when this is your permanent job you can have it any way you want #but until then keep it the way i fucking had it. god #i hate my jobbbbbbb i need a new one but i also just need to not have a job ever again but also have money for things. you see my problem #i have so many things to do (look for a better job. look for a better apartment. finish my script. possibly start some film reviewing site) #IN ADDITION to trying to work out some more and idk man get myself looking better. and on top of all of that writing my letter again. Again #i will be fine. just seething w frustration currently #eventually this will give way to despair and tiredness #and then hope again. and then probably frustration again. and so on and so forth #sorry again everyone. can you tell i dont want to be back at work

[thatlittledandere]

Everything I learn about economics makes my life worse I just worked myself up so much my legs are heavier than after 6th grade Cooper test and my head is spinning simply out of pure outrage. All of it influences our life SO much and none of it is even REAL. We all just agree that money is real and makes some lives better and some worse even though it doesn't even exist anywhere. God I'm so mad

#venlapost #i articulated it soooooo well in my head i just gave a nobel-winning ted talk on money #and i an. exhausted. to say the least #I'm hungry also that shit took two hours and i haven't made dinner yet #but i just sat down and mannnnnn i can't stand up. to go to the kitchen #or i can but. man. i am SO tired #do not Google how a billionaire it a company's net worth is decided unless you want to get so angry you could just blow this whole place up #I'm not going to hold this opinion I'm about to state in the next tag anymore after i get something to eat but #maybe god was onto something with the flood #vent post #if someone has that like. blacklisted or something #? #i reiterate once more i am SO fucking mad #can't even scream at this point I'm past it I'm at the silent seething part #I'm past planning assassination I'm at the stage after it that realizes its futility and accepts it more begrudgingly than anyone has ever #my hands are shaking. as well #I'll try to get that fucking lasagna done #and seethe

[outofbodyinjury]

if adidas knew how much fucking money I would spend on hockey sweaters if they just made XXXXS sizes of the men’s replicas, they’d have expanded their size range already

#yes I AM seething yes I AM raging yes I want the fucking florida reverse retro SO BAD #but I can’t justify spending that much money on a sweater that fits me like—I swear to god—a fucking TENT #and I CAN NOT justify spending ANY amount of money on the fucking kids sizes made by fanatics…….hell on earth. I’m not paying money for scr #screen printed logos. who the hell do you think you are. give me authentics or give me death

[hugepolecat3298]

one of the bizarrest contradictions i think in how the toxically masculine act is how theyre all “ohhh nobody takes mens mental health seriouslyyyy i want to die all the time but nobody cares cause im a MAN” and then they turn around and go “its pussy shit to not like it when your friends mock you when youre hurt or upset. it just means that you dont have a sense of humour. thats just how real men show care and affection” like ok sir have you considered that maybe youll stop wanting to kill yourself if you tell your friends that you dont like it when they call you a gay crybaby for having to stay home sick from something

#originals #this was prompted by this fucking post i saw earlier which i havent stopped seething over #it was someone being glad that their friend made them their fav soups and brought them in containers to their house when they were sick #ZERO indication of either op's gender or the friend's gender btw #and every comment was like. either trying to emasculate the soup maker (who we dont know the gender of) or saying they just wanted to smash #and some sane people were pointing out that is THE bizarrest reaction to an act of kindness espo bc op was ignoring all of them #and they were just like huh whuh what i tell my friends that i hope they kill themselves when they say theyre feeling a little down #like thats just how men show friendship bro if we do actual kind things for people it just means we want sex #like HELLO????? are you trying to parody yourselves????? and it wasnt one troll either the majority of the comments were like this #oh this also reminds me of how someone got upset that their new therapist had a mug that said 'patient tears go here' #and all these cucks in the comments started insulting op for not liking it and saying they dont have a sense of humour and that theyre not #gonan get better if they cant handle people mocking them when theyre at their most vulnerable #which is again jawdropping because a therapist has total fucking control over you #if a friend says something like that its just mean but if a therapist says something like that its a genuine threat #like normal adults are stupid enough to simply not understand the implications behind 24 7 mocking people but if a therapist does it then it #means that they actively want you to kill yourself or just fall deeper into being suicidal so they get more money #the amount of people who think that therapists want to help people and not make them worse to suck them dry makes me scream #its even worse when theyre like ohhh its a safe environment youre safe NO THE FUCK IT IS NOT? #first of all you are always monitored by a third party be it your parents or just mikes second if you say a SINGLE thing that they dont like #whoopsie doopsy guess that means youre gonna be hospitalised! we dont want THAT now do we! if you express suicidal ideation EVER again we #will be sending you straight there for indeterminate amounts of time! like come the fuck on #i hate therapists and i hate people who try to make you kill yourself and then act all innocent about it

[ithacanradio]

nothing quite like your parents threatening to leave you in poverty if you don't stop doing political work and just annihilate yourself into your studies

#im mostly seething that i still get surprised when they do that #since its the twentieth time. and i SHOULD just leave before they stop bluffing because fuck them. #but adding another five years of undergrad after it already took me six to get halway thru since they gave me mental illnesses... depressy! #im starting to believe im halfway thru my period tbh where are you my tough bitch!! gonna go eat chocolate #and check if theres any way i can make the state recognize me as separate income before two years #because theres no way imgonna be able to pay what my mother can afford for uni with 500 euros a month #radio live transmission #these bitches!! truly why am i surprised ive known them for 25 years WHY did i buy a christmas mug for that asshole this morning #i havent even asked them for money since i took up my meager 350 euros per month job!! i pay my own food n stuff i just #bought a new coat and blankie this week which critically impacted my finances #and i wanted to treat my friend whos coming over so i asked for like. a weeks worth of support on their part #and THATS how they brought the issue out. killing and maiming. #'but she wants to buy a retirement house' HOW MANY HOUSES CAN A UNHAPPY OLD COUPLE NEED. sell your old one im not going back there anyway #im not even going to the gym bc it costs too much! but she wants another house!! oh well then. #hhhhhhh definitely halway thru my period

[this-should-do]

tfw u bought new earbuds and loterally the same night u bought them one of the buds stop working correctly and didnt magically fix itself by the next morning

#so pissed #like i bought one $8 one in the hopes that it would last longer than the 2 dollars one wbich last a few months #but instead it broke the same fucking night #like it literally lasted 3 fucking hours before it stopped working correctly #so now one of the buds is farfar quieter than the other and im kinda mad rn #wadte of my goddamn money #but now i gotta wait for the whole thing to stop working before i can get new ones cuz otherwise it really #would be a waste of money #seething rn #and right when i started a project thay rewuires sound and i dont feel like #having to switch my headset betwren devices #so fucking stupid #iwillspeakincessantly

[beaversatemygrandma]

*screeches with intent to kill* Fuckin money, man.

#taks speaks #i got the estimate for my wisdom teeth surgery after two separate appointments which were 400 and 150 respectively #(uhhh bullshit tbh) #i was there for 20 minutes and 3 minutes respectively #'it'll be about 2k dw about it too much' ITS FUCKING 2.7K. #'if you want cheaper care look into dental insurance' AND PAY ANOTHER 300 BUCKS A MONTH FOR HALF OFF?? FUCK #most dont even cover orthodontics and surgery either soooo um. #gotta fork over 3k nbd (its a bd) #AND THEN after the fucking surgery i have another procedure i need to get done which is another 900 #*seething* FUCKING MONEY. #i got 2k from my mom to help and thats basically the insurance treatment tbh #wellp. im looking at losing 4k within the next month or two so Fuck. I want to Die. Thanks. #capitalism 10/10 doin great out there bud /s #and this is just problem 1 i have to deal with #at least the other two issues won't be THOUSANDS of Fucking Dollars (I HOPE) #i mean that's just getting me medicated properly instead of taking meds my mom hands me #(they work tbh. I like these better than the benzos i usually get prescribed.) #and then my toes. bc my toes are bitches. and i was given the genetic curse of curved toenails #i can't wear shoes anymore. so. i think that's actually 2. i want to wear my boots. and the new vans i got #*looks to the 6k i have* fuck. that's going to be ALL of it. #there goes my inheritance. thanks auntie. u stole my college funds i was promised as a child. (it didnt cover college) #ig thanks granddad you paid for my surgery. about it tho. nana wanted me in medical school. 7k wasnt enough for that #*sighs* i fucking hate medical capitilism

[seventh-district]

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#Seven’s Public Diary #straight edge #cw vent #cw vent post #vent #vent post #cw addiction #cw alcohol #cw drugs #cw medication #cw negative #want sososo badly to go on a big loud raving rant about my deep burning hatred of sedatives and alcohol and mind altering substances #and about how it feels like no one can deal with their problems sober anymore. always gotta get fucked up to ‘cope’ or escape it instead #and about how the pharmaceutical industry is just feeding you all a quick fix that’ll fuck you up in the end #they just want your money they don’t want to fix you. they want you dependent on them until it kills you #but. i know that i am simply overreacting due to my trauma and subsequent bias against it all #so instead i shall just sit here quietly in my little corner. seething with rage that i can’t release #it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine #maybe one day 30 years from now i’ll be living peacefully with someone as stone cold sober as i am and i won’t have to witness it anymore #god willing i make it that far. i’d like to live to experience peace and safety and quiet and love. i’d like that a lot #(this isn’t. directed at anyone here btw. i’m not trying to make anyone feel bad. just triggered and having a bad day. but when am i not.)

[floral-hex]

“guess you didn’t have a forwarding address after all ☹️” shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut up shut up shut up

#I am FROTHING #at the mouth I mean #I am so beyond unreasonably annoyed #dad sends bday card to old address bc we never talk and he didn’t know I moved #literally never texts me #I don’t really text him either so I suppose it’s a two way street #I had mail forwarding until Jan 1st so I dunno what happened but I dunno just the text out of the blue like that triggers something in me #could have just said “hey your card finally got returned. do you want me to resend it?’ #BUT NO fucking ☹️☹️☹️ guess you made a wittle mistakey son ☹️☹️☹️ #I’m most probably reading too much into it. probably. I’m hoping…. #I am just… seething… #whatever. it’s a two way road. you’d just think he’d care about his son to check in more often #especially when said son is not. doing. great. when said son is helping take care of his estranged dad’s sick ex wife whom he divorced to #to fuck off around the world and fucking go live abroad after having two kids. just fucks off. fucked off. f offed. off’d? LEFT #which WHATEVER your prerogative my dude my man I still love you but I’m gonna be resentful forever #and I’m getting off topic. oh yeah. and the last time we texted briefly I was saying how life was shitty #told him I had to move because of no money and mom got a transplant and is still sick all the time #and it’s all ‘well… let me know if I can do anything’ #fuck you #you want to be snarky go ahead and be snarky #go fucking drink by the pool all day with your dogs whatever #big fucking nice guy ‘uwu guess you didn’t really want my letter 👉👈😢 #I’m just… fucking sorry I don’t text you more. what am I supposed to text about? #i’m ashamed of myself. of my life. I’m a fucking 35 year old loser and I know I let you down. talking to you just reminds me I’m a fuck up #I’m a bad investment and you got out while the getting was good #fuck… it was just some shitty little comment that might not have even been malicious. just tone deaf or whatever #but now I’m feeling so shitty and I can’t stop it #sorry this was too much #I was on the verge of just starting to yell and stomp around like an idiot and decided to vent here instead #… but seriously what the fuck. what response is he expecting? I set up forwarding so idk. shit happens dude

[dykesynthezoid]

Truly if there were ever a man who “deserved” to have his dick cut off it was John Bobbitt and I really believe that

#that case makes me sooooo crazy I can’t think about it for five minutes without seething #and he didn’t even DIE. he got a his dick back and they made it BIGGER. #he MADE MONEY OFF OF IT. #and then he went on to HURT MORE WOMEN #I usually try to eschew the entire concept of deserving/not deserving esp when it comes to violence but my fucking god