#(the adult life . ... sigh)

[cybercanadian]

single. happy. horny. touch starved

#sigh #when will a man love me #ready to meet my soulmate now #but I’m in a great place in my life honestly better than I’ve ever been as an adult #so it’s whatever and I’m good and all just #yeah touch starved lmaooooo

[quibbs126]

By the way I’m old now (aka today’s my 20th birthday)

#I don’t like the idea of being 20 #that’s like an actual adult #I mean yeah I’ve legally been one for 2 years #but now it’s official #*sigh* #don’t really have plans for it #other than maybe buy me a slice of cake #and possibly Tears of the Kingdom #we’ll see #real life stuff #birthday #random stuff

[alynnl]

I went to the doctor about two weeks ago for worsening flare ups of my chronic illness symptoms and... (Personal rant, talk of finances and health issues ahead)

I was prescribed medicine for my IBS symptoms that made them noticeably worse

Technically against medical advice (the 24/7 nurse hotline) I stopped taking these meds because I can't be laid up with diarrhea and abdominal pain.

If I don't work, I don't get paid and I am terrified of falling behind on utilities because these companies don't cut anybody slack (I was threatened with an electric shut-off in 2019. The threat is real. They took every penny in my bank account back then. It feels like nothing short of extortion)

I had a complete abdomen ultrasound and it came back that all my organs (kidneys, liver, spleen, appendix, gallbladder etc) were normal

I just got billed for this ultrasound today and running the numbers in my head, I've been billed enough for half a day's wages

This is despite the receptionist at the front desk saying "Don't worry, your insurance will cover all of it! :)"

This is making me hesitant to get any more medical attention for my chronic illness at all because I'll definitely pay for it later

That feel when I still have to take matters into my own hands with Food Trial and Error and so many White Rice and Ginger Ale Days

I'm doing (relatively?) fine now only because of my own management of my illness and not the doctors'

What exactly was the point of it all?

#Lynn speaks #rant #vent #life with chronic illness #life with chronic pain #adult fears #financial struggles #working class problems #frustration #US healthcare at work (deep sigh)

[katierosefun]

putting clothes/sheets in the washer-dryer: good :)

folding and putting clothes away/tucking in sheets: BAD

#caroline talks #i make the same exact post 300 times #but the sentiment still stands #i love doing laundry. i really do. i like listening to the dryer and i am lucky enough #to not even need to hike to the laundromat to do laundry! (literally such a gift) #and i don't need to pay to do laundry! (ALSO. SUCH A BLESSING) #(the adult life . ... sigh) #i like chilling and listening to the dryer and washer! i like doing my work in the living room in the setting sun with all the laundry goin #in the background. but i just know i'm going to have to fold and put away my clothes and UGHGHHH

[nottheweirdest]

i didn't read my dash in a while, you're autistic, too? cool! when did you get diagnosed?

I am! I got my official diagnosis a little over a year ago, though the person I saw refused to test me at first because I could talk as a child. 🙄 🤦‍♀️ I later saw an ASD/ADHD therapist who confirmed ADHD as well.

I feel like we've got many neurospicy folks in this fandom and I think it's part of why I feel so at home here. 🥰 Cheers to you my tism friend! Hope you're finding ways to cope and be well. 💗

#actually autistic #grown ass adult just now figuring out why I've walked on my tip toes my whole life and hate sock seams and didn't wear jeans until 7th grade #sigh #thanks for interacting with me!

[sameteeth]

[guy who is trying to seek medical help]: this isnt bothering anyone right? i can do this, i can get screened for things. i am a normal adult. its normal to want your body to not feel like this all the time. right?

#hhhhhhhh i feel bad bc like. its fine ! im probably fine and its nothing but like. what if Its Not. and the out of pocket for the test i #want isnt bad. and i can do that. and if i do have what i think then i need medical care. but if i dont that just means its something else #which isnt like. life threatening. and i dont have like a Doctor rn so i have to figure this out myself which is fine. im an adult this #is normal and i can deal with this! its totally ok and i have it well in hand. and if the results come back negative then we will know whic #is good bc then we can know its not That and we can focus on Other things and not worry. #sigh. i will reach out to loved ones for reassurance. #canis speaks

[youngpettyqueen]

we dont talk enough about hyperfixating on songs. you know when you fixate so hard on a song you physically cant think about any other song. you try to listen to anything else and you feel understimulated and like its Not Enough so you have to put the Hyperfixation Song back on and listen to nothing else until it rides itself out

#in other news I havent been able listen to anything else besides #American Pie (Full Length Version) - Don Mclean #for several days. #I put on another song I immediately feel understimulated and itchy #I sigh and put American Pie back on #how did no adults in my life realize I had ADHD

[xamaxenta]

I wish i had a dedicated monster hunter squad

#aint nothin like me and theboys rolling up to smack a velkhana about together #my old crew all ended up having life committments and cant game much anymore #the hub is so empty!!! and random filler Hunters often leave #weeps…. i just wanna play monster hunter with people on voice chat againnn #the adrenaline of the chase… but also nobody understands how stoked i am always abour having Ace in this game #it just makes me so so happy #problem is is that mhw/ib is a HUGE game with a huge learning curve if youve never played a mh game #so i know its not rly a game that i can just ask ppl to get its on sale lots now but its still a hefty price and the download committment #is high #sigh… sniff yearning to hunt again w the lads #i msged them like brothers in arms do we hont and theyre like i got my kids bro 😔 #waaaa #becoming a full fledged adult is so hard

[chai-en-kaadhale]

i should draw the oc™️.... but i have hw.... but i wanna draw the oc™️.... but im already working on something.... that i cant finish bc i have work....

#“bro arent i supposed to have time im not an adult yet” #oh yeah. right. im a student. fUCK #am i just never going to have time to do what i want ever #is this what they call a quarter life crisis <- words of someone under 20 #im goign to cry #i should tag this different #krimp.suffers #ueha that works #krimp.isgoingthroughit #krimp.isgoingtothrowthemselfoffacliff #bc krimp.cantdrawtheirsillylittleoc #well theyre a merc so idk if i can say theyre silly per se #but theyre like silly on the inside #*sigh*.... kaamam someday ill post your art #words words words

[mangostar]

i hate having to do life,..  :(

#I DONT WANNA BE AN ADULT!!!! I DONT WANNA WORK!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #ah.. im just feeling depressed as shit today #i like loving life and having fun but its hard when life hates you!! !!!!! #and everything has to be so hard !!!!!! #and the things that make me happy dont work and i end up feeling miserable ! i hate this! #sigh.... im just. gonna go eat smth #even tho i dont wanna

[likesunsetorange]

i’m off the next two days so feel free to ask me anything about the bodyguard au or the exes to lovers au!! i’ve actually made a lot of progress with the exes to lovers au surprisingly it’s not longer being bastardized lol

#pls keep me entertained while i do assignments all day #i’m begging bc i hate school rn lol #oh to be able to do my hobbies full time and not participate in life as an adult #sigh

[cimicherrychanga]

just emailed last years college secretary, looked into signing up for 2 other colleges, got the details for a job im interested in + texted the friend whose sister works there to see if she can get me Connections and i got another job offer from the place i interned at im soooo cool and adult

#shut up dave #passes out and explodes!!! #its stiiiilll like. so scary #aaand overwhelming #the uni stuffs most stressful once thats over with itll probably be easier to like. deal with having a job #cause even if i dont get the bookstore one i can still go work w the kids ( plus i dont rly wanna like. leave them. #their other young teacher goes on maternity leave this week. so if i dont go there theyll b left with #teachers that not even one of the kids considers their favorites #and thats kinda sad!! #but also i DO need money and. the other month i worked 30hr weeks for a total of $200 a month #so like 50 a week #and current offer is for like 2 hrs a day? thats 3 times less #also it takes me almost an hour to GET there. but i love the kidsss its like worth the effort sometimes. but not rly. every day i think #BUT if i MANAGE to get a part-time thing like a 4 to 10? since my work would end at 2-3 and it takes an hour to get ANYWHERE from there #its be like having a full time thing except i go work in 2 diff places! #sigh. adult life sucks tho i wanna stay inmy room and draw

[piplupod]

mum's so fucking messed up from her current medication cocktail, like she's genuinely high or something. she's always talked over me and interrupted me (my entire family does it and never seems to even notice they do it half the time) but yesterday it was like that was cranked up to maximum. i just gave up talking at some point in the early afternoon after she'd talked over me as if i hadnt even been speaking when we were the only two in the room together, like ten times in less than fifteen mins. it was fucking brutal.

anyways she's apparently going to be drinking during our early new years party, and that makes things so much worse in general when she's had any alcohol so I'm uhhhh terrified to see what the mix of meds and alcohol is going to do to her !!!! this is going to be Unbearable yayyyy

#it is 5:30AM when im typing this out bc i cannot fall back asleep bc i cant stop thinking abt this fhfkfll #i hate having triggers around alcohol djdkdl i hate that mum's been such a fucking awful person my whole life esp when drinking #i feel like such a wuss bc im an adult and i cannot handle being around alcohol or hearing family talk abt drinking #or being around ppl who are drinking fjfkld it sucks shit man #how am i supposed to be an adult w triggers like that!!! #part of me. a very ugly very desperate part of me. is like ... what if the meds and alcohol don't mix well. and she ends up very sick. #but thats horrible of me. so i have to stop thinking that. this is medical emergency in october all over again jfc im tired of this thought #yesterday is just a big ol blurry mess with gaping holes in it. sigh. we were so switchy and it was fucking exhausting getting through #but we did it !!! got through the day !!! without having anything go horribly wrong!!!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #mother mention #drugs and alcohol

[uchihashisui-kun]

Me, adding yet another multi-chapter time travel AU idea in my pile of multi-chapter time travel AU ideas: I'll write you all one day, I promise

#mun's talk #I hate adulting #I just want to go live in a little cabin in the woods and write my silly little stories with no troubles #but nooo #I have to go to work and I have to be tired and in constant pain and depressed and writer's block hasn't left in so long I don't- #-even remember what is feels like to actually write so I just lay in bed staring at the ceiling daydreaming about everything I wanna write #sigh #I hate it here #(<- here = life)

[newt-and-salamander]

Thinking about that boy I knew from university who started flirting with me at some point. He kept telling me my hair looked great. (I had rather shortish hair at that point, about chin-lenght.)

After a few weeks he asked me out and I declined. It wasn't that awkward and we stayed casual friends (he was part of my friend group as well). But some time later he started to tell me that I should let my hair grow because it would look better.

I honestly can't remember my reaction (I don't think it was very quick-witted). But every once in a while I think of him and honestly don't know whether I want to laugh or shout because The Audacity.

I cut my hair even shorter two weeks ago and ever since then I notice men who really aren't entitled to any opinion (like my boss or a friend's father) comment on my hair style in "neutral" ways like "Oh, your hair is short" or "it certainly looks practical" or "now that's a change" and it just baffles me because ... its ... MY????? hair. And it isn't that much of a change, it was rather short before (and it's not that short now!). I'm just a person who fills in Excel sheets for you or goes for a walk with your daughter, why do you think you need to "politely" express your discontent with my looks??

#it's just hair for god's sake #and my hair style could still be considered traditionally 'female' it's not like I decided to shave my head or anything #(maybe I should do that) #(but my ears are cold as it is XD) #I'm honestly baffled about some men in my life having opinions TM #why?? #maybe I should start wearing ties or something just to piss them off #funnily/sadly it's a similar thing with my brother #he wants to get his ears pierced but my father is losing his mind over it #and my brother is an adult #maybe I've been on tumblr for too long so I forgot that average people in the German countryside are biased about everything #sigh sigh sigh #chin-lenght doesn't look like it is an english word #it probably isn't #feminism #gender expectations

[peanutblowandjobsandwich]

um actually i dont need anti depressants i just need to do laundry hehe

#gonna nap now #do u think i'll like hv a ed forever n ever hehe #like idk nvr been a thing i considered like being a thing in my future if tht makes sense #i always forget how like much food n social things are intertwined sigh #but also it's just bc of this specific working enviroment #ik there'll be other places where it wont even be an issue so eh #u live n u learn #n i'd be better prepared next time #also i will hopefully nvr ben an intern again so tht wld change the dynamic i presume yk like yh #to more an this person is my co worker n equal n they're an adult who can do tf with their life #cloud nonsense #ignore me