Tears literally blurring up my vision as i post this. This was hands down, one of the (if not) best episode we've been given so far and it was so worth the wait.
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Hate being triggered. Anyone who disagrees with you becomes a Threat™, even the people you love. It's even harder when your threat response is "kill or die trying".
"Don't see an avalanche in a snowflake" okay but I still want to murder the snowflake in the face!!
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I'm out of the hospital, turns out I have some kind of emotional trauma that's making my body try to suffocate itself, honestly same but what a bitch way to do it. Making it so I can barely breathe but I still have 99% oxygen and my vitals are good. Fuckin' hell dude. Anyways wish me luck in figuring that out, didn't make a lot of progress crying in the parking lol at 4am while waiting for an Uber after the news that my mind and body have disconnected or something, but check the bracelet swag
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not to be a person with a brain, but it's so insane to me that there are people that think a ship where X feels unloved and like Y thinks of her and looks at her like a monster, and where Y can't tell X that he loves her romantically until his best friend confesses his feelings under her name that are a 100% contradiction to the feelings X told him in their literal last conversation is, like... somehow healthy, compatible, and loving lol.
"you think i'm a monster" and "you're being ridiculous" omg 😍 relationship goals! Y gives X a speech where she can't respond whatsoever and tells her she's a superhero because all he knows about her is her powers not who she is as a person and X doesn't talk to him afterward and those shippers are like 🥰😍🥺🥳💘💞💕 just because they smiled at each other for two seconds before that. like. HUH?!?!
you like the ship where Y can't be emotionally available or intimate with X, his girlfriend that he's been with for over a year now btw, because he's too busy giving that to and receiving tht from his boy bestie? you like the ship where X lies to Y about everything in her life because she feels like he wouldn't like her if she didn't live up to the infallible superhero he views her as? the ship where they don't share similar interests or dreams? the ship where they've never once had a meaningful or real conversation? the ship where X describes Y as her first boyfriend and that Y describes as dumb luck (compared to his friendship with his boy bestie being the best thing he's ever done)? that's the ship you like and think is peak romance?! 🤨
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related thoughts:
my butterfly chasing has me tinkering with my tumblr blog page, and it's a wip atm (the html needs a LOT of adjusting atm) and my about and tags pagers are pretty out of date. so, I'll try and work on that over the week I suppose
my complaining tag hasn't been used in a few years. at first I thought I was just trying harder to keep the negativity off my blog (which I also do) but then I was actually reading some of the posts and. oh gosh. those were some Big emotions I was dealing with. Glad to not be That guy anymore. Your 20's really just kinda suck, but since you're out of your teens it feels unfair because you should be Beyond such angst. but. nope. apparently it'll keep going a bit longer. Fascinating collection of posts over the years as a retrospective.
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Did i just mute someone on insta purely for calling themselves a purist of the OG trigun show vs the new adaptation? You fucking bet.
The kicker? I will proably agree with at least 95% of their rant if i ever get around to trying the new show. My expectations were already super low!
....but jfc when your language over a fandom starts being juuuust shy of gatekeeping, i've had it.
I wasnt gifted the name Wolfwood and used it for almost a decade, and my dad wasn't aggressively hit on by the only Vash cosplayer in our area for three straight years circa 2003-2005, to hear someone gatekeeping.
I was there too! DVD players were ~brand new technology~ and anime cons were just hitting their first real north american boom. You're not special for loving 90s/early 00s anime, and i dont care if this adaptation is actually hot garbage, if it brings new (respectful, of course) fans to the old mediums, THATS NOT A BAD THING.
Let the show be trash! Adaptations often are! I dont care! I'm just happy to see it back in any sort of popularity even for a moment!
But the moment you call yourself a purist of anything you should take a real close look at your actions, because alienating those with the same interests as you stopped being cute about 20+ years ago. (No matter your intentions, it will -always- reek of 'oh, you think you're a reAL fan???')
(i know this person was probably just ranting, but they came for my fucking NAME with this)
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Holy shit thay is absolutely rotten behaviour. You should tell someone so they can go rock her shit because she needs it. A friend or colleague or anything, family, boss, random grandma, it literally doesn't matter but someone needs to go and have a word with her if yours won't work. You're not a coward, anyone would want to avoid that sort of interaction, I'd run from the entire building. That woman is fucking vile. I'm so sorry about this
i appreciate it. some of my friends know because they overheard and I explained. unfortunately there is not much to be done. the friends that do very deeply mind have been very helpful in listening to the details and helping me work out how to move past it. I would love to believe that one day she'll face some kind of consequence, if not for this then for her bigotted attitudes and her callousness towards other people but i really hold no illusions about what people see when they see her and how little people actually care to rock the boat.
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i keep doing this thing with my chronic pain, where i need to rest my body for a good while before i can move on, but i get to the final few days where im like 'oh this isnt so bad' and go back like everythings fine, but i havent fully healed so it just resets and the pain comes back again, and then rinse and repeat again until im in my grave
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