#( OKAY OKAY I'M LEAVING GOOD NIGHT )

[fooltofancy]

oh they are very actively trying to kill my job, i see, i see.

#not like. i won't lose my job. #but i WILL lose my shift and working alone #.... i do not want to work with my coworkers. i love them in six minute increments. #they're going to try to take the opportunity of a coworker leaving (the one i WOULD be okay working with) to shuffle shifts around so that #they don't have to hire someone to replace her #idk i still think they're optimistic re: the engineers tolerating this lmao but #ALSO abt the state tolerating the amount of engineer ot that's gonna generate #because they already hate that. #they're gonna try to overlap the three shifts so that noc is manned from six til midnight instead of around the clock #idk maybe it's good i'm ready to not work nights again and it's only gonna be like. a year. maybe. hopefully. if i can get my life together

[nakanotamu]

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#lol why tf do I feel like I'm just going to start crying out of nowhere #I'm not even having a bad night! My night has been perfectly pleasant! Minus the parts where I've had to experience it with my brain #okay well spiralling thinking about needing to interact with people in order to stave off loneliness but the closer I get to anyone the mor #I fear them leaving me is like. Probably not a great place to be so I think it's time for bed. I hope your New Year is good

[that-was-anticlimactic]

universe of constant spinning, every end a new beginning

“So, do you have an umbrella? That was like, your thing, right? At Claw?”

Ah—not again! He can’t keep zoning out while talking to people—especially his boss.

But… why was Reigen still here? It was late and he always got to work early. It wasn’t his job to stay and coddle his employees. “I—uh—no,” he stuttered, fingers twisting anxiously. “Mine was, uh, "is” broken, sir.”

‘Broken’ was a mild way to put it. More like it got destroyed.

[or, reigen gives serizawa an umbrella]

☔️2,651 words | serirei☔️

#corey writes:) #HOLY TRASH #no guys last year i challenged myself to write and post one fic a month so that i made sure i was still taking time to do what i enjoy #and not lose myself to school work right? aND I DID IT!!! so i challenged myself AGAIN this year and none of the stuff i've been working on #is fully done and i had time so i started this last night and worked on this on my down time during student teaching and when i got home! #this prolly isn't Great but it's short and something i've been thinking about since the minute i finished s2 sooooooo #and the brainrot has been SO real and actually tbh i'm pretty surprised that the fic i wrote isn't r.itsu centric lol but this idea would #NOT leave my head and i knew it wouldn't get super long like all of my r.itsu and kiddo ideas ijuhbgfvbhyuio #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #serirei #serizawa katsuya #reigen arataka #mp100 fanfic #serirei fanfic #guys it's about the m.lb umbrella scene okay #idk maybe this has been done before but also i. do not care because Feelings and i diD IT even tho its at the last minute lol #oops i need to shower i'm teaching all day tomorrow and my supervisor is coming to observe me ahhhhh send good thoughts pls jiuhygtfghuijoiu #okayyyyy i'll stop now i ramble when i am sleepy or nervous and i am Both i just don't want this fic to be bad but ig i panic a bit before #posting any fic haha gonna go shower now MWAH love y'all <333

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Realizing I just want enough money to be able to pretend I'm rich for a few days and that's really it

#when i went to that con and only checked my bank account towards the very end bc i was stable enough #to just mindlessly spend for a bit.. oh yeah baybee that's what it's all about i heart consumerism #i am in fact using the stuff i get though! yeah i have like 30 candles but i take the time to actually use them #it's also like. being able to give myself experiences that i never could have had growing up bc we were poor and hated life itself #something as simple as going to the beach and getting myself ice cream.. #listen man i live in a touristy area and we have lots of little shopping centers and they captivate me #also. the support i could give to artists i see on here.. anyways on track to pay off one of my credit cards by the end of march #it'll leave a huge one for me to chip away at but it'll be the only thing I'll have to be worried about + one less major bill #I'm feeling good. i slept a lot last night and am gonna make myself a lot of food to have before i go to work #it's okay now actually #shai speaks

[argiopi]

welcome to the bell parade

7  6 2 5  4 7 3  2 5 1  4 4 7 4  7 6 4 (when i was a young boy) 6 74 6 7 67 4 53 (my father took me into the city) 6 7 6 54 3 (to see a marching band) 4 5 7 4 764 (he said son when you grow up) 674 6 7 67 4 53 (would you be the savior of the broken) 6 7 6 54 3 (the beaten and the damned)

(notation is only somewhat reflective of timing lolz). the limited palette necessitates a bit of wrongness.. for instance the first B (third note) is supposed to be higher than the other notes but adapting to the lower B sounded better than using the only other higher note - the A7. alas, tis the nature of shits and giggles 🖤

#MCR #I stayed up until 4 AM on christmas eve (christmas day i suppose) to do this. #MUSIC IS HARD.. I AM NOT A MUSICIAN (YET?) #i bought a kalimba recently and one of the melodies i've learned is..... the opening to black parade !!! #since i realized it's a fairly simple piano melody and went O_O I Could Play That so i did. #and now here tumblr is giving me another instrument.. waow... #mods please i would pay to keep this blessed thing #or i suppose i could just. install a software which lets me program my number keys to notes. and have a more flexible range of notes.. #but that lacks the whimsy of Playing Music on Tumplr Dot Com 🌈 #So anyway i saw my chemical romance live on tour this summer owo #I GOTTA BRAG ABOUT IT HEH #THEY WERE SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #legendary show. #unforgettable. i think i almost passed out trying my god damn best to dance in the aisle #me and my buds rolled up in our best emo attire #we did make a hot topic run at a mall on the way before the show. #i also made a tractor supply run. what the hell can you wear from tsc to a concert? i will leave it to mystery. #my setlist had mama B) i would have been so sad if not. #okay now i am just reminiscing good night or not i'm gonna fiddle with a couple more tunes and try to not get absorbed. #I WANT THE BELLS UNTIL NEW YEARS AT LEAST. PLEASE #on the kalimba i like to transition from zelda's lullaby into WttBP... lullaby (or at least the part i've been playing??) ends on #the same note parade starts on. it's funny

[tvrningout]

❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ // sa for cyrillo ! :'3

the enormity of my desire | @futurefind gets a lil spice!

he shouldn't have done this to her.

he has rules that he sets for himself to avoid messy situations. always know more than anyone else in the room. never trust someone who would benefit from your downfall. don't make promises you can't keep. never enter a casual relationship with someone you may find yourself romantically inclined towards.

in cyrillo's defense, he hadn't realized it would come to this. he hadn't realized that a fondness for his hired sword would grow into something more profound, that he would come to covet her. the both of them had been so tightly wound; the both of them were familiar with each other; this arrangement made sense in the beginning. but cyrillo should have known better. he should have known better.

he should know better than to press his forehead against sasume's and demand to know who makes her feel good, who she belongs to. he doesn't own her, has no claim to her heart. that isn't how this works, and he would normally never use such language with a casual partner -- even in the heat of the moment, he would never cross the boundaries he's set. yet the words fall from his lips, gaze burning into sasume's and watching how she squirms beneath him.

" i'm yours, " she breathes, and something stirs in cyrillo's chest ( not something. he knows what it is ). " only yours. "

he's fucked. absolutely fucked.

she rolls her hips against his hand, meeting the thrust of his fingers, and cyrillo lets her. he lets her take what she needs and more, as much as she wants. it's all hers, all of him, all of his touch and attention. only hers. " cum for me, cuore mio, " he commands against sasume's lips. he kisses her hard and swallows her moans, switches from burying his fingers in her heat to rubbing quick, relentless circles against her clit until she's writhing beneath him. the hand buried in his hair and the hand clutching at his shoulder squeeze until it's painful. she's so close, he knows she is.

" sasume, " cyrillo growls. " cum. "

he thrusts his fingers inside her as the string she was hanging by snaps. cyrillo believes there's something divine in the feeling of her walls spasming around him, in the tears that spill down sasume's cheeks because the pleasure is overwhelming. how gently he kisses her then, whispering praise and again allowing her to move as she pleases against his hand. only when sasume cries that it's too much does cyrillo pull away and press tender kisses all over her face.

" you did so well, cuore mio. " he nuzzles her cheek, kisses the corner of her mouth.

cyrillo shouldn't have done this to her, but meeting sasume's glassy, half-lidded gaze, he isn't sure how he'll ever stop now.

#futurefind #i am not proofreading bc if i do i'm gonna burst into flames ASDFGH #I GOT CARRIED AWAY WITH THIS TBH AND I HOPE IT'S OKAY AAHHH #listen......... cyrillo is something else and he wants sasume to feel good bc he just cares about her so much and we're gonna leave it ther #i hope :' )) you enjoy this nori :' ))) #interactions | cyrillo #the night has a thousand eyes | main | cyrillo #shield your eyes | nsft

[pritvolny]

one thing about me is you'll find me listening to the aurora album every day

#it's called coping mechanisms look it up #i swear to god kaz vc if i could bottle up Please i'd get drunk on it every night #i'm obsessed fr fr 😭 it's bad #i. ( ooc. ) back by unpopular demand. #anyway i've called in sick from work tomorrow so expect me to be here !! #it's a false sick leave and my moral compass is not doing okay with it #capitalism got me besties. it got me good

[elytrafemme]

i'm starting to wonder if therapy is going to be productive because no matter what happens i'm probably going to experience this every night of my fucking life

#neg #was out with friends and having a lot of fun! cramps but it was okay i was like. good #and then one of my friends and i were talking and i tried to make a comment about how i liked hanging out w him #but he didn't hear me so he kept talking abt what we were discussing before #and like. blood ran cold i physically felt sick and almost started crying #and now i'm like. completely in the depths of devastation again. over him. i can't fucking function. #and i had all these plans to like get dinner tonight too and take care of myself and do work #but now i'm like. stuck thinking about him. and this happens so often. #there's just no fucking point anymore huh. #and we're going to hang out this weekend a lot and into this upcoming week and this next month and the next year and then 2024 and #like i can't do that. sorry. i can't fucking do that. #i'm not even angry at him anymore it's just. he makes it hurt so bad. #and it's physical pain too every night it's fucking excruciating #because the devastation is both numbing and it cuts into me like a blade in my chest blunt edged but constant pressure #i can't do this forever. i can't. #but there's never a breaking point. it never changes. it's constant. #i'll wake up tomorrow okay. like nothing ever happened. #why did he talk to me so much today why couldn't he leave me the fuck alone #it would have been easier if he didn't. how does he. he has to know this is happening right? #so why is he doing this to me?

[silverselfshippingchaos]

I love my brothheeerrr!

#okay its late night and im sleepy and rambly but #ive been playing x.enoblade3 for the past few hours straight. i am mid final boss. i got bored and sleepy so now i shall go to bed and #finish the fight and game in the morning #and. um. also because i have a crush on a x.enoblade man and i was thinking about cuddling him too much to focus #but!! back to my brother! this post is about r.iku k.ingdom h.earts #thats my little bro!! #he and ash are not biologically related but she works with him and the rat when trying to find a.qua #and they get super close. at first at was just ash protecting v.entus onto him since theyre both around the same age but #ash grows to genuinely love and appreciate him so much. he's such a good kid and i'm just so lucky to be his big sis! #ash rambles 💚 #ash really wants to take him and a.qua on a vacation touring a bunch of different worlds #(also so r.iku can be their personal photographer <3 ash loves her gummiphone posts LMAO) #ok i'm gonna go to sleep! gn! your f/os love you #also. once more. i have SUCH a big crush on m.atthew v.andham and he wont leave my head.. #hopefully tmr i can start his game #i'm uh. totally not excited to see him (lying)

[unproduciblesmackdown]

brian colson is a halloween friend; so just a normal friend with a little twist: when one performance of the phantom where he gets to go on as the phantom is over he ceases to exist

#goosebumps the musical #like it's also gonna be weird for zeke and brooke b/c like your new trifecta member basically died lmao #like yeah he died For Real back in the day but his being a ghost was totally normal. then he's like Okay I'm Gone plus you're startled like #you do run smack into the real ghost after all. that would be surprising on its own. and it's your normal friend. and he's out byeeee #it also surely will get its own post but shoutout to the Amazing dialogue from ms walker on the phantom unmasked track #switching from theatre enthusiasm for ''wow the middle school actors did Great (via half just genuine responses)'' to like #a lively yet matter of fact ''No i Haven't'' regarding knowing where tf zeke is (also an alarming element lol having zero info abt that) #right into the teacherly exasperation ''about rewriting the script. on opening night!!!'' #which also implies Further nights likely lol. so at least in addition to [finding out your ghost role isn't actually a ghost] [finding out #your horror role has to do romance] [you do One prank for real but then you're getting repeatedly pranked too And blamed for it] #[you get framed which Would be alarming on its own even like what the hell lmao] [it's all good until here's brian w/the steel chair] #like let him actually be able to do the part even lmao. after all that. #that ms. walker exasperation but it's fine really is the energy i imagine for [tina is more amicable towards this duo who continues showing #up for theatrical productions too given that they were in the guys & dolls ensemble & if that becomes anything of a trifecta you're gonna #have like all their individual And group and potential Every Duo chaos lmao] #like sure maybe there's any degree of balance & reining each other in as well lmfao but still quite a handful #like they could both all be driving ms. walker up the wall And be reliable as theatrical contributors #i'd say yknow fine to leave unsupervised even but the trapdoor incidents lol....they'd probably be more careful abt that in particular #who knows if the Experiences here would make one very Generally more cautious or not #they don't exactly realize emile didn't plan on killing them at all; ghosts are real; but it was a normal friend w/a little twist #tina could bring some more backstage safety minding & she would Have to behave a bit abt role jealousy / not being outright mean lol #that is; to in turn be consistently friendlier w/brooke and zeke out here lol. angry not our buddy... #but it's easy enough for someone w/that dynamic who'll come through in the end and is funny / elevated to Become Friend or simply more of 1

[pandaspwnz]

I had a really lovely day today 😊

#Documenting for the future #It's really nice to have for when inevitably at some point I'll be having a bad time - to leave some evidence of being here! #on this day things weren't so bad! Things can be good again #Aside from the psychiatrist appointment which got turned into a fun time with my mom and where I got a nice dress from the thrift store I #then this evening went to paint ceramics with some of my new friends. We were also there yesterday but I didn't have time to finish mine so #I needed to come back and they wanted to as well #So that was a good time and I'm satisfied with what I managed to finish in the time limit #And then for the first time in like 8 years I went out to town! At night! Like a proper grown up! #we went to a gay bar - also the first time I went there - and it was really lovely and then after when it got too loud we went to a #restaurant/pub and then finally went our separate ways home and after I came home I cuddled my dog and relaxed and ate some preps #So yeah it was a nice day #And I barely had any pain at all #😊 #I am exhausted now though but that's okay. If I'm wiped out tomorrow it was worth it #My post #preps is autocorrected oreos btw lmao

[halfelven]

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#at least i remembered enough that i know this Episode #has been caused by recovering some memory #that i promptly buried again #might want to keep it buried though #because it sparked my obsession with kalluto and illumi up again #and that's never good <3 #i'm like ah yes the thing where i had to kill myself #standing in a room it felt impossible to leave #on a hot summer night #knowing i was going to /have/ to kill most of my humanity #to get through the next few years alive #i don't know what that breaking point was #i just wish drs would get that i'm not okay #some do and they're like wow how are you alive #others are like hmm time lie on my medical reports to get you away from being my responsibility #but they're all like it's going to take years of therapy to recover #and i'm like how am i supposed to stay alive (financial) in the meanwhile #and they just shrug #gdlplu #might have to go to inpatient again :(

[7-oh-ta1]

I'm finished with twdgs btw :)

#lindsay speaks #twdg #hum hum #i liked the ending tho i didn't understand it! #like how clem survived by lee didn't? because she seemed pretty far gone... but AYE I'm not gonna complain!!!!!!!! #ig i didn't really connect w/ the cast like i hoped i would. maybe I'm too old #+ i understand it was a miracle we got the game at all! so I'm not trying to be too harsh on it #but maybe it's cause everyone was so young. the only one i liked was bitch mitch LMAO bec i felt like clem had genuinely earned his respect #and but the rest felt very... flip floppy? like they could never decide if they wanted her around or not. violet did but my loyalty #kinda died when she refused to help on the boat & the reconciliation only came after the biggest emotional moment in the gamr #*game!! like fjgjghh i don't even care now if you guys are friends or nah. I'm just glad clem made it #aasim was the best mf there but he was shoved in the background more than anything. i still liked him tho :) #and louis... ugh idk man. he just felt like an entitled rich kid who never got serious until marlon died and like. he was violently #banishing me and my baby so. fuck him for that. but i did warm up to him quite a bit after that because he really stepped up #to help save everyone and that was nice!! tho he was quicker to leave aj & clem than to leave tenn which huh okay 👍 thanks #but i liked him by the end. i just wish we could've actually seen more of him POST development. especially on his romance route like #i didn't romance him but he had potential AFTER development. but you have to START vibing with him before that for it to work #(on the date choice thing i chose to be friends with violet) #anyway i did get a good cry at the end because all the parallels to lee's death but the game as a whole left a lot to be desired #i never really felt like clem belonged there. like night 2 marlon gets shot & day 3 clem is forced to leave. day 4 clem comes back and #then it JUMPS like 1-3 weeks i don't really remember. huh? then she can kiss violet or louis? really?? i don't feel connected with these #people at ALL & now that we've had one private moment (from the player's pov) we're gonna be an item? huhhhhhh #3 days to decide who to dedicate clem to just isn't enough 🤔 y'all are okay ig lmao #anyway i just didn't feel as connected to the cast :( it was nice to catch up with clem tho! #i connected a lot better with the s1 cast & s3's garcias. even david who i loathed for his treatment of javi & gabe & kate i still sought #common ground with him for javi's sake. s3's extra cast WAS lacking but gabe n javi were perfect #also s4 felt like it was really more about... childrearing than the apocalypse. like. okay fhfhfhfhg #i can't help but notice clem's journey was about her becoming/being a mother... like she raised aj from birth & s4 is about raising him

[strangcmatters]

🤡🤡🤡!

#ooc / you speak an infinite deal of nothing #( IT'S SO REP CODED I'M GONNA PASS OUT ) #( THE FAN. THE FAN!!!!! ) #( ok removing myself from this account for the night bc i'm only gonna get worse ! ) #( disco's a few posts down if you wanna add me for my descent into complete madness ) #( this is what i get for not taking my meds all week ! Tay comes for my gd throat ! ) #( OKAY OKAY I'M LEAVING GOOD NIGHT )

[lxnarphase]

ah-ah, barbie, you're so fine! ๋࣭ ⭑

special treatment : thighs edition

☾₊‧⁺...ft. : kamo choso + itadori yuuji + higuruma hiromi + ryomen sukuna

☾₊‧⁺...cw : pussy eating, facesitting, somnophilia, dirty talk, fingerfucking, overstimulation, praise kink, degradation, desperation, oral fixation, squirting, creampie, choso being whiny, yuuji being a little shit, yuuji is 21yrs & a college student, hiromi being pussydrunk, sukuna being whipped

✧ k. choso : poor choso, ever since the first time he's gotten a taste of what's between your thighs, he's begging you every day just to eat your cunt. but today? today must be a bad day, because choso is desperate. his already between your thighs, whimpering and whining as he mouths at you through your underwear, tears in his eyes as he begs you to give him a little taste. once you do, his eyes are rolling back just from the first lick.

"you taste so good, fuck, so good, thank you, thank you, mmph, so delicious, i can't get enough." "can you cum again? i know it's been 4 times already, but please? please, please, pleaase, pretty thing, i need itttt..." "oh my goddd, you're cumming? yes, yes, cum on my tongue, pretty please, i'll fuck you so good after, just keep cumming, don't hold back." "stop-stop running away, i know your pretty pussy is all sensitive b-but i just, i can't stop...but you know you can say the safeword and i'll stop, right? ...what? you-you like being overstimulated...? fuck, fuck, okay, let me make you squirt on my tongue then i'll fuck you good, okay?"

✧ i. yuuji : yuuji's always been a smug little shit whenever it came to teasing you. what starts off with him tickling you and blowing raspberries into your stomach turns nto hot kisses against your stomach that let down to the waistband of your underwear as he pushes your shirt up higher on your body. he can't help but grin up at you when he notices the wet spot on your panties from his little kisses.

"d'awww, bunny, y'so cute! look at how wet you are. is that 'cus of me? ehehe, i know, i know, teasing is mean, but i can't help it...you're just so adorable." "y'know i can practically feel your heartbeat whenever i kiss it? mhm, i can feel that, pretty girl. don't cover your face, baby, you're so cute!" "your thighs are so soft. i could stay between here forever, fuck goin' to classes or missions, i'd rather just eat you out until you pass out." "open up these legs a little more, let me get my fingers in there...thereeee we go, such a pretty lil' bun, aren't you?" "you're so messy! did i do this to you? yeah? aww, my pretty girl likes meee! i felt how you squeezed on my fingers! so cute!

✧ h. hiromi : ever since you made a comment about his nose, saying 'doja is right about big noses' in passing to him, hiromi has been curious. curious enough to the point where he looks it up, seeing the video of said woman. so, you wanted to sit on his face and grind on his nose, hm? you've never sat on his face before but he was sure to change that.

"i don't care if you think i'll die, i want you to sit on my face. i'm giving you the chance to either have control of your pace or let me do what i want with you. so, what's your decision?" "see? it's not that bad, angel, you forget your husband isn't some weakling...now c'mon on, get yourself right over my mouth, let me taste you." "god, you're so beautiful like this. i need you on my face more often, you're dripping all over my mouth...such a good girl for me." "heh...i knew you said my nose was perfect for sitting on but i didn't realize it would get you this riled up. go ahead, sweet thing, you can keep grinding that clit on it...just like that, just let me make you feel good." "good lord, i never wanna leave between your thighs. so fucking sweet, shit, angel, you've got me wrapped around that pretty finger. c'mon, let me devour you all night, i'll let you get up when i'm done."

✧ r. sukuna : getting sukuna to lay on his back without him instantly taking control of the situation was easier than you thought. hell, even crawling up higher so that you were hovering over his face was too. but little did you know, sukuna was intrigued, liking the side of you where you would just take control of him, knowing that only you had the right to do that...especially if it meant he got to eat you until you soaked his face.

"you know i should kill you for thinking you can just sit on my face like i'm some kind of personal chair. i am the king of curses, not a piece of furniture...what? ...hm. i guess you do look...good over me like this." "...huh? sorry, i wasn't listening. when are you going to sit on my face? you keep blabbering, but i can see the way that sticky cunt is dripping for me. are you gonna just let it go to waste?" "oh. shit. you've been holdin' out on me, haven't you, diamond? shit, i can see all of you from down here...nah, keep grinding on my face, little one, use me for your pleasure...let me see you cum on my mouth." "such a fucking slut. my mouth is coated in your cum, but you still wanna keep going? my tongue that good for you?" "no, no, i'm not letting you back down until you beg, diamond. tell me how badly you want me to fuck your pussy with my tongue...hm. good enough."

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#choso smut #itadori smut #higuruma smut #sukuna smut #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen smut #choso x reader #choso x you #itadori x you #itadori x reader #higuruma x you #higuruma x reader #sukuna x reader #sukuna x you #kamo choso smut #itadori yuji smut #higuruma hiromi smut #ryomen sukuna smut #𖤐 ── lxnarworks.

[worm-wood-words]

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#like just realizing how much suicide comes up in both iron of Eden and the aranea chronicle. like with Len having tried in the past and #only having been saved because mal just knew that much alchemy and then there's the whole Loren and tenan thing and how traumatic #that is for everyone involved and like. how Len was able ready to just fucking leave tenan at that point (which to be fair would #still be kind of a good guy thing to do) but then is just like. you know what no I'm not having two suicides in one night actually #especially since he kind of inadvertently caused the first one. then in iron of Eden well. Joseph fucking died by suicide and #that's part of why he became a demon in the first place and like. he knows at least some of what happens after death and that #can't be entirely sure where Susanna would end up but that it probably wouldn't be good and i don't quite know where I'm going with this #only that i hope it doesn't come off as super cringe like i just really hope that especially with Joseph trying to keep Susanna alive and #safe it doesn't come off really stupid. like as much as he does think he turned out okay it's clear he has some regret about #ending himself and his whole family and he doesn't want that for Susanna if possible #but i don't want it to come off stupid. like when he first sees her scars he's just like. 'you shouldn't do that. you're already ill don't #make it worse. and dying sucks actually.' and leaves it at that #also noticing a theme especially in the aranea chronicle of characters going from hopelessly wanting to kill themselves to #ill fight to live or fucking die trying #maggot original #i dunno i guess tell me if you think any of this sounds horrible