#'cause this already turned into a book :)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

this is how it feels to chew 5 gum being a barnaby/howdy enjoyer. im Unwell

#im just staring at a wall rotating them in my brain. constantly. no coherent thoughts theyre just There #its like... hate to Expose myself but yk that one supernatural episode #that was filmed like a mockumentary by the Ghost Hunter Guys. yk the episode with the 'gay love saves the day' quote #yeah yk the scene where the guys are screaming trying to escape cas but everywhere they turn / each door they open Cas Is There #that is also what it feels like being a laughingstock enthusiast #im trying to escape it. i cant. theyre Everywhere. #i go to sleep thinking about them. i wake up and theyre one of my first thoughts #ITS TOO MUCH! theyre too good.... #if youre reading this and youre like 'theyre cute but i dont really ship them' #Its Already Too Late. #cause thats how i felt. i thought they were gonna be a silly nonserious concept in the back of my mind #a crackship yk #look at me now... #laughingstock #i thought franklydear was gonna be The Welcome Home Pairing for me #i love them so so so much theyre everything but laughingstock is More. Somehow. #then again! we'll see what new characters and dynamics arise in the future! things may change! #but for now... mentol ellness over the dog and the caterpillar #that sounds like a childrens book lmfao

[sirenascelestiales]

Honestly, considering the show/writers never acknowledged Daphne’s marital rape of her husband, and they only had a slight acknowledgment of Edwina’s feelings on Kate x Anthony, like I don’t think there will be a satisfactory resolution to Pen’s betrayal of the Bridgertons (Marina/Colin and Eloise/Theo) or of Eloise’s “friendship” with Cressida (and anything else she might do as “revenge”).

I think they’ll blow over the latter “I said I’d rather die than be her friend and I still mean it” and hugs all around or some other scene like that (which I know is simple and that’s my point). And Pen will apologize and confess that cause she’s so in love with Colin and she wanted to be noticed and she’ll be forgiven without much else from Colin. And maybe a little more for Eloise, if that.

(Spoiler’s for the books in case people care about that).

They forgive her for Whistledown in the books, Colin is worried more about her being revealed as Whistledown than her writing shit about him (tho nothing she writes is like Marina/Colin is not in the books. Daphne basically forgives her for anything she wrote about that but tbh she doesn’t seem to mind anyway). And, they like sorta acknowledge it as “wtf” thing, but it’s blown over quickly imo. “Oh well that’s nice dear” sorta reaction. And Eloise does have even more of a backbone than in the books but idk I just don’t see why and what people seem to want out of Bridgerton.

Eloise is going to somehow befriend and fall in love with Crane! You’re telling me the girl running around with Theo and “radicals” will suddenly fall for the guy boring the fuck out of Marina?

Like, I’m sorry but Bridgerton is pretty people hooking up with a regency background. They will not “do right” by most people’s standards of how the characters should act and how to apologize (Daphne and Simon make up after professing deep love in the rain! Anthony is shocked into confessing for real cause Kate fell of a horse! It’s for DRAMA, and then it’s resolved kinda easily?)

I’ve seen some more of nuanced takes against Pen, at least these people aren’t reducing her to a fat villain (cause when they did that I could not take them seriously 😒). And honestly a lot of it is fair, that’s good! The writers don’t care.

But now I keep seeing people hating Eloise to the point that they want a comeuppance that is not proportional to her “revenge”…and like… it won’t be as serious as y’all are making it to be. This “revenge”. Like please, the writers aren’t going to suddenly take this world seriously. See above and those are just 1 example for each season!

If they wanted to acknowledge all the hurt Pen put people through and make her work to become a better person, they could! I just don’t think they will because it’s 8 episodes per season and in this season they’re trying to find a way to get Colin and Pen together and Eloise and Pen as friends again by end of season. I don’t think they’ll extend a conflict into Ben’s season (I actually hope they don’t, I like Ben and Sophie’s story for the most part and while I love Anthony and Kate they shouldn’t be the focus either).

Idk what people expect I guess. if you’re watching it for Pen to be taken down a notch… might not be the season for you. If you’re hate watching I guess tag it with “anti” whatever and not the regular tags?

I’m sorry if you think she does not deserve an happy ending, I don’t necessarily disagree that she’s undeserving of some crow eating for what she’s done. However, I don’t think the writers care to make her go through that. And I don’t watch Bridgerton for brilliant character development that I think some of y’all want.

That being said I’m curious about how they’ll manage LW post Colin x Penelope marriage. In the books it basically disappears, and maybe they can use that to have a build up to Pen! However that means to me making their relationship last longer than as season and I do not want that for any of the couples.

#illy talks #I need to not go into tags but fine I’ll tag it #Bridgerton #sa cw #marital rape mention #rape mention #idk if I have a tag for that but I think I have it covered #I don’t write any analysis or meta cause I tend to be a centrist about everything and let the story play out #but I really relate to Pen’s wallflower ways so sorta defending her #but like also again the whole marketing of “Colin and Penelope’s story” sorta spoils it yknow she’s gonna be “rewarded” #and maybe she’ll get to have to work through her issues! I just don’t think they’ll have her do that cause it’s BRIDGERTON #she’s gonna “win” idk how else to say it (whether you believe she “deserves it” or not) in 8 episodes #hopefully the writers come up with a compelling story for her and Eloise and their friendship along with Pen/Colin romance but like y’all 😐 #why are your expectations so high about a bodice ripper book turned tv show from the creator of Scandal and HTGAWM and Grey’s #like y’all know how it ends already… #again my fault for going in the tags #idk we’re getting four seasons minimum I just want to finish out with Ben and Sophie #if four is really all we get

[misterbaritone]

Watching this new Scott Pilgrim show almost drove me to reopen the book.

#not because it’s bad or anything #but because I was wanted to read along as I watched so I can see how faithful this mofo is to the source #speaking of that; this first episode is going really FAST #I mean hardly any build up or introductions like in the book or the film just straight into it with Scott meeting Ramona and hitting it off #and speedrunning all the other stuff that leads up to the brawl with Matthew Patel #honestly it feels like the show expects me to already know some version of the story #mainly the movie ver #which in turn leads to me suspect the show is gonna pull some fucky stuff and go off the set course #(a feeling that is becoming validated by the lack of Crash and The Boys at the warehouse concert) #and that’s fine cause I’m a firm believer in things being allowed to change #+ we already got a decent adaptation of the book with the movie #so really I’m just curious how they’re gonna switch it up #on another note I like the animation. it’s kinda janky but not in an eye hurty way but more of an interesting way #scott pilgrim #scott pilgram vs the world #scott pilgram takes off #comic books

[enbysiriusblack]

thinking about horror film au marauders.. (tw. lotta gore)

lily the nerdy, bossy character that comes out with a giant axe and brutally beats up the killer/s to the shock of every other character

peter is either the bargaining character that tries to bargain and give the killer/s what they want just as he's about to die. or the character secretly on the killer's side that's revealed at the end

definitely giving wolfstar the making out whilst a killer is in their house/car/woods

mary, dorcas, remus, and lily all turning to each other wondering which of them is gonna die first, when they realise they're basically in a horror film cause of the black character dying first trope (i watched the blackening yesterday and the tagline "we can't all die first" gave me this hc. very good film. highly recommend)

sirius is the resident horror film expert that tells them what the killer usually does next (im imagining someone dying and everyone is just screaming over the dying body and sirius is also screaming but then adds in "this is exactly like that scene in wrong turn!"

the screamers are probably mary, remus, and james. not a definite though. i can see it being other people.

marlene gets the most jump scare scenes and emmeline gets the most hearing creaking and footsteps

james is the best at fighting but absolutely hates blood. feel like there needs to be a scene where he's like punching a masked killer and is doing SO WELL. and he gets the killer on the ground and is about to pull the mask off when the killer pulls out a knife and stabs at his hands and chest and shit. and he just screams and backs away staring at his blood until he faints.

as marlene dies, she clutches dorcas' hand and whispers "the lesbians never get a happy ending. apart from fear street... why couldn’t this be like fear street?"

the final girl HAS to be mary. ofc.

#im very much a satire horror fan. in case you couldn’t tell from this. #gonna explain how everyone dies (other than mary) in the tags cause im having ideas now i thought i was finished #idk the order so this is random and not at all chronological #remus- is high as fuck. thinks sirius or james is pranking him and then gets stabbed or whatever #sirius- tries to out horror the killer. tips a bucket of fake blood on them. has a chainsaw and mask #has a bunch of recording devices with sounds he previously made. etc. but then his fucking phone goes off #and he gets so annoyed because thats such a rookie mistake. and he asks to cut and do a retake just before the killer kills him #marlene- kinda already said about her death. but feel like it's def outside like in the street and shes only with dorcas #i already said james' death #lily- feel like there's more than one killer and she manages to kill one. just to turn around and another to get her #dorcas- she gets VERY into it once marlene dies. definitely gets hits in if not killing some of the killers. #but they ultimately get stabbed a lot and they run to marlene's body whilst bleeding out instead of the hospital #and she dies in marlene's dead grasp. #emmeline doesn't get killed for a while. is bait in a plan to catch killer/s but the plan goes wrong and she gets pushed out a high window #i havent mentioned other characters but why not say their deaths. #regulus- he's made to be involved with like a scene in a library where they go to him to ask about some secret history of the town #and then is killed the next day but has s bunch of writings and pages of books around his room about the killers and hes solved it #but the killer burns it all before anyone gets there #pandora- kinda want her to the first death for some reason idk.. like it gets framed as a suicide but so many people dont believe it #and the killings go on #barty- sees the masked killer and like jokes around touching their mask and stuff. and then the killer just like. brings out an axe #and chops his head off #evan- dont know why but im imagining him driving and getting those spikes in the road to lure him out the car #also btw didn't mention peter's death cause im leaning towards him being secretly one of the killers #and gets killed by either lily or dorcas #was gonna say barty and evan could be killers then i realised i made them kill reg and pandora and cas so people would not like that #also no mary death obviously since shes the final girl. survivor ever <3 immortal <3 #marauders era #marauders #tw. gore

[phierecycled]

5yo Connor McKinley in the front I cannot deal

#you can’t convince me he didn’t grow up Irish dancing #and then turned to tap cause he was already good at it #someone on the bom discord said that the elders would find this and blackmail him with it #the book of mormon muscial #broadway #musicals #tbom #tbom musical #bom #elder mckinley #connor mckinley #bom musical #book of mormon #book of mormon headcanons #cursed bom

[danhausensboots]

I know Tony ain’t doing all this best friends/hob stuff as SOON as danhausen gets hurt and is out of the picture😐

#Tony why do you do me this way #listen I just want danhausen in the house of black #as a treat #it’s probably cause I’ve already fantasy booked a danhausen heel turn in my head #but still #would’ve loved this 2 months ago right after danhausen’s evilhausen turn but alright #best friends #orange cassidy #danhausen #aew #all elite wrestling #trent barreta #chuckie t

[dirtytransmasc]

I know in my bones that Jon would have been a mama's boy, the biggest mama's boy actually, had Cat accepted him as her own. I just feel it deep within my soul, that boy would be attached to her at the hip, always holding her hand or leaning into her or latching onto her like a little leech (affectionate), and god forbid someone try and mess with her, oh lordy you better run. and honestly the other way around too, don't mess with Mama Cat or her kids.

had Catelyn accepted him as her son, the bond would be far too powerful, that's why they had to be put at such odds, it was for the world's sake, I just know it.

#I feel like this is already vaguely canon #cause like #she didn't mean too. she didn't mother him. but he turned out jsut like her. #like Cat. babes. thats your son right there #there's been points in Jon's character where I see more Cat then I see Ned #(mind you. I have just started dipping my toes into the books so this is mostly based off of the show) #anyway #I just think their potential bond would be SO interesting #especially cause Jon will always be Jon. he's loyal. he's fiercely protective. he's strong for those he loves. he's a fighter for his family #and then just add the “nothing gets between a mama's boy and his mama” thing #and I just know all could have been well #he would have never left Cat's (and Robb's) side (for a multitude of reasons. cause if she'd accepted him he'd most likely never gone to- #the wall or at least waited a bit longer since their wouldn't be the pressure to do so) and no one would have touched a hair on her head #and also just like. imagine little Jon and his mama. cuteness overload #I think he would have liked for her to play with his hair when he was little and hust never grew out of it #ahhhh #I just want them to be happy #I'm deluding myself into believing they were a happy little family and they lived a happy little life and all was well #cause I can't take it anymore #my heart hurts for them #this is my agenda #jon snow #catelyn stark #got #asoiaf #game of thrones #a song of ice and fire

[oceancamp]

managed to finally hunt down madhouse at the end of earth at the library woohoo

#finding it was damn hard because the search system in the online catalogue is a joke #looked up the author first cause i didn't know the title of the polish translation but nothing came up #and when i finally managed to find what the polish title is i typed that in to see if the library has it #and there was the fucking book by julian fucking sancton whose name didn't come up in the search previously at all #anyway then i went back home and while crossing the street i saw all the sodium lights turn on and then a huge flock of birds flew over me #nvm that it was at 4pm fuck it was beautiful #seasonal depression can't get me if i've been miserable for months already

[varjopeura]

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#is it even possible to end a dnd campaign without crying??? #like yes the story is coming to an end and i've known that for a long time. even informed my players about it in the summer #but now that the final boss territory is very close at hand i only have two modes: #a) crying about how happy i am to have had these wonderful players at the table. how lucky we've all been to experience this thing together #and b) crying about how terrifying moving on will be. will there be a new campaign after this? is anyone willing to continue #with me as their dm? #(one of the players is Very likely to drop off once the campaign ends. she moved to a different city during these years and #playing remotely has been really tough for all of us. having even one of the players Not There just makes things very hard) #(and because of that i'm worried about the other ones too. if the group is already losing an entire person who knows who'll stay after it) #i'm afraid to talk about The Future with them before the game actually ends #cause y'know. what if it turns out they'd rather not do this thing anymore after this one ends? would it make things weird until the end? #would *I* make things weird?? #idk i'm just. tangled in my head. happy about this wonderful game and terrified of the social aspects of doing it with other people #is there like. a good guide book or something about gracefully ending a very long rpg campaign? #sussitalk

[llycaons]

something else I was thinking was that they didn’t include the full extent of fantine's abject misery and exploitation. in both the musical and movie, she sells what she has and then sells her hair. in the book, her two front teeth are ripped out by a dentist to pay for what she believes to be cosette’s medicine

#like. fuck if I'll ever forget that #she may also sell her hair I don't remember #the movie using a coffin for the scene before I dreamed a dream was a damn good choice #but I don't think any adaptation reached what the book was saying #valjean actually went back to jail for almost a year after turning himself in #I kept reading being like 'when is he going to rescue cossete? she's been there far too long already!' #the plot of the two little boys who were forced out onto the street who gavroche looked after for a while #hugo rly got it. in a lot of ways #the long passages detailing the value of human life and the alleviation of human suffering #compared to a tyrranical government and law enforcement agency #the understanding that treating people like shit is corrosive #gavroche and cosette being traumatized from neglect even #and like. punishment doesn't cause people to be better only more suspicious and angry and hurt #the idea of change being inspired by goodness instead and internal discipline being more effective than external punitive measures #internal change being inspired by kindness I mean #the compassion he asks the reader to feel for people who aren't perfect but who have been ruthlessly used by the society they live in #and the relentless desperation of poverty #the anger in those passages where he castigates hippie college students for uselessly philosophizing about the meaning of life #while there were people starving around him #some of the passages read startlingly modern #I should reread it sometime #cor.txt #ask to tag #mouth trauma ?

[nomaishuttle]

its so hard being a girl with photo/audio(? is audiosensitive migraine even a thing.. sound hurt me basically) sensitive migraines and also a girl who needs constsnt stimulation always bc id love to sit in silence in a dark room so my head didnt try to fuckinf crazy murder me but also i need to be doing something with my hands and also looking at images and also listening to something but i caint. do those if i want my head to not murder me

#like i need to be playing a game or reading book or SOMETHING #but my vision is doubled so both of those r already rly hard #+ playing a game is Looking at a bright acreen and readjng a book means i have to turn a light on #so instead i just have to sithere understimukated I want to bang my head into the wall. in gonna play games and watch a video bc im so #special #also ig not audiosensitive bc loud sounds dont (usually) cause migraines #they judt make them so much worse. yk

[sugaroto]

Serres needs to get translated in English for people to see. It's too good

#maybe its not something 'big' #but im used to getting nothing from greek television and this? this is a masterpiece #also... i think ive seen a lot of people asking for shows like this. And Kapoutzidis did it #Odysseus is the main character who's gay. But the plot doesn't mainly focus on the fact that hes gay. He just happens to be #the plot focuses on his relationship with his dad #sure there are a bunch of jokes and one of the main reasons they probably stopped talking was because he turned out a 'homosexual' #but breaking into your auntie's house with your dad cause she stole your dead mom's recipe book sounds personal #they ended up hiding *in the closet* and almost had a sex talk wndbdj #'dad this is already awkward enough. why did you have to say you and mom were having sex' #'did you thought we didn't?' #*realizes his parents had 3 kids* #serres #σερρες #Γιώργος καπουτζιδης #καπουτζιδης #giorgos kapoutzidis #kapoutzidis

[ladyhavilliard]

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK WAS BOOK 3????????????????????

#tgcf spoilers #tgcf book 3 #okay now let's rant in the tags #THE WHOLE WIND MASTER AND BLACK WATER PLOT KILLED ME #IT WAS SO PAINFUL #AND THEN THIS SHIT AT THE END HAPPENS #AND I WANT TO MURDER EVERYONE #also when they entered the kiln and white no face said that xl would be the one to come out #my mind immediately went 'oh shit can xl actually be a ghost even tho he's a heavenly official???' #cause we have seen heavely officials die or xl has been worried that they might be killed #so obv killing a heavenly official is possible #however more shit than imaginable has happened to xl and he never actually dies??? #even hc told him 'i knew you can't die and aren't scared of death' or some shit #and i always found it very suspicious but then xl said that whole plan of white no face killing him to turn him into a ghost??? so idk now #what actually matters is that i will die cause i know this will hurt like a bitch #the only 'spoilers' i already knew were: xl's bad memory and the 'didn't know whether to laugh or cry' thing is done on purpose #so far i could only guess what that purpose was #but holy shit now i will find out and i am scareddddddddd #also i hope these tags don't get fucked up and stay in order #i hate when that happens. #xie lian #tian guan ci fu #white no face #heaven official's blessing spoilers

[crimsongrimoire]

ahahaha ohhhh i just remembered i have this damn app im about to be so insufferable

#crow.txt #not writing #lord. should i make a gameplay tag #people who dont think the aquila favonia is good for kaeya are literally so fucking wrong. my boy is insane. #'is he cryo or phys dps?' yes. #when i get him a good hourglass finally. then you'll fucking see the error of your ways. #(already consistently gets huge damage even without freezing) #he and kokomi are so fucking nuts together. its wild. #actually tbh i usually have beidou swapped in for klee atm but i didnt wanna put her here bc her build is embarrassing. #her domain hates me and also she uses treasure hoarder stuff for talents sorry kaeya is priority. albedo too cause he uses ballad books. #i think not. those are kaeyas. you will get your turn small man #it amuses me to no end that my team is always in height order completely unintentionally #i leveled kokomi in precisely a week and a day and the only reason for that was fucking sango pearls. #i had her artis done much sooner but that was dumb luck and me throwing the towel in on the circlet bc i couldnt get a healing bonus one #which is what i have. might sub out for an hp one. kinda the same ish. but we'll see. #and i need one for albedo too same domain its fine (literally not even hard with kokomi and kaeya. and ofc beidou) #forgot cwof domain hates me so bad too and klees build is so meh. but in my defense even with that her damage is crazy rn #me: complains abt never getting a funny witch hat Ever #(does a reliquary while complaining and its literally ONLY HATS only one of which worked for her) #complaining literally always works. always #also need to level koko's gay little book but thats like trivial at this point when i get a few more ley line sprouts #(laughs in 11mil mora) #everyone else ever ive tried to get artis for was like blood sweat and tears meanwhile with kokomi it was just like here you are sir #fighting for my life in the archaic petra domain only for it not to MATTER ANYMORE. #after those artis were released i was like .....whatever. ill only go there if i have a reason to. if i get kokomi. whatever #and now look at me. making a clown of myself. violating my one superiority complex of not believing in healers. #genshinposting

[permanentreverie]

While I'm so interested in what they're doing in the pachinko show, I also freak out whenever it differentiates from the book

#I'm surprised they made Solomon a prevalent character! I mean I guess so since it 'starts' with sunja and 'ends' with solomon #idk about the timeline though I think it would have been better if we followed linearly down the generations #but that wouldn't even be true would it? cause it doesn't end with solomon. the stories and generations continue on #and they're reeeally focusing on his bank job and so him turning to the pachinko business at the end is gonna hold more meaning #I just finished episode 2 and like im surprised at where we are in the story #Sunja and hansu are JUST starting their affair like we spent the whole first episode in sunjas childhood?? setting up some stuff idk #that could have probably been done in like 25-30 min if we rushed it #it's just we have SO much ground to cover #and we're 1/4 done already #and we've also ADDED STUFF THAT WASNT IN THE BOOK HELLO!?!? #hnnng changes need to be made when a work is adapted. changes need to be made. it's FINE #BUT STILL #also are we cutting out noa???? LIKE #noa's character was SUCH an important journey. his and mozasu being character foils of each other and each contrasting their different #fathers #like noa wanting to be Japanese to cover his heritage to be a good Korean #THAT ENTIRE CONVERSATION HE HAD WITH HIS JAPANESE COLLEGE GIRLFRIEND IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PASSAGES IN THE WHOLE BOOK #also I do not like this romanticization of hansu. idc that lee minho is playing him that man has never been in a valid drama #when this show was airing I saw so many clips of their first time and all and people going 👀😱🥵 #AND ALL I FELT WAS DREAD???? #AHHHHH POOR SUNJA #it just hurts so much. #we're also including Hana's storyline?? I'm shocked that we did I thought we'd cut that one out #also why is this white guy here with solomon. smh you can really tell this was picked up by western media to adapt when they #romanticize america #sksjsjdb there is so much stress on Solomon's accent and that whole speech hansu said about America??? never in the book #I swear if they try to do something with Solomon working in America #THATS NOT THE POINT THE POINT IS THE STRUGGLE IN IDENTITY IN BEING ETHNICALLY KOREAN NOT ALLOWED TO BE CULTURALLY JAPANESE WANTING TO BELONG #also didn't like that it was shown that mozasu tampered with the machines cause in the book it was SO stressed that he was an honest #pachinko businessman

[pinkplatiploo]

Today has been a day and I haven’t even watched the episode

Also SOON!!!!

#long story short I broke down about the amount of work I have already for school then decided I want to drop a class then freaked out about #trying to figure out if it was too late to drop a class without being charged $1000+ or getting an F and potentially losing scholarship #money #turns out the last day is Monday so I got hella lucky that the only real consequence of dropping that class was a loss of $27 for the book I #rented for it #and it wasn’t the class with the work that caused this in the first place but my 7am with an extravagant shit ton of reading #so now I don’t have to leave to drive to school at 6am #I get to arrive at school once the sun has been up for more than 2 minutes at least #I still end classes at 5pm but still #8:45-5 is better than 7-5 #probably still gonna have to leave at 7 to avoid traffic but I did that last semester and it was ok so #pink thinks