#‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ river! ].

[shoyoist]

rekha :(((( just to torture ourselves what kind of angsty scenario do you imagine would bring hanma to tears if he’s in a relationship with you? sobs or is it only the death of those few he cares about that can break a man like him :(((( bye i’m so sad over him now pls

content: fem!reader (feat. my selfship content), established marriage, papa! shuji, angst. accidental pregnancy. mention of not wanting kids, family-related insecurities. thank you for indulging me rivvy<3

note: ok listen! i've been thinking about this all day. shuji isn't much of a crier, but when he does cry, it's over the people he loves.

shuji always says to you that he doesn't wanna have kids. and hey, you're cool with that. you don't need kids to make a family and a home with him.

just the two of you is plenty enough<33

but you get one accidental pregnancy after the other, and you find yourselves with two or three kids that shuji ends up loving more than life itself.

he jokes to you every now and then about how he doesn't know why he was so apprehensive about the idea before.

he's so happy! he loves his little kids, they share his and your features so evenly, their bubbly giggling at his silly faces are so adorable, taking care of them is so fun and god, he's just so full of love and joy.

until he's painfully reminded of why he didn't want to have kids— when they grow older and their personalities start clashing with his.

as a father, shuji jumps from too easygoing to too overprotective real quick. he finds something like their secret cigarette stash, that they've been drinking at parties, or they miss a curfew or two and it gets him irrationally mad at them — and when shuji's angry, he yells </3

he's just concerned for his kids because he knows full well what a reckless, dangerous childhood is like. and while he wants to be the chill parent so bad, he gets scared sometimes.

and his fear for his kids' safety comes out as anger and yelling. and his kids take after him, so his anger only makes their tempers flare up — which often results in a shouting match between father and children.

and while shuji tries to stay kind, sometimes, his kids say the meanest things at him.

(credits to my gf for these lines btw! this is actually from my selfship 🤭) one time, shuji is trying to confiscate his son's phone and ground him for a bit for staying out of the house a whole day and night after a prior argument, and it goes like this ↓

“give me your phone”

“what the fuck, you're not serious- i'm a grown ass adult!”

“give me your phone. you're not fucking grown. you're grounded, and i'm keeping tabs on you from here on out. now hand it over or i swear to god, i will take it from you”

his tone is threatening enough, and your son has no choice but to hand over his phone and shuji shuts it down and pockets it.

your son hisses under his breath like “this is bullshit”

and shuji retorts with a “this is how being a parent is”

and then his son says, in the meanest tone he could muster— “yeah, because you and mom were sooo smart for having so many fucking kids while being world's most wanted.”

and for a tense moment, there's a silence before shuji just heads to the front door and his shoes on, takes helmet and jacket and storms out, slamming the door shut behind him. he drives somewhere like yokohama wharf and just. breaks down and cries. all by himself. imagine ;( </3

he lights himself a smoke for the first time in years, tears rolling down his cheek and hanging for a moment at his jaw before they fall and stain his jeans with tears, and he's just wondering if he's a good father at all in the end.

he cries and cries and cries— and when he finally comes home to you late at night after everyone else has gone to bed, his eyes are puffy and red, and his hair is dishevelled. he looks so sad.

and when you hold out your arms for a hug, this big, 6'6 (because he was 6'4 at age 16. he's grown at least a couple of inches since then!) tall man, smelling of cigarettes and tears in his leather jacket and ripped jeans just slumps into you, his wife that he loves so much and just wants to be good to.

he's silent as you lead him to bed and help him undress, and while you're in bed, wrapped up in eachother's arms under the blankets, he asks you in a raspy, hoarse whisper, “am i... am i a good father to the kids, baby?”

and god, you kiss him, kiss his forehead and his face and his hair and you tell him yes, yes shuji you're such a good father to our children, and you're so good to me! so good to me and so good to the kids, shuji. you're okay.

he can't help but cry again after he hears that. he cries quietly but he sobs out loud, body racking and shaking your shoulders along with his own each time he takes a ragged breath in.

shuji knows he's not a family man. but god, god he wants to be one so bad. he wants to be good, for you and for his children that he loves so fucking much. and it makes him cry, whenever his fear overtakes him and convinces him that he may not be enough.

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ]. #‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ river! ]. #OOPS THIS GOT SO LONG! HAHA 💀 #okayy since it's my selfship i'll turn off rbs #but yes! i hope you enjoy the read river 😭💖 #hanma x reader #hanma angst #tokyo revengers angst #tokyo revengers x reader

[tomurasurinal]

Always, Forever

Megumi x GN! Reader

Pairing: Fushiguro Megumi x Yandere! GN! Reader

Genre: Horror + Dark Content- Minors Do Not Interact

Word Count: 1,097

Warnings: Aged up characters, blood, death, gore, violence, yandere, toxic behavior

Authors note: This is a polished version of last years Megumi fic ❤️ enjoy a second time everyone, thank you for reading ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭

The sun had already set when I left the department store. The harsh winter air slapping my face makes my cheeks sore and my nose raw. I lost track of time during my errand today. I need to get home as soon as possible, Megumi doesn’t like when I’m gone too long and I don't want to upset him.

I get lost in the crunching sounds my boots make as I walk home through the snow. I can’t help but get caught up in how much I love him. He’s such an amazing boyfriend. He always makes sure the house is taken care of, keeping our shared home safe from anyone. He never does anything to anger me. Compared to any ex-boyfriend he is a saint. An upgrade from any man before constantly reminding me that I made the perfect choice when dating him. He’s very quiet and to himself but his gestures show how much he loves me.

My heart is fluttering in my chest as I approach my front door. The bitter cold has numbed my fingertips causing me to struggle to put my keys into the lock. Making my way through the threshold I am greeted by the dark living room and deafening silence. I gag at the foul smell filling the room. I take another curious sniff trying to pinpoint the rancid smell. My saliva goes thick with nausea. Rotting. That’s all I can get before wanting to vomit. Did I forget to take the trash out before leaving the house today? I shrug and light a candle hoping it will disguise any more smells as I tip-toe my way to my room.

The moonlight streams through my open curtain illuminating Megumi's peaceful face. I can’t help but wait in the doorway admiring his beauty for a moment longer. Even when sleeping he smiles ever so softly I can feel the corners of my mouth perking up to mirror him. Looking around our room I see everything is spotless and in place. He kept the house in tip-top shape while I was gone. For such a stoic man he sure knows how to make me feel cherished with the smallest gestures.

My mind clouds with sour thoughts for a moment though. I think about how things weren’t always so carefree with him. To think there was even a time when he didn’t realize how much he loved me? How absurd. There was no way I’d let that continue. No one could love him like me. I treat him better than anyone possibly could. He loves me now though, and I love him. Oh so very much. All he needed was some help realizing it. His friends were no help to our situation. But I made sure to take care of them. He wouldn't miss them for long anyway since he had me. I’d be anything he needed me to be. A best friend, a lover, a mother figure if he needed it.

He’s always been such a guarded person. It was easy getting him to agree to a date but he never let himself be vulnerable around me. Every time I thought I’d make progress tearing down the walls he built them back up. But lucky for him, I’m very patient and I knew he was worth the effort.

Dating Megumi felt like constantly being on cloud nine. I felt unstoppable. That was until one day he asked me to take a break. He had come over looking so broken I knew something was wrong immediately. Taking my hands in his own he started talking but I stopped listening. I took in his face and noticed how tired he looked. The bags under his eyes deepened every time I saw him and I can tell he had been crying. Nothing had been the same between us since they found Yuuji and Nobara’s bodies in the river. I only picked up on every other word he said as his eyes swelled with tears. Something about just needing to be alone for a little, to process everything that’d happened. Why would he need to be alone? I nodded my head in understanding and rubbed my thumb over the back of his hand trying to bring him some sort of comfort.

He quickly made his way for the door but I was faster. With his back to me, I took the opportunity to slam the hammer I hid between my cushions to the back of his head as hard as I could.

He couldn’t leave me.

He can’t leave me.

He’s my Megumi.

We’re so in love.

Blood was everywhere I looked. Slowly seeping its way into my plush carpet. The smell made me feel sick to my stomach. The bile reached the back of my throat threatening to spill out but I forced it back down the best I could. I planned to just knock him unconscious so he wouldn’t leave but I guess I didn’t know my strength because I spent the rest of the night cleaning my soulmate's brains off my living room wall.

Thing’s got better as time went on. He’s not as talkative anymore but he’s here with me now, where he belongs. He’s still the amazing boyfriend I’ve loved since day one.

It’s been a few weeks since the whole ordeal. Today marked our seven-month anniversary.

I drag his cold stiff body to the living room where I’ve set everything up. His skin is bruised from where I grabbed him. His beautiful face is starting to bloat and become discolored with decay but I can’t stop myself from kissing him gently on the cheek. His skin is cold and stiff under my warm lips. His thick lashes sit long and pretty giving him an ethereal look. ‘What an angel’, I think to myself. As I pull away from our kiss I can smell him. It makes me gag on instinct. The rotting smell had been him. The smell of his rotting flesh is almost unbearable but I manage. A little stink never hurt anyone.

I grab my bag and dig out a cupcake. It’s a replica of the cupcake Megumi got us to share on our one-month anniversary. A simple vanilla cupcake with a pink vanilla buttercream decorated with a candied strawberry. I adorn it with a black candle as per tradition. An anniversary wish we make together. I lay my head onto his stiff shoulder and whisper lovingly into his ear.

“Make a wish, Gumi. I love you.”

We blow the candle out together and the room goes dark.

#megumi x y/n #fushiguro megumi x reader #jjk x reader #megumi x you #gore tw #toxic behavior tw #horror tw #horror fic #horror #yandere #yandere tw #death tw #blood tw #dark content tw #halloween fic

[hesitationss]

i'm hoping to do pitching events and apply for creator grants soon, so i'm asking a bunch of friends for feedback plus i am curious to see which idea tumblr likes too! i'm currently trying to figure out which one to focus on since they are all at similar stages of development. if you want, you can also share your thoughts about why you picked the one you did! descriptions for each concept under the cut.

Dirty River

Pitch: During the occupation period, a 16 year old is living with her mom in a pacified village where the military force is stationed to crush the guerilla army. After a near death experience in a the nearby river, a ghost-like monstrosity begins to torment the occupying imperialists.

Comp: Pan’s Labyrinth dir. Guillermo Del Toro x Spirited Away (Studio Ghibli) x ATLA (blood bending and painted lady episodes)

Audience & Genre : Young Adult with some mature themes (poverty, war, death) | Horror (Ghost story, Folk Horror), Drama, Historical Fiction.

Extra Info: Takes place in a mountain village in fictious 1940s china. the monster is a ghost woman made of eels. plot b is that the protagonist is being pressured into marriage, in a sense, the vengeful eel woman is her saviour. it's partly a retelling of puteri gunung ledang who made impossible requests of a sultan because she was not allowed to formally refuse his advances.

Swimming Lessons

Pitch: Elementary school student Winny Yee has been signed up for swimming lessons after her family receives a low-income qualifying membership at the YMCA. Attempting to recover from almost a decade of failed swimming attempts, she takes her first kicks and tries not to sink.

Comp: This One Summer by Mariko and Jillian Tamaki x Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson and [GN adaption artist] Emily Carroll

Audience & Genre: Middle Grade w slightly mature themes (poverty, social anxiety, puberty, gender) | Social Realism, Coming of Age

Extra Info: Winny has an undiagnosed developmental disorder that is somewhat mild so she doesn't receive support which is why she feels she is always "behind". Mature themes include things like growing boobs, precocious puberty from implied family and poverty stress and feeling anxious about occupying a changing body. Set in the Pairies.

Summer Flood

Pitch: Chinese-Canadian coming of age family drama - At the start of summer, 20 year old Kiana Hom and her family move back to her childhood home to care for her ailing grandfather after a frightening trip to the emergency room.

Comp: Bone by Faye Myenne Ng x This One Summer by Mariko and Jillian Tamaki x Driveways dir. Andrew Ahn

Audience & Genre: Young Adult/Adult | Coming of Age, Family Drama, Social Realism, Multicultural

Extra Info: Social realism topics include eviction, micro-agression from White Canadians, their elderly Indigenous neighbour being neglected by Accessible Transit, medical care neglect, mother-daughter tension, but overall learning to adapt and find joy despite adversity. Set in the prairies, like 2006?. Basically: cleaning up your hoarder grandfather's neglected house which is your childhood home and the memories that accompany that.

Skinning House

Pitch: Late 80’s - Childhood friends are re-united when Lucy’s neighbourhood is displaced from gas leak explosions. The large house of her family’s friend is one of both magic and horrors. Featuring - Witches, werewolves, queerness, hauntings/gothic themes, romance, coming of age.

Comp: Tithe by Holly Black x Mooncakes by Wendy Xu & Suzanne Walker x Mamo by Sas Milledge

Audience & Genre: Young Adult | Coming of Age, Fantasy, Horror/Gothic themes, Urban Fantasy

Extra Info: Lucy is the protag, but her childhood friend Cam is being magically tortured by their father who treats them like an animal since their mom (witch) turned them into a werewolf and went missing. Lucy, also a witch, is being hunted by something inside the house. Late 80's in a developing prairie city beginning just before winter.

thanks!!!! <333

#no rbs pls !! #if you took the time to read all of that... thank you!!! #okay getting ready for bed now!!

[theoncelerishot]

lovesick- hisoka x reader

Summary: Hisoka is much like a river, always in motion, never staying in one place, and always containing different water. You never step in the same river twice, after all. Sometimes, though, he gently sweeps you along with him and his antics.

ⁿᵒᵗᵉˢ﹕ ʰⁱⁱ, ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ʰⁱˢᵒᵏᵃ ᵈʳᵃᵇᵇˡᵉ. ʷᵒʳᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ ᵗᵒᵒ. ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ʷʳⁱᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ˡⁱᵏᵉ "ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ᵃʷᶠᵘˡˡʸ ˢⁱᵐⁱˡᵃʳ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳʸˡⁱⁿᵉ ᵒᶠ ˡᵒᵛᵉˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵍⁱʳˡˢ ᵇʸ ᵇˡᵃᶜᵏᵖⁱⁿᵏ.." ˢᵒ ʸᵉᵃʰ ᵗʰᵃᵗˢ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗⁱᵗˡᵉ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ. ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵒⁿᵉ ଘ⁽੭﹡ˊᵕˋ⁾੭﹡ ʰⁱˢᵒᵏᵃ ᵐⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵒᵒᶜ ᵃᵍᵃⁱⁿ. ʰᵉˢ ʰᵃʳᵈ ᵗᵒ ʷʳⁱᵗᵉ ⁱⁿ ᶠˡᵘᶠᶠ/ᶜᵒᵐᶠᵒʳᵗ, ⁱ ᵃᵖᵒˡᵍⁱᶻᵉ

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It wasn't often when Hisoka was gentle with you. Treating you as if you were some fragile breakable toy.

He liked to play rough, and you were open to that. You liked it too. But you also liked when you two shared sweet intimate moments that'll leave your stomach bustling with butterflies.

The idea of holding each other on a high building in Yorknew, him lightly tracing hearts and diamonds onto the sleeve of your arm might not seem intimate to some. But to you, it's all you could ever ask for.

Him drawing on your limb leaving your skin in more goosebumps than the chilly air left originally. His long claws could tear through your flesh if he weren't to be so gentle, and your stomach twisted in happiness realizing that him being gentle was a conscious decision. You liked to think that Hisoka truly did care for you.

The city seems so perfect from up there, astigmatism blurring all the colorful lights, the beeping and horns from the vehicles, the raw air hitting your face, leaving your eyes dry, and all the buildings stretching on for miles.

Hearing Hisoka hum under his breath while viewing all the skyscrapers has your head spinning. Looking up at him with heart eyes, wishing you could see this side of him more often.

His eyes meet yours, smiling. You can’t tell if it’s a mischievous smirk or if it’s a genuine smile. Perhaps both.

“What's going on in that head of yours?" He asks while tapping your forefront, taking a short break from drawing on your arm.

“Nuthin.. Just thinking about all the lives down there," you say back at him, looking down at all the cars. Truth be told, did you really want Hisoka to know how much joy he brought you? He’s not entirely evil but he’s also a wild card. Maybe he would disappear for a month to make you yearn for him even more.

He follows your eyes, looking down at all the restless lives.

"It's crazy, isn't it? How there are so many other lives than just mine and yours. ♦"

"Yeah, it is. It makes my head hurt thinking that everyone has their own mind." you giggle, unconsciously pushing yourselves further into each other.

Hisoka chuckles, holding you tighter while looking up into the starry night. You snuggle back into his chest, rubbing your head against him gently, much like a clingy cat.

Maybe it's all just for a moment, but these times become treasured memories, knowing that Hisoka will revert to his usual jagged personality the next day.

#hisoka x reader #hxh 2011 #hisoka oneshot #hisoka imagine #hisoka drabble #hisoka x y/n #hxh fanfic #hisoka #hisoka x you #hisoka morow

[devising-stuffs]

Week 6: Devising logbooks ᕕ( ᐕ )ᕗ

11/11/2021 Tom's lesson

Tasks:

Working with Dom on the chapter task!

Idea: thought we could play around with the deception of gravity of the chair as we tell the story

In this lesson, we were still working on our group projects. Since we already sorted out the introduction to our script on Monday, we were able to use this lesson to the fullest practically! ଘ(੭ ᐛ )♡

Notes for today

Puppetry with Dom - especially with 'You might as well say I see what I eat' section of the chapter

Could incorporate dance into it somehow - just a thought

To show the childlike nature between the Hatter and Alice, they could play kid games like patty cake

Once we completed creating the rest of the scene, we took a recording of it. The video is available on my Vimeo account here!

Process!

While creating the piece, Dom and I came across a lot of obstacles since we kept running out of ideas to try. I think this was just because of it simply being a morning lesson. The more the day went on though, we finally came to a clearer understanding of what we wanted to achieve. I think this helped us think of things easier.

For example, when Dom tried to portray the Cheshire cat physically, I did my best to guide him on how cats tend to move. We also received help from Tom with this.

I personally didn't know how to characterise Alice though. I pushed through it since this entire project was just so we had ideas; there was no set cast. I personally found it a little awkward and not very me since I don't relate much to Alice's mannerisms.

When we did this, I pictured Alice to be panicked and animated with her gestures. Reason being is because I always imagined the characters in Wonderland to go for the extremes when it comes to any thing they do and Alice being here for as long as she has been at this point must've taken this on herself.

I also felt like this vocally too. I very much wanted to explore my range and deliverance with the lines, but I didn't know how to achieve that without it sounding forced and artificial. While doing this, I kept going back to the way the traditional Alice would've behaved and spoke so I adopted words she may have used and a similar sentence structure. I think if others were to use this, I'd alter the script otherwise since constantly changing dialects and sentence structures might confuse the audience - even other actors.

I feel if I were to work on this again in future, I'd want to develop Alice's character to fit my personality more so it wouldn't feel so fake to me and I could have more fun with it! :D

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Tim's lesson

Tasks:

Continuing to work on our project

Viewpoints training - shape river exercise

did that viewpoints training thing focusing on tempo and duration

did this exercise called shape river - explain it n shi

To start off the lesson, we took part in a Viewpoint exercise called Shape river! The process of this exercise is that the ensemble would enter the circle they created one by one and use their body and create whatever shape their impulses push them to create in response to the music. I enjoyed this exercise because it encouraged me to do what I felt like doing without the fear of judgement. I usually think of how I can express myself with music all the time since music is a big part of my life as well. Being able to do this exercise allowed me to pretty much just be myself!

After this, we broke off into our groups again to continue working on our pieces. Since Dom and I were finished with what we made earlier by this lesson, all we did was continue to rehearse it over and over.

Once we were satisfied, we moved onto creating something else!! We looked at something from later chapters in the story of 'Alice in wonderland' and Dom mentioned how appealing 'The lobster's quadrille' chapter looked to him. I never heard of a quadrille before and neither did he, so we looked it up on the internet and we instantly had an idea to incorporate a dance section into the play!

We rehearsed the quadrille dance and used this video on YouTube as our reference!

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12/11/2021 Tim's class

Tasks:

Continuing with rehearsals

In this lesson we recapped what we made earlier today and altered a few things. Instead of using a chair, we substituted it for a block and this was the lesson that we came up with the idea of looping the end and the begging of our piece. We achieved this by adding the incorrect version of twinkle twinkle on the end of where the video leaves off. This is where we placed our puppetry idea! We made it that Dom is supposed to lull me to sleep and I pass out. When he is off stage, I wake up alert with my opening line directed to the audience. In order for the loop to make sense, we changed the opening to be me already in place, asleep and Dom's the one who enters the stage.

Once this was done, each group performed their work to each other and I took notes on our feedback and what I liked about others pieces

Feedback on me and Dom's performance:

Dom's physicality of the cat was well done; could tell he researched it

One person was always constantly moving which kept the energy up

The looping idea was really interesting

Transforming characters was well done - Dom shifting from the Cat to the Hatter

Block added another level

Progressively got darker and creepier

Familiar twinkle twinkle from the book added some vague form of comfort to the scene

Could improve the scene by exploring vocal ranges more

#unit20devising #devisinglogbooks

[skyborn-reads]

hey :D

my initials are i.k.c and i’m a sagittarius

please could i have a general reading !

thank you! ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*

Hey 😃 This will be messages you need to hear then!

The energy of the shuffling reminded me of the crackle of flames after a tower moment. You have just gone through the loss of inspiration that might have led to a project not working out. These are the cards that came forward:

The Star (reversed) & The Lovers

Grounding and concentration are difficult at the moment. Very easily distracted, there's too much mental chatter and not enough staying in the present. Your spirit guides advise you to get in touch with the water element for cleansing and getting in touch with your inner self. Dip your feet in river or visualise yourself doing so in meditation. If lately you feel that you're drifting away from people it's normal and is not a cause for concern. You simply needed time for yourself. Inspiration and a renewed sense of self will come to you eventually following this period.

King of Swords

A big part of your problems can be solved when you exercise willpower. Reactive emotions and drifting thoughts are causing you to feel stagnant because you chose to believe them rather than that inner spark of light. This card advises you to take back control of your thoughts and actions. Be productive and stick to your goals. You have so so much potential just waiting to be discovered!

The Tower

Success is in the horizon when you are resilient. If at first you face blockage again, try to branch out little by little. Thoughts have power, so if you actively choose to foster a positive, encouraging mindset it can guide you towards success!

This reading is rather harsh but I hope it is helpful. This deck carries a very stern energy that caught me off guard at first haha. Please leave me feedback on what you think 💙

~ Skyborn

#free reading #free readings #intuitive reading #intuitive readings #tarot asks #asks

[rai-scutum]

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚ a cupid from k-match headquarters comes with a message from river, your partner: "Do u ever get jealous of how pretty Wooseok is bc same----" go talk to them at hollo-cyptric 💞💕💖 thank you for participating in our program !!

Ah hello! A match, I’m so excited!!!!! But yes, I do get jealous of Wooseok, who wouldn’t hehehe 😂

#yamswers #anon asks #kmatch

[shoyoist]

hanma… when he WHEN HE NGGGHHHH he’s been sooooo horrendously on my mind lately rekha it’s becoming a problem :((( spare some crumbs as the shuji expert? 🥺🤲 what’s ur fave headcanon of him? mwah love ya lots<333

omg the absolute amount of hc's i have about my darling shuji<33 constantly thinking about him so i have so many thoughts i can share hehehe—hmm the first being that he's ticklish and a giggler! i have one or two drabbles on this posted, he's so ticklish at his waist and stomach and he giggles uncontrollably when you climb onto him and pepper his body with kisses. never asks you to stop because he lowkey likes the contact and of course! he gets an excuse to do it back to you v_v

another thought i have and this one is canon in my heart btw!! is that by the time he's 28 yrs old, he's 6'6. he was 6'4 when he was 16, and you're telling me he didn't grow an inch after that?? nuh uh he's 6'6 as an adult man he's sooo big and tall<33 and he makes himself seem even taller by only ever wearing pinstriped suits. his personal favourites come in grays and beiges and faded blues.

hmm and he's always wanted to match tattoos with you<3 it's so intimate and so hot to him, the idea of his tattoos on you, his brand on your skin— or at least some form of them. sin & punishment + virtue & pardon?? YES<3 he loves the idea of being the devil to your angel, the sinner to your saint, it's so romantic.

and on that note, he is such a romantic<33 he's good with his words, knows just how to fluster you, how to piss you off, and how to make you feel like the most special person in the whole world just by telling you things. his favourite thing to repeat—and really, your favourite thing to hear over and over—is that one day, you'll both rule the whole fuckin' city together. he also gets you the prettiest, custom-made guns and blades for your anniversaries. and they match the ones he gets for himself. he loves the idea of doing this whole thing together— him and you, with kisaki at the lead, he thinks you could rule the whole world.

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ]. #‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ river! ]. #I HAVE SM MORE! v_v #but i think if i go on i will ramble lmaoo #so have these<33 and omg river! ik you like koko #come talk to me about him<3 #hanma x reader #hanma headcanons

[shoyoist]

REKHA MY BODY IS READY hit me with that hanma clip you wanted to show me im on the edge of my seat

giggles & kicks my feet in the air LISTEN it's a short comp of just him laughing, an anon sent it to me late last year and i've been listening to it EVER SINCE bec i am DOWN BAD 😭 his laugh is so ugly BUT SO SEXY??? i want him to giggle into my pussy SO BAD river do you understand me. please understand i beg

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ]. #‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ river! ]. #LISTENING MAKES ME BLUSH SO HARD #i need him to laugh like that into my pussy #it is a NEED!!! #being so unfiltered rn it's embarrassing #but i'm dead serious ‼️

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safe youtube link *wink wonk*

rekha i am about to jUMP ON UR MANS DICK!!!!! (if u let me<333)

hi darling<3 so i asked shuji, and he says i should invite you over so we can have some fun together and he and i can both show you something of a good time v_v <33

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ]. #‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ river! ]. #HAHA i'm just kidding... unless?

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rekha come get ur man he’s being capital h horny for violence again :// (he’s soooooo sexy i’m gonna die)

so real of you riv i'll hold your hand we will die together!! he actually makes me go insane he's so out of his mind & i am so in love with him <3.<3

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ]. #‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ river! ]. #“neato ♡” he has a total of NOTHING in his head #just thirst for blood! #he's so dummy<3 and so sexy<3