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Hello? Hello Hello?
...Well, this place has been dead for a little bit, hasn't it?
Mentioned a little bit before on that collab piece I did, but figured I'd be better to do a full post bout it here!
So, this AU...has been laying dormant for quite some time, and there's not really any excuses for that. I've just been a little busy with school and life in general, but mainly...haven't had much motivation to do it in all honesty, and their's two main factors to that unmotivation.
1. I kinda realized I'd be needing to write a lot for this story, and though I love writing in general...the scope of this would be like writing a few novels if I continued on, and I just wouldn't have the time or sanity to do that, but more on that later for a solution...
And 2. ...I kinda fell out of FNaF for a moment. Well- Not entirely, I'll always love this series, but I guess it was mainly...the state of the fandom after one certain game...Security Breach. After that game came out, it kinda broke the fandom in half. One half being those who hate the game and left the franchise entirely, now seeing it as nothing but for kids and not taken seriously, and the other...well, actually kids. Y'know the ones. You know.
So that kinda left me kinda unsure for my AU, since I thought if I put stuff out now...it wouldn't really be that appreciated. From the start it was meant to harken back to the original classics of FNaF, but with the fandom mostly filled with newcomers for just this one game, and the original fans gone and unhopeful for the franchise, I just kinda...left this place dorment till I felt motivated again.
...And then the Ruin DLC happened, which gave me a spark of motivation. Seemed this franchise was starting to to head to a better place, getting some old fans back, so that's nice. Got me thinking more bout this AU again...
And then the movie happened, and now i've been slapped in the face with motivation.
SO- Guess that's my excuse for why things have been so empty, but now...I AM READY TO OFFICIALLY SAY IT IS STARTING BACK UP! And not just that...but starting fresh! ...Which, isn't saying much, since I only wrote two chapters for it...y e a h - But there's a reason I'm starting fresh, not just for improved art or retconing some of the mistakes of what I did give out, but mainly because...
I'm turning the AU into a comic!!
That's right! Gonna be drawing the whole thing start to finish! Figured this would be better to me since it's quicker then writing it all, and get to show and improve more of my art, so works out! (You can already kinda see some of that with the new pfp and header) Maybe might get some help in the future, maybe might dable in some animation, maybe a lot of things, but guess we'll just hafta see where it goes from here!
What does that mean for the previous content though? All...f o u r of it? Well, that stuff is gonna be non-canon from here on out! It'll be easier this way since those stuff have either some continuity errors that'll effect the story in the long wrong, or just simply I've changed my mind on some things and it'll be a bit more different! I'm still leaving them up, however! Just cause I think it'll be fun to see how far I've come, and ey some art pieces there weren't bad! ...Too bad...okay like one or two were d e c e n t
TLDR of it tho is this: AU's getting a reboot, gonna be made into a comic now, previous stuff is non-canon, and this page should be a bit more active now!
But yeah! Big things are coming, and I am excited to start up this AU again! I have so many plans for this story that I'm just hoping you guys will love, wanna do justice to both sides of the story! So keep an eye on this blog, might take a little longer, but hoping to get things officially and finally started soon!
And to prove some of that, before I go...you guys deserve a a bit of a sneak peak of what's to come, so...hope you enjoy these redesigns >:]
EDIT: THE SERIES HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN- READ EM HERE- AH-
#bringing this place back to life!#including finally changing the header and pfp oh gOd-#why did i shade the r e f p a g e s hhHHhHHH-#au#fnaf#fnaf au#markiplier#markiplier au#five nights at freddy's#tiny box tim#darkiplier#wilford warfstache#warfstache#google#googleplier#bing#bingplier#the host#the host markiplier#eric derekson#eyesore talks#eyesore's art
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GREETINGS AND SALUTATIONS TUMBLR
I (@nnugatoryextravagance) used to run a twitter account under the same name as this blog, but now I refuse to use that horrific bird app for the sake of my health, BUT also really missed doing this, So now here we are
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[Also I know the name implies this is daily, but honestly dont hold your breath on that.]
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thoughts about the future of "the stars and their children", and future paths:
i'm unsure what philza's play is here for the fate of tommy and wilbur. at present, my hypothesis is that he's trying to antagonize wilbur to force him to learn how to play politics; this is a form of training in and of itself. i do not think he currently cares for his best interests, especially since wilbur is the spare and has tommy's ear, so dividing them would make it easier to influence tommy
gaining familial connections to crimeboys is probably the best way for emerald duo to gain political control over the planet; it's much easier to convince someone to make [x] decision if they've got warm ties to you, etc etc. unsure if the antarctic empire is a hegemonic one (like the delian league, or the early roman republic), but even if antarctica doesn't directly influence Eldingvegr's politics, it has a sizable amount of control over it
furthermore, it would make ruling much more palatable to Eldingvegr's citizens. tommy is presumably very well liked, and therefore that goodwill might extend to any of his psuedo family members.
actually in hindsight the antarctic empire is definitely hegemonic. mantle strikes me as a vassal state like the british raj lmao. it produces water (and fuel + oxygen for deep space travel; hydrogen and oxygen gas) and jack else so it's probably very profitable
the main cast is correct. tommy and wilbur do not have much leverage as philza's guests, and as political players in general. should crimeboys solicit emerald!duo's help in taking back their planet, that leaves a natural power vacuum for their benefactors to jump back in. i'm also curious as to why *themis* isn't kicking up more of a fuss—are they having internal conflict? have they decided to wash their hands of the situation for fear of entangling with the essempi or with antarctica? etc etc. tommy could make a plea for their assistance -> play up blood ties and sovereignty, and use the threat of themis's displeasure to convince philza to back off, but 50/50 on whether that'll work
crimeboys's main disadvantage is their lack of information; emeraldduo can throttle what they receive and how they get it, especially if it's offworld news. on the flip side, they're getting more intel on the dynamics of the antarctic empire by being in that palace lol
their other main disadvantage is wilbur's cratering mental stability
this is also speculation but imo one of their biggest advantages is time. the longer they wait, the more time dream has to ship blaziphane (100% i've misspelled that lmao), which makes emeraldduo jittery and forces them to play hardball with crimeboys to get them on board, or go all-in with an invasion to take the blaziphane trade back
and i don't think i need to mention that military campaigns are costly in terms of man-power and money esp as dream is probably not a pushover
anyway, thank you for letting me talk on your blog! looking forward to see what happens next :D -🦜
ooo interesting hypothesis ;) as always I don't comment on theories but again, interesting!
yeah you see the main reason philza and technoblade are still negotiating with tommy and wilbur is precisely bc they dont want to deal with the fallout of the population hating them if some random strangers took over. having tommy, the royal heir, on their side or possibly even having a familial connection to them would certainly help make the situation more palatable
also yeah I'd say hegemonic definitely isn't wrong. I'd say most of the planets under AE's rule are vassal states in some way or another, but the level of control AE exerts over the planets highly varies just depending on the individual planet. the thing is, schlatt is pretty content to let phil and techno have final say on a lot of things regarding mantle, and it IS a very profitable planet for them to have under their control. but even if schlatt wasn't okay with that control, mantle really didn't have a lot of power on its own prior to joining the Empire, so the situation would've ended up the same anyway. in comparison, phil exerts far less control on kinoko, primarily because kinoko was a fairly powerful planet on its own prior to becoming part of the empire, so they still have quite a bit of their own standing
i'm hesitant to compare any of the planets under antarctic rule to real world examples like the british raj mostly because so many real world examples like that were heavily rooted in racism and/or white supremacy and the idea that western culture was the 'civilized' culture, whereas stars is sci fi space fiction about block men. I just don't want to risk people thinking i'm trying to put real world things like that in a positive light, or think i'm not portraying those kind of power dynamics accurately and making them out to be better than they were, because that's not what i'm trying to portray. i'm just trying to write complicated space politics yknow?? that's just a disclaimer i wanted to put out there
themis will eventually be brought up again! though I will say, it's been mentioned a few times by a few characters that themis doesn't seem to care a whole lot for tommy and wilbur, so keep that in mind :)
the thing is, even though you're right and emerald duo have access to more off planet information that tommy and wilbur don't, pretty much no one in the galaxy outside of Essempi knows wtf is going on on Eldingvegr rn. the planet has essentially been cut off from everyone else, so emduo really doesn't have a whole lot more info on Eldingvegr than tommy and wilbur do atm
hm, while I see the logic, just curious why phil and techno would need to try and get moving before dream ships out the blaziphane? it's not as if they can't just get more blaziphane after they take Eldingvegr over. there's not really a race against that I'd say. it's not like there's one singular shipment of blaziphane for the rest of time. it's a continuous source that they regularly send shipments out for
oh yeah military campaigns are very costly, so taking Eldingvegr back won't be a walk in the park
tysm for the thoughts!! love hearing what you guys think!
#long post#ask#parakeet anon#thats what im gonna call you i cant tell if thats actually a parakeet or not#but it kind of looks like one so#thats what you are#the stars and their children
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hello! thank you for all your fics <3 may i please ask why you no longer write x reader fics? You don't have to answer, I've just been seeing so much negativity and entitlement from anons making writers stop doing what they love, I hope that's not the reason for you.
Ahh, sorry I don't know when this was sent in; I hope you haven't been waiting long. Don't worry, it's nothing negative. I'm really lucky never to have received any hate or been a part of any drama. I've made lovely reader insert friends and it's been a great community to be a part of. I so appreciate your concern, tho. And I'm glad you've enjoyed my stories. <3
Longer answer beneath the cut.
It's kind of a long story, so I'll start off with the tl;dr. Reader insert was always going to be transient for me. I'm a shipper and always have been, and I kind of knew that from the beginning. If you dig reeeeally deep into this blog, you'll see MONTHS of tags where I say "once I find a ship, it's all over here" and "this ship is calling me over, I swear" etc. Tbh, the breadcrumbs have been laid since near the beginning.
I've been reading fic since I was 12, and it was always shipfic. I never liked OC-centered stories, and was only ever drawn to reading and writing canonverse and stuff that felt similar. I don't enjoy deviating from canon. I talk to reader insert friends who have been into fic as long as I have and they talk about making OCs or pairing their faves with characters they could project onto and that was just...never my game. Idk if it's my demisexuality or my lack of imagination, but it's always given me butterflies to read about two characters who I see as really, truly in love. Whereas with reading and writing reader insert, I never cared about reader-chan. Even when I was modeling her exactly after me. I tried to give her depth and make her a good match for her bnha boy, but it was just that. A match to the boy. She was a stand-in, but not for me. For a character that whoever I was writing for would actually love.
I fell into reader insert by accident. I liked Todoroki upon my first watch of the series, and I wanted to read fics with him, but I wasn't jazzed by his ships. I'm usually pretty easy and get into whichever ships are pushed in canon. Like, if they tried harder with IzuOcha, I'd probably be an IzuOcha shipper, lol. But bnha isn't really committed to its, like, 4 or 5 het ships, so I wasn't either. So I clicked around random stories with Shou, stumbled upon reader insert, and I was like eh, that'll do. If there had been a ship I liked, I never would have read a single reader insert fic ever.
And then I got pulled in. Not by reader insert, exactly, but by the community. The blogs, and the friends I started making quickly, which was crazy to me, because I've never been in a fandom as active as this. In other fandoms, I would make a friend or two, but stuff like discord and tumblr friends and groupchats were new. And exciting, especially in the loneliness of covid.
Then I entered a feedback loop. I started reading bkdk as early as November 2020, and I only started reading reader insert in August, writing it in September. But November was also when I joined my first reader insert discord. All my friends were talking about reader insert, and we were all promoting our stories, reading each other's and so my brain kept on being flooded with fic ideas, headcanons, requests. Especially since I was writing all oneshots, mostly nsfw ones which, for me, didn't take a whole lot of effort or time. I started writing for a more (read: the most) popular character, Bakugou, and my fics were becoming popular, in January 2021 I hit 1k followers, I had decent interax, everything was going well.
By this point, I said at least to friends, if not hidden in tags somewhere on this blog, that I was ready to leave reader insert as soon as I had an idea for a bkdk fic. Cold turkey. I was one foot out the door for months before I actually started writing bkdk. But because of that feedback loop, I kept on having reader insert ideas and I wasn't in the same way talking about bkdk, thinking about it, taking the time to try and conjure up a fic idea. I still had wips for reader insert and I wanted to fulfill those promises as well.
Just some discord screenshots with dates, so you can see that the descent is much earlier than you'd think. Plus, past!me says some of this better than I'm managing to here.
The truth is, that I feel nothing towards reader insert now. I kind of want to delete my fics for it all the time because, like, I don't even know who that person was who wrote them. Who was Ana? Not me, and that's why I go by my real name now. I'm not a person who goes through phases, usually. I'm a pretty consistent person, and when I latch onto something, I tend to stick with it for life. Bkdk will be with me for life, I am 100% sure. This was a very strange, out of character blip for me.
And I know that sounds kind of disparaging towards the genre, and I don't mean that at ALL. Reader insert holds so much value as a genre, and it did for me too. You can see from my chat above that it was holding the entirety of my mental health for months. And I'll always value the friends I made. I love that these fics are still enjoyed, so I never will delete them. But I wish that I could fully detach them from myself too. I don't want to give up being able to read the lovely comments and reply back, though. Still, I wish with all my heart that I'd been with bkdk during all that time instead. Bkdk gives me butterflies. It makes me feel warm, makes me feel something like love. Reader insert just doesn't.
There's also a similar story in here about how I got caught in a feedback loop of writing smut too, and I never wanted to be a smut writer. I've written 50 fics or so for bnha, and none of them are my favorites (even the bkdks). My favorite fics, now, are all sfw, shipfic ones I wrote years ago. I don't like that. I want to like my current stuff more. This is why, in addition to retiring from reader insert, I've retired from smut. Smut is also a genre that I love and have mad respect for, but it needs to be as a reader, not a writer. I want to be proud of my fics again, for me, not because they've gotten popular because they're kinky.
So yeah. I left because I never liked reader insert in the first place, but it was a ton of fun to be able to write so prolifically in such a lively community. I'm terribly sorry if this taints my fics in any way to you, like I was flippant while writing them. I wasn't. I always cared about writing them, there was just something big missing for me, and I stayed longer than I should have. That's all. I do appreciate you asking the question; it wasn't an intrusion at all. I give all my love to this community, because it was truly meaningful to me during, as we all know, a terrible, terrible time. But I'm much happier now, and hopefully my next fic will be one I'm truly proud of again.
I hope this answers the question adequately <3
#and with that#goodbye my lovelies <3#goodbye hoe-doroki <3#bless everyone in this lovely community; keep doing what you do#ask ana#johnsrevelation
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New Years 2024 Updates List
Hello! It's the first time I am ever doing this. It's because.. well, how do I put this? I got distracted. Very distracted. And also very unmotivated with my writing skills. Which is why there will be updates for EVERY blog. It will go in order of "how big the update is". In order it's "Not that bad" to "Oh god, the blog is on a long ass hiatus". I apologize in advance to Melody, the only other person who's helping work on Objects in Orbit!
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@lonelystarmenagerie - "It's no surprise that we are being ignored now. Obviously. Blogs with OC's that aren't based on the currently trending topic are very unpopular. Especially if they aren't fuckin' mary-sues/gary-stus. It sucks, but that's just how the world of Tumblr is right now. So yeah, that's our update for this year." ~Piko (Oh yeah, my resolution is to actually be out there more. You can figure out the rest.)
@starsoscsonas - "My my! We are also being hard ignored. It makes me very sad, though that's just because we are not truly out there yet either. I think my resolution is to make the blog much more interesting by bringing in some contestants that have been eliminated from my show! (It will uh.. come back eventually, from what Aria has told me.)" ~Star Lamp
@aibmonsterau - "I am.. honestly not surprised. Guys, this is AIB we are talking about. The one the community no longer posts about because the series is most likely dead. I hope it isn't, for the record! My resolution is to be there when Starlight Espresso comes out with the others. We wish you well, Groink." ~Recycling Bin
@pokemon196, and also @eeveelutionsdoingreviews - "I am 100% sure that the review blog is dead. I will go and delete the Discord Server, Application, and Blog. I will still be here on my own blog, and Kuro can do whatever she wants to do with hers! My resolution is for there to be people watching the blog's plot grow!" ~Sunny the Espeon
@askdusknfriends - "God, the images look cringe. Fuck it, we are doing whatever Quint's doing. My resolution is to get Aria to start doing that." ~Sugar (And don't worry, I'll see to it that there's no profile images b/c they look bad. ~Aria)
@asksomerobotmasters - "I think we are just going to stick to doing sketches, and have full-colored refs in the Characters page. I honestly don't want Aria to be stressing herself out. To be honest, I am worried for her. I shouldn't be, but I am. My resolution is to get Aria some therapy of some kind." ~Quick Man (Also I am not the one you should be saying this to. ~Aria)
@towermaidenpiz - "Guys the plot isn't going to start on its own." ~???
"Golly, this blog sure has been inactive, hasn't it? You guys do know I can still answer questions, right? I really want to! It's getting boring here. :(" ~Aria (PT)
@askiireplacements - "We're still here, the blog's just been very inactive without any questions to move the plot along. It's sad, but it is what it is. Also, my resolution is to find out what's in that mansion. No more fear.. I need to." ~Bamboo
@lrgs-tboiau - "Although the askbox is going to be emptied out, we will be accepting new questions! H-Hopefully this gives everyone more to do!" ~Lazarus (If a question gets ignored or deleted, just assume its for plot reasons. And most likely spoilers to that plot. ~Aria)
@asktheshadow - "I think I should just link it to the main blog.. maybe that'll give the poor guy some attention." ~Aria
@objectsinorbit - "Objects in Orbit will be on permanent hiatus until I can get over my writers block and write Episode 2, Episode 3, Episode 4, and Episode 5. Then I can go back to taking a break from there. Until then, stay tuned for the new year." ~Aria
@dailydoseofditto - "…That blog's been dead for a while. It's still going to be up for archival purposes, just like eeveelutionsdoingreviews." ~Vi
#promotion time! ~ promo#dawn of 2024 ~ new years updates#(so many blogs to tag...)#(nah funk it i ain't doing it)
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Tell me a little about Noah and Jesse?
Yeah! I've been working on answering your other question, its just been hard to choose who and organize my thoughts :p
Noah and Jesse are both main charecters in the book series im trying to write and are very different. Noah for a while in the middle of his development a charecter that could encapsulate my experience with anxiety and intrusive thoughts. He's the youngest of the main five, and the only one that had a good (not completely healthy but neither had any bad intentions) relationship with his parents, which is basically just his mom because his bio and step dad are gone from the world by the time he's two. However, the reason that I wouldn't say the relationship between the two is healthy is because his mother has an illness (havent decided exactly what, but I do want to make one up, just need to research illnesses and how they work more) that wears the body down until it can no longer function. With her being a single mother and no longer able to move from full bed rest by the time Noah's eight, hes been taking care of her to the point of neglecting his own health and well being. Noah is also arguably the most powerful of the group. Everyone with no exceptions has some sort of power in the books world, some as simple as always finding the right page of a book to being able to shift their form to what they desire. No two powers are exactly the same, though they can be very similar that to anyone else they look the same. Noah was born with the power to be able to make people do anything he wants by telling them. He struggles hard because he isn't good at controlling what he tells someone to do without forcing them how to do so, and two deaths result because of this. He does however learn to turn it on and off, and how to get exactly what he wants to happen, but that'll happen in the middle of the book series, since he's understandably terrified of himself.
Jesse on the other hand is a sympathetic asshole who annoys me but ill die for him. His twin Jester is the main of main charecters in the story so developing her meant developing him and their parents. His parents are not standard in this universe or our own. Their isn't a single healthy relationship in this family. There is just violence, betrayal, avoidance, and being the picture perfect wealthiest family in the world to the public. Their parents relationship and mental state result in Jester being patented by her father more and Jesse their mother. They all still live in the same house and interact on a daily basis, but discipline, chores, expectations, etc are different for each. While Jester is being horribly abused by their father while he forces her to learn the art of manipulation, Jesse is learning from his mom how to be a rich smug asshole and how to be arrogant enough that everyone besides his parents are worth less than the gum on the sidewalk. She also takes her religion, pulls horrible interpretations out, and shoves them down his throat. He is ripped into emotionally if he upsets her and often gets slapped or other shitty abuse that some people wouldn't recognize as such. This results in Jesse spending the begining part of the series as more of an antagonist before having his entire world view turned upside down after plot stuff and he starts working with the other protagonists. However, he's still an asshole and struggles to let go a lot of his awful opinions and views of the world. Meaning that he pisses all the other charecters off often and since they're all teens some of them get more easily distracted by arguing it gets them into serious trouble at times. Jesse and Noah have the least developed relationship (besides Noah and Elena) because Jesse thinks Noah is a weak stupid crybaby and Noah doesn't have the self esteem or confidence to disagree (ill fight him for you noah). However, Noah will interject if he feels like Jesse is being too cruel to one of the others, which results on Jesse's explosive temper being targeted at him. Jesse's power is also very strong (all of the main charecters are), he is able to increase and decrease the amount of the specific emotion/s he wants on another person. He can also affect multiple people at once. He finds it easiest to manipulate others fear. This can be deadly if he's not careful, though he doesn't know this until later in the series.
Thank you for asking!
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Tell me about three of your favorite OCs you’ve worked on!
Thank you for the ask! Sorry for the wait, I've been working on this whenever I got the spoons which have been in short supply.
Three of my favorite OC's: Well one is very much Elena. From her starting point as an atla oc to role-play as, to her own fanfiction, then to multiple short/uncompleted stories, and finally being one of the main charecters for the series i hope to write (Learn To Be) shes been on a long journey with me and has consistently been an oc i fall back to in both writing and drawing. She's overpowered and badass, could kill a man twice her size with her bare hands without breaking a sweat, but doesn't have the average socialization the rest of the world does, and she doesn't like hurting people. She can keep her face completely blank but can't interpret what she feels correctly. She's repressed as fuck and the only way she knows how to let loose is in bursts of violent rage. She loves animals but has no idea how to properly handle any of them (in a friendly way, she can handle them in a her next meal way just fine). She attaches to people very fast. Oh year she also summons and controls fire and her skin can radiate heat at times, but she isn't resistant to burns. She loves her parents but everyone else who knows about them know that they deserve to be burning in hell <3
2. Would probably be Morgan Weasley even though she maybe is only a year or so old. With a lot of OC's i make i focus on one story to write and quickly end up moving on to new ones. But Morgan is one of the few that have stuck. I wrote a lot of her main story in a large span of inspiration, and when that ran out it was from an overwhelming amount of ideas to tweak the story in different ways. I've got a doc dedicated to different random snippets to full blown au's, some with multiple chapters planned. If I hadn't had an au idea for Morgan's story while I was inpatient id have been forced to stay longer because I was bored out of my mind and getting more agitated with nothing to do. Even though I havent written her (or much of anything really) recently I still find great pleasure in playing around with her universe in my head.
3. This is hard to choose because part of me just wants to put the rest of the main Learn to Be cast, part of me wants to say Greenland, and the rest of myself needs to keep reminding certain charecters aren't my oc's no matter how many parts of canon I throw out the window. I guess I'll just settle for malcolm and Jesse, who were created years apart, but have only really started to get developed because of their relationship. Malcolm was a full metal alchemist oc for role-playing at first. I was young and the role played story for him makes me cringe at how emotionally manipulative his actions were without me having any self awareness about it. Im not exactly sure when he started to join in on the short/uncompleted stories with the main five, but I think it was either We Are Salvageable or Crack Oc Highschool. He was mostly just one of my average ocs for role plays until then. Jesse was created for a very ambitious harry potter role play where, if I remember correctly, we were doing eight oc's each per house. At the time Jester was a very new character and I was struggling to think of more slytherians, so I came up with Jesse. Jesse was made to be the nicer version of Jester. This quickly changed to the opposite the more I wrote. Malcolm and jesses relationships has been through all sorts of changes and will continue to do so, but, I do at least have more personal background for Jesse, his internalized homophobia, and how he sees interactions with others. It also made me conclude that whether malcolm is gay or bi won't change the fact that he is out and proud. Their relationship also helped me flesh their insecurities, specifically ones tied to masculinity. Jesse is skinny, lanky, well groomed, formal clothes, and arrogant with large amounts of condescension to boot. He thinks power, sociatal, economical, and power strength is what separates real men from riff raff. To him homosexuality is unmanly, which is oh so terrible thing to be (this boy makes me so tired sometimes). Malcolm has a horrible father as an example and though he recognizes this, its hard to apply to himself. He has to be physically strong, he has to be aggressive and incite violence against people he considers bad, and he very much struggles to reign in his temper. He doesn't judge others by presentation but he does use phrases like be a man and the like.
Sorry for the long wait! Thank you for asking :3
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Figured this was the better blog to ask this on fksnak (you can answer this publicly or privately, whatever floats your boat my Liege /gen /pos)
1. Do you and King Boo have like, a proper "cannon" confession? Who does it first and how?
2. Not sure when I'll do this, but I'm currently writing down an outline for a Lexi x Luigi fic called "A Thunderstorm's Love" that'll go over how the two meet, fall in love, and confess. At some point, Luigi is going to go around to known couples and ask them how their own confessions went so he can try to do his in the best way possible. Would you minded if, for this part, I included you and King?
HIIII YES WE DO!
I'll try to give you the short of it,,,
Tldr at the end cause I'm a Rambler in am so sorry
BUT YES YOU ABSOLUTELY MAY INCLUDE MY SWEET KING AND I.
1. Every time I would visit the mansion I would always go to the well...because a voice always spoke to me from it and I liked them a whole lot....
I didn't know what they looked like, only what they sounded like.
And that they sounded like my old friend I would play with in the surrounding forest
So I would start bringing things for them.
Little gifts. A rose. A candy or two.
I would always lower them down with a note.
The notes would have everything from lines from a book I liked, to words of encouragement, to jokes, to poems...
Basically we talked a lot and I...was not aware he was the king I had been hearing about from everyone at the mansion. I was focused on taking care of everyone who resided there moreso than anything. That included my friend in the courtyard well.
I learned a lot about my mysterious friend through the notes he would send back up to me. Things started to piece together in my head...
And that's when my friends in the mansion started disappearing. One by one. There was a strange man in the house who started turning the lights on.
I'M GETTING SIDETRACKED SORRY.
One night, I went back to the well and called out to my friend.
But there was no response.
That was the first time I willed myself to crawl down there and search for him. I found a secret room down there covered from floor to ceiling in gold...and then I saw the strange man carrying away a portrait.
So I followed him.
And watched as he turned king into a painting.
And to say that I cried...is a horrendous understatement.
There in that moment, everything came together in my mind. King was my friend in the well, and my friend I played with in the forest. He was the ruler everyone was talking about.
And now he was gone.
So...long story short, I waited for the opportunity (a garage sale. Really, Gadd?) and got a hold of the painting King was trapped in. I took it all the way back to that ratty old shack of a lab and reversed the portrification process to release King.
But.
I hid. So he wouldnt see who let him out. I was shy for whatever reason to come face to face with him again after everything.
When he was freed, of course, he looked around to find who had released him.
And it's like.
He knew I was there. Because he started to come towards the thing I was hiding behind.
He stopped just short of where I was
And told me I had nothing to fear and was about to ask me to come out and see him, but we both heard the chatter of that awful scientist coming in, and decided it was safer for both of us to leave very quickly.
We scattered in opposite directions.
(I have SEVERE complicated beef with Gadd, but that's another long story for some other time)
After that... I decided I didn't want to be powerless anymore. I wanted to have strength to protect people I cared about so that they wouldn't be taken from me like my ghost family in the mansion was...
I set out and had my sights on these things called the music keys, which I successfully obtained and held onto for a bit.
Some of their power permanently seeped into my spirit the longer I was able to keep them in my hands.
I DID give them back eventually though. But not easily (another long story)
After I gained my new power, I travelled around searching for the portraits my found family were trapped in, seeing as they had been sold away to who knows where as decorations
It was a looooonnnngggg process, but it led me to a place called evershade valley
I had heard rumors that the portrait of a certain large ghost made up of 15 smaller ones could be found somewhere there. It was the last one I needed to find in order to have saved every spirit that had been in the mansion that awful night.
I still didn't have anywhere for them to go but...
My search led me to a mansion settled in the center of a whoollleee bunch of cascading waterfalls. It was perched rather precariously on a cliff.
When I got to the entrance, I heard. A familiar laugh.
So I followed it, and sure enough, there was my lovely King friend. Over all the course of my journey, I had come to terms that I had feelings for him, and... There he was. I had no idea he was even still around.
And what were the odds that we'd be in the same place like this? Apparently on the same mission too...
I watched him release the very ghost I came to save. 15 happy Boos flew around him in a blissful flurry as they reunited with their King.
No matter how happy I was to see him again, I didn't dare interrupt.
...and then I heard one of the Boos asking King "who the lady at the door" was
And before I could even think to panic and scramble away to hide, that same Boo popped up in front of my face and startled me into tumbling through the doorway.
Right into the moonlight streaming through the windows.
Right into the sight of King.
I certainly didn't expect him to rush to me the way he did, or...look at me like he was.
We were both very silent. You could hear a pin drop in the room.
I. Started to apologize profusely and couldn't look at him. I was hiding my face so he couldntseemeblushing
And then he.
Floated down.
And took my hands.
And helped me back to my feet again.
And of course, I couldn't look away then. I got an eyeful of him. Of his pretty eyes, his sparkling crown, his sharp pointy fangs
And
...his...blue glowing cheeks?
No that wasn't normal.
He asked me where I had been and I felt my heart pound so hard I thought it might jump out at him from my chest and scream I COULD ASK YOU THE SAME QUESTION I MISSED YOU I MISSED YOU SO MUCH I'VE BEEN SO SAD
But thankfully, it did not.
(He later told me after we started dating that during all that time apart he had been working on getting revenge but also had been searching for me without telling anyone about it,,,)
I couldn't make myself say. Words. At all. I was just speechless.
I became acutely aware of how close we were in that moment and oh my GOD I didn't realize I had leaned closer to get a better look at him so THAT was embarrassing.
So me, being me, clumsily stepped back and curtsied to him and apologized for barging into the reunion with his subjects
And a few of the Boos giggled at me
One came over to fix my glasses the right way on my face.
And King just.
Snickered at me.
And I put my hands on my hips and asked him WHAT he was laughing at.
And then he got this...fond look on his face and told me I didn't need to address him any different because we've always been equals in his eyes...
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So we spent a lot of time around that area catching up and I told him about how I managed to find and free all the portrait ghosts and such...and then he asked me where I was staying nowadays.
Since...i sort of made my home in the first mansion (the one from the first game) and it was gone now.
I had been staying wherever I could never really settling for long, but I didn't really know how to tell him that so I stayed silent.
So he took me out on this big balcony at the mansion we were currently in.
We spent the rest of the night out there just...talking. Talking like old friends just like in the forest or at the well. He told me about his efforts to strengthen the kingdom again after all the mansion nonsense, and I told him how I had went out to gain my own power so I could protect others.
And blah blah long chat later... He asked if I wanted to stay with him.
He said I'd never have to go back to my real, terrible home ever again. That he'd rebuild the first mansion and everyone could live there peacefully now that we had both gained the power to keep it that way.
I jokingly said id only be a burden and he flew into a whole essay about why I was the exact opposite of a bother to him
And I could. Feel my face heating up as he went on all the way until. He finished. And told me I wasn't allowed to talk about myself like that by royal decree. That I wasn't weak and annoying like other living beings.
And I.
For whatever reason.
I smiled and just asked him if he wanted to go play in the forest with me again.
We ran off that night and played hide and seek in the trees. We were laughing and having the time of our lives just like little children...
Shortly after that, we went to the first mansion's grounds together.
I almost started crying thinking about how everyone had been taken away before...and that's when King grabbed my hand.
He blushed and looked to the side and said he was just escorting me.
But I saw him smiling.
I watched as he used his powers to rebuild the mansion in like...extreme awe. It was the coolest thing.
Anyway, he built the mansion up again, I brought everyone who used to live there back into it.
And that's where I stayed.
King stayed there with me and admittedly, we were already pretty much dating. Or starting to. It just came so naturally which is so foreign to me.
Then... One night we were dancing in the ballroom. Just goofing off. And he told me he wanted to ask me something.
So...he took me out to the grand balcony that overlooked the courtyard.
I pointed out the well and we laughed and reminisced. He very. Casually told me he kept every note I sent down to him.
And gosh that gave me butterflies.
And then he turned to me
And took both of my hands
And I swear I felt like I was about to combust on the spot
He told me he's been thinking about how nice it would be if we never had to be apart again like we were those few years.
And how. Nice it would be. To have someone ruling at his side.
He told me how much the subjects cared for me and how much they liked me and
He asked me right then and there, boldly, not wavering in his words, not looking away from my eyes.
If I could be his Queen.
And the funniest thing happened. It started POURING rain.
And I started CRYING.
He asked me if I was ok and that he was sorry for asking if it upset me but I just
Nearly knocked him over with a hug and very incoherently blubbered about how I must be dreaming again. And how there's no way he reciprocated my feelings because he was too wonderful and lovely and mystifying and.
After I got a hold of myself I managed to pull back and look up at him with the biggest teary eyed smile on my face and asked him if he really meant it. And if he was sure.
And I swear his whole face was radiating heat like the sun
And he got
The biggest toothy grin on his face
And told me he had been DYING to ask me that all the way back at the well before all this ever happened
And I just
I started laughing? I laughed so hard
And he started to laugh a little with me and asked if his ironic choice if words was really that funny
But I just
Couldn't stop laughing.
I was soaked to the skin and he was worried about me getting sick, but I took his hands and started spinning around with him and dancing
And finally I was able to give him my answer
I told him I'd only ever dreamed hed ask me that. And that I wanted nothing more than to be by his side forever.
And he look over the moon
He PICKED ME UP and spun me around and told me I'd never regret it and that he'd make sure I'd have everything I've ever wanted and more
And we started laughing again so loudly together that a few of our subjects came up to peek in on us
And the rest is history 💜
HAHA sorry I lost myself in memories for a while
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TL;DR
King and I reunited and he asked me if I wanted to be together up on the balcony on a dark and stormy night. We had a massive celebration after that. And then he gave me a crown and I gained ghostly powers from it and then all the events of the second game took place.
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Response to an ask from Ophelia:
(I'm going to answer both asks in one for convenience. I hope that's okay.)
Hello! Welcome back!! And there's no need to thank me, I'm just kinda here and doing my thing. Someone once described me as like the kotlc fandom librarian, partially because I know so much and can answer so many questions about it, but also I think part of it was the vibes. I'm the person whose just around and who you can talk to and ask questions of without expectations. I don't know why that's relevant but it felt relevant so I'm mentioning it. But I'm glad something I did could help ease a few worries.
And it was entirely a mistake with not cutting out the December asks. There was a lot going on around that time and so it slipped my mind, not that it's any excuse. Was definitely a very strange time irl for me though! i will do my absolute best to cut them out going forward, though I can't promise I won't slip up again. it doesn't take any more effort to answer them this way, it's just different. I'm happy to do it <33
You don't need to apologize for not giving a clear yes or no, as I'm rather picky about those at times and probably ask for more clarification than other people need. I didn't want to leave any room for misinterpretation, so that was more for me than anything else so thank you for being so helpful and going along with my requests. As for the other asks, I can totally answer them still!! And I'd love to do so, and can cut out the contents of both asks. it doesn't matter the reasoning; whatever you'd like me to do to make you more comfortable, I will do to the best of my abilities. For the asks, I only ask for patience as they are a little longer (not the longest asks I have, and long asks aren't a bad thing!) and I sometimes put them off a little longer so I can focus on things throughout the week. i want to be thorough and give it the attention it deserves.
you're being very clear, so thank you. And you don't sound sarcastic at all (at least not to me, though I might not be the best judge of that). I get what you mean about overexplaining things with clarifications--that's essentially why my blog is the way it is. My thoughts aren't strictly in words, so a lot of the excessive talking and going on long explanations is me trying to translate these concepts in my brain that aren't words into words in a way that encompasses as much of it as possible, hence all the clarifications and long responses. Not necessarily the same as trying not to be rude (and you're not being rude! even if you are, I don't mind it), but it reminded me of it so I'm mentioning it.
i will answer those asks when I can and look forward to doing so!!
Just so you know, you don't need to apologize for not answering a question. We're communicating and communication is back and forth. I don't expect you to be able to catch absolutely every part of what I say (especially when I write so much), so how you've responded in multiple parts is totally fine. And sure! I can ignore asks whenever you would like me to, starting tomorrow or in the very distant future, I can do it as requested. I think if you ever send an ask that you don't want to be answered, it would work well if you included somewhere in there "please delete this instead of answering." Again, that's me needing really specific directions and clarifications so there's no room for doubt.
As for worrying about me doing more of affecting the other people who sent asks, I don't think it would be a problem. Maybe I'm thinking of something differently but it seems like ignoring an ask you sent would actually be less of me doing things, so if I'm misunderstanding what you mean by ignore please do let me know. But if that's something you're unsure about we can talk about it more to find an option that'll work for both of us.
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Too Sweet. Part- 12 BTSVampire!au
Genre: Angst/ Fluff? (I’m sure there will be some elements of fluff eventually) / M(Mature themes) / Descriptions of blood and…other things/ Supernatural
Biased: You X Yoongi X Jungkook X Vampire!au BTS
Type: Vampire!au
A/n: it’s here!! Please see my m.list on my blogs bio for the other parts! Thank you for reading and enjoy!!❤️p.s leave comments, i love to read them^^
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Last night.
“So you’ve been here all night,” He furrowed his brows finding that very hard to believe. “and Jimin was keeping you company?”
Jungkook laid back comfortably, legs propped up on the railing of the end of the bed. He had a coy smile as if he believed Jin couldn’t put the pieces together that he looked suspicious. “All night.”
“Ok,” Despite his distrust, he had to get back to his guest. “well, I’m gonna head back.” To his surprise, Jin left the room without a lick of suspicion that he could detect.
Jimin stumbled out of the closet, taking in a much-needed breath of air. “That was too close.” He took a seat on the chair near his bed.
“I didn't get to finish talking to her.” He pouts.
“Well, that’s tough. But I am never doing that again, Jin would’ve actually killed me.” He laughed in relief, running his hand through his hair gently. “I’m curious, what did you two talk about?”
“I tried to apologize and I also told her that we have a connection and it’ll only be a matter of time before shes my permanent feeder, and then she acted all scared for no reason.” He smacked his teeth. “I have a power greater than she knows and she’ll be in for a rude awakening when I can fully unleash it.”
Jimin cut his eyes to the younger one. “What?”
“I told her that eventually, she’d be my-”
“I heard you, but why would you tell her that? Don’t you realize that'll make her spite you more? She’s experienced the aftermath of your feeding and that screwed up her everything.”
“That was Yoongi.”
He knows it wasn’t just Yoongi.
“It was both of you, but mainly you. They’ve bonded on multiple occasions. If it was him she would have had this problem by now.” Jimin almost smiled, knowing Yoongi reached a point of closeness with someone that not all vampires of his kind could do. “I hate to burst your bubble but, I have a feeling that Yoongi isn’t about to give her up for anyone. He’ll share, but that’s about it.”
Jungkook made a thoughtful expression. “It’ll wake up soon,” He smirked, “you know that, don’t you?”
Jimin doesn’t say anything, he instead gets up. “We don’t even know if it will Jungkook, you’re still part human...”
“I know you all can sense it because I can too, my time is nearer than we all think.” He cuts his gaze to Jimin with a smirk.
“You’re spouting nonsense and you know it.” Jimin rolls his eyes, disregarding the younger one's threats. “Don’t let Jin hear you talking like that.” Jimin pushes his hair back, trying his best not to show the fact that he was bothered by Jungkook’s statement.
He inevitably left the room, being in that Jungkook’s presence any longer would probably drive him crazy. Remembering his previous promise to reward you for your cooperation, he goes to search for you.
Given Jungkook’s cesspool of mischievous thoughts right now, he thought it might’ve affected others in the building. But tonight is surprisingly quiet, calm even. Your scent was oddly faint right now, it took a few minutes for him to actually find your location.
Of course.
He sighed, it’ll be hard to get to you now, you’re in Yoongi’s room. Taking his chances, he tiptoed to Yoongi’s bedroom door, opened it slightly and peeked inside. You were in there sleeping on the bed but Yoongi was nowhere to be seen. A spark of mischief came to his eyes, the things he wanted to do- Were better left unsaid. Despite being under the influence of the moon, he chose to restrain his desires, a little. As he prepared to enter to room, he was shoved inside and pinned to the wall by the arm.
“What is wrong with you?” Yoongi kept his voice quiet, presumably not to wake you—but his tone was still cold.
Jimin recoiled, he had never seen any type of physical aggression from Yoongi, ever. He swallows, eyes darting to you then Yoongi who was slowly cutting off the blood circulation in his arm.
“Ahh-” He winced, “H-hyung, what’re you talking about?”
The audacity.
Yoongi drags him out of the room and closes the door quietly. “You convinced her talk to Jungkook, did you not?”
Jimin hung his head low like a scolded child, not sure how he should answer him. “Yeah...I did.”
“Jin forbid them from any type of one-on-one interaction. You used your ability and made her do something that could have hurt her. If it wasn’t for our bond, I wouldn’t have known what was going on.” He took in the flustered expression on Jimin’s face and quickly understood what would have commenced had you not been in his room. After all of this, Jimin was still gonna take your blood?
“And you were gonna feed on her...” Yoongi scoffs. “You must be out of your mind if you think I’m gonna let you fucking touch her after that.”
“Hyung, it’s my feeding cycle,” He confessed, a desperate plea undertoning his words, “and her scent is-”
Before Jimin could beg for a chance at your blood tonight Yoongi walked into his room and shut the door on his face.
He wondered, what made Jimin do such a thing? Knowing it was dangerous and could potentially get him in a lot of trouble, but the thought that Jimin was capable of jeopardizing your safety made his chest tighten.
“Yoongi?...” You called, slowly sitting up and rubbing your eyes with the back of your hands.
“What time is it?”
“Late...” He moves to sit on the edge of the bed. “You were sleeping hard, I didn’t want to wake you.”
“Oh, I guess I should go to my room then.” You rolled out of the bed and began to make your way out and he didn’t stop you. Not that you were expecting him to, Yoongi is easily drained when it comes to affection and he’s definitely had his fair share tonight.
“Night’...”
“H-” You clear your throat, “Hello?...” Your voice was groggy from just waking up seconds ago.
Hi, sweetie! Good morning. Your mom chirped.
You sat up, wiping your tired eyes. “Good morning, how are you?”
I’ve been good, missing you but I’m good. How have you been? I know your semester just started again.
It didn’t seem like it ever stopped.
“School is good, everything is good...” You yawned. “I miss you guys though.”
We miss you too, but we’re happy you’re doing what you love.
You thought, Am I really though?
Well, I’m gonna let you go, I love you.
“Alright, love you too, bye...”
You might as well get up now.
Groggily, you crawled out of bed with the intent of taking a nice long shower before starting your day. The events of last night replayed in your mind as the warm water tumbled down your skin. Jimin really deceived you. You knew it was partially due to his feeding cycle but that’s no excuse, you trusted him and he almost got you seriously hurt. It’s gonna take some time before you can fully trust him again.
You suddenly heard a knock on your door. “Just a minute!”
You hopped out of the shower and dried off, you assumed whoever was at the door was here to tell you your were late for something.
It’s me.
You pause as you slip on your rosy silk robe, that’s Yoongi’s voice... Yoongi? You forgot about the bond, you two still have it, it must be stronger than ever these days. Thinking that he probably wanted blood, you quickly scurried to the door and opened it.
“Yoongi,” You smile, “Good morning.”
“Morning,” His eyes sweep over you, “can I come in?”
“Yeah, of course...” You let him in, hand fastened on your robe. He walks over to your desk, taking a seat on your dolly chair with a soft expression on his face. “Do you need blood?”
“Yeah but-” He looked away briefly, “Get dressed first.”
You grinned, he’s thinking about your comfort as always, insisting that you’re not overly exposing yourself in efforts to feed him. That’s what you find most charming about him, his ability to show so much restraint but have his desire be so obvious to you.
“Alright, I’m done.” He nods at your words and stands to his feet, stretching his arms sleepily. You two meet each other halfway and he immediately leans down to meet your neck and bites into the tender flesh. Suddenly, there was no strength in your legs and you stumbled against him. “S-sorry.” You grabbed hold of his shirt and used him as leverage.
He continued to guzzle down your blood, despite having to support you. He actually knew what the problem was, you're just physically reacting to a mental relief. There’s no denying that you two share a bond dependent on his hunger and your willingness to give blood. You’re so desperately willing to give blood to him, it’s almost like an obligation to you. He almost feels guilty for it, but when you reassure him he feels better about it.
He pulls away, licking the stray blood at the corner of his lips. “I know you have somewhere to be.”
“Yeah but that was quick...”
“That was at least two minutes.”
“Was it?” You blush at the realization that you basically just lost your sense of time just from one feeding. “I didn’t even notice, maybe because you’ve fed a lot longer before...”
“Yeah,” He trails off to sit on the edge of your bed, ”I’ve tried not to exhaust you-” He paused when you heard the knock on your bedroom door.
It’s me, Kitten.
That’s Namjoon in your head you, hence the nickname.
Before you can answer, he enters the room. The man blessed with the dimples of the heavens graced both you and Yoongi with his presence.
“Good morning, Y/n,” He glances at Yoongi who was seemingly uninterested in his arrival.
“Good morning.” You smile, trying to ignore the slight burn on your neck.
“Are you okay? I heard about what happened last night.”
“I’m okay.” You furrow your brows. “Wait, how did you know? I haven’t told anyone yet-“
“Hoseok told me.”
“Oh, does Jin know?...”
“I’ll tell him,” Yoongi interjected.
“Ok well, you have another lesson with me this morning,” His eyes scan your daily ensemble, “are you ready?”
“Yeah...” You glance at Yoongi, a look on your face that Namjoon could read easily.
“Come with me.” Namjoon beckons you out of your room with a hand and you follow with a bit of hesitance until you see that Yoongi had vanished.
You quicken your pace so you could catch up with him. Another Vampire history lesson was on the agenda and you were actually getting pretty tired of it. But what can you expect? They want you to be well educated in the aspects of their race.
You two sat at the same study table, he sat a heavy book in front of you and told you to read.
“Can’t you give me a lecture instead? You always make me read, always.” You pout, pushing the book away from you.
“Reading is beneficial, I’m proof of that.”
“You’re intellectual, by nature.”
“So are you, I just have to pull it out of you. As difficult as that may be, I’m up for the task.” He grins, a teasing glint in his eyes. He sighs.
“Fine.” He sits his book and glasses down. He takes you back to a small room with a chalkboard and a few chairs.
“This is a small lecture room reserved for projects but we’ll use it for today.” He brought a few books and spread them out across the desk in the front of the class.
“Sit in the front seat right there.” You took your seat and waited patiently.
“Alright,” He went to the chalkboard and started writing out somethings, it read, ‘feeding cycles for Pure Bloods.’ He drew a line under the words and looked at you with crossed arms, “get your notebook out, you need to take notes on this.” He grabs a book from the table and sits halfway up against the desk.
“Alright, we’ll continue on the discussion of Pure Bloods, all bloodlines that we have here at least. We’ll start with Seokjin, he’s a part of the oldest breed of Pure Bloods, simply called a Pure in the academic world. I know you’re well aware of his abilities; empathy, healing energy, neuro-linguistic programming AKA hypnosis, he’s gifted with those abilities. Now Jin, in particular, has the ability to sustain from the consumption of blood for long periods of time and deny the natural craving for it. It’s quite phenomenal actually, there’s only a handful of people in the world like him.”
“Doesn’t he need blood? If he can go without it, what does that mean? And does he not have a feeding cycle?”
“Well, they don’t consider it a feeding cycle for Pure’s, it’s more like a biological need on the full moon. He doesn’t get ravenous or crazy like some of us, it’s just a time where his body tells him what he needs.” Namjoon tight-lip grins at your thoughtful expression.
“You never talk about your feeding cycle, do you have one?...” You somewhat feel hesitant to ask but your curiosity will always get the best of you.
“Yes.” His smirks.
“When is it?”
“Right now actually.” He nonchalantly turns the page of his book and you furrow your brows—now?!
“What? How come you’re not going crazy or- I don’t know, you seem perfectly fine to me.” Namjoon conducts himself as if it were any other day. If it were Hoseok or Jimin, it would be a completely different story.
He sighs, walking toward you with an amused smile. “When it comes to my cycle, I put a lot of effort into making sure those around me don’t detect it. I can use Brainwashing, manipulative Hypnosis, Mental Domination, Telepathic Manipulation to ensure that it goes undetected. Like right now, I put myself under an illusion.
“How so?...”
“I can’t really smell your blood all that much right now. I’ve made it so that I can block out the scent for a little while. I’ve been doing it since you woke up. Whenever Yoongi feeds on you though, the scent is amplified so I had to do something.” His pinches his node bridge all of a sudden then take a moment to inhale and exhale steadily. “But I manage my dear, so don’t worry about me.”
You nod slowly. “Alright...”
“Now, where were we?”
“He did what!?”
Jin was irate, pacing around his study with clenched fists, Yoongi calmly sat with an irritated expression.
“I only found out because of our bond, I suddenly linked to her and I felt that she was scared so I asked her where she was. When she didn’t reply I asked Hoseok to go and get her for me and that’s when she told me what happened.”
Jin couldn’t believe that Jimin would involve himself in such a cruel act. He had his suspicions about Jimin skimping on the medication but his doubts are now confirmed.
“He’s been skipping his medication, he probably thought he could handle this cycle.” Jin could only imagine the amount of damage that could’ve been done had Jungkook really done something. “I am going to have a strong talking to with the both of them. How’s Y/n? Is she okay?”
Yoongi’s gaze drifted from Jin to the window in thought. “She told me that Jungkook told her that she will be his permanent feeder and he has a power greater than anyone really knows, I don’t know what he meant by that but she was frightened by it.”
He visibly froze.
“He’s talking about his father's ability. Even though he’s a hybrid his dad’s abilities are no joke, no amount of human or other breeds can overpower the DNA that he has flowing through his veins. That’s why they’re the head family, their bloodline has gon untainted for centuries longer than any other breed, that is until Jungkook came around. I met with his father and he explained that he was willing to marry a hybrid woman, even if that meant the family bloodline would be put in jeopardy, he loved her that much.” Jungkook’s father only wishes he could help his son more. He doesn’t know a thing about being a hybrid, especially a part-human hybrid, he trusts Jin with all of that.
“If he claims his powers are awakening then we need to get him to his family, they’ll know how to properly deal with it.” Jin groans at the thought of Jungkook resisting going, the boy loves his family but he prefers living here. “Or I can call his uncle, I’ve been meaning to invite him over for some time now, he’ll definitely know what to do.”
“Isn’t he the other man who’s currently trying to find a way to take Y/n off your hands?”
“Yeah, but he respects my school, he won’t just take her,” Jin explains, reminding himself that despite the wants Rain had hinted, you were safe under the CB regulations. “I’ll call him and see if he can come today.”
Yoongi nods before getting up to exit the room, Jin is in the process of dialing Rain’s number when he looks up at Yoongi. “Where are you headed to?”
“Namjoon’s study, he’s tutoring her there right now.”
“Alright, please tell her to find me after that, I need to talk to her.” Yoongi nods and Jin brings the phone to his ear.
As Yoongi makes his way out of the room, he feels a shift in the air. His normally calm senses come to a standstill and he frowns, that’s Jimin’s scent. At one point, Jimin was his medical feeder, meaning Jimin was a safe one of the very few vampires who could safely feed to ill Vampires. But since you came along, he hasn’t needed it and this is the first time in a while that he’s really smelled Jimin’s blood. The scent didn’t trigger hunger in him, but a curiosity.
Yoongi set out to follow the fragrance, hoping to find out why he’s picking it up all of a sudden. He’s only more confused when it leads him to the same ward Jungkook is staying in. Yoongi takes the liberty to open the door and two pairs of eyes stare back at him.
“Hyung,” Jimin is reading a book on the couch and Jungkook is on his phone, “is everything ok?”
“Yeah...” Yoongi looks at Jimin, who looks perfectly fine, not a bite wound on him—what’s going on? “Jimin,” JImin looks at Yoongi with a nervous swallow, “did someone drink your blood?”
Jimin tilted his head, Yoongi’s question catching him off guard. “No, not today. I haven’t fed to anyone but you and Selkie, and that was months ago.” Selkie was a girl from the east country who had a crippling sickness and her body rejected all the human blood they gave her. They had requested a Vampire feeder and Jimin was immediately sent out, at a hefty price of course.
“For some reason, I can smell you all the way from Jin’s office, I don’t know why.” Jimin spares Jungkook a perplexing glance.
“Oh,” Jimin thinks for a moment, “maybe it’s my feeding cycle, it’s pretty much over but I might still be going through the swings in my scent.”
“Maybe.” With that, Yoongi leaves the room, leaving both Jungkook and Jimin puzzled. Yoongi went back on his original path, to check up on you and Namjoon. He easily finds the study and he can hear Namjoon going on about something academic and he quietly enters the room.
“Donors were implemented 2 or three centuries back, it’s fairly new. It allows Vampires to get the human blood that they need legally and in an orderly fashion.”
Namjoon glances back when your eyes left him to look at Yoongi who was walking over to the chair near the wall.
“Nice of you to join us, we were just about to take a break.” Namjoon puts his book down and you relax into your seat.
“You said after that I would be done for this morning.” You cross your arms, a pout present on your lips.
“I had to say something to get you to stop asking.” He laughs at your offended expression before shaking his head. “I’m just kidding, we’re done for today.”
“Thank you.” You get up from your chair and stretch your arms, “Yoongi?” You acknowledge him being there verbally, and with you having to ask, he answers your question.
“Jin asked me to tell you to find him when you’re done, he wants to talk to you.”
“Oh, ok I guess I’ll go find him.” You walk out of the room in search of Jin and Namjoon looks at Yoongi in suspicion.
“What does Jin want to talk to her about.” Namjoon decides to pry despite being able to rake through Yoongi’s mind for the answer.
“He just wants to make sure she’s ok after what happened last night.”
“Nothing else?”
Yoongi shoots him a knowing look. “You know what else.”
“Yeah, I do. I heard about the little incident with Jungkook, he said his powers are awakening and Jin wants to call his uncle.” He pauses. “I wonder if that’s a good idea. Rain is considered an elder, even if this is Jin’s University, Rain is pretty influential. And I know he was interested in meeting Y/n.”
“Yeah, I know...”
The implication struck a nerve in Yoongi, he didn’t care for the thought of someone wanting you like you were some type of property. But what right does he have to share his opinion on what’s done with you? He doesn’t.
“Jin?”
You finally found Jin, having his tea in the courtyard like he does every other day.
“Y/n, how was your lesson, my dear?” You idly make your way to the seat beside him and he asked one of the maids to pour you a cup and you thanked her.
“It was good.” You pick up the tiny cup and sip the warm liquid
“What’d you learn about?”
“I learned about Pure Blood feeding cycles actually, it was interesting.”
“Oh? What did you find most surprising?”
“Well, I didn’t know you didn’t Namjoon had a feeding cycle, I thought he just- I don’t know, just drank blood when he was hungry.”
“Namjoon is excellent at hiding his feeding cycle, sometimes I can’t even detect it. He also has the ability to suppress the need for blood in others, though he’s only done it a handful of times.” They had an incident with Taehyung’s feeding cycle that called for forced suppression, it was difficult and he had to take it easy for a few hours, but it worked.
“Why does he suppress it?”
“You’d have to ask him. But I have to talk to you about what happened last night.”
“Oh, the situation with Jimin...”
“Yes. I was pretty upset to hear that he took you to meet Jungkook, especially given his current issues.”
“He always has a current issue.”
“Yeah but this time it’s not under his control.” Jin sits his cup down, eyes glued on you. “He’s experiencing something genetic and there’s nothing he can do to suppress it himself, not that I know of at least.”
“What can help him then?”
“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about.” Jin’s grin makes a suspicion rise within you. “He has an uncle, Rain, the director of governmental relations with the human world. He’s a younger elder that’s respected in our community, he knows Jungkook well and he can help explain what’s happening to him.”
“Oh.” You tilt your head, finding it odd that he would need to inform you of this. “Why are you telling me this?”
“Rain is-” Jin pauses, brows squinting all of a sudden. “Is here apparently.”
Jin stands up suddenly and when you look up to see where he’s headed to, and that’s when your eyes land on one of the people who work in the front lobby. He says something to him and Jin looks back at you with a smile when he beckons you over.
“He’s here?”
“He’s on his way, I have to make sure he gets a warm welcome. You can join the other students in the feeding hall.” Jin goes his own way and you go yours.
Now all you can think is, how important is this Rain guy? He sounds like the type of guy who has a lot of power and uses it for whatever he sees fit. It made you wonder if you should be concerned at all. I mean, with blood like yours, you fear anything could happen if the person is insistent on you bending to their will. Then again, you could just be overthinking this—it’s not like you’re that big of a deal, right?
“So, I heard my uncle is coming to see me.” Jungkook coos, a snarky expression on his face as Jimin rolls his eyes.
“How did you find that out?”
“I got one of the students to tell me.” Jungkook sighs, getting up to walk over to the closet. “I’m gonna get freshened up, uncle likes a tidy appearance.” Jimin watched Jungkook rake through his clothes.
Rain has only visited the university a handful of times and each time the meeting was brief. The Jeon family is one an interesting one in Jimin’s eyes. They’re some of the only vampire bloodlines with supernatural abilities that transcend beyond manipulation, hypnosis, etc. They can levitate objects, burn things with a glance, at least that’s what he’s heard. It’s rare that they use those abilities out in the open, it’s sort of a sacred thing.
While Jimin monitors Jungkook, Jin is waiting for Rain in the main entrance and for the first time in a long time. For the first time in a while, he’s a little nervous.
Jin looks up from his pacing and he could feel Rain’s presence, it’s one of the most prominent scents in his bloodline, more so than Jungkook’s father. Jin straightens his collar and walks to where Rain’s driver drops him off and sees the man exiting the car.
“Jin,” Rain catches his eye and Jin leans over to shake his hand, “your school is the finest I’ve yet to see, as always.” The man's aura emits a coldness, a sense of status and importance like none other. His onyx hair and piercing black eyes were so similar to Jungkooks, you could tell right off the bat that they’re related.
“How was your trip?” Jin smiles brightly as Rain and his assistant follow him into the university
“Boring, but not terrible.” He walks in and students can’t look away, it’s obvious that he is up there in the rankings given the way Jin seems to tend to his every action—his suit pristine and most probably custom made. “So, how is my nephew doing?”
“I really don’t know.” Jin sighs. “He’s taking a test right now but last time I checked on his he was talking about his awakening.”
Rain stiffens, stalling in his tracks and a smile creeping onto his face. “He can experience my kind’s awakening? A hybrid?”
“That’s mostly why I called you here, I don’t know. But if he can awaken, it’s not safe for me to try and handle this without guidance from a Pure Blood family member.” Jin walks Rain through the entry hall to the dorms and through the inner courtyard. They end up at one of Jin’s favorite rooms, the art gallery and he instructs a few maids to get them some tea and refreshments. “I’m just uneasy about how I should go about this.”
“What type of blood has he been consuming?”
“Mostly animal blood.”
“Any human blood?” Rain raises a brow, knowing the answer anyway.
“Well, we had an incident with a student not too long ago. You’ve heard of her, her blood is quite special, he attacked her for it and I think that might be the trigger for his behavior.”
“Oh, yes, that girl I wanted you to send my way.” He chortles, sipping his tea. “I could smell her as soon as I arrived on campus. If he fed on her, I can see why it would trigger an awakening. Even with a palette of my caliber, her blood smells tempting.”
“Well, her blood has stirred up quite the ruckus in the campus, but I make sure things don’t get out of hand. There is only a handful of people that I allow to feed on her, her blood has addictive qualities.”
“I hear Min Yoongi feeds on her, doesn’t he have a chronic illness that makes his body reject human blood? And her blood is somewhat of a cure?”
Jin wavers in thought with his answer. “Yes, in order for him to continue living without chronic pain and lose control of his families gifting, he needs her blood.”
“That’s incredible...” Rain stands to his feet, surprising Jin. “Take me to her, I want to try her blood for myself.” The nonchalant manner in which he insinuated that he need not ask for permission made Jin realize what he’s dealing with.
“Alright, I’ll have one of the maids escort you to the lower floor and I’ll meet you there with her.” Rain agrees and Jin goes to find you.
Meanwhile...
“Y/n, you should join my study group, we’d be able to hang out more often.” Chaseon sits beside you with a book in hand, she was studying for her last final tomorrow.
“That sounds like fun,” You nod to yourself. You’ve been busy dealing with this whole feeder drama. You’re constantly fearing for your life with Jungkook and worrying about your relationship with Yoongi. It’s hard to keep up a social life.
“Have you decided what you’re gonna do over break?”
“I think I’ll go visit my family.” You beam at the thought. “I haven’t seen them in a long time.
“I think I’m going to-”
“Excuse me Chaseon,” Jin suddenly appears, cutting Chaseon off in his wake, “but I need Y/n to steal Y/n for a moment.” Jin gestures for you to get up and you do.
“Oh,” She furrows her brow, “okay, I’ll talk to you later then.” Jin is walking off quickly and you skip to catch up with him.
“Sorry, Seonnie!” You send your apologies as you follow behind Jin closely. Jin explains to you that Rain is here and your heart starts to beat harder in anxiety. Rain. The man you’ve heard little about but has apparently done his research on you. If he’s related to Jungkook, you can only imagine how this encounter will go. You swallow a lump in your throat and brace yourself for whatever you’re about to walk into.
Jin stops in front of the door and looks at you. “Just remember, he’s royalty. Be respectful and you’ll be fine.” Those words were meant to calm you but they only provoked your thoughts, but you nod nonetheless. “
“Here she is.” Jin chirps and you walk timidly from behind him to see what you’re dealing with. “Y/n, this is director Rain.”
He has an aura. It permeates the air and you can almost feel the supremacy tumbling off of him in heavy waves. His eyes don’t leave you and he stands to his feet, taking a moment to evaluate the tiny girl that’s currently in front of him. Your scent hit’s him when you walk toward him with small steps and look up at him before bowing.
“It- it’s nice to meet you, sir.” Your stance wavers when you look up at his perfectly sculpted face. He appears as if he stands about 6 feet tall and you twiddle your fingers.
“The pleasure is all mine. I’m glad I can finally put a face to the name.” He reaches to your side to take your hand and bring it to his mouth to peck.
“I’m going to sample your blood, are you alright with that?”
“Yes, sir.” You nod, voice so low you can barely hear yourself.
“I’m excited to see what all the fuss is about. I heard you drove my nephew Jungkook to feed on you, you must really be something for him to attack you for it.” He knew it was but he felt like making a little conversation would settle your obvious apprehension. “I apologize on his behalf.”
“Thank you...”
“Jin,” Rain looks over at him, “do you train your donors on how to bare themselves for feeding? Or is that old tradition long gone from these modern-day liberations.” He takes a seat and you stand out of place and quite frankly a little confused.
“Well, that practice is very old, the new generation of donors would think it’s degrading so I don’t teach it.” Jin walks over to sit in the chair beside Rain as you stay standing and puzzled. “She doesn’t know it, and I rather it stays that way.” Jin makes brief eye contact with you before looking back at Rain to realize that it didn’t matter what he didn’t want you to learn. When you’re with Rain, you are under his authority.
“I prefer it that way when I’m sitting, I hate when a donor has to lean down to me.” Rain seems to entertain the thought of his preferred method and he gazes at you adjusting your stance. “If you would, have a seat.” He’s looking up at you with an expectant glint in his eyes, waiting for you to comply.
You furrow your brows, bewildered. “Where sir?...”
“Right where you’re standing lamb, sit with your legs folded under you.” As odd as this seemed, you thought it would be better if you did what he said. You slowly sit on the floor in front of him with your hands in your lap and your cheeks beginning to burn at the lowering position.
“Bare your neck to me.” His command is soft but intended to sound serious without completely frightening you. You do as he says, moving your hair from your shoulder and tilting your head so he can see your neck clearly.
“Perfect.” He leans forward to cup your jaw for leverage and sinks his teeth into your flesh. He can taste the remanence of someone's venom but your flavor is enough to overpower it. As soon as he swallowed his first gulp, he understood why someone would be willing to attack you for it. He’s never had blood with such a balance of flavor and heat. It almost warms his insides the more he drinks, it’s euphoric. At this point, you sit, taut and shaking as he takes his time savoring all you are.
“S-..” You whine but you’re looking at Jin for salvation and you almost cry when he looks away. Jin averts his eyes out of respect, but due to the feeding, your scent is amplified and distracting, and on top of that, he knows you’re in pain.
Rain pushes against your neck so that there is but an atom of space between his mouth and your skin. You wail in pain at the force of his bite. His fangs are so sharp, they feel like they’re on fire and you’re tempted to reach up to hold on to him but you’re afraid to anger so you stay still. He slowly pulls away and grins in amusement when you furrow your brows at the sting.
“My, my, my, your blood is of the finest quality, it’s delicious.” He brushes your jaw with his index finger. “I appreciate your compliance.” That’s often said after feeding in the older generations. He sits back in his chair, licking the blood from his lips and trying to compile another sentence. With an uneasy breath, you subconsciously reach up to touch the wound but he frowns and pulls your hand gently, making you flinch away with wide eyes.
“I’m sorry, you’re probably not aware. Traditionally, if you touch where you’ve been bitten in front of me, it’s disrespectful, it means you don’t want my scent there.” He lets go of your hand and you cower in embarrassment.
“Oh, I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean any harm.” All the blood rushes out of your face. “It’s a habit-”
“It’s alright,” He extends a hand for you to grab so you have something to help you stand. “I’ll show you how to do this properly tonight. But that will be all, for now, you’re dismissed.” He shoos you away and before leaving you to send Jin an odd expression. When you leave the room, Rain looks at Jin, serious about what he’s about to say.
“You’ve had her blood before?” Rain’s been holding that question in for when you left.
“Once, it was for an emergency. It is the finest blood I’ve ever tasted.”
“So, I’m sure you know there will be families and officials willing to do whatever it takes to take her from you.” Jin nods reluctantly. “Has it always been that sweet? Is this new? And did she have an extraction treatment? I could tell the blood is turned.” Of course, Rain could sense a change like that, he can detect even the slightest imperfection in blood.
“She did. And as far as the flavor goes, it fluctuates in potency and strength depending on her physical health.”
“I see why you didn’t want me to have her visit me the first time, I wouldn’t have given her back.” He laughs but Jin finds none of that sentence amusing. “Is she betrothed?”
Jin blinks in disbelief, is he really asking that right now?
“No, no of course not. She’s barely out of her teens and she’s just a human donor, they don’t get betrothed unless they’re from royal families.” Jin explains, even though he found it quite odd that Rain would ask him something like that.
“Well, if you don’t want the CB board to take her-”
“They don’t know about her and I want to keep that way until I can get this Jungkook situation under control.” The last thing he need was for the CB Board to be all over it.
“Hm, I think I know what will help our little Jungkook situation.” Jin can see the gears turning in Rain’s mind and he doesn’t like it, not one bit. “Let’s go talk to him.”
They arrive at Jungkook’s room in the medial lab downstairs and Rain takes the liberty to walk right in.
“Uncle,” Jungkook smiles like a child as he runs to embrace his uncle in a tight hug. Rain returns the expression with a fond grin and pats Jungkook on the back. He pulls up a seat from the nearby desk as Jungkook returns to his bed, already seeing that he wasn’t here for a family reunion.
”I hear you’ve been causing problems, do you want to tell me what that’s about?” Jungkook recoils the reality setting in that Rain now knows about all of the mess he’s caused.
“Well...I- I wouldn’t say that.” Jin scoffs at the younger and how he could just flat out lie. He was about to scold Jungkook but Rain shook his head, hinting that he would handle it.
“A hybrid, attacking a donor, defying his caretaker's wishes and giving in to carnal urges is a big problem.” Rain looks serious now, which makes Jungkook subconsciously shy away and return to his seat on the edge of the bed.
“Especially a hybrid from my bloodline. You forget you are one of the only part-human hybrids to come from our family. If you bring unnecessary attention to yourself things could get complicated.” His arms remain crossed, obsidian eyes scrutinizing Jungkook.
“I’m sorry, but if you could just experience what I’m going through, you’d understand that I can’t help it. I see Y/n, I smell her and I can’t think straight...”
Rain tilts his head in thought. “You said you were awakening, so you’re father did tell you about it.” Jungkook nods timidly. “And you think you’re awakening?”
“I can feel something, something deep down inside that wants to come out...I’ve wanted more blood lately too.”
Rain stands to his feet and beckons Jin to follow him out of the room, leaving Jungkook more confused than anything.
“Well Jin,” Rain fiddles with the silver ring on his index finger, “he is awakening.”
Jin sighs, pressing his temples lightly. “What do I need to do for him going forward to make this process go as smoothly as possible?”
“He needs double the amount of blood he normally has, he needs to avoid any strenuous activity for a little while, but most importantly, he needs to avoid cross-feeding. He cannot, under any circumstance, feed before another vampire of a different breed. His venom is like poison right now. Any donor he feeds on will be contaminated and unsafe to feed on for at least 48 hours. Other than that, he should be over this in about—6 months, give or take a few weeks.” One of his personal staff members walked up to the two of them.
“Director.” She interrupts, but not rudely. “You said you’d like to be back before nightfall, it will be nightfall in an hour or so.”
“Thank you, Lilian, have the car ready in 10 minutes, I’ll be there.” She nods, going on her way as Jin
“6 months? That’s the entire process?”
“You should start seeing and experiencing symptoms about 6 months in, and then the 6 months after are just the body’s process of defining itself.” Rain continues to explain the details of the awakening to Jin while Jungkook listened through the door. He walks toward the door to have a clearer listen but he pauses.
“Ah...” He paused in his tracks, a sudden pain came to the front of his mouth. He attempts to take another step but the pain only increases and he drops to his knees. “What the-”
A shrill, blood-curdling shriek leaves his mouth and both Rain and Jin open the door as soon as they sensed the change in the air. They both stared at him for a moment, he was hyperventilating and squeezing his eyes shut with hands over his mouth.
“Jungkook...” Jin watches in bewilderment as he paces around, hands on his mouth and struggling to breathe it appeared.
“W- what's happening to me?” When Jungkook looks up at them and Jin’s eyes go wide. Jungkook’s eyes are glowing saffron red and beady, unlike he’s ever seen before. He cries out yet another growl of anguish, but this one is different, it sounds bizarre, feral even.
“The Eyes of Eclipsia are awakening…” Rain slowly approaches the disoriented boy, careful not to touch him or get too close.
“Only a select few of our people have it. Just a handful to be exact my brother, out father, our great-great-grandmother and myself…Now Jungkook.” A proud glint comes to his eyes, Jungkook, the firstborn son of his father’s children, is now graced with the power bestowed in those beautiful eyes.
“The Eyes of Eclipsia...” He vaguely recalls reading about one of the Jeon members having this type of power. Rain has it, Eclipsia once had it, but how was it possible for a part-human hybrid to harness something too powerful.
“He will be extremely powerful. Just based off of this wave, he will need a lot of rest time so he can adjust to the force from within him.” Rain kneels in front of Jungkook who is almost at the point of trembling. He knows he needs to do so he makes haste. Jin observes quietly as Rain’s suddenly eyes mirror Jungkook’s.
”Let the burning light of Eclipsia flow threw me into this worthy vessel...” He touches Jungkook’s forehead with his palm. Jungkook’s eyes glaze over with a deep purple before his slip shut and he falls unconscious.
“That should keep him mellowed out for some time.” Rain stands to his feet and Jin notices that the color once engulfing his eyes faded away. “When he wakes up, his eyes will most likely still be like that, but they should go away within the week.”
“Hyung I-“ Hoseok appears at the doorway, eyes singling in on Jungkook passed out on the floor. When he sees Rain, he bows lightly before shooting Jin a puzzled look.
“Just a moment Hoseok.” Jin glances at him and quickly closes the door. He sighs, thoughts swirling through his mind at an unmatched speed. Jin beckons a few staff members over to help place Jungkook on his bed then dismisses them. “Besides the color, what do those eyes allow him to do, exactly.”
“Well, nothing now, it’s only the first stage. But soon, he will have the ability to levitate objects, manipulate matter, and crush anything with just the slight movement of his fingers...Power like this is what got Eclipsia banished to prison. She was consumed by it, but she wasn’t always that way...” His expression softens at the sad story.
“She was set to be queen but her brother was named king, despite her being the eldest and rightful heir. Eclipsia was born with no vampire traits, but with these eyes...Her father claimed that the kingdom would never except a queen with such unhinged strength, they’d fear her. But in reality, he didn’t want her to be queen because he saw her as incapable...So his dying wish was that Eclipsia never becomes queen, under any circumstances...”
He vividly remembers his parents telling him this story when he was just a young child…
Eclipsia’s POV
“Father, I don’t understand.” I stand in front of the throne, deep purple dress adorning my tall figure. “I am the heir to the throne. Not Cepheus. This is absurd! How dare you try to-”
“It will do you well to hold your tongue, Princess.” My father’s advisor intervenes, he’s never liked me.
“My mind is made up Eclipsia. You are not composed enough to lead, therefore, your brother will assume his birthright to the throne.” I felt anger bubble up in my chest, like a fire slowly setting my insides aflame.
I could feel the unconscious furrow in my brows and my father’s face appeared horrified. I look down at the marble floor, my eyes were glowing that vibrant purple he despises so. “I’m sorry, but I can’t allow-“
“I hate you!” I run out of the throne room, pieces of the floor crushing beneath my feet.
“Eclipsia!” My mother called for me but I didn’t stop running. I ran and ran until I found my bedroom. With a heavy heart, I slam my door shut and lay on my bed. Tears escaped my eyes—but not tears of sadness, angry tears. I swore on that very day, that if they were so afraid of me, I’d give them something to be afraid of.
Eclipsia POV End.
“She was uncontrollable up until her father died. After his death, Cepheus was named the king and she was furious. She went on a rampage, half of the kingdom was destroyed and she ran away. They found her in the hollow after some time and it wasn’t easy, but they brought her back to the kingdom and she was married had two children, but not long after that, they locked her up for almost killing Cepheus.”
Any family carrying the Pure label have mixed views on what Eclipsia is to their breed. She was undoubtedly powerful, more so than anyone from her bloodline. People sought after her eyes, they wanted her genetics in their family, in hopes that they’d have the same powers. But she was dangerous to be near, guards were heavily armed and on the defense anytime they had to enter her chamber. She would crush guards with their own armor, breaking their bones in her wake.
Jin led Rain out of the room, letting Jungkook get some quiet. They walked to Jin’s office for some privacy to talk but Jin was a bit surprised when he saw Taehyung napping on the sofa in the corner. They chose not to acknowledge him too much and continue their conversation.
“Eclipsia was born with no Vampire traits, that contributed to her resentment towards the people.” Jin theorizes and Rain nods in agreement. “You are a prime example of what they would have accepted had you been in her position, you’re a perfect balance.” Jin pops open a bottle of water from under his desk and takes a sip.
“Even with the balance, I was raised to rarely use my power and I could handle it, that’s really the difference. Now, Jungkook has human blood, we don’t know what the contradicting genes will do with The Eyes of Eclipsia, we’ll have to monitor him closely...” Rain pauses for a good few seconds before peering up at Jin.
“I’m curious about Min Yoongi’s condition, could you explain it to me?”
“Of course. His immune system rejects blood; animal and human. I’ve studied him for years and learned that he has major deficiencies because of his inability to stomach blood. If he happens to ingest even a small amount he used to get very sick. The wrong blood can leave him with intense migraines for days at a time along with dramatic drops in energy and strength. It’s been years but I found an ancient remedy to help him live more comfortably vampire blood. I only rarely gave him vampire blood. Most of the time he’d take supplements and medicine for the pain.” Though lately, Yoongi hasn’t been feeding on you a lot and he still doesn’t take the medicine as often anymore.
“That’s incredible.” He just shakes his head in amazement. “I won’t push it, but I’ll have to fully experience a long-term feeding with her one of these days.”
“Rain,” Jin sighs, trying to formulate how to properly say this, “I have to be honest with you. I don’t want her involved in all of this.”
“In all of what?”
“The corruption. I know about the people who use their position buy or even take donors. I don’t want her to know about that and I don’t want her involved. Lee Taemin has already had her blood and has shown his fair share of interest in her. Even Jinyoung knows about her, he had to perform an extraction on her for me, he knows that her blood is unlike any other. I just don’t want her in any controversies. You understand, don’t you?”
He grins. “Absolutely.”
“You can have some Taehyung, I really don’t mind.” He’s been asking for your blood and then changing his mind, and then asking again, and then changing his mind again—it’s actually starting to irk you.
“Yeah but what about Yoongi-”
“What about him? I’ll still have blood after you get some, it’s really not a big deal, I don’t know why you’re stressing.” He looks at you, eyes big and round like a puppy. He opens his mouth as if to say something, then he hesitates. “What’s the problem Tae? This isn’t like you at all.”
“It’s nothing, I just-”
“Tell me.”
“Rain’s scent, it’s on you and my instincts are telling me to not feed on you but I want your blood...” He pouts like an upset child and your heart can do nothing but soften at the sight.
“Just drink over it-”
“Are you crazy!?” You flinch at his sudden outburst. “You never, ever, bite over a high-up’s scent, you could get in so much trouble for that. The mere suggestion-...” He looks so petrified and you're shocked that such a gesture would result in punishment.
“Okay, okay,” You hold your hands up in defense, “I didn’t know it was that serious...”
“I’ll just feed later,”
Taehyung rarely acts like this, if he wants your blood he has no problem just taking it. But the more you thought about it, the more you realized how much sense his reaction made. Rain is supposedly a big deal and it would only make sense that his scent was something not to be tampered with. Taehyung had left your room so you took this free time to go and have a quick shower before bed. You weren’t planning on going out or giving any more blood so you thought you’d go to bed early.
You took your time undressing and preparing to enter the shower so the warm water could rinse you into a state of calmness. Things have been quite interesting lately, more so than normal. Sure, people are still raving over your blood, but Jin even seems a little different, almost on edge. You hate to admit it, but he’s sort of like your comfort here, similar to a caretaker almost. He looks out for you, he makes sure you have everything you could possibly need and even want sometimes. He treats you considerably well, and you know the other donor's notice. It’s not like you don’t see them staring you down when he calls you to go off somewhere. They’re judging you. They find it odd that a normal girl from an average family gets all of these privileges just because of her blood. Sadly, that’s the only reason why they even spare you a glance—it’s because of your blood.
When you get out of the shower you start putting your pajamas on and brushing your teeth. After you deemed yourself appropriate for bed, you exit the bathroom to go and hop on your cozy bed. “Ah,” You sigh, arms stretching back before placing turning on your side to browse on your phone.
That’s when you hear a knock on your door. Of course, you don’t want to get up, but you tell the person to wait a moment before you grudging went for the door. When you opened it, you were met with a face you saw.
“Rain- I mean, sir?” You pulled your robe to cover yourself subconsciously. “I’m sorry, it’s my dorm curfew. Can I help you?...”
“I’m on my way out and I wanted to say goodnight,” He stands in front of you, eyes locked on your own, “I hope I didn’t disturb you.”
“No, you’re fine,” You smile, “I hope you have a safe trip back home...”
“Thank you.” He suddenly cups your jaw and leans down to peck your cheek, very lightly. “And I arranged for you and I to meet here again to talk, are you okay with that lamb?” His voice is sweet and calm.
“That sounds nice...” You swallow, hands gripping the door to hide behind it.
“Get some rest, my lamb...” He leaves with a gentle wave and when you close the door, you run back to your bed, red-faced and confused. Rain doesn’t seem like he wants to take you, he just seems curious. In the beginning, you were afraid that he might try to buy you or something, but now, you trust him, only a little bit though.
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Yoongi was laid back on the couch in his room and his eyes are shut as he focuses on something. Unbeknownst to him, Jin, hoseok, and Namjoon were all sitting around, waiting for him to move. When he finally opens his eyes, he glances over at the three of them and furrows his brows.
“Yoongi, we need to talk.” Namjoon is the first one to speak.
“About?”
“What happened earlier today, when you suddenly smelled Jimin’s blood.” Jin took a seat in the small armchair beside him.
“I don’t know, it was weird. I can pick up others scents most of the time but his was just-...strong today, probably because of his feeding cycle.” Yoongi moves to sit up.
“Yeah, but you normally don’t pick up on scents like that,” Hoseok added, “you might be regaining some of your senses.”
“You think so?” Namjoon chimes in.
“It’s the only good explanation for it. How about feeding, when was the last time you fed?”
“This morning.”
“Y/n’s blood does possess a lot of healing properties, it would only make sense that she’s the cause for it.”
“How is she by the way? I haven’t seen her since she was with you,” He looks at Namjoon.
“She met Rain today...” Jin looks at Yoongi’s unchanging expression. “He had her blood.”
Hoseok chuckles. “I could smell him from the other side of the school, his venom must be crazy powerful. How did he feel about Y/n, he’s not trying to do anything with her, right?”
“Surprisingly, I don’t think he plans to take her. Actually, he asked if he could come back to talk to her.”
“That might just be an invitation to seduce her into going with him.” Taehyung, the resident eavesdropper walked in and laid across the bed. “I don’t want her to go...”
“She won’t. I talked to Rain and we made somewhat of a deal.”
Namjoon furrows his brows. “What deal?”
“As long as I allow him to come to see her at any time he’d like, he’d keep the existence of her blood a secret.”
“I guess that’s not a bad deal, we don’t need anyone else prying into her business right now.” Namjoon pauses, making a thoughtful expression. “And also, what the hell is going on with Jungkook?”
“Yeah, Jimin said he was talking about his awakening or some shit.” Hoseok looks at Jin for an answer.
“That’s why Rain was here, I didn’t even know what was going on with him. But Rain confirmed that he is having an awakening, the awakening of The Eyes of Eclipsia.”
“Seriously?...” Namjoon looks askance. “A part-human hybrid can have that?”
Jin nods. “Rain suggests that I keep a close eye on him, make sure he avoids strenuous activity and keep him from cross-feeding. His venom is like poison right now. If someone were to feed after him on the same vessel, it could go terribly wrong.”
“So he’s on lockdown?” Tae laughs, face squished against a pillow.
“Pretty much, our goal is to make sure Y/n and him don’t come in to contact again.”
“If fucking Jimin can control himself we won’t have that problem.” Yoongi hisses, eyes narrowing at the thought alone.
“He didn’t take his medication, we can’t blame him completely, he was under the influence of his feeding cycle.”
“That’s no excuse!” Yoongi’s outburst takes everyone by surprise. “I can sense what she feels sometimes, we’ve bonded. If she’s afraid, if she’s being fed on, I know it’s happening in highly stressful moments. Like earlier today when Rain was feeding on her, she was anxious.” He sighs, his face resting in his palms. “I don’t know, I care about her and all but I don't know what’s happening to me, it’s weird. I was picking up scents, I wanted Y/n...And not just her blood, her company too.” This confession sounds pretty normal, but not for Yoongi. He’s normally not too keen on sharing things like this.
“That’s normal Yoongi, you too have shared some private moments and it’s only natural to want to be around her-”
“But I don’t like the feeling. It feels like an obligation and I don’t want it to...”
Yoongi is unaware of how confused everyone is about what he’s saying. Now, they’ve all witnessed the effects of Yoongi’s connection with you, you both seem invested in it. You’re his cure, his means to live comfortably and it’s surprising that Yoongi would be unsure about his feelings toward you. But then again, Yoongi doesn't have to have feelings for you, you’re a donor. You give him blood and that’s it, it’s not supposed to be more than that—is it?
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Chap. 9
Warnings: feels, death, cursing.
Characters: Dallas Winston, Johnny Cade, Ponyboy Curtis, and a few random doctors and policemen.
Notes: @watermelon-chapstick , this is what I was talking about. I should let y'all know it takes a lot to make me cry. Teared up while writing this, and I think that means it's good enough to post. Lol, I'm well aware this was meant to be a shitpost, but I don't care. I wanted to write something feelsy and you damn know well I did and tried my best. I might make more of these in the future if people like this. Or, if people want more. I decided to post it on my own, not just a repost. I still put a lot of time into it, and I wanted it on my blog on it's own! This extra note is the only thing that's different — I didn't change anything else.
Word count: 1903
As quickly as it had started, it was over. Had this really happened? Or is it some fucking fever dream because of all the painkillers those hospital people had given me? No, it couldn't be. Dreams can't simulate this kind of stuff, we just beat the Socs!
‘I can't beleive they were gonna do this without me,’ that's not the only reason I wanted to do this, that's not the only reason I threatened to stab a bitch. Multiple. It was the only one I wanted to beleive but I know it's not.
I look down at Ponyboy, who was bleeding like hell and the rest of him looked even worse. He couldn't have been used to fighting solo, clearly. I shook my head, not going to ignore the situation any longer. I could miss my chance if I did that. I bent down and grabbed his collar, turning and yanking him up a bit after I started on a dead run. “Come on!” I couldn't hear myself. “We're goin' to see Johnny.”
Pony wasn't in any shape to be running but I could just remember Johnny's voice. He wanted to see everyone, but I knew there wasn't time. Ponyboy, if he could choose anyone to see it'd be him, wouldn't it? They were such good friends, and he's the one that will cooperate the most. Goddamnit, move faster! “Hurry! He was gettin' worse when I left.” don't think about that. “He wants to see you.”
I'd taken Buck's T-bird here and I didn't plan to go any slower than 110 to get back to the hospital. I got into the driver's seat and rhe second Pony was halfway in he car, I got into gear and slammed on the gas. I almost hydroplaned it across a curve and then I heard the sirins. Great, out of all the times. Think of something, Winston, think of something.
I don't even turn to the boy in the passenger's seat, but I find myself slowing down the car. “Look sick.” I say stiffly, furrowing my brows and narrowing my eyes. This could work, I don't have time for a police chase right now. “I'll say I'm taking you to the hospital, which'll be truth enough.”
The policeman said something like ‘Where's the fire.’ I wasn't paying attention. I glanced at him, I cant express how mad I was that he was slowing us down. Johnny only has so long!
“The kid.” I stayed cool, or at least I think I did, pointing at Pony. “He fell over on his motorcycle and I'm takin' him to he hospital.” Pony groaned a little, and I can't tell why.
The guy by the window looked nervous and glory, this was taking too long. “Is he real bad? Do you need an escort?” Oh, hell yeah, this could work. “How would I know if he's bar or not? I ain't no doc.” I fight a smile at how good this worked out. “Yeah, we could use an escort.”
The fuzz are really stupid, these days! “Sucker!” I hiss, he went back to his car. Now we didn't have to worry about traffic, or other cops. I don't know what I was mumbling about that entire ride there, I know I was talking about Johnny.
Once we were at the hospital I slammed the door shut and ‘helped’ Pony out of the car, but the second that police officer left, we were gone down that hallway. I heard yelling but I didn't even acknowlage them, I couldn't think of anything but Johnny, to the point where I let Pony's wrist go and I know he fell far behind. I didn't have time for an elevator, I raced up the stairs and almost clipped a wall a few times.
It felt like an eternity but I finally got to Johnny's room and I was going to break down the door if it wouldn't open. “I'm sorry, boys, but he's dying.” just those words sent horrible aches in my heart and I felt my chest tighten.
No, no, no. This isn't happening, he's not dying, he's not! Johnny can't die, he can't, this can't be happening. I take out Two's switch, whipping my head toward the doctor and jabbing it in his face. I didn't flick it open until I opened my mouth and started talking. “We gotta see him.” I said, my tone scared me even more than I already was, I hadn't heard myself like ths in a long time. I cleared my throat, furrowing my brows. I tried to be intimidating, I'd never had trouble with this before but now I was all trembly and it was visible, I could barely keep my hand still. “We're gonna see him and if you give me any static, you'll end up on your own operatin' table.” I sneer, I tried my best to keep my voice down.
This dude didn't even bat an eye, the little... Oh how I wanted to tell him off, I wanted to tell him just how much I needed to get into that room.
But he took me by surprise. “You can see him, but it's because you're his friends, not because of that knife.” I wasn't going to press, he was letting me in and for once I didn't want to fight. I put the switch back in my pocket and pushed the door open, I ran only for a few seconds before I swore something stopped me. I stumbled forward and made sure I didn't fall, and I could see Pony walk into the room out of the corner of my eye.
Johnny was white and looked still, I couldn't tell if he was breathing or not and I felt tears well up in my eyes. I gritted my teeth and shut them tight, it's not the end! Johnny isn't dead, he's not! He's just.. He's just asleep, he'll wake up any minute now. I took a few steps forward and wiped the sweat off my lips, “Johnnycake..?” my voice was low and hoarse, and I couldn't see even though it opened my eyes. I could barely hear anything else, everything else was shut off and didn't exist at that moment. Nothing was real, this wasn't what was going on. This really can't be happening.
Johnny didn't respond and I had to say something else. I had to prompt him again, this isn't how this ends. “Johnny...” I felt the hope drain from my whole body, but that little bit came up again when he moved. “hey..” his voice, god, that tore through my soul harder than anything else had.
I walked toward him after glancing at the Christopher around my neck, “We won.” I was out of breath and it was hard to get it back, I couldn't comprehend this and I just wanted to get him to say something. “We beat the Socs. We stomped them—chased them outa our territory.” I said, I was desperate at this point. Johnny's eyes were barely open and I couldn't tell if he could see the tears welling. I bit my lip as he just gave an unsatisfied hum, “Useless...” he croaked, “Fighting's no good...” he was so white, and I felt panic rising within me again.
No, he's dying and this isn't going to be the last thing I say to him! I gotta tell him something, something that'll make him smile, I've been keeping so much in about him all this time, how hard would it be to tell him now? When I literally have no other chance..!
I licked my lips and tried to find my voice through all the emotion, “They're still writing editorials about you in the paper. For being a hero and all.” I tried to keep my voice calm, I didn't let it break, I didn't want to cry in front of him. That would make this even worse, that would make him feel awful, that would just be the worst thing I could do right now. “Yeah..” he hadn't responded yet but for the sake of my sanity I had to act as if he did, “They're calling you a hero now and heroizin' all the greasers.”
I couldn't say it, I just couldn't, it was too hard, I tried so hard but I couldn't.. Hopefully he'll get he message. “We're all proud of you, buddy...” I managed a smile, I felt hot tears run down my face. I tries to wipe them off, but they'd just look like dweat and I wasn't going to take my eyes off Johnnycakes.
He looked so happy, his eyes lit up. I let out a half sob and kept my composure, I took a deep breath and was about to day something else, but he spoke. “Ponyboy.”
I backed up. I wasn't going to take it away, I'd forgotten Pony was there. I'd forgotten anyone was there. Johnny wanted to talk to Pony, he'd already talked to me, danmit I'm so selfish.
I don't know what he said but as I stepped closer, he just...
I broke into a grin and felt more tears fall down my cheeks. I was trembling, I could barely keep myself up, I felt like the world spun around me and for some reason, I wanted to laugh.
I reached a shaky hand over and brushed his bangs off his forehead, “Never could keep that hair back.” I could hear I was under pronouncing any soft sounds and I saw everything blur around me. “That's what you get for tryin' to help people, you little punk...” reality was setting in and I found it hard to breathe. Johnny wasn't... He.... He was.. He's not.. No. He's fine, Johnny is fine, nothing happened, nothing's wrong. I took a quivering breath, the smile faltering. I tried and I tried to keep it up, I know this wasn't what was going on, I know he's... But no, no I won't believe this. This is NOT what's happening, it's not it's.. It's not... It can't be... Johnny can't be dead, oh he really can't be... “There what you get..” I couldn't get the words out, I whipped toward the wall and punched it as hard as I could.
“Damnit Johnny..” I didn't have the energy, I couldn't have screamed if I wanted to. I ground my fist and hit the wall again, grinding my teeth and trying to do anything but think of him.
Don't think of how he used to be
Don't think of what happened
Don't think of what happened to him behind closed doors
Don't think of what he did for those kids
Don't think of him not wanting to die
Don't think of him only being sixteen
Don't think of him never leaving Tulsa
Don't think of him...
“Oh, damnit, Johnny...”
Don't think of those mocha eyes and how they lit up whenever I smiled at him.
“Don't die..”
Don't think of how brave, persistent, and strong he was-
Don't think of how brave, persistent, and strong he is
“Please,”
Don't think of how he would have turned out.
Don't think of how good of a person he would have ended up being.
Don't think of all the things I could have told him
Don't think of all the things thst would have made him happy, thst would have made him smile.
“Don't die...”
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