#[ musing ] entertaining the thought.

[kiloxy]

When I started Tfc I was annoyed and frustrated with the long and detailed descriptions of the court. I was overwhelmed by all these new characters, this new sport, and the influx of info. While too much detail and over describing things can be bad writing… Rereading the book I see it as a tool. We’re in Neil’s POV, of course there’s major focus on the court and what it looks like. All he cares about is exy! He catalogues every detail he notices of the court, he has a key! He belongs there for once! He rushes through the conversation with Nicky in front of the gates because he wants the court. When I didn’t understand his character at first (I’d just started reading about him of course, I didn’t have much grasp on him yet. Def not four books worth.) I didn’t see how the writing choices reflected him. How we’re truly in his POV and of course he’s going to care about the godforsaken 24 gates! But it was frustrating at first. And while some of it can be contributed to maybe less polished writing (it was the first book) I feel like intentionally or not this book series throws you in Neil’s head unabashedly, even if some of the ways his head works makes some parts hard to read. (Like knowing exactly where everyone is sitting at all times 😭)

#aftg #tfc #all for the game #the foxhole court #musings #still rereading the series #I’m on the first book still #it’s slow going with all the annotating #I hope this doesn’t come off negative #just putting my thoughts abt it into words #I love this series but being fully transparent I was very frustrated reading it for the first time #binging it in the middle of reading a bunch of other books didn’t help probably #but I was lowkey hate reading? for a small portion #but in the way I was entertained and couldn’t stop #but also frustarted #I was fully in Neil’s head thinking all the foxes were CRAZY

[blood-starved-beast]

Ergo the impression I get from Gehrman is that he's a sad, lonely, pathetic, kinda awful old man. And this reflects on everything going on his existence (existence, not living cause Kos knows what's going on with him is not a life).

Dude cries out for people who would or could not save him cause of their own issues (Laurence turns into a beast and Wilhelm is literally rotting alive). He builds a doll of his student (but it's not right, never really meant to be accurate when you are so starved for companionship) who cared more about her own problems and then killed herself cause of them. It appears no one alive seems to really remember him in a way that actually matters.

Fitting ending I'd say, for a man who tried to a build a legacy and school system (the Hunters) that brought upon so much trauma and pain out onto Yharnam and the Great Ones. The price of hubris.

#Gehrman the first Hunter #Bloodborne #d musings #Was entertaining the thought the other day if the Doll was ever meant to be a representation of Maria #or rather this guy is so lonely and pathetic that he choose the face of one of the only women he really Knew for his fictional companionshi #and then when the Doll came alive he was put off by how wrong it all was #not saying this is meant to be an accurate reading (it isn't really) but food for thought

[sciderman]

we need to see more non dp spidey pairings

just read the comics man! they're everywhere!

(also, please, be the change you want to see in the world, anon.)

#sci speaks #i feel great that i could introduce a lot of people to a lot of more niche ships #but also i'm just one guy and i can't feed everyone. and sometimes i like to be fed too. please. sometimes. #also i happen to really like spideypool a lot. in case you didn't notice. #sometimes it bugs my head when people say that compared to other ships spideypool is somehow inferior #like i get why people say it. i completely understand why people say it. it doesn't have the same groundwork as other ships do #but that's kind of why i liked it so much and why i have such a good time with it. all the hard work that goes into it. #spideypool will always be the One That Takes Most Brain Space for me. just because it keeps my brain working. i have to put the thought in. #scratches my brain itch like no other. #i love all of peter's other relationships i really really do. like i adore them. every single one is so good and delicious. #and i want to introduce everyone to all those relationships because they're Important. and they're entertaining and so good. #but also my heart belongs to spideypool... i'll always come back to her. #deadpool and spider-man are both my muses and i couldn't leave either one of them. so i must smoosh them together.

[seancamerons]

as far 90s shows, did anyone watch any of these:

teen angel it was like on after sabrina or something during the tgif era of the 90s? i found it lowkey funny, idk if it was like shortlived i assume that, but idk if it was good or cringey? i think it was only on for one or two at the most seasons, i remember he would literally talk to the moon/stars/god but also like have teenager hijinks

smart guy as it is, a smart guy. young kid maybe 10 years old in college, skiped grade school/high school and is now in college with his dumb brother. i think it was on disney channel.

my brother and me a two season show on nickelodeon in the 90s, i don't remember that much about it tbh, just that it existed and i know i watched it but idk if it held my attention. it seemed run of the mill early nickeloeon two brothers, their friends and random things that would happen like in the style of most of the shows of the time.

gulah gulah island a show about a family and a large amphibian friend of their family on a island (where is gulahgulah?) i was able to do a killer impression of the pollywog. i would make a garden bc the mom had one in the summer before kindergarten and i would sing plant a seed in my garden, my garden my garden plant a seed in my garden watch it grow 🎶 i still if i hear it on a nostalgic video sing the theme. i found out the husband and wife are an actual couple irl earlier this year, and simeon (sp?) and shayna i think was their child biologically. the other two kids were hired to be their other kids, the one daughter was on keenan and kel as far as i know. she played keenan's sister who crushed on kel after gulah gulah ended.

pete and pete a show in the 90's quirky as all get out. good music, good vibes, a child with a beautiful mermaid tattoo and more questions than answers tbh. the mom had a plate in her head, thee dad was oblivious, speaking of oblivious the next show:

the secret world of alex mac yet another 90's show, about a girl with a secret, which the theme gives you the run down, alex is not average in the slightest. i loved that show and people often forget all about it.

so let's just say everyone knows sabrina, but do they remember clarissa? if you don't know, clarissa explains it all. i think there were a few things she didn't know about, or left out. clarissa was the effortlessly cool girl, but she was also painfully average and her brother reminded her of that, much to her chargrin. from her cool ass bedroom, her boy bestie sam who'd climb in the window via ladder, and she nonchalantly greeted him with a friendly, "hi sam!", her weird ginger brother who was like a 'genius' but a jerk at the same time, her descriptions and slideshows about things she'd explain in detail at length, her dated little computer, her pet in the sandbox and a lot more things i forgot or are self-explanatory. na na nanna, nananananaana, hey cool!

doug if he's not bangin' on a trashcan, blasting killer tofu, arguing with his parents, clashing with his thespian sister, in the company of a blue dog named after dinner parents cook and kids love to hate, beefing with a rival in a leather jacket with a cat sidekick, or with mayor's stuck up daughter, surrounded by random kids with quirky names and dining a cool hangout called the honker burger he was writing in a journal or dreaming of fake worlds that are anything but normal. he was doug was one of the defining guys in 90s cool back in the day, he was cool bc he wasn't a showboat or an over confident or arrogant guy like chalky studebaker at times, or green-skinned rival roger who came off like a coward internally but tough and had an obnoxious laugh on the outside. he 's a guy in middle school with tensions with the principal, a total everyman with a big imagination who wrote his dreams, thoughts, and hopes in a journal, crushed on his girl next door/the show essential 'good girl' patti mayonnaise and of course, he had a loyal bestie skeeter. if it were 99-the 00s it was the spongebob/patrick dynamic, and even doug had an alter ego which was quail man. i believe the original story of doug, he was new to town and he came to be fast friends with skeeter, and quick enemies with their principal who always threatened him to put things on his permanent record, which i was afraid of when it was time for me to go to school when it came to going to the office for anything tbh.

#so here's a random set of shows #i wrote this after talking about big wolf on campus #these 90s-early 00s shows were vibes #musing #thoughts #anaylsysis #do you remember? #remembering #90s #tv #television #entertainment #nostalgia #00s

[solivagantingrebel]

Bro,,,, I forget I had some sad sentiment music in my Ghoap playlist,,,,,, I can't handle, I CANT handle-

As I get up to go,

You kiss me in your car,

And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before,

But it's not real,

And you don't exist,

And I can't recall the last time I was kissed,

It hits me in the car,

And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before.

#camus muses #I CANT I CANT I CANT #shinunoga e wa #STARTED PLAYING RIGHT AFTER GOODBYE IM DECEASED #No beta we die like ghost and soap I FUCKING GUESS #GHOST WITHOUT SOAP IS A HPRROBLE THOUGHT I NEVER WANT TO ENTERTAIN #ghostsoap

[inblazes]

tldr; diluc can't see for shit lmao. help him.

#( outofcharacter. ) #( musing. ) #thank u jamey for forever entertaining my wild thoughts isdhfkjsd

[vmures]

Think I may jave figured out why some of the complaints about Teen Wolf fandom members being dumb bug me so much. It's hard to tell if people are basing their criticisms of others fandom opinions on people's meta posts or their fandom creations.

Add in that certain defense squad people absolutely use fandom creations to argue that the creator is any number of things and I tend to assume that other's are basing their takes on fanworks, which don't accurately reflect a creators opinions on the show itself.

I use canon as inspiration but I don't stick to it in fan works. That's not why I'm in fandom. I like fanworks because they let me explore all the what it's and play with the characters the same way I used to play with my toys. They are storytelling vehicles.

I focus on the characters that draw me in the most and tend to write limited third person point of view. This means that a lot of times the characters opinions are what is shown. Those opinions do not necessarily reflect my own.

There are characters who just rub me the wrong way and that does show in my work, as well. Though I try to keep it nuanced and not just outright bash. I do frequently play with canon and I like playing with the complexities. So I might soften a harsh character or explore changes would have resulted from that chatacter having different circumstances. Sometimes the are out-of-character to the canon version. None of that means that I don't understand canon.

Outside of showing which characters I prefer and which I find annoying or frustrating, my fic doesn't necessarily reflect any of my thoughts on the show.

I don't tend to offer my meta takes very often because I don't like getting dragged into discourse or told I don't belong just because I have a different take from someone else. I stay away from fandom tags for similar reasons. But sometimes it crosses my dash and some of those times it feels like a kick in the gut and leaves me wondering if a mutual thinks that that negatively about me.

Now that I've realized the issue causing me to feel that way, it will be easy to try remind myself these are not the defense squad posts and that more than likely they are basing their frustrations on meta takes and not fan creations and thus is not about me.

#v's musings #the assumption that all negative things must be about me is a mental health issue I've been working on for a long time #I frequently know it's not but my emotions still latch on and pull out old anxiety thought tapes to play on loop #This is me writing my thoughts out to help process the issue #If you want to lnow my thoughts on the show itself #You can ask #But please don't assume that my fanworks or even reblogs are an accurate reflection of my thoughts #Sometimes things get reblogged because they were entertaining

[spiderwarden]

not me thinking of a baby Minthara being introduced to Yvonnel for the first time.

#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings #[ its almost 6am I should go back to bed! be back to write more my loves! ] #[ no but she would have been Matron still at least when she was born.. me entertaining the thought that her mother is matron by the time #she leaves because of the 'my mother would rule over the ashes' line ] #[ no but I have a thing about just the mental image of baby minth being shifted into yvonnel's arms for the first time - and the stare #she does before dropping baby head into her ] #[ THAT MENTAL IMAGE JUS GETS ME ] #[ next gen meeting the OG gen- MUAH cHEF KISS ]

[wiressmiled]

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#// hate that i feel like this on here i hste that no matter how hard i try #// i cant escape this awful feeling you left on me of being unimportant ... unneeded . #// i feel like suz & i have out stayed our welcome & i KNOW its not true & it's all bc one person #// not anyone following/seeing this rn .... #// but bc that one person left me feeling unimportant & like an after thought for so long #// & made me feel like suzie & i both were only good for momentary entertainment #// just to be thrown off in the shadows until we get deemed interesting/needed .... #// not even just suzie muse wise too ... #// anyways sorry for the rant & ily all i promise i'll be here again soon things are just .... #// tough mentally for me rn. #̗̀ ♡⃗ 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 | abi speaks ♡⃗.˳⁺⁎ #rant tw #delete later.

[the-kipsabian]

#arms for my own entertainment #youre welcome #wrestling musing #box thoughts

[alastors-radioshow]

Has actively decided to ignore the dash today.

#::Thoughts of the Muse:: #::How Entertaining! - Dash Commentary:: #alastors-radioshow #//Yooooo things just got a bit too negative here #//I understand that not everyone enjoys the same things but damn

[grapecaseschoices]

oh the woe of finding an if concept that you think is SO cool and are really excited for and then the blog is deleted and you have no idea why

#i wish the writer(s) well #and sincerely hope that everything is okay #grapecase rambles #i just wanted to get this off my chest #i feel we're not allowed to do that #i feel that we're not allowed to be just bummed when a game/if is gone without a trace or a story changes from what you first thought it #would be #at least not beyond 'hope they are okay' #and i do and we should but like -- why cant we be disappointed? #i feel that's a world away from the people jumping into asks on anon demandings hit or beholdening people to stuff #like life comes first before my entertainment #and as a writer i definitely get going where the muse takes you / how you can completely revamp a concept into something else #no one should begrudge anyone that -- but as a reader .... idk #i feel selfish #and a part of me sorta feels like maybe i am just being bratty but another feels the community sorta has created this idea re: dont pressure #writers/creators with your your demands or feel that they owe you their characters (bc they dont -- and they DONT!) #but idk man #i feel like its a similar way -- between the feeling of investing in a pilot and having it canceled (Fucking Fox) or being in a sorta endeav #or and your partner bails on you sans explanations #like we aren't partners but there is a synergy? #like if authors put up the blogs for the motivation -- to get their product out -- for the interaction .. i feel if readers should have the #space to be ... idk when that's cut off? bc it's a two way street in a sense #explanations ARE NOT OWED but ... feelings beyond 'go team' or 'where oh where has my little if writer gone' i think are fair to express so #long as they arent used to guilt anyone #(tho maybe not! some people really dont know how to disengage and move on. maybe we should remain in complete lockdown mode against anything #beyond positivity and cheerful support) #(now i sound pa qwedfes lmao) #i feel better tho so #dear diary~~~

[furby-organist]

> In a world where there is true justice, a fairy or something would show up with a shiny achievement sticker for Alexa that says "GREAT JOB! Did not stick my dick in a wood chipper." Unfortunately there is no justice in the world, so he will just have to privately congratulate himself.

#shower thoughts with al (musing) #// not knowable IC wkskkwkw this is for your OOC entertainment. He is going thru it. #cw: rut

[vilecovet]

LOUIE INTRODUCTION & TAG DROP. 

The Nachzehrer.

Louie’s story begins in a casket after being the first to die of a ravaging respiratory disease. His impoverished family wrapped him in a thin, white burial shroud, carried out his funeral in their small home, and invited their neighbors to speak their prayers and bid him farewell. 

That night, under a heavy full moon, Louie awakened, ate through his burial shroud, and freed himself, having been reborn as a bloodthirsty monster.

In a frenzy, he slaughtered his parents, siblings, close relatives, funeral attendants, and eventually his entire village, until sunrise snapped him from his thirsty trance. 

Distraught with his mistakes, Louie abandoned his village and vanished. 

Two centuries later, he emerged as the founder and chief executive officer of Plasmaworks, a corporation dedicated to donating healthy blood to wealthy, vampiric clientele. 

In the human world, PMW is known as a plasma center with stringent protocols, and excellent customer service. As a member of high society, Louie is slowly emerging as a noble influence, using his resources to hunt belligerent vampires and slay them. 

He hates his own kind, and he hates himself for what he’s become. His ultimate goal is to erase the primitive need to hunt for human blood and reduce unnecessary deaths. 

#{ louie ; open starter } — how dare you approach me. #{ louie ; closed starter } — embrace my hatred. #{ louie ; answered } — i am not a book for you to entertain yourself with. go. #{ louie ; drabble } — and yet the sun insists on keeping me here. #{ louie ; study } — the reluctant hunter. #{ louie ; aesthetic } — blood consumes the unwanting mind. #{ louie ; musings } — thoughts of a dead immortal. #{ louie ; ic } — i never asked to rise from death. #{ v ; venom } — my thirst is a curse. your blood is my freedom.

[cigvrettedvet]

open to: f / nb muse: leo holmes based on: that one mad men post i can't find lmao

"in case you forgot, i'm your boss. not your boyfriend. i'm the last person you should come crying to about your personal life. all i care about is that you do the job i pay you to do, got it?" leo knew it was probably insensitive to be so cold but he didn't care enough to try and pretend. plus, they were at work which made it even more embarrassing.

#⌗ thread ⁝ leo holmes. #indie rp #bonus points if your muse works for him but is kinda obsessed with him #we can always go the psycho route that'd be entertaining #or they've just got an innocent crush and thought they could talk to leo #which... is a mistake lmao

[gonguji]

call me crazy but I'm making kabullette && scarallette my entire personality forever ♡( ◡‿◡ )

#* . ⊹ 𝑇𝐻𝑂𝑈𝐺𝐻𝑇𝑆 𝑂𝐹 𝐿𝐼𝐺𝐻𝑇𝑁𝐼𝑁𝐺 › ooc . #tfw you entertained a thought once and then started to see how many parallels there are and how perfectly they fit together #based on your muses backstory nostalgia and feelings and then you realize just how emotionally involved you are to that ship all of a sudde #and it becomes one of the best most entertaining ships you've ever written to the point you put it in the 2nd spot of otps... or in first #scaralette casually competing with kazuscara. that's cool. that's fair dnuhwkedj #also just like thomato. scarallette is just one of the best sounding shipnames. you can't argue with that cmon #allxgene #anemxvisions