#???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS

[wasyago]

another attempt

#don't feel like tagging. maybe later #my art #maybe it's okay if i don't like the design....... #maybe i shouldn't do things that i know i won't like.... #sorry guys idk what's happening im just feeling miserable lately. tired. no time. no motivation. no energy. what is happeningggg

[heartorbit]

just how can i protect your smile?

#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi #pjsk #prsk #project sekai #proseka #tsukasa tenma #rui kamishiro #ruikasa #AUUUUUGH. #this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism #putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009) #this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted #i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay #tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine #me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt #im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit. #emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me #Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here #im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked #i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it #but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH #wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg

[granhairdo]

#les mis #im a donougher kinda guy #though i do enjoy rose and wilbour quite a bit #hapgood definitely gets points for being easy to quote and convenient though #wraxell is... questionable #denny is... questionalble #fahnestock and mcafee doesnt stand out idk #how has no on ever done this poll #les miserables #polls

[chrisbangs]

i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸

#i'm not coming back but :') hello #i forgot i even had tumblr still on my phone djdkdkdkdk #i just opened it for the first time in ??? 5 months or smth i think idk for sure #life is weird :') #remember when i said i wanna drop out every day of my life :') bc i suck at design #welp i won an award for my design thesis :') #jsjdjdkdkdkdj #turns out having friends kinda changes your life 🫂 #having friends at school has actually :') made me a happier more normal person lol #i haven't been miserable?? i haven't wanted to kms ... i have been so happy and yes school was shitty but i wanted to go and try hard bc #my friends motivated me to stay and try and that's crazy :') idk #felt really loved and like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life 🫨 like woah ppl like me and wanna be my friend? me?? #:') i'm really happy... isn't that weird #i used to want to kms every other day hsjdndkdkdks lol 😭 #now i'm like 😭 every day i look forward to waking up bc i'm happy and i have ppl who love me and i wanna see them again and i wanna spend #time with them again and play games with them again :') #literally stayed up till ??? 4 am yesterday talking to one of them like #😭 #god jm djjdkdkdkd idk :') #my life is good... #???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS #wild af #even winning the award was such a shock like 🥲 damn . who ? me? #ppl from like :') this big design thing in toronto we're praising it too like djdjdodjdkdj #:') it's kinda crazy.. i was super ! #man.. i cant believe how 5 months ago i was gonna kms 🥸👆 and now i'm like erm actually maybe we do need to live #:') anyway #i hope ppl on here are doing good 🫨🔨 #it is sad to not be here as much but also 👋😌 i'm happy to be free at the same time so ✨

[leo-kinnie]

Kiiinda unhappy w the fact that a mutual made a post essentially saying “if you support / interact with this proship neutral dont interact with me + DONT harass the account i mentioned” and then immediately got condescending/manipulative replies, asks, and Extreme dogpiling by the accounts friends/affiliates to the point of having to leave their account.

Personally I think if you can’t handle other people saying what you are, you maaybe should rethink identifying with that label.

#miscellaneous post #i dunno. proship people have this tendency to say their proship and then #get VERY MAD when antis say ‘’that person is proship dni with me if u support them’’ #we’re all pro safe spaces until… someone ensures their safe space ? #idk just confusing #its also really gross to see such a large number of harrassment heading their way when the og post clearly #stated not to attack the proship account? like ok … but the antis are the bad guys. right #IDK GUYS. im not very happy with the community rottmnt has established #on twt it was miserable and on tumblr it seems equally as miserable if you dont pick the path of least resistance #SANDRO WOULD BE UNHAPPY WITH THEM PEOPLE IS ALL IM SAYIN 🫵 #the mutual wasnt even a big account ???

[moeblob]

Third crime child is Shidou, thank you for the interest and reading my tags. He's the third.

@ladylolalilly thank you for being curious

#milgram #kirisaki shidou #listen i love him so much and hes so miserable and wants to die #honestly the entire group is just so good and unique im just v picky and have my prefs #also shidous voice is just super soothing ?? #i really enjoy this guy being part of a smoking group like...... idk man just give the guy friends #he needs the friendship and craves the guilty verdict of death and that makes him viable for adoption bc i said so #me pointing at the second oldest prisoner and saying THATS MY SON? v likely

[spacejammie-eimmajecaps]

Had a doctor tell me quite sincerely this morning that my "life seems miserable" because of my health problems and it immediately made me think of the damn bitch you live like this meme

#like i cant stop thinking about it #he wasnt even the doctor i was there to see #the nurse called him in because my heart rate was high and it scared her #but like thats just a normal flare day for me #so anyway this guy i dont even know comes barging into the room to listen to my heart and ask about my symptoms etc #and then he says that its not sustainable to live like this and how i must be miserable #and im just like lol okay like tell me something i dont know #oh and when i told him i usually get through flares by staying in bed for a day or two #his response was to say how that would make going on vacation hard because i might end up having to be bedridden for part of it #and like #first of all #im too broke for vacations lol #second of all #i can barely leave the house bc of my health so what vacations would i even be attempting #idk like he did seem genuinely concerned #but i was honestly not in the mood to hear all that #like i was (and still am) feeling extremely unwell #i just wanted to go home #did not need or want the pity of some random doctor

[unicornsaures]

johnny and dallas fighting with tim and dallas in my head rn and neither are winning so im flipping back and forth between reblogging the two like a madman

#being a multishipper is HARD #because im still caught up in 'would blahblahblah really work..' #tally vs jally ugh #you got two miserable guys #and then you got two miserable guys but one of them has morals #one half of my brain wants tally absolutely beating the shit out of each otjer for fun they patching eachother up #the other fiends for jally hurt/comfort of any kind #because im really bad at writing dally in character so hes either a bitch or hes with johnny #depends on the mood idk! #i am leaning towards tally #because i will eventually prefer one over the other #but first i need to learn to actually draw tim #i need to draw dally so bad but im not draeing him alone rven if hes a loner #need tim and dally just FIGHTING on the FLOOR #and then an aftermath where theyre still insulting each other about how bad they are at fighting while they put bandages on esch otjer #dolirants

[bsaka7]

the wild play... tumblrs favorite team today (?)

#oh no me and k r gonna be enemies tonight... my hockey tutor....! what can i do 😭😭😭 #im kinda excited (mostly bc it's at a good time for me) i hope we make quinn hughes miserable i like that one pic of him. #hock.txt #ok actually if u made me rank 'which teams r most popular based on the random sample size of my dash' #it would probably be 1) penguins 2) toronto 3) Canucks 4) maybe just giroux on their own #ranking obviously not including my beloved 1 isles superfan (sez) and the wild. for whom i think i follow like six blogs but im kinda bad #at finding people #Honestly the individual fandom bit with some of these guys i see sort of remind me of f1 #Weird meld b/w my sports fandom experience. And also they're ON ICE SKATES. #Oh I forgot about the oilers. Connor. Mcdavid team. Do ppl like them or do they just like Connor mcdavid. Idk

[spacebugarts]

Stupid fish boy get out of my head /pos

#YES this is Gil(l) from Kim Possible shut up #idk why i always hyperfixate on the characters that only get 2 episodes and no development #but i persevere #anyways i think he's neat and he has a fun design :) #and i needed to draw him so he would hopefully leave me alone #i think he deserves weird biology and a redemption arc as a treat :) #gil moss #gill moss #kim possible #he always stuck out to me for some reason idk #hes a silly little guy #my poor little meow meow #he inspired a new oc and for some reason my brain decided that meant he got to live there rent free #ive felt miserable the past few days and decided to work on a simple drawing to take my mind off it #not my best work but im happy with it

[magicaldreamfox1]

u know. if u gain more confidence in ur writing then it'll be more fun and less miserable

#i just feel like this has to be said #it's not easy to do ofc it's not and i had help #but it's never wrong to try and work on urself #bc being miserable is just not worth it #stop overediting stop trying to be perfect just post ur writing and then write a lot more #it's not easy but it's simple #if that doesn't work for u then find smthg that does #bc genuinely u guys Need some confidence #bc that's ur hobby and u shouldn't be miserable while doing ur hobby #gain confidence set boundaries put it down when it needs to be put down go to sleep when u need to sleep #it takes a lot of time and a lot of trying but so much can change for u if u just try #and i am trying to take that advice myself in a lot of other areas im not perfect #but my writing improved so much since i gained more confidence and now i just have so much fun writing #where i had to sit myself down and make myself write previously it's just part of my routine now and i do it nearly every day bc i like it #idk if that makes sense but conclusion: y'all need more confidence in ur writing so u can stop being miserable #dni if this post doesn't apply to u and u like being miserable or smthg idk #this is also not abt mental illness so don't start #this is abt insecurity making u miserable #and ruining the joy of creation #thank u for coming to my ted talk #dreamy talks

[mechahero]

//I think I caught something.

#//I was up all night and spent a good hour shivering while burning up at the same time #//same thing happened to my sister too #//idk if it’s the flu but you never know #//add period pain bc THAT came in too and I’ve had a pretty miserable night #//im still having some hot flashes rn idk what else to call them but i feel gross #//I hate my spine rn #//so yeah if im not doing much today that’s why #//so sorry guys! #backup log {ooc}

[dreamertrilogys]

going into instagram comments is crazy it’s like seeing into a (much MUCH) worse alternate reality like You ppl live such unfathomably terrible lives to me….

#aside from the general everything they’re just so boring and miserable. Btw #sorry it’s just i’ve had insta on my phone lately (unfortunately i can’t delete it until the party ☹️) & every SINGLE time i see some sort o #reel and i’m like HA yknow what i think? and then everyone in the comments is saying the complete opposite thing #every single time without fail #the other day i saw a reel where a bartender dumped all the leftover stuff from the thing (idk what it’s called) into a cup and every1 in #the comments was like ugh yucky disgusting / yk ppl put even grosser stuff in their mouths like genitals. besides if it’s cleaned regularly #enough it should be fine / that’s a big IF. meanwhile i’m like Yum jungle juice 😋 #also one time i saw ppl talking abt how they sleep in binders at sleepovers COME ON reddit is free transtape exists. please #<- these r like the worst examples ever but it’s ok #also like the insane casual misogyny. it’s so bad out here guys #.txt #ppl arguing in the comments like ‘that’s like 2k calories’ / ‘why r u being negative besides it’s only like 300 at max’ / ‘it’s not #negativity’ GUYS. WHAT THE FUCK. CALORIES ARE GOOD I <3 ENERGY???? YOUR BODY ALSO LOVES ENERGY. COME ON. BUTTER 4 LYFE BITCH #OH AND ONE TIME someone made vanilla extract and the comments were all panicked muslims like oh no im rethinking all my vanilla extract #buying GUYS do you or do you not eat bread. great now figure out the alcohol content of fermented yeast vs a drop of ethanol in a cake (that #is being baked anyway!)

[im-smart-i-swear]

one thing about buddy is that theyre so fucking cold

#idk why im posting this #anyway. its like -7 C outside. and yesterday i was outside for like 3 hours w a friend and i was SO COLD #i like winter!! and snow!!! and the crisp air!!!!! and snow!!!!!! again!! #but dear god my body was not made for the cold. thought my hands were gonna fall off #my art #my funky guys #bud HATES being cold and they HATE being wet and whenever they are they look so fucking miserable #theyre the type of person whos hands are constantly cold and dry and look like the hands of a drowned corpse<3333 #they hate snow in particular. HMMM i wonder where That came from... #im rlly insecure about posting shitty doodles like this..... i have a HUGE pile of doodles and concepts n shit that just sit in my files... #maybe i should start posting more of em #idk #this post is mostly for one beloved mutual of mine anyway<333 #fuck it i can do what i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sapoteylx]

tw hospital ment.

ummmm fic idea where peter is hospitalized due to mental health and tony avoids him for a little (once hes back) because peter is starting to remind him of himself

but then they finally see each other and tony sees that peter is upset/uncomfortable so hes like. yeah i was hospitalized once too

and they talk?? about feelings and experiences??? oouh shudders

#peter is like “do you think im crazy” and tony is like come on kid i nicknamed you after underwear #anyway tony is just a miserable guy and i feel like he would have been hospitalized at least once for substance abuse or something #idk what this fandoms obsession w substance abuse is all about but yeah youre all correct #i already have a chunk of dialogue written out in my notes app i just needed an excuse to speak my truth #this has been floating like a piece of beef in the stew that is my brain just humor me

[stunfiskz]

does anyone know where/if i land on the whole “romance averse -> indifferent -> favorable” thing if i really enjoy fictional romance but any real person being involved, not just me, makes me feel uncomfortable. like is that a thing or is that just me being miserable

#like it’s the thing where. #like. i feel bad but one of my irl friends talks about her boyfriend a lot and every time im like oh my god can we PLEASEEE NOT #or like. what’s making me ask is realizing that it’s like #that exact feeling is what also makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable w x readers or self ship stuff #and i feel bad because obviously there’s nothing wrong with them you can do whatever you want forever etc #but it just. ughhhh makes me feel so weird #like it’s almost like a. ‘you guys actually want this? you wouldn’t feel trapped and miserable?’ feeling #but idk. i think because i don’t feel this way about romance as a concept just with irl stuff that it’s probably just. idk #me being miserable about other people being happy or some shit #txt