#<complains abt this every single day

[randomminty]

what do you think of n?

the hpsital guy

#ns been in my inbox 2 times before but youll never find those asks bc tumblrs tag search on peoples blogs is horrific #<complains abt this every single day #ask tag #i like n. hes funny

[seventh-district]

not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc. #so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously) #but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate. #and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic! #if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it. #like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is- #writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl- #will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of- #'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

[aeriondripflame]

actually very obsessed with jon and joffrey’s one sided beef. in my head they are best worsties and argue over which targaryen king was the best.

#they are powerscaling targaryen kings in the yard. this could have ended the war of the five kings i know it. #targaryen yugioh card game but it’s joffrey saying aegon ii was the best king for feeding rhae to his dragon #jon calls him as insipid as his sister and proceeds to regale him with every single daeron the young dragon act ever #asoiaf #jon snow #joffrey baratheon #guava.txt #ned and robert encourage this to relive the glory days of their friendship however they do not realize that jon and joffrey.. #they are here to bitch and complain. they hate each other and are loners together. #nedbert stop encouraging this after hearing one conversation #actually i might write a fic abt this just to stop the brain worm. frenemies save the realm with their crazy. #throbb are disgusted and concerned

[liverpool-enjoyer]

i wanna be a pretty girl so bad

#its so fuckin unfair #all my friends plus EVERY SINGLE NURSING MAJOR IN MY SCHOOL are so pretty i dont hold a candle to them on my best day #i dont mean this in a funny way #i mean it in a its two am n im crying cause i saw a picture of a pretty girl kinda way #pretty girls make me so irrationally angry #i genuinely honest to gosh feel like my ugliness is like a limb #like its a tangible physical object i can feel on my face thatll never go away #n i swear to you guys im not like those fuckass girls on tiktok w shiny hair clear skin n button noses who complain abt being ugly #im ACTUALLY CONVENTIONALLY ugly

[minglana]

one more night suffering through the curse of living in aragon, land where voice tones are very loud and booming. and some men refuse to cant control their voices so it can be 2 am and i will be hearing him speak in the room next door

#worst of all is that yesterday i found out through the security guard who is my friend (kind of? i guess?) #that the security guard thats here today complained abt me complaining. as in 'it seems everything bothers her (me) now' #'its like we cant speak at all or we bother her' #SO NOW I DONT WANNA BE AN ANNOYING WOMAN AND TELL HIM TO SHUT UP #god i wish someone would either tape his mouth SO HE SHUTS THE FUCK UP so i can sleep/study/concentrate. or slap him silly #so he realizes. I BET. that if i was not a woman he would take me more seriously #but nooooo. i gotta get out of my room every single fucking day that hes here to tell him to lower his voice. bc he doesnt want to CONTROL #his voice volume. the other security guard (my friend) told me that he told him that!!!! that he just had to control the tone and volume #but nah man. my security guard friend also doesnt like him😭bc he doesnt shut up lmaaooooo AND hes super irresponsible #anyways im so sorry guys im truly so fed up with this. also did you guys know that one time i went to tell them to shut up and i got stuck #in there with THEM TALKING for an hour. it was 1.30 am or so when i went there. i got out at 2.40am🥴 #they wouldnt let me go. they just keep droning on and on. and they also just basically not let you get a word in #and i was standing the entire time too😭 #z xarre

[capriszn]

almost every cdrama i‘ve watched could have been a 10/10 if it wasn’t for those last ten minutes packed with the entire finale like every single one without fail got that rushed ending…. why do they keep doing this to me stop

#literally every single one!!! i feel like theres gotta be some sort of rule for screenwriters #and i mean the 10/10 i enjoy the storylines so much and theyre not comparable to kdramas like people would like to think #but they always do everything in the last few minutes and it takes away so much from the story #wifty is the only one i accept bc they fast forwarded their future and that drama actually changed my life lmao i think abt them every day #even a river runs through it which started of as my new absolute favorite show..whyd they reunite in the last 3 minutes i was MAD #but i can accept it bc i still love them sm #but the two most unforgivable ones are meet yourself which is also one of my favorites bc you robbed me of my wedding lmao #second one arsenal military academy bc they just walked into the sunset and they didnt show any of the characters again???? bruh #and i will also forever complain about love like the galaxy which had me obsessed and hooked like no other show i actually lost sleep over i #BUT MY WEDDING!!!!! give me my wedding scene please i am mentally ill and i hate marriage irl so of course i need dramas to end in weddings #anyways. i love cdramas #i have watched more cdramas in 6 months than a decade of watching kdramas bc i always drop them lmao #but please give those stories and characters proper endings im begging you atp its dishonoring the material lmao #personal

[diabolicjoy]

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#warning there’s too many typos but who cares #i’m always complaining to myself in my head about how me & my best friend have grown apart #we’ve spent all out teenage years doing everything together even though we weren’t from the same school #we’d still find ways to see each other if not every day then at least every month #& since she started college & then a relationship & then work we’ve just grown apart & it was embarrassing for me really because i was alwa #ys the depressed never busy always alone type & i always ended up felt clingy when asking to hang out #feeling* #specially because she’s a social butterfly & i’m the one who has social anxiety lol but it was always reassuring to have her by my side #during these social events #then the pandemic happened & after things went back to normal.. i can actually count on my finger how many times we’ve seen each other irl #also stopped texting each other which is an important detail considering we used to talk every single day #especially because she’s like. literally the only person i feel comfortable opening up abt things i wouldn’t tell anyone #so i just feel isolated & a bit lost in life without her presence in it... but i’m just a very insecure human & always feel like the plans #& little dates & things i come up & plan for us to do is just... super boring to her (or anyone else) #so i stopped trying completely. which is sad because i miss her immensely #but last november i went to a festival with some friends but felt super stressed on the first day but tried to hide it from everyone #because i don’t wanna ruin the whole trip by being moody so i just kept to myself #ended up feeling overwhelmed & on day2 of the festival we txt each other bc she’s gonna be there #so i just spent the entire day2 with her & her partner & we all had such an amazing time... it really revitalized me lol #& everything felt so familiar even though i hadn’t seen her since her bday in may.. #& idk i just missed her. i always felt like this lack of talking & seeing each other just meant that they didnt like me as a friend anymore #or that i wasn’t worth keeping around... idk i’m always expecting the worse which is so unfair to the other person #i know she loves me & that life happens #anyway all that to say that i decided to stop being a pussy & stop mopping around #crying abt how i’m alone & friendless. & like. just text them & invite invite them to see a movie or something #idk if it didn’t work our 2 years ago life happens i am trying again #i won’t find someone like them that easily again in life i think

[corvigae]

Not to be unnecessarily negative, but the amount of faith I have in TS4 actually pulling off Generations well is astronomically low.

#i've said it before and i'll say it again - #a lot of my gripes with ts4 are on a foundational level as far as how the game works and is structured #and at this point it CANNOT be fixed bc everything else is built on top of that foundation #i complain abt shallow-feeling gameplay bc gameplay can ONLY BE as deep as the core game allows it to be #and that's only about as deep as a puddle on a hot sunny day at noon #i'm not completely negative and hopeless - against all likelihood i do think there's a CHANCE for ts5 to be better #if they actually listen to player feedback and take the things we're saying to heart #and maybe feel a LITTLE bit of pressure from paralives (i'm convinced this is why they've shown us as much of project renee as they have) #but for 4? nah. that ship has sailed. #every single time i think something they're doing may make the game just a bit more playable and fun #i go in - play for maybe a day or two #and then quickly either get bored or annoyed by the game and lose interest again #at this point it's ram-hogging dollmaker for me - nothing more #personal grumblings

[thwackk]

just went into a full over 3 paragraph long in depth analysis over a less than 6 second long scene in GL: TAS that is mediocre comedy at best and means nothing at all, how are yall tonight

#something’s wrong with me like actually #my poor friends listen to me talk abt everything on my mind every single day #and it’s always so unrelated to everything else i’ve said that day #one second i’ll be complaining abt the lack of kiteman content canon gives me and the next i’m writing a full essay for the 30th time about #why i love superman soooo much and how much of a tragedy most of his modern writing is in movies especially #this is eveeyday #and it’s always completely different characters every two hours

[bigswigrollers]

god what i woudnt do to experience new friends again

#kattalks #i complain abt being lonely every single day but its TURE!!. it feels like all my current friends have #better things to do than hang out with me. and im soo scared to just walk up to people and be like hey lets be buddies #and i dont go to skool which is where a lot of friendships happenn for people my age #and im too scared to randomly dm people to befriend them . one thing about me is that i am never the one to intiate a conversation #with someone i dont already know! #sorry for talking in tags btw im so scared

[asbestieos]

ok no more acanthe looping in my eyes (sorry) its time for.. weheh.. astatatsu playlist

#i need to dream astatatsu tonight ok i will scorn the world if i have another nightmare #ITS SO SICKENING THAT I HAVE NIGHTMARES ON A NIGHTLY BASIS #AND FOR WHAT!!!! FOR WHAT. i deserve nice and sweet dreams EVERY Single DAY #theyre not even fun nightmares anymore smh i wouldnt complain if i had another crazyb starbucks nightmare #astaposting #i should make a nightmares tag so i can talk abt my nightmares bc the enstars ones were funny

[semiconducting]

LIKE i dont actually think its wrong to complain about what food options you have when youre going to a university ESPECIALLY if ur paying for the food plan! like you could be putting that money towards food you actually want to eat...that being said i dont think that universities should also necessarily go the 101% everything healthy ~plant based~ wtf ever route bc 1) trying to feed a whole campus is expensive as it is and those special ingredients WILL cost way more and 2) not everyone likes that kind of food...and i think a college should prioritize feeding as much of its student population as possible over whatever nitpicky ingredient things. obviously dont feed students garbage but like some ppl like...fried food. or sugary food. or whatever. and thats fine. its more important that ppl fucking eat period bc college students are notorious for not eating enough!! 

#idc if the food at one place is better than others like dgmw i was grateful that my university had as many options as they did #that being said i considered going halal and if i tried my options for food literally would have been a burger and fries every single day. #either that or whatever nasty vegan shit they were putting out..... #but anyways u do have a right to be picky about what goes in ur body and eating well can greatly improve your overall health & wellbeing #so idk i think that ppl saying that complaining about ur food at is stupid and privileged...are also dumb. #there r poor kids who are at universities too... #but its not like complaining about not having material goods its abt FOOD #like yes its not the worst problem in the world & there are ppl who are struggling way worse #idk i have a lot of opinions. i was so happy to move off campus and have a kitchen LOL #all this to say. complaining about using canola oil to cook an omelette is indeed dumb as fuck #esp bc the ~inflammatory effects~ or whatever are waaaaay overblown #shut up mega #oh actually i lied there was a kosher station and everything there was tasty as fuck...so if i went halal i wouldve eaten there most/all of

[johndonneswife]

just a small girl in a huge world trapped under the suffocating weight of 137 unread text messages

#i can’t handle this i need every single person i know to lose my number #i miss the good ol days (paying $0.10 per text message) we should bring that back #i wish people would just email me i’m so much better at email #btw discord does not count as texting like if we message each other on discord i am in love with you pls keep talking to me #but if you text me at 4 am i want to cry (unless you’re sophia) #the thing abt texting is i’ll be like hey i was busy hope you’re doing well thanks for xyz #getting rid of a text! nice right!? #but then that person texts back 😭😭😭 fucking sisyphus and the boulder bro #i’ve been wanting to change my phone number but i’ve had this number since i was like 15 #and it’s attached to everything #it’ll be such a hassle but god #i was not put on this earth to text!!! i am meant to be playing in a creek somewhere lol!!!! i am sick #i am aware this just sounds like i’m complaining about having friends rofl i love my friends. i love seeing people in person #i don’t think we need to be reachable 24/7 #every time someone apologies to me for taking like a few hours or a day to reply i’m just like girl it is fine!!!! #we aren’t made to live like this!!!!! arghhh!!! do not apologize!!! we are all just trying to survive under capitalism!!! #crying

[audiovisualrecall]

And now ma is in a Mood

#ages ago they booked a rental for everyone to come to the cape in July and now shes worried that my sisters will kill each other #and I'm like they will barely have to spend any time together just a dinner together once or twice maybe and not start a fire #at bedtime! thats all! most of the time we will break up into our own little groups to do activities #she wont have to spend her vacation dealing with their explosions #seriously me and steph and her hubby will go do some kayaking and me and steph will go bikeriding and the bro in laws can chill on the porch #oldest sister can hang with parentals on the beach or can go touristy stuff w her crew #ma and dad can hang with any of us or at their house there and we can come over in various groupings #bro in law can go take nephew to go-karts or oldest sistsr can #i can hang with parentals or on the beach or any groupings of us can go for a walk any time #lunch can be separate as long as we communicate and no one is left lunchless #dinners the same. like we dont Have to do Everything as a whole big group every single day we're there yknow? #but shes unhappy shes annoyed with the two of them but imo it was mostly oldest sister and bro in law #like steph over-reacted once time in a bigger way that was annoying yes. but that could have been allowed to be moved on from #but oldest sister was apparently Too annoyed by it??? and by steph's complaining in general abt small things?? idek #like steph moved on from whayever made her react and have a mini meltdown. but #oldest sister sees Any reactiveness or mini meltdowns from steph as her Not Trying and loses patience #meanwhile i can see the difference like steph has made a lot of progress that i can see #and part of that is she understands WHY she reacts now bc she realized shes adhd and that reactiveness is part of that #like its not something shes deliberately doing wrong. its a way her brain is wired. and she can use methods and tips from her therapist to #manage her reactivity and process it and not react as badly? #like thats a big deal #and oldest sister doesnt care to see the difference and that hurts steph too (hello rsd i understand you) #somehow theyre both different with ME and my reactivity. bc I'm the youngest so 'baby sister' privileges idefk

[srkgirlblogger]

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#im going to sound crazy and angry but thats bec i am. i hope my mom dies #wont stop yelling at me. wont stop being passive aggressive all the time and criticising everything i do. wont stop treating me like shit #and then making me feel guilty for being mad at her. #shes always complaining abt me being lethargic and tired and she thinks its because i dont eat good (i eat atleast one meal everyday and #i eat healthier than almost every single kid of my age that i know) or bec i eat too little (after she literally made us give up eating #breakfast when we were like 14 and yelled at me for wanting to eat something for breakfast). #shes a dickhead. it never occurs to her that maybe me being continuous depressed for almost half of my life is a factor in my tiredness. #and im constantly anxious and i used to cry whenever i would pick up a pencil to draw bec i wasnt good at it and i wouldnt get to the #college i need to go to get away from this house if i didnt know how to draw. and literally ive just wanted a stupid skateboard for like #years at this point and she told me shed get me one on my birthday which was two months ago. and even before that when we were in the store #she told me she was going to buy one weeks before my birthday and then got mad at me even when jntold her I didn't want one then. now shes #not even pretending to care about it anymore. + she told me she was going to kick me out of the house if i failed my entrance exam days #after. actually no months after ive kept on talking to her about re attempting my exam if i fail it the first time around. #i hope she rots in hell and i dont even believe in hell #delete later

[coldmilkchoices]

is it some sort of unspoken law of the universe that the most active ppl in the groupme are the ones who care the least

#i want all my classmates to pass but cmon now #for some reason the ppl i see complaining the most abt exams are ppl who i havent seen in lecture since day 1 #also i hate groupme #not only is it a shitass platform #but nobody knows how to backread. ppl ask a question and then 10 mins later someone else asks the exact same question #even tho the answer is literally a single line above it fully visible w no scrolling #also the second u ask a question suddenly nobody has ever been there. it is just you and the pixels #every class groupme ive ever been in has had approximately 3 ppl who knew what was going on #yakkin