#//maybe moving them to their own blog if nothing else idk

[manigfeald]

I'm gonna try and slowly make my way back to this blog and idk how long that'll take as I've been taking a look at my muse list and debating on who I feel the muse for rn

but thank you guys for sticking around in my absence ;-;

#♛ « ᴋʀᴇᴀᴛᴄʜᴜʀ ʜᴀs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ᴄᴇʟʟ » ooc. #//i'm trying to figure out if the muses I'm thinking of removing are the ones I'm thinking of removing or not #//maybe moving them to their own blog if nothing else idk #//but thank u guys

[wildmrmix]

Shut up shut up shut up I’m actually thinking about the mlp au. This is not how i expected to spend my night, jesus 😭

Saying stuff below the cut cause I hate having super long texts on my blog if I can shorten them

So!! In G4 mlp, unicorns were the super pretty ones, with jewelry and honestly who didn’t grow up being told unicorns were beautiful. However!! In G5, it’s the pegasi that are seen as beautiful with their fluffy/ elegant wings. I want Soda to be the prettiest dude ever so I’m debating between the two. It would also likely decide which ones Darry and Ponyboy would be. I’m leaning towards pegasi honestly, cause: Darry could use his wings while working on roofs and Pb could use it for track. So Curtis bros are probably decided. Maybe Mrs. Curtis was an earth pony and she met Mr. Curtis when he moved down from Cloudstale (though it’ll depend on the generation this will be set in)

Dally changeling is so interesting to me I’m sorry. Like the concept of feeding off other peoples love and shapeshifting into anything is something i feel fits Dally??? Like, maybe New York was the hive, and he somehow escaped and is living off chaos. Literally. He picks up broads to feed off their love, then moves onto the next one. Idk if he’d get the redeem transformation. Maybe when he goes to help Pony and Johnny with the church fire? If i have that? Or maybe he’s able to find some kind of alternative so he’s not just starving all the time. Or maybe he’s a hippogriff that moved away from Mount Aris

I’m kinda 50/50 on my changeling Shepard siblings idea. I think they’d be good as ponies. Maybe unicorns and they use their magic to get away with stuff. Unicorns in G4 can only study one kind of magic relating to their cutie mark (unless their cutie mark is magic, ex: Twilight Sparkle and Starlight Glimmer), so maybe they learn their own stuff. Maybe they use unconventional spells or mix stuff together to get outcomes that appeal to them and nobody else

I think earth pony Two-Bit would be fun, y’know, give him the world bending powers of Pinkie Pie and set him free. Lotsa earth ponies seem to work on farms or food growing jobs, likely because of how close they are with nature in comparison to the other pony species, so they’re generally physically stronger. So maybe Two-Bit is a mix of the two, strong and silly. He loves to make people laugh and he’s able to deliver a mean kick

Earth pony Steve interests me as well. Maybe his dad’s a pegasus/ unicorn but his mother wasn’t and he was born an earth pony. Maybe his dad found it pathetic that his son was plain or something. Maybe Steve threw himself into anything he could to prove his dad wrong. Maybe he’s unnaturally good at stuff, cutie mark assistance or otherwise. He has magic flowing through him, but not enough to be recognized as a unicorn, more like extreme luck in things?

I think pegasus Johnny would be neat. He’d sleep on clouds to try and avoid his parents, and then maybe that’s how he met Ponyboy or Dally (as changelings can fly too). His parents still hate him, but he doesn’t feel like someone completely useless since pegasi have a lot of natural perks. Like sleeping on clouds, being able to create tornadoes with enough speed, the ability to make a sonic rainboom, etc. He has all this, yet he’s still a blank flank. It haunts him, the fact that he’s apparently good at nothing. That he somehow still hasn’t found his calling. It eats at him constantly, but he’s learnt to live with it. To walk with his wings covering his flank as a way to hide what isn’t there from the world. Maybe he ain’t too good at flying, maybe during the jumping that super traumatized him in the book, the socs messed up his wings, and now he can’t exactly fly right or for too long?

#the outsiders aus #the outsiders mlp au #idk if this will make sense tomorrow but i just couldn’t stop thinking about it #sodapop curtis #darry curtis #ponyboy curtis #dallas winston #tim shepard #angela shepard #curly shepard #two bit mathews #steve randle #johnny cade #the outsiders

[destinyc1020]

That anon must use the unfollow feature on tumblr. I use it regularly. I’m not here the get upset about anything. I’ve even unfollowed you a couple of times when you shared an opinion and discussed something that had me roll my eyes at you. I think the last time I unfollowed you was last week and refollowed you again this week. It’s not that difficult.

Well dang anon.... 👀 Now I'm wondering what opinion I stated last week that you hated and unfollowed me over rofl 🤣 😂

All jokes aside, it doesn't hurt my feelings if you (or anyone) wishes to unfollow me lol. Ppl are free to do whatever they want! 😅🤷🏾‍♀️

I’m not going to be upset about people expressing their opinions on their own blogs and try to censor them when I have the option of not following/filtering.

It really shouldn’t be an issue to bring to another blog when that blog hasn’t even interacted with those blogs. Keep it moving anon and maybe log off. Simple. Don’t try bringing Destiny into conversations that has nothing to do with her 🤷‍♀️

Exactly lol 😆

Like, I'm not the Blog Police lol 😆 Idk what ppl think I'm gonna do when they bring other blog drama into my inbox. I'm a "live and let live" kind of person myself lol. I can't control what someone else posts on their blog (nor would I want to lol 😅).

With that said, I DO appreciate the ones who call certain things to my attention, or give me "don't post" msgs, especially if it's legit info that maybe I've gotten wrong, or maybe there's been an issue that needs to be addressed or whatever. But other than that, I'm not sure exactly what I'm supposed to do with the info that's given me, especially when there's no proof whatsoever provided. 🥴

#I don't wanna start WWIII in my inbox lol 😆 🙃 😅

[ariesbilly]

I’m sorry in advance for venting but your blog is really refreshing because you say it like it is and there’s no need to use overtly complicated and polite language just so some ppl don’t lose their shit.

Anyway. I’m not even starting on St*ddie (I could go on forever) because honestly it’s clear that the D Bags and other producers or whatever knew that the ship/interaction between the characters would appeal to the audience and bring more ppl to watch the show, because it is just a cutesy little ship with no conflict whatsoever (which, y’know…boring af), so there’s no one trying to play the social justice warrior when they are shipping St*ddie.

But one thing I also don’t understand is the obsession over R*nance? Maybe it’s because I don’t like any of the Wheelers and how they are coddled every second of the show. But I just don’t see the appeal either, especially with the whole “let me help my friend try to get back to his ex” type of dynamic the group had.

Like, I get it, people want more LGBTQ+ rep, I want it too, but insisting on Nancy? I just honestly don’t get it. Like, whether the fandom admits it or not, sure Nancy can shoot guns, but she is still an entitled suburban girl. I don’t think Robin would go for her after her crush on Tammy. Not that Tammy and Nancy are the same, but still. If people want their rep, they should stop settling for crumbs and shit that just doesn’t fit.

And like maybe I am a bad sister or friend for this, but it’s getting so tiring listening to my sisters and friends raving over these ships when I just find it extremely dull. But god forbid I talk about Harringrove with any of them, since they fell for the “Billy is the ultimate villain” bullshit. But like…at least Harringrove has complexity and way more depth, so much potential. Idk.

Anyway. Thank you for being unapologetically honest! Again, it’s very refreshing. I really enjoy your blog!

Oof you hit the nail on the head about r*nonance.

I never like popular femslash ships lmfao content for femslash ships is rare enough and I always gotta make shit more difficult for myself by shipping the LEAST popular thing, just making up my own shit entirely 😂

And yeah it’s definitely because people so badly want femslash ships and get nothing so when they are served the barest of crumbs they go crazy. And I just… do not succumb to that way of thinking. Because above of all else, I want to be entertained ALSO I don’t just go around putting queer labels on characters for the hell of it (sometimes I do as a joke but right now I’m talking about when I’m actually shipping something) I have to actually see context for it within the narrative. And I know some people don’t like making it that deep and just wanna have fun but that’s just not how my brain works lmao things need to make sense to me

So when people start trying to make Nancy goddamn wheeler of all people queer it’s like…. She isn’t. Even remotely lmfao I know everyone’s all excited robin finally had a female to interact with in I guess a significant way but this is not the move it is not the vibe lmao

As far as your friends and sister go… talk about harringrove all the time. Walk into every conversation starting with harringrove. That is your right lmfao I’m so serious.

I only have one irl friend who is into stranger things in a remotely fan-ish fashion and she’s a big Eddie fan and she knows I love billy and we have this jokey beef going on but she hasn’t brought up anything about him being a villain to me… probably because we’ve been friends for over 10 years and she knows good and well my habit of latching onto whatever character has the worst personality 😂 she knows not to fight me. Which is my other advice. Be so annoying in your arguments that people eventually learn to shut their mouth around you. I condition everyone in my life to do this and I know peace because of it

#briana answers things

[ankhisms]

going 2 briefly use my blog as my diary im doing ok rn dont worry im just wanting to muse about some thoughts and feelings on things

its been maybe like... four months maybe or something like that since my oldest friendship just suddenly fizzled out where for ten years we would talk literally every day and then suddenly for no reason i can think of he just stopped responding to me. we have each other on snapchat and the most interaction weve had is sending each other pictures of our pets and stuff occassionaly and sometimes exchanging a little bit of chatting about whatever we sent to one another on there but its like.. very much not the same yknow. like i guess were still on good terms at least i think we are i have nothing but deep love for him in my heart but at first i was so confused and hurt, we hadnt gotten into an argument or anything everything was completely normal and then one day he just stopped talking to me. ive been really sad about it off and on but this past like month or so i think that ive just come to accept it and its not hurting me as much. i do sometimes still feel sad about it, but im glad that we still have some contact even if its just sending pictures of our cats, and now im almost realizing that maybe this is for the better. idk thats not really the right wording for it but i feel like i tangled my own existence up in his for so long that maybe it contributed to my issues with my sense of self (not at all blaming him for that) and ive felt like. lighter recently where i know that i cant force someone to talk to me and i cant change how someone else feels. all i can do is care and have compassion and try my best, and ive already been trying and reaching out and i cant force someone to take my hand when i reach out to them with it. and like.. i do think that there were some times when we were younger that he didnt treat me fairly or was kind of shitty, but we were kids and i dont hold that against him or think that hes shitty now but it makes me worried that hes somehow going back to unhealthy mindsets or habits. idk part of me feels like maybe it boils down to us somehow becoming different people even though it didnt feel like anything was wrong at all or like we were drifting apart or becoming too different to still be friends. and yeah i guess thats all to say that im thinking about it and him and im sad about it but not in a soul crushing overwhelming way but in a way where i go i love you i hope youre well even if you dont want to walk through life together anymore

something else thats been nagging at me recently is just how looming and big my self doubt is and how much i struggle with confidence and not only not believing in myself but also being overcome with the feeling that no one believes in me. rationally i know that feeling isnt true and that theres so many wonderful people in my life who support me and believe in me but its linked to my paranoia issues and is really hard to shake off. i know that theres no easy solution to having insecurities like this and that really you have to just keep moving forward and trying your best despite them, but it can be really difficult in my situation where im essentially trapped in a toxic home and isolated by my parents who control as much of my life as they possibly can and i think because of that along with a life time of abuse its a lot harder for me to even to begin to build up confidence or push away the feeling of no one believing in me even if again, i know this is not rational or true

anyway thank you if you read this ily again im fine i feel alright rn i just needed to get some thoughts out. i want to learn to believe in myself and to be confident in myself

[handicappedbuenchico]

⚖️/💚 (blog idea stuck in limbo/blog idea you're developing?)

⚖️ - Something stuck in limbo

How Carlos and Spencer became Freddy's little helpers to begin with. This explanation has changed so much over the many years I've thought about it, and yes, I said years. At one point when I was in middle school, the explanation was that Carlos and Spencer just didn't want to leave Freddy's domain after Freddy was defeated, and Freddy just had to learn to live in the dream world with these two teenage boys who were also his dead victims and both boys just straight up became like sons to Freddy (v OOC for the resident dream demon I am very aware, but I was in middle school what did you expect?) After I decided to rejoin Tumblr for something else besides being a cringy teenager, the reason then became Carlos and Spencer thought there was no point in moving on to the other side because Freddy erased them from reality and everyone's memories (yes this was actually a canon event that happened, however the only ones that weren't affected were Doc, Maggie, and Tracy for mostly unexplained reasons, with the exception of Doc being able to control his dreams) so they decided to join Freddy instead and verse shenanigans ensue. HOWEVER, once I rewatched the scene where Freddy was killed and saw that it was the three DREAM DEMONS (yes Freddy's powers canonically come from three dream demons. Don't question it for too long or your head will hurt) that came out of Freddy and not Carlos, Spencer, and or John's souls, I then thought I had a perfect explanation that would totally actually explain my absolute madwoman nonsense of a verse. The explanation I came up with after that was that Freddy is still holding Carlos and Spencer's souls captive, and that Freddy forced their souls to merge with a dream demon each to make an unholy fusion of Carlos and Spencer and two of the three dream demons. This idea, like most of my ideas because God forbid I have a single idea that is coherent and makes sense to anyone beyond me, falls apart when you try to apply any kind of logic to it. Which leads me to right now in the current moment. Right now, my brain is debating on whether to just give up on trying to explain this batshit concoction of a verse which hinged on some even more batshit crazy lore and backstory OR whether to run with a more recent idea of an explanation. That explanation being the classic "this isn't the original version of Character X, but an imitation/reincarnation/someone disguised as them/etc." which has two of the three dream demons taking the form of Carlos and Spencer because their deaths essentially gave them a way to be in physical form again. This in turn could bring the original Carlos and Spencer back in the form of their souls to try and get rid of the dream demons using their visage to do their demonic acts (and maybe the demons have a piece of Carlos and Spencer's souls which they're trying to get back? idk all that yet). The reason this is all stuck in limbo is because I have some threads that are actively using the second explanation's train of thought as the base lore, and it would feel weird to have other threads using the later explanations, ya know?

💚 - Something you're developing

Carlos's backstory if I'm being fucking for real here lmfao. Like I watched the movie again and I forgot just how little of a backstory everyone got. Like I am doing so much heavy lifting with the inferences and headcanons and personal fanon for Carlos that I legitimately forgot how empty and bare bones his canon character is. I'm 110% sure everything you all know about my Carlos is purely from my own headcanons and fanon, with about maybe 5% of canon sprinkled in. NGL Spencer in is purely canon form gave me more to work with than Carlos did in his. EVEN THE SHOOTING SCRIPT GAVE ME NOTHING FOR CARLOS????? How the actual FUCK is Carlos the second most neglected character in terms of depth and backstory and personality, with the first being John Doe for obvious reasons, in this film????? Sorry, not the point. I didn't mean to go on a mini rant, but I really just thought about that like??? Absolutely bullshit, and I WISH I could even remotely articulate my words good enough to flesh out MY version of his backstory, because this good boy absolutely DESERVES it.

#coffinbreath

[anothersebastianblog]

Great job at not posting my ask where I spit facts and call you the fuck out. Instead you’re out throwing stupid “😂😂😂😂” around over a rapist supporter. Dumb fuck. / Anon maybe you haven't noticed but on this blog, generally, we don't hate. We may laugh at the unbelievable crazy theories some come up with but we're not hating on them. We acknowledge when Seb, Annabelle or whoever does something stupid or something we don't agree with but we don't hate on them for it. Hate is just not what happens here. We try to have fun, keep up with the Seb gossip and enjoy being in the fandom. For most of the people here, IMHO, hating is not something we find fun in doing.

Going against my own words just to post this because honestly… i am a bit annoyed but also a bit sad. I think i am a chill person who can moderate discussions quite successfully letting almost everyone express their opinions. I love sebastian and at the same time i try to be reasonable with everything and everyone related to him just like this anon said. So yeah it makes me sad reading some stuff.

the fact is I had an idea who that anon could have been judging from the way they write and someone else just basically confirmed it in my inbox now.

I have nothing against this person (even tho we clearly have different ideas on some topics which is completely fine!) but i wish that 1) they would moderate their language because they do not make the conversation pleasant at all when here we are all very chill most of the time 2) understand that people have different ideas all the time just like them 3) maybe follow me so they can read the old asks in real time and avoid making assumptions (just like they did today thinking we blindly “love” annabelle and do not care about that like), because my stance on that matter was very clear and i think.. fair and reasonable. 4) also understand sebastian is not perfect, recognising he can and did fuck up is ok, so if we can still love him while knowing he has questionable friends and had questionable behaviours in the past, we can move on quickly from that Annabelle like. Is he immune to criticism and she has to be perfect? And lastly, 5) you know the alternatives to this blog (and the other similar to this one) … if you prefer them you do not need to say a word. I understand everything.

I would love this person to see this, idk if it’s going to happen.

[sylviareviar]

Yeah I'm on mobile and when I click on your rules/about link it just pulls me to the top of your blog and shows me nothing. Same thing with the verses link. Cuz I wanted to refresh myself with your rules and stuff because I wanted to make sure you were OK with bnha muses sending in memes for Sylvia. (Cookie anon)

Huh. I checked on my phone, but all the links seem to work properly for me... :/

Well, if you have any questions, go ahead and ask me here. I'm A-OK with BNHA muses, and I do have a BNHA verse for Sylvia (though I haven't made a format for her and haven't fleshed it out lately due simply to me not being overly interested in it at the time). If you want to help me flesh out her character in BNHA too, though, by asking questions about her, I'd welcome that, too.

I should at least give you the basics about her BNHA verse, though, if I'm going to start accepting asks for her.

First, Sylvia's quirk is Flower Garden. She's partially photosynthetic in that she can absorb sunlight through her skin, and using her own blood and nutrients, she can sprout plants from open surfaces on her skin such as her palms, belly, legs, etc. Because of this, she's actually pretty sickly and anemic, but she can also make plants that are good for healing, and her own injuries heal pretty quickly so long as she's in the sun. You can basically think of her as a Minecraft Floran from the Origins mod, except on a slightly lesser level, because she is still human and does still need to eat well.

That being said, she doesn't want to be a Hero. She's just an ordinary citizen from the United States, and her dad and siblings moved to Japan and opened up a quaint, small bakery cafe. She lives in U.A.'s district through sheer luck, but despite admiring and loving heroes, she doesn't wish to be one herself. Her brother, however, is a different story, and he's working to apply to U.A., though it's likely he'll only get into the General Ed. course.

Her siblings have sun-related quirks, too. Lucy can absorb sunlight and turn it into a kind of beam attack, like Solar Beam from Pokemon. If she manipulates it right, she could also make blades, barriers, or other such light-related bending techniques. Her quirk is Light-Bender.

Jack's quirk, however, has less to do with the sun itself and is more related to the sky in general. Or rather, the air. When I first made him, I wanted Jack to have a pretty powerful quirk. He would be able to control the speed at which air molecules around him vibrated or moved, and with a much deeper sense of control, he could use them to either create wind currents, cause storms, end storms, etc... The idea was that his quirk, Tempest, would have been tempered and trained specifically so that he could protect his family while keeping everyone else away. The only thing he's missing in his recipe for disaster is lightning.

I made Jack's quirk before Inasa Yoarashi was introduced in the anime (but I think he might've existed in the manga?? maybe?? idk and idr), and it definitely existed before Oboro Shirakumo did. However, these quirks and ideas are ages-old by now. If you think they're out of balance (and I'd honestly agree), let me know and I'll do my best to change them.

#🌸 ~ out of character ~ 🌸 #🌸 ~ mha/bnha verse ~ 🌸

[darkprincecait]

I posted 6,100 times in 2022

That's 2,002 more posts than 2021!

28 posts created (0%)

6,072 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@strangeauthor

@twinklecupcake

@cest-la-venus

@spellinwaiting

@miameirohara

I tagged 584 of my posts in 2022

#pokemon - 87 posts

#cats - 44 posts

#revolutionary girl utena - 36 posts

#precure - 25 posts

#delicious party precure - 25 posts

#precure fanseries - 22 posts

#dracula daily - 20 posts

#pokemon scarlet and violet - 17 posts

#pretty cure mirai spark - 16 posts

#sailor moon - 15 posts

Longest Tag: 119 characters

#beldum because i didn't know about its dogshit catch rate and ended up tearing my hair out trying to catch one in pearl

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Sorry for writing fight scenes like a ten-year-old smashing action figures together. It will happen again.

4 notes - Posted November 22, 2022

#4

People who consume nothing but children's media while hating children and insisting they're too stupid to appreciate stuff aimed at them are something else. Nobody says you have to like being around kids or whatever. I mostly enjoy my nephews in small doses, and I also watch a lot of shows aimed at kids and play a game that is primarily marketed at kids. But come on.

Like. I don't know! Little Cait liked a lot of things Present Cait can't stand, things that were loud and silly and yes, juvenile, but they could still notice bad writing! And I think they'd be just as hurt by "you're too stupid to enjoy this cartoon, unlike me" as they were by "everything you like is stupid and I don't care about it" which I did a ton of damage as it was.

I don't want to be that adult! I want to share Pokemon with my nephew instead of turning my nose up and going "this franchise is too good for you, and it owes me." I'm happy kids today have quality cartoons and the kind of protagonists Little Cait could only dream about! I love seeing kids getting into things I've enjoyed for years! I don't want to tear the next generation down, just because I'm bummed out about growing up.

4 notes - Posted December 7, 2022

#3

I imagine my interaction with the greater Precure fanseries fandom is like. They’re enjoying themselves in their nice little clubhouse and every two weeks I kick down the door, announce my fanfic updated, and then leave.

5 notes - Posted November 6, 2022

#2

It's time for another Mirai Spark update!

Pretty Cure's mission to recover the Umbra Carillon goes sideways. When things look grim, a miracle occurs, and the long-lost power of the Shade Pretty Cures is awakened.

And with that, we are now done with Act 2! I might be a bit slow with updates for a while, as we move into the holidays, but we are officially into the final arc, and I hope to see this through to the end!

Also! I'm happy to report that I will be working on one more fanseries after this - please look forward to it!

As always, I hope it's an enjoyable read! Thank you for your support!

7 notes - Posted November 12, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

"Villains should be sympathetic!" "Villains should be irredeemable!" Or idk just do both? I like writing people who are capable of doing better and can be saved but I also like writing bastards whose job is being The Worst. I like contrasting the former with the latter in-story, maybe playing them off each other. It's fun.

35 notes - Posted November 9, 2022

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[moon--wakearchive-blog]

{ I might do (another) massive overhaul of this blog? Having gone back to a single muse blog for the first time in ages, I’m discovering I get very easily overwhelmed with multis and add muses at random and then I end up with too many and then it’s difficult to build relationships, but at the same time there are still plenty of muses I love on this blog. I’m debating cleaning this blog or making a sideblog for a mutli? Or, I have no idea, to be honest. The same applies to @vantagx expect basically I’ll be rejoining the FE fandom come Three Houses with a new single-muse blog (I’m basically just trying to decide where Ira is going lol). }

#{ . out of character . } #{ it'd be me mostly removing probably 70%? of the muses here? } #{ I'f be keeping August #Amy #Sephtis #yasu #Souji and Therion #and maybe moving Ira here? } #{ Ira's not a dynamic enough character that I think he could survive on his own blog } #{ plus I've had him on his own blog and it just makes me angry lol because people CAN'T READ and then I get a bunch of replies I can't #respond to and it's the worst (this is why I have that rule 'DON'T STARE AT MY BLIND MUSES AND DO NOTHING ELSE' #It sounds so dumb but it happens near constantly } #{ And then maybe adding a few characters idk } #{ idk man being single muse again reminded me how nice it is and so much less frustrating lol } #{ I also get overwhelmed the bigger my blog is which sounds weird but I feel like it's harder to get interactions the more people you follow #{ idk it feels so nice to let JL run wild on his own blog without fear of people getting upset with me or assuming I hate them because my #muse is a butt } #{ anyway this is super long for no reason } #{ I'm basically just deciding how I want to structure my future blogs lol } #{ and if this one is getting heaved to a side blog or staying and getting heckin cleaned up } #{ if I weren't so disorganized my life would be 10X easier } #{ and I feel that's 90% of the issue I have when running m #multies opps lol }

[chogiwananya]

aespa lore theory

I've always been extremely invested in lores of any type in kpop. But I am most familiar with aespa's since I've been following them ever since debut and have formulated various theories along the way!

Thus, before we get SMCU Ep : 2, I decided I'd present my theory as briefly as possible so that me and anybody else who likes to keep track of the aespa storyline can enjoy reading!

Keep in mind : I am VERY new to tumblr (literally created my account today) so don't expect an ultra aesthetic, pleasing-to-the-eye, pro formatted blog please. Maybe I'll edit this once I get accustomed to tumblr, but until then, let my amazing, mindblowing theory make up for it.

HOW IT BEGAN

The emergence of æ's

This has been pretty clearly explained in the SMCU Ep : 1

æ's are said to be our alter egos from the internet. That is, they are formed out of all the data we upload to the internet. Thus, in very simple words, they are the digital and physical forms of our persona that we have created for ourselves online. They are never the exact same as us (since we tend to lie a lot when online) but in certain instances, they may be better than us, since they could be what we wish to be.

EMERGENCE OF NAEVIS AND BLACK MAMBA

This is purely my speculation. Basically, I believe neither Nævis (naevis) nor Black Mamba are æ's of a single person respectively. They are the polar, digital representations of netizens in general.

On one hand, the internet is full of love and support and this aspect is what gave birth to naevis. That is why she tends to do good and helps people connect with their æ's.

On the other hand, hatred, jealousy and maliciousness is also found in abundance when one goes online. The black mamba could have emerged out of all this collective digital negativity, which is why she tries to disconnect people's synk with their æ's.

I also have this theory that since both the black mamba and naevis have essentially arisen out of the same source - netizens - their abilities are similar to some extent (they look alike too). But nothing from sm's side has confirmed this so far so it has been pushed to the back of my mind.

TERMINOLOGY

Synk : The very connection that a person has with their æ is called their synk.

Rekall : Once certain criteria have been fulfilled, an æ can cross over into the real world (where aespa lives) in order to spend time with its counterpart. This is know as rekall. The limited time that an æ can spend in the real world is know as rekall time.

Flat : The world where the æ's live

P.O.S. : Portal of Soul. It is the portal that connects the real world and the flat. (Naevis can open a P.O.S. that leads to kwangya too)

Kwangya : An unprescribed, infinite extent with no rule and form, says naevis. I think kwangya is a universe. Something that is bigger than aespa's lore alone. It has to do with the smcu as a whole.

Kosmo : Idk ask Ten, he seemed very passionate singing about it in 90's Love.

Anyways, moving on to the best part....

THE STORYLINE

Black Mamba

Black Mamba, the villain on aespa's story creates a massive synkout which forcibly disconnects everyone's synk with their æ, thus making them unable to contact their æ's. The four aespa members, who had grown extremely close with their æ's decide to take matters into their own hands.

Once they discover the synkout and its cause, they come to know that the black mamba is in kwangya. They resent it for what it has done and thus decide to go to kwangya in order to find and defeat the black mamba.

Next Level

This mv is almost fully about aespa's journey to kwangya, in search of the black mamba. It also hints on the fact that they got trapped in a 'hallucination quest' crafted by the black mamba once they reached their destination. This aspect is explored more in their next mv. Next level mv also tells us that naevis has been helping aespa by leading them throughout this ordeal.

Savage

After reaching kwangya, aespa immediately get pulled into a 'hallucination quest' which was created by the black mamba for the sole purpose of trapping them.

The hallucination quest, as the name suggests, projects mental images or hallucinations into aespa's minds with the intention of making them feel alienated and criticized, thus making them lose their mental balance and willpower, weakening their resolve. Each member faced different hallucinations.

But the girls regained their mental strength and broke themselves out of the hallucination. This helps them realize that their adversary is much stronger than they expected. Thus they retreat to go train more. Their sharpen their respective skills : rocket punch, armaments, xenoglossy and hacking.

Once they feel confident, they seek naevis's help to open the P.O.S. for them to step into kwangya once more. This weakens naevis, turning her into her alternate form - a brilliant butterfly. After promising her that they'll help her resurrect, aespa reach kwangya again.

This time, aespa taste success as they manage to destroy the contraption that created the hallucination once and for all. They have a long was to go until they reach the final boss - the black mamba. Knowing this, as they take a step further, a thick, dark, liquid like substance envelopes them, leaving the future uncertain.

To be continued....

This is where we have been left hanging. I'll have to wait till the next mv to know if I've been right so far or if I'll be required to re evaluate my life choices.

I've left out Forever and Dreams Come True because I don't think they show any part of the storyline that is essential to the main course that aespa has been following.

P.s. If you want a more elaborate depiction of this theory with more details presented in a narrative manner, check out 'æther', a wattpad book I made especially for aespa's lore!

The end for now. I'll be back after the next cb!!

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[dreaminginvelaris]

A Response to a Feyre Anti

I made a post recently explaining the dread of having to watch Feyre be abused by her sisters and father, in the Tv adaption. And a Feyre anti made a response, to something that should not be criticized at all considering what I said was just the truth? Feyre was abused. Not only that but they went on and completely twisted the narrative to fit their own ideas and in the process made Feyre out to be cruel and Nesta a saint. complete bull.

I will not be tagging the anti bc they have me blocked (shocker), but also I do not want anyone to go after them, if you come across the post, I don't want it to be through me. it's as much respect I can give to them.

I usually do not respond to those who have something to say with a post of mine or are blatantly talking about me on their blog, unless they're just spreading absolute lies about me or what i "said", it's usually a waste of time to do so. but this post attacked Feyre with outrageous lies and a complete backward interpretation of what actually happened in acotar, so as respectful as I can be, I will be analyzing the anti-response and what truly happened in acotar.

"the audience will only see two sisters fighting-not abuse" "it’s not Nesta you need to worry about. It’s audiences calling Feyre a big dumbass and a bitch" -from anti

if the audience has basic human compassion and empathy for humans IRL or fictional, they will see what's obvious from the start. Feyres abuse. how is it going to look, when they see Feyre walking through the woods, shaking from the cold, starving from hunger, and struggling to find food for her family? only to later see Nesta's treatment of Feyre?"

in the anti's post, they said Feyre was just as "heinous" to Nesta.

is Feyre the one calling Nesta a pig? a smelly pig? ordering her to take her clothes off?

no, it's not, it's dear Nesta. the text goes as "I took my time, swallowing the words I wanted to bark at her" oh yes... how cruel of Feyre. how heinous of Feyre to...stay quiet... at the verbal abuse.

in the same image we see Feyre ask Nesta to do something (kindly might I add) and then inquire why she didn't chop wood like she needs to.

what does Nesta do? acts like a brat and insults Feyre...once again.

considering I'm going off by the story and not the actual screenplay, and assuming they stay true to the story; will the audience not be disgusted by Nesta's behavior? I mean they just saw Feyre struggle to find food and they expect Feyre to go home to a family happy and appreciative of Feyre but instead, they get this familial abuse.

the anti said Feyre basically tells Nesta this:

"If you keep bitching at everyone like this no one will want to be around you or you can’t marry this guy because you’re a waste of space to me"

but what do we see?

"Believe me... the day you want to marry someone worthy, I'll march up to his house and hand you over. But you're not going to marry Tomas."

the word worthy, did that not catch your eye? Feyre said Nesta will have to marry someone worthy, someone, who will treat Nesta kindly and give her the life Feyre thinks her sisters deserve. bc Feyre does think that IDK why anti feyres think Feyre despised Nesta so much, Feyre loved her sisters.

what the anti fails to realize here is that Nesta marrying Tomas would have been actually pretty great for Feyre. in the sense that, Feyre would no longer carry the burden of her sister. Feyre would not have to worry about feeding one more mouth. or worrying about Nesta's constant stealing of Feyre's money. Feyre does not think Nesta is a "waste of space" to her, if she did, it would have been easy for Feyre to discard Nesta, and allow her to marry Tomas. the anti has that twisted.

but that is not even the worst part of the scene. did you see the shameless slut-shaming that came out of Nesta's mouth? how will the audience take to that? do you think most of the younger generation will take it lightly to see a sister slut-shame a sister? a woman putting down another woman? in this social climate? where the feminism movement is alive and flourishing. will they be okay with it? will they still blame Feyre and be mad at her the way the anti says they will be? I hope not otherwise I'm losing faith in humanity.

Lovely words Nesta spews at Feyre. I admit Feyre should have told her then and there that Tomas is abusive. but let's think: Feyre is 19 years old, the youngest, has never had any raising by a parental figure, has been neglected by her whole family, where would Feyre learn to calmly talk to an overgrown brat like Nesta? Feyre telling Nesta who Tomas truly is the duty of a parent, not a sister. I will not condemn Feyre for not knowing that was the perfect time to tell Nesta who Tomas is. especially when Feyre is being tormented and verbally/emotionally abused, its kinda hard to think about something else while you're being told all these horrible words. to us its easy to see where Feyre went wrong but unless you're in the exact position Feyre was in. no one has any room to talk. and even then, every person is different in situations like these.

this part was me analyzing the interactions between Feyre and Nesta since anti had reasons to believe Feyre was just as bad to Nesta and that the audience would see that and hate Feyre. I am now going to respond to the second part of the Feyre Anti's response.

"How will an audience of non-fans react to her not reaching out to her family to tell them she was okay after the reconciliation between her and Nesta? Or not inviting them to the wedding?"- from anti

moving onto acomaf now.

Idk maybe the audience will see Feyre, a depressed, lonely, individual in an abusive relationship while being manipulated by other individuals she called friends, and understand and empathize with her. all throughout the beginning and half of acomaf, Feyre is in critical depression. she wholeheartedly believes she should not be alive. that she is not worthy. she doesn't eat, all she does is sleep, self-care is not important to her or others so why would letting a family know she's okay, a family who BARELY ever cared about her, be a priority? it doesn't seem like Nesta or elain or her father was really fazed by Feyre's lack of communication. her father left on a trip, elain got engaged and Nesta, well we didn't see a tearful welcoming to Feyre on Nesta's part did we?

anti, where is the outcry of her "family" not even really caring if Feyre was safe or not, of what happened to her? it's not like they thought she had died, otherwise, where was the mourning or funeral? no, they just didn't care.

see this is where I know when anti is just full of bullshit. why, WHY, would Feyre invite her family to wedding full of fae? the creatures elain and Nesta fear and hate? for all the talk many anti's spew about Feyre being inconsiderate to Nesta, to her family, you would think Feyre maybe just knows a fae wedding would be the last thing they would want? even then, does Feyre owe them an invitation to her wedding? does she owe them an update on her life? nope. Feyre owed them nothing.

"How about her shit-talking Nesta to a bunch of strangers then having the audacity to ask her to get involved in a war. Oh! This is after she comes into her house and insults their hospitality." - from anti

I hardly think Feyre confiding in individuals who she learned to care about and laying out all the trauma Feyre endured with her family is "shit-talking" but for argument's sake, let's say it is. I still don't see what's wrong? after years of pent-up anger and hurt, would you not let go of everything you withheld inside and explain what was done to you? how you felt? Feyre telling the IC her life story, which contains Nesta's abuse and her family's neglect, was a form of therapy for Feyre. I never read a line where Feyre calls Nesta a "cold-hearted bitch" or called elain "a lazy ditz" she just said the truth. no added embellishments. Cassian was the one who shit-talked Nesta during the dinner scene, never Feyre.

I still don't understand why antis are so against Feyre asking her sisters for help? like the war didn't involve them? they're humans, and you know what the war was about? Hybern wanting to take control of the human lands like they once did and turn them into slaves. those humans included Nesta and elain.

"They could have left the continent" correct, except elain was engaged and refused to leave Grayson. which meant Nesta refused to leave elain. but even so, isn't it the duty of humans to band together and work to overthrow a race of people who want to torture and keep them as slaves? the queens certainly weren't doing their jobs. Feyre asked to use "their" house to meet the queens bc where else would they do it? the queens trust the fae less than Nesta or elain did. but even so, Feyre asking to use their house was a courtesy, that house is rightfully Feyre's. she is the one who sacrificed herself to leave with Tamlin. she did it bravely, courageously, and they got that house thanks to her. they owed Feyre everything. and the only one who acknowledged that was Elain.

that war involved elain and Nesta whether they or Feyre or the anti's liked it or not. not even considering that Nesta and elain are Feyre Archerons sisters, yeah, their family name alone puts a target on their back.

How did Feyre or the court insult Elain's and Nesta's hospitality? You mean when Feyre realized human food differed from fae food? something she did not know about bc she's barely been turned to fae and only had eaten fae dishes? Feyre's grimace towards the human food was an involuntary reaction to someone who is still learning their new body. or was it when Cassian called out Nesta for her cold treatment towards Feyre? if that's the case then fuck decency, I would call out a fake bitch in my presence from minute one. you cant call what Nesta did "hospitality" when all she did was insult Feyre when she didn't even care that Feyre had died, or lost her love bc of abuse, or that her body was changed against her will.

hospitality: the friendly and generous reception and entertainment of guests, visitors, or strangers.

did y'all read something different bc this for sure was nothing Nesta gave to her guests?

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the rest of the anti post moves towards Rhysand and his actions UTM which I won't go into because I'm mainly just addressing the false interpretations this anti had to say about Feyre and her family.

I'm not sure how to sign off now lol, but I guess just that I hope this was enough to show how this anti's arguments were completely ludicrous and have absolutely no compassion for Feyre, and instead all the compassion for Feyre's abusers. This anti had a real spin on what the actual story was, and I hope the evidence I provided was enough to show that. Anyways yeah my brain is fried, and I'm done arguing with Feyre anti's for a while now, I need to go praise my queen Feyre so I can receive some semblance of peace.

anyways, stan Feyre for clear skin xx

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[jackrrabbit]

Sleepless /// Tanjiro x f!reader (18+)

Request: Hi!! I'm not entirely sure on how to request since this is my first time EVER requesting something here on tumblr 😳😳 so im not sure if im doing this right,,,but um,,,,could you do a soft dom! tanjiro kamado x reader nsfw??? (he's aged up of course)

A/N: Y’all I’ve been working on this practically since I made this gd blog…idk why it took so long since I LOVE the concept. Reader is a traumatized bby who just needs her kitty licked  ✊😔 and honestly same

Tags/warnings: soft dom, daddy vibes but without the ‘daddy’ (onii-chan vibes?), brief mentions of past demon violence & PTSD, fluff?, historical inaccuracies probably, reader is implied to be inexperienced, mild overstimulation, lowkey yandere lowkey romantic who knows, all characters are adults

It starts out with little things. Harmless things. Tanjiro sees you barely ate anything at dinner, and later that night he comes to your bedroom with a plate of food for you. “You should eat,” he tells you.

“I’m not hungry,” you say, almost a little petulantly. The food looks good and you know he’s trying to be nice, but you’re not a child. You can take care of yourself, and even when you can’t it’s not his job to do it for you.

“Eat,” he says again softly. It’s not a command. It’s like he already knows you’re going to eat, and he’s just patiently waiting for you to give in.

You pick up the chopsticks and eat the food he prepared for you. All of it. Tanjiro sits there and watches and then when you’re done, he smiles at you and pats your head and takes the plate away. You think it’s weird, but the next morning you don’t question it. He’s a big brother to everyone—doesn’t it make sense that he would want to make sure you’re eating enough?

He probably can’t help it.

You decide you’re going to let it slide, until a few days later after breakfast with him and the others when Tanjiro pulls you aside and holds your face in his hands and tells you you’re looking a little tired lately—are you getting enough sleep?

The truth is that you aren’t. You want to deny it, but somehow you have a hard time lying to him. “I used to sleep with my siblings in our bed, so it’s hard to fall asleep since…” since the demon who made you an orphan murdered them. “And, you know. Nightmares.”

Tanjiro understands. Of course he understands! He used to have five younger siblings, did you know that? Now Nezuko has her own room and the rest…well, you’ve heard the story. It’s hard to fall asleep when you’re by yourself, isn’t it? He’s been there.

“How many hours are you sleeping every night? On average?”

You’re trying too hard to ignore the brush of his callused fingertips over your cheekbones, so you tell him the truth without meaning to. “Um, like four hours? On a good day?”

His eyes go wide and suddenly both of his hands are wrapped around one of yours and squeezing, maybe a little too tight. “Is that the truth, (Y/N)? Four hours is too little. Sleep deprivation isn’t good for you.”

“I know, but—”

“No. The next time you have trouble getting to sleep, I want you to come to my room.” You open your mouth to mount a denial, but he frowns and cuts you off. “Promise me. Okay? It’s really bad for your health, so promise.”

And once again, you say yes even though you don’t want to.

It’s fine. It’ll be fine, you think. You’ll just pretend you’re sleeping better. Tonight you’ll lay in bed with your eyes open and stare at the ceiling and try to listen to your own breathing, in and out and in and out, and hope it drowns out the memories that stick fast in your head whenever you’re by yourself. Then when you’ve been laying in the dark for a few hours, you’ll finally fall asleep and all your nightmares will play out in technicolor and you’ll do your best to be quiet so you don’t wake anyone else up and in the morning you’ll splash cold water on your face to make your eyes less puffy and pinch your cheeks to get some color in them and it’ll be fine.

You can take care of yourself. You have to, since everyone else is gone. So you’re not sure why, when the sun goes down and you’re looking into the face of another sleepless night, you find yourself knocking on the door of Tanjiro’s bedroom.

Maybe it’s just that he made you promise. You hate breaking your promises.

He lets you in, the half-asleep affect mixing with the same caring, serene look as always (and it’s a little insulting that he’s not surprised at all). Tanjiro sits on the bed first and you can’t help staring at him in the flickering orange lamplight. He’s more muscular than you remembered, and taller than when you first met. He can play the role of a big brother all he likes, but he’s still an adult. A man. And he’s not family.

“I don’t know if this is a good idea,” you say, fidgeting with the sleeve of your shirt.

“It’s okay, (Y/N),” Tanjiro murmurs as he lies down, his voice still scratchy with sleep. Somehow it relaxes you. He just has that way about him—when he says it’s okay, it feels okay.

Tanjiro pats the spot on the bed next to him. It looks really warm, and there’s a winter chill in the air even though it’s only September. It’s a bed made for one person, but Tanjiro—ever considerate—has moved over to one side to make space for you.

“Come on. Come sleep,” he instructs in that soft, non-demanding way of his. So you sit down on the edge of the bed and (carefully, carefully, like you’re making your way into a hot bath) fold your legs and pull the covers over you so you’re lying next to him. The bed is even warmer than you thought it’d be. Tanjiro radiates heat—he’s so warm, you think, how fitting—and then before you know it you’re drifting into the first dreamless sleep you’ve been afforded in a very long time.

That first night, you sleep with a good six inches of space between the two of you. You don’t want to touch him, don’t want to cross that invisible boundary—at first. But it doesn’t matter, because every time you wake up next to him, you’re curled up to his side like a puppy seeking warmth. It’s not like he minds. Judging from the gentle smile on his face when he wakes you up in the morning (and tells you that you should go back to your room before anyone notices you’re not there) he likes it.

Never again, you think. No way. But you haven’t had a good night’s sleep in so long, and it’s nice to be well-rested for once, and the next evening you only lie in your bed for fifteen minutes before you’re knocking on Tanjiro’s door again, silently asking if you can take advantage of his kind nature for just one more night.

He says yes. Of course he does. So you sleep next to Tanjiro again, you keep half a foot of space between you again, and you wake up hugging him. Again. And then you do it the next night, and the next night, sleeping beside Tanjiro over and over until you no longer bother trying to leave room between your body and his.

Is this okay? you wonder sometime around the two-week mark. It’s the longest you’ve gone without having nightmares since the demon came. Sometimes you think you’re betraying your loved ones by trying not to think about their deaths; letting yourself off easy while they suffered. You tell this to Tanjiro while the two of you are lying back to back under his blanket, quietly enough that (you hope) if he’s already sleeping you won’t wake him.

He hears you, and he turns around and lays his arm around your waist. “Don’t be silly…of course they wouldn’t want you to be unhappy.”

“But how do you know?”

“I know.” Tanjiro’s voice is half muffled by your hair, but it’s steady. “You believe me, don’t you.”

You do.

“Don’t think about that anymore.” His hold on your waist gets a little bit tighter, arms a little bit less forgiving.

“I won’t,” you say, hoping that the promise will be enough. The two of you fall asleep like that, and when you wake up in the morning it’s the first time ever that you haven’t moved in the night.

As if it wasn’t enough to be spending every night together, at some point you start to dream about him too. Usually it’ll just be a flash or a snippet that you barely remember once you wake—the reassuring tone of his voice, a smell like a campfire, or a few notes of laughter—but tonight you’re watching him train in the courtyard. In the dream, he moves through his forms with inhuman grace, position to position to position, balanced with perfect agility like he’s a dancer and not a swordsman. With how beautiful it is, you can almost forget the raw power behind his movement, the strength that has subjugated more demons than you care to know.

He pauses to stretch, rolling his shoulders back, and you notice that he’s shirtless (which is how you know it’s a dream). Tanjiro’s arms flex as he raises the blade into position, and the sun shimmers over the thin sheen of sweat on his chest. He looks ethereal like this, and as you sit on the porch and watch him, you feel heat stir inside of you that has nothing to do with the sunlight.

Tanjiro, you call out softly. He looks around to you, deep red eyes resting on yours, and whips the blade down to replace it in its sheath.

Can I come closer? The grass is cool and wet under your bare feet as you pad lightly into the courtyard toward him. You can taste the humid summer air in your mouth. Fingers tangle themselves in your hair, tilting your head up to meet his.

Tanjiro…

“(Y/N)?”

Tanjiro’s voice cuts through the dream and you scrunch your eyes shut, reluctant to leave the dream world where he wants to touch you, not out of pity or because he thinks it’s his duty to take care of you but because he wants to. But it’s too late—his hand is on your shoulder, gently shaking you out of your slumber. “(Y/N)? You said my name.”

“Sorry, I…sorry.”

“What were you dreaming about?”

He kissed you, in your dream. Now that you’re looking at the real version, your cheeks feel warm…and so does that same spot below your belly. Suddenly the room feels uncomfortably hot, and you wish you weren’t trapped under the covers with Tanjiro. You shift your legs to try and get a little more air between the two of you, but the heat persists.

“I think I should go back to my room.” You must be sweating—you feel damp for some reason. He’s too close.

Tanjiro ignores you. “Can you tell me what you were dreaming about?”

“I—you,” you admit. “You were training.”

“And?”

“And…I don’t know. It’s kind of warm in here, isn’t it? I think I’ll just…” You push the cover aside and sit up, but before you can get yourself off the bed, Tanjiro is tugging you back down, holding to the mattress so he can hover over you in that way he likes.

“Tell me,” he says to you, voice as firm as it is gentle. Sleep-mussed locks of red hair flop over his forehead but his face is serious, and you can’t look away.

“You kissed me,” you whisper.

That takes him by surprise. You can tell by the way his eyes widen, but his hold on you doesn’t ease up. You want to die. Why did you say that? He’ll think you’re disgusting, sleeping next to him in his bed and having perverted dreams about him. Why couldn’t you have just lied? Why can’t you ever lie to him?

“I’m going back to my bedroom.” You try to project more confidence than you actually feel, but there’s no use. Tanjiro doesn’t seem like he’s going to let you get away from him any time soon.

He’s straddling your body carefully, one elbow folded next to your head while his other hand comes up to stroke your cheek. “Your face is all red.”

“You’re…you’re too close.”

“I don’t think I’m close enough. You have goosebumps, look...” Tanjiro folds up the sleeve of your sleep shirt, exposing your arms to view. “…here…and here, too…”

His hands are wandering further down to the hem of the shirt, pushing it up so slowly and gently that you’re not even sure it’s happening until you feel him stroking over your belly. It’s true, you do have goosebumps. It feels like every hair on your body is standing on end. “Tanjiro…?”

“I guess you haven’t been able to touch yourself, since we’ve been sleeping together. That kind of repression is bad for your health. Even I’ve been a little…frustrated.”

Your mind has to work overtime to understand what he’s telling you as he strokes over your stomach and onto the sensitive skin of your sides, and then up to the flesh covering your ribs. His thumb teases over the underside of one of your breasts for a second, but the shock must have shown on your face because he retreats immediately.

“I’m not. I’m not frustrated,” you say, knowing he won’t believe you.

Tanjiro shakes his head in dismissal. “I don’t think that’s true, (Y/N).”

What are you supposed to say? Of course it’s not true. But admitting that you’ve been feeling heated around him lately would ruin everything, so refuse to say it. “I…I don’t know what to say…”

“You don’t have to say it. Can I prove it to you?”

What does he mean? Your head jerks up and down in acquiescence. You barely have to wait a moment before Tanjiro’s hands are slipping down your sides to the waistband of your pants and tugging them down over your hips. A tap on your hipbones prompts you to lift your hips and let him remove the clothing, not that you know why you’re complying so blindly.

Just like you always do.

Is he still trying to take care of you? Putting himself in a caretaker’s role because he thinks you need him? This is going a little far, too far maybe, but you can’t deny you want this. The heat of his body is no longer stifling—instead, it feels like it’s pulling you into him.

When your pants are out of the way, Tanjiro reaches into your underwear and dabs against your slit. It’s not until you feel his finger sliding between the puffy lips of your cunt that you realize how wet you are…and of course he can feel it too. Your knees jerk together to try and push him away from you but he’s unfazed, his touch steadily becoming more intrusive as he seeks out the syrupy dampness from your pussy.

“What am I feeling right now? I want you to tell me.”

“You’re—you’re touching me?” you gasp out.

“And you’re all wet. You can’t tell me you haven’t been frustrated when you’re getting this wet with just my fingers.” At this, you feel him prodding deeper into your pussy and stretching you open.

“Nn—okay, fine! Fine!” The words come out of you in a rapid burst, and you finally muster up the resolve to push Tanjiro away from you by his shoulders. “I’ll go back to my room and deal with it, okay? You don’t have to do it for me.”

“I don’t know. I don’t think I can trust you to take care of this problem by yourself. You’ve been lying to me about your needs.”

You wish he wasn’t able to be so calm while you feel like your entire face is on fire. He pulls his hand out of your panties and backs up on the bed so his torso is framed between your legs. “Can you let me help you, (Y/N)? Let me take care of you.”

You lick your lips without realizing you’re doing it, and Tanjiro’s eyes follow the motion. You can barely comprehend what he’s asking. You want it. You want his hands on you; you want to be taken care of in the way he’s offering. But whether or not you can actually ask for it is another story. “Tanjiro…”

“You need this. I know you do.” He skims his palm over your bare thigh in a soothing motion that, oddly enough, puts your barbed nerves a fraction at ease. “I want you to be honest with me about what you need.”

It’s too much. The warmth of his body so tantalizingly close to yours, his shadowed eyes searching yours for a response you don’t know how to give him…and the sticky mess in your panties. Tanjiro’s giving you a free pass to get something you’ve wanted for longer than you can comfortably admit to yourself, and you’re not sure you could deny him if you tried. What can you tell him except the truth? “I want you. I need you.”

“Good girl. See how good it feels to be honest?” Tanjiro bows down and mouths over your pussy through the wet spot on your panties.

It’s not the honesty that feels good, you think as his tongue pads at you through the fabric.

Too impatient to wait another second to taste you, Tanjiro nudges your rear up and slides your panties down your legs. As soon as you kick the undergarment off your feet, he’s pulling your thighs back apart and curling his thickly-muscled arms around them to hold you securely as his head dips back down to your bare pussy. He wastes no time in laving his tongue over your slit and up to the button at the top.

The sensation of this hot, wet muscle pressing up against your most private area is…weird, to say the least. You’ve never felt anything like this—to be honest, you don’t even know exactly what Tanjiro’s doing. When you think about what’s actually happening on this bed—your (friend? partner? bedmate? crush?) ally has his mouth angled between your legs and is licking your pussy—you think you might spontaneously combust. You’ve never felt anything like this before, and however strange the feeling is, you’re more than aware of your hips grinding up toward Tanjiro just so you can feel more of it.

“Here, let me help…” Tanjiro effortlessly lifts you to place a pillow under your lower back, and then moves back down to continue his relentless licking, this time at a new angle that allows him full access to every millimeter of your raw cunt. He’s eating you out like your pussy is the last meal he’ll ever have.

And how can he help it? You taste so good, so sweet on his lips and over his tongue. You must have been in so much pain lying next to him every night with your desire leaking out between your thighs. Just thinking about is making heat rise low in his groin, and his grip on you is getting tighter by the second. How awful that you tried to keep this to yourself…it was remiss of him not to realize before tonight that you needed him so badly.

But it’s going to be alright, because judging from the muffled noises you’re making, every swipe of his tongue licking up your slit is more than making it up to you.

You probably don’t realize how much your hips are wiggling under his minstrations. He barely has to exert any effort to keep you still, but the way you keep trying you push yourself closer to him is enticing, not to mention the way you’re trying (and failing) to keep your voice down through your moans.

“Tanjiro…T-Tanjiro,” you whimper. It’s like you can’t think of anything except for his name. All of your attention is focused on the pressure building up deep in your core, each stroke of his tongue over your clit taking you higher and higher. You feel tense…wound up so tightly that you have to bite the inside of your cheek to stop yourself from letting the shallow puffs of air turn into full-fledged cries.

Just like that, please, please… You think the words rather than saying them, even though you want to. It’s too humiliating to be begging Tanjiro for more while he’s already giving you more than you deserve, but it’s almost like he heard you anyway, because his tongue writhes down across your clit again and your back arches up off the bedspread.

Your thighs twitch around his head, trying involuntarily to hold him down. He just chuckles and keeps you firmly in place, and his voice hums out over your pussy making feel even more wild. “Please, I’m—I’m cumming…” Your voice trails off and you crush the heels of your palms into your face to cover up your expression while the wave of pleasure hits you so hard you think you might faint.

Tanjiro doesn’t stop. You’re crying out in whimpers so high-pitched he can barely hear them, but he doesn’t stop. The delicate muscles in your pussy are throbbing under his tongue, but he doesn’t stop licking until you’re almost crying, panting out “it’s too much it’s too much, please Tanjiro” and pushing his head away with your hand.

When he finally pulls away, his hair is tangled and disarrayed from where you’ve been running your hands through it, and his mouth and jaw are shining wet. Tanjiro licks his lips and if you didn’t feel shaky before…you do now.

It takes a second for the power of thought to return to you, but when it does you just sigh weakly and flop back down onto the bed. Tanjiro’s next to you before you hit the pillow, and he grips your jaw with one hand to angle your head to meet his, and—

He’s kissing you. He’s actually kissing you. His lips are surprisingly soft over yours, but as usual there’s an unnecessary degree of pressure attached to the contact that has you sinking deeper into your blankets under his force. You can detect the lush, slightly bitter taste of your arousal coating the inside of his mouth as his tongue (skillful as ever) traces over yours. Tanjiro is kissing you, and it’s a hundred times better than any dream you could come up with on your own, so you kiss back.

It takes him a long moment to break the kiss, long enough that your lungs are pleading for air by the end of it. When his lips leave yours, a thin trail of saliva connects the two of you until it breaks and drips down your chin.

“Tanjiro…” You search for the right words, but what are you supposed to say at a time like this? “I…what did we just do?”

“Shh, don’t worry.” Tanjiro leans in again, this time just to press a chaste kiss to your forehead. “I’m going to take good care of you, okay?”

You take a moment and then duck your head into a nod. It doesn’t make any sense—how does he do that?—but once he says it’s okay it always is.

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[dylanobrienisbatman]

The main problem with the whole mal vs the darkling thing in regards to being possessive (or really when it comes to any of their traits) is the fact that throughout, the darkling is clearly framed as the villain and his actions reflect that, whereas Mal as supposed to be the good guy and best romantic partner for Alina, and yet he has all these awful character traits and tendencies. So its less about how awful the Bad Guy is (since he's supposed to be), and more about how awful the person that we're supposed to believe is the best option for Alina is. I don't ship either, just my two cents.

Okay well... two things. First, your comment about "its less about how awful the bad guy is, since he's supposed to be", takes every comment I've made about Darkles out of context, which seems fitting since everything Darklina's spout about Mal is out of context. Him being the Bad Guy is fine, and if you like him AS A VILLAIN, and acknowledge all the bad shit he does, then my posts aren't for you. I think he's a very interesting villain, and a lot of the terrible shit he does that I have to keep making posts about make him a good villain, the problem is when the terrible shit the "Bad Guy" does is romanticized and viewed as the reasons why Alina SHOULD have picked him. So, don't assume everyone gets that "hes supposed to be awful". The point my post was making is that Darklina's love to call Mal possessive, but then turn around and act like Darkles literally enslaving her in somehow sexy and romantic. It's fucking not, and it's transparent as hell that y'all romanticize and sexualize the actually possessive character, and then project false character traits onto Mal. It's so transparent, it's almost funny.

But, more importantly, to your second, very wrong point, I wonder how much of the narrative about Mal having "awful character traits and tendencies" is actually a commentary on Mal as a character, or is it just Darklina's lying about things Mal has done and everyone accepting that misinterpretation as canon. Because, if were making a list...

Fuck boy - False! Mal was not a fuck boy! He was an attractive teenager who hooked up with consenting girls his age when he could, and he was not in a relationship during that time. Alina had never told him how she felt, so he is not beholden to her. (Also, nobody seems to have an issue with the fact that Darkles hooked up with Zoya in the show, that doesn't make HIM a fuckboy... interesting) (also also, nobody seems to discuss Darkles literally sexually assaulting Alina, and lying and manipulating her to get her to be physically intimate with him so he can use her... double interesting).

Slut Shames Alina - FALSE! The ever favourite callout line from Darklina's "He's all over you" isn't him slut shaming her. First, he has no idea what their relationship is like at that point, but more importantly, he is making an observation of her status in the little palace and how she has become his tool. He has dressed her up in his colors, made her put on a show for his benefit, and has created a situation where Alina appears to be his. Mal is noting that after months of searching for her, believing she was being hurt, tortured, or worse, when he arrives to save her, she looks like the Darkling's pet. (and, even if he WAS angry because he perceived them to be romantically involved, boy just spent months fighting for his life, lost multiple friends, and almost died to find her, all while coming to the realisation that he was in love with her, and then he shows up, after not hearing from her for months... I'd be pissed as hell too.) Important Note: He even acknowledges that what he said was wrong and tries to apologise, before Alina tells him that he was right. (Shadow and Bone, pg. 286). He also then apologizes, completely unprompted, for what he said. (Shadow and Bone, pg. 297).

Fat Shames Alina - False! This one is particularly laughable to me, because its one of the Darklina arguments that falls apart the second you actually read the scene. They are running for their lives in the forest, and Mal has to hunt and gather to feed them. He is noting that Alina's appetite has increased since he last saw her, and he makes a joke (ya know, how you do with friends) about how it would be easier to keep her fed if she still had her more meager appetite from before. He makes no comment on her weight, or her size, and he is not actually commenting on her appetite in a negative way, he is just acknowledging that it's a lot more work for him now that she eats more. Right before he says the line, the quote even proves that he isn't shaming her or thinking badly of her: "With a bemused expression, he watched as I gobbled down my portion and then sighed, still hungry". He is noting a change in her, and complaining that its made more work for him. If you think thats the same as fat shaming, well... thats a you problem.

Hates Alina's Powers - FALSE!!!! How to begin... do we talk about it was Mal's idea to hunt the stag in S&B, because he knew she needed it to be more powerful so she could stop the darkling? Do we talk about how he vowed to find the firebird for her, even though he was terrified of what all that power would do to her? Do we talk about how he literally died so she could achieve the power she needed to save the world? Or maybe we could talk about how he believed in her power more than anyone else, like when everyone was making bets about her abilities with the Cut and he knew she'd go further and better than anyone else expected her too, or when he tells her that he was never afraid of her powers, only what seeking all that power would do to her (which is literally the theme of the books, that power corrupts and seeking unmatched power can destroy you)? Mal being afraid of what is going to happen to Alina, being protective of her and worrying over her, is not the same as him hating her powers. He exists to help remind Alina of the themes of the story, and to guide her into maintaining her humanity.

Abusive - ... Do I even need to explain this one? Must I deign an explanation as to why this favourite Darklina lie is so fucking stupid, and also totally hypocrisy? No? Because we all know Darkles is actually the abusive one and they're trying to project their own shit onto Mal to further their abuse apologist agenda? Cool. Moving on.

Possessive of Alina - False! Throughout the entire series, Mal is quite literally the opposite of possessive, but yall just cant read. Not only does he quite literally step out of the way and allow Nikolai to court Alina without argument, which is the most direct example of him not being possessive, he also spends two full books believing, and repeatedly saying over and over and over, that they can't be together because he is not good enough for her. Mal believes, fully, that Alina deserves more than him, better than him, because he's just a tracker and a soldier, just a regular man with nothing to offer her but his love and his protection, and she is a Saint and should be a Queen. Possessiveness is the wish to own and control someone, it is literally the opposite of Mal believing that he's not good enough and doing everything he can to ensure that Alina achieves everything and gets everything he believes she is owed. A possessive character would not tell her to tell him to leave because he has nothing he can offer her, no title or land or country or crown. A possessive character would not promise to be the blade in her hand, because he believed he had nothing but the blood he could spill to offer her.

Angry - True! Yeah, omg, you caught us, Mal is ANGRY! Heaven forbid a teenager who is traumatized beyond belief and has to give up everything in his life, his position in the military (he deserted for her), his friends and the job he loved (Mikhail and Dubrov died for him, and he can't be a tracker in the army... because he deserted... for Alina), and, most importantly, he has to give up Alina (she should be Queen, he believes, and he has to give up the future he imagined with the girl he loves, who he was pretty sure loved him back, because she's a saint and queen and he's just a man), and more, is ANGRY. He has to be the one to find the amplifiers that he knows will end up hurting her, because thats what she needs to save the world. He has to sit by while Nikolai treats him like the dirt on his shoe and tries to woo Alina for his own personal gain (because Nikoalai did not love Alina. Maybe he came to care for her, but he proposed and spent all of S&S trying to get her to marry him when it was obvious they were not in love. He straight up says its so that the next King of Ravka can be married to the Sun Summoner. It's a power grab.) and he can't do anything about it. So yeah, Mal is angry. And yeah, sometimes he's even angry at Alina, just like sometimes she's angry at him. But they always find their way back, always apologize and try to be better for each other, and if you think anger is a toxic trait, and not simply a natural human emotion, might I suggest touching some fucking grass?

Idk why you thought I'd stand for Mal slander on my blog, cuz I will not. So, I'm gonna stop there, because I have shit to do today, but I really do wonder how much of Mal's 'toxic' or 'terrible' traits, that make him such a 'bad' love interest for Alina, really comes from Darklina's who refuse to actually read the text critically at all, and instead take everything he does and says out of context to further their agenda that Alina should have ended up as the Darkling's fucking slave forever, because thats the "girl power feminist" ending somehow. Mal supports her, loves her, sacrifices for her at every turn, and does everything he can do, to the point of literally dying for her, to ensure that she can defeat Darkles and save the world. He protects her, and when they end up happy and safe together on the orphange that they've rebuilt to help the children that were victims of Darkles war and genocide, he spends his days bringing her tea and cakes and flowers, kissing her silly under the stairs in the view of all the teachers, and calling her names like beauty, beloved, cherished, my heart for the rest of their ordinary life together, if love can ever be called that.

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[danniburgh]

Hunger; a RushBit Drabble

Drabble no one asked for in commemoration of National Eat Her Out Day:

Pairing: Javier Peña x ofc//f!reader with name.

Word count: idk i wrote this in the app

A/N: it's national pussy eating day, man, let Javi celebrate (this is canon RushBit, after chapter 25)

fic index // Masterlist

gif: @bestintheparsec

The grocery bags were heavy on your hand, you damned the time the store had changed from paper to plastic, as the handles were almost digging through your hand while you tried to unlock the door.

“C’mon you little piece of shit,” you mumbled when you shoved the wrong key into the doorknob; you made a mental note to mark the keys with colors or maybe just a new keychain, as you hadn't memorized yet the keys to your new house. You introduced another and turned, it unlocked “there we go.”

You pushed the door open and walked in, not bothering to try and close it with the things you were carrying threatening to snap the bags open and spill over the floor, the house was silent and fresh, you wondered if Javier had left the AC on before leaving, but thanked if he did.

You rushed to the kitchen and left the bags on the counter, a sigh of relief left hour mouth and you opened and closed a fist to bring back the circulation in your hand.

You turned around and walked to close the door, not wanting the cool air to leave the house as the summer noon air was almost boiling. Before you could close it, the figure of Javier rushing towards the house caught your attention over the corner of your eye.

You frowned, amused at the way he was sprinting closer and closer.

“Why are you running?” you yelled at him just before he arrived to the porch steps.

“You're home early.” he let out in between pants, stepping towards you.

“I had nothing else to do for they day,” you explained with a smile, raising your hand to brush a strand of his hair out of his sweaty forehead, Javier’s hand found its place on your waist and he guided you backwards to walk into the house “are you okay?” you asked him, silently laughing at the way he was trying to recover his breath while he closed the door with his free hand, Javier nodded “why were you running?”

“I’m hungry.” he let out softly.

You frowned, Javier smirked at you and his other hand gripped at your waist, he brought you closer to him, your lower belly clashing against his crotch. You raised your eyebrows at the realization of what he was craving.

“Oh.” you hummed out.

“Yes.” he whispered, leaving a kiss on your cheek as your smile grew. You wrapped your arms around his neck.

“You’re all sweaty.” you muttered, Javier hummed.

“That’s never bothered you before, baby” he whispered against your flushed skin, you giggled.

“And you’ve been working,” you whispered, Javier hummed in affirmation, “go wash your hands.” you ordered him softly, Javier huffed.

“I’m not gonna use my hands.” he growled, as he wrapped his arms around your middle and picked you up, you let out a loud laugh.

“Put me down!” you yelled over his head, Javier chuckled a no and walked the short distance between the entrance to the living room, tossing you unceremoniously onto the couch as you almost drowned in laughter “salvaje” you teased him, sitting up on the couch as he knelt down in front of you.

“Preciosa,” he called you, sliding his hands on your thighs and leaned up to trap your lips on a kiss.

His lips were dry and smooth at the same time, his kiss was deep and almost messy; you buried your hand inside his hair, dampened with his sweat and tugged softly, making Javier growl against your mouth and reach for your shirt.

“Take this off or I’ll rip it.” he mumbled against your mouth, you giggled again and distanced yourself from him to pull up the shirt and take it off, Javier helped you with your bra, unhooking it dexterously and pulling it from your arms.

“Happy?” you teased him, Javier nodded with a smile on his face and his eyes on your chest.

“Very.” he whispered and buried his face inside your boobs, kissing and nibbling at the flushed skin, licking around the nipples as he unbuttoned your jeans, you helped him take them off by lifting your hips and he slid them down, leaving you naked and vulnerable in front him.

Without saying a word Javier took your knees and parted your legs, you wanted to ask him what did you do right for him to receive you home by getting you naked and kissing up your thighs to do it twice a week, but as his kisses and nibbles traveled further up on your skin and he looked at you in the eyes as he kissed your mound, all thought left your mind.

Javier parted the lips of your pussy open with his tongue, making a soft moan escape from your mouth; he flattened his tongue and ran it from your slit to your clit once again and wrapped your hooded bundle of nerves with his mouth, sucking gently.

“Fuck,” you gasped, his hands were holding your legs open for him and one of yours found his wrist, gripping it, as the other kneaded your own breast “again.” you pleaded.

Javier chuckled against your pussy, the vibration of the sound reverberated against you and made you sigh in pleasure, he sucked at your clit again, moving his face slowly from side to side.

He didn’t stop looking at you; he bit gently your clit and licked down again to shove his tongue inside your cunt; his mouth was feasting on your pussy while his eyes feasted on your face.

He loved making you feel so much pleasure you couldn’t even keep your eyes open; your mouth was parted as he licked inside you and swallowed the slick that leaked out of you; your breath hitched as the scent of your sex invaded his entire body and the taste of your insides almost cloyed his tastebuds; your body shook as he felt his cock begging for attention inside his jeans.

Javier kept going; licking and tasting and slurping at you, nibbling and flicking at your clit as his ears took in the moans and whimpers and gasps you were letting out.

Right before the scorching coil he had built inside of you strained apart and broke, you started mumbling nonsensical praises to him; your hand landed on his head as you pressed him impossibly closer to you, telling him how good it felt, how much you loved him, how amazing he made you feel.

You came with a scream of his name and a hard tug of his hair; Javier helped you ride your high with his tongue as you opened your eyes with a blissed smile adorning your face and your chest rising and falling with new air. You pushed him away from you and raised your arms open for him to lean up and kiss you, sharing your own taste with you.

“What was that for?” you asked him in a whisper as he helped you lie down on the couch and joined you on it, Javier chuckled and brought you closer to him, making you feel his erection through the denim of his jeans.

“Can’t I eat my woman out in peace?”

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[thejustmaiden]

So out of nowhere I was tagged and quoted by a SR shipper for a blog of mine posted in August of last year. Talk about throwback but, hey, gotta appreciate that level of snooping. 😉

Back in the day I actually used to encourage discourse amongst Inuyasha fans- both shippers and antis alike- but I've since realized that it's a lost cause. But for you, @feministmetalgreymon , I'll grant this exception. Just 'cause it's been a while so why the hell not. haha

I want to assure you, however, that nothing you say will ever convince me that Sesshomaru and Rin are meant to be together romantically or that the story intended it so. Nor will you find any validation here. You can ship them for all I care, but please for all that is good and holy while I have your attention try- I mean really try- to understand why it is so many of us Inuyasha fans are so against this pairing in the first place (newsflash: it's not about ship wars), and why we believe a romance between the two of them is completely and utterly out of character.

For those of you interested in reading this, the blog of mine in question that the above shipper mentions in their counter-argument is here for reference. It's titled "Jaken = Rin's Dad?" I'm going to try and keep this short, but I'm also making no such promises. After all, I'm not exactly known for my brevity. haha Now let's get crackin'!

Like you, feministmetalgreymon, did for your recent blog here where you took screenshots of mine to address certain parts, I will be doing the same and dissecting yours accordingly.

[Snippet 1]

I worked with kids for many years as a teacher, and many people in my family have too or still do. Two of them happen to be just over 5 feet which is quite short for the average adult woman living here. I've also worked alongside many a women of short stature, and never did I hear any of them complaining of issues with their students having difficulty differentiating them from their own peers just because they were short as well. I'm sorry but that's just ridiculous. Kids are quite smart and pick up on a lot more than you seem to give them credit for. Height is not the only characteristic they look at to determine who's an adult and who's not, and it's foolish to suggest otherwise. So unless you're a babysitter who's still in their teens and/or who has very childlike features or behavior then I'm afraid what you're getting at is total hogwash. This is just another example of how you shippers offer nothing of real substance to your reasoning, it's only ever cherry-picking or strawmanning from you guys. Stop deflecting from the real issues please, because this certainly isn't one and only winds up being a complete waste of time for all parties involved.

[Snippet 2]

Okay, calm down now. I wasn't insinuating that relationships between parents and children can't change over time in terms of how they get along. Of course that's possible, as all families experience their fair share of estrangement and abuse. What I was speaking about was in reference to the overall dynamic between the two. Because a bad mother or father can still be viewed as a parental figure to their child even if say they're not in said child's life anymore. Since Sesshomaru and Rin share a healthy bond- and just a friendly reminder that in my blog I even said that he doesn't have to necessarily be labeled her father but that a romantic relationship later would still be inappropriate- I didn't deem it necessary to address what you brought up. Plus, it kinda, umm, misses the point?? Please, let's stay on topic. And it's not captured in the screenshot, but stop acting like there isn't a small part of them that idolizes their parents at some point during childhood. Just like you mention later on how it's normal for kids to have innocent crushes on adults that they eventually grow out of? Well, guess what, the same concept applies here. Kids eventually learn that their parents are far from perfect and make mistakes too. Rin is so damn young in the OG series though that we never even get to see her reach that maturity level.

[Snippet 3]

LOL! Alright, okay, so the "unbreakable bond" bit you're mentioning was actually me quoting you sessrinners. Did you not catch that? I literally spelled it out. *sigh* The whole point I was making is that shippers like yourself make hypocritical and contradictory statements all.the.goddamn.time. One moment you guys claim that Sesshomaru and Rin were essentially strangers and meant very little to each other, only to say in the same breath a few seconds later that they were destined to be together and their bond is like no other. I agree, their bond is special, but why must that mean they're going to fall in love?

That is the root of the matter here. Too many animes/mangas have romanticized this older adult man & young girl growing up falling in love trope that it's become way too normalized and widely accepted across the world- and yes, in some cultures more than others. Sadly, you lack the awareness to recognize how this all works. You know how we know that? When we see that you shippers are so desensitized to sexualized images of girls in the media that you share posts like this one below which *subtly* imply a future romance although one half of that pairing is still just a child in the pic and then try and pass it off as cute. That's like super fucking problematic and it scares me that you can't see that (or deny you do). 🤢

After all that's said and done, Sesshomaru leaving Rin in the village with Kaede is to me the strongest indicator more than pretty much anything else he's done for Rin that proves he is her adoptive father. It's so funny to me how you somehow see the exact opposite though. 🤔 What I think is happening is that you got yourself on some squeaky clean ass shipper goggles fresh out of your little echo chamber. Because I hate to tell you, but what you're fantasizing is what you want to see and not what's actually there on screen or was written into the story. I'm strictly talking about Inuyasha and the manga of course. [For the TL; DR version skip to the last paragraph.]

Parents looking after their kids is what parents are supposed to do. A good parent will do anything to keep their child safe and ensure they are cared for, so what he did for her by leaving her there was in her best interests clearly. Besides, as a babysitter, you more than most people should understand that parents aren't always able to be there for their kids so sometimes others gotta step in to help. Haven't you heard of the saying, "it takes a village to raise a child?" Which in Rin's case is literally true! 😂 Sometimes kids are even sent off to stay with grandparents and that's who raises them instead. Or maybe they have to temporarily live with an aunt or uncle because their single parent's job requires they work out of town 4-5 days of the week so they're hardly home. But that doesn't mean that the parents care or love their kids any less, and it's foolish to assume that Sesshomaru must have thought very little of Rin simply due to the fact that he made the decision to leave her in the village. Come on, y'all are acting like he abandoned her there!!

It's just given the circumstances Sesshomaru finally came to learn that Rin traveling with him was no longer safe. I also like to think it's because he wished for her to live a more normal life and to learn how to fully trust humans again. Plus, continuing to travel with him as young as she was would have proven dangerous and unwise. Now for you to know all this and still manage to turn his past actions towards her while she was just a child into a romantic gesture is what boggles my mind. Regardless of how you look at it, from my perspective or your own, Sesshomaru is in the wrong. Either he's a father figure who impregnates his daughter at the young age of approximately 14. OR he's this man she used to travel with who maybe isn't a father to her but who nonetheless basically rapes her since kids her age can't consent to sex with an adult. Idk about you but it sounds to me like nobody here wins with either scenario we're given. In other words, you should be just as mad as we are. If only one side didn't choose to forsake their morals they know we both have in common for the sake of a ship. Welp. 🤷‍♀️

I agree, incest is disgusting but that's not the only problem we have with this pairing. A romantic bond forming between Sesshomaru and Rin would also constitute as grooming.

You realize that over the years he visited her in the village that he brought her gifts too and essentially watched her grow up right before his very eyes, right? I mean, I know you do, but I really shouldn't have to explain further why pursuing a romantic/sexual relationship with each other is plain and simple wrong. And before you say it's not because he didn't have any malintent, please understand that considering their history and power dynamic up to then that yes this is still considered grooming even if Rin supposedly "wanted it" or "made the first move." Whether you consider him her father or not, as the adult who took on a role resembling that of a caretaker in her early life- a critical developmental time for a child- Sesshomaru is obligated to turn down any advances by Rin and most definitely should not initiate any himself. As the first close adult figure she's had in her life since her parents died, it's unfathomable to imagine how Sesshomaru could go through with taking advantage of this young girl who was under his care and supervision since they met. To think he could be capable of betraying that trust sickens me to the core.

This. Now THIS is how a parent/guardian or a similar adult caretaker (babysitter, teacher, etc.) talks to a child. And, in turn, this is how some young children talk to adults. You'd be insane and delusional to deny it! We see it in our everyday lives, do we not? From where else do you think our stories draw most of their inspiration? Yes, obviously these fictional universes have aspects of fantasy that don't exist in the real world, but so how then do you suppose we're able to relate to them? The reason for that being is because these stories are written by people for people, so naturally there are going to be real life aspects embedded throughout. Sure, a little escapism doesn't hurt as we don't need to take everything so seriously, but ultimately we all need to recognize that the messages in the stories we tell matter. Most stories possess a combination of both light and dark themes, but when it specifically comes to the latter we gotta be careful with how we tackle this in children's media since kids are far more impressionable.

So if at the center of a story we have two of the main protagonists whose mom is basically their same age and to top it off she knew their dad when she was just a girl and who just so happened to help raise her, wouldn't you say that's beyond fucked up or at the very least so fucking weird? Like why would we think it's even remotely okay for our children to watch this garbage?? Really think about it. Try and be objective for once and think about how it would sound explaining this storyline to an outsider who's never watched IY or HNY. Well, antis have tried this before many times and we always get the same reaction: Ewww!

Like I said earlier, if you wanna ship it then fine, but 1) please stop seeking our approval or trying to change our minds - your ship wish came true didn't it, so why do you need us to validate it? 2) even though it's not canon, respect that we don't support this sequel portraying pedophilia in a positive light. It's harmful af to not only allow but glorify the continuation of sexualized images of young girls everywhere. And I shouldn't have to say this, but just because this trope is popular as you say does not make it right. Lolicon themes in the media have been an issue forever and it needs to stop. Yes, even some people in Japan or "the East" would agree. Shocker!

We're pissed off and rightfully so because Yashahime's TV rating is 14, not to mention it airs at the prime time kids in Japan watch TV after getting home from school. That's Towa and Setsuna's age, true, but if Rin being the mom when she's like only a year older than them (please don't argue w/ me about the math- antis have so far been right every time with it) is straight-up disgusting and not something we should be supporting or endorsing. Rin's a whole ass child!! Please don't start with the "but times were different then so her having kids at 15 is acceptable" argument either, because we've already debunked that and every other single excuse you guys throw at us. Besides, how or why would you expect young viewers to know these historical "facts" anyway, especially if as you suggest fiction doesn't affect reality so what does it matter? Yet here we are, arguing over a fictional show in real life almost a year and a half into the "Sesshomaru fucks?" sequel being announced. My ass, your ass, hell all our asses fiction doesn't affect reality!

Look, I do apologize if the tone of this blog came off as snippy or condescending at times. I do not wish you any ill will, it's just I'm not really sure what you expected to get out of all this besides maybe getting on my nerves perhaps. haha A lot of you shippers have been desperately scrambling to interact with us, lurking in our tags, jumping onto our posts screaming canon and getting so defensive even though you sought us out first. We've been sticking to our tags, so how about you stay in your lane too. By the way since we're on the topic, have you seen Twitter or Reddit?! SR shippers there are the actual worst and many Inuyasha fans (not just antis) have complained of not feeling welcomed to engage in fandom spaces anymore. Shippers swarm them and scare them off simply because fans don't like your ship and refuse to accept it. It's pathetic, really. No one should ever be bullied or harassed just because they don't like something you might. We're all fans of Inuyasha, aren't we? So let's act like it. Yashahime on the other hand, you guys are welcome to that pungent heap of trash. Fans have a right to criticize it too, but if you like it then good for you, so keep on liking it and don't mind us.

I'm almost done, but real quick back to Jaken! Let's not forget about how the official Yashahime website- which came out after my blog, mind you- described Jaken. This translation isn't the best one available but it's the only version a fellow anti friend could track down. They do recall a better one done by a native Japanese speaker who was also an anti, and that member confirmed that Jaken is indeed called Rin's babysitter. So you see, I was right in my interpretation. In the original post I did compare Jaken to a brother, but after talking to others (some comments can be found under said post) I did acknowledge that he's more of a reluctant babysitter who's not related. And if he's not at least a brother to Rin, then he's definitely not her father.

At the end of the day, the creator Rumiko Takahashi has the final word. Which is guess what? Hogosha. 💖 Probably should've just started out with that and saved us all the trouble, huh? Good day/night to you.

Papamaru bids you adieu now. 🤞

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