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crescentfool · 1 year

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i love ryomina

no but seriously. even when i’m thinking about other things that captivate my interest, i find myself coming back to them and feeling like i fell down three whole flights of staircases every time i do. they are one of my favorite pairs in media and are very special to me.

it’s the way that ryoji and minato’s lives are inevitably intertwined with each other due to the circumstances 10 years ago on the moonlight bridge. without no minato, there is no ryoji. minato as he is today is because of ryoji. they have irreparably affected each other’s lives that you cannot discuss one without bringing up the other one.

ryoji mochizuki, who is death, pharos, thanatos, nyx avatar, the man of many names and identities, is the perfect summation of p3′s messages and themes.

minato arisato, the wildcard and protagonist, who has boundless kindness in his actions despite the unfortunate cards handed to him.

the two of them complement each other and tell a beautiful story from start to finish.

minato’s personas capture this perfectly. he awakens to orpheus, who’s flames burns bright, is snuffed out by thanatos during the encounter against the arcana magician. a visual precursor of the idea that ryoji stole from the life that minato could have had.

it’s the way that over the course of the game as minato interacts with pharos, talking throughout the dark hour, forging a bond that cannot be broken, that allows ryoji to exist. minato humanizes death.

november. the bells toll, calling the appriser. and yet, it’s peaceful... quiet, and full of life. ryoji, who breaks free from death’s chains, refusing his role, is given the chance to live for a month. to make the most of the humanity that minato has given him over those ten years. and what a life he lived. ryoji’s life is a reflection of what minato’s life could have been like in another universe.

it is the way the two of them are reflections of each other. ryoji with his hair down is just like minato. they are both stubbornly committed to choosing to be kind, to love life, yet are chained down by the cards the narrative dealt them with. they finish each other’s sentences, knowing each other intimately in a way no one else does.

how is that, a boy who lived for only one month, profoundly changes the course of the narrative? he is simultaneously relevant and irrelevant. blink, and you miss it, the beautiful life that he led.

ryoji is horrified at the revelations of being the appriser. he who so desperately wished to forget that his existence was meant to bring the end to all life, was unable to escape the inevitability of death. in a non-human way, of course. he becomes remorseful. a shadow of his brief time as a human who was enamored by the small beautiful things that life had to offer.

he is swallowed by grief. grief knowing that his very existence will take away not only minato’s life, but everyone else’s. the very thing that ryoji loved- life, fundamentally went against the role he was born for- to be the harbinger of death. and unable to grapple with this sadness he believes that the best thing for minato to do is to kill him, so that SEES can live in bliss not knowing about their inevitable end.

SEES is left rattled, calling into question what the meaning of life is and what they do when faced against the inevitability of death.

and!!! minato chooses!! for ryoji to live!! even in spite of what ryoji is MEANT to embody, minato still stubbornly chooses to defy death itself! and if that’s not cool i don’t know what is!! minato wants everyone to have the chance to live!!

so he climbs. he ascends tartarus, to meet ryoji, again, who is now the nyx avatar. and i just think there’s something so so beautiful about being able to use messiah, minato’s ultimate persona, against nyx avatar.

messiah, being the fusion of orpheus and thanatos is peak ryomina to me. because ryoji and minato have established an unbreakable bond from having been entwined for 10 years, minato still has a piece of death with him, and by proxy!! ryoji is able to defy and rebel against nyx trying to bring the fall! and i think that’s fucking cool shit if you ask me!

even when all of the arcanas have been gone through, it’s still not enough to stop the fall. and yet. minato knows. in the way that ryoji was sealed in minato 10 years ago by aigis... minato becomes the great seal so that everyone can live. it comes full circle.

march rolls around. he fulfills his promise to SEES on graduation day. minato dies from exhaustion. but goddamn does his sacrifice make me weep- he’s had such, such a tiring journey. he’s been through so many things because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. but at the end of it all, he’s reunited with ryoji in death.

and i think this is why ryomina continues to evoke so much emotions for me, to this day. the relationship that they have embodies so much of persona 3′s messages and themes that it makes me feel like a microwave with nothing running in it.

p3′s message is very hopeful, for me. my favorite takeaway from it is that even if death is inevitable, appreciating the life that we were given and choosing to live as best as we can with kindness (even if we can’t feasibly do everything), is just? really nice? and you see this manifest in both ryoji and minato’s personalities and what they do for the other characters.

ryomina just feels so distinct to me, the flavor that their relationship ties back to my favorite takeaways from this game and im just!! god!! i love you minato arisato! i love you ryoji mochizuki! im so glad that i could meet them! i’m happy that they changed my life! they made me want to appreciate the connections in life even if they were fleeting! they made me!! want to pay attention to the good moments in life and cherish them!

i love ryomina so much!!! i’m so glad that these two could bring so much joy into my life! and i hope that others can have this joy too! 💛💙

#lizzy speaks #persona 3 #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #minato arisato #meta #long post #(literally)#HI SO UM YESTERDAY I COULDN'T FUCKING SLEEP so to cope i was like 'i will talk out loud about anything and everything'#and somehow that turned into me talking about ryomina out loud and something about verbalizing my thoughts made me feel crazy about these-#two again. i mean for the record i continue to love them always very dearly but like my p3 braincells sometimes go into hibernation bc-#ive been on a really huge splatoon kick. but anyway my voice was like cracking at 3am because i was tearing up #i was like 'THE!! IM! SO NORMAL ABT WHAT ORPHEUS AND THANATOS AND MESSIAH SYMBOLIZE' etc etc etc #so i kinda just went to sleep like 'ok well you GOTTA type it out. everyone needs to know about this.'#and um i didnt mean to make 1069 words! sorry! not really! but i love them!!! even if im very quiet these days!#ohhh how lucky i am to have had the chance to experience ryomina they are such a gem. they make me so goddamn emotional #they really mean a lot to me because of well. (gestures at the entire post) but also they came at a really good point of my life and FUCK!!#im so so grateful to them!!! i love them!!!! the themes that their relationship and characters convey just !! IM SO NORMAL ABOUT IT!!!#they've affected me so profoundly and deeply and i wish i could make better art to get this across. but its ok. one day i can. one day #they make me so fucking talkative like actually but um. i had a lot of fun writing this! i dont think ive had like. a proper appreciation-#post for them that articulates why i like them so much (unless you count the essays i write in my art tags) so it was nice to make this.#admittedly theres a lot abt p3 that im rusty on since its been a goodwhile since ive interacted with the source material #and in a way you could say that like. i need to renew my p3 license LMAOOO but god some parts of p3 still have such a huge death grip on me #and what i mean by that is that the big Fucking Events have such!! clarity!! in my mind!! i recall them and i wilt on the spot!!#oh god i cant fucking shut up. the tags are probably 500 words long. enjoy my ramble. i wish every ryomina enjoyer a Good Life <3 #actually no. i hope that EVERYONE on the dash today has something that sparks joy for them the way ryomina does for me.#everyone deserves 2 have something that makes their brain do a little excited dance that makes them blow up and explode. its good for u!#BYE FOR REAL this is why i have to post my thoughts very spread out otherwise yall would have so many WORDS on ur dash pls help i have so #many emotions and i am so tiny i cannot possibly fit all the feelings i have about ryomina and other things inside my tiny little body

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good-omens-heritage-posts · 9 months

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Are we still allowed to tag you if it isn’t an old post, but it seems like one that could be considered a heritage post in the future? (Sorry if this doesn’t make sense)

ABSOLUTELY PLEASE DO!!! i'm taking heritage post to mean any post that has made/is making a big impact on the fandom, so a post that's a big deal now/recently would be just as great as the older posts :))

#not a heritage post #ask #anon #this is basically what i was trying to put into words in that last anon ask lol so thank you!#and i am very grateful to everyone who has tagged me in/sent me posts!! <3

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ecoamerica · 1 month

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hecksupremechips · 2 months

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Honestly though I think it’s really a bad sign when I look at Shin Tsukimi and literally feel like he’s a self insert 😩

#the klock keeps ticking #yttd #i wanna replay yttd so bad but i also like Gotta play other stuff with the time i have akskks #but yeah the brainrot this specific character has given me idk if I ever really talked about it but it was BAD #i like obsessively played the game in like 3 days and it was not a good idea lol but just like shin #i had to take like a week to recover from this guy cuz i couldnt stop thinking about him and how hes just like me fr #first off just the very inconsistent personality hes got going on that is very me he has these different personalities he wears to cope with #all the traumatic shit happening hes both so helpless its comical and so manipulative its terrifying #and idk its really interesting how like good and bad he is at being manipulative like hes very smart and can analyze weaknesses and lie so #good not even he knows the truth but hes also grasping at straws he doesnt think things through at all #like the second main game he just didnt prepare at all hes fumbling his way through everything its going so bad #he just wants to go home he wants to outdo the game makers but hes being used by them so bad he wants it to STOP #and its just the way that like. it hits so hard cuz you know hes really not a bad person not at all he doesnt want any of this hes just #being horribly manipulated and doing whatever he can to survive but its also really scary how #well hes able to lie and manipulate and claw his way through but hes also weaker than a grade schooler #and you never forget that either and as much as he cheated his way through he still failed it was all just a cheap trick in the end #and all of this hits very hard like his personality is eerily similar to mine and just the way he thinks and acts #cuz im the same like im weak and a dweeb who likes funny cats but im also emotionally detached and observant and selfish #but where it hits the hardest is his relationship with midori like oooof that one was too real just like #the first person who was ever his friend was horribly abusive and treated him like a child and didnt respect any boundaries #and he just got sick pleasure out of seeing shin be upset and he was like. a groomer #and shin was fucking relieved when he died but also kept his scarf and adopted his personality to survive #and still goes by sou after ch2 and the scene that gets me the most is when shin ai is asked about his relationship with midori #and you can just SEE how horrified shin is because his deepest shame his abuse is being shared to everyone without his consent #and hes reliving it all in that moment and literally seeing who he used to be experiencing the abuse #he just curls into himself and like covers his ears and pulls his hair thats literally what i do AAAAAA #im just so grateful for the direction they took this character kokichi ouma wishes he was shin tsukimi so bad #and yeah just like damn. its scary how similar i am to shin like damn i really am going through it huh oof #I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I WILL DEFEND HIM WITH MY LIFE HE DID ALL OF THAT STUFF YOUR HONOR BUT LISTENNNN #have you considered that hes cute and smart and weird and maybe just needs friends who arent assholes

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starflungwaddledee · 5 months

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sorry for being late, but happy birthday starflung!

here's a drawing of mine as a treat : https://docs.google.com/document/d/1PKgVT28HvP18_zLeg2WrrZCDO2ffolJNq-cTn7dbLtA/edit?usp=drivesdk

(only a doc bc i can't use images in anon asks and if i turn off anon my ask goes missing so..)

also it's fine to show the image outside of the doc!

oh my goodness!! thank you so much!! i apparently need to fix this setting, it seems some folks can send in pictures and others can't; i'm sorry for the hassle! but thank you so much for going to such great lengths to get this to me!

and also that your ask goes missing if it isn't anon!? that sounds strange but i have definitely gotten 'false' pings for inbox messages before! websites work in very mysterious ways sometimes...

anyhow, this picture isn't signed, and neither is the anon message, so i'm not sure... who sent this in...

but it's beautiful, thank you!!!

i love how you can JUST see her bow and her christmas antlers poking over the top of this amazing cake!! and so many fireworks! distilled her to the bare basics of both her (and my) motifs; incredibly accurate!!! 😂

this is such a beautifully thematic piece, i adore the colouring and the atmosphere!! pink and purple!! yes! Yes!!! and the detail of her constellations showing up over the cake even though she's behind it; they do tend to hover over things in front of her so i think that is very intuitive!!

#thank you again!! this is so kind!!!#i am absolutely floored by how many people sent in kind messages and!?!? gifts!!? for me this weekend... wow wow wow #i'm unspeakably grateful and very humbled thank you all!! i have a few other well-wishing asks to get to but that'll be tomorrow!#i feel SO spoiled... thank you!! thank you ;_;!!! <3 everyone has been so generous and kind to me; thank you!!#art for me #starstruck dee

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scattered-winter · 6 months

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i want sooooo badly to lash out and pull away from everyone but the god damn people pleaser in me .

#sorry to make two personal posts in as many hours but man .#i dont want to go to the family gathering. i dont want to talk to people. i dont want to celebrate holidays.#i dont want to do ANY of this i want to be left alone. smfhhhhhhhhhhhh.#(all this is in context with irl family btw. friends in phone ilysm this doesnt apply to u <3)#like i get that we're all grieving together or whatever. but i want to stop being civil about it.#everyone in my family is very religious and theyre using god and church to cope with this. as people do.#but im NOT religious im in fact the only one in the entire family who's NOT religious and i am not comforted by any of that.#''we need to be grateful for this trial that jesus has given us'' ok well what if i set something on fire.#i just. want to fight someone. bloody fists blood in my mouth kinda fight.#none of this ''good christian sadness'' shit i want to fucking fight someone. biting and clawing like a wild animal because i feel like one #et cetera.#this is senseless and meaningless don't mind me i just donnnnt wanna go to the family gatherings <//3 #its like. everyone's SO determined to pretend like everything's fine and normal. carrying on with things like every other year.#and i get that theyre trying to deal with this shit but things are NOT normal. they will in fact never again be normal.#idk. i need to punch someone. i need someone to punch me. and then i need to be alone by myself for 300 years.#winter speaks #personal

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undefeatablesin · 18 days

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me patiently waiting the whole time to meet the services of my queen who just reincarnated like jesus 😌

And thank you kindly for sticking around to see my resurrection!! I really appreciate it ✨️ I've honestly had a bit of a hard time trying to nudge myself back into posting despite having started drawing again because the stagefright has had enough time to set back in. But then again, anyone who has followed this blog for a while knows my brand has always been Inconsistent Self-Indulgence so 😂 We are all just here to vibe anyway.

But regardless, I'm glad to be back after the long break and glad to see the community still hanging out! Please have this silly Laurence from a silly meme page I'm working on. As a token of my appreciation 👍 (He has no great ideas)

#sin speaking #(as usual i like to give out wips like werthers originals to people who visit my inbox in exchange for their time I DO VALUE EVERYONES TIME)#(except mine. i like to waste my time on drawing memes to make myself laugh 😂)#(this community is like almost a decade old now tho so all the memes have probs been done before but still i want to contribute)#(it was a terrible idea to let laurence into my head so this is my coping mechanism)#(honestly the biggest struggle rn is just choosing a wip to finish bc i have like. 10. LMAO ALREADY)#(this is what happens when u cant create for 3 months u end up backlogged into infinity when u come back around)#(anyway hello thank u for ur patience thank u for sticking around I am very grateful ✨️)

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ecoamerica · 1 month

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bellasdragons · 7 months

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*flops back and forth on floor*

I wanna work on accents and other art stuff but don't have my tablet until tomorrowwwwww

........

*tilts head slightly to look at you*

anyone have any suggestions about what to draw when I'm able to do so?

like, what sort of accents would y'all be interested in? gonna attempt a rockbreaker entry if I can come up with a good idea (read: that I can draw and make look nice) but otherwise open to ideas.

also considering opening sketchy headshot comms bc I wanna draw dragons but not MY dragons y'know?

#I am at my dad's rn and didn't bring my tablet bc it was gonna be a short stay>go back for a week or so>come down to visit again and petsit #but logistically it didn't work out so my mom is gonna meet us half way for a resupply mission #it is a LOT easier to do a day trip to meet in the middle and that way everyone can also do other things and not be on the road all day #I am very grateful for multiple reasons #but it does nothing about my itchy brain right now #so I am taking suggestions for what people might be interested in <3 #not really fr #catfeather.txt

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yuigadokson · 7 months

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Thinking out loud but i feel the many online friends that i got to hang out online watching stuff with were truly good at inviting ;_; and i am so bad/embarrassed about it like i will be hahaha heee do you wanna watch a movie together teehee haha no force (throws up)

#Has only done that with one friend though haha ..#But we havnt been in touch and i am sads but its ok #We watched things for more than 2 yrs and i made a lil note in my diary too cause i was so happy she was definitely a friend whose company #I liked #Hahhahahaha its ok i dont miss her #Anywaysss back to the topic #How do you people online meet and fall in love like i cant even ask someones name #I am very grateful for everyone online who has talked to me and who are still friends #Thank you for initiating and putting up with my awkward self lol #Lets be in each others life for as long as we can<3<3

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roselise · 9 months

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Hello, my friends! I hope that you're doing well & taking care ♡

This is just something I feel needs to be said:

I apologize for how long people have had to wait for me to get back to asks & stuff!

Since I treat people so warm & welcoming I think it's assumed I'm outgoing and social

And when I say I'm shy I'm just saying things

Not at all! I'm actually extremely introverted & keep to myself most of the time. Being social makes me nervous

I believe in kindness though. A friendly world with people who care about & consider one another is where I'd like to live ♡

So I try hard to get over my shyness & show as much love to everyone here as I can c:

And honestly, I enjoy seeing & hearing from new people! I'm really happy for all the kind hearts who reach out :D

It’s just often a lot for one as timid as I am :’)

So I’m sure it seems like you’re being ignored, but as long as you're courteous (and *not* inappropriate! As my blog states no adult content) I'll get back to you!

It might take a while, but all I ask is a bit of patience, please ♡

Sending hugs, hearts, & much happiness to my sweet friends! Thank you very much for all the love & I wish you the nicest day ~ ! 🤍 ⊹ ✿ ｡⁺ ♡₊ ࣪⋆ 🌼 XOXO

#<3 #i always feel so pretentious saying this #but there are people who have waited a long time #& there are some truly kind asks i’ve had for months honestly ;-;#so i genuinely feel bad #i’m so sorry !#though it’s a lot to keep up with i do my best !#& am so very grateful to everyone ! <3 #thank you so much ! <3 #i’m sad a lot these days but seeing kindness & nice words truly makes a difference <3 #sending *many* hugs & much love ! <3 #i truly hope everyone takes care & has the happiest weekend ! <333 #xoxo ! <3 #🤍 ｡⁺ 🎀₊ ࣪⋆ 🌼

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deforest · 2 years

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#we put down my miniature pinscher this morning #she was 15 and very sick so it was time #she was a fiery little rascal right up to the very last minute.#idk what to do she was such a constant. she was family #longtime followers know how i feel abt animals. they aren’t pets they’re literally my family #i just dropped a piece of lettuce which was her favorite #and realized she wasn’t gonna come running to crumch it up like a little vacuum #we called her roomba bc she always did that :(#i knew this was gonna be hard but i way underestimated it #this is unbearable #but she’s not in pain anymore and for that i am so grateful #it was a peaceful death and she was swaddled in her favorite blankie with her 3 favorite toys and everyone petting her and talking to her #i’m gonna miss her so much.#rip phoebe. you itty bitty icon.

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mintjeru · 1 year

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please ignore the screenshot quality and allow me to brag for a moment-

#look at him go!! it's not my highest in game dmg but i love him sm <3<3<3 #the food buff is crit rate only bc i knew he'd only get one plunge hehe #'minty how are you feeling abt the white day art' the answer is that i haven't been sane since they posted it!!!#ngl it has been rough recently!! today included!!#but then they gave x.iao white day art which i was hoping for but not expecting and then he does a lovely plunge crit on a bounty #and bc it's march a.rmys get another msg from j.in which i haven't watched yet but am excited to do so very soon #i'm waiting on email replies from conference organizers but my supervisor told me if they wouldn't handle the printing for me-#that she knew someone who could print booklets and she'd cover the cost of copies for the presentation but also for me/my family/herself-#to keep as mementos. and i was like ma'am??? what have i done to deserve this kindness???#so ig there are things i have to remember to be grateful for despite it all. not allowing myself to sulk the Entirety of the day away #anyway hope everyone's doing well <3 take care of yourselves!!#note

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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mentally ill people who for whatever reason end up wearing the same exact clothing so many days in a row that it begins to disintegrate and will still not stop wearing it until it’s literally just scraps of fabric VS. those weird shitty rich people who ‘’can’t be seen in the same outfit twice’’ human dichotomy

#poast brought to you by my pants that are missing an entire leg and completely open in the back and the front almost #to the point they could not really be considered pants anymore (I wear lots of layers so i have shorts under them but lol)#I tore them again sitting down and it made me introspect about when it's time to throw clothes out and how everyone has different standards #and etc. Like how some people will get stains on clothing and just throw it away #.where others will keep wearing stained stuff if they have an attachment to it. etc. etc.#or like One hole in jeans is okay but 20 holes is Crossing A Line - unless they were made that way as a fashion trend #which then made me think about those people who like.. change clothes multiple times a day and never want to rewear stuff #and just have a constant stream of fast fashion etc. Anyway. not a real dichotomy. just being silly. i like to think about humans behaviors #brggghghb.. still not being very productive as I just keep having flare up after flare up of various chronic issues I have so I'm feeling #sick like every few days but always for different reasons. As if something has increased the general inflammation in my entire body #and its just bopping around making different things worse here and there. but I'm not sure of any underlying cause.#theorectially could always be stress since I am often stressed but I don't feel stressed more than usual. I have no infection markers #on blood tests and my covid tests so far have been negative. I guess my body just felt like 'hey happy new year. would you like.. uhm...#some... Problems.. as a treat? OuO''#I mean I'm lucky at this point that I don't have a condition that makes me completely bedridden or something and am grateful for that but #having so many smaller issues in the background overlapping all the time can be ehxausting and make it feel like a larger issue #because you just never get a break. once one problem clears up it's another. etc. modifying diet. supplements. doctors. new issue. new modif #ications. new doctors. new this #new that. etc. For my body to reach some sort of non-inflammed stable state I feel like I'm going to have to just be suspended in a gladd #*glass antigravity chamber for 3 years eating nothing but basic gruel and iv liquids. something so bland and so untriggering of anything #that literally nothing can be inflammed or etc. lol.. Though I'd probably still somehow have joint pain even with nogravity.#ANYWAY... I did finally edit a new sims video. for the few of you that follow my sims youtube. I have costumes totally ready to post I just #literally havent had the energy to queue up the photos. STILL WORKING ON EVIL WORLDBULDING SLIDESHOW task of epic proportions #. other videos. other stuff. I've had to spend some time on social stuff since I really ned to get started finding friends in the potential #places I'd like to move so I know people when I get there. as it takes me like years to trust someone. but hjgh... I am so like. inherently #unrelatable to the average person. at least the avg people on friend making sites and stuff. I even made a perosnal compatibility quiz #but again.. thats something most people don't do lol... ''buhh just text snapchat me & get to know me through conversation why should i take #a 15 minute quiz up front?'' shut up. i woudl LOVE to take a custom compatibility quiz before talking to someone. its efficent. you will nev #er get it. that is a positive to me. if only anyone else did that. if only. (I'm being jokingly rude. its perfectly reaosnable for people to #have different standards and communication styles. etc. etc. lol) ANYWAY.. tldr me sleepy and feel bad no productive wehh

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bumblingbabooshka · 10 months

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for the writing ask meme: 💫🧿💞

💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?: Longer* comments that say something(s) in particular they liked about the fic~! Though very excited 'AAA!' comments also have a special place in my heart...twin flames~! In general it always strikes me when it's clear the person really enjoyed what they read and felt compelled to say something more than 'cute' or 'liked this' - though I'm grateful I receive any comments at ALL of COURSE!! *more than a word or three 🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to? None! I tend to write a lot so I have the luxury of not stewing in it I guess...not to mention the character I write most for is Tuvok who isn't a very popular character (for fanworks) so my expectations haven't ever been sky high. That said I'm always thrilled about the engagement I get! He means a lot to me so any Tuvok loving makes me VERY pleased~!

#the last one was answered already so I didn't include it for any folks wondering!#Q&A #anon #aaa doesn't it make you feel like the most pompous ass imaginable to say you have a favored type of comment?? Who do I think I am??#If a fic doesn't do well I DO get sad btw I just can't dwell TOO much on it bc I have 5 billion other Tuvok ideas to write #I ALSO WANNA TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY!!! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO ENGAGES WITH MY BLOG AND SENDS ASKS AND REBLOGS MY ART AND LIKES MY RANTS!!#I'm really really happy and grateful that I have a little Tuvok niche where everyone loves this guy...I love him so much #and it makes me VERY pleased that others do too! and like my ideas and stuff...it's very encouraging and it makes every day fun #I will continue to spread the Tuvok gospel <3

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polaroidcats · 10 months

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today was one of those days where everything is just.. too much.

maybe it's the heat, maybe it's because my grandma was a bit more tired and confused than usual today, maybe it's because talking to a friend made me realise how incredibly boring and uneventful my summer is because i'm not going on any vacations and don't have exciting plans, but i'm in such a feeling-sorry-for-myself kinda mood and i hate it.

#ramblings #ughhhhhhhhhh i hate it i hate it a #i think it's also bc of my birthday coming up and turning 29 makes me realise i'll be 30 next year #which i KNOW means nothing but at the same time it's just a good opportunity for my brain to compare other ppls lives and mkne #*mine #and in the last years so many of old school friends etc started settling down getting married having kids etc #and like... i dont even want that #i was in the middle of my lets-have-a-gay-commune era when the pandemic hit and i became a caregiver with very little social life #and it just feels like.. i got maybe 3-4 years where i actually enjoyed my 20s and got to explore who i am and what i want #which is a lot and i'm grateful i even got to experience those yeare #years #but it also feels like i spent the last 3.5 years watching everyone else get on with their lives whilst mine is still on hold in many ways #ANYWAYS I KNOW IM JUST BEING DRAMATIC AND WILL PROBS DELETE THIS SOON BC ITS TOO PERSONAL #but i just needed to vent #and tumblr is the place to vent (sometimes)

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samsrowena · 2 years

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thanks again for the birthday wishes today!!!! i am overwhelmed with love for you all <3333

#despite the day not turning out as planned all your sweet messages still made it great <3 #and to everyone that has been helping (even just boosting) re: my dono post thank YOU so so so much we are eternally grateful #i am so very lucky to have you guys i did not expect to meet so many lovely people when i decided to finally rewatch/finish spn last year #i love you all SO MUCH 💜💜💜#a.txt

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mymelodyisme · 9 days

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Okay I know I don’t shut up about it but let me scream okay 😭

#I just saw a post on Twitter about the feeling of not having teenage romantic interaction and how it leaves you feeling really wrong #and everyone in the comments is like 17-19 and here I am at 25 thinking about how #well anyways I’m sorry I know it’s silly I’m just a little tired is all #being lonely stinks 🫠 and I don’t ever want y’all to feel burdened by my feelings #so I try not to make those feelings seem so big #I should start tagging these again #my talk posts ? I used to tag them but I would forget #I guess I’ll do that from now on #melifails #oh oh since I already made this post I might as well blab #I 😭 am high key tempted to download tinder #I don’t *want* to actually use it I just wanted to see 👉🏽👈🏽#but I think you need an account and idk I don’t wanna seem desperate #not in a shaming other people and myself type of way #absolutely not I think it’s awesome that it exists #I mean in a ‘my mom used to brag about how I didn’t care about boys only school to all the family members at parties’ type of way #in a ‘Melissa be honest are you a lesbian?’ badgered type of way #in a ‘because if you are I love you’ ‘no boys just don’t like me’ type of way #in a ‘never admitting to my mom I’m very lonely and only alive for my family’ type #of way #that one didn’t let me finish 🗣️#anywyas I feel very shallow because this doesn’t really matter does it #there are real problems in the world and I’m but a spec of dust waiting to be scooped up by the broom #🧎🏽‍♀️ I’m sorry I’m making it seem like a bigger deal than it really is #I’ll be better about it #all that aside #my best friend invited me to go to universal in September and I 😤😤 I gotta prepare myself for the burden of prolonged outdoor activities #🥺 tbh I’m scared I’m not going to fit in the seats for the rides #that’s how we became friends: she stuck with me when I didn’t fit on a ride. I never told her that was the day I loved her and it still make #me cry. forever grateful for her and I want her to be happy she’s the Eli I’m always talking about :3 anyways this is my last tag (30limit)

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