sweetylil

[sweetylil]

im rlly considering this

#help #tired #grunge #tw depressing thoughts #twice #yes or yes #island

[sweetylil]

[sweetylil]

ive been realizing a lot lately, which makes me feel even more sick

#help #tired #grunge #tw depressing thoughts #suicidal #i want to cvt

[sweetylil]

i feel trapped in my own body, in my own life, in my own fxking mind

#help #tired #grunge #i want to cvt #tw depressing thoughts #sadgirl

[sweetylil]

something's on my mind, saying i need a place to hide from my own self

#s3lf harm #tired #help #depressing #tw depressing thoughts

[sweetylil]

Are you ever just sitting around doing nothing but then you get suicidal?

[sweetylil]

I’m such a failure younger me would be so disappointed in what I’ve become

[sweetylil]

being suicidal is such a weird feeling, i don’t really wanna die, I just don’t want to exist anymore!

[sweetylil]

even im sick of myself

[sweetylil]

I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into

[sweetylil]

The urge to never speak to anyone ever again because they all make you feel unimportant

[sweetylil]

[sweetylil]

maybe in another universe i actually live life instead of surviving :)

[sweetylil]

but only in their dreams can men be truly free

#dead poets society #freedom

[sweetylil]

hold me love me touch me

#lana del rey #cinnamon girl #need love

[sweetylil]

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

[sweetylil]

although i hate you, i dont wanna die without you

#help #hopelessly in love #you #i need you #suicidal