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is it normal to only get crushes that are like. Reflective of how much the other person seems interested in you. I feel like I’m gonna be alone forever because I don’t ask people out because there isn’t a cell in my body that *wants* to ask a supposed person out until he seems somewhat interested in me and by that point I get too insecure to do it because I figure that if he really WAS interested he would’ve said so already. And thus nothing happens

#it doesnt help that i dont leave my house #and i look younger than i am

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There are ghosts in Hawkins...

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finally finished my mlp human designs ^^ i hope i can draw more of them in the future

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"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick

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I don’t know how to say this in a way that doesn’t sound like I’m advocating for casual cruelty or whatever but something that grates so much about this current social moment is how many people are incapable of saying they dislike something or someone without cooking up some higher morally correct reason for their dislike. Sometimes you just disliked a book. Sometimes you don’t “get” an actor or a musician. There’s nothing morally wrong with your girl’s fuckass boyfriend he’s literally just annoying and you’re annoyed that you have to pretend you like him when you know he’ll be history in six months. It’s fine. You don’t need to justify your dislike.

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i don't like to yuck people's yum but i have to say that my least favorite thing to come from the current state of Artists on the Internet is the idea of a sketchbook as something nice and pretty and shareable. like i love me a notebook full of gorgeous art don't get me wrong but that is NOT what a sketchbook is. a sketchbook is my friend who i carry around everywhere like a purse chihuahua. it is the physical manifestation of my notes app. it is the container into which i wring my brain out. it is my therapist. and most of all it is filled with absolutely terrible sketches that should never see the light of day.

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literally him

#so on point! #abed nadir #community #nbc community

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since i only ever send rick rolls to ppl i figured id just post one for all my followers for april fools day this year to save myself the effort

happy april fools y’all

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It's really girly pop of humans to be all shades of pink on the inside

#iconic really #girly stuff #pink aesthetic #pink

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this is what their show dynamic is and i love them for it

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I love it when people tell me about me because I have no idea who I am

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(gestures vaguely) whatever this is

★ twitter | ko-fi | ig | prints ★

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i am forever a tv show girlie. never a movie girlie. i like movies but i LOVE shows. i love my little shows and i will never stop. they’re easier to watch (easier to take breaks if you’re not done. with movies, if you find yourself getting tired, you just pause it in the middle. tv shows are more forgiving) and easier for me to obsess over for longer periods of time. 2-0 shows win

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Finally, my finished Kieran design is here!! There's gonna be more of his and Cupid's shenanigans dont worry

#monster high #kieran valentine #monster high kieran valentine #mh fanart #mh valentine #he ended up kinda looking like how i draw steve harrington #which is fitting cause in my mind he had a redemption arc but is still a mean girl at heart #just like steve #and the other drawing of cupid kinda looks like nancy wheeler

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I'm so lonely that 90% of my time i spend consuming media to distract myself from the fact that a i have no close friends, my social life is mostly non existent, i didn't get into college, i don't have a job and that i feel like a failure

#personal #sorry im just feeling miserable #i have no one to talk until my psychologist's appointment #vent #vent post