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Blackout amnesia is literally the worst, especially when the whole time the alter fronting genuinely thought they we're you

#me just vibing working on a projects and bam half of it is just done??? #i wanna take it but man the project wasnt supposed to be done that way 😩 #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #ugly queue tag <3 #did #dissociative identity disorder #did system #traumagenic system #endos dni #tulpas dni

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wishing

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You could rip out your brain and lay it on your therapists desk and point at exactly what's so fucked up with it and they would put a unicorn bandaid on it and call it general anxiety ffs

#not shitting on ppl with anxiety but damn why is that a therapists go to when they dont know how to deal with you #like give me a fucking referral?? please???? #also this is literally me just getting pissed about something from like 3 years ago just so you understand how pissy i still am shdhhdbd #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #ugly queue tag <3 #tw therapy

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One of my favorite quotes produced from a fight between me and another alter today; "Do not mansplain my trauma to me"

#hellhole (toxicly affectionate) #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #ugly queue tag <3 #did #dissociative identity disorder #did system #traumagenic system #endos dni #tulpas dni #did memes

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is there ANYTHING more pure than a friend sharing their wip novel or their comic idea or literally any creative project of theirs with you……NO. you made that with your own two hands and if i could eat it i would (out of love respect and admiration obviously)

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Barbara Hamby | Michel Bury

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Patrick Ness, More Than This

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My body is the equivalent of a four year old throwing a temper tantrum on the floor of Walmart. There. I said it.

#the smallest thing goes wrong and it goes ohhh i cant be expected to live like this anymore you must leave meee #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #ugly queue tag <3 #disabled #actually disabled #physical disability #disability #disabled community #disabled memes #disability memes #disabled life #living with disability #i hate tags wtf #transabled dni

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Can I talk about how being disabled on top of having DID is honestly just salt in the wound at this point? Like you're telling me I not only gotta manage all these brain guys, but get them to cooperate on managing the body's oh so fragile feelings that will be shattered if the slightest thing goes amidst?? Brain, you seriously overestimate my power 😭

#brain = fucked. legs = fucked. #hhhhnngnngngngggh #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #ugly queue tag <3 #did #dissociative identity disorder #did system #traumagenic system #endos dni #tulpas dni #did memes #disabled #actually disabled #physically disabled #physical disability #disability

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atón | víctor m. alonso

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Hey, guess what? I don't care how much you hate a religion, it's shitty to make fun of it, especially to someone you know practices that religion. If someone tells you "hey that's kind of insulting, please don't do that" then shut up. Keep it to yourself. We learned that shit in kindergarten man.

#not @ anyone here #just sick of it #so so so sick of it #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #tw religion #ugly queue tag <3

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boost pad to make you scroll faster

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

#sobbing #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #⋅∙☽·reblog·☾∙⋅ #ugly queue tag <3

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everyday i wake up ready to commit lesbianism

#fuck yeah #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #⋅∙☽·reblog·☾∙⋅ #ugly queue tag <3

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DID is so funny. Sometimes you’re in a situation and your brain just makes up a new guy, and when you’re like “oh, nice to meet you! Who are you?” then they’re not around anymore and you never see or hear from them again

And then you’re like “huh, weird. Can’t wait for that to happen again soon, with no explanation”

#its literally 3 am i did NOT expect to be called out so ruthlessly at this time 😭 /lh #i feel this to my core though op what the hell #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #⋅∙☽·reblog·☾∙⋅ #ugly queue tag <3

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coalesce

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Me: I'm fake, I don't need a cane!

Me: *throws my cane down*

Me: *falls down with it*

#okay but i hate having good days only because they make me feel like a shitty person #and then theres the bad days and im sitting there convincing myself i can just snap out of it #spoiler alert: i cant ive tried #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #ugly queue tag <3 #tw fakeclaiming #disability #disabled #physically disabled #living with disability #cane user #idk tags i never really post this kind of stuff #disability memes #disabled life #disabled memes #disabled community #disability community

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Bunnies and one guest 🐯

#🥺🥺🥺 #🛰️✶.*̥˚ #⋅∙☽·reblog·☾∙⋅ #ugly queue tag <3