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Yes!! Also I think Sam grew up and figured himself out at Stanford because I imagine that was hard to do with his dad around. I see people ragging on Sam going to Stanford and I dont get it because even if he had planned to be a hunter there was still nothing wrong with going to school and putting some distance between him and John so he could have the time to find out who he was. And if john hadn't kicked him out of the family Sam still could have maintained a relationship with his family like all the other kids do. It was an important time for Sam's character growth it just sucks that the cost was so high.

something i forgot and really love about the early seasons when sam and dean are learning to relate to each other as adults is how gentle sam is with dean’s trauma. whereas when sam expresses frustration at how they were raised dean will usually respond by defending their upbringing or john (sometimes you were out of line / what was he supposed to do you know what’s out there) in something wicked the first thing sam says when dean tells that horrific story about the shtriga and how he blames himself is you were just a kid. when dean says “don’t” sam doesn’t push, but  he makes a point to apologise later for his own actions (giving dean a hard time for listening to their dad when he didn’t get why). he’s constantly saying it wasn’t your fault, i didn’t know you carried me out of the fire, I didn’t know you were carrying all of this, I always thought you were just on dad’s side but i understand now and I’m sorry. It feels like he’s dancing around saying “this wasn’t fair to you” without saying that outright bc dean’s not at all ready to hear that, and to me it really shows that sam has grown up with such a strong sense self compared to dean- likely due to dean’s supportive influence- and how being away from his family for those crucial few years at stanford gave him that perspective that dean tragically never got. idk where im going with this but early seasons rlly had something and also i love sammy. best empathetic boy <3

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damnnnnn😍

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural RPF Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki Additional Tags: Bottom Jensen, God Jared, Attempt at Humor, Wooing, spn_masquerade Summary:

God Jared is determined to woo his beloved human Jensen, despite his mother's misgivings and Jensen's cranky objections.

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So much fun!!! I love the way this author writes cranky Jensen. So funny and cute. 

#actor rpf #jensen ackles #jared padalecki #total AU #Jared is a God #Jensen is grumpy #funny

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles/Other(s) Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Danneel Harris Additional Tags: Bottom Jensen, Exhibitionism, Voyeurism, Humor, Sex Toys, Riding, naked Jared, well-hung Jared, spn_masquerade, Alternate Universe Summary:

Spn_masquerade prompt: Jensen is grumpy, Jensen is irritated and Jensen really doesn't like the guy in the opposing apartment tower who apparently loves to walk around naked.

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This is HILARIOUS!! man I laughed. 

#actor rpf #J2 rpf #neighbours #gorgeous naked guy #jared padalecki #jensen ackles #crack #sex #dpicks

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki Additional Tags: Humor, Bottom Jensen Ackles, Homophobic Language, Grumpy Jensen Series: Part 1 of Spn Masquerade Fills 2021 Summary:

Jensen hasn’t worked as a bartender for a couple of years but reluctantly agrees to fill in for his best friend Chris at the last minute. (Chris is on his last warning with his manager but there’s a talent scout coming to see his band and he’s desperate.) It’s the worst kind of gig as far as Jensen is concerned; rich people who think they’re better than everyone else. Jared usually finds his mom and dad’s parties boring as hell but this time he’s completely enamored with the very grumpy and very cute bartender

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This is actor rpf but it is au and not 'our Jen and jared' but it's so freaking cute I had to post. Love the banter. 

#rpf fic #jared padalecki #jensen ackles #adorable grumpy Jensen #au

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Sam Winchester Appreciation Week | Day 4: Sam's friends and family - Sam & Rowena

I chose Sam and Rowena because I adore their complicated friendship. Watching their relationship develop was one of the highlights of late seasons for me.

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Destial is so talked about i got into supernatural thinking they'd be too overwhelming of a canon to ignore and all that hearsay. But then I watched supernatural and found out they got NOTHING on what samdean have. The hundred crammed-in fic/romantic tropes. The yearning glances and looks of pure love. The constant sexual innuendos and parallels to lovers. Soulmates unhinged codependent freaks who'd damn the entire world and sell their own souls to save each other time and time again. The chemistry, the storylines of them being forced to separate by every higher power yet desperately coming to each other every time. Most romantic relationship i ever seen on Tv.

Destial is an ant before a mighty God (samdean) it's not even near them.

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Am so excited about this casting!! Jensen is going to kill it on Tracker.

#tracker #jensen ackles #justin hartley #brothers #cant wait #Russell Shaw

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This is also what makes them feel so real because people themselves tend to be walking contradictions, whereas fictional characters can tend towards flat, two dimensional with no contradictions or flaws. Also the boys grow and change because of their experiences and are flawed as hell, but that's OK because that's real. they are the human experience.

writing dean winchester is like. he’s hideously selfish. he’s the most selfless person in the world. he’s pathetic. he’s strong. he’s completely clueless about his feelings. he feels everything too much. he hates himself. he’s the cockiest son of a bitch you’ll ever meet. he ignores his fear. his fear consumes him. he’s protective. he wants someone to protect him. he’s controlling and possessive. he’s soft-hearted and kind. he wants to bear the weight of the world because it’s the only thing that makes him feel useful. he doesn’t want to feel responsible for everyone and everything. he loves the hunting life. he just wants to be normal. he loves his brother. he hates his brother. he loves his father. he hates his father. he loves his mother. he hates his mother.

and writing sam winchester is like. he’s never fit in anywhere. he just wants to belong. he wants to get away from his family. he doesn’t want to let his family down. he’s full of anger. he’s the gentlest man in the world. he’s never had the ability to choose. he’ll do anything to preserve other people’s ability to choose. he’s a good hunter. he wants to be anything else but a hunter. he’s defiant. he’s complacent. he’s ashamed of the things he’s done. he’s proud of himself for who he is. he doesn’t ever want to kill. he’ll kill anything that threatens someone he loves. he feels suffocated by his brother’s love. his brother’s love is the only true thing he’s ever known. he hates his father. he loves his father.

everything about these characters is a contradiction. how can you not want to eat them alive, absorb them into your blood, and then spend the rest of your life trying to write them into a world where every single one of these things is true at the same time??? i’m absolutely. insane

#supernatural #sam wincester #dean winchester

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Alec McDowell | Dark Angel 2.01

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Well 😏

JIB14 | Jared Padalecki & Ricky Whittle

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Season/Series 01, Missing Scene, Sibling Incest, Explicit Sexual Content, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Frottage, Rimming, Anal Sex, Spanking, Top Sam Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester, Dean laughs and talks a lot during sex you can't change my mind Series: Part 3 of Meta's Wincest Fics Summary:

In a true lawyer fashion, Sam finds a loophole: as long as he isn’t calling Dean by his real name, they aren’t brothers, and so, Sam can do whatever he wants with this man who’s driving him and his dick insane.

Set in season 1.

*****

Not only was this a fun little fic but this is a wonderful description of the boys:

more tenacious than lust. There’s no space left between them anymore, their bodies intertwined, their souls a single unit. More than lovers, more than brothers, they’re just more. There’s no word for them, no lore that could explain what they are and how to kill this thing between them because, in each other, they’re immortal, unalterable, inconceivable.

#supernatural wincest #dean winchester #sam winchester #loopholes #hes not your brother if he's going by a different name right? #brother banter #incest

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Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Bobby Singer, Original Male Characters, Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Wincest - Freeform, Curtain Fic, National Novel Writing Month, Bottom Dean, Top Sam, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary:

Out of money and on the run, Sam and Dean land in a small South Carolina town with nothing but each other, still reeling from John's death and the events of the past year. They decide to take a job in the hopes of earning just enough to get out of dodge, but maybe, just maybe, it's time to make peace with their past and call it quits. Canon complaint through season 1, goes completely AU shortly after the beginning of season 2.

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These boys seriously can't keep their hands off each other and dont care who sees which is nice to read about. 

#supernatural wincest #dean winchester #sam winchester #au after season 1 #lots of sex #top Sam #bottom Dean #incest #bobby makes an appearance

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God damn that is good!! That fricken voice....

#Youtube #jensen ackles singing #jensen ackles

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Can we talk about how perfect their hands look together?

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This is one of the reasons I LOVE this ep so much (and the whole show actually).

croatoan is sooo unreal to me. episode starts with them bickering over whether or not dean would kill an innocent man, going “fine.” “fine.” in bitchy teenage girl tones. and then… what? a whole 5 hours later? dean is prepared to go full juliet because he cannot stand to live without sam. it’s so sickening. no amount of arguing could ever root out their codependency. dean tells sam he’s just tired of hunting so that sam doesn’t feel responsible for his life when we all know he would rather die than live without sam. insane writing. insane show

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stop looking at your brother like he hung the moon challenge (failed immediately)