solshinez

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i crave for perfection love the right amount talk the right amount

a spotless sheet of paper in the new chapter of life

i cannot pen the words fearing i'd spill the ink bottle up keep it in relish sparks in silence

#sol writes #poetry #writing #poem

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samson

#poetry #writeblr #finally i am free #poem #short poem #freeform #from the vault aka my notes

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Hold onto your tiny joys like

Little bitty life jackets

Tuck a piece of the sky into

Your hip pocket, press the

Petals of your blossoms in

Your favorite books

Paint the sun with yellow

Finger paint on gleaming

Faces, face the light and let

It inhabit you, overcome the

Icebergs in your veins—

Allow yourself to thaw

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walls that shouldn't crumble

doubt creeps under my skin

for every passing happy memory

time lends you such perfect shots

and time shall collect the debt owed

for nothing stays peaceful forever.

love is an ocean i wanna protect

yet quiet oceans only exist

within the confines of my flawed mind

to relish in such happy moments

to think long-term in such finite life

is a fatal flaw i should have learned

while nursing the wounds that mold me.

#sol writes #original poem #poetry #i wrote this in like 5 minutes #and this is unpolished #the vault (my journal) #poem #writing #short poem #writeblr #sorry this is my coping mechanism

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Happy Valentine’s Day😁🤍

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to the dreams that reside at the back of my mind

I dream of a stable life

Where asking for money is no longer

A burden that haunts me

Every waking moment

I dream of gaining control

Over the loose threads of my head

To navigate life with a compass

With somewhere to go to

I dream of lasting together

With the person I choose to care for

To wake up in lazy mornings

And sleep in comfy nights

These dreams reside at the back

Of my ever so busy mind

Chugging down ice-cold water

To drown the naggy thoughts.

#sol writes #poetry #writing #writeblr #poem #i wrote this in like 5 mins #unpolished poem #freeform

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Carl Irmer - Sommerlandschaft (n.d.)

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icarus

gasgas na ang istorya

ng munting alitaptap

na nabulag ng gasera't

nasunog ang pakpak

tatak sa utak ang aral

na maging maingat

at protektahan ang

babasaging puso

pero ako ba'y masisisi?

kung ang init ay yakap

at ang tinig ay tanglaw

sa gabing walang buwan

#sol writes #tula #tagalog naman #poetry #poem #the vault (my journal) #writeblr #filipino poem

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october

i'd open my arms and

embrace you tightly

to walk around eden

and the deepest pits of hell

on nights that we become one

i'd hold onto your hand

to know you deeper than

what the flesh would allow

but i cannot bare myself

nor show the rotten insides

of my quivering heart

enclosed in delicate walls

#sol writes #the vault (aka my notes app) #october #poem #poetry #writeblr #writing #yet another poem about Him #sorry this is my coping mechanism #short poem #freeform

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ga,

from the word "pangga"

sometimes, i still think about how i could've shown you love and care. but the truth is that i probably only hurt you—in the harshest, most poisonous way possible.

i could've made you breakfast, could've talked about my day with you. you could've told me the wide variety of stories that you have. and when the sun sets, we'd tell each other the lessons we have learned.

seconds and third chances. a wound that heals gets pricked again and again. and it bleeds, the skin remembers the sting it left. and when it heals again, it leaves a scar—no longer the same as before.

the words, the reassurance

your presence, 10 pm til 8 am

dead of the night til sunrise

the stories, vulnerability too

only to bury them at my yard.

#writing #poetry #sol writes #from the heart #sorry this is my coping mechanism #bc i am missing someone #i hope i heal eventually lol #what-ifs

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old lover

why would you come into my life

like a storm that only plans

to ransack the town of its produce

and kill all life at the mountain's foot

the promise of rain revived my dead heart

like a voltage jolt of a defibrillator

only to electrocute its deepest chambers

leaving me an inreparrable mess

i wish you'd never come into my life

if your sole purpose is to destroy

and sow seeds of fake love and care

harvesting teardrops after seasons

there is nothing of you that remained in me,

aside from the photo of your cat,

the map of your existence,

and the acute pain you left in my chest.

#sol writes #poetry #writing #poem #heartbreak #metaphors #i have moved on already though lmao #poems in my notes app

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Fem! Fyolai <33

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aquarius moon, leo mars

you don't want me, you puppeteer

you twist and maneuver the strings

spinning me to your command

but i'm no marionette doll

i am the violent storm

that lashes through the city

the wildfire on the grass fields

free, seething with pent-up rage

you'll never wrap me around

manipulative fingers

i see through ingenuine words

you want me for wanting's sake

#sol writes #poetry #writing #anger #i hope he stops talking to me lol

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.speaking through art

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recollections on october

words left unsaid, how heavy they are

they sink into buried crevices

pour the daydream-infused memories

into the chipped mug of muddled thoughts

hums and conversations in my head

reverberating in my recollections

lingering like coffee in my mouth

sweetness morphs into sour aftertaste

a thousand wishes could be whispered

upon centuries-old shooting stars

a thousand prayers in silent halls

beat in synch, they all echo, your name

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The Wind Rises ( 2 0 1 3 ) Dir. Hayao Miyazaki

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Made this for anyone who wants it. I will not say who i voted i wish to remain impartial