skinnyayla

[skinnyayla]

so I ate a meal and my cw is 126.8lbs lol not good, it is defo water weight.

[skinnyayla]

28/06/21

cw: 125.3lbs

[skinnyayla]

their legs are so amazing

#thinspochallenge #thinspo #twed #edmeme #edvent #twedvent

[skinnyayla]

Day 2

5"4/ 163cm

I dont mind my height. I wish i was a bit smaller but whatever it is what it is

#ana #mia #thinspo #thinspochallenge #ed #twed

[skinnyayla]

27/06/21

9:00am: 125.6lbs

[skinnyayla]

Day 1

height: 163cm

sw: 135lbs

cw: 126.3lbs

gw: 120lbs

gw2: 110lbs

ugw: 90lbs

#thinspo #thinspochallenge #ed #edmemes #ana #mia #twed #twedvent

[skinnyayla]

been losing recently, I feel that I am falling into this Ed further

cw: 126.3lbs

#edmeme #edvent #twed #ana #mia

[skinnyayla]

shit

tw // ed poetry

“ugw”

today i hit my ultimate goal weight

i’ve been dreaming of this day for years

imagining the satisfaction of seeing that number

feeling wholly complete with that number

lighting up with joy and pride in my hard work

but

i didn’t smile

in fact, i felt nothing

nothing but utter and complete indifference

then i asked

“what now?”

and ana said

“lower”

#ed #ana #mia #anamia #twed #twedvent #edmeme #edpoem

[skinnyayla]

my life is starting to feel like my own again. thankful for myself, i love you, lura

[skinnyayla]

22/06/21

i went for a 5 mile walk today:

12,000 steps, 700 calories burnt

I ate 350 so my net total is -350

CW:128.5lbs / 58.3kg

#ana #mia #ed #edawareness #edvent #edthoughts #twed #eatingdisorder #ed memes

[skinnyayla]

conversation with a friend

him: ill get concerned if you get under 120lbs, that is your limit

me: bet

#ed #edmemes #edthoughts #edvent #ana #mia

[skinnyayla]

19/06/21

cw: 128.4lbs

this morning I had some chocolate which came out at about 80 calories and I've already had 2 glasses of water.

soon ill go out to to shop with my mum and I'm probably going to get a peach tea which is not many calories at all.

#ana #mia #anorexx #ed #edthoughts #edmemes #tw #twedvent

[skinnyayla]

18/06/21

+ 80cals (chic pea crisps)

- 150cals (workout)

- 1L water (going to drink 1L more)

- CW: 129.8lbs

#ed #eatingdisorder #edmemes #tw #disordered eating #edthoughts #ana #mia #anorexx #anorexik

[skinnyayla]

my goals to help me lose weight:

drink LOTS of water. my body is going to get used to it and my appetite will shrink and my skin will improve.

sleep when I'm hungry. if I'm asleep I'm not eating, I usually forget after a nap.

get as much sleep as possible. my goal is 10pm - 8am

more fruit! I love apples and oranges and I can use that to my advantage.

avoid the cafeteria at break and lunch! I can either wait in the toilets or stay on my phone.

exersize! even walking is fine. I'm going to start running but any exersize will help me.

start weighing myself less so I don't trigger myself

#ana #mia #tw #eatingdisorder #not pro #ed #edmemes

[skinnyayla]

I want to be 50kg so bad. so bad.

#ed #ana #mia #eating #eating disorder #edawareness #tw #edmemes

[skinnyayla]

fuck, I have to get below 127lbs soon. this morning I was 128.4lbs and I ate at school today. I got home and was 129.2. I'm gonna weigh myself now and edit this.

ok so I am now 129.4lbs ew

#ana #mia #ed #edawareness #tw #triggerwarning #eating #fat #eating disorder #edmemes

[skinnyayla]

06/06/2021

so today i woke up and i weighed 127.8lbs. i have lost about 3lbs since i came back off holiday. 

i might eat something today because my boyfriend is coming round (for the first time in a week!) and he usually encourages me to.

my gw for the morning is 126.8lbs :)