skeletonsandbutterflies

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

for some reason, cooking and watching people eat hits different, in a good way They just assume you already ate some while making it as they’re happily eating for you

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #@na vent #@n@ diary #3d motivation

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day fifteen

nah, my parents would never let, but it would make it so much easier. I do stay away from meat, but like…chicken is the okay sometimes

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #@na vent #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #@n@ diary #3d f4st

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day fourteen

85 lbs, and I think I can reach it by July or August

strangely enough, I’m not worried about summer, like everyone else seems to be, I’m more focused on being perfect when I get back to school in September. so I’m doing it slow and steady

#tw ed but not sheeran #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #⭐️ve #3d motivation #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #@na vent #3d f4st

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day thirteen

Unhealthy. Stupid question.

#tw ed but not sheeran #@na vent #@n@ diary #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

my fave thinspo rn

Pics from Pinterest

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #tw thinspi #thinp0 #@na vent #⭐️ve #3d motivation

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

fat lasts longer than flavor

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #tw thinspi #@na vent #@n@ diary

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day twelve

Idk I just try to keep it under 500 cals a day and I do water fasts once a week but lately I’ve been binging more than I like to admit so I’m getting back on track and trying new diets and stuff

#tw ed but not sheeran #@na vent #tw thinspi #tw 3d vent #3d motivation #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #3d f4st #@n@ diary

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

ok I may have solved all my problems

have a question about calculations and losing weight and don’t want to be told that survival mode and all that shit can happen? Ask Chatgpt or some other AI, they’re brutally honest

I doubt I’m the first person to do this but it works

look

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #3d motivation #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day eleven

Pretty much every blog on edtblr

ATP its just nice to know I’m not the only one going through this

#tw ed but not sheeran #@na vent #tw thinspi #tw 3d vent #@n@ diary #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

toxic

am I the only one

who goes to a super religious all girls school

where nobody really wears makeup

and is the only one in her grade that wears makeup

and people are insensitive and tell her it’s ruining her skin and she shouldn’t wear it

but all this makes her so insecure that she simply wears more

and thinks it’s normal that she gets treated like this

but when she tells other people that her friends make her feel so bad about this

they act like it’s actually considered rude

and that when people stare at her wierd and go, “are you wearing makeup?” in a way that implies that they could never,

and that they are in fact judging me for wearing makeup ,

that’s called being toxic?

they convince me that I’m toxic and care too much about my appearance

aren’t I? Toxic?

I’m sorry, but is that just me?

*true stories

#shitty poetry #not poetry just a rant that I had when someone explained to me that I’m being mistreated by my friends and that they are the rude ones

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day ten

Skipping nine cause I already said I didn’t have that

umm in terms of food? Sweets. I’m a huge sweet tooth. It’s hard surviving without them. I miss the dopamine.

#tw 3d vent #@n@ diary #tw ed but not sheeran #@nor3×14 #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #🕯️as a feather

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day eight

I walk

one mile, two miles, five or six or seven, just enough to feel light and dizzy, to feel clean again

Honestly I don’t have much other than that, I’m one of the few that literally just starves and relies on that only

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #tw 3d vent #3d motivation #3d f4st #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@n@ diary

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

she drank enough water

to drown herself

because she secretly wished

she could

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #@n@ poetry #Poetry

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

my friends always ask me:

“But how are you never hungry?”

Bitch, i can’t physically bring myself to eat, i drink 68 oz of water every day to drown the hunger.

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #3d f4st #🕯️as a feather #🦴spo #th1nsp1ration #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

day seven

They suspect it, ever since the school counselor started noticing my lack of lunch and told them. But I think I fooled them after basically binging for a week.

do they care? Hell yeah, but they use r3verse psychology and don’t say ANYTHING.

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #tw 3d vent #@na vent #🕯️as a feather #🦴spo #🦴 #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #well apparently that’s one of the tags it popped up in the search bar thing #3d motivation

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

‘I started to skip lunch, stopped eating cake on birthdays…

There’s always something missing, there’s always something in the mirror that I think looks wrong….

I could change up my body and change up my face’

—Olivia Rodrigo, Pretty Isn’t Pretty

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #3d motivation #@n@ diary #Olivia is so relatable frrr #tw 3d vent #🕯️as a feather #tw 3d in the tags #idk the new tags for this side of edtblr #@nor3×14

[skeletonsandbutterflies]

anybody know where to get a really good scale? I’m thinking of buying one by myself and hiding it but idk what kind/ brand to get and I don’t wanna waste my money thanks!

#tw ed but not sheeran #🕯️as a feather #manifesting 🕯️🕯️🕯️ #@n@ buddy #tw ed implied #tw restriction #tw disordered eating